Narrthine, Shiva Narrthine

consider this an update

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Fri, 26 Feb 2010 13:34:00 +0000

I tried completing my homework. Did addmaths, but gave up halfway through it. Fractions + Unknowns = I'm confused. Then I started sejarah, that essay question but halfway through I got a headache :/

I just wish everything was like form three, because then I could study so easily. Now, I just don't understand why I keep getting distracted. I absolutely need self-discipline.

Things in my mind at the moment: Homeworks, study, SPM, Prefects Camp :D, PBSM Camp :D, Raid Cross, Courses, more homework, 9A+.

NINE BLOODY A-PLUS

I'm still wondering how I'm gonna do that. And for those people who think I'm really good at my studies, think again. I've been facing disastorous results since form four. And right now the only subject which I have prospects of getting an A+ is LK. And the subject which I need the most in my future (i.e. Add Maths) always ends up making than red marks in my report card. It's bloody annoying now.

(and yes, I'm releasing everything on my blog right now, so bare with me)

It's the freaking feeling of losing everything you've worked for. and ending up not doing what you wanted to. I keep getting insecure when I think of the future. If I can't freaking get my SPM right, how the hell am I to do A-Levels. (And am I even doing A-Levels in the first place). Diagnostics in 26 days, and I haven't started studying. Homeworks are endless and I just can't seem to even finish some. I thought it would be freaking easy to concentrate on my studies after sports day was over but the opposite is happening. and the worst part is that I don't even understand what the hell is going on. I'm pissed at myself. For all I've got myself into. It's like life would be mush better if I wasn't incharge of PBSM, if I didn't hold a post in Interact and if I never entered ed-board in the first place. But wait, there's a scholarship. Because you need koko-marks for a scholarship. I'm starting to feel like I'm being active in PBSM for my god-damn koko marks and nothing else.

And yes, I need a bloody scholarship because that's the only way to enter college. Because my freaking problem is that I DO NOT like my parents spending their money on me. I don't like asking them for stuff like my sister does. And I need a bloody scholarship because my sis is unlikely to get one and my parents would most probably have to dig out money from their pockets to pay for the college fees. And I am left here working my ass of so I don't have to burden them.

This is how I feel at the moment. Like the world is against me. Like there is just so much to do and too little time. Like I would not make it to the other side. Like nothing's gonna work out and I might just end up failing in what I want to do.

God Save Me.

save me.

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Fri, 26 Feb 2010 08:17:00 +0000

Somehow rather this seems to be the thing we hear the most in school lately:

"It's a long weekend.... so you have more homework to do."

Seriously, its killing me. There is just so much to do over this three days and the worst part is: I have to get it done. :/ It's like everyday, there is a tomorrow. and its too many tomorrows that we get sick of the same tomorrow and guess what, I have 292 more of that tomorrows to go through. Two-hundred-and-ninety-two!

I still haven't really started to study because how the hell I am suppose to study if I spend all my time finishing up my homework. My mums starting to ask me why i'm not studying. Seriously, that's the first time she asked because no matter how controlled life may be, she doesn't kacau me when it comes to studies. Which is a really nice thing.

Prefects Camp next week :) I think I'm going, ~~I just haven't paid.~~ :p Same room with Alia and Yan and few other people. I couldn't see the names because Sonia wanted to go already. We got the chalet :D

I spend the whole time earlier cleaning up my Study Shelf. (yes, I call it the Study Shelf because it's beside my Study Table and it contains all my Study Things) It kinda got neglected thanks to all the work I had. So I cleared it, and filed up all my notes of all the subjects which was just compiled at one place and not organised. So everything is in files now. :) Including all the Pn. Low Chem Tuition notes that Anthony gave me. That took like one whole file.

Now, its time to start doing all the homework. I'm gonna try finish it fast so I can actually revise something on my own.

Chao :)

Herzlichen Glückwunsch zum Geburtstag

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Wed, 24 Feb 2010 11:28:00 +0000

[click to enlarge]

That was my birthday card for Yan, although it might have lost most of its awesomeness after seeing Alia's card. But, it's the thought that counts. haha. Besides that, I randomly made a paperboat (actually it was yesterdays paper boat), decorated it and wrote Happy Birthday.

Today was such a sleepy day. I almost dozed off a few times today. Thank God I managed to stay awake. But seriously, I've never felt any sleepier before.

After school, I had to rush to my mum's office for a Yee Sang session. She does it every year at her office.

Me: Can I miss it? I have PBSM.
Mum: NO. you have SPM this year!

So the Yee Sang session was as good as always. Then I had to rush back home and iron my PBSM uniform before rushing back to school. was late but nevermind. We played "Scavenger Hunt" today. The EPIC 5-minutes-of-planning a.k.a "what you do when you forget to plan an activity" game. Managed to get teacher to agree to the reshuffling of the B.O.D.s and the election of new people. :D Now, the board just looks complete.

I swear I need my phone back right now. My mum took it and I don't even know why. So if you guys wanna contact me, there's no point calling or sms-ing.

Okay, I shall get back to finishing up my kertas kerja for the PBSM Camp which is on the 14-16th of May at Jungle Lodge, Gombak. If you're interested, tell me a.s.a.p. and there's bloody lot of homework to do. :/ MATI MATI MATI

Chao :)

p/s: Freedom is in 294 days :D
p/p/s: Believe in Karma. It's f-ing true, trust me.
p/p/p/s: The title is actually Happy Birthday in German :p

Studying is easier said than done.

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Mon, 22 Feb 2010 09:33:00 +0000

If you don't go to school for one week, and then you go back and you're forced to study, you'll end up singing Baa Baa Black Sheep.

If the above statement was random, then I Am Random.

