A Journey with Hoovstir - Simple Thoughts

New Eyes to See

2011-10-01T14:43:00.000-07:00

Have you ever stopped and thought about our ability to use our eye's to see? Our eyes are amazing tools...gifts to give us joy beyond our imagination.

Ok, bear with me for a few moments as I get to the scientific with facts to explain my train of thought for this blog.

Let's begin with a definition as sited from: Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eye

"Eyes are organs that detect light, and convert it to electro-chemical impulses in neurons. The simplest photoreceptorsin conscious vision connect light to movement. In higher organisms the eye is a complex optical system which collects light from the surrounding environment; regulates its intensity through a diaphragm; focuses it through an adjustable assembly of lenses to form an image; converts this image into a set of electrical signals; and transmits these signals to the brain, through complex neural pathways that connect the eye, via the optic nerve, to the visual cortex and other areas of the brain. Eyes with resolving power have come in ten fundamentally different forms, and 96% of animal species possess a complex optical system.^[1] Image-resolving eyes are present in molluscs, chordates and arthropods.^[2]

The simplest "eyes", such as those in microorganisms, do nothing but detect whether the surroundings are light or dark, which is sufficient for the entrainment of circadian rhythms. From more complex eyes, retinal photosensitive ganglion cells send signals along the retinohypothalamic tract to the suprachiasmatic nuclei to effect circadian adjustment."

Therefore, as you read above, our eyes detect "light". In absolute darkness, there can be no sight. If we lived in complete darkness, no color… we would be blind.

"The human eye is an organ which reacts to light for several purposes.

As a conscious sense organ, the eye allows vision. Rod and cone cells in the retina allow conscious light perception and vision including color differentiation and the perception of depth. The human eye can distinguish about 10 million colors.^[1]

"In common with the eyes of other mammals, the human eye's non-image-forming photosensitive ganglion cells in the retina receive the light signals which affect adjustment of the size of the pupil, regulation and suppression of the hormone melatonin and entrainment of the body clock."

As you read the above facts, it is clear that "light" not only allows us to visually see, but it also allows us to see in color. Thus, it is fair to say, without "light”, we couldn't see in color, the fact is we couldn't even see details at all. There would be no color...all would be black and dark. Did you realize we would not see shadows if there was not even a slightest ray of light.

Okay now, is this just our perception or is it fact? Did you know we do have visual perception? Notice how visual perception depends on light.

"Visual perception is the ability to interpret information and surroundings from the effects of visible light reaching the eye. The resulting perception is also known as eyesight, sight, or vision (adjectival form: visual, optical, or ocular). The various physiological components involved in vision are referred to collectively as the visual system, and are the focus of much research in psychology, cognitive science, neuroscience, and molecular biology."

"The visual system is the part of the central nervous system which enables organisms to process visual detail, as well as enabling several non-image forming photo response functions. It interprets information from visible light to build a representation of the surrounding world. The visual system accomplishes a number of complex tasks, including the reception of light and the formation of monocular representations; the construction of a binocular perception from a pair of two dimensional projections; the identification and categorization of visual objects; assessing distances to and between objects; and guiding body movements in relation to visual objects. The psychological manifestation of visual information is known as visual perception, a lack of which is called blindness. Non-image forming visual functions, independent of visual perception, includes the pupillary light reflex (PLR) and circadian photoentrainment."

WOW! Our eyes and their visual capabilities are amazing...such a complex amazing gift to us. Thus, without "light" they would be little use to us.

"Light or visible light is the portion of electromagnetic radiation that is visible to the human eye, responsible for the sense of sight. Visible light has a wavelength in a range from about 380 or 400 nanometres to about 760 or 780 nm,^[1] with a frequency range of about 405 THz to 790 THz. In physics, the term light often comprises the adjacent radiation regions of infrared (at lower frequencies) and ultraviolet (at higher), not visible to the human eye.^{[2][3]" ****}http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Light

However, not ALL light is visible to the human eye even though without those hidden wavelengths combined with the others seeing color would be impossible. Can you wrap your mind around this concept? Take a moment and let that sink in...Stand in awe of this wondrous gift God has given us!

Okay, now think about this fact, God says He is light and in Him, there is no darkness at all.
"This is the message we have heard from him and declare to you: God is light; in him there is no darkness at all."
1 John 1:4-6

"Therefore judge nothing before the appointed time; wait until the Lord comes. He will bring to light what is hidden in darkness and will expose the motives of the heart. At that time each will receive their praise from God."
1 Corinthians 4:4-6

"Who is among you that fears the LORD that obeys the voice of His servant, that walks in darkness and has no light? Let him trust in the name of the LORD and rely on his God."
Isaiah 50:9-11

"Therefore judge nothing before the appointed time; wait until the Lord comes. He will bring to light what is hidden in darkness and will expose the motives of the heart. At that time each will receive their praise from God."
1 Corinthians 4:4-6

So God uses "light" in a sense, so we can see and compare "good" and "evil". So we can truly perceive what is "light". It shows us that when we are "in Him" we can see all that is in the "light" (good/truth) and helps us to concern what is "darkness" (bad/evil). The last verse tells us the light exposes the motives of the heart. It allows us to "see" in a different way. It allows us to have "spiritual sight" and wisdom, relating to the matters of the heart. Amazing! We have two kinds of sight!

WOW! How amazing is that? Therefore, when we speak of light and darkness we are not always talking about the physical aspect that we see with our eyes.

O.K. let us take it a step future and look at the parts of the eye as well as the issues surrounding vision. As you know, there are things the evil one will use and has used to trip us up in our walk of sight as well as in our spiritual walk. God has made us with abilities so awesome that is it worth really looking at how wonderfully we have been created. Again, please bear with me through these scientific facts.

NOTE: First, please allow me to say, THANKS to: http://www.terrybondsod.com/eye-health/eye-anatomy.html for the information and diagrams.

In high school biology we studied the anatomy of the eye. If you do not recall what you learned, here is something to help refresh your mind. You can call it your refresher course without the pop quiz afterwards!

CORNEA:	Transparent front segment of the eye that covers iris, pupil, and anterior chamber, and provides most of an eye's optical power.
PUPIL:	Variable-sized, circular opening in center of iris; it appears as a black circle and it regulates the amount of light that enters the eye.
IRIS:	Pigmented tissue lying behind cornea that (1) gives color to the eye, and (2) controls amount of light entering the eye by varying size of black pupillary opening; separates the anterior chamber from the posterior chamber.
LENS:	Natural lens of eye; transparent intraocular tissue that helps bring rays of light to focus on the retina.
RETINA:	Part of the eye that converts images into electrical impulses sent along the optic nerve for transmission back to the brain. Consists of many named layers that include rods and cones.
MACULA:	Small, specialized central area of the retina responsible for acute central vision.
VITREOUS:	Transparent, colorless, gelatinous mass; fills rear two-thirds of the interior of the eyeball, between the lens and the retina.
OPTIC NERVE:	Largest sensory nerve of the eye; carries impulses for sight from retina to brain.
SCLERA:	The white of the eye; a protective fibrous outer layer covers all of the eyeball except for the part covered by the cornea.
CILIARY BODY:	A muscular ring under the surface of the eyeball; helps the eye focus by changing the len’s shape and also produces aqueous humor.
CHOROID:	The vascular layer between the sclera and the retina; the blood vessels in the choroid help provide oxygen and nutrients to the eye.

I know, all this is so scientific but I just want you to "see" how amazingly our God has made our eyes. Such a small organ with such incredible capabilities! If something goes wrong with any part of the eye our vision is then in fact impaired. So let us briefly look at our eye health and the list of ways our eyes can fail.

THANKS to: Eye Health as sited on: http://www.theeyeinstitute.com.au/eye-health-a-z

as found under: Eye Health A-Z

In this section, you can find information on a variety of eye conditions, and about how the eye works. Scroll down to find the condition you'd like to know more about.

Anophthalmos - Loss of one eye	It is very rare to be born with an eye missing, but an eye can be lost at any time in life due to trauma, infection or disease. Click the following link to read more on Anophthalmos - Loss of one eye
Astigmatism	Astigmatism means that the front of the eye is not entirely spherical like a soccer ball, but shaped more like a football, (ie. it is not equally curved in all places). This means that the rays of light are bent unequally, therefore giving a distorted or blurred image at all distances. In order to learn more about Astigmatism, follow the link.
Blepharitis	Blepharitis is a common and persistent inflammation of the eyelids. Symptoms include irritation, itching, and occasionally a red eye. Follow the link Blepharitis to learn more.
Blocked Tear Ducts	Up to 20 percent of babies have blockages of one or both tear ducts when they are born, causing watery eyes and sometimes eye infections. The condition may be cured by daily massaging of the side of the nose, which increases the fluid pressure and forces the tear duct to open. Learn more about Blocked Tear Ducts by following the link.
Cataracts	If you have been diagnosed as having a cataract, there is no need to worry. Cataracts are not unusual. They frequently occur as part of the eye's ageing process. However, with cataracts it is possible to turn back the clock. Click the link to learn more about Cataracts.
Conjunctivitis	Conjunctivitis is the term used to describe inflammation of the conjunctiva. In ordinary terms, conjunctivitis is simply the most common cause of red or "pink" eye. Learn more about Conjunctivitis by clicking the link.
Corneal Abrasions and Erosions	A corneal abrasion is an injury to the epithelium. Abrasions are painful. Common causes of corneal abrasions include problems from contact lenses, fingernails, paper cuts, tree or bush limbs or rubbing of the eye. Click the link to learn more about Corneal Abrasions and Erosions.
Cystoid Macula Oedema	Cystoid macula oedema, commonly called CME, is a painless disorder which affects the retina, the light-sensitive inner lining of the eye. When this condition is present, clear fluid fills multiple cyst-like (cystoid) formations in the macula, the portion of the retina responsible for central or "straight ahead" vision. By clicking the link Cystoid Macula Oedema, you can learn more.
Droopy Eyelids	Your eyes, framed by their lids and brows, may well be the first thing people notice about your face. Over time, the eyelids and even the eyebrows can become 'droopy' or 'baggy' as the skin stretches, muscles weaken and fat pockets bulge. Learn more about Droopy Eyelids by clicking the link.
Eyelid Skin Cancer	Skin cancer can occur on the skin of the eyelid or area surrounding the eye. Usually, the cancers appear as painless elevations or nodules. To read more about Eyelid Skin Cancer, click the link.
Glaucoma	Glaucoma is a group of diseases that can damage your eye's optic nerve and result in vision loss and blindness. It is one of the leading causes of blindness in Australia, affecting approximately 3% of the population.Read more about Glaucoma by clicking the link.
Herpes Simplex of the Eye	Herpes simplex is a virus that infects the skin, mucous membranes, and nerves. There are two major types of herpes simplex virus (HSV). Type I is the most common and is responsible for herpes simplex eye disease and the familiar "cold sore" or "fever blister". Learn more about Herpes Simplex of the Eye by clicking the link.
Hyperopia - Long Sightedness	Hyperopia is caused by one or a combination of the following: flat cornea and short eyeball. Read more about Hyperopia and Long Sightedness by following the links.
Injuries	Orbital trauma is a general term used to describe injuries to the bones surrounding the eye (orbit), the tissues surrounding the eye or the eye itself. To learn more about Injuries of the Eye, follow the link.
Keratoconus	Keratoconus, sometimes called conical cornea, is a condition causing poor vision and it affects many young Australians. This condition varies from extremely mild (with little or no effect on vision) to quite severe with a marked reduction in vision. Read more about Keratoconus by following the link.
Lagophthalmos	Lagophthalmos is inability to fully close the upper eyelid with diminished ability to blink and impairment of the tear duct pumping system. Normally each blink spreads the tear film over the eye's surface, allowing a continuous layer of moisture. Learn more about Lagophthalmos by clicking the link.
Monovision	Reading glasses are a fact of life for most people over 45, but many people find them extremely inconvenient. If this sounds like you, you may be suitable for a form of vision correction called monovision. Learn more about Monovision by clicking the link.
Myopia - Short Sightedness	Myopia is caused by one or a combination of the following: steep cornea, long eyeball or a powerful lens. Consequently, light rays focus in front of the retina, instead of directly on it. Read more about Myopia and Short Sightedness by following the links.
Nystagmus	Nystagmus appears as an involuntary constant movement of the eyes. The eyes appear to 'dance', 'shake' or 'jump' around. Nystagmus usually means that there is a problem with the eyes or the brain. Click the link to learn more about Nystagmus.
Presbyopia	Presbyopia occurs in all adults approximately 45 years or older. Presbyopia is a natural ageing process of the lens inside the eye. Click the link to learn more about Presbyopia.
Pterygium	A pterygium is a form of scar tissue with blood vessels, which grows towards the cornea, then into the cornea. It can be a source of irritation and redness, which can flare up from time to time, it can be a cosmetic problem, and occasionally it can lead to visual distortion by altering corneal shape. Learn more about Pterygium by clicking the link.
Ptosis	Ptosis is drooping of the upper eyelid. The lid may droop slightly or it may completely cover the pupil. The drooping eyelid can obstruct normal vision. When present at birth, ptosis is usually due to poor development of the muscle that lifts the lid. Click the link to learn more about Ptosis.
Strabismus - Squint or Turned Eye	Normally, both eyes work together to look at the same object. The brain then fuses the two pictures into a single three-dimensional image, giving us depth perception. Strabismus is a condition in which the eyes are misaligned and point in different directions. Read more about Strabismus Squint or Turned Eye by clicking the link.
Tumours of the Eye	Orbital tumours can occur in the bones of the eye socket, the eye ball, eye muscles, optic nerve and fat filling the spaces in between. Tumours from the surrounding sinuses, brain and nasal cavity may also invade the orbit. Orbital tumours affect people of all ages, and are usually benign. To learn more about Tumours of the Eye, follow the link.

