Fragments of a fractured Psyche

A little bit of MEAT PIE teamwork

2012-08-01T04:48:00.001+01:00

SO! Hello and thank you for reading ;P this is just a quick update on whats been going on lately with me and my evidently boring life, haha.

Well first of all...i found something AMAZING that has had me pretty obsessed ..."Its name?" you ask? ...Day Z....the closest thing I've ever found to a TRUE ultimate zombie game..EVAR!! this is a quick update so either go to the Day Z site or visit their Wiki page to learn more...I'll just say...to those of you who know my love of zombies........GET THIS GAME!!!!!

The next update?...I've started playing WoW again....and....I'm enjoying it a lot! I'm a member of a great guild and its kept me distracted from lots of mundane things in my life at the moment.(those of you interested...I'm on the EU server Hellscream and I'm Alliance)

THAT, my friends and strangers, is it......oh and it's my birthday in 8 days.....wish me well...or suffer the plague of 10,000 flies eating your meals before you get a chance....PEACEx

Fragments: Safehaven or Killroom?

2012-06-11T18:18:00.001+01:00

Looking back at it, Johns house was probably not the best of ideas...it was a half hour walk back when there were no zombies...now, under current circumstances it took us nearly 2 hours.....If only we had come here first......

10:30 and we FINALLY made it to Johns. The area around the house seemed deserted, though i didn't want to venture to the nearby church any time soon, and the door to johns was locked and there were no signs of forced entry...a good sign for us but not such a good sign for his mother. She often went away and left John to himself, in fact that's why he'd come to mine for the weekend... The fact that the place seemed untouched meant she probably hadn't survived the journey back home....

After we made sure the house was clear, we locked up and went on the search through Johns house for weapons, food, clothes...ANYTHING useful that we could find. WE had contemplated breaking out the power tools and barricading ourselves in but even though the road seemed deserted, we weren't ready to chance the noise. The fleeting idea did remind us though about the camping gear in Johns shed... WE hit the mother-load... a tent (even if we don't use it to sleep in, the waterproofing would be a useful thing to have), sleeping bags, and the reason we nearly soiled our pants......a camping stove .... at least now we had a fall back once the gas and electrics go 'poof!'...

While we gathered the haul of things and as much food and drink we could carry....we heard the noise we had been dreading come from 2 houses down....At the church.....

......another Survivor....

Ok lets...Ok...ok.....write something

2012-05-14T13:09:00.003+01:00

Well once again hello after a long time of silence and ....yea.... so how have you been?? hmm?? GOOOOD! unless it's been bad inwhichcase AWWW nooooo!!!!....so basically i've been procrastinating bout writing another blog cause well.....movies, anime, games and work.... oh and the odd couple of Asian drama's .....if you want the specifics ill post them now =D...if you dont... well scroll down a bit =D....

So, i've watched, " 'Bram Stokers' Dracula" the movie which..well..it blew my MIIND! i watched the iconic movie "The Blob" which was actually pretty damn good for a movie using a typical 1958 soundtrack.... i started on watching bits and pieces of random anime's that i haven't really been dragged into unfortunately... i bought Battlefield 3 and very quickly started to hate people using the M26 Dart..-.- you fuckers know who you are!! aaaaaand......i got the subscription thing on Onlive so that i could play 'The Witcher' not sure if im enjoying it yet but i am like...5 mins in only......other than that its been work or having my 2 best mates round.

Okay...now that the quick rundown of what i've been up to is done....one to the more interesting parts.....i bought MORE! bawls.....and i saw that it was good! ...im serious.... that shit is like.... so damn good....mmmmmmnom.....if you guys are in the uk and are interested i bought them from CyberCandy ...i found that the cans are a better deal since the bottle are 10oz and the cans are 16oz... and the cans are also CHEAPER!.. hmm what else.....

OKAY! so i've been watching and supporting Xiaorishu through this stupid drama with Venus 'Angelic' and the Hell-bitch known as Venus' mum... My general rule is i don't do the fan crazy thing of jumping onto the bandwagon of going to VA and MP's channels to argue with them and their fans.... It doesn't help anything and well..."Arguing on the internet is like running in the special Olympics....even if you win, you're still retarded". I prefer to just be the patient "Zhuge Liang" and help boost moral using humor and being a nice guy haha.... I DO have my on opinion of MP and i DO hope horrible terrible nasty evil things happen to her but not because im a fan of Xiaorishu but because im a fan of bad people having bad things happen to them....i think its called 'Justice'....

Aaand back in the room...so...until i can actually think of something half decent to put up on here ill leave you with a video that left me crying out loud with laughter this week.....

much love, hugs, sex, 69 and of course....PEACEx

Back, with my BAWLS out!!

2012-04-17T23:25:00.003+01:00

Hello, welcome, it's me.... I'm back once more after this relatively long hiatus (as mention its been due to a mix of increased work and the arrival of the sequel to my fave game Warriors Orochi 3!!

