A Tangled Rope

Battle-Ready Marmalade

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Sun, 19 May 2013 10:37:00 +0000

Now the No First Use Of Battle-Ready Marmalade Treaty has been signed by the world’s leading powers, the hope now is that it will see the end of those small battle-ready catering portions of marmalade that cased so much trouble and frustration during the now infamous battlefield breakfasts of both world wars.

The disasters of the battlefield breakfasts of the First World War now seem obvious in hindsight. It is said of that war that tactics had failed to keep up with technology. This was certainly true of battlefield catering, especially the essential front-line breakfasts. Both sides suffered massive losses of toast and butter, and the British suffered heavily from not being able to get a nice cup of tea to the front line in time. Hence, in the latter stages of the war, the invention of the tank, this was meant to be a massive self-propelled tea urn capable of crossing those muddy battle-scared shell-holed battlefields to get tea to the front line while it was still hot. Both sides had experimented with artillery delivered toast with mixed results, often with the toast ending up uneaten, muddy and soggy in the quagmires of the western front.

However, by the time of WWII, many of the technological and logistical problems of the trench-based battlefield had been solved, leading many military strategists feeling that war between any of the major powers would no longer be possible.

However, the change of tactics in the Second World War to concentrate on movement meant that the marmalade needed to be ready for immanent toast application within minutes of an offensive being launched.

However, once the British boffins developed the shrapnel-proof biscuit, it was more or less all over for the Axis forces, especially when the might of the American War machine began producing overwhelming quantities of toast.

Once WWII was over, the cold war began with the ever-present threat of mutually-Assured marmalading. However, such was the West's overwhelming superiority in breakfasting technology – leaving aside the woeful under-substantial Continental breakfast, of course, - that after only 30 years of attempting to match the West's increasingly sophisticated range of marmalades, the Soviet Union conceded defeat when NATO produced its first intercontinental Three-Fruit Marmalade, ready for deployment. Only a few days later the Berlin wall collapsed and some claimed history had come to an end.

Another Wasted Day

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Sat, 18 May 2013 10:02:00 +0000

It was slow, heavy and hot; one of those days where the hours seem to hang there as the minutes slowly drip of into the pool of another wasted day. She did not know what to do. There had been – once – a time in her life when she knew where she was going and what she would do once she’d got there. She’d had a life of possibilities and dreams. There had been a feeling that she would end up somewhere special, looking back on a life that had been full of chances taken and achievements made.

Now, she looked around the room, the breeze hardly shifting the hot heavy air of what once she would have seen as a summer of possibility. The wallpaper was old; yellowing and beginning to peel at the edges. The shelves were dusty and home to a mishmash of times she had just left there to gather a layer of dust of their own. The furniture was tired; defeated by the weight of the years it had stood, waiting for something to happen in this room.

She sighed and wondered if it was really worth it, really worth the effort - and the eventual disappointment – of trying to begin yet again. She remembered the story of Pandora’s box and that after all the bad things had fled the box, how the last thing left in there had been hope, and she wondered if that – hope – wasn’t the cruellest torment of all.

The River is an Endless Rope

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Fri, 17 May 2013 10:59:00 +0000

The River is an Endless Rope

All through this slipping of time
The river flows sedately onward,
An endless rope pulled by the sea.
Sometimes, though, the river swells,
Swells in anger, as it tries to twist
Break free from the grip of the sea.
But the sea’s grip is too strong,
Holding tight onto this river’s tongue
For millions of long winding years.

In all that time, the churning sea
Has not let the river drop once,
Not yet, and - perhaps – not ever.
Days flow on, pouring into the past
Like water back into deeper seas.
The river ties the rain back home
To the deeper distant seas,
Connecting now to then to now
Like rain to water and sea.

I spend a great deal of time
Walking along by this river,
Watching its steps, marking its moods,
Taking every day it brings
And trying to hold on, like the sea
Holds tight to its own rivers
Pulling them back towards it
Fearing that too much freedom means
They will one day break free.

[Taken from: The River is an Endless Rope – poems by David Hadley. Available here (UK) or here (US).

The Breath of a Moment

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Thu, 16 May 2013 10:37:00 +0000

But then the dreams we held so gently in our cupped palms were easily broken. It only took the breath of a moment to blow them away to shatter irreparably on the hard stony ground where we spent our days waiting for the night.