Also, see: http://www.online-eye-info.com/
It provides Eye Disorder Definitions and explanations too.

Okay enough of all this science of the eye stuff. Bottom line, we must take care of our eye sight so we can see clearly. Many of us, me included, must wear glasses to correct our vision. The same is true with our "spiritual eye sight". Without God and His Word, we cannot correct our "spiritual sight" and as a result, we will stumble and fall in the darkness.

The fact is, there is so much more we could learn about our eyes but I think you get the idea that our eyes our important in everyday life and we need our visual perception too. So what about people who are blind?

Blindness defined as the condition of lacking visual perception due to physiological or neurological factors.

Interestingly enough, approximately ten percent of those deemed legally blind, by any measure, have no vision. The rest have some vision, from light perception alone to relatively good acuity.

Yet, as a blind person practices and uses their other “senses” -it is as if they "see" their environment better than a sighted person does. They pay attention to more details around them, even though so much is missing. These skills were not attained over night. They had to practice and train their brain to "see" in a new way.

As Christians we too, must practice and learn the skill of "spiritual sight" to help guide us through life and avoid the darkness. Thanks be to God He has given us "spiritual sight" one of the ways to navigate our way through life.

As you know, a person who has visually loss their sight can no long view "color" and the objects around them. This may cause "fear", especially if they once had sight and suddenly loss it. Yet, God offers hope through our ability to "see" through His eyes. However, again this takes work and practice. God wants us to "see" and know His hope for us.

A visual person who has loss their ability to "see spiritually" and hear God's still small voice can become fearful too. Without our ability to "see" through God's eyes leads us to fear the things of this life causing us to lose hope.
However, II Timothy 1:7 says,
"God has not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind."

I John 4:18 says,
"There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear: because fear has torment. He that fears is not made perfect in love."

NOTE: These scriptures may look like they are contradictions to Jesus' statement here; however, they are not.

There are two kinds of fear. The American Heritage Dictionary defines fear as "a feeling of alarm or disquiet caused by the expectation of danger, pain, disaster, or the like; terror; dread; apprehension." It also defines fear as "extreme reverence or awe, as toward a supreme power.”

WOW! So there are different sorts of "fear" just as there are different kinds of sight. Okay, hold on, where am I going with all this? Bottom line, it ALL comes now to our relationship with God and placing His Word into our heart and mind in order to "see" clearly. It is in appreciating all God has given us that our eyes are opened. It is taking the time to use the ability of our human senses and our "spiritual sight" to grasp the meaning of all God has for us.

We must open our eyes and chose to see beauty in God's creation...To choose to see the good in people and in everyday situations...To choose to use the abilities God has given us to bear fruit...To be a light unto a hurting world.

We can choose to feed our mind negative judgmental thoughts and point fingers at others. Yes, we can choose to "see" others and the situations in this world through the eyes of darkness or to use our "sight" to find the blessings in life...to "see" life in full color, putting aside what the evil one has meant for harm. The scripture says,
“Do not judge, or you too will be judged."
Matthew 7:1

"For with what judgment you judge, you will be judged; and with the measure you use, it will be measured back to you."
Matthew 7:2

“Do not judge, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven."
Luke 6:36-38

He reminds us He is the one to be judge. He will work all things for our good if we love Him.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose."
Romans 8:28

"I said in my heart,“ God shall judge the righteous and the wicked, For there is a time there for every purpose and for every work.”
Ecclesiastes 3:17

"Therefore judge nothing before the time, until the Lord comes, who will both bring to light the hidden things of darkness and reveal the counsels of the hearts. Then each one’s praise will come from God."
1 Corinthians 4:5

Therefore, we must leave the judgment to God and see the world through new eyes. God has blessed us with eyes to see many things. So ask yourself, "When I look at a bum on the street do I judge him/her? So I ask myself, when I see someone different than myself (culturally, in life values, dress or with poor speak or disabilities) do I judge them?" If you are honest with yourself, as I must be, you will answer, "Yes."

I know I have viewed others with judgmental eyes in the past and at times still do. It is our human nature to look at a person through our human eyes instead of the eyes of God. Slowly, I am learning to "see" others as God's children in need of His love. God is teaching me to stop and think when I find my eyes causing me to sin through judgment. I must make the choice of how I use the gift sight. I must ask Him each day to continue teaching me to stop and pray, asking Him to give me new eyes, His heart of compassion, His vision.

I continue to ask Him to grant me wisdom to bless other people and let God's light shine forth. I want to "see" with His eyes so I may reach out and touch this hurting world. However, this is not easy and it all takes time and practice. However, as I learn and put this skill into practice, believe me; the blessings that come back are incredible! I truly want His true colors to shine through me. I desire my heart, mind and eyes to be open to see others through His eyes.

We must allow God to be the judge of others. We must ask Him to see others through His eyes. Thus, it is our choice to "see" darkness or light. We can use our ability to "see" or good or for evil. The way we choose to see others in this world in a choice. Yes, there is no doubt, there are those who harm others and do wrong to us or our families, yet God still has a heart for them. He tells us He longs for no one to be lost, but all to be saved. It is up to us whether we condemn them or become a light in the darkness so they might see the truth.

God's word tells us,

"And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God."
Romans 12:2

"...that you put off, concerning your former conduct, the old man which grows corrupt according to the deceitful lusts, and be renewed in the spirit of your mind, and that you put on the new man which was created according to God, in true righteousness and holiness."
Ephesians 4:22-24

So it could be said, when we walk with "spiritual sight" we walk in the light of God. We renew our minds and see with new eyes. We shine forth His light into the darkness in order to allow others to "see" the goodness of God...to allow others to see and enjoy the beauty God has create for all of us.

God tells us:

“You are the light of the world A city that is set on a hill cannot be hidden."
Matthew 5:14

Will you join with me and let your "light" shine? Will you allow others to "see" the beauty God has created? Only the light allows us to see in full color, to see all the details, so will you take the time to appreciate the gift He has given us? What are your visual issues? Do you need a new lens? Will you allow God to give you new sight? Are you willing to learn to see the world and others through His eyes?

As you take the time to think on these questions. Go to the following link and enjoy the "gift of sight" God has given us...Hold on to the fact, God is "light" in Him is no darkness at all...Think on these things and be changed...Enjoy all the beauty His created around us.

http://www.greatdanepro.com/Just%20Colors/index.htm

May His JOY tickle your heart always as you see with new eyes and dance in the light of His LOVE! Receive all the blessings He has in store for you as you learn to truly see. May His "sight" be your "sight" --Let His "light" make a way for you so you might not stumble in darkness. So now let's put on our new glasses and see the world and others clearly in vivid color...Look and see the way God intended us too! Your new lens a while for you...It is a whole new world...Let His light shine! Open wide your eyes--see with new eyes!

Be blessed! ENJOY!

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My Unique Quotes and More...

2011-07-17T19:12:00.000-07:00

This is to let you know and apologize for the delay in writing my blog...So this is to say, "I am sorry, but so much has been happening in life that my new blog has not progressed...so I thought it would be nice to share my own personal quotes as well as a few of my favorite verses. It is my hope that these quotes will inspire you, encourage your heart and give you something to think about. May you be blessed!" ENJOY!

* May His JOY tickle your heart as your dance in the light of His LOVE in spite of circumstance. (by me)

* As you journey in this life grow in understanding, gain wisdom and learn from each trial, for it will make you strong. NEVER give up for God is there and ALL the angels of heaven are cheering for you! (by me)

* NEVER give up and ALWAYS do your personal best...LEARN from your mistakes - they are important tools of life for without mistakes there is no progress, no amazing inventions and no gain as the unique person you are! (by me)

* NEVER stop learning...I will never stop learning...to stop learning is death. (by me)

* Let the simple pleasures of life tickle your heart...find things to SMILE at and make LAUGHTER like the air you breathe! (by me)

* When someone hurts you know first that they are in pain...find the root of their pain and you will mend a broken heart and gain a friend. (by me)

* When someone makes you angry take a deep breath and then respond out of love instead of reacting out of anger. It is your choice "react" or "respond". (by me)

* "Reacting" closes doors and hurts hearts while "Responding" opens doors and mends hearts. (by me)

* Soak in the sunshine, let it surround you like a blanket. Soak up the rain, let it wash away your pain and sadness like water for your soul. Let the rain water your soul so it may live again as it recalls the warm blanket of sunshine that will return once again. There is ALWAYS HOPE! (by me)

* We each have a bridge to cross, A cross to carry, Something to be Endured with Patience - A Whole Heart Full Of Patience. You WILL make it through...Don't lose HOPE and continue to Trust for God will carry YOU!

