Dazzling Amitza

Faces of Love

2011-12-03T01:13:00.000-08:00

I was walking into Melbourne Central when a guy at one of the booth there approaching me. I am usually trying hard to ignore salesman. I had several bad experiences. All just because I don't know how to say no and I was end up spending so much for insignificant things for my life (e.g. a $40 nail file). However, it was different this time. I was attracted as I saw few photos of kids on a board there. It's a World Vision booth and the photos are the faces of unlucky kids from all over the world.. from India, Africa, Cambodia, Pakistan.. Looking at each of these photos, suddenly I feel love, I love all of them and I wish I can hug each of them. I want to give them the same hug as my father or mother gives me. One of them has the same name as my father.. "Amir". "Amir" is a common name for Muslims. It means the leader and my father definitely is a great leader to his family. I hope the small Amir will be a leader too one day.

He gave me a card for me to write a Christmas wish to the kids. I don't know what to write. He asked me if I want to sponsor any of the kids. I was not sure. I have to make sure I have enough money for myself first. So I just decided to give some money to them.

Before I left, I told the guy. he is doing a great job and he smile. I don't care if he got a salary for that, it is still a beautiful job. It's much better than mine.. than most people out there.

After that, we went for shopping. I myself get me some clothes to add into my overloaded wardrobe and books. At the shopping mall, a friend was talking about an expensive La Senza..A friend was talking about the branded and expensive watch.. expensive handbags, I was talking about another laptop while I already have 3 at home. Another friend was talking about getting a new Iphone 4S..

My mind suddenly back to yesterday. I ate vege wrapped last evening and I didn't like it, then went back home. I have a little rice with dhal but I didn't feel satisfied.. then I just cooked a pack of my favorite instant noodle.. but what actually these kids had for dinner yesterday.. can they choose food like I always do?
Do they have some of the books that your mother bought you when you were small? Do their mothers know or have time to read a story book about Cinderella for them before they go to sleep? How selfish we are, talking about the expensive things we have when some others are struggling to live? Don't we feel embarrass about our own attitude?

Did you ask yourself the same questions like I did?

http://www.worldvision.com.au/Home.aspx?source=1300

It is a matter of insecurity

2011-05-05T22:20:00.000-07:00

ya.. what if i don't have any money to live? what if i got no one to love me? what if i'm alone at old age? who gonna hug me when I need someone one day? what if he is gone forever? what if we have to make a tough decision for our own good? what if my dad leaves me one day?

What if there is no tommorrow

2011-04-22T10:05:00.000-07:00

It’s easter day.. Tomorrow I’m going for a day trip to Werribee with few friends. Maybe we will go to the safari or a mansion there. I cooked butter and bread pudding for lunch tomorrow but it didn’t turn out well and at 11 pm.. I started to made some sandwich.. while cooking, I suddenly thinking of talking to my parent.. but I have to finish the cooking as soon as possible so I continued cooking. BeforeI went to bed, I checked my mobile and I saw 4 missed calls from Malaysia , together with a text “abah nak call” from my dad. But.. it is 2.45 am already.. means it is 12.45am in m’sia. It is was too late for my parent to be awake at that time.. and I really want to talk to them.. really really want to chat with them. What should I do? What if there is no tomorrow for me? How can I gave priority to cook some food for friends than talking to someone who carried me nine months in her womb? to someone who is never stop giving me so much protection for 30 years in life, to someone who I saw myself dying when her kids fall sick..to a man who came to me with a medicine and a glass of water when I fall sick..

