A Closeted Gay Boy

Chris Crocker: What the *uck!?

2012-02-12T01:15:00.000-05:00

Ok, so has anyone seen photos of Chris Crocker lately?! Holy fucking different and not to mention HOT! I think that I am seriously in love.

For those who have forgotten, Chris was made famous by his YouTube video defending Brittany Spears. He was dressed as a girl with a blonde wig and lip stick and had a very serious PSA with regards to Brittany.

His dramatic rant that went on for a while about how people should love her and leave her alone made him quite famous.

Now I hadn't heard about him in quite some time and the other day I was listening to the radio and they mentioned him and how hot he looks now as a cleaned up man. I almost immediately dropped what I was doing at work to go and see. These before and afters always tends to shock me. Well let me just say that shocked is totally not the word. I couldn't believe it. He worked out and toned and defined himself and lost the wig and got a little scruffy and sported a buzzed haircut. I mean... WOW! Take a look for yourself here:

Isn't he just adorable!? I could totally eat him up .... you know what I'm saying!? :)

Oh and to just add icing on the cake, he decided to go into the wonderful world of porn. Although, I just read on his Tumblr that he is not anymore? I don't know the specifics, but I'll go and read it all after this post. Anywho, he was posting nude pics of himself all over his Tumblr and let me tell you, not bad at all! :)

Here's some of the photos off of his Tumblr & some other sites that shows you what I'm talkin' about! :)

So anyway... Chris ... you're a top, I'm a bottom ... anytime you want to make it happen, I'll be there baby! Just tell me where and when! :)

xoxo,

Oh... that Andrew Christian!

2012-02-12T00:15:00.000-05:00

So I don't even know if the bloke's website is back up, but I did go and search for the "uncensored" version and finally found it. There was nothing to talk about, sadly! You saw maybe one or two asses and the guys may have done a few bit more provocative moves and that was it. I was totally in it for the penis and was 110% disappointed.

Oh well - :(

OMG - Ricky brought sexy back on Glee!!

2012-02-12T00:09:00.000-05:00

So if you missed it, Ricky Martin made a guest appearance on Glee this past Tuesday. He performed two songs: I'm Sexy and I Know It and also La Isla Bonita. First and foremost, I am BEYOND obsessed with La Isla Bonita. I have it on repeat on my iPhone and also in my car! I've been singing that shitt like there's no tomorrow. LOL

Anyway - His performance of I'm Sexy and I Know It was great as well. It was a Spanglish mix to the song (PS: I love how my auto correct doesn't highlight "Spanglish" as a misspelled word.. haha) and it was really good. The only comment that I have, and I'll leave you with this, was that when the part in the song starts where they sing "Wiggle wiggle wiggle wiggle wiggle, yeah!" he wiggled the wrong part of his body ...you know what I'm sayin'!? ;)

Well here's the video of the SUPER HOT ASS Ricky Martin performing I'm Sexy and I Know It:

xoxo,
J

Well hello again ...

2012-01-19T02:37:00.000-05:00

Well hello my lovely readers. I apologize the the EXTREME lack of posts, but a whole lot of stuff has happened since my last post regarding Starbucks...

So... with that said, let's catch you up ...

So back in November, I had realized that I had a week of vacation that needed to be taken before the year was over, otherwise I'd lose it. So I basically tried to get a group of my friends together to try and do some kind of trip. Originally, we were heading to Vegas, but that didn't pan out, so then we were going to try New Orleans, but there was no availability where we were looking to stay.

So eventually numerous failed attempts, I settled and booked Florida. I guess no one was really feeling it, so everyone backed out. I didn't have a choice but to go, especially since I spent the money on the hotel. Well it turned out that I was able to get Steve to say yes to going, so it ended up being that we both went.

Now it was really a cool trip. This was the first time EVER that I did everything on my own and didn't once involve my parents. I booked the resort, booked the airline, and reserved a rental car. When we got to Florida, I got the bags, the car, and checked into the resort. Steve had never traveled before, so he was clueless.

When we got to our suite, we were so amazed. It was gorgeous. The only thing is that it was more of a couple's suite... meaning it was one bedroom and the bathroom was off the one bedroom. So basically you walked into the bedroom and you saw a bed with a hot tub next to it, all in the open, followed by a glass shower door to the shower, big enough for two people, and then a double sink and then a door that led to the toilet.

So it goes without saying that it was an interesting trip. We would have to respect each other when it came to showering and changing. I was a good boy and did my best not to "gay" up the situation. We actually did overall pretty well living together for the week.