" If you expect the best, you will be the best. Learn to use one of the most powerful laws in this world; change your mental habits to belief instead of disbelief. Learn to expect, not to doubt. In so doing, you bring everything into the realm of possibility."-Norman Vincent Peale

* "For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
Jeremiah 29:11

* "Take delight in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart."
Psalm 37:4

* "May he give you the desire of your heart and make all your plans succeed."
Psalm 20:4

* "For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind."
2 Timothy 1:7

It is my hope that these quotes have blessed you...May God's hand of blessing be upon you each and everyday...

A Blog is coming....

2011-05-16T16:50:00.000-07:00

A new blog is in progress...it is a very detailed, "science sort of blog"...I have been reworking it for months...THANKS so much for your patience!

I thank you for your support and prayers as I prayerfully write these blogs in hopes they will touch the hearts of many.

Blessings on you as you wait...

May His JOY tickle your heart always as you dance in the light of His LOVE in spite of circumstance!
~Laurie

Hmmmmm...Senior moment?

2011-02-27T23:11:00.000-08:00

So how often do you have a senior moment? I had to stop and think about it when I received the following email from my great uncle.

"This morning I got my newspaper from outside and went to the microwave and punched up one minute to heat up my coffee.

Unfortunately at that moment, I realize something...I forgot to put the coffee in the microwave!

This was a record moment, but at least I remembered to get the coffee out of the microwave after I had heated it...which I frequently do!

As opposed to the norm, instead looking at this in a negative way I had to start laughing...not all senior moments are that big a deal!?"

After reading his experience, I began to chuckle. But soon found myself reflecting on the senior moments I knew about in my life. So I decided to email him back with the following recollection:

I love this story Uncle Wayne! Thanks for sharing your senior moment! You can ask my dad about the time when he was thinking he was putting the juice away. However, instead he was put his eyeglasses in the refrigerator. On the other hand, ever better yet here is one of mine. I was needing to take something, (which I cannot remember what that something was ---TEEEE HEEE-another senior moment in progress...yikeeeees)...anyway, I was wanting to take something downstairs (which is a BIG chores because of my muscle and balance issues)... I proceeded to go downstairs but once I was, there I could not remember why I was there so started doing laundry. Once the laundry was started, I went back up and rested a moment. A moment later, I looked up at counter and noticed what it was I needed to take downstairs, so I went to get it but the phone rang. After completing my phone call I remembered I needed to go downstairs for some reason, so I slowly took myself downstairs, however, you guessed it! Once I was down there, I realized could not remember why I was there, so I decided cleaned up my desk. When I completed that task, I went back upstairs to rest, when I spotted what I originally needed to take downstairs. So, of course, I picked it up and cautiously slide myself down the stairs. When I got back down, I could not remember why I was there but noticed I had something in my hand that needed to go down there. Therefore, I decided to take care of it and put it away so I could go rest upstairs. However, once I got up to the top step, I was so exhausted, I sat down to rest right there. When suddenly, you guessed it, I looked up at the counter and remembered why I had gone downstairs. I could not believe I had gone such a thing so I began laughing my head-off! Yes, at last it happened, "whatever it was" finally got downstairs! However, did I tell you, I did forget the laundry? Yep, I found it 3 days smelling like mildew! LOL! NOW that IS a senior moment! Hmmmmmmm, I wonder if I remembered the laundry once I restarted it???? Oh no, here I go again! LOL! :)

So did you SMILE? I hope so!

Love,

~Laurie

P.S. So I guess this also reinforces my need to live in a one level home someday soon. This is certainly true on the days I need a wheelchair too! That part isn't that funny, but I must laugh and make the best of all of it! So I hope you laughed with me!

Well, I hope you enjoyed knowing about my "senior moment"! May your days be blessed and your evenings too! Hmmmmm...your senior moments too!

Love

2011-02-25T18:30:00.000-08:00

Love has many personal definitions, as well as the dictionary definition. My personal experiences have shown me there are many feelings attached to it. Love is a powerful word evoking strong emotions either good or bad. So let’s begin by looking at the definition from Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia online:

Love is an emotion of strong affection and personal attachment.^[1] In philosophical context, love is a virtue representing all of human kindness, compassion, and affection. In some religious contexts, love is not just a virtue, but the basis for all being, as in the Christian phrase, "God is love" or Agape in the Canonical gospels.^[2] Love may also be described as actions towards others (or oneself) based on compassion.^[3] Or as actions towards others based on affection.^[4]
In English, the word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure ("I loved that meal") to intense interpersonal attraction ("I love my partner"). "Love" can also refer specifically to the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love, to the sexual love of eros (cf. Greek words for love), to the emotional closeness of familial love, or to the platonic love that defines friendship,^[5] to the profound oneness or devotion of religious love. ^[6] This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.
Love in its various forms acts as a major facilitator of interpersonal relationships and, owing to its central psychological importance, is one of the most common themes in the creative arts.
Science defines what could be understood as love as an evolved state of the survival instinct, primarily used to keep human beings together against menaces and to facilitate the continuation of the species through reproduction.^[7]
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Much of this definition make sense as I reflect on my life and as I relate it to my own personal experiences. However, the actual process of learning about love has been an ongoing journey, a journey of pain as well as a journey of joy.

There was a time in my life that I had very little understanding of love. As a new little life in this great big world, I experienced bits and pieces of love. However, many negative experiences from abuse confused my understanding of love. I grew up not really feeling truly loved, so I searched to find the true meaning of love. Little did I know just how important it was to learn to love and accept myself before I would truly learn real love.

As a result, my journey took me in many sad directions that only reinforced "more the lack of love" than helping me gain the understanding of the meaning of love. I experienced so much hurt and abuse that the confusion grew. I had no idea of the true meaning of love. A deeper sadness filled my mind and heart. Soon, a wall began to grow, as I began to build it up stone by stone to keep others out. It was the only way to protect my heart from the hurt and pain.

However, not many knew all the hurt and pain I kept hidden inside. I worked hard to keep everyone at an arm’s length, far away from my heart. I did not want to let anyone inside my world or to know my heart. It was way too wounded and needed my wall to protect it. Yet, because I took "to heart" the golden rule, I continued do all I could do to love others, to show compassion and to give others what I lacked in my life. I felt so undeserving of love, yet, longed for it so deeply. I did not want anyone else to go without love.

As time went by, many people tried to love me back, but I continued to reject it. My heart just could not understand the love they were trying to show me. I felt so unworthy to accept their love while at the same time, fearful that if I accepted their love I would only get hurt. Yet, on the other hand, I did not know how to actually accept it. The problem was if I did accept it, I would not know what to do with it. It felt to foreign. All I knew in my heart was that I wanted to "do unto others, as I would have others do unto me."

My life continued to feel so very empty inside although many strived to show me that they loved me. However, the fact was, my heart was still surrounded by the stone wall I had built around my heart and my mind...although I saw it as protection it really was keeping me wounded. So no matter how hard those around me tried to show they cared, I just could not "feel" loved. I sank into a deep depression...to the point I did not want to live.

It was during this a time that a friend offered God as a solution. She told me how God loved me unconditionally and that He understood all my pain. I began to open my heart to God. I pleaded for Him to help me learn the meaning of love. But sadly, more trials poured into my life, one being that I lost my job and then physically attacked which resulted in a long court trial. So instead of gaining an understanding of love, I felt more pain and hurt...my stone wall grew stronger and taller. I begun to scream out at God saying, "God if this is your love I do not want any part of it!"

Again, those people I had began to let into my life, I began to push aside. I went back into my own world in order to try to block out the hurt and pain. I felt numb...Life did not feel worth living. I knew I did not want to keep going on this way. However, God works in mysterious way, for little did I know, a seed had been planted, it was the seed of God's love. He began tugging at my heart and whispering His message of love into my heart and mind. He wanted me to trust Him and rest in His arms, but I continued to resist and I continued to push Him away.

I figured education would help me understand my life so I began taking classes. I took classes teaching about Family Dynamics and Relationships, as well as Interpersonal relationships. I wanted to understand my life and family and their type of love. I wanted to be sure that I did not carry out the same patterns of what I had learned throughout my life. I wanted to break the cycle of abuse and pain. Strangely enough, the more I began understanding my life and family the more my heart began to open up to "God" and His love.

However, the pain I had endured throughout my life continued to keep my heart and mind walled off. I continued to fight deep depression. I knew I must seek help beyond myself, so I began to get counseling. My counselor opened up her heart to me and presented me with a God who was sad for my suffering. Teaching me how He had been walking with me every step of the way. Showing me He wants to hold and comfort the "little child within" and show that little girl how loves and values who she is...all I must do is accept the gift...the gift of His love.

Through many tears and many more years, my heart finally did learn of love and the greatest love of all, God's love. He did stand by me each step of the way. His patience with me was beyond words. It was clear He had brought many people into my life to be "His hands and feet" to show me the meaning of His love.

It is true that one never stops learning about human love or the love of God. As we journey on we never stop our search for the meaning of love. We continue to learn how to show love, accept love and to live a life that reaches out to others with the love that God has given us to share.
When I read the love chapter in the Bible, I realize how much more I have to learn when it comes to real love. Yet, at the same time, it shows me how "perfect" God's love is for each of us. His love is amazing, just read all that this verse speaks of...for God is Love.

1 Corinthians 13:4-7 NIV
4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

God's Promise for Us: His love will persevere through every situation.

God's love is relentless and consistent. His love for us does not change like shifting shadows, but perseveres through every situation. His love will always surround us, it will always forgive, it will always believe the best about every situation and it will always stay true. He will not keep a record of wrongs or be angry with us. He has hope for our lives. This is the love that God has for us. His love is real.

His love is not like any love we have experienced here on this earth. The fact is, even the love from the most amazing father, mother, brother, sister, friend, spouse, or whoever cannot measure up to the love of our Father God. His love is perfect.

The love of others is only a shadow of the unconditional, everlasting love that God has for each us. God's love is immeasurable. If only we could have, the power to grasp the vastness of the immeasurable love that God has for us. Paul the Apostle prays in Ephesians 3:14-19 for us to be rooted in His love.

14 For this reason I kneel before the Father, 15 from whom every family in heaven and on earth derives its name. 16 I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, 17 so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, 18 may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, 19 and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.

So if God is Love: How does God Define Love?

The Bible tells us that, "God is Love" (see 1 John 4:8). But how can we even begin to understand that truth? There are many passages in the Bible that give us God's definition of love. The most well known verse is John 3:16,

"¹⁶ For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."

So one way God defines love is in the act of giving...giving of oneself. However, the gift God gave was not a mere wrapped present; God sacrificed His only Son so that we, who put our faith in His Son, will have eternal life...so nothing will allow us to be separated from His love. This is an amazing love. Even when we choose to be separated from God, He is patient and waits for us. It is God who mends our separation from Him through His personal sacrifice of His Son. It is up to us...All we have to do is accept His gift.

Just as it was in my own personal life, I continued to push God away. I separated myself from Him and pushed away His love. I viewed love through the hurt and pain I had experienced in my own life. I had to be willing to view love through His eyes and allow Him to touch and heal my heart. It is His love the chipped away at the wall around my heart.

Another verse about God's love is found in Romans 5:8,
"⁸ But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us."