SO!.. What's happened that is interesting in some way to my lovely audience out there on the little black box with a button on it??? well, honestly, nothing really... BUT that means i have an excuse to babble to you all! *happy face*

So during my time AFB (that's 'Away From Blog' for those of you not used to my way of speaking) i found a few cool things online.....ALL OF WHICH I WILL LINK YOU TO!!! BWAHAHAH KEKEKEKE! Firstly there is the cutest voiced blogger and general Youtubian XiaoRishu. I know she may not be your kinda thing but hey.. I'm open minded unlike SOME *stares at a couple of you*...i stumbled on her Youtube stuff through My Yearbook funnily enough (don't ask...i was bored at 6 am when i joined)

Seeeeeecondly..was the anime AND live action show of GTO...'Great Teacher Onizuka'.... At this moment i'm actually paused mid-way through episode 9 of the live action show..... I've notice actually that i like shows based in and around schools....guess its the familiarity of it ...anyhoo! the show is great and Onizuka is such a loveable character that i'm personally recommending the show to those of you who like Anime and Asian dramas.

Th-th-th-th-third and finaly..... Found a website that allowed me to buy NOT ONLY marshmallow fluff but also BAWLS!!!!...i ordered a 16oz tub of MF and 6 bottles of BAWLS, which all arrived today (YAY), the price of which (including postage cost) came to just under £23 ...so that makes it a gift for special occasions, to myself... A VERY tasty gift to myself.....NOM

Some of you may have guessed by now i DID have other things but i forgot them....Oh well...

Now since i've been gone, i've started to tie my hair back in various ways to test how well my hair goes in a ponytail and the like... ponytail was great but i found a style i prefer EVEN MORE...i can't name it as it's something i saw in a TV show.... a show that i can't, for the life of me, remember.... But trust me...its awesome *smiley smile face*.. now those of you who've met me or had the exquisite pleasure of having me sleep in their house (or visa-versa) you've no doubt seen my hair....and you know exactly how bad it can get.....well today i show you ALL something that only very few people have seen....it's my hair....brushed..........and ONLY brushed....

Now maybe you'll appreciate how bloody hard it is to do anything nice with my hair and how much effort i put into it even when it looks bad.....

WELL!!!! that is it for today.....hope you all stay super happy time! ....

PEACE x!!

My Chinsperation

2012-03-26T13:56:00.002+01:00

Today i offer just a link...a link to an awesome guy who is part of an awesome company....ladies and gentlemen .....CHIN!........Soon Sun

on another note, i shall be busy with work this week so i wont be posting each day....though ill still try to post my story for those still interested in it...

PEACE x

Nostalgia'd

2012-03-25T13:42:00.001+01:00

Today....Today i had an overwhelming bout of nostalgia......because of THIS .....in the short span of the one sound clip i had visions of so many old games.......TOMB........ FUCKIN....... RAIDER!!!....man, those polygons were so well put together!..

On the subject i may as well introduce you guys to something i tried out a while ago, its called 'NEStalgia' click the link to check it out ... for those who would rather ME tell you what it is....It's an MMO with the visual styles and game-play style of old NES games....GO TEAM 8-BIT

Well , once again i canne thing of anything else to put for now, the horror of weekend blogging....wellll....

PEACE x

I need a young priest and an old priest!

2012-03-24T20:01:00.000+00:00

So what's in today's bloggy goodness you ask?....

well.....honestly....i do NOT know.... ill just babble i think for today...

I recently found out that the man behind the voice of "Teh Masterer" from the interweb series Pure Pwnage ( a series close to my heart) has died....well in fact he died in the week before new-years but i only just found out...its a shame for he's now the second of the Pure pwnage cast to die ( the first being the actor playing T-Bag) so....to any current fans if the show or even FUTURE fans join me in a moments silence for these two men.....R.I.P Troy Dixon and Rev. Dr. William Craig.................................

On a lighter note.....

Fragments: Forced progress

2012-03-23T14:18:00.001+00:00

We were lucky to have found this place so deserted when we had arrived. The large tower block was once a symbol of things we had once hated but now it was salvation for us....for the moment at least.

We were originally holed up in my house after hearing and seeing what had happened to the world, deciding to listen to the broadcasters warnings to stay indoors, unfortunately the zombies wanted in too.... At 8:03....they got in.....

Both of us heard the window downstairs smash and jumped to get whatever weapon we could find, a wooden sword and a guitar being the closest at hand, and we began our decent to check out the damage.
Standing there swaying was the thing we had prayed would avoid us....i immediately froze to the spot, fear paralyzing my whole body, I'd probably have been worm food if my friend hadn't stepped in and smashed the guitar over the things skull killing it (if you can kill the dead). The short scuffle however had made enough noise to gain the attention of the masses around the house....our only choice now was running...

The wall around the house was only short but served well enough to hold the masses back long enough for me and John to get a couple of things and slip out the back door and over the rear garden fence into the car park of the neighboring flats. From there we watched as the stumbling mass of flesh tore its way over the wall and into the house...that's when John and i made our move. We moved out behind the mass of zombies to the now clearer road and headed toward our next hope, Johns house...