We did, however, get drunk almost every night. I got pretty wasted to the point that I don't know how, but basically we got naked and literally rocked out with our cocks out in the suite. Of course it was at night, so we'd go out on the porch, buck naked, and he'd have a cigarette while I just drank my beer, getting more drunk. I remember having a conversation with him about how small my dick was in comparison to his. He was like, no, you have a nice dick... blahh blahh blahh ... I remember sportin' a raging hard-on while talking to him and he was cool with it. I remember talking to him about me blowing him.... I remember trying to convince him that it would be cool and how we've been best friends forever and that it shouldn't be weird. He, of course, said no... but I did try.

Now normally, I slept in the bed and he insisted on sleeping on the couch. However, that night, I somehow convinced him to sleep in the bed with me. Around 3AM I sobered up and woke up and found him in the bed with me. I realized I had no clothes on and he was snoring like crazy... So... I decided to get playful and investigate whether or not he had clothes on too.

So I slid closer to him and ran my hand down toward his dick. When I realized he was naked too, I hadn't reached his cock yet. I was honestly so scared to go there, so I actually pulled back. I wasn't sure how asleep he was, so I basically put my head on his chest, raised his arm, and put it around my neck, so that be was basically hugging me. It was so nice. I actually took a moment to cherish the moment at hand. I sniffed his armpit and actually licked his nipple. Sounds crazy? I know ... but it was really hot! :)

So once I realized that he didn't move, I decided to grow some balls and go for his cock. As I slid my hand down into the general area, I began to get the biggest hard-on known to man. I was thinking that I'd eventually get to sucking him off... Well, it didn't really go down that way...

Once I had his cock in my hand, he jumped up and I froze. He was confused at first and then it was like instant sobering! He called my name and I pretended to wake up and in the same swoosh, I rolled over to my side of the bed. At this point, he was standing up and he was like, bro, you were touching my dick. I denied it and told him to go back to bed and that I was too tired. Of course, he wouldn't have it and proceeded to sleep on the couch.

So the next morning, I woke up before him and I was so sober and uncomfortable being naked, that I went to put my clothes on. I stopped myself and said to myself, let me play dumb and see where it goes ... so I got out of bed, brushed my teeth, turned the TV on, and then walked out of the bedroom naked and into the kitchen to get water. He was out cold, but thankfully still naked. So I got to stare at his thick ass cock for a little and then I went back into the room. Eventually, he came in to pee. So after he did his business, he comes out and walks in front of me with his cock dangling and asks me first if I was ok and I said yes and then he asked me if I remember anything from last night.

So I told him that I didn't remember anything and asked him how come neither of us have clothes on. So then he proceeded to tell me the events of the night and I denied remembering anything and apologized like crazy. I guess he figured that I was really drunk and pretty much dismissed everything. He's like, it's cool man, as long as you're cool with me being naked. He then proceeded to explain to me how he considers himself a nudist and he loves it. So I told him that I'm cool with it if he is and we basically agreed that us walking around naked was cool.

Then, much to my surprise, he crawled into the bed, next to me, sprawled out and just basically watched TV with me. I was so tempted to just jump on him and have at his cock, but of course, I composed myself.

I remember him asking me if I remembered that I was trying to convince him to let me blow him. Of course, I denied it, but then in the same breath, I said to him, well, what was your answer. So he basically was like, no way, it'd be really weird. So I told him how I don't consider it weird and how it doesn't have to be weird and of course he still said no. I even said to him that he himself said he hasn't had any action in a long time and that how it's a win-win situation and he still said no.

So basically we just laid there for about 3 episodes of Will & Grace and then we got up and made breakfast and eventually showered and got dressed.

Of course he has to tell me that he jerked off in the shower... and of course, my immediate thought was... what a waste of cum! LOL

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Well, that was November ... December was ... well ... uneventful ... We did, for the first time ever, have Christmas away from home. It was just weird to not have Christmas in cold New York. It was weird not to see my sister and niece and our friends for the holidays. It was weird not to bake goodies and share it amongst our neighbors and friends. Christmas was .. weird.

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So that was basically December ... LOL ... Now it's January and I'm now 26! I seriously feel like time is just flying! I really need to focus on everything, pay off my debts, and get situated this year on the right track and on the track to independence.

Starbucks is going pretty well. David is honestly my new best friend. It's really interesting to see a change in his demeanor toward me. I've been nothing but kind to him and he has just been a peach. I actually don't mind working with him anymore. Apparently, the other night, he had a lady friend visit and he apparently walked her out and when he returned, his lips has glitter on it. So apparently he kissed her and then one of the girls we work with had to say something to him and he got all red and started to wipe it off... I will be honest, I am getting some strong gay vibes from him and I honestly want to believe it was all for show. Or is it maybe I want that to be the truth? No... I honestly believe he did it on purpose to deter any other thoughts as to his preference.

