Aaah... i am doing MA ENGLISH

While studdying, i got to know the miserable condition of MA English in my Country :(

2011-01-22T04:19:00.000-08:00

I am doing masters in ENGLISH LITERATURE. I was of the opinion that it would be that convincing that i could be able to feel that there would be awareness of art in my mind while doing masters in literature. Alas! i was wrong. The syllabus of MA English is too lengthy and having not a single reason to develop taste in literature. Its quite miserable condition of literature in Pakistan.

Definition of literature
"Literature is a form of art expressed orally and writtenly before man by man".
OR
"Literature means writings such as novels, essays, dramas, poetry etc., especially great works on fiction excellent in style, character maintainace and captivating themes of story".

The syllabus offered by Punjab university is too lengthy that it do not create good writers, readers and critics. It only create good memorisers which is only a wastage of time and disgrace of literature. Their policies of arranging syllabus of MA English should be making pupils to write novels, poems, short stories etc.; criticise on writings of great writers and flourishing reading abilities of students. Their policies only make pupil puzzled and flourish boredom for literature.

They only let pupil to criticise on everything related to literature like novels, poetry, prose writing and dramas. The most miserable thing is that their is not even definition of criticism is included in the syllabus of MA English in Punjab university. If their aim is to create critics in their country then there should be a complete paper of 'introduction of criticism'.

I could only wish that they themselves got to know the purpose of teaching literature and arrange the syllabus in accordance to create some great writers, readers and critics.

Concept of death

2011-01-18T04:16:00.000-08:00

It is my belief that death is reality of nature, everyone has to die one day. Death is a moment at which our life ends. When our consciousness of worldly sense is ceases then we are considered died. I am not here to invent new definition of death, i just want to share my concept of death.

Most of the people show fear to death, they do not want to die and want to live forever. Especially the illiterate people who even do not have primary education do not want to die, although they are doing nothing for the welfare of humanity and just living without any cause. These kind of people may dread the pain, which death brings with her for most of the people who die in horrible accidents, miserable diseases and death resulting from barbarism of powerful tyrants. Those who love their own selves are also show reluctance to face death. I am unable to understand that why people are so afraid of this certain phenomenon of nature, although they know they have to leave this world one day and has to face death.

The people who are not doing anything for mankind's welfare, they have no right of wishing long life. The people who are doing great works for humanity should get long life. But GOD better knows and running life accurately. I can only wish that GOD give me that much sense that i could understand this philosophy of death.

I do not have reason but concept of death is as charmful for me as dread in watching deaths and their causes. Sometimes i get too mush eager to get died and sometimes i feel fear of death. This doubling of mind has made me puzzled by last two years. I do not know why i have not any firm belief of death. I get afraid of death when i listen about any dreadful incident of death of someone and when i listen about sudden and relaxed death of anyone then i want to die as soon as possible by the same process as i listened of sudden death.

But i am really afraid of GOD when i invite death because it may make GOD angry with me. Its my religious view point and my elders always taunt me for inviting death. May GOD show me the right path.

MY FAVORITE SONG :)

2011-01-13T01:56:00.000-08:00

Today my friend told me about this song. I got curious because I love akon songs. I dont listen songs much but akon is the man who make me listen music because of his captivating voice. I just love his songs. Here is the latest which i listened today and loved it...

The song is "RIGHT NOW" by Akon. Its lyrics are as followes in this video.

Right Now- Akon

The video of this song is here below. Check it out friends...

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Right Now (na Na Na) lyrics by Akon

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Woman in Pakistan:(

2010-12-30T06:59:00.000-08:00

It is quite miserable that in 21st century, Pakistan and countries like pakistan has the people with many degrees and white colar jobs but unfortunately low class thinking especially for women freedom. Many countries like INDIA, BANGLADESH etc. have this problem but i only have personal experience in Pakistan. In my view, People of Pakistan dont even try to come out from the old frustating traditions, even they love to controll women like a puppet.

In my country, Pakistan, a woman is a teacher, doctor, engineer, actress, business holder, piolet, even having almost every rank of nobelity in society, but still seek permission to do every minor thing at home. Her father controlls her when she is young child, her brother controlls her when she is a young girl, her husband controlls her when she is married, her son controlls her when she is old woman. Can anyone tell me, what is her time? The time when she do what she wishes for. When she will get her rights in Pakistan?

I am a Pakistani woman who has been being controlled by her family by the time of even birth. I am graduate and doing MA ENGLISH but the misery is that i can not even go near the main gate of my house without permission of my family. Its my wish that i could go out alone but i think it will remain my dream. I never even cannot wear anything of my choice , i cannot eat, write, read even each and everything in life without seeking permission of my father and brothers. They are not bad at all but just followers of so called traditions of Pakistan.

Few days ago, i read interview of an anchor person whose name is Shaista Wahidi. She is doing a morning show on GEO TV. She said a very right thing that "Man is afraid of her wife. He thinks a woman only need money to live happily with him so he works to meet her expenses, and he thinks if she would go out and will do job then what i will do?"
This is valid statement for a man in a country like Pakistan and i am very much agreed with her.

When Pakistan will get free of these frustrating ideologies?????????
Will Pakistan never get rid of these ideologies? I dont have answer but i really wish, Pakistan get success in moral values towards women.

At least I started MA ENGLISH

2010-12-29T00:21:00.000-08:00

At least i started MA ENGLISH after 4 years of graduation. I was hoping that it would be easy than MATHEMATICS but when i saw the syllabus list, i was just like AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH....................... I will have to study all this?????

My classmates asked why m i shocked but i had no words to ans them. The syllabus is really too lengthy and exausting. We have to give five papers in First year which are Novel, drama, poetry, prose and American literature.

I have completed paper of novel last week. There are five novels in the syllabus of MA English named as 'Pride and prejudice', 'A tale of two cities', 'Barchestor towers', 'Adam bede' and 'The return of the native'. The novel which i liked most is 'Pride and prejudice'. And the most boring one is 'Barchestor towers'.

Pride and prejudice is great literary work, Jane Austen wrote this novel. I just love the story of 'pride and prejudice' and the character i liked most is Darcy. The thing i liked is Darcy's attitude and maintaince of his rank in society.

The most complementry thing about this novel is that every man read this novel. This novel is not written for any specific class.

For novels we have to study too much about novel and its author. Additionally the questions given by university are literally difficult to get that what to answer to this question. At least question should be of the type that we can understand easily and attempt that. If we should not understand what examinar is asking then what we will answer? But dont know why punjab university is so cruel in making question paper.

Who am i?

2010-12-23T02:11:00.000-08:00

I am a common girl of Pakistan. I was born on 20th May, 1986 in Lahore, Pakistan. I was spending a good life and finished my schooling in 2002. Then i wanted to get admission in a well-reputed college. But i was oppressed by my family that i can do this because i am living in Pakistan where a girl cant make her decisions by herself. After too many efforts i started studying and peacefully completed my F.Sc (pre-engineering ).

Then i started B.Sc (double maths and physics) and got too many problems, created by my family. I completed B.Sc but was restricted to study further. I remained at home for four years like a prisoner for no solid reason.

Now i got permission to study further so i started MA ENGLISH. Another giant is now infront of me in the shape of study. Too exausting syllabus and pressure of family, am going to be out of mind.