无泪书

New blog!!

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Wed, 15 Jul 2009 08:53:00 +0000

From now onwards all chinese post will be posted in the new blog. This blog will only contain english content.

Some of my old chinese post will be imported to the new blog.

Link is as follow:
http://lefthandsideofthesky.blogspot.com

Feel free to leave your comment in both of my blogs!!

Thank you

specially dedicated to you & only you

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Sun, 28 Jun 2009 15:38:00 +0000

若生命等于坚苦，我愿意以哭诉，滋润她的痛楚

天姿国色

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Fri, 19 Jun 2009 11:32:00 +0000

色即是空，空即是色，迷恋美色，失败在即（in canto）

wu ti

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Fri, 19 Jun 2009 11:31:00 +0000

月无常圆，事无常全，世事已倦，生无可恋

Great

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Sat, 06 Jun 2009 13:49:00 +0000

I have been sleeping for not more than 2 hours per day for the past 2 weeks...it is worse than insomnia, n its time wasting, lying on the bed waiting for the dawn...ti kcuf!

LOL

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Mon, 25 May 2009 18:02:00 +0000

When life starts to fuck u up, its time to give it a pay back

Personality Quiz, i can say 99% accurate, btw u jz nid 30second to complete this quiz

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Tue, 19 May 2009 17:52:00 +0000

Existing situation

"Needs extra attention and must feel he is very important to those around him. If he doesn't think he is being spoiled enough, he may shut himself off from others."

Stress source

"Would love a partner with which to share a happy and conflict free existence, but his need for individuality causes him to be over critical and demanding. This leads to problems and disagreements, bringing them close and then pushing them apart, so that his ideal situation can never be fully developed. Though he wants to satisfy his desires, he holds back a part of himself, never allowing himself to give him to those urges. He believes that by holding back he is showing himself as a superior person who is a cut above the rest. He is critical, particular, and a taste for the finer things; he is judgmental and feels it necessary to express his thoughts and opinions as if they are correct. He enjoys original yet subtle beauty and strives to make friends with only those whose tastes are as refined as his and who can help stimulate and increase his intellect. He desires others to admire him and view him as a highly respected individual."

Restrained Characteristic

"Feels he is getting less than he deserves for all his hard work; however, he makes no effort to change things and tries to make the best of the situation."

His confidence is low but he is unable to admit that is the reason for his avoidance of conflict. Feels it is a situation out of his control and he is making the best of it.

Feels unhappy and isolated because he is unable to succeed in finding the cooperation and understanding he desires.

Applies tough standards to his potential partner and demands an unrealistic perfection in his sex life.

Conceited and is easily insulted. Holds back emotionally but is able to find satisfaction through sexual activity.

Desired Objective

"He feels life in general is handing him to many difficult and unpleasant things, but no one else seems to agree with him. He is resistant to joining in with others and want to be left alone."

Actual Problem

"Struggles with his need for respect and admiration from others; feels he needs to make a name for himself and stand out from the crowd. He acts out by insisting he be the center of attention, and refuses to step back, stand down, or take on a minor, insignificant role."

Actual Problem 2

"His personality is such that he analyzes and examines everything with harsh judgment, which is viewed as an attitude of harsh criticism and disapproval. Fails to take into consideration all the facts when making his judgments. "

http://www.colorquiz.com/

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Mon, 18 May 2009 23:10:00 +0000

i think i need anti depressant..or sleeping pills

Cursed

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Mon, 18 May 2009 22:53:00 +0000

I do not know why, i should be quite relieved as 2 assignments has been submitted yesterday. however, i do not feel that happy, i felt depressed. even though i did not sleep for almost two days, last night i was having quite an insomnia. i slept at 11pm since my eyes were really burning already, but unfortunately i woke up at 12.30am...and i cannot fall asleep anymore. hoping to go online to spend some time, internet was down. at the same time, i think i am having some sort of paranoia as well. before i submit my assignments, i triple check my files to ensure that it is the correct one. then after i have submitted i will download it back to check again i repeated this process for 8 times last night. this is because i am having a bad feeling about my assingments. and sometimes, i felt like i have forgotten to pass it up at all. even till now, i am very tired, i just want a good sleep after a long yet tiring fight with assignments for th past few days. am i asking for too much?

my eyes are still burning...