We wandered these bare, broken lands all through the unforgiving heat and light of the day, looking for shade, looking for shadows where we could sit with our cupped palms at the ready, waiting for a dream to creep into them.

The day dreams, though, were far less substantial than the night time dreams, easily torn apart by the dust storms blowing all around these ruins of what used to be our great civilisation, before we learnt the power of dreams.

Now, all we can do is tend the delicate day dreams, keeping them as safe as we can while we wait for the protecting night to cover us with its blankets, so we can – at last – open our hands and watch the dreams dance across the darkness of the night, weaving their way around these ruins and almost touching the stars that sit looking down on us, like the gods they used to be.

The dreams turn and twist, turning these ruins back into towers and palaces, letting the wasting river flowing in full flood as boats, ships and barges ply their trade in our bustling port, all while the slaves and servants busy themselves with our comfort, so we can sit back and dream.

MPs Call for Privacy Legislation

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Wed, 15 May 2013 11:04:00 +0000

Even though not many people are aware of just how often the Houses of Parliament have been bought to the point of actually doing something useful for this country, the UK’s MPs have decided that they need yet another new law. This law: The ‘Mind Your Own Sodding Business Regulatory Powers Act’ will enable the government and MPs to prevent the general public, those journalists yet to be given a knighthood, and other busybodies from poking their noses into things that don’t concern them.

MPs, even before the last election, have long felt that it is rather unhealthy in a mature democracy for anyone outside the tightly-knit and incestuous political world around Westminster to have any interest in what MPs and the government really do on the people’s behalf, rather than what they pretend to do, or claim to do whenever it is time for yet another tedious election.

Therefore, the government has had no alternative but to create a new criminal offence to prevent anyone, especially those tiresome bloggers and journalists who refuse to mind their own business, to find out what is really going on in government.

After all, as several MPS have pointed out, neither the government itself, nor the MPs in the Houses of Parliament has a clue as to what they are doing, and – so – it seems deeply unfair and contrary to the business of the House for anyone, especially outsiders, to attempt to find out.

Less than Dust

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Tue, 14 May 2013 12:08:00 +0000

Less than Dust

You told me that you do not dream,
But I saw your eyelids closed
To hide the sudden movements behind.

You lie there with sheets thrown back
And beading sweat across your face
Like some endless rainfall spring

Of unquenchable tears for a life
You have never lived, but live
Through each night until the dawn

Rises up through dark, to snatch it
From your tight-clutching fingers
Trying to hold onto the fading night

As your dreams dissolve into less
Than dust and vague dissatisfactions
You cannot name or place, except to know

That somehow the shape of this world
Seems to have too many hard edges
And numberless sharp corners

You do not discover when you lie down
At night and everything about your weary day
Is lost in the soft pillow when you find yourself

Taking these twisting verdant pathways
Winding through familiar dreaming landscapes
Back to this place you know is home.

Next-day Delivery

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Mon, 13 May 2013 10:54:00 +0000

It was not what we expected, even though the illustration on the box matched the description on the website, when it finally arrived, from whatever alternative dimension the Post Office route their parcel deliveries though, it was not what we ordered.

Further enquires led us to understand that this in not that an unusual problem. The necessity for the Post Office to use alternative dimensions other than the normal space-time continuum we are generally familiar with does – they say – sometimes lead to some subtle alterations in the constituent matter of the parcels whilst en-route, especially when it comes to the re-entry point into our own dimension. This has something to do with having to use black holes to route their delivery vans through, apparently. According to the mathematical formula currently used by the Post Office to calculate routes, this involves a re-entry point into our dimension somewhere near the edge of the solar system, which means there are some rather tricky gravitational problems to resolve around the orbit of Neptune.

However, the public relations spokesperson at the Post Office did insist that the time savings – especially through using black holes as a form of time machine – and the reduced fuel costs of not having to use the British motorway system of near permanent contra-flow means they can almost always guarantee next-day delivery.

The only draw back – as we discovered – is that you don't always end up receiving what you ordered. Still, the – still somewhat bewildered - Thompson's gazelle will be something of a surprise for the mother-in-law on her birthday, we just hope it is a suitable replacement for the boxed set of Catherine Cookson novels we originally ordered.

You’re the One

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Sun, 12 May 2013 10:46:00 +0000

There she stood.

