-Alfred-

Go back home?

2019-03-15T05:31:00.001+08:00

Had a conversation with Oskar roomie from Swedish today. While cooking my dinner, he asked about my plan after my Master's degree, whether I will stay in Norway, or anywhere in the Europe.

Out of his surprise, I said no, unless I am pursuing a PhD or work in a solid waste management field in Norway. He was inquisitive, with the curious and doubting facial expression, and asked why? "Was it because of the people or friends?"
I was feeling that he was judging, as whenever he meet me in school, I am alone - walking alone, eating alone in the mensa cafeteria or be somewhere alone. He then asked about staying in austria and work (I had told him that I volunteered in Finland and Austria before). My quick response is a big no, never, in my mind, ever think about working in Austria.

Of course, I was telling him that summer in Norway could be nice, and that is the only season that I have appreciate when I was in Norway. The weather, winter and darkness are the main blaming factor and excuses that I have used. Period.

In fact, priority change. As you are aging, your parents, too. With my two little nieces, I just merely do not want to miss out their childhood. I used to think that I can be wherever I want, stay wherever I want to stay. Well, I think the best place for me to live is home - Malaysia, and I reassure about this, albeit the salary might be lower than the west. The rainforest, the weather, the warm and friendly people, my best friends, and utmost important, my family. I know I will be in deep regret if anything happen to them.

Of course, as an introvert, I do not open up to him (Oskar) fully, as I am not close to him. Our friendship is the very formal-like friendship, the formal greeting of how are you today, without much deep connection between each other, nor he share much with me as I can feel he is closing up too.

NEXT!
Westerners quickly assume that I will stay in their lands - who wants to go back to the third world after staying in the first world? Nice environment and development. This is the mentality of people that I have come across in Switzerland thus far (from everywhere in the EU, nor only limited to Switzerland); in Norway, no one assume this, or maybe if they did, they never question me.

The reaction here goes like "For real? Man, you want to go back to the developing world? You must be kidding me? I am surprise that you want to go back."

For this, if you make assumption about this, I am going to proof you wrong. The grass is not always greener on the other side, the grass is greener where you water it. For the west, independent comes first. I am sorry about this, this is not the virtue I am priorities nor pursuing for. Between selfish and independent, you have to clearly differentiate.

A little bit outrage on this.

Oh, yes, the next thing is you are rarely alone, but this could be the loneliest period that you ever have in your life. Maybe not for other, but for me it works this way. So many chat-able friend, but, never deeply connected.

苏黎世的查票员

2019-02-26T18:48:00.001+08:00

在lidl oerlikon购物完毕回家, 11am乘搭14号seebach火车回家, 在车站无察觉任何不妥。上了火车候, 火车开始行驶了过不久后, 他们才开始行动 (以避免打草惊蛇, 这样就不会有人下车)。人数估计有不超过十个, 几个在前上车, 几个中间上, 几个后面上, 并以迅速的速度查票 (必须要赶在下一站还未到时查完票)。他们的衣着打扮跟平常人无差异, 不过腰带上会挂着一个牌, 所以通常都穿着大衣遮盖着。如果你有卡, 他们的唯一工具就是用他们的手机scan barcode, 通常手机的盖是黑色的。

坐在我后桌的女生(看起来有点像西班牙还是意大利人之类的, 不是纯白的)就被逮到, 她所显示出的票已经是过期的票, 然候必须得罚款100chf。一有人被逮到, 其他的查票员会更加速的查票, 然候围在那个厢, 这样那个被逮捕的人就没法逃。

那女生说她没有credit card, 也没有现金。她的朋友就没事啦。

然候抵达我的berninaplatz,我就下车了, 后来怎么被处置就不清楚了, 当然是会有案底记录, 留下痕迹。

还是奉劝别逃票好了。

Lobster Day!

2012-06-17T14:30:00.001+08:00

An update! 17 June 2012 Saturday

New camry! =D

Ang mo mat salleh food?! Yeap this is what they eat normally. the steak is super thick.
(there are some well prepared french fried and baked potatoes)

Bumble beeeeee~ =)

See how they produce french fried? Compress the potato without peeled.

Press. Yesh!

Juice Dispenser for free. Refill anytime you want =)
Dr P(Dr Pepper), G Ale(Ginger ale) and water are my favorites.

Employees' 2USD meal!

Yesterday's dinner(Friday) *free

Lemon cake for free

Today's dinner, clam strip with shrimps =)

We get 1 free bottle of crab cream soup! Wheee thanks manager!

Lobster! For free =) This is prepared and left during the night buffet. Thanks Ty for keeping these 2 awesome lobster for me and Sam(Wei Xian)! =)

Lobster with steak~

没了肉的小龙虾

It's quite good and fun to work in the kitchen.
Free food
Free curi makan
Free talking
Free drink
Sometimes free to da bao(pack and take away) back to dorm

Just you needa wash lot of plates when there is buffet
Thanks dishwasher machine you help me a lot
Goodluck!

