A Thought Of Mine.

Life is like a song.

2012-07-05T15:28:00.001+08:00

i bumped to this quote, at tumblr.com, which is an interesting sites.

my mum always tell me : 人生就是戏.

somehow, it's true.

everyone's life is just like a movie.

and each movies, has it's own soundtrack.

the very own soundtrack that reflects the theme of the movie.

which, turns around, 人生就像歌.

from Etta James' "At Last" : life is like a song.

why did i think that's true?

well, logically, lyrics and scripts are written by humans.

sometimes, it's a bit exaggerated, but maybe that's the writer true thoughts.

to believe or not,

i usually type out my true thoughts out in my phone.

some people said it's silly, i thought so.

but, in another way, it's therapeutic.

at certain time, certain moment, you just got a feeling of something deep,

where you lost your concentration and daydreaming or just blank stare on something or the floor.

admit please, you did that without your conscious until your friend scare the shit out of you by making some manwhore voice. ;)

i've been big fan of musics, movies as well.

especially musics.

and i applaud to singer / songwriters out there, who wrote lyrics that makes people related to.

believe me, i love sad songs.

and it somehow lead to this :

suddenly feel moodless.

suddenly feel down.

suddenly feel tired and sad.

suddenly just got so angry.

suddenly just want to breakdown.

everyone has stories of their own.

some, they are strong enough to make it publically.

some, they are too scare of their own stories being judged and criticize.

and somehow, i tends to be ~~2nd type.~~

and it sucks, to keep things to yourself only or even so, sharing to one person.

which later, that one person is leaving soon.

and again, i stumbled upon this pic-quota.

oh, hell yesh.

i know, Adam Levine is hot.

but that's not the concern. :)

" I'm Fiercely Independent, But I'm Also Terrified of Being Alone".

true that.

i can be independent, in situations.

but once you are done, you just wanna go back home and you know,

share it with someone you love about it, or just simply wake up next to them.

maybe i'm 20, and you might think : wow, that's too young for that!

bitch please, it means to rely on someone, that's way beyond best friend, ~~honeyh.~~

but i'm sure everyone does need someone like that.

and i came to realize this,

when i listen to musics everyday at work & found out somehow it's true, i need that someone.
i'm not despo, note this.

but for my situation, it's tough.

~~tough like shit.~~

no, this doesn't mean i'm letting down my independent-ness.

i still recall, when coming down from Broga Hills,

everyone left me & peiklai alone there.

well, i admittedly i'm slow, because i have pretty bad stability,

she's even slower, same prob as me.

and i still remember she asking while panting : everyone leh??

i was like : they left us dy.. we're on our on now..

she's like : har...

and end up, i got down the hills without anyone's help.

i didn't even bother to cry or call friends who dump me there for help or wait for me.

and, of course.

it would be nice if there is someone you like and cares for you.

so, back to the question.

do i have a song meant a lot to me? yeah. there is.

one particularly.

Because Of You by Kelly Clarkson.

and no, i'm not choosing it because it's Kelly Clarkson.

i love the lyrics of the songs.

no, i can't be biased and say : oh, a particular line i love it so much.

i love that song for it's WHOLE lyrics and melody.

and there you go, i'm being sentimental.

i'm bitch in life and for life,

but every bitches out there also has their vunerable side alright?

haha!

alright, thanks for reading. :)

anyway, it's just a thought of mine which applied to me.

boh song? go jump into klang river. :)

Andy's 20th ; Broga Hills

2012-07-05T00:03:00.006+08:00

Well, i'm here to perform a lil' of CPR to my blog.

Recently, i've accomplished quite a few things.

one of them was, getting on top of Broga Hills!

and this is my first time going, with bunch of friends and their friends.

previously, numerous of ppl asking me to climb but didn't make it.

either i give lame reasons such as ~~lazy~~, and once, my mum didn't want me to go.

but this time, i got the kicks to go for travelling and gaining experiences,

so end up i decided to go, even if mum dont allow.

and know what? it's not easy.

especially for first timer, like me. it's dreadful.

but i love the satisfaction feelings after you get on top.

the view might not as beautiful as i expected, maybe due to the haze that lingers around the state..

at first i didn't think i would even make it to the 2nd point.

(total got 4 points, i felt like shit when i first reached the 1st point)

then driven by some encouragement by myself and ended up at the last point.

pretty good experience, sweat a lot!

someone named "Jack Lai" (later discovered him on facebook) snapped for us. thankyou!

from the green colour shirt girl to the left, we got no idea who are they. :)

but it's nice, snapping with random people. lol.

and we're on the 4th point, highest peak!

*greatest achievement!*

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on 21st June 2012,

I've planned to senerade Andy's house, with Pang & Nanny.

well, last year was a lil unsuccessful, because Andy found out we're going to his house earlier before we reached.

and this year, mastermind me called his mom to make sure Andy stays at home and be disappointed.

hahahaha!

i'm such a ~~bitch,~~ totally. :)

anyway, i think Andy sure did.

his mom literally told him : No Cake for you this year ya.. dont be sad..

LOL im like, YOU'RE THE BEST ACTRESS!

and, of course, silly Andy got disappointed.

so, hereby.. i'm awarding Mrs. Chen...*drumsroll*

Best Main Actress Awards from the Oscar, Emmy, Tony, SAGS, & Golden Globe awards!

;)

we can get crazy, even in a room that cant fits 4 peoples.

this year's so called 4g4f. LOL

last year, the very same date and approximately the same time.

look how virgin Lawrence (white shirt) looks like. HAHA!

throughout the years..

the picture might be a bit blur, but it's clearly we're grown up.

we ditched tshirt and jeans for suits, tie, leather shoe, slacks n buttoned long sleeve shirts. ;)

attended Form 6 together, popularly known as 4G/4F. bad idea guys, bad idea.

LIKE, literally. our trademark. our interest.

and. what we MUST do TOGETHER.

BOWLING!

all have different styles to bowl, like seriously!

from last year picture, Happy birthday!

now...

look how much he changed!

....

...

tadah!

handsome, tall, and 20th!

whoever interest, please contact him!

;)

Happy Birthday Andy Chen Chee Hong!

hope you will achieve of what you want it obviously,

and hope to see you soon!

*ps* i didn't put that caption across that picture.

it's obviously, the most pink-iest and flower-est flower, Lawrence Gan Chen Chee!

HAHA

oh and, sorry pang.

see this huh..

me, andy & lawrence's name can be joined as...

TAN SEN CHEN CHEE HONG.

haha!

sorry pang, for letting u out this.

i know you won't mind, cuz it's just for fun. :)

hope y'all enjoy this!

Dark Side

2012-05-21T15:52:00.004+08:00

Kelly Clarkson, debut television performance of "Dark Side", on Billboard Music Awards 2012!

i totally love this live version of "Dark Side", especially when it hits the chorus part and everyone's cheering, goosebump!

personally, i love this song very much, lyrically, musically, just connected to me. i even ~~cried~~ when listen to this song. :P

anyway, enjoy it! and Kelly looks slimmed down, looked amazing, sounded lagi amazing!

here's details about the song:

"Dark Side" is a mid-tempo synthpop song that incorporates a vigorous music box melody with up-tempo beats in choruses, with its lyrics containing the theme of acceptance in spite of someone's flaws.

Lyrics :

"Dark Side"

There's a place that I know
It's not pretty there and few have ever gone
If I show it to you now
Will it make you run away

Or will you stay
Even if it hurts
Even if I try to push you out
Will you return?
And remind me who I really am
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Like a diamond
From black dust
It's hard to know
What can become
If you give up
So don't give up on me
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Don't run away
Don't run away
Just tell me that you will stay
Promise me you will stay
Don't run away
Don't run away
Just promise me you will stay
Promise me you will stay

Will you love me? ohh

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Don't run away,

Don't run away,

Promise you will stay.