I waited.

Time passed.

Then there was the moment when I could see the decision she made. She put down her drink on a nearby table and came towards me. She moved slowly, casually, as if she was just strolling through the bar, weaving through the crowd. She glanced to her right and left as she came towards me, looking for some excuse, some encounter that would sidetrack her, maybe even turn her off her route towards me completely.

Meanwhile, I waited.

‘You’re the one,’ she said. It was not a question.

I turned back to look at her. She was everything they’d said she would be. True beauty goes deeper than the skin, and I don’t mean just bone structure. She had the intelligence, the wisdom that gives beauty its depth.

I smiled and nodded.

‘You don’t say much.’

‘No.’ I agreed. I put my empty glass down on the bar. ‘Are you ready?’

‘You’re not going to offer me a drink?’ she smiled, pretending it didn’t matter. Maybe it didn’t, I’m no mind-reader. ‘Try to get to know me… you know… small talk and all that?’

I looked into her eyes. ‘Why?’ I said. ‘Do I need to know anything about you?’

‘I saw you from over there and I thought you looked interesting.’ She picked up her handbag; one of those that are too small to be any real use. ‘I thought you were the one….. Sorry, I made a mistake.’

‘No, you didn’t make a mistake. I am the one.’ I stood. ‘What is more, I’m the only one left.’ I took her by the arm and kissed her lips. ‘Are you ready to go?’

‘Yes.’ She said. ‘But only if you kiss me again, first.’

So I did.

I am Waiting

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Sat, 11 May 2013 10:54:00 +0000

There are secrets, sometimes, that only two can share. There are things kept to ourselves we take to the grave, leaving the one who shared our secret alone and lonely, living in a world that has now become incomplete.

‘I am waiting,’ Alice said and I knew it was her, even though I hadn’t heard her voice for nearly two years. She still lived inside me, though, commenting on things as I went about my day. This, though, in the deep dark heart of the night was different. This was not the ghost of memory keeping me company through my lonely days.

It was her. It was Alice.

There she was, back in the bed beside me. I could see her clearly, despite the darkness of the night. She was as she had been in life, as she was before the illness changed her from the woman I’d married into someone I’d hardly recognised and who no longer recognised me.

‘I’m waiting,’ Alice said again, smiling that smile of hers which had once made everything in my world seem worthwhile.

‘What are you waiting for?’ I whispered, but I don’t know why. There had been no-one else in the house since they’d taken her away at the beginning of those long dreary months it took her to die; the longest, cruellest winter of my life.

‘I’m waiting for you, of course,’ she said. ‘You know I’d always wait for you.’

I nodded, lifting my head from the pillow to look at her. ‘I knew you’d wait.’ I said. ‘I suppose I’ve been here, waiting too.’

‘Are you ready, then?’

‘I’ve been ready for months, for all the time since that illness stole you from me,’ I said. I could feel the sharpness in the corner of my eyes. It was not much of a world, this world Alice had left me in after she’d gone, but still it was harder than I thought to leave it all behind.

When I looked back, though, as we stood there hand in hand watching it all disappearing, I knew I had made the right decision. We kissed for the first time in far too long as our old life faded... and then was gone.

The Romantic Night Out

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Fri, 10 May 2013 10:56:00 +0000

It was – once – well known that a small woodland mammal was a necessary addition to any young person's night out in some of the more remote rural areas of the UK. Any young lady out for a night on the village without her own weasel was regarded as someone suspicious (or as in some parts of Gloucestershire – a witch) and a young lad without a badger would – more often than not – refuse to go out of an evening – which, of course, led to the invention of the home computer; without which such cultural high-spots as Manic Miner, Elite, Lemmings and Populous would be unknown.

However, in the more urban areas of Britain such things never really caught on, especially with the general paucity of wildlife in built up areas and the lack of any real understanding of woodland lore, which would have made – for example – the provision of a squirrel to one's paramour somewhat problematical, especially if the squirrel hunt was undertaken partway through a night out - as was the original countryside custom. The urban night would then have resounded with the sound of inebriated young men falling out of trees all across the country, not really the ideal background ambience for a night of romance under the stars.

However, once the mobile phone was invented there was little call for taking woodland mammals on an evening out, especially when very few of those aforementioned calls would be for the woodland mammal itself and thus made transporting the mammals more of an encumbrance than a way to inveigle oneself into the affections of any putative paramour.