I was very sleepy at school today mainly for these three reasons: 1. My watch was ten minutes fast. 2. My alarm clock was fifteen minutes fast. 3. The assembly forced me to get my ass at school at 6.50. -_-

The assembly thingy went on fine. It was a good job. Not perfect, but still good. :) Although I'm still pissed at the librarians for screwing the songs up. :/ The Trusted Four did a good job, although it was just sad that everyone was standing then. Ikrar, Doa, Arahan was fine. I'm still wondering how Arif did the Ikrar with Koshy breathing down his neck. If I was him, I would have screwed the ikrar up. Oh, and aisyah was just such an adorable emcee :D

Back to class and I swear I wasn't in the mood. It was a week off school, but two weeks off studying. Yan knows what I went through today. :p

Oh, and before I forget: Happy Birthday Gloria!!

I was gonna write a damn long post but I think I just got lazy :/ So, that's all for now. Chao :)

p/s: new layout coming ~~soon~~ when I'm not too malas to code.

Time should slow itself down.

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Sun, 21 Feb 2010 14:20:00 +0000

End of CNY hols. Start of another few tiring weeks. I just hope things are better now since kawad is over. I'm gonna make more time for studies now. but something called PBSM is still knocking on my door. They just had to make badan beruniforms handle assmebly. I think the prefects were doing a good job already. I just hope everything tomorrow goes on fine. I better have no member turning up with no uniform, or white shoes. Quoted from Aisyah, "Shiva will eat you up in seconds". because seriously, I will.

Gotta go early to school tomorrow. Because i have to tell people what to do. and make them understand it. My main worry is people doing the kawad moves and flags. That's why I gave it to a trusted four. The rest i'm not really worried about.

Anyways, more from Things We Forget. Since I haven't posted them in so long.

Someone tell me, why is this guy so awesome?

Okay. That's all for now. Chao :) See you guys in school.

yes, you can call me lazy.

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Thu, 18 Feb 2010 16:48:00 +0000

This hols is ending in a few days and I still have a bunch of stuff to get done. I still haven't finished those physics notes. I swear I so malas to do it. And there is still somemore homework to get done. D: I don't know what happened to "study during the hols".

I should prepare a checklist, so I know what to do on Monday. and I have to carry so many bags to letak balik in the pbsm room. D: die, die. but right now, I just hope the assembly thinghy goes fine. All I know, is that I'm kidnapping one of the daniel's on Monday morning. :p

Oh, and Happy 20th Birthday Photoshop!
i know it's really random to have a software celebrating its birthday, but Adobe Photoshop is more than a software, it is life for many of us. Seriously, just imagine how this world will look like if it didn't exist.

The first version of Photoshop looked like this:

And here are the icons over the years:

Okay, that's all for now. Chao :)

It's addictive.

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Wed, 17 Feb 2010 07:21:00 +0000

We are almost halfway through this hols. Well my main plan was to study and do all revision for everything I've missed out because of kawad.

but, how many times do I actually stick to the plan?

I have just pledged myself o web designing now. I'm gonna do a few more layouts (for this blog and others). I shall be doing backups for all this coming weeks. I can just tell you that I just keep getting layouts in my head 24/7.

I'm still gonna force myself to do revision, and the homeworks are still unfinished. I don't have an extra note book to do physics. Seriously, what is so wrong about the files?

PBSM has to handle assembly on Monday. The pengetua just messaged me on the portal. (yes, she actually messaged!). Hopefully everything goes on well on that day. Which reminds me, I have send out reminders to everyone now.

That's all for now. I have to go for yan's open house now. Chao :)

I swear I will miss it

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Mon, 15 Feb 2010 14:19:00 +0000

New layout! In 1/2 and hour. It would have been 20 minutes if it wasn't for Blogger and its stupid errors.

Anyways, today - thanks to the enormous free time I had - I was actually thinking of all this marching years. I know, damn jobless kan? But I can tell you one thing, no matter how much I hate kawad, no matter if we won or lost, I WILL miss it.

I think many people know how I ran away from Merah in form one. Because the PBSM commanders were really nice. Iskandar and Fuad. They got me into PBSM Marching. I still remember the day I went to Merah first meeting, and they made us march and I could barely hear the commanders. They said come everyday from Monday till Saturday but I never came. Instead I went to PBSM.

Well that year, when I was form one, only five people came for practice. FIVE. Me, Fuad, Iskandar, Khairil and Sharif. Those people made kawad real fun. And there were so many days where Iskandar had to cancel kawad because I was the only one who turned up. -_-

Us: KIRI, KIRI, KIRI, KANAN, KIRI.....
SomeTeacher: Do you know who is marching so loudly?
Us: Nope.
*Teacher enters meeting room*
Us: Damn it! *realising we were so loud when the teachers were having a meeting*

I still had to salute Iskandar and Fuad, they managed to find a 24-person team squad on raptai day. So we weren't that lousy on Sports Day that year.

Fuad: You! You promised to march again!
Me: *With no chance to escape* Oh yea.

And that is exactly how I ended up marching in form two. We got third again that year. And that was the year Ben and Steve came up with tepuk-tepuk PBSM.

Steve: Tepuk-tepuk PBSM!
Ben: Who let the dogs out?
Us: P-B-S-M!
Ben: Who's gonna rule kawad?
Us: P-B-S-M!
Ben: Who's gonna win this year?
Us: P-B-S-M!

In form three I wanted to quit kawad, because I started to get sick of it, but.....

*During the AGM that year*
Teacher: And the ketua kawad is Jen Fei and... Shiva.
Me: What??

I swear, my first year being incharge was not easy. I actually felt the pressure. I still remember that one day when I actually when and helped the Form Four Prefects with RPA because I was pissed at my marching squad. :/

Me: Jen Fei, here is how the formation goes.
*5 minutes later*
Jen Fei: I still don't get it.
Me: -_______-

But we didn't do the formation that year. So I kept that paper I wrote it on for the next year(yes, last year). Oh, and that was the year we lost to kadet polis -______- No offence KP, but that was seriously hard to swallow - and we lost to them because of our shoes -______-

Form Four was a Now or Never year.