ROADTRIP : TANJUNG SEPAT

2012-05-18T14:50:00.004+08:00

This Roadtrip to Tanjung Sepat was organized by YeeLi and yours truly, Me :D

this ain't a stereotype of roadtrip.

it's a BIG roadtrip, consisting of 5cars and 23 roadtrip-ers!

you might ask, of all place, why Tanjung Sepat?

oh well, it is because it's one of our classmate, the co-organizer's hometown!

and, i know the place has pretty awesome delicacy and attractive places!

so, yeah. and it was initially planned in a small group but because of some miscommunication,

YeeLi has invited a bunch of our mutual friends.

it was actually planned for 6A1 classmates, but eventually it got bigger involving the Librarians.

honestly, i got freaked out by seeing the number of people she invited,

because i don't think i have the capable to find so many transport. LOL

thank goodness for the kind drivers!

if i said organizing such big roadtrip is an ~~easy~~ job, i would be the biggest liar of all!

it almost get me giving up on organizing. :/

However, it ended will and there's no regret at all. :)

we gathered at bus stop, opposite Bukit Tinggi Aeon at 8am.

because of one of the car (all blaming Yew Vee LOL) but it was the driver admit he's mistaken,

they're late and we finally moved at 830am.

reached Banting about 930am, and Tanjung Sepat approximately 1030pm.

had their famous Seafood Bah Kut Teh (pretty awesome i shall say)

because Tanjung Sepat is located near to sea, therefore the residents got creative and created seafood version of Bah Kut Teh.

sorry, there's no pictures of the food. :P

it's with SorWen.

then we went to YeeLi's house after our breakfast,

hang for a lil while cuz the day is burning hot!

after a worth-while rest,

we visited Pig Farm, owned by YeeLi's Dad.

it was pretty smelly, i can smelled the scent in the car when we reached the farm. LOL

pig farm was funny though, because we called one of our classmate, Wei Chi, as Ati, which represent Pig in Hokkien. LOL

and it was pretty nice, not the smell, but actually seeing the pig.

but it wasn't pleasant with the smell and after we had Bah Kut Teh. LOL

next stop, we went to visit the Bird Nest farm, artificially made bird nest.

it was cooling, and i didn't wanted to leave because the weather is bitchin' with us!

it's glaring hot, burning my skin.

we learned few things about artificial bird nest, which the bird nest formed in a buildings, not in the cave.

i heard my mum say the bird nest is rather cooling for our body, which not suitable for old people to have it.

i think it's too cool perhaps?

anyway, advice. spend more to get the natural bird nest is better. :)

at YeeLi's Cribs!

Wei Chi. ~~Opps!~~ i mean, one of the Pigs in the Farm. *ngek ngek*

At the BirdNest farm. :)

on our way to the next destination...

and the next destination is the Coffee Farm.

didn't snap much photo, and we missed the main coffee proses part!

but it was aromatic, and we get to smell the Cat Shit (in cantonese called Mau Si Kafe) coffee. LOL

it smells pretty good!

and it's the most expensive coffee bean of all!

and the aunty is really nice :)

and we walked to the famous Pao shop, which my parents always come whenever we visit Tanjung Sepat.

why it's famous? because it was featured in Ah Xian's (Astro AEC, Channel 301) food show.

and the red bean pao, it's made of black bean paste.

and the kaya pao, is made of Duck Eggs.

after that, we headed to the cafe, rested and played games meanwhile waiting time to pass until the evening.
about 4.30pm, we're ready to leave and visit Sepang Gold Coast Beach.
and had tonnes of photoshoot session there!
and also, joined SorWen, Audrey and Wei Chi for the 2NE1 anniversary video shot.
LOL
honestly, i have no idea what i should do and just joined because they asked for my favour.
i have never listen to 2NE1 songs, don't even know about them until recently.
LOL
i'm too Hollywoodified than K-Popified. LOL
we spend about an hour there, just enjoying the wind, and the amazing soft sands which eventually find it irritating to get it off from our clothes and body.
i was covered with sands when i'm driving. =.=

had dinner at some place, i didn't know where but it's just okay and we enjoyed our meals. :)
a minor disappointment is.. i didn't get to eat the seafood such as crabs, fried sotong and etc.
i know, it's gonna cost a bomb but i'm willing to spend cuz it's cheaper there. :)
and note to y'all, don't ever think of driving back at night from Tanjung Sepat to Klang if you're freaking tired..
it's very dark and the ride is bumpy. LOL
but thank god i have friends pretty talkative through out the ride,
it's not that tiring until i reached home.

Behind The Scene : The Making of "2NE1 3RD ANNIVERSARY!"

HAHA! we're awesome like that. :D

Love this shot! :D my current Fb Cover!
ps:/ all photos credit to the awesome Jin Tzen, photographer for the day! :D

the plan went smoothly without a hitch!
the only setback was, someone feeling not well.
but the rest was alright. :)
feeling to plan a roadtrip?
advice : make it small. :)

the wheels!

2012-05-17T10:22:00.001+08:00

Now, i'm blogging live from my office. :D

yeah yeah, i know.

well, it's very tough week last week for working,

so i'm pampering myself this week. ;)

wookay, time to clear my blog debts!

have you ever went to roller skate in the park before?

well, as a kid, i always wanted a roller skate and i remembering bugging my mum to get one for me

whenever we're at shopping malls.

because it looks fun and easy to learn right?

here' the thing. don't ever deceived by what you look.

i barely stand on that roller skate.

fall once hard on my bootylicious.

and my ankle are soaring and the next day, my upper body soring. for few days.

lol.

before we have fun at the wheels, we had Subway as lunch but a brunch for me. =)

oh and how i found out about this the wheels thing?

thanks to Kim, online shopped the deals.

i have no idea how much it was discounted from the original price,

but i remember paying her rm12, for a whole day price.

and it's rm20 if you got membership, after the deal. =)

and, after the roller skating,
we went for Snowflake!
*drooooooooooools*

snowflake! my favs is the white nut (idk what is it actually called)! taste sweet and aromatic in your mouth!

the shocking face! -.-

at Subway yo!

the aftermath. promo for the wheels! LOL

Caption This : Britney Spears and Demi Lovato new judges on X-Factor USA? neh!

just kidding! :D

do visit there if you got a chance! it's at Subang Avenue, besides Subang's Carrefour!

doubt.