I will be honest, I don't care... never did. My penis used to make me think he was hot and only make me think of us hooking up, but once I stopped listening to my pecker, I realized that I am honestly not attracted to him in that manner. Don't get me wrong, he is one hot ass boy... I say boy, meanwhile he's older than me by like 3 months ... lol .... Anyway ... he purposely doesn't wear a belt so that he can display his hot undies from American Eagle ... We actually had a discussion about it the other night and I totally denied even noticing them... Oye!

Anyway ... It is what it is ... I'm just happy that we're getting along pretty well now and I no longer dislike the dude... :)

Ok ... so this update ended up being MUCH LONGER than I had expected ... but basically, in one post, you're now up to date on my life. :)

Looking forward to the comments ..

xoxo,
J

Happy New Year & Happy Birthday to me!

2012-01-13T10:43:00.000-05:00

Just wanted to wish everyone a Happy New Year and let everyone know I haven't forgotten about you! Since today was my birthday and this just so happened to come out on my birthday, I figured what better gift!! Apparently there is an uncensored version of this, but it got so much traffic that the servers crashed ... I will have to post that once their website is back up ... for now, enjoy this one ... ;)

xoxo,

More from Starbucks

2011-10-15T00:31:00.000-04:00

So ... the saga continues ...

So it's really funny. I was talking to one of the girls there about David and how I thought she hated me and right away she was like... "He's an asshole to everyone. He's a miserable queen who is totally unhappy with his life and can't admit to himself that he's gay."

So my knee-jerk reaction was ... "Wait, he's gay?"

So she looks at me and shrugs her shoulder at me, like saying, "Really? Duhhh!"

So while I was appalled a bit by her reaction, it got me to thinking about him. Maybe he can't come to terms with his sexuality... maybe it's something else.

So tonight, I was working and I was talking to another girl, who is just absolutely sweet and adorable and she was telling me about David. She wasn't thrilled at how nasty he could get, especially when they're both shift supervisors, and yet he talks down to her, but in the same breath, she said that she does feel for him. She said that he truly does need to come to terms with his sexuality, but it's deeper than that. He has problems at home apparently and I'm guessing it has something to do with him being gay and his parents not being too accepting of him being so.

Now, I really feel bad for him. It's tough being in that position. I mean, not for nothing, I am in a somewhat similar situation. The only difference is that I hide it pretty well and I honestly don't think that they [my parents] know. I mean I'm a really nice person, all things considered, and he is to an extent. He can just be a bit more arrogant than anyone can handle.

Apparently he has one friend at Starbucks and everyone else hates him. I feel so bad now. My friend said to "kill him with kindness" and I plan just to do that. No matter what he says or does, I will try my best to bite my tongue and be a peach to him. He needs friends more than anything right now, not enemies. Especially enemies who can relate to what he's going through.

Poor David... :( --- Now I feel for him!

Working @ Starbucks

2011-10-03T01:11:00.001-04:00

So I must say that I have a new appreciation to all of those who work at Starbucks. I've been training for a while now and talk about a totally different animal from the other side of the counter! I truly have a new found respect for Baristas!

It's really funny being trained. I'm reading all these things as as I sit there and read it, I can pinpoint some part of my life where I've walked into a Starbucks and experienced it. They're very encouraging with being friendly to the customers and I can definitely lay claim to the fact that my Baristas/new co-workers were definitely beyond friendly and definitely showed a lot of the traits that the company expects you to exemplify.

Anyway, so it's really funny, there was this one blue-eyed (I know ... I fell again for 'em, blue-eyed, that is...) hottie that worked at the location I'm working at. There were mornings that he was there and then not. I always looked forward to seeing him and to be honest, he was initially the main reason why I used to drive out of my way, well sort of, to that location. Eventually, I befriended a few of the people there and when I became a regular, I honestly just enjoyed everyone's happy faces and positive energy, that I eventually maintained my visits there.

Well anyway, I always thought he was a cutie. He had a great smile and a nice personality. He exemplified a few characteristics that set my "gaydar" off and although I never once thought I'd have a chance with him, I still dreamed. He would shine a smile back at me every morning and always made it a point to say good morning to me. Now, that could've very well been what he was trained to do or his way of showing excellent customer service, but either way, I did notice that.

So, as luck would have it, he became the person to train me with the coffee bar. Of course, I was as ecstatic as a teenage girl, but I did maintain my professionalism, although I sized him up a few times, when I knew he wasn't looking. :)

Well training didn't go as I had expected. We have this little reference book that explains how to make the drinks. It basically covers how many shots of coffee and how many pumps of flavor syrup for each size of drink. I read through the training cards once and then David tested me on it. I really wasn't prepared and at the same time, I hadn't expected that I was expected to have had memorized it. His attitude was that if we baby you, then you'll never learn. My instant thought was that I was new and you can't expect me to know the damn formula instantly.