Me: Amirul, I wanna win this year!
Am: You gotta be kidding me.

Me: I wanna win kawad.
Sis: Huh?

And that was the reaction I got. I still remember everything about last years kawad very clearly.

*At six in the morning*
Me : Why don't we brainwash the form ones?
Sis: ????
Me: *explains masterplan*

And that masterplan made all the difference last year, this year and for the years to come. seriously, it was such a memorable year.

Pn. H: Tempat ketiga, KRS.
All of Us: *pauses for a while and then starts jumping around like crazy monkeys*
*I didn't even hear the tempat kedua part*
Pn. H: Dan johan perbarisan badan beruniform, buat kali pertama, PBSM!
*I swear, it felt like I was on top of the world*

This year was serious pressure. And even though KRS came up on top I still enjoyed every moment of it. (Even though I marah you guys like nobody's business)

Me: Okay, make your lines there in ten seconds!
*10 seconds later*
Me: Why do I have a gap?
Someone: Stephen's missing.
Me: STEPHEN!!

But the best moment of kawad was that Friday we marched, and we were louder than Merah. Aisyah should remember that one, because it was freaking awesome!

Me: PBSM, are we gonna win this year??
Squad: YES!
Me: Are you sure??
Squad: no......

Me: Okay, this is Abang's row. *Looks at #3* Okay, it's Ian's row.
Abang: Hey, its MY row!

Me: And this is.....
Emir: Say Emir's row! Emir's row!
Me: Okay, Emir's row.
Emir: YAY!

Me: Red Plus White??
I&A: *in thick chinese accent* PINK COLOUR!

Me: Jothy! Why are you so tall??
Jothy: *Blur face*

Idri: kiri, kiri, kiri, kanan...
Arif: *Holds fan so close to Idri*
Idri: KIRI, KIRI, KIRI, KANAN, KIRI!!!

Arif: Awas... Baris!
Ryan: huh.
Arif: Louder, Awas.... Baris!
Ryan: huh.
*5 minutes later*
Ryan: huh.
Me: OMG. We're wasting time with this guy.

I swear I can never forget all this. Especially when Ryan turned up with glasses. Freaking Cute! And also Senangkan diri (Emir Style).

I'm seriously gonna miss all of this. You guys better make me proud next year!

I think my patience ran away

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Sun, 14 Feb 2010 12:16:00 +0000

So the whole day has been spent doing my dad's site and facing a slow internet connection as well as Blogger's annoying layout problems. It just made me so frustrated because I usually don't take this long to do a layout. I did it, and it looked really good. I put it on Blogger and it looked cacat. Managed to fix it though but there is still a tiny problem which is kinda pissing me off.

I can design hundreds of websites with ease, but just putting one on Blogger is a total pain in the ass.

Sometimes, I'm just never pleased with what I do with the layouts. Now, I already feel like changing my current layout. I feel like Yan with her artwork. Just never satisfied. :p

Ended up watching a few Tamil movies courtesy of my mother. It got really boring. There was this one movie where in the story this guy goes to America, but that part was shot at Malaysia -_- Like tiba-tiba in the middle of America there are signboards saying "Kurangkan Had Laju". EPICFAIL.

Then I ended up watching Spiderman 3 dubbed in Tamil. LOL. It was really funny to see the whole movie again in a different language. The part of the movie I like the most is the Sandman part. :)

Dad: That's the guy who wears his underpants outside right?
Me: NO! That's Superman!

I swear it wasn't easy explaining to my parents the story line of Spiderman 3.

*Green Goblin Jr. dies*
Mom: Spiderman's dying?
Sis&I: -______-

Sometimes, I just don't know what to do.

**

I'm still pissed at Blogger. It doesn't support Drop Down Navigation Bars. D: So menyampah! It's high time, Blogger accepts all this codes because it's seriously pissing me off.

Anyways, I shall post the site link here soon. and at the same time work on a new layout, maybe I'll do that tomorrow.

That's all for now. Chao :)

all at one go

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Sun, 14 Feb 2010 04:04:00 +0000

Happy Chinese New Year/Valentines/Holidays everyone.

I have been waiting a long time for this one week break, because I really, really needed a break after one and a half months of "no-time-for-myself". Although there's a lot to do within this week. First gotta finish my homework which has been piling up since last Monday. Then I gotta finalise a bunch of PBSM stuff - I think the PBSM room is in a mess after Thursday and I hope no uniforms go missing because I have to return it back. And then I have to finalise the camp thingy, and the monday assembly. Shall be calling teacher about that soon.

Which reminds me, there is Prefects Camp too. Which I am still unsure if I'm going or not? And then there is that Cegah Jenayah camp that teacher is pressuring me to go. I swear I seriously don't wanna go, because I can't ask my mum too many things at one time and the PBSM Camp is scheduled the week after Prefects' and I'll be crazy to go for three camps in a row.

Right now I'm redesigning my dad's website: because I was unhappy with the first one. The only thing is that my internet is not cooperating. So it's really hard to do stuff on it, and upload images etc. etc.

Oh, and on my search for Google's CNY Image, I found this:

COOKIE MONSTER!!!!

That's all for now. Chao :)

Why so slow wei?

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Fri, 12 Feb 2010 13:02:00 +0000

Okay so P1 Wimax gives an MP3 and waives the bill for a month because of a poor internet connection, but guess what Packet One, ITS NOT ENOUGH.

The internet has been crappy since morning. Sites load longer than usual an Facebook has been cacat since morning. Well, about that I don't know if I should blame Facebook Inc. or Packet One.

Please do something about this, because I'm running out of my patience. PLEASE.