2012-05-03T20:16:00.001+08:00

As the time passed by, it's already a goodbye to April 2012.

and, many of my friends got interviews to the University they applied.

and, my one and only interview was with USM for Mass Communication course.

and when the news about checking whether we got shortlisted for interview went viral on the net,

the first university i checked was USM.

and the moment i key in my i/c no, i took a deep breathe and hoping to get shortlisted.

the outcome?

i was disappointed. i was down, but keeping the spirit for my other friends who applied with me for that course and told them bout checking it.

most of them got it. and i was really, really down.

i was sure that i will determine, i will work hard on this course, because i am confident in it after few talks and deep-thoughts. but i wasn't given such opportunity.

what's more worse? it's the university i wanted to enroll since lower Six.

and there you go, dream crushed.

don't be like "awwwww.." to me, because let's face the truth.

and, some of my friends were like "i got shortlisted but i don't know man.."

and i was like "damn, i hoping to have shortlisted because i know i wouldn't doubt a single thing."

and, i could totally rock the interview as i'm good in talking and giving ideas. not to say the best, but at least i know what to do.

and i have confident.

but, well, i don't know what to expect now.

kinda lost & down.

and, literally, i felt like a ~~pathetic loser~~ among my friends. -.-

all got interviews, all got their own passion and direction meanwhile i'm just floating around among them.

ps:/ you got your opinion, keep it to yourself. just buried it in you. your discussion, comments or opinions seriously is not necessary for me. think of bringing me down, you can just press the exist button and fuck off. =)

well, i am happy for my friends who were shortlisted, which i heard they done pretty good in their interview.

i wished i was one of them and share the exciting news with everyone around me.

anyway, i applied Mass Comm for UPM but a lot people telling me i won't get it (well, what to do with such bad result), and also UUM (not confident with this university though...). Also applied Finance (UNIMas), Mathematic Business (UUM) and some engineering courses at UTHM & UNIMas.

a lot people telling : woah, such huge range of choices!

why your choice so messed up one?

bitch please, do i look like super determined with what i wanna do? are you blind or do i have to get more EyeMo for you to wash your eyes?

all i can do now is waiting the final result from the UPU and see how's my luck going on.

that's all from now. :/

Another full of randomness outing!

2012-04-20T11:50:00.002+08:00

SO, this is a very, very, VERY, postponed activities with the 4G/4Fs. planned since ~~last year~~? :X

anyway, we reprise the plan last 2 weeks, but it was me and Lawrence that making the plan on and off. but this week, we've made it! :D funny part was, Andy text me asking me how's tmr (Thursday) plan? i was like "is tmr?! i got plans going on..." but the truth is, Lawrence off on Wednesday but Andy's msg totally blinded me. LOL.

then i got started to freak out when Pang text me, sayin' tonight (Wednesday night) ?

i'm like wtf? and texted Lawrence about it.

and i misread his msg, thought it was thurs when Andy texted me.

and, i definitely feel freaking ~~blonde~~. -.-

ANYWAY, it was very random and apparently 4 of us can make it?

see, random plan works better than long-awaited-planned outing.

and, Andy reached earliest, had dinner at Klang Parade and i reached second.

watched The Smurfs at Speedy while waiting for the other 2.

hahaha.

and once the two reached (Pang & Lawrence), they are like totally ki-hiao.ed and jumping and skipping around like they're wearing skirts, acting cute and looking like librarian-school-chick girl? HAHA!

then, they randomly ask wanna watch Battleship after bowling.

i'm like .... i wanna slp?

LOL

but dunwanna potong all their stims, i went eventually (cuz i WON the bowling match! woooohooooooooo!)

yeah babe! Andy, take that for bitchin' with me ALL THE TIME! don't deny, don't fret. you are the L! :P

and Lawrence, looks like im the one who Roar and you're the one who Meow? HAHA!

and, yeah. we made a deal. whoever lose, treat mcD Sundae Cone! :9

thanks Lawrence!

supposed to be SS-shot, but they all.... nevermind! next time!

after we get our Sundae Cone, we headed to MBO to watch Battleship.

was hoping that don't have suitable screening, but damn.

i was tired and my wallet left rm12? LOL

but went eventually and..

it was awesome!

synopsis : Peter Berg ('Hancock') produces and directs 'Battleship,' an epic action-adventure that unfolds across the seas, in the skies and over land as our planet fights for survival against a superior force. Based on Hasbro's classic naval combat game, 'Battleship' stars Taylor Kitsch as Lt. Alex Hopper, a Naval officer assigned to the USS John Paul Jones; Brooklyn Decker as Sam Shane, a physical therapist and Hopper's fiancee; Alexander Skarsgard as Hopper's older brother, Stone, Commanding Officer of the USS Sampson; Rihanna as Petty Officer Raikes, Hopper's crewmate and a weapons specialist on the USS John Paul Jones; and international superstar Liam Neeson as Hopper and Stone's superior (and Sam's father), Admiral Shane.

it was all-full action movie, from beginning until the end.

for those fancy action movie, this is the one.

and to my surprise, Rihanna did a pretty good job in the movie!

she, and Katy Perry has similarities (padahal both are BFFs)!

Katy Perry joins military in her "Part of Me" video,

and Rihanna joins Submarine for this Battleship movie.

overall rating : 8/10

worth to watch.

Manhattan Fish Market, Starbucks (Earth Hour) etc.

2012-04-01T01:15:00.002+08:00

Hey y'all, yup. gonna blog about what i've done this week.

so, i came across a friend of mine posting Manhattan Fish Market promo stuff thru fb.

and, first thing came to my mind was "Seni Foto used to have MP over there"

the next thing was tagging Kim, Sorwen, Pang and Andy.

hahaha. it was a very random outing, once tagged and confirmed to visit there the next day.

HAHA.

the food was delicious~!

:D i love fried dory fish and dipped it with Tartar sauce! :9

but it's kinda sick of it if you have it too much.

how i wished they come with rice too. :D

blurry, but nice effect? :)

Sorwen & I :)

then, the next one is celebrating Earth Hour, at Starbucks!

Starbucks giving free drinks for whoever the checked in through Foursquare, a Grande drink!

initially, i wanted a Chocolate Cream Chip Frap, but i changed my mind when the barista attended me.

i ordered Dark Mocha, but she wrote Chocolate Cream Chip without me realizing it.

then when the barista that make the drinks called up my name and saying it's Choco Cream Chip, im like...

but it was really crowded and see the barista having fun busying attending the customers, i didn't ask to change. :)

the drink was, not really ice blended. kinda water-ish, rather than really ice-blended.

but their service was good, not great, but fast. :)

afterall, it's a free drinks. ain't gonna complain much. :)

and glad to go with awesome people!

Pang, Sorwen (and siblings) and UV! sadly, Kim couldn't make it cuz at Johore. next time alright, kehpoh?! :D

and also met people like Benson, Peter, Rachel, KaiMing and few juniors.

awesome people they all are. :D

light dimmed, didn't use flash. :/ people are queing up!

rate: 6/10, Chocolate Cream Chip (the "3Cs" drink)

SorWen and siblings (Chin Teck & Sor Yeung)

Earth Hour 2012 (100%) : -RM15.00. =)

*edited*: Sorwen actually came up with a name "Wendy", her reason was people don't really know how to mention her name and there's so many people and don't want to make the barista like "huh??" and you have to spell your name to him/her. and, from now on, that's her Starbucks name. :)
i should come up with some nickname, or shall i say a starbucks name eh? suggestion? :P

so, that's it. a lil' update. :)

--out of topic--

: Vocal opinions is good but sometimes it hurts. You think it's okay to say, but sometimes people feel another way around. at the end of the day, still be careful of what you're going to say because you won't know you offend someone else. :)

hope y'all have a good weekend. :D

the hunger games

2012-03-25T02:00:00.000+08:00

Synopsis : In a not-too-distant future, North America has collapsed, weakened by drought, fire, famine, and war to be replaced by Panem, a country divided into the Capitol and 12 districts. Each year two young representatives from each district are selected by lottery to participate in The Hunger Games. Part entertainment, part brutal intimidation of the subjugated districts, the televised games are broadcast throughout Panem. The 24 participants are forced to eliminate their competitors, literally, with all citizens required to watch. When 16-year-old Katniss' young sister, Prim, is selected as the mining district's female representative, Katniss volunteers to take her place. She and her male counterpart Peeta, will be pitted against bigger, stronger representatives who have trained for this their whole lives.

This movie, starred by Jennifer Lawrence (blondie in real life), is based on a trilogy book.