2012-04-29T18:11:00.000+08:00

一种米养百种人

千万别自作主张

好比如说

第一种问法 - 选择式 - B说 "你十八号得空吗？要不要跟A一起去逛街吗？"

第二种问法 - 命令无选择式 -B说 “我跟A讲了十八号我们两个陪他一起去逛街啊，你不要放飞机啊！”

C: "可是我在十八号有report做..."
B: "迟点做啦! 别再放飞机"

所以

记得

就算是非常熟的朋友

都别用第二种问法

因为你在还未问过B的允許就事先答应了A，说B会跟着一起陪A去逛街

当B在十八号真的有任务在身

那就变成了一个假放飞机

傲

2012-03-21T21:59:00.000+08:00

在明亮的月光下席地而坐
望着闪烁的星空星星犹如...

好了
水永远吹得没完没了
觉得本身的华文程度大不如前
所以忽然想搞起浪漫当个暂时性浪漫主义者

别来无恙吗？
最近血灾连连
继不经意的被刀刺伤手后
第二个血灾又再降临
右眉旁多了两道深疤
血沾染右颊
我的眼镜也被毁了
镜片也掉了
我挺厉害 ==

脑在迟钝着，人在退步着
别小看自己
人有软弱的时候

聪明人爱仗着自己顶着一副聪明脑袋而到处喷口水骂noob
狭窄者啊越听越笨
因为脑袋自然而然发出的信息与讯息是
'我很笨，我好像什么都不会'
围绕着吸引力法则
一切的负面与不如意会缠绕你
彷徨？无趣？没方向？

人
最重要
要看得起自己
发掘擅长的
活出自己的色彩

聪明人（是人就对了）别随口骂人笨上天赐予你一副比较完善的头脑你千万别高傲

A quick update

2011-10-29T23:57:00.001+08:00

I've just so busy lately with the abundance of homeworks and activities which really kill my times.
Anyway, I guess I am doing well in Chemical Engineering, perhaps, I still can survive ~.~
Just a little bit procrastinate, I have just lost the enthusiam in study and gaining knowledge like what I did last year.
Wanted to improve more on general knowledge and guess what? I am eager to take more practical subjects instead of paperworksubjects. Like join a Spanish class, how to start a business, what to sell and how to invest on share market. Thanks to osk challenging competition, by now, I know more about stock market =)

And I've joined choir since last week, and there's an audition and I sang When I fall in love.
I never feel so nervous until the moment, when I sang the song in front of judges. lol.
And now I'm part of the choir and going to do a duet with my partner, we'll sing I Believe I Can Fly by R.Kelly, syoknye, kan? =D

Will record the performance and probably will post it on this blog. =)

tata~

-Planet Earth-

2011-10-02T00:57:00.000+08:00

Planet Earth is finite, it has specific dimensions and composition.
Earth's non-renewable resources are finite, and in principle quantifiable.
The earth's capacity to absorb, dilute and degrade waste is limited, and it is currently being exceeded,
with wastes and pollution building up in air, soil, and water leading to many serious environmental problems.
When pollution levels reach a critical limit, harmful consequences follow.
The function of the earth is to provide life-sustainability conditions for humans, plants and animals and not to serve as a waste dump.

I learnt it all from Environmental Management class =)

Momentsss in Seremban =)

2011-09-04T14:11:00.003+08:00

Went out for a deep breath during the summer break and visit my C.H.I.B.E.T(Learnt from a web, which stated it is Caring, Humble, Intelligent, Playful, Easy-going, Toughtful) friends. Well, better don't learnt or speak our the bad word. =)

And I can barely remember I am fatigue and migraine during the journey to Seremban, and honestly I reach there with a 2 hours train(by an old KTM train from Kepong to Seremban), it's a long train journey indeed.

KTM delayed to half an hour per trip and it was public holiday(Hari Raya+Bookfair in KLCC), the KTM station is crowded by teen and family! Zzz beg miserably and wish hardly to our government to improve the public transportation. LOL.

Okayy well,but at last everything is worth because I love to discover and explore places which I've never been.

So I'm going to overnight at my friend's house hoho!

And they bring me to the Jusco Seremban to sing K! GreenBox! Zomg! =)

Here are some pics when we are sing K-ing =D

I'm overnight at his house la~ Zhen jet XD TQTQ for your kind-hearted =D

HOHOHO

Di and Jia Yi! =D

Chooonggg Jian Yee~ super pro in badminton hoho!

Lee Wei Xian a.k.a Didi cause he is 'adorable' and small small size hehehe~

Opppss

OPPSSSS You are so cute man! X) hahahahaha

I'm terribly hungry and staving, so immediately hunting food after sing k! =D

And we found this~ this is Seremban Hakka Mee~ =) yummy juga

RM4 for big bowl

Yummy~

Zhen Jet fetched me and Didi to Sin Yit Sing Restaurant at night to try the famous Seremban crab 芙蓉烧蟹

SUPERRRB!! =D

a sour sour sweet sweet sauce -.-

And the next morning, Zhen Jet fetch me to Pasar Besar Seremban to have some famous local dishes!

accidentally saw this, 1 Malaysia hotel ._.