**

Anyways, there's been a lot of Sports Day talks around. A big Thank You to those people who think that PBSM did a great job. Thanks a lot guys. It really helps. I know we did good, but KRS just had the extra edge. I think the wake up call we gave them last year, really, really woke them up. They were really good. Yes we gave them a good fight. I know my marchers did well too, but i'm not complaining that we lost because even I agree that KRS deserves it more than us.

I'm not gonna pressure myself with this defeat, because it's not really a defeat to me. I could have changed the way we marched but there was one thing I couldn't do - I couldn't get the marchers to come for practice. Believe me, that made all the difference. Last year everyone came all the time. This year the attendance and their commitment made a huge difference.

Juniors, learn from this. Make sure you guys get their commitment next year. Make sure you do because it is really important if you wanna win.

And to those people who think that I lost on my year as pengerusi and my sister won on her year, think again. I did all the donkey job last year, she just got the name.

To my marching squad, I AM STILL PROUD OF YOU GUYS.

And to the medics, you guys did a good job too. I know it was bloody hot yesterday and all of us got burnt, but you guys still made me proud. I think all the athletes were fine and you guys handled the serious cases really well, especially those who medic-ed for the first time.

and guys don't worry about the complains, people always complain about stuff because they don't know what it's like being a medic, the complains are just part of the job. I know there were people complaining that we didn't give them water(but actually they didn't even ask!) and certain people complained when we refused to get them Milo or give them the bench(well, that bench was meant for the athletes). But I can tell you that no Athletes complained at all.

and I just wanna say to the people that complained. I'm sorry if we did a mistake but our priority were the Athletes, because they were the reason we medic-ed in the first place. We just doing our job. Whatever we did was for the good of the athletes, and I think they were happy with what we did. No offence and I'm sorry again.

*

Shall be working on a few more layouts soon. Because now I have all the time in the world :D

Chao :)

It's Over :D

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Fri, 12 Feb 2010 05:08:00 +0000

.I had always believed in god being fair no matter how unfair life might be. Well it's true, when something bad happens, good things happen too.

Things that happened since I returned from the stadium yesterday:

1. Arsenal beat Liverpool. On a day when Chelsea lost and Man U drew :D
2. Went to tapau food at Nasi Lemak Antarabangsa, and the guy there gave me a free drink :)
3. Blogger has pages now. AWESOME! Shall be using it for my next layout.
4. Slept at 10 last night, and woke up at 10 this morning. My first 12 hours sleep since school started. :D
5. P1 Wimax gave us a free MP3 because of poor Internet Service and we dont hv to pay the bill for a month. :)
6. I will never, ever have to march again :D

Well, after 5 years of Marching and Medic-ing on Sports Day, i don't think I would ever want to do it again. I was burnt. The medics were like satays that were being cooked. All of us kept taking water from the ice box and pouring on ourselves.

Me: *puts hands into ice box*
Pheven: Shiva, I know you feel like going into it.
Me: yea, next time we need a bigger ice box.

4x400 is always our worst event. ALWAYS. And all the athletes were already exhausted because they were the ones running every race. And it was 2pm, so it was bloody hot. And thank you Blue house for giving PBSM a whole box of water to give the athletes.

My legs hurt like crap till now. My sprained right ankle got worse after the march past, and my left calf muscle pulled and my knees just hurt. I can't even walk properly. Rumah Merah, I'm so sorry i couldn't come to school today.

And before I forget,
CONGRATS TO KRS AND THE MERAH MARCHERS!

Well to Tash and the rest of KRS, you guys did a great job. Believe me, I thought that was the best KRS team I've seen since I entered this school in form one although you guys have won so many times. It was a tough competition, and you guys came up on top. Congrats.

To the Merah Marchers especially Syaukani, Aniq and Emma, well done. You guys did a great job with your squad. The whole American Football thinghy was awesome. The other houses couldn't match what you guys did. It was really, really good.

MM: *finishes the formation and walks away*
Everyone: *whispers* Thank God we're not against Merah.

I know the real reason we got lost to KRS. It wasn't about what happened on that day. It was something else. And I think most of my marchers, especially those who came all the time should realise. Well my PBSM juniors, you guys have a lot to do to grab back that trophy. Next year, you will be on your own. So it's up to you people - Arif, Joyce, Ryan, Vanessa, Kar Mun, Ian, Aisyah, Ili, Stephen - to do it all. I will try to help as much as I can, but to be honest I can't really do much next year.

Ian: MARCH as much as we HEAL.
Emir: We might have been second, but we're second to NONE.
Abang: I got a better one!
Me: What?
Abang: Belia Benci Dadah.
Me: -____-

Btw, new blog layout is out as promised. Hope you guys like it.

That's all for now. Chao :)

omg. esok wei

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Wed, 10 Feb 2010 11:34:00 +0000

Yes, after one and a half months of staying back everyday, marching till 4.30, streesing out, losing my voice, hunting for marchers, or to simplify it all, one and half months of hell, we shall end it all tomorrow because....

TOMORROW IS D-DAY!!

yea, sports day is esok!!! Just a little but more till I won't march ever again. A little more till I can get away from this. A little more till I can focus on everything else which I have been missing out on.

Raptai today. It was tiring considering the fact that the badan beruniforms were at the hot side of the dataran perhimpunan. and my right foot was injured - i kinda sprained it while medic-ing for saringan (damn you guys for falling down after the finish line). So it was really hard to march and stand in the sun. I don't know how I did it. At the end of it, the sepanduk became my walking stick.

Ustaz: *calls all the commanders for a briefing*
Ustaz: *5 minutes later* okay, balik tempat!
Everyone: *starts walking away*
Mukhriz: come back!
Everyone: *all so blurred up and walks back*
Mukhriz: Look they don't know why we're here. So lets to this....
Everyone: *puts hands together in a circle* 1,2,3, HARTAMAS!