Alright, first and foremost, big FAT thank you to NuffNang for the screening premiere tickets! :D

Kehpoh Kimberly also won, and B Suez won from Churp Churp!

and, lucky for Suez. she got the mockingjay brooch!

wonder what's a mockingjay brooch? it's that sign from the movie poster but in a pin form!

it's kinda exclusive merchandise from that movie!

Anyway, first time riding ~~stranger's~~ car (but later become friends) before picking up our mutual friend.

thanks Khai Jie, for the ride. and Suez for introducing...?

hahaha. reached the Curve and had dinner at Kim Gary Restaurant.

because of the lady at Churp Churp booth told Suez to go in cinema early,

she literally rushes us to have dinner and etc.

she was lucky, because our order got messed up and 3 of our order has been cancelled.

and we're in the cinema on time, and that's where they give them the prizes.

movie review:

one of the best movie i ever watch!

they said the book is nicer, but i haven't get to read yet.

but, damn. i haven't really seen a nice movie based on a book so far!

twilight? pfffts. book awesome, movie moderate.

i will rate : 8/10

a MUST watch movie, peeps!

here's the attendees!

: Pang, Me, Khai Jie, Suez, SorWen & Kimberly!

:) must watch tau?!

next movie hunt : Titanic 3D

get ready your tissues, people!

J-j-j-jessie J! live in Malaysia 2012!

2012-03-17T17:11:00.000+08:00

on 16th March 2012,

Jessie J held a concert at Sunway Lagoon Surf Beach!

and, thanks to Tune Talks, i've won 2 tickets and i bring Sue along!

honestly, i didn't expect Jessie J to come over here to have a concert,

because well, she's considered as sexy and stuffs that is quite lame for modern people.

but, heck! i think it's because of the election coming up (lolz) *troll face*

but, hey, who cares right!

so, the opening act was an all-girl group called : the Blush.

frankly speaking, they are talented but i just don't like their songs.

not even one that they showcased.

and, their outfit is kinda, awful. i think i saw power rangers there.

but, they are interesting cuz they are each from different country.

and they topped Billboard Dance Chart with one of their songs.

so, they are interesting that much only.

and, Jessie J came out on 9.15am!

the intro of the song "Who's Laughing Now" makes me scream like c-c-crazy!

i love that song, a song tackles on haters!

what makes me more high was her outfit! :D

she looks INCREDIBLE <3

and, i am very glad that she performed Mama Knows The Best and Who You Are too!

literally, on every song she hit all those crazy high notes that seems pretty easy for her.

and some of her songs that is very uptempo like Abracadabra, Nobody's Perfect.

these songs makes me jump my feet off the ground and punch my fist in the air!

For encore, she started off with Do it like a Dude, her debut single in UK which peaked at no.2 on UK charts!

she got the swag, came out looking badass chick with shades and leather studded jacket on!

and i went crazy with this song and do all the weird swag moves that i used to do whenever i got into the song!

this is the first song i've heard from Jessie J and i got hooked immediately.

and she let the crowd to be bad people by letting us finish this line :

"you think i can get hurt like you mother (?)"

crowd : " F^^KER"

for several of times. when the songs end, she teases us again with that line. twice.

LOL

then one lucky guy (who so so lucky) got on stage with her and sing Price Tag with her!

i'm like "whaaaaaaat?! i want to be that guy on stage with Jessie J singing price tag!"

i can totally imagine im on stage got starstruck and sing out loud with Jessie J like her new best friend in a Jukebox!

haha! wild imagination, sorry. :P

and, the night end with..

oh ooh oooh oooooh!

Domino!

i turned around and see everyone is jumping up and down throughout the whole song!

and i did too!

and, i can say. so far, this is one of the best concert i've been!

she's just so amazing and i am proud to say i'm a heartbeat since the beginning of her career!

here is some pictures :)

Jessie J's concert tix! :D (forget about poncho, it didn't rain. -.-)

my concert partner! introducing : Sue Wen :)

from my mobile, she looked into the camera and sings! usually singers will be ignorant. but Jessie J is different!

during "Do It Like A Dude". badass Jessie J!

the concert aftermath!

and.. guess who we met.

...

it's malaysian rock singer, Ella! :D

the party-zone goer!

here's some professional pictures that i found on the net. better view of her outfits!

this is funny! she was asking people to put down their phone/camera or any devices to enjoy for at least 4minutes of their life and some being ignorant and she show this to them. <3!!

quote of the night : Life is more than Twitters - Jessie J

and she sings L.O.V.E. afterwards.

yay! :D it's so amazing and thankful that i went for this concert!

she totally prove that she's very talented and i really hope she would come back for another round!

all credits of the professional pictures goes to the owner of http://runwitime.blogspot.com

i have a great weekend! hope y'all too. :D

JESSIE J concert contest like chi-ching chi-ching!

2012-03-10T23:13:00.000+08:00

how badly i wanna watch the Jessie J concert?!

~~do you really need to ask?!~~

okay, i literally never thought she would come to malaysia!

i would love to see and hear her amazing voice and perform the songs that i love from her!
i am a music lover, and i got my exposure to Jessie J when she debut herself with the song "do it like a dude" and boy, i am hooked! then i went and google and youtube her videos.
and, i got even hooked once i heard "who you are", the album titled track and i am overwhelmed!
it's a beautifully written song and her voice is just so relevant in that song.
and, i eventually went to wikipedia to make more research about her.
i literally got hooked on her and ever since, i am a huge and supportive fan!
and i would love to see her do her thing live on stage, live in malaysia!
love to see she perform some of my favourite songs of her album!

for example, do it like a dude, domino, who's laughing now, L.O.V.E., price tag, who you are and a song that i must hear it live for myself that is.. *drumrolls please*

MAMA KNOWS THE BEST!

do you know how crazy her vocal is in that song?!

she almost make me loose my hair cuz i can't imagine how she did that!

and, of course. i wanna do all the quirky dance during the concert!

you know, doing all those dancing at home to the music a bit awkward,

and it's different if you do it in concert!

people assume you enjoyed and rocking the concert too!

OMG like seriously!

i wanted to go to the concert so so so badly that i am actually texting my best friends about it and persuade her to go to the concert and intro her songs and her talent to everyone that asked me about the concert!

so, i hope tune talks would give me the tickets and allow me to go to the concert!

after all, it's not about the money money money, right?!

and, if you give me the tickets, i would definitely use Tune Talks as my mobile services! (NO FREAKING JOKE!)

pretty pretty please!

email to : Senchen_92@hotmail.com

peace out! <3

result.

2012-03-10T22:45:00.000+08:00

As most of y'all know,

STPM result is out already!

wonder how am i doing?

not so well. not proud of. not able to show off at all.

but, i am relieved that i actually passed all the subjects!

y'know, i'm only average student.

and for people average like me to pass all of 'em, pretty good?

but, i believe i can do much better than this cuz it's all about hardwork actually.

if and only if. but, well. i don't wanna do the ranting and blaming here.

friends actually congratulates me, say i did pretty good and stuffs like that.

they reminded me that STPM is the toughest education level in our country.

so much, i am comforted. =)

so, what's the next step?

honestly, i've always wanted to do art stream related stuff.

or finance. or account. but, after working at this company, i kinda wanted to work something else (not in the office) perhaps?

science stream definitely not in my list, lose confident already.

i love science, but i just can't go with it.

public relation is on top of my list right now, gonna get more info from my senior, Jeannie soon.

since she's studying that course in UTAR now. =)

nothing much, just another bored saturday night-pathetically stucked at home and got no friends to jio me to go for a night out. sien.

so, that's it. just an update.