Pasar Besar Seremban~ =)

I forgot what's the name~ LOL. Perhaps is You Yu(Sotong) Bee Hon

This is the famous Ngao Lam Min 牛腩面

Upstair of Pasar Besar Seremban =)

Thanks to my c.h.i.b.e.t. friends again and the shelter that Zhen Jet provided =)
I appreciate a lotttt!! Yea seriously a lot cause ma fan dao u =D TQ

& Happy Birthday to Hui Nee! =) Have a sweet 8!

My cousin's(kelantan) birthday =D

不完美的完美

Here are some self-enrichment quotes and wish ya have a nice day!! =) Ciao

If you want others to be happy, practice compassion.If you want to be happy, practice compassion. ~Dalai Lama

Don't be yourself, be someone a little nicer.
~Mignon Mclaughlin

Busy buzzy bees!

2011-09-04T02:40:00.001+08:00

Finally, I have the precious opportunity to back to my blog and do some blogging again.
And I have been pretty busy during the Raya holiday because I'm away from home non-stopped to visit some places I've never been before(with my aunt, cousins from Taiping and my family) =D

Will start to share my journey and stories tomorrow! Stay tunned! Good night =)

Google Plus vs Facebook ZOMG!

2011-08-25T18:00:00.005+08:00

Facebook has more than 7.5 million users and more than half of the active users updated their own page in Facebook everyday. However, the the world's number One search engine - Google couldn't extract and acquire the content within Facebook. Thus, perhaps they are planning a revenge on it.....X_X

Majority of the people like to compare the Google+1 button and Facebook 'likes' button. I love these two famous networking because Facebook is a super famous social networking whereas Google is more on search engine and it contribute tremendously advantages & benefits for us. And both make our life easier =D Google had launched gmail, google translate(My favorite!!), Google books etc.... By the way,they'd terminated Google Dictionary. =(

It's Okaayy, and finally, Google has launched its own social network, Google + aka Google Plus during the summer, which is a new social networking system positioned as a rival to Facebook O,O. By the way, Google Plus is under trial period now and Google is addressing that Google+ as a Project rather than a Product. Why? Because Project mean they can add new features and combined features if needed. =D

The following are some special elements which Google had put effort in the Project =)

Superb 1 : Circlesss!
Basically Google Circles is an interesting and cool feature! You can drag your friends, family and other contacts into an existing circle or new circle. Unlike Facebook, this Circles is built based on the concept of sharing material with groups of people. Here are the examples on how they look. =D

Drag contacts into a suitable group

Drag more contacts at the same time

Drop the friend out of the circle

Superb 2 : Hangouts! (I like it!)
This is one of the coolest compelling feature in Google Plus and perhaps this is the best feature of the project. For your information, up to 10 people can interact through the video simultaneously. =) It brings convenient for you to chat provided you have webcam and mic! =)
You can talk to a bunch of friends at the same time without leaving your own place. Ain't a good news? =)
Or just have a webcam meeting if you have something to share or discuss with your buddies!

Join the Hangout!

Webcam with a bunch of friends at the same time!

Superb 3 : Instant Upload!
With Instant Upload, you can upload your photos and videos in your mobile phone to a private/public album on Google Plus. Other than that, they have an instant upload feature and you can edit your photos through photos editor. Google Plus also allow you to integrate your existing Picasa account with your Google Plus account.

Superb 4 : Sparks!
Tell Sparks what you're looking for and it will send you stuff it thinks you'll like! So the function sound like a advanced "Favorite" button! =D So when you are free, there's always something cool to watch, read or share.

Search for information you looking for. :)

Superb 5 : Huddle!
Huddle turns all difference conversations into one simple group chat, so everyone gets on the same page all at once. And Huddle is related to Hangout feature which I aforementioned just now, Hangout is a video chat whereas Huddle is a group text chat. You can install Huddle into Android & Iphone! =) But then this feature is quite similar to Facebook chat X(

Chat!

Finally : Getting it!?

Well, the project is strictly invite only at the moment. =(
Since they are developing and testing the project(I think they are looking for feedback and suggestion), so you still can't join it until further notice.

I think the project is great.
The scenario now is like Facebook defeat Myspace and Friendster few years before. lol
So let's see how things going on yay! =)

Other things to read and click!
You can download applications via Chrome Webstore provided you have Google Chrome.
Go to http://chrome.google.com/webstore to search for the applications you like! =)

For educator, you can read this: Google Plus: Is This the Social Tool Schools Have Been Waiting For?

Have a nice day!
Tata! =)

Fav Songs

2011-08-22T18:21:00.002+08:00

This is a leak song from David Archuleta's album =)

I love the lyrics.=D

I guess he is talking about his relationship with..Charice Pempengco who's from Philippines hoho

I'd do anything to catch your eye
So you could see me in a different light
Tell me what's it gonna take cause I wish you would notice me
If you could only give me just one chance
I could be the one and here I am
What's it gonna take to understand
Wish you would notice me
Notice, notice, notice me
Notice, notice, notice me

Another love song too!
One of my super idol Delta goodrem(from Australia).
This song is pop rock but yea, it still awesome and incredible!

Stay tuned! =D

How to make a smart goal? =)

2011-08-18T14:09:00.014+08:00

If you ask most people what is their one major objective in life, they would probably give you a vague answer, such as, "I want to be successful, be happy, make a good living," and that is it.
They are all wishes and none of them are clear goals.