Some people would – of course – call it progress, and despite the manifold advantages of the mobile phone over a (sometimes very) wild animal about one's person in the evening's hostelries, some of us cannot help but believe that some of the romance of a night out has been lost, perhaps never to return.

Words Waiting to be Spoken

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Thu, 09 May 2013 10:57:00 +0000

There were words waiting to be spoken. There were things unsaid. There were so many words left unspoken. So many accusations left unmade and far too many unused denials left waiting.

Each of us charted our course through our lives around these things left unsaid as though we knew they were the reefs that would wreck us, each of us waiting for the other to flounder on the rocks that lay half-submerged under the shifting tides of the everyday.

Neither of us wanted to be the one left shipwrecked and alone, while the other sailed off into deeper, clearer waters, left to construct some crude facsimile of a life out of the flotsam and wreckage left behind.

There was just too much to avoid, times when it seemed easier to sail blind into disaster rather than spending all the time and effort changing course and plotting a safe route through to the calmer safe waters in the harbour of night time. A safe berth where both of us would lie together at anchor in the bed, listening to the waves of the other’s breathing lapping against the hours of darkness.

Then, the day came when she no longer came home. She had gone, sailing off without me to new found lands across oceans too deep for me to follow and I was left behind on these now-empty shores waiting for another ship to come sailing by.

Holy Book Desecration

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Wed, 08 May 2013 10:56:00 +0000

Riots continued for the twenty-seventh day in a row yesterday in the strict Uttabollux country of Alfiesgoatstain, caused by the rumour that someone had desecrated the Uttabollux holy book – The Madeupstuff.

Rioting broke out in the holy city of Tourhisttrhap when a rumour spread through the fundamentalist Uttabollux city that someone had inadvertently read a few pages of the Uttabollux holy book.

Uttabolluxers regard The Madeupstuff as far too holy for anyone – including their religious leaders, known as the Dhaftghits, or any religious scholars - to actually read, especially ordinary lay Uttabolluxers. A religious scholar is only able to become a Dhaftghit if he can guess correctly what the other Dhaftghits before him have guessed about what The Madeupstuff contains, especially the forbidden verses about the goats.

A man was arrested in Tourhisttrhap, twenty-six days ago, and the religious police took the precaution of stoning him to death just in case he had managed to read a few pages of The Madeupstuff. As the first stones hit the blasphemer, he supposedly confessed to reading several pages of The Madeupstuff under the impression that it was the latest thriller from Dan Brown. However, the Dhaftghit of Tourhisttrhap pronounced a fatghit (religious condemnation) on him anyway.

Every Uttabolluxer must have a copy of The Madeupstuff, which they must only ever look at seventeen times a day while thinking about what it may contain, but must not – ever – take even a peak inside the covers on penalty of death.

Those Beyond The High Wall

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Tue, 07 May 2013 12:04:00 +0000

It lies out there, beyond the edge of this world. Of course, everyone knows the legends; we are told them while still young children in our cots. Stories of those beyond the wide river, those beyond the High Wall: the creatures that come, take and destroy.

Even up until recently - just beyond living memory, it is said by those old enough to know - there were soldiers, guards patrolling the high walls, but since the last Winter Sickness there have not even been enough of us to guard the villages against wolves and the other predators that can sense our current weakness.

There are the Far Tribes too, but no-one knows whether they suffer from the Winter Sickness or not, some say they are immune to the illnesses that ravage the villages, especially here in the cold north where living is hard at the best of times.

All of us, though, must spend a few seasons here in the North as the price we pay for reaping the rewards of our lands. There are some even who seem to enjoy living up here on the edge of the known world, who seem to relish the challenge the climate and other dangers bring. They have scorn for those they call the Soft Southerners, who they treat with disdain and derision.

I came here many, many, seasons ago and now the people of the North treat me more like one of them than the Soft Southerner I used to be, back when I lived my other life.

I am here now though, and as each day goes by I become more and more convinced that those myths, legends and stories we were all told so long ago were not just stories at all, now I begin to think they are all true and something waits beyond the High Wall and it knows its time will come soon.