So I went to the pbsm room for medical aid. it helped. Went back to class for maths and slept off because I was just to tired. I didn't move my leg for at least an hour. Then at 12.30 we had another raptai. I still don't get how the Haka is suppose to symbolize 1Malaysia.

After raptai, medic breifing and then off to practice with no lunch. but I didn't really feel hungry though. Practice was good. The formation was good. The marchers are good. Everything is awesome :D

To the PBSM marchers,
tomorrow is everything we have been working for all this while. Give it your best. Remember, 90 degrees, jaga line, your kanan hormat and most of all your formation. Have a good rest because tomorrow is big day. FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION HERE! We did not work so hard to lose. Be at you BEST because if you are, we are unstoppable. and I love you guys no matter what.

To the medics,
sports day is one of our hardest medic events. Be ready for the worst. Especially the 400s and 4x400s. Please medic properly. I know last year we were so into kawad that we forgot the medics. So consider this a MEDIC REVIVAL!!

To the Reds,
I know I'm not a very active merah member because I have never really contributed or marched for merah. But believe me, I have always supported merah as much as I can. Merah Marchers, I'm sure you will do well, you've always had. Make Syaukani, Aniq and Emma happy. March betul-betul tau. And to the athletes, run like there's no tomorrow, don't give up no matter what. Make sure you guys warm up betul-betul, wear shoes and don't stop at the finish line straight away, nanti your leg will cram. I will be cheering for you guys from the finish line. All the best!

To the rest,
All the best to you guys too. Remember we are in a healthy competition. Winners, Losers whatever it may be, it's just a game, take it easy. Whether you're in KRS, Kadet Polis, Scouts, Ruby, Amethyst, Sapphire, Emerald or Topaz, good luck and give it your best shot. Especially Ruby.

Red + White equals to
Red Crescent!

It's knocking on our doors.

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Mon, 08 Feb 2010 10:47:00 +0000

Because I just love this post it notes. <3

Anyways, right now my legs hurt like crap. Raptai was okay. It was considered short compared to previous times. Well, this means we're gonna be cramming it all up on Wednesday. :/ Well, Red+White is the first team to walk in, right after all the ketua kontigen, bendera kojahanan, and the other colourful flags. I'm trying to take that in a good way though. We're beside Merah :/ I dunno good or bad. It's good because Merah is kinda like an example squad to Red+White, I always tell my marchers to look up to Merah because I really like the way they march. But the bad side is that Merah has 45 marchers and Red+White has only 24.

Emma,
where in the world did you guys get so many people???

I feel so jealous now :/

After recess, we had to go back to class. Add Maths. and I swear I was struggling to pay attention, because I was so freaking tired. I almost slept. i even walked into the door. Yes, Chun Ming and Chang just wished they had got that recorded or something. Well, I was so tired.

Then after that was Chem. Copied notes, and yes I understood it :) After that I slept for about 5 minutes before finding my way to balik duty. Then Wendy and I went to the PBSM room to finalise the medic boxes for tomorrow's Saringan. I was so into getting those medic boxes done, I forgot about the Form 5 BOD Meeting. :/ ChowChow and Glo, I am so so sorry. :(

Kawad practice was the usuals. Kena marah then only they march properly. We did the formation, but we still need more time to work on it. And I still have people missing, some went for RPA, show just didnt show up. At first we had so many gaps that we actually formed a crescent with it. and thank god the after school raptai was somehow cancelled. :)

I went to watch the Tarik Tali finals. Ungu vs Biru. or should I say Amethyst vs Sapphire. Ungu won at the end. Kinda pity the blues, I really thought they were gonna win it. Arif & I spontaneously turned into medics the moment this Biru guy fell down. Right now, I kinda like having the key to the pbsm room, because when anyone is injured, I can actually help them with facing incomplete medic boxes.

Saringan tomorrow, i'm going as a medic. Well, I'm gonna be cheering the REDS from the side of the track. but first I gotta go rest my legs, because they hurt like CRAP.

Chao :)

Red + White equals to
we're gonna do it again.

Everything's falling into place.

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Sun, 07 Feb 2010 13:08:00 +0000

I dream it. I did it. Now, I just wanna do it AGAIN.

I googled the word Red and White earlier. And stumbled upon a few things.

1. Liverpool FC. Damn random, but they call themselves the Red and White Kops or something like that. So they somehow appeared in the search results.

2. Red is White. It's this site that sells t-shirts online. Their designs are quite nice. This is how it works: You upload your design. Everyone gets to rate it. The winning design gets printed, and you get paid.

3. Red and White Fleet. It's a Cruise company in San Francisco.

4. Red and White Securities. It's co-owned by Alisher Usmanov and Farhad Moshiri. They own the second highest stake in Arsenal FC.

I think I just got real jobless. -_-

Anyways, tomorrow is raptai. Gonna be real tiring. My throat just got a little better, so I should be able to command properly. and I hope I'm loud enough. and I also hope that I'm finally able to see my whole squad.

Red + White equals to
Pink Colour *in thick chinese accent*

p/s: Like amirul said: PBSM MOVE LIKE YOU'VE GOT A PURPOSE.
p/s/s: Medic boxes to be upgraded. Athletes, consider yourselves lucky :p

Only a few more days left

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Sun, 07 Feb 2010 08:03:00 +0000

I finished half of the homeworks I have to get done. Was halfway through my sejarah notes when lunch was ready. Came online to get the codes done for the Interact site. Alia, I hope it helps. :)

I just realised how long it has been since I went to Mashable. and first thing I saw was this: THE INTERNET WAS NOMINATED FOR A NOBEL PEACE PRIZE.

The Internet has made the list of nominees for the Nobel Peace Prize this year, going up against a Chinese dissident and a Russian human rights activist among others.