Goals must be SMARTTT & CLEARRR

1. S--specific.
For example, "I want to lose weight." This is wishful thinking. It becomes a goal when I pin myself down to "I will lose 10 pounds in 90 days."

2. M-- must be measurable.
If we cannot measure it, we cannot accomplish it. Measurement is a way of monitoring our progress.

3. A-- must be achievable.
Achievable means that it should be out of reach enough to be challenging but it should not be out of sight, otherwise it becomes disheartening.

4. R-- realistic.
A person who wants to lose 50 pounds in~30 days is being unrealistic.

5. T-- time-bound.
There should be a starting date and a finishing date

So guys, set your minded clear, put a smart goal and achieve your dream! Yes, you can you can.... =) Go go goal!

-The bad news is time flies. The good news is you're the pilot.- Michael Altshuler

How to make Subway sandwiches at home =)

2011-08-14T20:13:00.003+08:00

Supeerr Melbourne Cheese Slices!! - RM6.50-7.00

"Ever want to make those hot steamy Subway sandwiches in your house without paying the big bucks? Become a sandwich artist in your own right and make it yours." =)

The reason I am creating this post is because I am a die-hard fans of Subway but refuse to go to Subway outlet to grab one(indolent and lazy actually -,-) for myself. So I decided to make a Sub-of-the-dayyyy on my own!!
And you can get all the ingredients in TESCO! Wheee!
Well, the headache parts are you can't get the BREAD(T_T) and SAUCES like mustard, ranch, sweet onion(I LOVE IT), and so on.

One of the advantages is you can put whatsoever you liked and most of the veggiess are cheaper than pasar =)
All the ingredients prepared are just below than 20 bucks I guess =)

Before we go any further, here's the details for the ingredients.

Ingredients:

Wheat Bran Traditional Bread x1 - RM2.50
Cabbage x1 - RM2.60
Chicken Ham(MC Chic and Mushroom) 100g - RM4.60
Pork Ham(MF Sandwich Ham) 100g - RM2.65
Cucumber x1 - RM1.30
Onion
Melbourne Cheese - RM6.60
Ketchup
cooked egg(Omelette)

Wheat Bran Traditional Bread (unsliced bread)-RM2.50. Well, the apples is for....just...decoration LOL -.-!

Now you can see the words clearer. After toasted the bread, it's supperrr crispy and yummy =)

I'd chosen Melbourne cheese instead of Cheesdale because..
-much cheaper & made in Melbourne =) LOL

Pork Ham

Chicken Ham

Cucumber

Cabbage

Cut the unsliced bread

How to chop onion without tears!?
Enzymes in the onion react with basal plate and release gas, and the gas will definitely make you cry
So cut the onion in half, then immersed in water for few minutes =)

After that, you can proceed without tears!
Or else you have to breath through your mouth to stop the tears =D

cucumber

Ingredients. The yellow stuff is Omelette :)

Put the meat on the sandwich and top with cheese =D The sandwich is toasted. I love the melted cheese!

Add all the veggies you loved!! =)

Another toasted sandwich.

Superrr big mouth sub-of-the-day!!

I put lotttss of veggies lol.

Sorry for the super ugly-faces-messy-hair -.-
Cause I prepared all the stuffs once I woke up (after brush my teeth ) -,-

If you are interested in making the Subway's bread, the websites suggested below perhaps will help you

Italian Herbs and Honey Oats

whee

This phone is better than Iphone(in my opinion) XD

Samsung Galaxy II!
Well, it belong to my sis -.-

Goodbye!

Zuma! =)

2011-08-12T16:21:00.001+08:00

Zuma is one of my favorite games during childhood because shooting the matches balls and the frog(-.-) delighted me. LOL.
Well, you just need to shoot balls from the frog's mouth into groups of the same colour to make them disappear from the chain. Easy right? =D

And now, Zuma blitz is on Facebook! Wheee :)
One of the disadvantages is one heart will be deducted or eaten after you completed one game. The heart will refill in 6 minutes, so you need to wait for it after finished all the heartsss.

Haven't tried it before? Yay try it now! :)

Don't you wanna stay by Kelly Clarkson ft Jason Aldean is damnnn nice =)

Ciao~ :)

Teaching is Caring

2011-08-08T20:55:00.008+08:00

When I was young, I told the elders my ambition is to be a teacher in my future.
And now, I am selected to have the precious opportunity to fulfill my childhood dream. Well, I was teaching the toughest subject – Additional Mathematics for form four.
Yes, it is quite challenging at the moment, you need to squeeze through the creative ideas for students to remember the terms, log, etc. Other than that, preparing notes is a headache thing.

Yet the preparation of notes is taking up most of my time, I do enjoy and felt delighted for every moment I spend with students. I share the laughs and tears with students, listen to their feeling deep inside their heart and was trying to read their mind.

And guys, if you are facing any difficulties in your study, have a look on http://www.khanacademy.com and perhaps it’s works on you.
I love this website and the videosss. Just love em cause they helped me A LOT. =DSharing is caring.

Quotes of the day
Ponder and ruminate, what’s life all about?
What is the goal of human beings?
What is our telos?
What are we looking for?