Now granted that he asked me and I got it on my first try, he would ask me again and again and I'd cave under the pressure. He was getting more frustrated that I knew it and was caving under pressure. He kept saying how it was unacceptable. I seriously felt to retarded! I know everyone has their own method, but this was a bit crazy! Either way, eventually I did get the hang of it and made maybe about 4 actual customer drinks. I was so nervous, but it worked out.

He's so lucky he's adorable...lol ... Because seriously, I wanted to punch him today. His damn smile that he'd flash when he got a bit carried away on his power trip kept me grounded. :)

Well anyway ... that's one of many more Starbucks stories to come! I'd tell you if you were in NY, that you should come and visit me, but I'll never tell what location! :) Sorry lovies!

xoxo,
J

Toning it down, although, when was it ever toned up?

2011-09-24T01:14:00.000-04:00

So I know that Steve is an asshole and yet I'm his friend... It's ridiculous that I can't drop him as a friend, but I have you know that I have seriously toned it down with him. SERIOUSLY!

As much as I hate to admit this, I used to be obsessed with him. Could you blame me though? He's hot, cute, got a big cock, and I get lost in his eyes. Well I used to get lost ... not anymore. Honestly, I no longer obsess over him or what he does. I won't be an asshole and drop him as a friend. I will always be there for him but I stopped obsessing with texting him or messaging him every day. I no longer get upset when he does shit without me or doesn't respond to my texts.

I will be honest, I really don't have much of an attraction to him anymore. He has a lot of growing up to do and although it took me some time to realize this, I did: A person's personality and attitude means a whole lot more than his looks. I used to say that if the opportunity rose in which we could hook up, I would, but I really don't think I would now. He has disgusted me in so many ways that I really lost interest in him in that manner. He has a very negative approach to life and he always claims to want to improve his life, does whatever for two days, and then goes back to his ways.

Anyway... So the other day, he was talking to me on Facebook Chat. I was really stressed out because of work and I was venting to him. He was really sweet and was telling me how I'm a good person and I'm the nicest guy he knows and how much of a great friend I am to him. He was being genuinely a sweetheart. Then he was talking about how happy he was that we had reconnected and whatnot. Then he goes on to say that he was hesitant to bring me around the guys at first, mainly because they all assumed I was some tight-ass prude. I really don't know why, but I guess it's because I was always serious in school. Once they realized I'm totally not that, then he was saying that everyone really likes me and everyone thinks I'm such a good guy. Then he goes and mentions something about me being a sweet guy, but just a little effeminate.

I was a bit taken aback with that comment. The one thing I can say is that despite my bitchy, diva-like attitude on this blog, I am seriously the most masculine guy you can meet. Throughout my life, that was the one thing that I was certain to make sure of, that I didn't display any feminine qualities. It is so important to me not to steer anyone into thinking that I am gay. I have my reasons in which I have touched on within this blog, so you know why. So for him to say that to me really upset me. When I asked him what he meant, his response was some BS about me wanting to take pics. I am unsure as to how that can qualify as a feminine quality, but apparently in his book it does.

Look, I would joke around with the guys as much as they would when it comes to "gay" instances. We'd turn to each other and say stupid shit, like "Let's fuck tonight" - dumb stuff like that, but I would never take it too far or far to the point that it would make them say, "Shit, I think Jared is gay!" - so I have no clue about his comments. It probably was him just prying at me and I am kind of letting it get to me, but as a safety precaution I am making an extra effort to deter any thoughts of me being gay.

I know - hate me all you want. I'm a walking oxymoron... whatever. Until I can get my ass financially secured and out of my parent's house, I will forever be "straight-acting".

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Anyway ... lastly I have to ask this question... I've decided that I am gay, and not bi. The porn I watch is gay, I'm attracted to men all the time... I'm gay, as far as I'm concerned.

Well the other day, something happened. One of my co-workers came into work dressed in a skirt and a nice pearl white blouse. She seriously was working it and was hot. I actually noticed her quite tight ass in that skirt and something happened that has never happened before... I got a bit turned on and excited. Enough to wake up little Jared! Has that ever happened to anyone out there? I got a bit confused! Seriously!

Hi ho! It's time for fall ya know?

2011-09-24T00:18:00.000-04:00

How are you all? Sorry it's been a while, but I've been quite busy. Believe it or not, I decided to get a second job, so I'll be starting that soon and of course I'll be even more busy. I attempted to enjoy what was left of the summer, but really didn't get to. It literally just flew by and now the fall is here. I am happy for the change, believe me... I can't wait to be able to wear my sweaters and hoodies, but I am sad that I didn't even get to the beach at all this summer.