A Princess’s Disdain

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Mon, 06 May 2013 10:30:00 +0000

A Princess’s Disdain

I’ve travelled all those far distant lands
Hiding inside your secret dreams.

I’ve seen all you ever denied wanting
Spread out on exotic rugs before you

As you watch with a princess’s disdain
While courtiers dance upon your every whim

And your failed lovers haunt these corridors
Of your fantastic palace, searching

For that one special moment that will allow
Them to spend even one more minute

In your presence, just to saviour the delicious hurt
Of seeing what they will never touch again

Before once again they are tossed aside
Grateful to have been forgotten

And fearing you’ll remember why
They proved so unworthy to you

And how you can dispose
With a wave of one indifferent hand

All the hurts of this other world
You are condemned to live through.

Summer Again

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Sun, 05 May 2013 10:56:00 +0000

Those were the times. They became these memories that sustain these dull days as they pass almost indistinguishable from each other. The world grows darker, closer, what once was distance and possibility is now a mist-shrouded horizon, close enough almost to touch. There were distant hills out there, back in those sunnier days. The possibility of distance opened up the world and there was a chance of some new unknown land beyond those distant hills.

Now, though, those hills are gone, lost in the dark of the ever-increasing night or hidden behind the curtains of mist, fog and rain that make us huddle here, waiting.

We wait and we wonder if the summers will ever return to this land.

In the past, when we thought those old gods mattered, when we believed they had the power to change things, we would pray: beg and entreat, the gods to intercede and to bring back the summers to this, their chosen land.

We know now that this is no longer a chosen land: now the winters grow and spread to steal the rest of the year. We know the gods do not look down on us any longer – if they ever did.

We know we are alone here, in this cruel, cold world and we wonder if any of us – not just the old, frail ones will ever see a summer again.

Never Wrong

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Sat, 04 May 2013 11:15:00 +0000

It was not that obvious.... Something was wrong, that was obvious. Richard could tell there was something not quite right, but what that something was, he could not – yet, anyway - see it.

His days seemed much the same: up in the mornings, out to work, a workday passing slowly or quickly depending on what happened there, then home again and his usual evening routine of staying in or going out depending on Gemma’s moods and whims. It was not a bad life normally, about as glamorous and exciting as one of the more mundane fungal infections, but it was a life. A life, as Richard consoled himself, much better than so many of those he saw in the News each evening before switching off the day and going to bed.

It was not work that was wrong, it was not his home life that was wrong, it was not Gemma who was wrong – he’d known her long enough now to know that Gemma was never wrong, no matter what the evidence to the contrary.

Something was wrong though.

Richard didn’t know what was wrong, though, not until that day when he almost ran over the baby dragon as it scampered across the road in front of him. What he did not miss, or – rather – was not missed by, was the mounted and fully-armoured knight who jumped his massive warhorse over the bonnet of Richard’s car as he chased the dragon across the ring-road.

Richard just sat there - for what seemed like hours - staring at the ruined paintwork of his car bonnet where the horse’s heavy shoe had scraped over it, as – over and over again – he muttered ‘This is wrong, this is wrong.’ to himself.

Something for the Weekend - Free Kindle Humour: Choosing Headgear for Penguins

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Fri, 03 May 2013 14:26:00 +0000

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This Changes Everything

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Fri, 03 May 2013 10:56:00 +0000

Afterwards, we just lay there together, side by side. It seemed odd, strange… weird even, that the world was still there; all around us as if nothing had changed. Yet, there we were lying together and everything about us; everything we knew and thought had changed.

I looked at her face and she opened her eyes and looked at me. She smiled, tentatively, as though she was not sure either.

I leant closer to her, kiss her lips. ‘Well,’ I said.

She laughed and snuggled down closer to me. ‘Indeed,’ she said and took my hand in hers.

The rest of the world carried on as if nothing had happened. We, though, would never be the same again.

‘You do realise,’ I said, not taking my eyes from hers. ‘That this changes everything.’

‘Yes.’ She nibbled her bottom lip. ‘But I don’t care.’

‘Well, in that sense, neither do I. I couldn’t be happier. But, well, you know that sooner or later we are going to have to get up, get dressed and go back out there?’

‘I still don’t care,’ she said. ‘All I want I have here with me, now.’ This time she kissed me, pushing me back onto my back as she climbed on top of me. ‘Now, she said. ‘What happens next?’