Notice in this verse and in John 3:16 above, we can find no conditions placed on the love God has for us. God's love is unconditional. He does not say, "as soon as you clean up your act, I'll love you;” nor does He say, "I'll sacrifice my Son if you promise to love Me." In fact, in Romans 5:8, we find just the opposite. God wants us to know that His love is unconditional, so He sent His Son, Jesus Christ, to die for us while we were still unlovable with our sins unforgiven. We did not have to "get clean," nor did we have to make any promises to God before we could experience His love. I could have continued to push Him away and He would have just continued to wait. Yes, that is what He did for me, He waited. He waited for me to open my heart and accept His gift...For His love for me and for you has always existed. He did all the giving and sacrificing long before we were even aware that we needed His love. He truly loves us. All of us.

God is Love: It is Unconditional

Can you believe it? Can you let your heart and mind accept the fact, God is Love? His love is very different than human love. God's love is unconditional, and it is not based on feelings or emotions like our human love. He does not base His love for us because we are lovable or because we make Him feel good. He loves us because He is love. His love is perfect. He created each of us to have a loving relationship with Him. He sacrificed His own Son, who willingly died for us, in order to restore our relationship. He does not want puppets...He wants all His children to be all they can be.

This may be hard for you to wrap your mind around. I know it was for me and at times, I still struggle with it. I wonder why would He do such a thing? How can I trust this is true? The fact is we can continue to doubt His love and even push Him away, but He will remain there...patiently waiting with His arms open wide. Yes, I know that all this is true because He has done this for me and I know He will do it for you too. He wants you to know His perfect love.

The fact is, true love only comes through a relationship with him...It is the only way we can learn the true meaning of love. It does not mean that we will not struggle or feel pain. We will continue to journey on learning a little more each step of the way. We must rest in Him and walk with Him. We must learn from Him. He is patient and will be patient to teach each of us, as He loves us each step of the way. It is sort of like the "Footprints" poem where God carries us in His arms of love through all the trials of life...for He is Love! He wants to carry our burdens and fill our hearts with love.

Therefore, with all of that let me leave you with one last passage for God's love can be summed up in this scripture:

"⁷ Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God. ⁸ Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love. ⁹This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son into the world that we might live through him. ¹⁰ This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins. ¹¹ Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another." 1 John 4:7-11

God is love...So may you know I write this blog because no matter who you are I love you. I love you with the love of God. It matters not what you have gone through in this life or the pain you carry. He is here for you. You can give all your pain and hurt to Him. I long for you to know the true meaning of love...the love of God. He longs to know you too...He is there waiting...waiting to give each of us His gift of love...So I leave you with this...

My Child,

You may not know me,
but I know everything about you.
Psalm 139:1
I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
Psalm 139:2
I am familiar with all your ways.
Psalm 139:3
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
Matthew 10:29-31
For you were made in my image.
Genesis 1:27
In me you live and move and have your being.
Acts 17:28
For you are my offspring.
Acts 17:28
I knew you even before you were conceived.
Jeremiah 1:4-5
I chose you when I planned creation.
Ephesians 1:11-12
You were not a mistake,
for all your days are written in my book.
Psalm 139:15-16
I determined the exact time of your birth
and where you would live.
Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Psalm 139:14
I knit you together in your mother's womb.
Psalm 139:13
And brought you forth on the day you were born.
Psalm 71:6
I have been misrepresented
by those who don't know me.
John 8:41-44
I am not distant and angry,
but am the complete expression of love.
1 John 4:16
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.
1 John 3:1
Simply because you are my child
and I am your Father.
1 John 3:1
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.
Matthew 7:11
For I am the perfect father.
Matthew 5:48
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.
James 1:17
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.
Matthew 6:31-33
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.
Jeremiah 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love.
Jeremiah 31:3
My thoughts toward you are countless
as the sand on the seashore.
Psalms 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing.
Zephaniah 3:17
I will never stop doing good to you.
Jeremiah 32:40
For you are my treasured possession.
Exodus 19:5
I desire to establish you
with all my heart and all my soul.
Jeremiah 32:41
And I want to show you great and marvelous things.
Jeremiah 33:3
If you seek me with all your heart,
you will find me.
Deuteronomy 4:29
Delight in me and I will give you
the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4
For it is I who gave you those desires.
Philippians 2:13
I am able to do more for you
than you could possibly imagine.
Ephesians 3:20
For I am your greatest encourager.
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17
I am also the Father who comforts you
in all your troubles.
2 Corinthians 1:3-4
When you are brokenhearted,
I am close to you.
Psalm 34:18
As a shepherd carries a lamb,
I have carried you close to my heart.
Isaiah 40:11
One day I will wipe away
every tear from your eyes.
Revelation 21:3-4
And I'll take away all the pain
you have suffered on this earth.
Revelation 21:3-4
I am your Father, and I love you
even as I love my son, Jesus.
John 17:23
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.
John 17:26
He is the exact representation of my being.
Hebrews 1:3
He came to demonstrate that I am for you,
not against you.
Romans 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression
of my love for you.
1 John 4:10
I gave up everything I loved
that I might gain your love.
Romans 8:31-32
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus,
you receive me.
1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you
from my love again.
Romans 8:38-39
Come home and I'll throw the biggest party
heaven has ever seen.
Luke 15:7
I have always been Father,
and will always be Father.
Ephesians 3:14-15
My question is…
Will you be my child?
John 1:12-13
I am waiting for you.
Luke 15:11-32

Love,
Your Dad, Almighty God

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New Year Pruning

2011-01-04T22:56:00.000-08:00

2010 brought much pruning into my life, perhaps in yours too. It is true, the plants and trees in my yard needed much pruning in order that they continue to flourish and grow in the year to come. However, I am not really speaking of my yard but my own personal life. (I will talk more about that later in my blog.) For you see, the trials and hurdles I have faced have brought about continued change in my life. Yet, I cry out, "How can this make me flourish and grow? How can pruning away at my life be a blessing when it hurts so much?"

If you are like me, you do not always understand why things happen the way they do in our lives. It is hard to see what good can come from anything that hurts so much or causes us to wonder how we can make it through another day. However, here I am...pruned. Pruned down to nothing, at least so it feels. So I ask will I really grow again? Is there an answer? There is a verse that reads:

John 15:2 "Every branch in me that bears no fruit he takes away: and every branch that bear fruit, he prunes it, that it may bring forth more fruit."

This pruning has been interpreted in many ways. The illustration that Jesus is using is one of pruning; therefore, some have said just like pruning trees, this process is very painful. In our lives, God cuts and slashes us through things like sickness, death, poverty, and other forms of tragedy so that eventually we will bear more fruit. He wants to bring about healing in our lives and so in order to do so He must take away those things that are road blocks or that hold us back. This view means it is necessary for us to suffer, if we want to bear more fruit.

Yet, even though there is an element of truth in this way of thinking, it is not totally consistent with the rest of God's Word or even the context of this verse. The text says that the pruning that Jesus speaks of is done through the Word that He has spoken unto us, or the Word He has giving to us. He does want to bring healing into our lives and He does want us to bear more fruit. So what is the Word He speaks unto us?

2 Timothy 3:16-17 says that God's Word was given to us "for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, and for instruction in righteousness: Therefore the followers of God may be perfected and thoroughly furnished with all good works." Could it be that God's method of pruning means that by simply reading His Word, the Bible, it will cause us to prune what is not good for us in our lives? Does it mean it is our choice to prune as we learn what God has for our lives?

Okay, let us reason this out, if we believe God brings sickness, poverty and tragedies into our lives to help prune us then how can He be a God of love? Do we want to accept that God brings bad into our lives? Or do we want to believe the evil one has it out for us and throws everything he can in our way to make our lives hard?

Let me say, the bottom line, God does not need the devil's help to bring about our pruning, although He may allow it. His Word says He will make us "perfect, thoroughly furnished with all good works." Yes, He will take what devil has meant for bad in our lives and work it for good. It may even cause us to do some thinking which brings about some pruning in our own lives. However, in my way of thinking, God does not put adversity, trials and sickness in our lives to prune us.

Yes, we can learn through tragedy and God can use it for our good. (Many of you know all that has happened in my life over the past 5 years. If not, just search my labels found on the right hand side of my blog and click on the word "chronic pain". Reading that blog will catch you up and hopefully encourage you.) Now with that said, let me use an example from my own life to illustrate this point.

Back in 2007, I was told that without surgery I would lose the use of my arms and hands. It was obvious that this was already beginning to happen, so to elect to have surgery was a no-brainer. As a teacher and artist, I needed my arms and hands. The fact is, in everyday life, everyone needs them!

By the time the surgery date had arrived, touching anything caused so much pain I truly wanted to die. I worked hard to use biofeedback and my creative mind to fool myself to change the way I sensed the touch of various items. I had to do this just to open a door or pick up a pencil, let alone the many other things you would touch throughout a day. No one has a clue the pain I endured or energy it took to make it through each day. It was so wearing-simply exhausting, especially when teaching and helping my dying mom.

Yet, at that point, I had hope. There was hope that the pain, as well as the use of my arms and hands would improve; even though there was not a 100% guarantee. So I was excited to get the surgery over with and get back to life..to continue to do the job I loved, teaching my students and doing art on the side to be able to sponsor children and projects to help children.

Little did I know that the surgery would bring about changes in my life that would crush my spirit and cause me to re-evaluate who I am as a person. The surgery did make some of the pain go away and allow me to use my arms and hands better, (at least for a time), but the other complications were less than desirable.

When I awoke from the surgery I was delighted with the difference in how the sense of touch no longer hurt so much, but at the same time, I was having trouble breathing and swallowing. It was not know exactly why, until later, it was discovered I had a neuromuscular disease.

My life took on a new journey, which was followed by much testing, until a couple years later when doctors came up with some answers. Earlier I had endured a long stay in the hospital, a couple of near-death experiences as well as being hooked up to machinery for suction, breathing and feeding. Later my living room became a hospital room, in which I lay unresponsive.

Once I was alert enough to comprehend things, I learned about my near-death mishaps. Although my mind did recall an experience, I had no way of making sense of it until that time. Now the feelings, thoughts and events were beginning to make sense in my mind. Finally, I could begin apply the lessons learned.

There is so much to share - especially when it comes what I have learned, so I think I had better leave that for another blog. For now, I want to use this illustration to make my point. The evil one brought this tragedy into my life and what he meant for bad God worked for good. Even though I could no longer teach or do art as I once did, I was alive. It was the beginning of a process of learning, a new journey so I could continue to touch the lives of others, just not in the same way.

God allowed me to prune myself, to look at things in a new light by listening to what He was speaking into my life, thus allowing me to bear more fruit. On the other hand, if I mistakenly thought that God was the one bringing tragedy into my life to make me be more fruitful, it is possible that I will not resist tragedies. Instead, I might look for them, almost beckoning them to come into my life. The Word says, "To resist the devil and he will flee from you." So I want all that the evil one throws at me to flee away from me. I want God take all of the bad things and to work them for my good.

It is true all of us will learn by hard knocks that is if we are open to learning. The person who welcomes trials with arms wide-open will suffer greatly. They will not have the true hope of victory nor will they know the real joy God has for them. They will be far behind the person who lets God's Word have His perfect work in him. For this person runs the race, reaching for the goal, not hanging on to the past and thus has victory.