2012-03-02T16:05:00.000+08:00

Life is.. too short.

who knows you met someone today, and the next day, they might not be around anymore.

they're gone forever.

a person like him, based on his blog, is having a bright future.

a caring person, dedicated, and determined.

he loves his family as much as everyone else does.

he believes in Long Distance Relationship, and he survived.

sadly, he's gone today.

life is planned by god.

you will never know when you're going to die.

you will never know when the people around you will just gone, just like that.

and you will get the shocked of your life when you got such news.

indeed, i did.

he is my primary and secondary school friend's brother.

well, i know him as well.

he knows me and my brother.

i may not know him well, but it's very sad and i can even relate it.

his death definitely effect me at least a bit.

i can't even think about how his family is handling his sudden death.

all his family, even among cousins are close.

which what most of the family dont have such beautiful relationships nowadays.

why god has to take away good people like him?

i just don't get it. people that doing crimes are still out there.

i felt truly sorry for my friend, for his family for such loss.

keep this in your mind, he will always be with you guys.

please remember him as a good person he is.

rest in peace, Yap Chee King.

Everyone, please appreciate your loved ones.

i know, sometimes life is hard.

especially when they are your family and they are not what you want them to be.

but, they've sacrifice in order to have you in this world.

and, your friends. remind them how much you love them.

i love y'all, like truly.

and i am glad of the things that i wanted to do didn't work.

or else, i wouldn't be here telling you guys how much i appreciate you.

thanks for reading.

BURST!

2012-03-01T23:16:00.000+08:00

take note : this is gonna be a post full with anger!

what kind of century you lived in?!

SORRY, i don't mean to be rude.

but ELDERLY ~~don't~~ have to respect the younger is like, so yesterday.

please.

i don't mean respect as in those you practice on your Uniformed units.

as in respect for the privacy.

i am deeply, deeply regret for putting such nasty words on you.

but that's because you triggered on the stuff that i am most sensitive about!

that's the most i am asking for.

maybe it takes one incident so that things didn't repeat?

i hope so. i cannot deal with it.

and, as a prove to how sorry i am.

i will not say any rude word (try my best, it's hard to change back when i'm saying it like i'm spelling abc.)

and..

the biggest news ever!

result is finally coming out!

date confirmed.

7TH MARCH 2012.

STPM result.

oh boi.

i don't know how is my result.

i am worried, no confident and nervous.

but what is done, is done.

just accept the result and find a way out.

but definitely hope all my last minute preparation is worth it and able for me to go to one of the top 5 Local Universities.

and, this is just a message for my bro/dude/niggas out there.

please, don't be a DOUCHE bag.

be loyal, or the worst you can be is admit the shits you've done with you ex when someone questioned you.

c'mon, your act just like you're an ultimate bambo (male version of bimbo).

you can't throw everything and blame it on the girls, padahal you were at a place that's belong to them

put a shame on yourself. don't be a girl about it, be a man about it.

for that particular person, you have just blacklisted from my contact.

pathetic douche bag.

what for, for the smartness, good looking and charming looking that god gave you?

you've just misused it.

one day, you're gonna pay for it. trust me.

he's just TOO grateful with what he have.

and if you messed with one of my close friends/sisters,

i will cut you down. trust me. i will.

or maybe, i'll probably send this girl for you. i think she suits you a lot.

omg. this lady. i think she suits you. bimbo enough for you to cheat on.

or blame. or whatever you wanna do with her.

I AM very supportive of the "Stop Lynas, Save Malaysia" campaign,

but this lady. THIS crazy lady. just make me shake my head.

i pity her.

if there is any overseas people reading this,

the lady in the video has already diagnose with the side effect of LYNAS project!

please, she can't even differentiate LYNAS and LYNUS!

she thought it's anus! (oh boi!)

please forgive this lady.

she might think she is super cute.

what a damned bimbo she is.

only-frame spec, big dolly eyes.

OMG the more i describe her, the more i feel to match up with the douche bag i mentioned just now.

i feel sad. terribly sad.

and, please. either speak in chinese or in english, in the language that you feel like you owned it!

not, like this mad lady.

alright, i think that's all. :)

STOP LYNAS, SAVE MALAYSIA!

2012-02-28T14:45:00.000+08:00

yes, Lynas. GTFO!

I bet everyone has heard of Lynas, if you are internet savvy person OR newspapers nerd.

but do you know what's going on?

at first, i didn't know.

to be honest, i'm not the one who always read newspaper and stuff.

when things got heated up, it got my attention.

and, of all news, this is unacceptable!

I personally don't know what our PM is thinking.

is it about the money money money?

boy, i hope Jessie J serenade the Jabatan Perdana Menteri and sing "Price Tag" in Najib's face.

i certainly don't mind to do the ooohs and aaahs for Jessie J.

i really can't accept the fact that he actually wanted our land (dahlah kecil, lagi mau waste it. buat bodoh aje)

to be a dumpsite for radioactive waste?

and it's permanent people!

sorry, i'm not scientist but i'm a science student!

radioactive is dangerous, when it's not being handle well.

and have you ever watch Sci-Fi movies or series?

where the scientist assure there is no harm for such injection and the person that being injected suddenly got out of control and then *zeng zeng zeng* the scientist is the evil man behind all these thing.

even the leader that approves all the procedure are blindsided!

and bitch please, i do believe the scientist that say it's not going to do any harm is Lynas people.

if it's our people, either it's bribed or they got having a sot-plug.

ps:/ accusing and believing is two different things, alright? i'm not accusing, i'm just believing. if i am wrong, correct me.

i totally feel bad for the kuantan residents, for facing such pressure because of our leader's decision.

i hope that he is not blindsided and concern for his rakyat, or at least for the next generation.

Where is your heart?

where is your SOUL?!

where is your BRAIN~?!

i am sure he got his pressure from those who are investing for this STUPID LYNAS project,

but please. don't be a bald bimbo.

you hear the criticisms loud and clear!

STOP LYNAS, SAVE MALAYSIA!

AVRIL LAVIGNE THE BLACK STAR TOUR

2012-02-22T12:16:00.000+08:00

YES! the Black Star Tour babe!

it's located at Stadium Merdeka, on 18th Febuary 2012!

and, yeap. i went to this concert with none other than Avril's big fan --SorWen B! and also Pang :)

so, thanks Pang for being the driver of the day.

literally, we reached at 330pm and the day is gloomy.

wasn't a good start since on the way to the stadium, there's traffic jam on the highway.

when we reached there, there's like 100 ppl in total queing up already.

anyway, we got pretty good view as we get the front-est stand for our ticket!

while waiting, sorwen and i went for some food-hunt.

literally, the burger taste like rm1.50 cost us rm3.

u know, they earned like a bitch.

and we bought the rain coat. cost rm6.666 cuz we bought rm20 for 3.

and we met some friends!

sun woei, working for ticketpro!

i forget how much was her salary for a day, but it's worth it!

you can take turns to peek the concert!