So what happened with me? Well, believe it or not, I actually went to Steve's cabin in the Poconos again. This time, it was his brother, me, him and a female friend. It was actually so much fun! Mike was not there to stir the pot and push us to go out. We just stayed at the cabin almost the whole time, except to get food, beer, and supplies, including fireworks. :) --- We had a great time despite a small falling out with the neighbors! LOL ... It was seriously a good time. We all had so much fun.

Other than that, things haven't changed. Work is work ... keeping me quite busy and despite my promotion into another department, I'm still doing my old job. I complained and raised some dust and what happened? I got MORE work. Go figure!

I don't know if I mentioned it in previous posts (I seriously can't remember), but I decided to try vegan life. I've been doing it for about 8 months now and I must say that I really love it. I'm eating more organic things and fresh vegetables and whatnot and it is all just so good. I feel so much healthier! I would recommend it to anyone. Whether you're a meat man (no pun intended... hehe) or not, you can become vegan. TRUST ME! The only meat I put in my mouth ... well you figure it out! haha :)

So as I mentioned before, I am about to start a new job. Just recently, this gentlemen, who happens to be my age, was working at Starbucks (Yes, that's where I'm working!) and he decided to sing a little song. Unfortunately, it was nothing but a mere joke that led him to lose his job a few days later. You can be his Facebook friend - the details of his Facebook page is on his YouTube page, if you want to friend him. Check him out ... he's cute, hot, got a tight body and a TIGHT ass .. look right at the beginning! LOL

I'm in LOVE with Vinny Buzzetta

2011-08-08T02:25:00.001-04:00

Vinny Buzzetta (left), and his boyfriend,
Spiro Grammatikopoulos (right) at the
Red Carpet for the Bella Magazine
launch party.

(Photo/Jennifer Graylock--Graylock.com)

Have you been watching Staten Island Cakes on We TV? I know I mentioned it before, but I must again. I've been watching the show since it premiered and I am seriously in love. Besides the fact that Vinny Buzzetta is mighty fine, cute, and just plain ol' adorable, the show itself is great!

I REALLY love how you get to know Vinny and his family. Vinny has your typical Italian family... loud, loving, and supportive. They are all up in his business, literally, but support him 110%. I just absolutely adore that in a family! He has a gorgeous boyfriend who supports him unconditionally and they honestly look so happy together. To me, Vinny has it all. He is living his passion for baking and creating art, he is out and proud, and he has the most support in his life that anyone can ask for!

While it is apparent that his staff can drive him crazy, you can see that they all truly do love each other and at the end of the day they're all family. How lucky is Vinny to start such a successful business at 19 and walk into work every day to meet girls his age, ready to take on orders from him? I'm not trying to be facetious or sexist or anything like that, I'm being honest. How lucky is he to be able to work with people around his own age? He walks in everyday and supports his girls, encourages them to go beyond their expectations and create such beautiful art. I think it's just so amazing to be able to do that!

Anyway, if you haven't seen the show, WATCH IT! It's only an 8 episode series, so far! Let's get We TV to book another season! I wants me some more Vinny! LOL :) --- Support Vinny and his passion. Go and order a cake or two! Give him a call, pay him a visit, or check him out online. (Yes, I am pimpin' them!) One of these days, I will take a trip out to his store and get some goodies myself. I need a reason (and the money) to order a cake from Vinny, so once I have both, I surely will!

The Cake Artist NYC
1098 Forest Avenue
Staten Island, NY 10310-2405
(718) 981-2552
http://www.thecakeartistnyc.com/

A Closeted Gay Boy Exclusive: Bryan Callen's Balls!

2011-08-08T01:40:00.001-04:00

So I was watching the season finale of In Plain Sight on USA and apparently the editors missed a small, well not so small, detail. While watching the show, Bryan Callen, who plays Mark, Mary Shannon's ex-husband/baby daddy, was sleeping on her couch and was awakened by Mary. He was handed a clipboard with all the information needed for Mary's sister's wedding and as he lifted the covers and went to get up, there was most definitely a shot of his balls. Unless you're going to tell me that he has a growth on his inner thighs that are the size of and looks like balls, then it's his actual family jewels. Unfortunately, there was no twig, just berries, but either way, Bryan is cute and yes, this slut would definitely go down on him. :) I think he's a cutie! Here's a pic of the shot .. :)

xoxo,
J

Notice the nice round balls poking out of the boxers here.
This is why I am a boxer-brief kind of guy!