The simply answer is Happiness C:
Do enjoy your every single day and every moment because life is valuable and short.

The Gardens Mall Toilet

2011-08-08T01:59:00.001+08:00

After two months I completed the foundation program, I've been through the busy lifestyle and doing all those bussyy stuffss.
Thus, I decided to take a deep breath and quit the busy moment for a while to relax myself. =) wheee
So I hang out with one of my best friend from Seremban =D

Kayyy other than that, I do heard the toilet near the Robinson in The gardens mall need to pay RM5 per entry. Due to my superrr inquisitive and curiosity...I decided to take a look on it and wonder the difference between the normal toilet and the charged toilet. LOL

And after do some searching, I've found that IF you are a Isetan member, The Gardens member, and Robinson member, you can enter the toilet for freeeee.
And I take a look on the toilet, not that huge and enormous like what I imagined @@
Towels and shampoo is prepared and placed on the washbasin and less tobacco smell if compared to the normal toilet in Gardens.
The RM5-per-entry toilet is located on the ground floor, just beside Robinson :) So if you wanna have a try, go for it. lol X)

And Yeah! I have had my lunch in Subway yesterday!! Simply delicious food :) way better than other Sub's outlet.

And guys, I changed my frame. And my friends do call me a hamster or flies now. Ish! Hamster is because I eat like a hamster O.o and flies is because of the super-big-huge-korean-style frame. LOL. Look better without frame right? LOL. Yea, this is so-called NARCISSISTIC! =)

Quote of the day ~
Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning by Albert Einstein

Amy winehouse found dead

2011-07-26T01:54:00.000+08:00

Amy Winehouse, the beehived soul-jazz diva whose self-destructive habits overshadowed a distinctive musical talent, was found dead Saturday in her London home, police said. She was 27.

RIP. =(

第一天的临教

2011-06-20T23:42:00.000+08:00

还记得在小学时期
同学们都老爱欺负代课或临教
也许包括我在内 XD
今天同样的事情也发生在我的身上
不同的是
我是老师，他们是学生
就在desa park附近的那所小学

很突然的叫我星期一七点十五分到学校去
我穿了正统的上班服以防万一
怎知当天我就要教书也没被通知就派去教国文
周会后，我连作业，要教些什么，都没机会去看，就赶着进班，四五年级的

今天要上的是penulisan-aktiviti koku
别说他们没兴趣了，小学时上国文我都是超没兴趣的
我问同学们你们的马来老师平时怎么教你们penulisan的
他们就说老师通常给他们copy answer -.-! 就这样

可爱的是
你在前面教书后面的人可以在玩追追可以看漫画
凶了还是一样今天喉咙已经很痛教完书更没声音
小学生最烦的一点是（由其是好欺负的老师）
一直叫老师~
老师他打我
老师他弄我
老师我要上厕所
老师这个要抄在那里
而且是这边也老师那边也老师
整个就不当你是一回事

还记得
四年级有个小女孩
我在教课她连书本都不拿出来
我问她你的书本在那里
他就从抽屉拿出来
我问他为甚么你没有抄
她说: 我现在嘛不是在抄着咯!(还不是小声那种，很没礼貌烂态度的那种)
我说: 你刚才说什么？!你在跟我说多一次!
她说: 我在抄着啦！！
我懒得理她

还有一个男同学用水壶喝水
另一位同学竟然把他的水壶往上推
敲到他的牙齿流了很多血
我立刻叫班长带他去厕所冲水他拒绝到办公室

当天喉咙不舒服
同学们要求我：老师，你可以讲大声一点吗？后面听不到
TMD

最后一堂课没办法了
我必须要借藤条才行
很多老师都没有藤条就只有训导主任才有
因为他们说他们提倡爱的教育（现在好像变成了宠的教育鸟~）
再三叮咛我千万不要打学生打打桌子吓吓就好了
就连级任老师也不用藤条教书打学生

训导和另一个眼睛很大的女老师过我几招
对他们要凶不能心软
我叫你写！你就跟我写
不用讲这样多
写!! 你就diam diam 写！（还要做到这个可怜的地步）
果然，最后一堂课，我拿着藤条，黑口黑面（应该是第一次扮到酱黑 XD）地走进可是
全班在吵我黑口黑面双眼瞪着他们他们又看到我有藤条自然不久就安静了
（凶凶对大群的小学生真的有用噢~ ）

你们把其他的作业收起来！我不要看到有其他作业摆在桌上！（真的也管用握~）
然后就开始教
开始吵是因为我抄东西

过后跟副校长（很年轻很温和下的）说想辞掉
他费了三寸不烂之舌把我留下
说好吧，明天给你教华文
理由是，很多做临教的都beh tahan，被气走了，她说她也找到很累了
而教他们的马来老师（我代着的）在班上教到哭 @@
可是那些小鬼真的非常难搞

本身又不凶
提倡爱的教育
可是对着那么多的学生真是行不通的说
何必要扮老虎吓人呢 T.T
还要我整天脸黑黑才会乖 ><

又教过补习的朋友告诉我小学生不能用硬的
得空买糖果奖励他们一下
然后还记得小时候我最怕去上课
老师超级凶这里打一下那边打一下
而且我比较怕女老师他们都好凶
天天就是那种战战兢兢的心情上学去不好过
终于知道为什么小学时老师那么凶了 T.T

副校长还告诉我
一年级的是最糟糕的
天不怕地不怕
哈哈

我的第一天
被气到头爆
姐姐的朋友没干了，也是睁一只眼闭一只眼教书 -.-!
我跟他们好时他们过分到欺负到我的头顶上
其实我真的是不喜欢黑口黑面用藤条打这个打那个吓人啦 ><
怪只能怪那爱的教育用在不对的地方

Craving for food - Shogun One Utama

2011-06-04T00:17:00.002+08:00

Nottinghamers are hungry and craving for food!