LOL

anyway, Ciuyi and her friends also went for the concert!

it's been a loooooong looooong time since i last saw Ciuyi. :)

so, we went into the stadium at around 7.10pm.

and, literally they separate guys and girls cuz they wanna body check us.

reminder: do not bring bottles in. bring those palia water bottle can already. cuz they will break their stupid ~~promises~~ and claim the garbage man came and took your bottle away for recycle.

and we got so excited once entered the stadium!

leg ache for waiting to go in-gone!

tiredness- gone!

then, we waited again.

there's a DJ performing, playing hits songs and the crowd sing along.

thought it will gonna rain again, but it's like slightly rained.

and then once the DJ done, we waited for Avril to the show.

we literally saw her car came into the stadium and the crowd went wild!

lights off at 8.45pm (15mins later than schedule, i suppose)

and the bandmate came out!

first song was played : black star (totally suits the theme of the concert) :)

alright, i wont go on and on with the set list in order.

cuz bloggin' in office now =X

she performed her only no.1 US single, girlfriend which got everyone on their feet!

and, i loved that she performed "i'm with you" cuz it's my favourite one!

and "my happy ending" too!

i only don't know one or two of her songs only.

sadly, she did not performed "nobody's home" but she did, and of course a must "complicated"!

that's the ending.

and, FYI. Malaysia is the Last Stop of the Black Star Tour!

so, this is special for Avril and her band, they switched up everything!

his guitarist singing and avril took over his place, and literally they sang Foster The People smash hits, "Pumped Up Kicks"!

the concert ended at 1030pm, with 18 songs on the setlist!

here's some photo:

Gloomy day.

after the concert! rock on babeh!

the stage!

literally, we look so weird. concert aftermath.

FUNNNNY pic of us in raincoat! lolol!

with Ciuyi and Sorwen :)

this is my, consider 3rd concert!

it's awesome, although Avril didn't hit the high notes that she should during the songs,

but she replaced it at the end of the songs.

she can belt out high notes!

THAT GIRL CAN SING!

the best part was, she didn't changed her lyrics.

if it's bitch, then it's bitch.

not like radio, changing bitch to chick.

i love when she performed SMILE!

all of her songs is very up-tempo, so literally everyone's off the ground!

sadly, i still love Avril in her "Let Go"/ "Under My Skin" era, where she still tomboyish.

this is one the songs that she performed too! (sk8ter boi)

but not like this, it's more like standing and singing and moving around without those tomboyish act.

anyway, this doesn't mean i don't like her anymore. i still love her!

and i bought her "Goodbye Lullaby" Deluxe Version for only rm40!

outside sold rm50++.

so, that's it. i hope y'all enjoy this post!

:)

2012-02-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

hola!

so, this is my attempt to speak spanish. =/

watched too much of Modern Family.

it's a great comedy show, makes me LOL-ed.

anyway, couldn't sleep and went to both kehpoh's blog and found out they've update more than i do.

so, i'm here to, u know, update a lil'.

first and foremost,

*drumrolls*

congrats Adele for winning all the award she was nominated for Grammys!

6 of 'em!

now, all the haters who called her fat can literally shut their big fat mouth!

cuz the difference of your big fat mouth and her big fat mouth is talent!

she earned in total of 8 Grammy's Awards with her mouth.

so happy for her, although she just announced she's gonna take a freaking ~~(5 years or more)~~ break from music.

making commitment with her current bf, who get her back on her feet and so on.

it's worth it.

take your time and make some beautiful music.

happy music, she said.

ain't she beautiful? and freaking talented! well deserved!

and.. i got my Red Guitar! *gasps!*

with gold capo!

and red picks.

they said im going red devil-ish!

and, i got my job too!

as a general clerk at a secretarial company.

literally, this job is really not environmental friendly cuz, involved lots of paper.

but what i can do is do less mistake. :)

this is my Red Guitar!

was taken at Pang's place, not my house.

and, so happy to say that..

I'M GOING TO AVRIL LAVIGNE CONCERT THIS SATURDAY!

here's a prove to it!

TEEHEE!

bought rm159 tix, 20% discounted off from rm198 tix!

going with SorWen B and Pang.

gonna be wholesome!

it's my third concert actually, both first for them!

and, i got a new wallpaper on my phone!

and i love it!

Joplin and Security, both of them is Kelly's dog!

this photo is for People's magazine!

i love this shot very very much!

look how adorable the dog is!

black and white. :)

pretty much that's it. for now. i guessed.

Kelly Clarkson : Stronger

2012-01-20T23:24:00.000+08:00

alright, i always wanted to post my very own review on my all-time favourite artist new album but i couldn't find some time and space.

so, here it goes!

sorry, if you're not interested! :)

Mr. Know It All : I love this song, cuz they release the full length song on my birthday. LOL that must be false! the song is super sassy, with the lines that a lil of tongue twisting lyrics.

telling everyone that they think they are Mr. Know it All but they don't know a thing about others.

awesome lead single!

Stronger (What Doesn't Kill You) : An anthem that group everyone for a flashmob! "What doesn't kill you makes you Stronger" it's smart enough to make a person a better one! I personally think that this should be the first single, instead of Mr Know it All, but this is definitely a global hit!

it somehow remind me of "Since U Been Gone", from the arrangements and the tunes.

i cannot wait to sing on karaoke! :D

Dark Side : this song is basically telling a story that everyone has their dark side, and hoping that the person that know their dark side will stay with them. i love how the song started with, and there's a haunting part where singing "Don't runaway, dont' runaway, promise me you will stay, promise me you will stay".

Everyone has their dark side, and i hope this would be the next single!

Honestly : A song about being honest to a person, even if it's hurt. it's kinda theatrical, haunting and it can be for lovers or friends.

"love me, hate me, do it honestly."

not a single material, but it's the most different song in the whole album.

ps:/ previously recorded by Adam Lambert.

showcasing Kelly Clarkson's vocal!

You Love Me: title may sound kinda cliche. however, the song is about a person claiming that they love someone, but they are actually hurting them. it's not catchy, but listenable. it has its own rhythm and i love where she sings "strong hold, fun ride, roller coaster but it's na-na-na-not enough"

Einstein: Previously titled as "Dumb + Dumb = You" and i preferred the previous title.

it's catchy song, singing "i didn't get it first time, i don't think i'm so blind, i may not be einstein but dumb plus dumb equals you". kinda funny, but smart lyrics. i wished they could add in more beats into the song though.

Standing In Front Of You : a song that should be in a movie. it's soft and melodically sweet enough to be in a scene where a person waking up to the person they wished to see at the first place.

it's kinda like a song should be in the movie called "Love Actually".

I Forgive You : A song produced by Rodney Jerkins, who also produced songs for Pussycat Dolls and etc. very radio friendly song, singing about forgiving someone cuz the damage it's done and there's no use for hating them. this song actually makes me to become a more forgiving person.

and, i forgive you. :)

ffor the person that i forgive recently, you should appreciate this awesome song!

Hello : Love the guitar riffs on the starting of the song! it's also another catchy song, that i love singing along with. "Hello, hello, is anybody listening? not ghost, anyone who's go with me" fun song and vocally, she's good with her raspy voice.

The War Is Over: a song that reminds me of Behind These Hazel Eyes, not melodically.

A song that's about she's not fighting anymore and there's no turning back of what has been done. i love singing this song.

Let Me Down : this song was mistakenly reported as the first single, a song that is written by Kelly. This kind of song sorta like her trademark, cuz it's with angsty in it. it's catchy, and vocally reminds me of "Breakaway" album's era. this song should be in that Breakaway album though.

You Can't Win : introduced on my previous post. :) this song contains some smart lyrics about you can't win on anything you do. people will always against it, you just can't win. for me, this song will be awesome if it's a duet with P!nk or Katy Perry, cuz reminds me of them. and note that, it's written by Kelly Clarkson yo! <3

currently my favourite song!

Breaking Your Own Heart : a song that has country vibe in it. singing about a person being sad and feeling lonely and absorb everything by themselves until they break their own heart and NO ONE knows about it.

i did that, always. just to make others happy, and myself sad.

i love her voice in this song, always remind me why i love her dearly. :)

the song that should be singles :

Dark Side

I Forgive You

The War Is Over

Let Me Down

You Can't Win

so, here's my review on the Standard Edition of Stronger.

seriously, Stronger era is the best!