The nomination was made after a petition by the Italian version of Wired Magazine, which cited the Internet’s contributions to “dialogue, debate and consensus through communication”. Signatories include Iranian activist Shirin Ebadi, and organizers say the nomination will make for a legitimate entry. (Source: Mashable)

Btw check this out. Google had this thing for everyone to give Google Chrome as a gift to their friends for Chirstmas. (Well, I can't believe I missed it out on Christmas but even WebDesignDev posted it up in January). You can even wrap the gift in any way you want.

(Image Source: WebDesignDev)

And here's the link to the Give Chrome Page.

Later I have to go out to buy all the PBSM stuff. Medic boxes are going to be updated.

MEDICS, PLS STAY BACK ON WEDNESDAY (2.00-2.30) AT THE PBSM ROOM. THERE IS A BRIEFING.

Chao :) I have to get back to that sejarah notes.

Red + White equals to
we did it once, we can do it twice.

Don't write us off just yet.

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Sat, 06 Feb 2010 11:28:00 +0000

Today I can say, was one of the best Saturday school days.

Although the first thing I heard when I came to school was...

Alia: Did you study sejarah?
Shiva: Chapter 2.
Alia: But she's asking chapter 1.
Shiva: WHAT?? O_O

School started of with all of us moving into our houses. And the merah spirit is always a nice spirit to have. Even though we didn't win the attendance thing, we're not that far behind. Just a few points. And i'm kinda disappointed that the school portal has not updated the marks. :(

Moral was spent in the library because there was so little of us. And Pn. Wong is the library teacher. So I tried cramming in some sejarah, but it was really hard - because the only thing in my head was "Kiri, Kiri, Kiri, Kanan, Kiri"

We LK-ed in the computer lab today. Random shiz. Because teacher couldn't find the key to the LK room, so we went to the nearest place. Amazingly there are computers in there. O.o I managed to finish up my wiring drawing. So its one kerja kursus down, SIX more to go.

Sejarah time. Everyone kinda gave up on studying already. Teacher was in a good mood. So she said we can do it for fun, and it didn't have to be added into our diagnostics marks. Like thank god. and we got like merit marks and she's giving us 3 extra marks for our diagnostics. :D

Martians: Can we have a open book test?
Teacher: Okay.
Martians: *celebrates*

After recess we celebrated Syazana's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAZANA! and Mel bought cupcakes, so all of us were eating and all. Well, the sugar did help us absorb Physics. We continued doing the paper 2 of the intervensi. I kinda understand a lot now. It was a real good form four revision. But I still have trouble with those equlibrium thing, because no matter how much I understand, I still don't understand. :/

I stayed back for kawad. And yes, kawad felt so good today. :D Those who came today, I swear, I love you guys so much. Because you were good, real good. Can be improved but still it made my day. The best part of it was when we marched, and sang the song, and it bloody echoed around the school. I stood in the line right at the front, to fill in the gap we had. And it echoed straight to my ear, and I was like "Awesome".

Me: Red + White?
Marchers: PINK COLOUR!!!!

And then scouts joined us. Because they only had 4 people and Visa was tired of them. So they joined the back of our line. We kept calling them "Pendatangs" a.k.a. pendatang asing tanpa izin. haha. but they still stayed there. They tried screwing up our tempo but my dear pendatangs, you can't defeat us that easily. :)

I don't know what I've been told,

Losing just got mighty old,

We proved ourselves very clear,

We're gonna win again this year.

I can't wait for raptai now. :p

Red + White equals to
we don't just march, we WIN.

p/s: Anyone wanna carry banner for PBSM please tell me. I'm kinda short of one person now.

I'm doing this for your guys only.

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Fri, 05 Feb 2010 11:30:00 +0000

There is no real word to describe the marching state at the moment. I'm still looking for the right word. Maybe it's called inconsistent.

Maybe.

My throat hurts like crap now. It hurts a lot when I talk. but it hurts when I don't too. During moral I wasn't even talking. I wrote everything on a paper - because it hurt like crap. Dequadin helped, but not for long. I think I took 3 or 4. My marchers didn't even get their share. Sorry guys, but you weren't using your voice today.

School was fine. Made it through moral with a bad throat. Survived the wirings of LK.

Me: Cikgu, dah habis! *with a happy smile*
Teacher: Bagus, sekarang buat ni. *gives a huge A3 paper*
Me: -_______-

I swear, I was so happy to get that done and at the end of it we get a huge A3 paper, and now we have to do wirings for a whole house. D:

The sudden sejarah test almost killed me. I swear I read it, I remember exactly how the page looks like, and it wrote the stuff, which were the answers to that question. But I just couldn't remember what exactly was written on it. MY MEMORY FAILS ME WHEN I NEED IT THE MOST. WHY?

*

TO THE PBSM MARCHERS,
You guys better come for practice. There is only FOUR more days that we can train before Sports Day and we need to get our formation perfect. REMEMBER: The formation CANNOT be screwed. So come for practice like your live depends on it. We only have these days left:

Saturday (1-3pm)

Monday (2.30-4.30pm)

Tuesday (2.30-4.30pm)

Wednesday(2.30-4pm)

And a huge thank you to those that came today. I love you guys.

Raptai on Monday and Wednesday. Saringan on Tuesday, which means medic boxes have to be complete by Monday. I have to buy a lot of stuff because I spent almost an hour clearing the boxes up and throwing away stuff that were expired. Almost got an asthma attack looking at those expiry dates. I now have to buy all the stuff this weekend. Then I need a meeting with all the sports day medics. I shall be taking wednesday. I'm kinda praying hard the a prefects meeting will not be called upon this week, because I really wanna spend my time with the marchers.

It shall be a busy time next week, but hope it goes on well. And after this I will never wanna march again.

That's all. Chao :)

Red + White equals to
we are not giving up even if the world ends.

p/s: I got my key to the PBSM room. :D

It's coming, and it's coming FAST.