As you know, majority of my friends are come from Seremban and they are seeking for an opportunity to visit One Utama.

First of all, they would like to go have a buffet and one my friend who stay near One Utama suggest Shogun.

Basically, Shogun and Saisaki both of them are under the same management.

I'd tried Saisaki 5 years ago, so I couldn't provide any judgement for which is better between Shogun and Saisaki.

By the way, I still can reminisced some hilarious and funny moment after finished the Saisaki buffet.
I couldn't stand up, stand straight and walked at all.
Because their food quality is perfect and the buffet is superb, superrrrrr niceeeee!

But if you are contemplating about which buffet to choose, personally, I think Saisaki is better, which is situated at Jalan Penang, just 3 minutes walk from Pavilion.
I tried Saisaki long time ago, so I was wondering how was their standard right now.

Kindly be reminded that all the seats were occupied during the weekdays in Saisaki(because of their strategy location C= ) whereas Shogun do not have empty seats on weekend. Antithesis lol

My friend's ultimate goal was Jogoya, which we'd tried it last December.

Look at the glamorous food and the sumptuous environment will definitely make your saliva flow and stimulate your taste bud! =)

They provide Tabasco pepper sauce too! =D

Different variety of sushi

Not bad actually.
The price is much more cheaper than Jogoya and Tenji.
In my opinion, I do prefer buffet like Kempachi, Tao cuisine, Shogun and Saisaki which is more to Japanese buffet.
Jogoya's standard drop and not suit me I guess. A LOT of seafoods, stangyyyy seafood like sea snail those stuffs of seafood -.-!

rating: 3.5/5 stars :D

And thanks for Song You's pics and da amazzziing camera! whootss!

Dr. Jack Kevorkian-Assisted Suicide Advocate Jack Kevorkian Dies at 83

2011-06-04T00:08:00.000+08:00

Dr. Jack Kevorkian, the Michigan pathologist who championed physician-assisted suicides, died early Friday after being hospitalized with kidney problems and pneumonia.

The 83-year-old Kevorkian, who said he helped some 130 people end their lives from 1990 to 1999, died about 2:30 a.m. at William Beaumont Hospital in Royal Oak, Mich., close friend and attorney Mayer Morganroth said.

An official cause of death had not been determined, but Morganroth said it likely will be pulmonary thrombosis.

"I had seen him earlier and he was conscious," said Morganroth, who added that the two spoke about Kevorkian's pending release from the hospital and planned start of rehabilitation. "Then I left and he took a turn for the worst and I went back."

Nurses at the hospital played recordings of classical music by composer Johann Sebastian Bach for Kevorkian before he died, Morganroth said.

Kevorkian was freed in June 2007 after serving eight years of a 10- to 25-year sentence for second-degree murder. His lawyers had said he suffered from hepatitis C, diabetes and other problems, and he had promised in affidavits that he would not assist in a suicide if he was released.

In 2008, he ran for Congress as an independent, receiving just 2.7 percent of the vote in the suburban Detroit district. He said his experience showed the party system was "corrupt" and "has to be completely overhauled from the bottom up."

His life story became the subject of the 2010 HBO movie, "You Don't Know Jack," which earned actor Al Pacino Emmy and Golden Globe Awards for his portrayal of Kevorkian. Pacino paid tribute to Kevorkian during his Emmy acceptance speech and recognized the world-famous former doctor, who sat smiling in the audience.

Pacino said during the speech that it was a pleasure to "try to portray someone as brilliant and interesting and unique" as Kevorkian and a "pleasure to know him."

Kevorkian himself said he liked the movie and enjoyed the attention it generated, but told The Associated Press that he doubted it would inspire much action by a new generation of assisted-suicide advocates.

"You'll hear people say, `Well, it's in the news again, it's time for discussing this further.' No it isn't. It's been discussed to death," he said. "There's nothing new to say about it. It's a legitimate ethical medical practice as it was in ancient Rome and Greece."

Eleven years earlier, he was sentenced in the 1998 death of a Lou Gehrig's disease patient -- a videotaped death shown to a national television audience as Kevorkian challenged prosecutors to charge him.

"The issue's got to be raised to the level where it is finally decided," he said on the broadcast by CBS' "60 Minutes."

Nicknamed "Dr. Death" because of his fascination with death, Kevorkian catapulted into public consciousness in 1990 when he used his homemade "suicide machine" in his rusted Volkswagen van to inject lethal drugs into an Alzheimer's patient who sought his help in dying.