2012-01-14T23:19:00.000+08:00

Finally an update here.

been MIA cuz of working as Hamper Wrapper.

i will not elaborate much on why people got so surprised when i worked as that.

'cuz, they think they know me. but they don't really know me.

it's worth the experience if it's not for the salary.

starting was a lil' hard, cuz of the weather is being so bad!

i got rashes all over on my chest the next day.

fall sick on the 6th day of work. take a day off.

now, i'm used to it.

i learned to wrap those hamper, from tall version to fancy and elegant version.

so, kinda cool. and the people there, though all chinese-educated, but they're friendly, nice and funny.

glad to know they are sampat enough. :)

left 9 more days to go, and i will be temporary jobless.

but i'm definitely signing up for any interesting job right after got back from China trip.

yup, am going to Macau, then Shenzhen and other cities from 1st day til the 8th day of CNY.

gonna missed a lot of outings with friends, but oh well.

on the other hand, i have been dealing with depression lately.

depression, as in not sickness, but emotionally.

sometimes, i just couldn't figure things out.

is it ought to be or it's just me being problematic to myself?

i can't seems to figure it out.

wanting to vanish and to be unavailable for a moment just to get a peace of mind.

or maybe just to make things loosen, so that i wouldn't have the feeling of care so much.

and i quit twitter for 3 days ~~(failure)~~ cuz i didn't want people to update me from twitter or facebook!

literally, there's a thing call HANDPHONE.

and, saddest thing is people ASSUME too much thing, that they think they know it all by reading twitter updates, but they actually have no idea anything about it.

worst come to worst, people would assume the things the i swear that i will never do-outcast you for some plan that seems stupid now.

cuz i know the feeling of being outcast. maybe you're so brilliant with everything and lights on your side all the time, and you seems to outcast some of the people even if it's important (or not) to you.

i will never do such thing, and i can't believe that you assume such thing from me.

guess you really don't know me and now, i don't seems to care at all if you're outcast or not.

sigh.

that's it. finally.. letting something out.

it's my blog, you know.

handle it at your own risk.

song of the month (which i really love it cuz the lyrics are awesome! you just can't win!)

You Can't Win- Kelly Clarkson.

Class Trip to the Langkawi Island babeh!

2011-12-27T01:10:00.001+08:00

HOLA!

as i promised, a post about Langkawi trip!

where to start first?

on the 18th December, which happens to be a Sunday.

i remember that i was pretty cool, didn't feel the excitement yet.

until, i realize i got tonnes of things to be packed.

like, literally i pack none. and it's like few hours before gather at gathering spot.

when i woke up, the first thing on my mind was getting a haircut!

cuz, it's kinda long and messy.

i don't wanna get into the beach and get up with a fugly look.

i shopped some necessary stuff except sunblock lotion.

ccuz of insufficient $ when i was in the mall alone.

it cost more than rm20 for 100ml? i couldn't remember but. LOL

obviously i'm not an outdoor person.

i was done packing and prepared around 6something, left 3hours to the gathering time.

so, i went and watch "The Proposal". thought of spending sometime while waiting.

slowly, the excitements build in. :P

reached at the gathering place ON time, while the organizer Jia Yap reached the last.

smart fella, ask to gather at 9 when bus is coming at 10.

~~typical klangites.~~

haha.

got into our bus at 1030pm and reached at Kuala Perlis at 7am and got into ferry by 815am.

touched down at Langkawi Island around 1030am. so, literally 12hours of ride.

first activity of the day was Island hoping.

first stop, is to the beach! <3

eeveryone got into the water, and damn. it tasted super salty.

like, literally you can cure your wound by just dipped your injured area into the sea.

got so bored while waiting for the ferry to depart, so we went for some photoshooting. :P

excitement build in the boat when we're heading to our first pit stop of Island Hoping. :D

freaking enjoy the wind! the boat driver was the best, always speeding and leading!

BEST HAIR DRYER EVER!

sso, we got a lil bored and decided to bury Ping Khai's body. :P

it's a woman body sculpture. LOL

and the second pit stop was viewing the eagle.

lol. quite boring at there, but saw Beng's eagles. LOL

third stop was swimming at a very huge lake.

thank god for the water tasteless!

the water level was quite deep though.

twe had our dinner at a restaurant called Islandish.

cute name, and the boss was really good in serving us.

literally, we buy into his "enthusiasms" in serving us.

the food was alright, filling and he offered to snap picture of us with the restaurant's title.

smart business fella ;)

1Malaysia spirit at Langkawi. LOL

the second day was our free activity day.

we rented 5 cars, and i drove one of them.

the car that i got, was fucked up like literally.

HOT air conditioner, sot-plug car temperature.

was VERY MAD and moodless but then things got better in time.

hated that car, nice car plate with BAMBEE but functioned suckedly.

went for lunch, then to an empty shopping mall (i wonder how they survive, like seriously. the whole mall just us and the person taking care of their stall)

then to Langkawi Parade.

car park kinda scary, but the mall was okay.

bought mask and did it with the girls and Yew Vee. hahaha!

first time doing mask and everything is so weird. sunburnt.

went to the beach for sunset and have some fun photoshot session! at night,

went to shopping with Pang, Teck Yong and Yew Vee then facial mask. :)

looking like ghost that night with mask on. :P poker face everyone!

jumpshot! #likeaboss

Yew Vee, Ati and me!

ati, ah chuan, yew vee, tiffany, sorwen, pang and teck yong at the back. :)

the lovebird. Miss Poon and Farcow Eu.

PERVERT!

lovin' the new shade!

ah chuan, modelling at the beach.

busy burying Yew Vee's leg. <3

haha! nice expression, ~~shawty!~~

LOOK! i found this during shopping with the dudes. LOL

dare not to try cuz KLANG'S BKT STILL DA BEST!

didn't get much sleep that night, literally 2hours or less due to some of us got real drunk and vomited on their bed and they came to my room to sleepover. sigh.

such a ~~bad night!~~

the third day, we went to a waterfall and then cable car!

funny thing was, Lin Xiong afraid of heights and we didn't know!

until he admitted a day before. lol

enjoyed the waterfall, water was super clean, but there's small tiny leach at some place.

the water was cold, everyone enjoyed.

i even got water-massage from the water fall. awesome!

feeling refreshed, though only slept less than 2 hours.

headed to the cable car, awesome experience. though tiring for climbing the stairs at someplace.

the scenery was the best, but the wind and temperature top it all!

was kinda reluctant to go down the hill cuz on top is just so awesome lah!

at the waterfalls. :)

6A1 !

ah Chuan, ati, and me. :)

love this picture!

went for lunch at 3, then headed back to hotel and rushed for Banana Boat!

it's awesome, when you got with your crazy friends, and the boat was speeding against the water wave!

and literally, we rushed back to hotel and my roomates, literally 4 of us in a toilet. imagine that!

and went to shopping for chocolates and dinner. :)

fourth day. kinda reluctant to go home.

miss everything there, from sleepless night, to all the mess and the fun we get into.

feel so heavy to pick up myself from the hotel's bed.

and well, even our bus doesn't wanna let us go!

spoiled at that very moment.

there's this guy named Leslie.

funny, and i really thought he's drunk. in the early morning.

but what i see from him is living his life to the fullest.

he ain't wearing branded stuff, but he talks happily.

well, he's without worries.

kinda interesting person he is.

he was there to send farewell to us. :) barely know him, but it was kind enough.

i hated the bus driver for sounding him for sending farewell to us cuz we're rushing to the ferry.