‘I think you know,’ I said.

She leant forward and kissed me. ‘Yes, I do,’ she said… and she did.

The Bargain of a Lifetime

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Thu, 02 May 2013 10:49:00 +0000

It was not one of those things. For a start, it was a little too purple around the one flange and the grommets were all metric and not the traditional imperial that has been used to make the authentic those things since time immemorial, or at least since the invention of colour TV and the beginnings of BBC2.

Still, though, it was one of the better of those things that are cunningly-wrought imitations of those things (original version), apart from the fact that the serial number was expressed as an irrational number and the lid had a habit of working loose, especially on tight corners, or when used in the presence of defrocked clergy.

Once, though, it had been used in an attempt to break the World Standing Next to a Stockbroker Record (currently at 33 days, 5 hours and 17 minutes exactly) by a team of Norwegian amateurs and so - almost inevitably – some of the crimping had worked loose when the savage stockbroker had gone rogue and bitten the knees of both Norwegian contestants before it was cornered in the Oslo stock-exchange and put out of our misery by specially-trained Norwegian police sharpshooters.

However, one of the sniper's bullets ricocheted and put a slight dent in the leading edge but that could easily be re-tuned and painted over and no-one would be the wiser.

So, if you've ever wanted one of those things, but have been put off either by the cost of purchase or the annual stabling fees, now is your chance to put in a bid on what could so easily turn out to be the bargain of a lifetime.

On the Roads Ahead

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Wed, 01 May 2013 11:02:00 +0000

It is never that clear, never so straightforward. These roads we walk on our journey - through this only life we will ever have - are full of twists and turns, forks in the road and crossroads that have no sign or indication where they will lead. We walk on, sometimes in company; sometimes alone, only ever knowing that one day, one of these roads we are walking along will come to a dead end.

There are things to see, things to do, though, along all these roads. It is just a matter of learning the art of looking; learning how to see. Our eyes track movement and they track colour, but so often we do not see what we notice, just things we pass by as we walk this latest road, looking for that turn to take us to some special place we have heard about.

There are so many tales, stories, myths and legends about the wonders that lie on the roads ahead. Sometimes there are those who run right off the end of the road they are travelling in order to reach for some wonder, some paradise, others have told them of at some weary traveller’s resting place.

Others stand there, in the road, looking forward, looking back, peering over walls and under hedgerows; all looking for that one secret that will mean their road will never end, but it always does: often while they were too busy looking elsewhere along the side of the road, to see that the end was here.

All the Puddings of our Desires

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Tue, 30 Apr 2013 10:49:00 +0000

Still, it is not always the case that the use of the lemon meringue between consenting adults should be regarded as something private, especially when the aforesaid pie is about to be used in an erotic context (or, even, contest) on the local byways or thoroughfares, especially on Tuesday afternoons, although for those in Ludlow or Skegness, Wednesday mornings should also be taken into consideration, especially during the one day of the British summer when all manner of folks could be out and about, staring in wonder at the lack of drizzle.

Still, though, there is a long tradition of pudding-based erotic activity in these fair to middling British isles, hence the well-known spotted dick and custard of long tradition, as well as the jam roly-poly. Everyone, too, knows just why the puritans banned the Christmas pudding, and – as we now know – it had nothing to do with the amount of alcohol poured into it and/or the diners about to take part in the ritual of the pudding as they divested themselves of enough clothing to make the whole matter something to remember during the long dull days of the remaining winter. After all, the British winter is the main motivating factor behind the invention of the television, that and wanting to get out of the necessity of holding a conversation with any visiting relatives.

However, all that is beside the point, but do remember if you are about to take your lemon meringue out into the highways and byways of his once-great nation for a spot of outdoor eroticism, always make sure you warm your spoon first.

Monday Poem: Seasons of Life

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Mon, 29 Apr 2013 11:00:00 +0000

Seasons of Life

Expectation is the first warm day
when spring shrugs our coats off.
The pale bared skin of women
displaying hints of times to come
and the possibility of soft touching

as the evening shades into darkness
and we lie together wondering
why so much of this world
always lies so far out of reach,
especially on languid days

when it seems the heat
is too heavy to lift away
from the damp skin
and being too close binds us
together in ways beyond
all we ever expected

while we wait for the cooling breezes
that the darkness is sure to bring
as we turn away from each other
and wait for slow sleep to take us
on far journeys into colder times.