OMG ... This is really beautiful :)

2011-07-16T02:01:00.000-04:00

OMG ... I saw this and I was crying... I thought it was so beautifully done .. captures pure love and happiness! :) I'm so happy for New York ... I can only hope that one day, that could be me! Enjoy loves!

Such a great night

2011-07-15T01:13:00.000-04:00

So last night, I found myself in the city, and basically by fluke. Of course, now that I have graduated (did I mention that? Funny thing ... back in May was commencement, yet I just got the diploma today!... anywho...), I have honestly nothing to do with myself after work. I've actually looked into part-time jobs and still nothing.. :(

Anyway... so Steve asked me if I could drive into the city to help him with some boxes he needed to bring home. He takes the train into and out of the city every day, but it would've been impossible for him to carry these boxes to Penn Station and get on a train back to suburbia. So he asked me and I was actually quite hesitant to have to drive "all the way into the city," but I decided to say "fuck it!" and go, which I did.

Surprisingly, but I guess maybe not, considering it was 8PM, I got a parking spot on the street, in front of his building. I went into his building and we bullshitted for a while, while he was finishing up some stuff, then I helped him with the boxes. I was in quite a playful mood all day and throughout the day, as we chatted on the computer, I made a lot of innuendos toward him, which we basically laughed off. Seriously, I wanted him so badly, badly enough that I actually had to stop and say to myself, whilst driving into the city, "Get a hold of yourself Jared! You need to seriously tone out your cock and get back to reality!"

Well anyway, I was pretty playful all day and even that night. I was cracking jokes, while honestly meaning it, all night long. He actually brought up a nude beach that he went to with the other mutual friend that I've mentioned... Mr. Big Cock ... He felt very safe to tell me that, especially since he really wouldn't tell others, and as awkward as it was for me, I remained cool about it. He then pulled it out .. his phone, that is .. and proceeded to show me pics from his visit. There was one pic where a girl was pretty much in the center of the shot, but you couldn't see much of her, but you could clearly see the cocks around her. The rest of the photos was of Mr. Big Cock lying in the sand on his stomach, then one of him squatting with his meat hanging quite loose between his legs... basically there were like 5 pictures and 4 out of the 5 was of him.

I was going through his photos and he was telling me about a few of them and then I came across it. I thought I recognized his bathroom in the shot, but I played dumb and asked him who's dick this was. He basically was like "hehe.. that's me". Like I said, I recognized the bathroom and this time I could say it was truly his. He wasn't hard. He just got out of the shower and snapped a close-up pic. Remember, he's whipped out his cock numerous times while we were out, so I've seen it in quick glances... enough to identify! lol

So I pretended to go through the rest of them, but I was staring at his cock the whole time! I was dying! I wanted to send it to myself, but he totally would've known.

So we ended up going to grab dinner like two doors down from his job at this GREAT place. He kept thanking me for coming to the city to help him. I kept telling him that it was no big deal. He asked me what I wanted to eat and I immediately said "Sausage ... Irish Sausage with blue eyes." ... we laughed it off and then we were looking at the time and I basically said to him, "Ok, so I'm dropping you off, helping you unload the boxes, blow you, and get home" and he was like "Sure." -- Too bad he was only joking! :(

I will be honest ... despite my "playfulness" and all of the innuendos that I had dropped, we had a great time. He insisted on paying for dinner, which was totally awesome of him. We has an amazing waitress and she totally made our night. We had everything that I ever wanted ... good time with good company, although it was just mainly me and Steve. To be honest, it was like a first date to me and it was great! :)

Well anyway ... I am passing out at the keyboard. Steve invited me to join him at the nude beach on Saturday. I plan to go, but clothed of course. I'd like to admire and maybe be a bit of a creeper and take a few pictures. :)

xoxo,
J

I'm a sucker for those blue eyed boys!

2011-07-08T02:26:00.000-04:00

One hot ass man, Paul Walker, not only has a body
to die for, but also has those piercing blue eyes that
invite you into his world and make you bend over however
he likes it! lol

So I was perusing Adam4Adam.com and ManHunt.com (don't judge... you know you check that shit out too) and I found it somewhat comical. Every guy that I caught myself drooling over had some seriously blue eyes. Whether or not they possessed a six pack or not, as long as they possessed a pair of blue eyes, I was all gaga over them!

Ironically, both Steve and his brother and our mutual friend, Mike, all have that one trait. Maybe that's why I like those blue eyes so much? Or maybe that's why I like them so much because they have them? Oh ... blue eyes is my kryptonite!

Anyone watch Staten Island Cakes on WE?