This is not to say, that we must not work to gain "acceptance" when things do happen. In fact, we must have our arms open wide to embrace all that God has for us in the midst of tragedies or trials. We must look for His blessings in every situation. We must open our hearts and minds to what God is speaking into our lives...to prune where needed in order to spring forth-new life. So what will you be pruning in this New Year? Will you allow God to speak into your life?

My Grown Up Christmas Wish

2010-12-25T09:41:00.000-08:00

I want people who are sick with no cure to be cured.

I want those in pain to have no pain.

I want children with no family to be adopted and be loved.

I want people with no food, shelter and heat to have all those things and have no worries in how they will have them.

I want families to love one another.

I want everyone to forgive one another and have love & compassion for others.

I want the Golden Rule to be a part of life.

I want wrongs to be righted.

I want justice for all.

I want there to be peace in the world and in our lives.

I want love and understanding to rule our hearts.

I want those in prison to truly find God and turn their lives around and make a difference it this world for good.

I want friends and family to know they are loved, appreciated and my heart is grateful they are in my life.

I want everyone to be loved and cared about.

I want broken hearts to be mended.

I want each lesson “learned” to be remembered and carried out.

I want everyone to have joy in there heart in spite of circumstances.

I want everyone to know they are never alone; for God is always there, even people are not.

I want everyone to know God always loves them.

I want everyone to know the truth and allow the truth to set them free.

I want all Christians to truly live the life as Christians so that the world will know we are Christians by our love (fruits).

I want hearts to be humbled and pride put away.

I want hearts to be open and ready to let God’s love abound in their lives.

I want wars to stop.

I want pollution to end.

I want God to send His Son once again to take us out of this world and make things right once and for all.

I want the miracle of God to rule our hearts, bringing perfect peace…the peace that the world cannot give.

I want the Christ’s perfect joy to tickle our hearts and echo His love.

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Greatest man in history, named Jesus, had no servants, yet they called him Master. He had no degree, yet they called him Teacher. He had no medicine, yet they called him Healer. He had no army, yet kings feared Him. He won no military battles, yet He conquered the world. He committed no crime, yet they crucified Him. He was buried in a tomb, yet He lives today. This is the greatest miracle of all. May a miracle happen in our life today.

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."
~Bobby (age 7)

For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Savior, who is Christ the Lord. Luke 2:11
God is Love!

IS THERE A GOD OF LOVE?

2010-12-13T13:49:00.000-08:00

IS THERE A GOD OF LOVE?

Some days it is difficult to feel God's love for us. Some days it feels there is no God. At times, we struggle to believe there is a God who loves us and cares about what we are going through. We cry out to Him, shouting, "God where are you? Why won't you answer me? Where is the love you talk about in your word?"

It says He knows our every struggle and feels all our pain. It says He will never forsake us. But yet, life continues to happen with all its hurts and pains. Often we feel abandoned and even betrayed. We ask, "Where is God is all our trials and pain?"

Yet as we suffer, even every detail of every man's life, who has ever walked on the earth, has not impacted the world as much as the few recorded details of Jesus' life. The Word says Jesus was not just a man, He was God's son, manifesting himself in the flesh (1 Tim. 3:16). He suffered and died for us so He could rescue us.

So why do we feel so alone at times...Why does He seem to abandon us? Is there really a God of love out there?

Let's take a glimpse into the life of Christ. In Acts 10:38 Peter gives a very brief, yet descriptive summary of the life and ministry of Jesus. Jesus was annointed with power and with the Holy Ghost.

The Word says, He used this power to do good, not evil. This is one of the main characteristics of Christ and is one of the easiest ways to discern what is from God and what is from the devil. God is a good and therefore the devil is bad. So one good say, if it's bad, it's from the devil and if it's good, it's from God. However, this still doesn't help us know if God's love for us is real or why experience so many trials and pain in our life.

If you think of it, tragedy can come from three sources: God, Satan, and natural law. God has used nature to bring judgment to human kind. However, according to the Word, the New Testament believer is exempt from this punitive judgement of God since Jesus bore it for him at the cross. Christ says, "I have come so they may have life and life more abundantly." He also declares, "I know the plans for you and they are for good not harm.".

John 10:10 NKJV

The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly.

Jeremiah 29:11 New American Standard Bible

'For I know the plans that I have for you,' declares the LORD, 'plans for welfare and not for calamity to give you a future and a hope.

Jeremiah 29:10-12 (in Context) Jeremiah 29 New Century Version

I say this because I know what I am planning for you," says the Lord. "I have good plans for you, not plans to hurt you. I will give you hope and a good future.

Satan is the source of much of the calamity that people often ascribe to God. Many problems arise because people violate the natural laws that God put into motion. For example, if a person drives recklessly and kills himself, it's not God or the devil that killed him. He violated natural law and thus paid the price. God will not push His will upon us, we must make the choice to be in His will and to understand the natural laws. So He allows natural laws to operate on this earth and for us to make choices regarding them and how we interact with them on this earth.

Please understand God is in control, protecting us and proclaiming that He want us to have life more abundant, yet, I ask you, is it incorrect to believe that God takes controls of everything? I know He doesn't want us to be His puppet. It is clear He allows us choices...to be in control and interact with the natural laws, as well as choose to follow Him. Therefore, God surely aches when we make choices that will harm us...He wants to work all things for our good and not bring harm to us.

Many times, when bad things happen God is just waiting for us to ask Him to intervene, to work the tragedy into something good. However, we must be willing to allow Him to do so. God always has some redemptive design in tragedies. He is there to comfort....reaching out His hand. If we truly listen, He cries out, "I love you my child. I am here for you...just reach out for me and call out to me and I will answer in due time." Often the situation, the pain, and the suffering drown out His voice and we feel alone. He wants to shine light into our darkness.

2 Corinthians 4:6 New American Standard Bible

For God, who said, " Light shall shine out of darkness," is the One who has shone in our hearts to give the Light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ.

1 John 1:5 New American Standard Bible [ God Is Light ]

This is the message we have heard from Him and announce to you, that God is Light, and in Him there is no darkness at all.

New King James Version

This is the message which we have heard from Him and declare to you, that God is light and in Him is no darkness at all.

God's love is great for us and that is why He sent is son to this earth as a lowly child born in a manger. He wanted a way to relate to us on a human level. -A way to experience life as we know it, so He can relate to our pain and sorrow. To reach out and touch us on a human level...to make a bridge so we could know His love. If you have not watched the YOUTUBE video, you MUST see it to understand God's true love for us. Here is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3tQwI7EY4KM Please take the time to view it. It is so powerful. It helps us understand how God choose His son, just one to save many...it is how great His love is for us, that He gave His only son to reach out in love to each of us.

Be cautious about thinking God has taken control of everything because that will lead us to ignore the devil, thereby giving him a free hand to destroy our lives. We must use wisdom concerning natural laws and not think that things happen unless God wills it. He does allow us to choose. We must remember that God is a good God and God is Love. He wants us to choose His love, His protection....He wants to help us make wise choices and to be there when we fall.

1 Chronicles 16:34 The Message

Give thanks to God—he is good and his love never quits. Say, "Save us, Savior God, round us up and get us out of these godless places, So we can give thanks to your holy Name, and bask in your life of praise." Blessed be God, the God of Israel, from everlasting to everlasting. Then everybody said, "Yes! Amen!" and "Praise God!"

II Samuel 22:29 The Message

Suddenly, God, your light floods my path, God drives out the darkness. I smash the bands of marauders, I vault the high fences. What a God! His road stretches straight and smooth. Every God-direction is road-tested. Everyone who runs toward him Makes it.

His love is so great that He does not force Himself on us...so during this holiday season when we remember the Christ child in the manger, take the time to listen...hear His cries...He is reaching out to us in love. He is “loving us” every step of the way and is there when we call. Let His cry this season touch your heart...Let Him hold you and comfort you...Let Him help guide your life and find the blessings He has given in each day.

Luke 2:12 New King James Version

And this will be the sign to you: You will find a Babe wrapped in swaddling cloths, lying in a manger.”

Isaiah 9:6 New King James Version

For unto us a Child is born, Unto us a Son is given; And the government will be upon His shoulder. And His name will be called Wonderful, Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.

So you ask, "Is there a God of Love?" The answer is, "YES!" and He is right here waiting for you to reach out and take His hand...to give your hurt and pain to Him...to know you are loved!

Isaiah 41:13 NKJV

For I, the LORD your God, will hold your right hand, Saying to you, ‘Fear not, I will help you.’

Psalm 59:10 New Century Version

My God loves me, and he goes in front of me. He will help me defeat my enemies.

Psalm 59:17 New Century Version

God, my strength, I will sing praises to you. God, my defender, you are the God who loves me.

Psalm 107:1 The Message

Oh, thank God—he's so good! His love never runs out. All of you set free by God, tell the world! Tell how he freed you from oppression, Then rounded you up from all over the place, from the four winds, from the seven seas.

New Century Version [ God Saves from Many Dangers ] Thank the Lord because he is good. His lovecontinues forever.

There is a God who loves you...and it all began in a manger...

Prisons of Life

2010-09-25T17:57:00.000-07:00

I am NOT speaking of "prisons" where criminals go to be locked up, but of those we create in our own lives. It is the choices we make or uncontrollable events in our lives that capture us and "lock us up" on the inside. It is the "prisons" from childhood models that taught us not to speak or to not be who we real are in God's eyes. It is the prisons that the world places on us to be "just so" to fit in. It is the prison's of the media images of the perfect body or designer clothes.

I have thought about these prisons for quite sometime in my life. I have worked to "reprogram my mind" against what the world and others are saying to entrap me into their prisons of life. It has been a hard fight. It is a struggle that is not yet over. I struggle each time I look into the mirror, or strike out to do something, when that small, yet powerful "inner child" voice begins to speak out to tell me I am not worth it, I am not good enough, I am not pretty enough, I am not smart enough and I will always fail!

But I choose to renew my mind against the evil one and His lies, for I am God's best! His masterpiece! YOU ARE GOD'S BEST too! We are ALL His masterpiece! We must stand against life's prisons so we can walk in the light of our Savior's love.

Did you know that when God's looks upon us, He sees His Son, His child? Yes, it is true, He sees us perfect and forgiven as His child because of having Jesus Christ in our lives. What a gift! What a victory in our lives! If we could only continue to view ourselves in that way...through the eyes of our Savior, washing us with His love and presenting us to the Father as whole and perfect, without blemish. WOW! Think of that! What a gift! Can you hold that in your mind? Can you fully grasp it? I am still trying too.

I have added a few attachments to my page because this subject as inspired my art and heart. My friend and awesome talented singer, Alisa Childers has just written a new song titled: Pretty Prison. It speaks to the image the world places upon us and much more. It talks about how woman are taught to NOT say what we really mean. How we always try to please others. I am awaiting her permission to post the blog she wrote that inspired the song. I know it would really touch your heart and speak to many of you, especially women. So until I can download Alisa's song, (you can hear it on her webpage for now.) I have added to my downloads the music of JJ Heller, called "Love Me', which speaks to our desire to loved for who we really are. I felt it was very fitting. It is a song that will touch your heart. You can hear it on Truthvine or on her webpage.