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Thu, 04 Feb 2010 11:00:00 +0000

The randomness of us moving into our houses got the sports day spirit into me. :) But seriously, I really, really wanted to sing the Merah song.

Subjects today were fine. maths, bm, eng, chem, LK. Wye Zhi's group did their oral. It was AWESOME! We loved it so much, that we gave a standing ovation at the end. And this really made me miss form three days. Doing oral with Zara, Nabilah and Sarah E. If only Sarah was in Marikh, then we would most probably be doing sequels to Mrs. Rudabega. :p

Chem was like a maths lesson in pre-school. :D fun gila.

LK was okay. Electrical wirings kinda made me go nuts. Whoever who said LK was easy, think again.

Me: *hands in work*
Teacher: Eh, kenapa tak siap ni?
Me: Esok cikgu, dah tak le buat. *runs away before she says anything*

Kawad was okay. Not great but better. It started of not in the best way. Yes, a lot of people saw me screaming at them and all. But its not my fault, they just keep forgetting the only rule of PBSM Marching: Never, Ever Piss Me Off.

We started the formation. Like finally. We most probably are like the last squad to start it. And time went on so fast, it kinda pissed me off.

To the marchers,
I'm so sorry you only got your break at 4 o'clock. I promise, it wouldn't happen again.

To Vanessa and Kar Mun,
I'm so sorry that you guys didn't even have time to eat lunch because you were selling stuff. Very sorry.

Formation shall be good by Saturday. I just hope the marchers actually come. because you can postponed you tuition class but you CANNOT postpone Sports Day. Btw, raptai's on Monday. :/

That's all for now. Chao :)

Red + White equals to
impossible is nothing

p/s: Do they still want badan beruniform to do bendera kejohanan? Because i'm running low on people.
p/s/s: Amirul, your lucky I am a kind of person who forgives people easily.

For My Marchers,

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Wed, 03 Feb 2010 14:48:00 +0000

Whatcha' Say?

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Wed, 03 Feb 2010 11:52:00 +0000

1. Kelab Cegah Jenayah Camp in February.

2. Prefects Camp in March.

3. PBSM Camp in April.

Right now, I'm just hoping that I can go for all. Especially the one in March - because I think I've already waited long enough.

The Cegah Jenayah camp, won't be much of a camp though. But it shall be okay. Teachers plan is not that bad, because we are trying to do some sort of counselling here. The only thing is that it's scheduled for the weekend before Intervensi 2, and the weekend after that is Prefects Camp. :( im afraid it will kacau my intervensi and I might not have the energy for camp - If I do go.

My lontar peluru sucked. I can't believe it took up my whole time after school and I only threw THAT far. :/ But kawad was way better today. Although when I went there it was after four, so half my squad was gone.

Squad: KIRI, KIRI, KIRI, KANAN, KIRI...
Pn. N.: OI, BISING LA!
Squad: KIRI, KIRI, KIRI, KANAN, KIRI...

Because we love the Echos.... :p

Red + White equals to
losing just got mighty OLD.

p/s: I just found out that there is a countdown to sports day on the school portal.
-_____- WHY DID THEY HAVE TO DO THAT?
p/s/s: MARCHERS, you better come tomorrow!
p/s/s/s: Amirul, get better soon!

Sick and Tired of you guys

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Tue, 02 Feb 2010 10:09:00 +0000

I shall refrain myself from blogging about kawad today.

Because it makes my blog emo.

School was fine. We went through BM paper. I got an extra mark, only to realise that it doesn't make much of a change in my marks at the end of it. See, it increased my mark by 0.4%, just 0.1% more and I would have had a higher mark. -_- Then Add maths, and yes form five add maths is much better that form four add maths. MUCH better.

We did our Oral today. "How to go through your job interview - A Guide To Success." Teacher said it was good. :D So I'm really happy. And its one more thing I don't have to worry about anymore. :D After English was Civics, which was spent calming myself down, and then Moral.

Lontar peluru got postponed to tomorrow D: So now I have to stayback for three things tomorrow - EdBoard Meeting, Lontar Peluru and PBSM. And I have to run from one place to another D: I just hope I survive it.

After next thursday I shall focus on other PBSM stuff. The courses, the trips and of course The CAMP. Its kinda planned, I got a good camp place, good price and good plans :p Now I only have to find a date. For some reason every weekend in April seems to have already been taken. When's PRS Camp ah??

That's all for now, because SPM is in 292 days. Chao :)

Time is running out

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Mon, 01 Feb 2010 06:57:00 +0000

"Things We Forget" is keeping me inspired.

Today hasn't really been a great day. I usually wake up to a song on the radio (my alarm is a radio alarm), but today I didn't wake up to a song, I woke up to yesterday's score. -_____-

I woke up kinda early for a public holiday. My dad planned to go surprise my niece and nephew at their school during their recess, but then we got delayed so we didn't go. :( Which was annoying, because I really hate getting ready for something and at the end of it's plan cancelled. Their recess was at 9:30 -_- This is seriously something I really miss about primary school.

The rest of the day was spent sleeping. I slept, my mum woke me up, I went to wash my face, and before I know it, I'm sleeping again. I honestly never believed that washing your face will get rid of sleep. My mum is kinda making a fuss now because I'm being very tired at home.

As much as I want sports day to end fast (because I really, really don't wanna march anymore), I also think all the squads deserve more time. Because i need more time on the formation. Really, really need MORE TIME.

And when sports day ends, I can focus on other stuff. And PBSM can move out of kawad for some time. Right now, I'm looking forward to two stuff: Prefects Camp, and PBSM Camp. PBSM Camp shall be finalised soon guys. I really want to have it this year. Because if I can't make us rule kawad, I will make us rule everything else.

Because what seems to be the problem of our school is that they always, ALWAYS, judge the badan beruniforms based on Kawad. It may be good for KRS, or Kadet Polis but PBSM is not based on Kawad. It's not our thing. It's even not Scouts thing. Theirs is camping, ours is Medics, amd lots more but not marching!