sore loser!

stopped at Ipoh to have our lunch, and went to shop a lil' for local food and headed home.

reached klang, the very same gathering point, at 720pm.

dad was the one who reached among others parents. :)

quickly took a group photo, and i was feeling reluctant to leave but dad was rushing to somewhere else.

confession: I love my classmate from the bottom of my heart. i never felt so enjoying to be in a class that full of surprises!

though one and half year, it seems long but it felt short.

can't believe we're on different path sooner than we expected.

it's fun being your class monitor, because you guys makes my life interesting.

i do wished to see them in the future, doing well.

i felt i've grown into a better, braver, stronger and mature person because of form6.

very glad that i didn't choose to attend college, cuz i've grown a lot compared to those college peeps.

and...

i66A1 for 2010/2011 is the best for me 'cuz we're unique and we're born this way baby! <3 YOU YOU YOU AND YOU!

much love, from your Class Monitor. :)

hope you enjoy reading it, and i can't wait to start working and gaining new experiences!

ps:/ all photos that tagged with "Sorwen" credits to SorWen. :)

Aftermath : STPM

2011-12-16T00:48:00.000+08:00

HELLO blog!

yes, muah is back in action.

cuz y'all know why?

finished STPM!

it's like TEEHEE!

and kinda went a lil' lifeless,

but kept myself content with movies and etc.

so, isn't that bad. :p

it's the last day of wearing school uniform and it's kinda sad cuz we're ending Form 6, and school year.

it's kinda expected and unexpected that, it's that fast.

i still remembering the first day of Form6, and through the ridiculous orientation week and seeing new faces.

and, now i've completed Form 6.

oh well, time passed fast.

the saddest part was leaving the awesome classmate!

6A1 is full of variety characters!

it's like christmas in a cup, which is full of surprises.

that's what makes us awesome!

and i definitely looking forward the class trip!

as for now... here's some photos!

this was my "bed" before cleaning. only bed. the rest still remain unveiled.

after cleaning! xP so clean and .. clean.

oh oh! today was Louis birthday as well!

gosh, doesn't he look super adorable in this picture?

happy birthday Louis!

uncle treat you Baskin Robbins when you grow up.

so, faster grow up and claim your BR! time limited. :)

AND.. here comes the study life/pre-STPM.

studying hard for STPM examination at Shah Alam's Public Library!

And also, studying hard at Setia Alam's Starbucks, where these few people got their Starbucks card!

ps: Sorwen and Beng Ghee got planner already, still pending :Peik Lai and Yew Vee.

where's Kim?!

some photosession at Starbucks!

model : the great Nanny (Lawrence Gan)!

the last day of exam!

with (from left) Hui Meng (2nd sis), Yee Lin (Big Sis) and ah Chuan (druggie) hahaha!

with Yee Li, Audrey and Wei Chi! (these girls are awesome weih!)

gossip, make noise is their no. 1!!

another shot with them! :D

guess who's this i signed on? :D

it's SorWen! it's so awesome that we went Form6 together!

can't wait for the future! :D

that's it people.

i'm gonna start blog as often as i could be.

and, well perhaps next one will be Langkawi Class Trip!

here i am!

TEEHEE!

2011-12-09T12:02:00.000+08:00

WOW, kinda lose my touch on blogging. :/

sorry readers, i'm STPM-ing and yeah.

that explains my hiatus. :)

exam was kinda okay i guessed.

i don't know what to expect, but i know i did my best.

that's all matters.

if and only if i got extra time. :)

but maths paper 2 was the worst.

for the first time i felt obnoxious and wanting to throw out all the time before exam.

the night before, i couldn't sleep at all. :(

fear for that particular paper till fallen sick?

anyway, kinda lazy to keep up my blog already.

guess exam worn me out, huh?

anyway, will try my best keep myself posted. :)

left 2 more freaking papers and i already smelled freedom from HERE!

this is bad, cuz still in exam week. lols.

during exam period, there is a lot ups and downs.

sigh.

but, the end is coming soon! *wink wink*

cannot wait for the hangouts and catchups!

TEEHEE!

2011-11-13T00:56:00.000+08:00

okay. gonna update a lil. this is so gonna be cheesy and like stereotypes but well, it's from the bottom of my hearts.

thank god i have best friends that are there for me.

they make me feel contented, and i have reason for my life.

they tell me that it's okay when life is tough, they will be there for me.

i am thankful, for each and everyone of them.

thanks Sorwen B, for putting your arms around my shoulder, or even a few taps on my shoulder,

and let me know that you will be there for me and showing me that there's a light at every end of the tunnel.

thanks to Ciuyi, for listening to me. and always believe in me even when i don't believe in myself. SMS with you everyday since form1, it's kinda fun. never knew we did it for like 6 years already. lol

thanks Pang, for being a good listener, giiving great advise, and have the best tolerance with my bitchy windy storming attitude. i know, i am hard to handle at times, especially when i'm facing hard times.

thanks to Kim, for being there and listen to my problems through midnight calls, skype, whatsapps and now rocking with viber, and try to find a solution and makes things easier for me. it's funny how we got from stranger tumpang my car to close friend and forming the group called the kehpohs. :)

thanks to 4F + Sangkara, always being there, or even do silly stuff to make me laugh.

you guys literally like the silliest but funniest group!

you guys really are awesome.

i am having hard times, but with you guys, i feel i have a reason to live and be stronger.

and, i am thankful i can be myself with you guys and you guys accepted me for the way i am. the bitchy me. haha.

omg, goosebump when i read back myself.

sincerely, Sen Chen. :)

2011-11-04T20:02:00.000+08:00

it's more than a month since i last blog.

oh well, don't have the time and when i have the time,

i probably sitting down and being emo.

exam it's like 16 more days. yeap.

how much have i prepared?

honestly, i don't know.

what i hate the most now is feeling this shitty feeling.

yes, form6 is about how well you started, then your journey will be smooth.

i started with high hopes and everything high.

i manage to keep it up until 3 months i start losing it when i failed my maths.

i cannot afford to disappoint people around me, especially my friends at school.

who actually have high hopes on me.

but i hated it when they start judging you and treat you differently when you're not on the same phase.

gah, i hated this feeling.

it's like when you need help, i'm on your no.1 in the list.

when you got people around you, it's like i never even existed.

well, it's definitely a tough time now.

i don't feel belonged.

it's a fucktime.

lyrics to be inspired.

2011-09-24T01:14:00.000+08:00

here is some lyrics to be inspired.

STPM people!

"There will be no fade out
This is not the end
I'm down now
But I'll be standing tall again
Times are hard but
I was built tough
I'm gonna show you all what I'm made of"

"What Doesn't Kill You,

Makes Me Stronger, Stronger,

Just Me, Myself & I,

What Doesn't Kill You,

Makes You Stand A Little Taller,

Doesn't Mean I'm Lonely When I'm Alone."

"You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper"

"Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
There's nothing wrong with who you are!"

"Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
When the thunder calls for me
Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
Standing on my own two feet"

"Workin' hard to get my fill
Everybody wants a thrill
Payin' anythin' to roll the dice
Just one more time"

"It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!"

"I am a fighter and I
I ain't gonna stop
There is no turning back
I've had enough

Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter"

"Thought I couldn't breathe without
I'm inhaling
You thought I couldn't see without you
Perfect vision
You thought I couldn't last without you
But I'm lastin'
You thought that I would die without you
But I'm livin'
Thought that I would fail without you
But I'm on top
Thought it would be over by now
But it won't stop
Thought that I would self destruct
But I'm still here
Even in my years to come
I'm still gon be here

I'm A Survivor!"