For nearly a decade, he escaped authorities' efforts to stop him. His first four trials, all on assisted suicide charges, resulted in three acquittals and one mistrial.

Murder charges in earlier cases were thrown out because Michigan at the time had no law against assisted suicide; the Legislature wrote one in response to Kevorkian. He also was stripped of his medical license.

People who died with his help suffered from cancer, Lou Gehrig's disease, multiple sclerosis, paralysis. They died in their homes, an office, a Detroit island park, a remote cabin, the back of Kevorkian's van.

Kevorkian likened himself to Martin Luther King and Gandhi and called prosecutors Nazis, his critics religious fanatics. He burned state orders against him, showed up at court in costume, called doctors who didn't support him "hypocritic oafs" and challenged authorities to stop him or make his actions legal.

"Somebody has to do something for suffering humanity," Kevorkian once said. "I put myself in my patients' place. This is something I would want."

Devotees filled courtrooms wearing "I Back Jack" buttons. But critics questioned his publicity-grabbing methods, aided by his flamboyant attorney Geoffrey Fieger until the two parted ways before his 1999 trial.

"I think Kevorkian played an enormous role in bringing the physician-assisted suicide debate to the forefront," Susan Wolf, a professor of law and medicine at University of Minnesota Law School, said in 2000.

"It sometimes takes a very outrageous individual to put an issue on the public agenda," she said, and the debate he engendered "in a way cleared public space for more reasonable voices to come in."

Even so, few states have approved physician-assisted suicide. Laws went into effect in Oregon in 1997 and Washington state in 2009, and a 2009 Montana Supreme Court ruling effectively legalized the practice in that state.

In a rare televised interview from prison in 2005, Kevorkian told MSNBC he regretted "a little" the actions that put him there.

"It was disappointing because what I did turned out to be in vain. ... And my only regret was not having done it through the legal system, through legislation, possibly," he said.

Kevorkian's ultimate goal was to establish "obitoriums" where people would go to die. Doctors there could harvest organs and perform medical experiments during the suicide process. Such experiments would be "entirely ethical spinoffs" of suicide, he wrote in his 1991 book "Prescription: Medicide -- The Goodness of Planned Death."

His road to prison began in September 1998, when he videotaped himself injecting Thomas Youk, a 52-year-old Lou Gehrig's disease patient, with lethal drugs. He gave the tape to "60 Minutes."

Two months later, a national television audience watched Youk die and heard Kevorkian say of authorities: "I've got to force them to act." Prosecutors quickly responded with a first-degree murder charge.

Kevorkian acted as his own attorney for most of the trial. He told the court his actions were "a medical service for an agonized human being."

In his closing argument, Kevorkian told jurors that some acts "by sheer common sense are not crimes."

"Just look at me," he said. "Honestly now, do you see a criminal? Do you see a murderer?"

An important message to you

2011-04-19T02:48:00.000+08:00

I was pretty busy in the previous weeks due to those lap reports, homework etc.
Now I am enjoying 3 weeks study week. Enjoy in the first week and sorrow in the last two weeks Wheee!
I got copious notes and things to finish! Especially homework deal with Mathematics like Calculus and Applied Algebra.
Never mind, what I wrote is just a starting and not the main point.

I went to a Levain and dined in sumptuous surrounding (sumptuous=a new word I learnt, mean looking very expensive and elegant). Basically Levain is a shop selling bread, which is more emphasize on French-style. I had a superb dinner there by ordering their Spaghetti.
Pictures are posted on my album in Facebook! :)

Kay, Main point!

Herbalife!
How am I going to spend my summer break from end of May to september?
Needa exercise and learn some new skills!

I went back to Nottingham campus on Sunday evening bt KTM.

Seats were empty inside the train, so I can easily hunt a place to sit.

Normally I will use my time wisely, like pondering or read some books.

I can barely remember I am reading book regarding Universe. A malay women with a small face walk in and sit beside me.

She asked me whether I am a form 5 student and bla bla bla. (perhaps she saw me reading something interesting)

The main intention was she wants me to join their Herbalife.

She told me she is a part time student and explained lots bout Herbalife, how the pyramid MLM system functioned and how it's work.

And she told me there is an outlet in Kajang, which do provides training for pep who are interested in Herbalife every Wednesday.

But then you must sign up for this program, which mean you will be the women's downline.

She advise me not to go alone for the training, bring lots of friends to accompany me.

I know the main intention. LOL. I thought she is thinking about my safety, that's why ask me not to go alone. By bringing more friends to go, she can get more "downliners".

If you know how the MLM working, you will know how important the downliners.

Other than that , you need to introduce products to clients and work hard .

And she even told me how prosperous her friend is. Her friend earn RM30k in one month, but then I am not sure this is the salary for every months or not.
Her friend's just same with her, who's a part time student now.

And convincing me to join their Herbalife. She gave me a brochure with her name and email address, and exhort me to add her in Facebook.

I am still contemplating, perhaps it just a scam. Know what scam is? Get money rapidly. If you don't know it, take few minutes to google it for your own good. :)
I am not sure Herbalife is a scam or not but then I think I needa to do some research 1st.
Be aware and don't drop into trick and get cheated.