情尸

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Fri, 08 May 2009 18:10:00 +0000

夜云拂过月亮的脸颊
染红了星光
照耀
影子被拖入草丛谋杀
不死
被丢入河中
还有气息
却被河水淹溺
最后
断气

隔天凌晨
性感主播
娇滴滴的红唇
温柔地咀嚼头条新闻的字眼
声线妩媚不了人性弱点
根据报告
警察捞到
尸体一条

爱情坚贞
还不是浮尸水面
膨胀
腐烂
从小肠钻出的是悲哀
还是无奈
没人认领
爱亦只能泊在停尸间
与寂默。。。
长眠

一具情尸
嘲笑爱情的幼稚

自我抢毙

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Mon, 04 May 2009 06:04:00 +0000

留下一纸遗憾
没收起所有回忆
食指扣起板机的巨响
来不及听见早已没有了滋觉
子弹比光更快速地飞翔
长了翅膀
子弹降落的地方绽放出如红玫瑰般的死亡
头脑空白
太阳穴失去以前的模样
没有愧意
谁说难过也一定要熬过才叫生活
不能选择出生
但有离开的自由
违抗神的圣旨
叛逆是我的姓氏
生亦哀
回归最初的艳丽
放弃并不是软弱
呼吸不代表坚强
自杀不一定是罪恶

道

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Wed, 29 Apr 2009 07:49:00 +0000

道不同不相为谋
道相同未能齐走
莫同道无谓心愁
莫同道无谓心忧

Rhyme: sadness of sex

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Fri, 24 Apr 2009 17:08:00 +0000

Kissing's a pleasure

Fucking's a game

Guys get all the pleasure

Girls get all the pain

He says he loves you, and you believe it's true

Until your belly starts to swell and he says hell with you.

10 minutes of pleasure, 9 months and pain

3 days in hospital, a child without a name

The baby's a bastard

The mother's a whore

This never would have happened if the rubber hadn't tore

追

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Thu, 23 Apr 2009 13:37:00 +0000

当前途已是囊中物时，你要追逐的就应该是梦想

Enemy?

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Sat, 18 Apr 2009 16:18:00 +0000

there are only 2 types of human in my game, human that lifts me up & human that pulls me down...

Religious

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Sun, 12 Apr 2009 13:01:00 +0000

If there is after-life, and you do not have any religion now, you are giving up your chance in believing it (Shaun 2009)

Taylor's Career & Employment Fair

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Fri, 27 Mar 2009 06:25:00 +0000

Taylor's Career & Employment Fair has finnaly arrive. No matter you are Pre-U students or degree students, this is an event you definitely would not want to miss. It is the biggest event in Taylor's University College. For more information, please click here

Visit Taylor's Career & Employment Fair official website.
http://careerandemploymentfair.wordpress.com/

听雨

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Mon, 02 Mar 2009 05:11:00 +0000

听
雨哭的悲鸣
清脆地
打在即将破碎的心灵
痕重现

听
雨哭的悲鸣
柔情地
拂过冰冷憔悴的容颜
血莫色

听
雨哭的悲鸣
纯洁地
洗涤疲惫不堪的瞳灵
眼无神

听
雨哭的悲鸣
清晰地
嗅出薄如愁丝的气息
觉无味

雨在下
听雨
我忘了牵挂
听雨
雨无话

慕雪

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Thu, 26 Feb 2009 06:08:00 +0000

冷雪纷飞
梅花满天散不回
连绵寒霜
冰如心锥
白
敷盖了往时青翠
吹散了昔日尘灰
飘雪
拂脸的感觉不对
抑或凡心已碎
泪成冰
最后一次哭到底是几岁
若冬末至
离去时的胭脂
会不会
把霜林染醉
往事亦只能回味
心如止水
慕雪
雪纷飞

Tagged

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Sun, 22 Feb 2009 15:07:00 +0000

Be quick as u can. U have 3 seconds for each answer to honestly put what comes to mind, never know what you're sub-conscious may be telling you. Give it a try. REMEMBER! 3 seconds ;)

1. I need a cigarette: expensive

2. Sex : NOW!!!

3. Relationships: something which never exist

4. Power: wish i know pyromancing, teleport, mind readin, invulnerability, undead...

5. Marijuana: no thx

6. Crack: egg shell?

7. Food: costly

8. This President: is nvr da bez

9. War: firearms r a gd biz wish i could involve in it

11. Cars: negative investment

12. Gas Prices: stil high 4 me

13. Halloween: ghost

14. Bon Jovi: love it

15. Religion: they r great leaders

16. MySpace: nvr tot of it

17. Worst Fear: i dun wan u to noe

18. Marriage: pure

19. Fashion: style

20. Brunettes: cn play

21. Redheads: cn play too

22: Work: mayb later

23: Pass the time: passin

24: Football: MU rockxxx

25: Pixie Stix: prefer chocolate

26. Vanilla Ice: yum yum

27: Porta Potties: bang it

28: High school: FANTASTIC!!!

