My musings of life

Tell me that you did not break my heart

2019-10-04T06:30:00.004+05:30

Hey you!
Tell me you did not do this to me
Tell me that you did not break my heart
Tell me that all the laughs we shared weren't pretentious
Tell me that all the walks we took weren't for passing time
Tell me that all the conversations we had did not mean nothing
Tell me that I did not love you to bear this wrenching pain
Tell me that the connection we had wasn't fake
Tell me that all the I can't live without you promises weren't not true
Tell me you did not lie to me all along
Tell me that you did not stab me in the back
When I was the least defensive
Tell me you did not have a laugh about my love
Tell me that you did not break my heart

Everyday Without You

2013-08-10T18:26:00.003+05:30

Everyday without you

Since you had to go

Its like summer without sunshine

And winter without snow

I wish i could talk to you

There is so much i would say

Life has changed so much

Since you went away

I miss the bond between us

And i miss your kind support

You are in my mind and heart

And every Christmas thought

I will always feel you close to me

And though you are far from sight

i will search for you among the stars

That shine every night

That Willowy Night

2013-08-10T18:21:00.001+05:30

A deep meadow

A shadowy shallow willow

Whooping down the river

A girl stands in the scene

Her wavy hair dancing

In the mysterious windy night

Wishing her dreams come true

Remembering all her dreams

Watches a deer drinking water elegantly

From the waters deep

Waiting for her beloved

In the misty night

To Trouble!

2013-08-10T18:17:00.000+05:30

You came close to me

Smiled sweetly so ever

I dream nothing but about you

I am neither awake nor asleep

I don't know how and when i fell in love

I wonder i found peace in this turmoil

I sit alone, weaving memories.

My Lost Love

2013-08-10T18:12:00.001+05:30

Oh my God!
Love comes with so much pain
The heart felt remains in the heart
And does not escape ones lips
My first love is incomplete

You did not remember me
There is nothing much left to say
My heart cried and my eyes welled up
You do not remember me

I gave you all my joys
Gave you all my smiles
Your face enticed me
Bidding messages of faithfulness
You couldn't care for my love
Now that you do not care
There is nothing much left to say
I have to live with this

Lost

2012-12-02T20:44:00.001+05:30

My happiness is lost

Along with my breath

This pain

Eating away from inside

Like white ants eating away a tree

Leaving nothing but an outside shell

Seen to be intact from outside

Yet hollow inside

My heart pines at the thought

That you are no more mine

A part of my soul is dead

Along with your memories

Long lost yet freshly gained

Footsteps on damp soil..

Again..

2012-12-02T18:00:00.001+05:30

The pain in my heart

When i realise

The essence of this ruthless world

The beauty of failure

The secret behind loss

The absence of happiness

The wholesome pleas of my heart

adamantly denied by my mind

Diminishing the magnifying value

Of feelings in my life

The choices that i insist on choosing

Being plucked away from my grasp

My fingers shivering

My breath gasping

Shocked by the loss of retrieval

A chance of renewal of hope

No hope is left in me

I am more like a living corpse.

Entity

2012-11-30T21:28:00.002+05:30

I am an entity

Swimming along the edges of rivers

Escaping from the catching hands

Flapping my reluctant fins

In a desperate attempt to stay alive

My insides are bleeding

And my heart's aching

There is a turmoil going inside me

Pulling its hook over me

Its persuading my senses

Re boosting my thoughts

Devastating the tiny chord

Linking my heart and brain

My brain says no

Heart pines a yes

And I, a strugling warrior

Am swimming away

Along the banks of rivers

Escaping from the catching hooks.

Renewal

2012-11-30T21:10:00.000+05:30

And there peeps someone

beyond the horizons

Above the bay

Where hope defines its existence

And all prayers are answered

Believing that all the love she ever

Dreamt of would come true

All the wishes and dreams

All the ripples in her ocean of thoughts

Come together

Making her, herself

Returning her back

Towards the horizon

Into her.

2012-11-25T00:26:00.001+05:30

'what' and 'if' are two words as non-threatening as words can be,but put them together,side by side and they have the power to haunt to for the rest of your life.'what if?' 'what if?' 'what if?'

A Wish

2012-10-30T13:58:00.002+05:30

Here is another poem of mine..

In my heart..

Dwells a sweet wish..