2011-07-08T02:14:00.000-04:00

So does anyone watch Staten Island Cakes on WE TV? It's such a great show. It's a show that surrounds this really talented 21 year old, Vinny Buzzetta, and his passion for baking.

He's openly gay and comes from a very Italian family. He is adorable (and so is his boyfriend) and just such a cutie. The show centers around Vinny and his successful attempt to run his own bakery, financially backed by his "Poppy" (grandfather). He has a staff of three girls and gets help from his family all the time.

I will be honest, I truly admire Vinny. He is practically living the life that I wish I had. He's out and proud, has a gorgeous, supportive, and just genuinely great boyfriend, named Spiro Grammatikopoulos, has a supportive family, backing him 110%, and owns his very own and extremely successful bakery. I can't remember whether or not I ever mentioned this before, but I do have a slight passion for baking. I honestly enjoy doing it and I actually wouldn't mind opening up my own little cafe. It would bring the two things I love the most together .. pastries/treats and coffee. I'd love to bake things to be served with an array of coffee. Have outdoor seating for those cool, yet acceptable summer nights... It would be awesome!

Well anyway, back to reality ... lol ... If you haven't seen the show, I definitely recommend checking it out. Queerty had done a write up on Vinny (Found here) which you can read and get the full details.

Information on the show can be found here. And finally, you can visit Vinny's website here.

July is Gay Pride Month and I'm Feeling Super Gayyy! :)

2011-07-07T19:20:00.000-04:00

So I ended up helping a friend of mine move out to Astoria this past weekend. I had never once in my life ever think of living in Astoria but after helping him move in and seeing the location, I'm ready to move!

He's in the heart of it all. He's about a block away from one of the main streets in Astoria and let me just say, the places are amazing! It's like a Little Italy or Greece. There are all these restaurants and cafes where everyone is just enjoying themselves, sitting outside, and having a good time. The crowd is super young and ... ugh ... it's just amazing!

My friend doesn't know that I'm gay, but oh my! the eye candy that walked by in the span of the time that we were there ... oh... it could be dangerous if I lived there ... lol... Of course there were a lot of HOT ASS Greek men ... I was dying! I wanted to jump one of them, but not in the sense of rob them, but ride them! hahahaha!

I would highly recommend that if anyone is looking to move into NY or close to NYC to move to Astoria! :)

DILF

2011-06-28T02:14:00.000-04:00

Ok ... so at work, we have some visitors that will be with us for the week. Let me just say that out of 15 people, there is only one hot ass guy and he's a total DILF! He's well chiseled, a manly man, if you will, and super skinny and got a nice bubble butt. OMG ... I totally want to follow him into the bathroom and get our dirty on! hahaha ... just thought i'd share!

Almost forgot ... Happy Gay Pride Day!!

2011-06-27T01:30:00.000-04:00

I totally forgot to wish everyone a Happy Gay Pride Day! :) I missed the parade today, but today is absolutely even more special that we got gay marriage legalized in New York!

Congratulations to all of those who worked so hard to make this year a HUGE success for the entire LGBT community! Props and applause!

So here's the pic ... and ...

2011-06-26T23:49:00.000-04:00

It's not Steve ... So here's the photo that Steve claimed to be his hard cock. It is most definitely not him at all. How do I know? Well ... (1) He doesn't have a laptop, (2) That is totally not his room, and (3) the photo was conveniently next to another nude shot of a friend of ours who we all know is well endowed...

So who is this person? As I said before, I believe that it is one of our friends ... once I Photoshop the other photo of this said friend, I will post the other pic for comparison.

By the way, how did I get this? Steve's phone had some issues, so while he went inside, I pretended to attempt to fix his phone, but instead, sent myself the two photos he had on his phone.

Now, I ask you this ... why would Steve save two photos of one friend who is so well endowed? He says that our friend is immature and sends the photos all the time, but why would you save them? It was toward the bottom, like one of the first photos he had on his phone or one of the first that he had received and saved. It's not like it was toward the top that was recently sent ...

This is so weird ... Makes me wonder even more about Steve ... I really wish that he would stop the bullshit and come to terms with who he is. I know he has some identity issues that he really needs to get over, but I just don't know how to help him. I'm being a good friend and not pushing any issues or any feelings toward him at all. I'm just always there for him and I guess that's the best I can do. Ughh...

Setting something straight ... the facts that is ...

2011-06-24T01:13:00.000-04:00

So... I may have forgotten to mention that while we all went out that one night (Me, Steve, and a mutual friend, whom I will call Jessica) to a local bar/club, Steve was really drunk. He decided, while at the bar, refreshing our drinks, to pull out his phone and proceed to show us a photo of his cock all nice and hard on his phone. He preceded showing us this photo with ..."Jay, you haven't seen this before, but it's going to be epic." toward me.