I am looking for jobs during my summer break.
And perhaps going to learn guitar.
And Self-learning photoshop and web design via internet.

Time pass in a wink and blink of eyes!
Take time to colour your life and make it more meaningful and interest.

Quote from Celine's blog. Life is not just money, money and MONEY! and study, study, and STUDY!

take care pep! :)

頑強

2011-01-23T01:22:00.000+08:00

我是一根豎立在野邊的小草
毫無依靠
天資不好任雨打
左細胞差右細胞低
憑著頑強固執好斗的生命力
自強不息
攀上樹上的高峰

他人嬉我矮又笨
聞左進了右邊出

路上荊刺多得是
坎坷道路剛開始
自強不息是原則
出人頭地最重要

-小草-

I'm Back!

2011-01-15T14:37:00.000+08:00

Been pretty busy lately.
I will have a semester break from 18/1(My last paper for this semester) to 7/2!
Feel free to call me out to gather and chat together! I think I'll be free most of the time!

I still have a subject to go on Monday.
thank God the last three papers(Math, Calculus and Electricity) ain't that harddd for me. =)
I am going to see what's my average mark as we need to exceed 65% to maintain the 25% scholarship.
Calculus is the hardest paper for me.
We learn function, graph sketching, integration and differentiation in calculus as we gonna use it for the undergraduate program. Integration, sound horrible and terrible right? =/

and Yes! We don't need to memorize all those facts for our papers.
What we need to do is practice and understand the concept cause most of the subjects we took is deal with calculation and programming for engineer.
I love it sometimes! wheee~ But then I am going to take back chemistry during next semester :( needaa to read a lot and memorize! tsk tsk tsk

Bad news for me.
University of Nottingham Malaysia is going to raise the fees from this year onward from 34000 to 36500 PER YEAR! Shit it!
I am seeking and looking for scholarship in order to reduce dad's financial burden :( I felt guilty sometimes.
and there is an open day in Nottingham today and saw lots of parents.
Yea the quality of teaching and facilities in Nottingham is superb but then the $ is the only problem i think ==

And I am back to normal state! I didn't talk much during the exam period because of stress, study etc.
So now, YEAH! You can find me anytime! hugssss! xoxo

2010 vs 2011

2010-12-31T19:48:00.000+08:00

2011也许不会是什么大好吉年
可是还是要在这里祝大家2011行好运 :)
天灾频频地发生而我的心也就快被震眩了
选择用华语因为善于用华文表达嘛

今年
我第一次又这样的感觉
迷失自我的感觉
直到现在还持续着
我不知道自己在干什么，学坏一点了，还有以前开朗的性格不见了，连社交也免了
有心事时应该要找谁倾诉，要找谁在我身旁听我说故事呢？
前面哈哈大笑，后面转过身又是孤单一个人
甚至怀疑自己得了人格分裂症
也许是因为那样
我才那么的怀念中学高中生涯

四月时第一次中dengue
第一次染头发
第一次进入大学
发生太多第一次
还记得刚搬入诺丁汉宿舍
上完课后朋友们都陆续回自己的家了
唯独我，独自回宿舍，面对那四副墙，自己一个人
上天眷恋我
他让我遇到一般很好的朋友
还记得我寂寞时就会去找叽喳公（爱LV的那个还有肥黄聊天）
近来认识了一个可爱的奶小(didi XD)
在诺丁汉变坏是有一点啦
毕竟出到外面真的看很多种朋友，也许那样我才更怀念中学高中生涯

今年在呆在家也只有半年那样
1-4月 = 家
5-7 = 宿舍
7 1/2 - 9 =吉兰丹
10-11 = 宿舍
12= 宿舍、家
有时真的分不清哪个才是我真正的房间，哪个才是我的床 = =

模模糊糊地度过了一年
或许在学院或大学太自由了
一时适应不过来
克服克服

还有，我变得很懒了，不再是以前那个diligent的汶鑫了
还有还有
在诺丁汉，几乎没人懂我的真实华文及英文姓名
因为大家都叫我Alfred.
也许这样导致我有了人格分裂症= =
Alfred跟汶鑫的性格其实很不一样的 @@
汶鑫比较爱读书，斯文，拼gua... 还有，比较节俭，比较社交一些
Alfred有时会<3面子，爱买东西
两个有个共同点就是爱唱歌 XD
当然，
我想做回以前的我多一些 =)

Have a nice day! :)
*我中学的知己我想念你们
还有那个赖赖，记得再陪我唱歌去!!!!!! =)

Final exam coming soon!!

2010-12-28T18:09:00.000+08:00

12 days to go for final exam!!

Not feeling well and dizzy. Perhaps I sit and do differentiation every moment today. :(

Still got electricity to go! Thermal Science to go! Statistic math to go!
I wasted last weeks which i just lepak-ing and keep going out.

Count down for the end of 2010.

And I wanna share some nice songs here :) I love David new album(alto many ppl think soso) because suit my style and taste :)

Chorus: The day after tomorrow, I can hardly wait, it's getting closer now, closer now.

The day after tomorrow, it's getting closer now, closer now.
Oh my walk is like a run. I love the lyric :D

And another song "Falling Star" =D