The Seas of the Night

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Sun, 28 Apr 2013 10:57:00 +0000

All those dreams that sail by on the seas of the night and left in the port of the morning as we set out to stride into the heartland of day, leaving those dreams at the mercy of the tides of time and of memory.

She was one of those dreams I left behind as I made my way into the lands of my day.

I left her there to face the sea storms of time and face the battering by the winds of memory. I forgot about her as I went about exploring the hinterland of the day.

Later, as I drew closer to the shores of that night, though, I again began to smell her scent on the sea breezes the night brought down to where I stood on the dark shore, waiting for those dream boats to carry me far across the deep waters of the night. Those deep waters, where so many have been lost amongst the wreckage of their dreams as the night took them to itself, drowning them amongst the flotsam of their dreams, with the mermaids of the night leading them by the hand, dragging them down to those sunken cities from which no sailor of the night ever returns.

That night too, I saw her waving to me from the night ocean’s swell, waiting there for me to dive into my dreams and take the hand of my own mermaid, letting her sing to me her songs of drowning in the darkness as the deep night washed over me and I took her hand to dive deeper than I had ever dived before.

Long Live the King

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Sat, 27 Apr 2013 11:13:00 +0000

It is a memory.

It is a dream.

Even now, after all these long bloody years, it still has the power to wake me –wide-eyed - with a scream almost falling from my lips.

The battle was over, we had won. I stood there, bloody sword in my hand, but still not entirely sure that I still lived. Then Lord Bernwick staggered across the bodies that lay all about me. He held his one upper arm, a bloodied rag wrapped around it, with his sword hand.

‘You are wounded, sir,’ I said.

‘This… it does not matter,’ he replied, dismissing it with a shake of his head. ‘Your… your father, sire… the king…’

I did not believe him, but still I followed him past the corpses, past those slowly becoming corpses as their screams faded and their blood spilled all around us as we walked. There were some already going through the dead and dying, looking for what could be found: money, jewellery, arms, armour – a battlefield is as wasteful of goods and chattels as it is of life and blood.

My father, the king, lay there; his men at arms gathered around him already with the air of those who mourn at a funeral. I could see that my father was no longer whole. He had been sliced, butchered. One leg was gone and there was little the Blood Priests could do to save him. Those that were not chanting rituals to the gods were drenched in the king’s blood as they laboured to save him, even though they knew it was all in vain and pointless.

I knelt and he smiled at me, a smile of agony, but still a smile. He was not a father who had smiled often and a king who had smiled less.

‘I’m glad to see you still live…,’ he said. ‘…unlike me. You, my son, are king now.’

Then he died; screaming in agony as his death, as his injuries, overpowered the feeble medicines the Blood Priests had administered to him.

When I stood again, I was king… and that was when the nightmares began.

Two Worlds Apart

noreply@blogger.com (David Hadley) — Fri, 26 Apr 2013 11:06:00 +0000

Then the time came and we were no longer alone together. The rest of the world came back into our small quiet life and drove us apart again.

We had been living quietly, away from the crowds and the cities. We were living where no-one knew our real names, or had any idea what we had done, back in that life we’d left behind.

We knew it was a vain hope, but still we tried to make ourselves believe that the two different worlds of then and now could never intersect; hoping we’d left the old world far behind and it would soon forge about us.

That old world though, never forgets. That it is its role, its function. It exists to gather data and then act on that data. Our files had no last pages in them, with no resolution tying up the ends of the data. Our data were still loose and untied. The old world does not like loose ends. It is terrified that someone, someone from outside of it will see those loose ends flailing in the breeze and will take hold of one of them and tug on it, bringing that whole secret dangerous world tumbling down on those who live inside it.

Jane and I, though, thought we’d left enough tangles in the threads of our old lives to give the illusion they had been tied off and that there was no more data, no loose ends. Realistically, we’d hoped we would have longer, but that early morning - as we lay together in those small hours neither of us could ever sleep through - we heard the cars arriving; engines off, lights off, coasting down the lane to the cottage.

We did not speak, didn’t even glance at each other. We were off the bed, dressed with our escape packs ready before the cars had even stopped moving. By the time the car doors had crept open and then closed quietly we were in the woods behind the house, running… again….