MARCHERS, COME FOR PRACTICE!!!

There's lontar peluru tomorrow. To be honest, I only joined so that Cik Azwa wont force me in. Volunteering is always a better option. I don't even think I have the energy to throw that thing. This also means less time with my marching squad.

Shall be going out soon for some buy some PBSM stuff. Chao :)

Red + White equals to
One more victory

Things We Forget

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Sun, 31 Jan 2010 04:21:00 +0000

Since the weekends are the only time where I can actually sit online without much to worry about, I shall make the most of it to update my almost dying blog. I really wanna change the layout but new layout shall only come after Sports Day. Till then, its Red + White.

I'm kinda pissed at my dad because he did some disk cleaner thinghy on the pc, and now I have re-log in to all my sites. Yes, I don't log out. Not safe I know, but i'm really lazy. And I have to type full URLs now, since the browsing history is deleted :/

Btw, I ended up at this guys blog. He puts stuff on post it notes and paste it around Singapore. Jobless but what he write are really good.

For more of this, click here to go to his site.

This for some unknown reason keeps me going. Because I'm not giving up on my marching squad. Even though we are getting nowhere at the moment. I'm not running away guys, i'm not quiting no matter what I said. Because I'm trying to prove myself here, and I don't wanna fail in doing that.

Minus the kawadness.

So this is the time when everyone is just talking about their future. Yup in less than a year, I shall be out of school. It seems so fast, like we just entered form one and soon we are gonna leave. It's all about the planning now. Plan, plan, plan. Well, to be honest, I'm a good planner, but I suck at sticking to the plan. Especially when I comes to studies.

The plan:
9A+ for SPM
A-Levels at Taylors (Jan Intake) Subjects most prob. Maths, Econs and Computing.
By March when results comes out apply for the Taylors World Class Scholarship.
in 18 months, finish A-Levels hopefully with straight As.
If I didn't get the Taylors Scholarship, then I will apply others, If can, the ones that sends you overseas.
Enrol in Bsc. of Computer Science.
And then in 3 years time I get a degree.
Experience is a very important thing. So I shall get a job first.
[Warning: The ambitious part of me is coming]
After a while, I shall start my own software company.
I shall make a lot of money and be richer than Bill Gates. :p

I warned you it was ambitious. But seriously that has been my dream since I was twelve. -_-

*When I was twelve*
Me: One day I wanna own Microsoft.
Dad: You wouldn't even afford the toilet.
Me: -_____-

Well, I'm good at proving people wrong. and yes, I remember what my dad told me when I was twelve. Call it good memory, but I like calling it this: When you insult me, I never, never forget it.

Red + White equals to
I don't like to see my dreams go down the drains.

I Love KL

noreply@blogger.com (Shiva Narrthine) — Sat, 30 Jan 2010 07:09:00 +0000

Why you ask??

Because KL is part of the Federal Territory.
And because of that, Monday is a holiday.

Thank god for that. I really needed a break. Then when we come back to school on Tuesday, I bet everyone will start panicking already - because Sports Day is in less than 2 weeks.

And I just realised that we(form fives) shall be doing a lot of things for the final time this year.

We had our last January in school on Friday.
We will be going for our last Sports Day in two weeks
We will be marching for the last time
Last Prefects Camp
This is my last sports day with PBSM
My last time being a medic
My last time entering the stadium hungry for victory
This is my last thing to give to PBSM
My last contribution on sports day for PBSM
My last time to have a chance to win that trophy

because, winning last year was NOT enough.

and yes, I just realised that we will be retiring. Shall be looking forward to it, but I have to agree with Alia, no matter how much we get scolded, or how much people complain, no matter how much we complain ourselves, or much we hate doing stuff, I will miss being a prefect when I retire. Because I treat prefect work like a daily routine.

Anyways school yesterday was fine. Talk by uncle Astaman in the morning. I'm gonna work like crap for that 500 bucks. It's a lot of money. The picture at the end is still very funny. Right Alia?

Well, the whole of yesterday I was walking around school and 90% of the people who saw me said I need sleep. They we're right. I was gonna sleep anytime in class yesterday. Forced myself to stay awake. I had to stay back between 12.30 till when kawad started at 2.30. Thank you Fadzlin for giving me excess to the Prefects Room. Had a good rest. and then kawad.

Yesterday was a better Friday marching day. 12 people came. Half of my marching squad but i'm not complaining, I usually get 6 marchers on a Friday. They marched quite well except the fact that they tried to cheat me by using the echo in the Foyer. We finished at 4 instead of 4.30 (as usual) and then I lepaked with the Merah squad. It was raining heavily and all of us we trying to keep ourselves away from the rain. Not good to fall sick now with sports day in 2 weeks.

And that was when Ashraf came up with a brilliant plan. Merah and Hijau gabung and we made paper boats. Gila fun, all of us were like small kids :) My boat sank though, because of the water pressure. :/ but it was still damn fun. Thanks Ashraf! Got wet while doing that though. :p

There is a lot to do in this long weekend break. First up, the truck load of homework we have. It's 50% completed. Next there is another load of PBSM stuff, kawad planning, formation, and I have to find a place for camp. I really malas call people up. Then I shall go hunting for I.U. sponsors, because we can't let Ash do everything herself. Then I shall prepare myself for lontar peluru on Tuesday. I don't even know why am I in it. and lastly (most important also), GET SLEEP! It's another busy week ahead.

Tue: Kawad, Lontar Peluru, LK Extra Class.
Wed: PBSM, Kawad, EdBoard Meeting.
Thur: Kawad, LK Extra Class, Possibilities of a Prefects Meeting.
Fri: Kawad, Finalise Medic boxes.

That's all for now :)

Red + White equals to
I can't do this alone guys.