Located with a blush

A platinum rush…

With a golden glow,

Hides a sweet wish..

Apart from me

As much as myself

Melting away…

Happiness!!

2012-10-28T12:46:00.002+05:30

When happiness called,

I flew above all the clouds..

It was a feeling in the depths of my heart

As if I was a flower blossoming afresh

As if I was on top of the world

Renewing myself…in the folds of the nature

Like nothing bad can ever happen to me

Or I was too far off for the devil to touch me

An omnipresent smile presenting itself…from nowhere

A cool breeze flowing past me in hot sun..

Every human face appeared to be divine

And every possibility…optimistic

And there was I..smiling at everything

For happy I was…:)

Serendipity

2012-10-28T09:27:00.000+05:30

Sometimes in life,some minute things count so much to us.It even might be a common situation.It might mean nothing to everybody,but only for us that little thing will be very special.There are at times in life when these small things make us feel very happy.Well, this is how i am feeling exactly right now and i accidentally stumbled upon this poem which is way too exact that i could not resist but post it.

Serendipity came to me
like dandelions
reaching for honey bees,
The quilt of a happy incident
that covered me whole
It pulled my curtains open
and let the sunshine flow
in and made the dust scatter
chasing with its rays
It reached inside me
And pulled out the weight
Then i immediately began to drift,
Drift into a different space
and now i am in tune,
to my own frequency,
I stole that sliver of time,
Stole it just for me.

Someone Somewhere...

2012-10-21T15:14:00.003+05:30

a pearl

a pious feeling

a feeling of serenity

of something very pure

untouched

a lovely feeling of love..

Someone somewhere

Lived amidst of all the vicious love

Ever existed in this millennium

Contagious along with the various twigs

Broken hearts

Repaired ones along with a hatred

A feeling of love

Obstructed with vision

Blurred along with the foggy reality

And there came the man

A sweet lovable one

Leaning on him,

I forgot all worries

A sense of relief

Bounded upon me

A feeling so unique

Never felt upon

And nor am I sure of

All my life

But I lost him

Now that I live in reality

Not in the dreams of

My version of little princess

Oh! How much I would love to have him back

I hope we continue being friends

The same as ever

Reliable close sweet ones

Without this denial

Nor the pain

Oh! How much do I long to meet him

How much I like him

I think i see his face

every evening in the

drifting lonesome cloud

Alas!Somewhere,somehow..

Inside, looking out !!!

2012-10-06T16:15:00.001+05:30

Now that i am 19 years old and just one more year left in my teens, i decided to write some points based on my experiences,and they go like these.,

Never call anyone your friend, not so easily.
Make sure you have someone you can call a friend in every situation of life.
Aggression helps, suppression doesn't.
Finding yourself is everything.
We all need a break and it needs intelligent brains to understand that.
Nah..no rules.Heart knows none!
Who’s to know if a decision is good or bad? Make one anyway!
Take good food breaks to calm your senses.
You might be the best, but you need to go all out to the world, that you are.
You have to learn to decipher between friends and those who claim to be friends.
Its great to make sense…sometimes.
Never entertain weirdos, we are weird enough.
Moving ahead should be and can be fun.
Keep patience, as life shows you a brighter side.
Learn to say ‘get lost’ when you really want someone to get lost.
No rule! Let the mind be clustered at times.
Believing is having!
Stay objective, anyway!

Surprisingly,these added up to 18!!

Hii!!

2012-10-06T15:00:00.002+05:30

“You don’t write because you want to say something, you write because you have something to say.” - F. Scott Fitzgerald

Well, Hi!!! This is my first blog and honestly i don't have any idea as of how an introduction should be, so i am just kind of escaping by copy pasting the above quote, and it does make sense and is true in my case. Its been a long time that i have been thinking to write something and somehow i kept on procrastinating it and today of all days, when i have an exam tomorrow and an assignment to finish by evening, i am feeling like writing something very badly and tadaaa my blogs open!! Well,exams make me do anything other than studying!!

Coming to my intro,i usually prefer to be an anonymous writer but this time i am going to be a known one,Visishta. Since the past half an hour, i have been thinking about the topic on which my 'beloved' blog should be on,but i just realised that that the stuff that keeps on going in my mind is too way random to generalise it under a specific 'topic' but well i guess i would be writing mostly on my experiences, thoughts and many many hilarious things.Hence I guess the title goes well with this.