29: Pajamas: wrong spelling?

30: Wood: forest

31. Surfers: bikini

32. Picture: beautiful

33.Tag: lazy

Procrastination

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Mon, 16 Feb 2009 16:13:00 +0000

is like masturbation..it's good in the beginning, but in the end you realise, you have just fucked yourself

Tagged by Munee

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Mon, 16 Feb 2009 15:10:00 +0000

RULES: The Rules are simple. Use Google, etc to search the answers to the questions below.Then you must choose a picture in the FIRST PAGE of result and post it as your answer.After that tag 7 people.

The Age of my Next Birthday :

A Place that I'd Like to Travel To :

A Favourite Food:

A Favourite Place :

A Nickname I Had :

College Major :

A Favourite Colour :

Name of My Love :

A Bad Habit :

The City I Live In :

The City I was Born :

Hobby :

Wishlist :

玫瑰

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Sun, 15 Feb 2009 17:22:00 +0000

风刮落了枯叶
凋谢了玫瑰
飘散的花瓣
绽放
悲哀了忧雅
落地时是零碎
还是
痛心的一锥
黑色的风黑色的墙黑色的桌黑色的地毯
衬托出玫瑰的艳丽
和透骨的一丝诡异
凋零的玫瑰
是否能从回未落地前的滋味
轰轰烈烈再燃一回
没有爱的滋养
枯萎怨得了谁

Brain

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Sun, 15 Feb 2009 16:50:00 +0000

Guys always think of sex?
Girls love shopping?
Guys love sport?
Girls love to gossips?
Guys enjoy talking about hot chicks (guy's talk)?
Girls aren't better driver?

All these are facts and were proven..

Our brain is divided into different parts and those parts incharge of different tasks

Male's brain and female's brain are totally different (click to enlarge- worth you reading)

Tagged by Tuck Tuck

noreply@blogger.com (傲然狙月) — Sat, 14 Feb 2009 11:57:00 +0000

001. Real name → Cnt be disclose due to some reason (pls refer to me if u wanna know)
002. Nickname(s)→ Yung Joey, Foodoo, snail
004. Zodiac sign → libra
005. Male or female → Male.
006. Elementary → Kinderland
007. Middle School → SamTet
008. High School → SamTet
009. College School --> Taylors Business School
010. Hair color → Black
011. Long or short → short
012. Loud or Quiet → quite
013. Sweats or Jeans → jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Phone
015. Health freak → no
016. Drink or Smoke? → neither
017. Do you have a crush on someone? no
018. Eat or Drink → Both
019. Piercings → No
020. Tattoos → No

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → n/a
024. First best friend → Yee Joon Kit
025. First award → BM essay writing competition, 2nd runner up
026. First crush → forgotten
027. First pet → n/a
028. First big vacation → Langkawi with Tai Chi gang
030. First big birthday → 2007

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → nothing
050. Drinking → nothing
052. I'm about to → watch movie
053. Listening to → chinese songs by Khalil Fong
054. Plans for today → Create a new blog
055. Waiting for → midnight

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids?→ depends on financial stats
059. Want to get married? → yes if i am able to meet someone who wants me
060. Careers in mind → entreprenuer, businessman

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → n/a
070. Shorter or taller? → n/a
072. Romantic or spontaneous → n/a
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → n/a
074. Sensitive or loud→ n/a
075. Hook-up or relationship → n/a
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → n/a

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → n/a
081. Ran away from home → nope
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → nope
083. Killed somebody → in some video games (i enjoy killing, gores and violence)
084. Broken someone's heart → Yes
085. Been arrested → nope
087. Cried when someone died → nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → yup
090. Miracles → yes i do
091. Love at first sight → yes
092. Heaven → yes
093. Santa Claus → yup
094 Tooth Fairy--> nope, but i hope there is
095. Kiss on the first date -> yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → no
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → definitely no
099. Do you believe in God → Yes
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people → jun hui, justin, farahin, elsa, daniel,jun xian, yi herng....