I have also attached my artwork titled: "The Gate" to speak to the gates in our lives that lock us out and hold us prisoners. You see, this painting was inspired as I took care of a child with autism. She was trapped in her world, not making eye contact with life. Each day, she would make her way to the big rugged gate in the back yard. She would reach up and touch the gate, saying, "Want out, want out!" She yet, would never look at the gate directly. It spoke to my heart deeply. It is here, she is trapped in her world and she so desperately longs to find away out, to find a way to escape her bondage...A way to be free of this world's prisons, her world of autism.

This experience began me to think of all the "gates" in our lives that keep us prisoner. I thought of the courage it takes to move forward in action as well as, the willingness to first look straight in the eyes all the gates in our own lives that stop us from being ALL that God has called us to be. One gate can lead to another gate...there may many in our lives.

I thought about the "gates" in my life and the prison it has built in my life. I have thought of how it stops me from moving forward with so many opportunities in this world. I see how it keeps me locked up inside and places a fear blocking from what I truly can be. So I began my journey by painting "The Gate" and began thinking of ways I can have the courage to look my gate straight in the eyes, to step forward and reach out to open that gate and see what God has for me beyond the gates of my prison.

If you notice in my painting, I placed a garbage can behind the little girl. I did this to remind us that has we have the courage to go forth and step through the gate and to give it all to God, allowing you with God's help to place the trash of our lives where it belongs to never imprison us again!

So what are the prison's in your life? What "gates" stop you from being all God has called you to be? Let's discuss them and encourage one another so we can go forth in boldness and touch this world with God's freedom, hope and love!

P.S.
I hope many of you will be willing to share the "gates or "prisons" in your lives. I think it can be an awesome tool in our lives to encourage one another to let go! Let's build one another up as God instructs us too! We can walk with a renewed mind, prison/gate free!

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If you would like to see more of my art go to: http://laurieh.myexpose.com

JJ Heller's music can be found at: http://www.myspace.com/jjhellermusic

Also Alisa Childers site can be found at: http://www.myspace.com/alisachildersmusic
Be blessed!

The Curve Balls of Life's Journey

2010-09-22T18:59:00.000-07:00

Life's Journey continues and boy oh boy is it full of "curve balls"! I continue to learn how to allow God to take the bat in every circumstance of life, but it isn't that easy. If you are like me, you have preconceived ideas of how to right a problem, find a solution or the steps it will take to make things o.k. again. It is not often I want to just sit back and roll with the punches. No, not me! I must find the answers, search for the solutions and take some control of the situation. If you are truly honest with yourself, I bet there a few of you out there who can relate to what I am saying.
We are the "doers", the ones who get into the game and strive to win at all costs. We do not want to just sit at the sidelines as a spectator. Most of us want to be a part of the solution, not a part of the problem. We are the ones asked to join the team. We do not sit idle as we see the curve balls of life pass on by. Instead, we are determined to catch the curve ball no matter how difficult it is to catch. We do not easily give up, but welcome the challenge.
We are the ones that have experienced success in finding solutions, whether others notice or not. If by chance someone does notice, it is like a bonus win that cheers you on to do it again. The bigger the challenge, the bigger the reward to find the answers, the solutions and to never give up.
Personally, I think God loves cheering us on to never give up, to face the trials of this life and to meet each challenge with open arms. Yet, I also believe that there comes a time in life we must surrender and take a backseat. We must face the fact that we do not have all the answers and that sometimes in this life there isn't a solution. We must admit that we are merely human. It is time to let God be the solution, to let Him be the hero and allow Him to bring victory.
During these past years, this is exactly what God is teaching me. He has allowed me to strike out, to miss catching the curve balls of life and to finally realize in my human weakness He is made strong. We all know life is not a game, but we often live it as one. We view the problems and trials of this life as the curve balls of life. We allow ourselves to believe that if we only try harder and keep practicing that we can win over any life's challenge. We don't stop to listen to God still small voice saying, "You don't have to go it alone. You do not need to have all the answers. You can rest in my strength and let me grant the victory."
I am no exception, for as each curve ball has headed my way, I have stretched out my arm with mitt in hand, determined to catch that curve ball and stop it dead in its tracks - never to affect my life again. Other times I have readied myself with a solid bat, determined to hit each ball out of the park. But to my surprise as I looked up to deal with the first curve ball, there before my very eyes was a second curve ball and then a third, a fourth and even a fifth! Soon it looked like a hailstorm of curve balls and my mitt and bat became the only shield to block each balls blow to my head.
Fear over whelmed me as I questioned how I could have the strength to continue to block each curve ball from their blow. No longer was I thinking how to catch them or hit them out of the park as they rocket down from the sky like an intense meteor shower. I felt this was the end. I could see no hope in sight. I had no answers, no solutions or strength to continue at such a pace. I had to look beyond myself and ask for help. I had to reach out to other believers and lend on them for strength, for encouragement and to borrow their hope. I had to say to God, "Here I am, I must trust in you to met my needs, to help me survive this storm."
It was time for me to surrender my mitt and hand over my bat. It was time for me to sit on the side lines, to rest in my saviors arms and let Him have control...trusting fully in Him for the outcome no matter what it may be...To know He does work all things for good for those whom love Him whether or not the storm continues for a time or stops to shine forth a ray of light.
My storm is not yet over, there are more dark clouds ahead as the curve balls continue to fall. Yet, I will not give up, but I also know my in my weakness He is made strong. He will protect me, grant me hope and bring the victory. I must know with Him there are answers and solution, but I must patiently wait, for His timing is perfect. He knows how many curve balls I can handle. He knows that each one serves a purpose and will bring blessing for all those who wait.
So as I sit here with all my bumps and bruises of lessons learned, I patiently wait...God is my strength, my victor and I will hide myself in the shelter of His wings. I will not be afraid of the curve balls ahead, I will not go it alone, but trust in each moment of life God has given me...to count my blessings and to rest in Him, trusting that He has the answers. God is on my side. He is the captain of my team. He has victory over every storm. Aaaah, peace be still...catch some joy and let the curve balls reign for I will not fear...I am journeying on!

Death's Door - All Things Become New

2010-03-31T20:35:00.000-07:00

Time passed, it looked I was closer and closer to death. It felt as if I would meet my maker soon. Nevertheless, God reached out and touched me with His healing hand. It was a few days before Easter, April 16^th to be exact. I had caregivers around the clock to move me and tend to my needs. My breathing stat of 42 was not compatible with life. Pain racked my body. Every joint felt as if it was on fire. The joints felt like they were fused together by the “molten-lava” that seem to flow through my body. My muscles ached and hurt so badly I wanted to rip them off my bones. My breathing was labored and thinking was not clear, but God’s peacefulness and joy filled my heart.

It was on this day that a friend of mine brought by a person with the ability of healing prayer. Many people had been praying for me, it was clear I had not been physically healed; although, much emotional and spiritual healing had occurred and that was wonderful…I was in a place of acceptance. I knew God would heal me when I was with Him if He did not heal me on this earth. There was such peace in that thought. My friend asked if her friend could pray for me and I agreed. There is never any harm in turning to God in prayer…it brought me comfort. However, this time, things were different, I was comforted, but I could feel my body changing…the “molten-lava” flowing in each joint was melting like ice; I began sweating as my body cooled. My joints became freed up and the muscles been to understand the messages of nerves to move. My breathing began to work without a struggle. My lungs began filling with air and working as they were intended. I knew God was healing me here on this earth this very moment. Every cell within me praised Him and shouted with joy! It was a miracle! I was so thankful for all those who helped me - friends, school staff, medical staff and the church family of believers. I had so much to be grateful for…my heart was full of joy! God had become real through the “hands and feet” of others. My life was beginning to change. I shared my story with many. God gave me a vision of using the art talent he had given me for Him. I was setting forth to serve Him with all my being. I wanted to reach the world with His love and message of hope. Doors were opening and I knew God would put the talent He gave me to work to help others, especially abused and hurting “at risk” children, as well as orphans. It was the beat of His heart flowing through art. His heART in ART…His life-blood flowing… It was a miracle! I was even able to return to teaching while continuing to plan missions and art for the summer! In addition, more healing work was taking place as I worked on “Restoring the Foundations” and breaking the curses and bonds of death Satan held on me. It was like having a new life! “Behold in Christ I am a new creation, old things are passed away; behold all things become new.”

Here's the Bat

2009-10-14T10:01:00.000-07:00

When life throws us a curve ball it feels impossible to hit it or to even make it to first base, let alone to make a home run. We all want to succeed in life. We want to be ready for the curve balls in life. We want to win.
God has given me plenty of new opportunities to trust Him. There have been many times to practice hitting the curve balls of life. I wish I could say that I have always succeeded, but I have missed the ball and struck out many times. I wish I could say I consistently and fully trusted God each step of the way, but I haven't - I have missed the mark. The fact is, I had to learn it is because I was relying upon myself and not pulling my full trust in God. I was pushing away all those He sent to help me. They were sent as a part of the body of Christ to bless me but, I wanted to prove I was strong and I could win on my own. I didn't allow others to help me and be the hands and feet of Christ.
But the fact is, I have been scared, uncertain, and at times, very anxious. I knew many times I could not do it on my own. I knew I needed to trust God with health, healing, finances, my well-being, my relationships and the everyday journey of life. But I had much to learn. I had to strike out many times before this stubborn brain of mine would stop and listen to reason. Interestingly enough, all along the way, God has been faithful, as He patiently waited for me to acknowledge His present and keep on asking His help. Yes, although, I took life into my own hands, He remained trustworthy and ready to step in to assist me. He journeyed beside me even when I did not acknowledge Him.
It is humbling to realize you are in need of help and to have the full realization that you are not strong enough to make it on your own. You get discouraged when answers do not come quickly. Other times you wonder if God is even listening to your plead. Yet, His truth reigns, "...for in our weakness He is made strong." He is faithful and desires to answer our prayers. The question is, am I willing to to place my life in His hands, to give Him the bat, to take full control once I place make my need known? Can I trust fully in Him. Is He really cheering for me to win? Can I believe His word? Will He truly answer my prayer? Is He really listening?
Amazingly enough, God is a God of integrity. He does not lie. He is the Promiser who keeps His promises! It matters not how long you try it on your own, He is always there ready and waiting for you to stop and acknowledge Him and simply ask for His help. He as our heavenly Father wants to provide our needs. He wants us to feel and know His great love. He is a God of infinite strength. His ability to pass all abilities. There is none like Him. He is the Creator of the universe and rules over all, yet He allows us to choose. We can choose not to ask for His help in our lives. We can ignore His Word and the words He gave us to encourage our heart. He communicates through His Word and in His still small voice if we only stop to listen. He is faithful in all He does. He WILL answer our prayers in His time. However, why is it so hard for us to believe these truths? In our humanness we linger our suffering by choosing to ignore the fact God is right there waiting to lean a hand. It must hurt Him to see us suffer needlessly. I can hear Him say, "My child, I am here for you...just reach out and I will help you...just ask me...My child I am here, I will wait, I will remain here for as long as it takes...I love you."
So as life journeys on, I strive to hear God still small voice, to remember He is here to help me if only I call upon Him. I must ask for His help and let my needs be known. Still, I am learning to trust Him and let Him take control...for I may not be able to see what is coming at me in life, but I know I have a faithful, capable and trustworthy team leader. One who has a keen eye, a steady hand and knows all the angles. I can trust Him know matter what lies ahead. He WILL answer in due time, so I cannot give up! As His word says, "Ask and it will be given to you!"
As I seek to continue this journey in life, there will be plenty of opportunities to trust God anew. So what about you? Can you take that chance to place your life in the hands of God? Can you trust Him to know the next move? Are you willing to ask Him for your needs and not give up?
Though I don't know fully the plans that God has for me, I am learning to step out in faith. For He does know the plan and I can TRUST HIM every plan of my life. For He has said, "For I know the plans I have for you," declare the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
So for now, I ask God to join the team, teach me the swing of the bat to trust His keen eye and know His heart is alway cheering for me. He will answer my prayers and guide my life. Can you let yourself hear His cheers? Will you give Him the bat? Come on, I know you can do it...TOGETHER, with God we will WIN the game, for in Christ we are victorious throughout eternity! OK, I am asking...I am ready - Here is the bat God, I am ready to never give up! Let's play ball!