So of course I can't get that photo out of my mind. He said how he was going to send it to my on my phone and I jokingly said, "Good, send it. I will jerk off to it tonight." - Of course, I didn't get it, otherwise I would've posted it for sure! :)

Needless to say that this boy is well endowed. I mean, I've seen the thing flaccid numerous times, but to see it all nice and hard... WOW! Since then, I've been encouraging him to do porn. LOL ... I'm trying to see if I could video him jerking off .... Ugh ... I could only wish!

So anyway ... the other night that I was there and um.. stole his undies... We had went to dinner and I kept mentioning to him about doing porn. I even stretched the truth a bit and told him about this guy... Michael Fitt that I had found ... I told Steve how this guy started showing off just his body and always teasing his cock but never showed it. Eventually, he did, but then always jerked off and never came. Eventually he started cumming on camera. The guy probably made tons of money by holding out. I told Steve how I read it in Forbes magazine ... hahahaha ... so I tried to encourage him to do something similar ....

As I was talking about this ... he starts talking about how he cums a lot and then proceeds to show me a photo of a huge load he blow on his desk ... Holy fuck! It was nice ... I want that shit on my face! hahaahaha... Anyway ...

So that's it ... just thought I'd clarify why the sudden interest in Steve again... that boy can fuck you up and I wish he'd fuck me! :)

xoxo,

Jared

Interesting...

2011-06-24T01:02:00.000-04:00

Twins, Austyn & Ashtyn Long pose together in their
undies... nothing like brotherly love!

So it turns out that Steve and his brother share clothes .. even down to underwear ... :) --- I'm excited ... haha

I'm insane!

2011-06-23T01:56:00.000-04:00

So I hung out with Steve tonight. He's apparently broke, so I treated him to dinner and he helped me out with this project that I had to get done.
He asked me to record him doing this really cool thing. I won't get into it since it could potentially identify him, but no, it's nothing sexual.

So anyway, he asked me to video tape him doing this thing. So I took my camera to his house and we were up in his room, getting ready to record it. I kept joking with him and I pointed the camera to his bed and I told him to strip and jerk off for porntube.com. He kept laughing and eventually decided that he had to go and shower so he could record this video. He basically stripped down to his wife-beater and boxers in front of me. So while he was showering, I decided to sneak around. I went into his underwear drawer, pulled one out, and then put it back. When he returns from his shower, he went to put his contacts back in and I couldn't help it... I decided to steal a pair. Is that bad? I'm I a total klepto? OMG ... so anyway... I came home and guess what I'm wearing and hoping to cum in.... how bad is that!? Oh God!

OMG! Target hottie!

2011-06-23T01:47:00.001-04:00

So I was in Target on Tuesday. I went to pick up The Adjustment Bureau on Blu-ray and I was walking around with my co-worker, I noticed this HOT ASS boy walking around with his mom and sister. Now granted that this kid was probably 16 and yes, totally illegal, but either way, he was fine! It's not like I was some creeper, approaching him in a van with tinted windows!! I would never cross that line! (Had to ensure that I specified that! LOL)

Anyway... He had this chiseled face and tight body. You could tell that he definitely works out and that he definitely toned himself. He wore a tight, fitted t-shirt which he tucked just the front area of it into his jeans to show off his belt buckle. I have no clue what the buckle was, but let me just tell you ... those jeans were from heaven! They highlighted his package gloriously. I mean honestly, he looked mighty fine and hot and he knew it. He was struttin' his shit all over Target.

I just wish he was a bit older. It's insane! I've never felt this way before about a guy, especially those in Target, but he totally turned me on!

Well, whatever... it doesn't matter! He was most likely underage and he's the type that could get ANYTHING he wanted and he may have passed on me! :(

Holy hotties!

2011-06-16T01:24:00.000-04:00

This hot piece looked just like one
of those hunks! His face is almost
exactly like one of them. Physique too!

So today at work, there was a shitload of extremely hot and physically fit guys! We had the orientation for new agents that sign up. It spans over like 5 days, so I have eye candy for the rest of the week. We had a coffee truck come into our lot and there was a serious out-pour of hunks. They're all young, physically fit, and dressed in summer clothing that can reveal certain things that I happen to love to look at! I seriously could've spent the day just watching them. It sounds crazy, right?

Ohhhh .... well I have something to look forward to! :)

Q&A?

2011-06-12T17:19:00.000-04:00

Ok .. so I was thinking ... maybe I could do a Q&A with my readers? Tweet me @JaredWill86 your questions and I will respond to them. Sky's the limit ... no question is too private for me ... that is except my identity! :)

Looking forward to it! :)