Razor blades and Napalm

2012-03-22T20:42:00.001+00:00

SO!!! another day, another blog....today was actually different from most, in that i went outside!....of course to my dismay there are still no zombis in the streets but hey, i got to play catch in the park with my mate and i'm soon going to be killing infected by the dozen in L4D2 *contented smile*. If you have never met me then i shall explain another detail about me...i love....LOOOOVE! zombies....anything to do with them...i even like the running ones, though technically they're not zombies, i often ask my friends around me about what plan we should use if we wake up the next morning to the sound of the shuffling corpses of the neighbors and we have made plans from hiding out above supermarkets to finding a cruise ship and sailing off...even attempting to fire giant boots from the ship onto the zombies roaming around on the land....... i can honestly say, i can talk about zombies 'till i die....and come back ;)

Anyway unfortunately i must away to kill the infected scum ....until tomorrow my sweets....when i shall attempt to put finger to keyboard on my story once more.....PEACE x

That's against the rules of the Apocolypse!

2012-03-21T20:48:00.003+00:00

Firstly let me say sorry for not keeping up with my, so far daily, blogs but i was distracted by a game....a game which i will now talk about so it makes playing it all of last night worth while...

The game IIIIIIS.......Fallen Earth.....this game is a free to play MMOFPSRPG, set in a post-apocalyptic world similar in many ways to 'Fallout 3' or 'New Vegas', for those who don't know. My honest opinion of the game is.....fuzzy....for one, the game is SO rich in things to do that after several hours of play, i had only reached level 3.....this astounded me. I had gotten SO dragged into the many side things you can level up that i had forgotten entirely about actually questing, something rare in most games due to my level grinding nature...HOWEVER, on the other hand its a free to play MMO and so comes with all the same issues free games have...the most annoying of which being the advert to "upgrade your account" every time you log in, one which even after you minimize it and move it out of its annoyingly centered place...IT STILL opens your browser to its upgrade page, thus minimizing the game and such....over all....the game is a MUST TRY for any MMO gamers interested in trying a fresh game and especially anyone who played and enjoyed the Fallout games....

And so, we come to the final thing for this blog.... a question to YOU the readers....would you be interested in me beginning to take photos occasionally and posting them to this here bloggy blog....answer in the comments below...

PEACE x

Holy internets batman!

2012-03-19T17:47:00.000+00:00

So, I've managed to make it to the third day. I'm genuinely surprised at myself...then again i'm finding this whole thing quite enjoyable and the small chunk of short story that i posted yesterday got me into a real good mood about continuing to post more chunks, hopefully on a weekly basis or even twice a week*. As for my diary styled entries, im waiting for things to pick up or to collect a bit more days information so that i dont post horrificaly boring shit like "today, went to work......had a nice dinner....monotonous voice.......exteeerrrrminate!!1" so those actualy interested in reading this dont die of an anurism waiting for decent information..

now so far i havent really touched on alot about me and what you can expect of me, so here it is:.. first and foremost im a gamer, i play games on a undoubtedly unhealthy basis BUT latly i will say there has been a steep decline in how often i really feel like logging on WoW or booting up the X-Box. Though i DO have Warriors Orochi 3 comeing soon so ill probably go on a binge for a while 'till its completed. #2 I intend to write pretty much any of the random stuff that pops into my head so the chances of any coherance or continuity in my posts is ver slim indeed.#3 ....thats all i cant think of....i guess anything else you can learn about me will become evident i the posts i write and the ammount i write...so....keep on reading i guess...

ANYWAY!!!!....thats all i hae to write for today, see you tommorow for some more random shit that i can think of....oh and i plan to post another chunk of my short story by this friday.

THANK YOU FOR READING AND PEACE x

* This is partly due to time i have free and also because of the episodic nature of the story.

Day 2 (Fragments)

2012-03-18T17:02:00.001+00:00

It's been one long week since it happened....since this whole fucked up scenario began...

At first, people laughed it off as some kind of hoax, a media joke to get attention for some new show or something. We were wrong...on the third day people knew just how REAL this was. A "virus of epidemic proportion" is what they first explained it as but then it changed, people were announcing the end of humanity and even the most zealous religious groups started to denounce their faith in one way or another. It spread quickly, this Armageddon Virus, and now the streets are litteraly littered with those infected by it..... When i look back to my younger days when i was "preparing" for the day they would come...i never TRULY believed it... Zombies.....the undead..... It actualy happened....now all i can do is sit here in flats with whats left of my friends....just the two of us....Hoping.....Hoping for an idea to spring to mind or some sign to guide us....... Hope......

FIRST!!!???

2012-03-17T04:19:00.003+00:00

I'm sure the whole "first" thing applies to comments but this is my blog so you know where you can stick it....so.....guess i have to start somewhere-oh and by the way, expect over use of the "..."'s - so i'll start with why i decided to write a bloggy-thingy-majiggy... primeraly the temptation started after i started to read a blog written by a friend of mine, who's blog i shall link HERE, in which he mentions it as being a pretty good way to get issues and whatnot out into the open. And thus!!! I am here...im going to keep this first piece of my mind short since it's now gone 4am and i have shit to dream about......
PEACE!x