So Much in Life Leaves Us Wondering...

2009-03-17T00:54:00.000-07:00

There is so much in life that can leave us wondering. There is so much pain in life, so many injustices and so many situations that leave us questioning, is there really a God? How can a God of love let all of this go on? If He loves me why do I hurt so much? Why do I see so many suffer? Yes, it all leaves us wondering...especially in this economic situation that is bringing about more suffering for so many.

There is no getting around the fact everyone suffers, some more than others. But "why" is a good question. In fact, "why" is one of the most important questions a person can ever ask in their life. Most of us question "why" when we are in the face of extreme hardship or constant pain. In response a college professor wrote in his book: "Our questioning is not really from a desire to know the particular meaning of the particular event. More importantly, it is from a desire to be assured that it has any meaning at all." In other words, does my suffering serve some purpose? Is there meaning behind it? Or rather is it pointless and arbitrary? Is it simply another random occurrence in this mixed up hurting world? Bottom line does suffering serve a real purpose?
According to one cultural view of "Why do pain and suffering exist?" It has been estimated that more than 300 million people adhere to Buddhism, embracing what they describe as The Four Noble Truths:
1. All is suffering.
2. Suffering is caused by desire/attachment.
3. If one can eliminate desire/attachment, one can eliminate suffering.
4. The Noble Eight-Fold Path can eliminate desire.

The proper Buddhist response to suffering is to attempt to eliminate desire by pursuing The Noble Eight-Fold Path: right views, right intent, right speech, right conduct, right livelihood, right effort, right mindfulness, and right concentration. Hence, if one can control his own mind and behavior, circumstances need not change in order for the individual to overcome suffering.

Please understand, I am not a Buddhist but I certainly understand their logic. So hang in there with me to see where I am going with this thought. The Path, it seems, was designed with the intention of eliminating the emotions related to desire and those ignited by detachment from the object of desire. As for me, I have often been encouraged by fellow Christians to follow a similar path with statements of their guidance such as:
"You shouldn't feel that way, we are all called to suffer."
"Don't be angry, you are letting the situation get the best of you."
"Just let it go. God will take care of it!"

The fact is Christians are not perfect. Sometimes they say things that are roadblocks to our healing. God in His Word does tell us we can renew our minds, (...and be renewed in the spirit of your mind, ( Ephesians 4:22-24) for He has not given us a spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. (2 Timothy 1:6-8) He says, :" When doubts filled my mind, your comfort gave me renewed hope and cheer. (Psalm 94:18-20)

For all of us, whether Christian or not our mind gets the best of us. It can control much of our emotions and the outcomes in our life. As a Christian, we can lean on Christ and trust in His Words to give us strength and encouragement. This gives us more strength, an outlet; something to lean on in hard times.

It is a fact, we can allow our emotions to get the best of us in hard situations, (even if we are Christians) and as a result, we sink into despair and often feel stuck in our situation with no way out. It happened to many in God's word as they doubted in their circumstances, "And just as they did not see fit to acknowledge God any longer, God gave them over to a depraved mind, to do those things which are not proper..."(Romans 1:27-29) They allow the things of this world trap them. The stress discouraged their hearts and minds and they shut God out of their lives. As a result, "For those who live according to the flesh set their minds on the things of the flesh, but those who live according to the Spirit, the things of the Spirit." (Romans 8:4-6) "For to be carnally minded is death, but to be spiritually minded is life and peace." (Romans 8:5-7)

God does have purpose in our sufferings. Thus, He wants us to renew our minds. So we will continually look to Him. He encourages us by saying, "Therefore we do not lose heart. Even though our outward man is perishing, yet the inward man is being renewed day by day." God promises, "...and have put on the new man who is renewed in knowledge according to the image of Him who created him..."(Colossians 3:9-11) The fact is, you see, God will use our sufferings as we renew our minds to help others. For as we have been comforted us ourselves; we will then be able to comfort others through the knowledge God has given us.

Yet, as humans we will continue to ask "why" whether we are comforted or not. Even in our renewed mind, we will want answers. It is just human nature. We want to understand. The word says, "The mind of the prudent acquires knowledge, and the ear of the wise seeks knowledge." (Proverbs 18:14-16) "Incline your ear and hear the words of the wise, and apply your mind to my knowledge;" (Proverbs 22:16-18)
However, God reminds us that His thoughts are not our thoughts and His ways not our ways. In our humanness, we cannot understand fully why God allows the things He does. Have you ever stopped to think, if we did understand "all" we would become God ourselves.

God does want us to question and to cry out to Him, especially in our time of need. He wants to know our hearts and all the emotions we carry inside. In crying out to Him we learn to trust and let go of what is troubling us inside. Just look at David in the Psalms, he didn't hold back. He spilled his guts out to God. In turn, God placed praise and thankfulness upon his heart. Holding “it” in, gets us nowhere, yet dwelling on “it” gets us stuck!

We can choose to dwell on the negatives of our life or on the hurts of the lives of others, but how will that help us in the long run? Even the Bible speaks to this, "All this I have seen and applied my mind to every deed that has been done under the sun wherein a man has exercised authority over another man to his hurt." (Ecclesiastes 8:8-10) We can seek revenge for the hurt we have encountered or try to find a way to make things right in our own eyes, but in the long run we will not find peace. The fact is, unless we fully set our mind on God; to rest in Him and trust Him with everything in our lives we will never have true peace.

God promises, "I will keep him in perfect peace, Whose mind is stayed on me, because he trusts in God."(Isaiah 26:2-4) "And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 4:6-8) This is not an easy task. It takes practice. It is like the story a dear elderly friend once told me. She said, "Honey, when we turn things over to God and not worry we fully let go. You see, it is like writing a letter to God expressing all that is on our heart and mind, then we fold it, put it in an envelope, seal and stamp, but then when we take it to the mailbox we must let go. If we hang on to even one corner it will NEVER get mailed. When it doesn't get mailed we take the burden back and worry surrounds us." So I ask, are we letting go and letting God?

The Word says, "But those who wait on the LORD Shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles, They shall run and not be weary, They shall walk and not faint." (Isaiah 40:30-31) Often when I am overwhelmed with worry or overcome with the stresses of this life I feel weary. I do not have the strength or motivation for the tasks at hand each day. I may find myself continuing to question God. I may even begin doubting Him and feel He is not hearing me. But God promises to be our strength in the time of need. He says He knows our need before we even ask. All we need to do it to call out to Him. He promises to hear our call. He wants to demonstrate love to His child...we are all His children and He loves us more than we can comprehend.

We are not alone in our wonderings. We are not alone in our "whys" for even in God's word we find those who questioned. In Jeremiah 12 It asks, "Yet let me talk with You about Your judgments. Why does the way of the wicked prosper? Why are those happy who deal so treacherously?" You see, when we get stuck in the "whys" and allow worry and depression to overtake our mind we cannot bare good fruit. We feel stuck, as if we are frozen in our situation. At that time, it is difficult for us to put any good into action. God says, "I, the LORD, search the heart, I test the mind, Even to give every man according to his ways, according to the fruit of his doings." (Jeremiah 17:9-11) Amazingly, we will find if we push ourselves outside of our situation and take action to believe God's Word, we begin to “do good” and in doing good we begin to feel better inside. It is quite the principal God has set up, give it a try; it is life changing, but it doesn't mean we will never struggle again.

The fact is many of us have struggled more than we care to recall. We may have searched for answers in this world. We may have trusted God at times, while other times we floundered. It is during these hard circumstances God wants us to remember the times He has pulled us through. He wants to encourage our hearts and give us hope. It is at these times, we must push our mind to recall what is good and to remember what God has done for us. "This I recall to my mind, therefore I have hope." (Lamentations 3:20-22)

The evil one however, knows our minds can be weak. In fact, he knows our every weakness and so that is the place he will attack. In our humanness, we may not at first recognize that is what is happening, but with practice we can learn to protect our minds. God's Word tells us to call Satan on his lies and demand he leave us alone! "... “Get behind Me, Satan! You are an offense to me, for you are not mindful of the things of God, but the things of men.” (Matthew 16:22-24)

You must know the evil one will not give up easily. He will continue his attack to try to get us to wear down, especially when times are tough. Satan doesn't want us to trust God for all our needs and rest in Him for the answers to every situation. The evil one wants us to doubt God and not believe His word, especially when finances are tight and everything seems to be going wrong. But God tells us, “And do not seek what you should eat or what you should drink, nor have an anxious mind." (Luke 12:28-30) It is true, at these times it can be so hard to put our trust in Him and not feel anxious, especially when troubles are mounting!

He said to them, "Why are you troubled, and why do doubts rise in your minds?" (Luke 24:37-39) It is so human to be troubled and to let the evil one attack our minds. He wants us to fail, to doubt and to suffer. I encourage you to look up to Christ; lean on Him in these times. Don't be like the verse of unbelievers, "They know nothing, they understand nothing; their eyes are plastered over so they cannot see, and their minds closed so they cannot understand." (Isaiah 44:17-19) Don't allow yourself to fall into that trap. Don't allow the evil one to win! And for goodness sake, don't down yourself when this happens; instead see it for what it is or the evil one will gloat in your face. Work to renew your mind and lean on God. Ask for His help. Call out to Him and He will hear your cry. It is time to give the evil one a "kick in the butt" and don't fall into the trap of his schemes. God will work all what Satan has meant for bad and change it for good. He will use these trials to strengthen us and build strong character in us so we can use it for good.

So again, I encourage each of us to look to God. For it is He who will give us comfort and lead us to understanding. He doesn't promise we will understand everything on this earth, but He will give us peace. We can be sure His Word will comfort us and help us through the hard times. God tells us, "Then he opened their minds so they could understand the Scriptures." (Colossians 3:1-3)

As I stated before, we can't begin to understand the things of this earth. In our humanness, we can't fully know the "whys" of our circumstances, but we can have the assurance that God is here for us every step of the way. "Set your mind on things above, not on things on the earth." (Luke 24:44-46) He has promised, “I am leaving you with a gift—peace of mind and heart. And the peace I give is a gift the world cannot give. So don’t be troubled or afraid." (John 14:26-28) Oh that we might know such peace! He tells us if we seek it we shall find it.

You may ask, how can we know such peace? How can we make it through these difficult times? What can we hang on to in this world? The fact is, this world shall pass away and material things will someday have no value, but what is in the heart will remain. God word tells us, "Jesus said to him, “You shall love the LORD your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind.” (Matthew 22:36-38)
"And you shall love the LORD your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind, and with all your strength. This is the first commandment."
(Mark 12:29-31)
"So he answered and said, “You shall love the LORD your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your strength, and with all your mind, and your neighbor as yourself.” (Luke 10:26-28)
So you see, to have true peace we must humble ourselves and accept Jesus Christ as our Lord and Savior. At that point we can begin to learn what it means to love Him with all our soul, with all our strength and with all our mind and as a result we will have perfect peace.

But it doesn’t stop there, once we are in Christ, God provides us extra help to make it through the rough times. He tells us that His Spirit intercedes for us. "And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for God's people in accordance with the will of God."(Romans 8:26-28) So at that point, we will find we are a new creation, "And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God." God will direct our paths and help transform our minds. He will help us find the blessing in each day, even when everything seems bleak. He will encourage our hearts. He will help us see more clearly and become all we can become in spite of our questionings, in spite of our wonderings and in spite of our doubts.

For as His children, "...as it is written: What no eye has seen, what no ear has heard, and what no human mind has conceived—these things God has prepared for those who love him" (1 Corinthians 2:8-10) You see, we may wonder and question all sorts of things in this life. As humans, we will continue to ask "why" and have our doubts. But yet we can be encouraged because there is hope! There is an answer to all this suffering in this world. All we have to do is believe!

For it is true those in this world will disappoint us and let us down. They will hurt us and discourage us, even while circumstances will weigh upon us and leave us with no hope. There will be little peace and rest for our souls. But remember, God is always with us cheering us on. He calls each of us to be encouragers too. He calls us to love one another through the good and bad times. So “brothers and sisters in Christ, rejoice! Strive for full restoration, encourage one another, be of one mind; live in peace. And the God of love and peace will be with you." (2 Corinthians 13:10-12)
“Finally, may all of you be of one mind, having compassion for one another; love as brothers, be tenderhearted, be courteous; “ (1 Peter 3:7-9) Encourage one another in these hard times. Share the message of hope. Lift one another up. For "In My Father's house are many dwelling places; if it were not so, I would have told you; for I go to prepare a place for you." (John 14:1-3) For He has overcome the world! He is our hope! He is our strength! It is in our weakness He is made strong; thus it is then He holds us up and carries us. So rest in Him and have peace for today and all your tomorrows, for someday, we will have all the answers to all our "whys" and our wonderings.

Love is Amazing...

2009-02-16T17:41:00.000-08:00

Love is amazing...
It is all around us if us if we just take the time to look.
Love comes in many different shapes and sizes. It comes in the little things we do. It comes in the words we speak. It comes in the way we treat each other. It comes in hugs and kisses. Love can come with a bonus, a gift from the heart. But love is not things, although we might think so. Love hopes all things and helps us conquer the things that hold us down. Love helps us have legs to stand and the strength to do what is right. Love carries us through the storms of life and comforts our hearts. Love is amazing. Love is God. The amazing thing is He places others in our lives to manifest His love, to reach out and touch us and to show what love feels like. Love has been here all the time. Love waits...for love is patient and never seeks it's own way. Yes, love is amazing! I am so thankful God brought the gift of my soul-mate into my life. My soul-mate isn't perfect but he knows how to love me. He tells me I look beautiful even when I am sick or my face looks like a pizza. He tells me he appreciates me. He supports my dreams, encourages my talents and holds me when I am weak. He is listens when I am sad, angry or just need to talk. He holds me when I feel unsure or sad. He makes me laugh, even on a rainy day. He doesn't always understand why I do the things I do, nor do I always understand why he does the things he does, but one thing is for sure our love is strong. Before we married I asked God if I was making the right choice and I heard God whisper into my heart, "He is you gift, accept it!" I am so glad I did! He is my 4ever Valentine! My love 4ever true! I thank God I have him. God you are amazing! You are the greatest love. Thank you for the gift of love!

It's a New Year!

2009-01-20T10:57:00.000-08:00

It's a New Year and so many of us resolve to do something to change our habits, life's journey or follow a dream. What is your resolution? Personally, I have given this much thought and I have come to the conclusion that I can make all the resolutions I want but if I don't have enough motivation and clear goals internalize I will never make it. Bottom line, it all begins with accepting myself as a valuable human being worth achieving my goals. For me that means fully grasping the fact I am a child of God and He would have died ONLY for me if one else existed. He loves me that much. He sees me as that valuable, that lovable and that close to His heart. He created me right from the start and knows everything about me. In reality, He loves you that much too!

The fact is if you go back to the beginning of time by reading Genesis you will notice that God spoke and things came into being. There were the sun and moon, the plants and animals, etc all created by His words. How mighty His words are to perform such wonders! Yet, please notice when it came to "human life" He did not just speak us into being. No! He personally touched us and formed us with His very hands. Then He went a step further, He breathed into us the breath of life and we became a living soul. Just think of that...that time to fully grasp that thought.

So WHY? Why did He not speak us into being like all other life? He very well could have, but our God wanted a personal relationship with us. He wanted to show His love and compassion with His mighty touch to show His great love for us. Isn't that amazing? Just think of it...Our God truly loves us and wants to personally be in your life, as well as mine! He could not have shown this more clearly than putting His love into His actions. This was His first step in showing His great love and care for us.

Back in the 70's there was a saying, "God doesn't make junk." Well, take that to heart because He formed you in your mother's womb and added His own personally touch right from the beginning of time. He loves you and cares about you. He wants the very best for you. He wants you to have a life more than abundant. He knows the plans He has for you and they are for good not harm. So remember each time you put yourself down and doubt yourself, it is then you are telling God He made junk. It is the "evil one" who wants you to believe that...so kick him in the butt and choose to believe God's words for your life!!!

Ok, what does all this have to do with our New Year's Resolution? Well, I realize that if we can't grasp God's love for us and see ourselves as victorious in Him then we will often fail. So I challenge you today to begin the New Year claiming your spot as a child of God and knowing He is the one who makes you strong. He made you in His image and wants the best for your life. So make Him a part of your New year's Resolutions and you will be victorious! resolutions are an inside job. So remember you are God's child, His best! You are His winner! Happy New Year! Be blessed!

Hold On...Season's Greetings!

2008-12-22T00:56:00.000-08:00

'Tis the season to be jolly, so that is what they say. But what if life has handed you a bad wrap? What if the only thing that is jolly is a jolly rancher just because of its name? During this season you may be wondering, is there meaning to life? Is there light at the end of the tunnel? Believe me I have "been there" and have "done that," and I am here to encourage you to hold on. You will be able to ride out of the snow storm. I am not about to pretend the ride will be easy, but I want you to know from the bottom of my heart that there is a reason and there is an answer...you can find hope.
What ever you are going through you must hang on to the fact there is a reason and it WILL work out for good in the long run, but you MUST believe. There is an answer for your every problem, but you must seek so you can find. There is HOPE for tomorrow...there is HOPE for YOU!
Again I say, you must believe! You must hang on to all that is true and find what blesses your life. You must begin to focus on the good in life instead of the problem. The fact is the more you find the good the more good will come to you. The more you focus on the problems the more problems will come to you. I am not saying don't take action to resolve your problem, but I am saying do not make it the focus for it will steal your joy and rob you of your blessing.
You see, if you keep searching you will discover that God had a plan and is began by creating a world to bring blessings to those He loves and created. That means YOU! He loved you so much that He sent His son to come into this world as a baby and to live as a human so we could relate to Him and He could personally know our pain. He has a plan for our future and it is not for harm, but for good. He doesn't want us to struggle with life, although He knows the evil want to destroy us and will do everything in his power to cause us heartache and pain.
You see, 'tis the season to be jolly and celebrate because starting right now you can begin to see the good in your life. You can begin to count your blessings and rid yourself of focusing on the problems that weigh you down. How? Just decide right here and now that you believe there is hope for you...there is an answer...a reason to live. You are loved beyond measure and it is up to you to accept the gift God is placing before you. It is the gift of HOPE...His Son who came to this world to give you eternal life so you can have JOY and life filled with blessings.
If you need someone to talk to, I am here to listen and journey with you. So hold on...open your eyes..make a choice...search for the answers...for love has come in the form of a baby...for 'tis the season to be jolly. Celebrate your life and let God's Son love you! Season's Greetings!

Remembering...counting the blessings

2008-10-17T18:54:00.000-07:00

Thanksgiving time is approaching (unless you are Canadian, then it is past) the harvest has been gathered; the leaves are beginning to fall. So I challenge you this season to sit and gaze in amazement as you watch the colorful the leaves dance to the earth. Begin to think of each leaf as a blessing that has occurred in your life. We truly have so much to be thankful for in this life; we often miss the blessing and let it drift on by. Don't miss out on your blessing, count your blessings; name them one by one. Give all praise to our father in heaven who continues to desire all good things for us; blessing us more than abundantly through good times or bad.
There is much that has happened in my own life that I could discount any blessings, but I continue to choose to seek out each day the thinks I am grateful for no matter how small. On some days it may be as simple as thanking God that I am breathing or that I can still smile. It amazes me that each time I put energy into counting the blessings something happens to me on the inside. My load begins to feel lighter and I can see a slight glimmer of hope at the end of the tunnel. I find it easier to bring a smile to my face and reach out in love to others.
So today take the time to sit and watch the leaves dance to the ground...count your blessings, name them one my one!
Be blessed and SMILE!
(Don't forget to add a bit of laughter too...it is good medicine for us all!)

What is Life?

2008-09-17T23:46:00.000-07:00

What is Life? Is is a journey down a winding path? Is it a mountain to climb? Is it a river to forge? Is it a valley of green? Is it a storm that tosses you to and fro? Is it road filled with boulders and fallen trees blocking your way? Or is it a meandering path through a hillside of green?
Life can be all these things and more...there are seasons to every life...
It seems my life has been a journey long, filled with winding roads that have big pot holes and boulders along the way, yet moments of laughter and smiles as I grow in strength to move on. It has been a life of up hill climbs, with rugged mountains high with steep cliffs to make me watch my step, yet filled with moments of kindness and love as I walk the path with a wondering heart filled with more love than anyone could hold. It has been a life of down pours that turn into a flood of muddy waters that wash me out to sea, yet moments when someone leans a helping hand to rescue me, giving me hope for tomorrow as I search for the meaning in life and search for all the rainbows. It has been a life of pain and sorrow, yet many flowers bloom and the colors shine bright, for in my heart there is peace knowing I have reached out to others, I have done my personal best in all life has given me, I have taken all I have to open my heart so someone else can shine and be encouraged...
My life is one that will make sure I never stop learning, never stop growing and never stop loving...for in all the years of struggle I have gained the strength to reach tomorrow...I have grown to think of others before myself, yet find balance to take care of me so I have the energy to give with my whole heart. I believe my journey has helped me find the true meaning in life, yet I still have so much more to learn...I choose this life of love and giving, no matter the cost, for my savior paid the price. I will live each moment like it was the first and give with an open heart...to count the blessings along the way...to cherish each breath...to smile at everyone I meet along the way...For in life, one lives to give and in giving one finds oneself!