Please sun..come out and wake them up so that they can talk to me..so that I can sleep well tonight.. so that I can tell them how much I love them in my life.. so that I can ask forgiveness for so much things I’ve done without their blessing.. so that I can tell how much I appreciate what they have done to me.. how much I feel grateful to have them with me… how much I feel secure when I know they will love me no matter what happen to me.. because I’m their daughter, their blood.. who sometimes make a mistake.. who sometimes been selfish and too busy with worldly life.. what if there is no another sunshine for me? So I wrote this.. with hope my siblings will read this.. and tell them what I feel..

add trash can icon

2011-02-07T14:01:00.001-08:00

http://www.howtogeek.com/howto/ubuntu/add-the-trash-can-icon-to-your-ubuntu-desktop/

Just type gconf-editor into the Alt+F2 run dialog to open the Gnome Configuration Editor

Weka

2011-02-05T21:47:00.000-08:00

I use head -2496 filename.csv > filename2496.csv to copy the first 2496 lines to the file as 6000 are too big for weka.

Convert from csv file:

the first row of the csv file should contains the header-->column names
java weka.core.converters.CSVLoader /media/SAMSUNG/Experiment/Isolet/isolet1+2+3+4.data1000.csv > isolet1+2+3+4.data1000.arff

Install Sun Java dk on ubuntu

2011-02-05T20:24:00.000-08:00

1. $ sudo apt-get install sun-java6-bin sun-java6-jre sun-java6-jdk
2. $ sudo update-java-alternatives -s java-6-sun
3. vi $HOME/.bashrc
4. export JAVA_HOME=/usr/lib/jvm/java-6-sun
export PATH=$PATH:$JAVA_HOME/bin
5. Test using java -version

weka

2011-01-20T22:50:00.001-08:00

http://maya.cs.depaul.edu/classes/ect584/WEKA/classify.html

KD_Tree

2010-11-14T19:40:00.001-08:00

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kd_tree

k_NN

2010-11-14T19:39:00.000-08:00

http://saravananthirumuruganathan.wordpress.com/2010/05/17/a-detailed-introduction-to-k-nearest-neighbor-knn-algorithm/

http://simsearch.yury.name/tutorial.html

http://people.revoledu.com/kardi/tutorial/DecisionTree/how-decision-tree-algorithm-work.htm

Preprocessing notes

2010-09-20T17:50:00.000-07:00

tUse CProgram/CreateAudioInp to split data into a uniform size of small segments and connect each segments with other pattern's segment.

The if MPI can't handle the pattern (as it's too large), split the file into several small files. where first few lines into first file while another few line intond the second file and so on

searching function

2010-09-14T18:46:00.000-07:00

http://www.infosysblogs.com/microsoft/2006/10/binary_and_linear_search_how_d.html

Norah Jones - What Am I to You

2010-08-29T07:54:00.000-07:00

"What Am I To You?"

What am I to you
Tell me darling true
To me you are the sea
Vast as you can be
And deep the shade of blue

When you're feeling low
To whom else do you go
See I cry if you hurt
I'd give you my last shirt
Because I love you so

If my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
I never want to part
I'm giving you the ball

When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
I love you when you're blue
Tell me darlin' true
What am I to you

Yeah well if my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
Never wanna part
I'm giving you the ball

When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
Could you find a love in me
Could you carve me in a tree
Don't fill my heart with lies

I will you love when you're blue
Tell me darlin' true
What am I to you
What am I to you
What am I to you

Saviour

2010-07-07T19:29:00.000-07:00

I don't know what I want now.. In the need of propinquity, a shoulder to cry on or in desperation of everlasting love. Too tired of messing around, wasting so much time with the wrong person, what I really need is "a point to stop", closing all the previous chapter of my life and moving on to the next stage with pure love. Unfortunately, it's always not that simple. When I'm ready to give all of me, it's always at the wrong timing.. and indifferent is like a shadow that never leave me alone..

using Oversim

2010-06-21T00:22:00.000-07:00

http://dilumb.blogspot.com/

To import the image file into vector and save it into a file.

2010-06-20T22:25:00.000-07:00

To import the image file into vector and save it into a file.

matlab

function [] = process_img(J,iname)
%%
%filename0 = ['C:\Documents and Settings\amiza\Desktop\airplanepart\noiseImage\st\' iname '.st'];
filename0 = ['C:\Documents and Settings\amiza\Desktop\testflat.dat'];
file_1 = fopen(filename0,'w')
[m,n] = size(J);
%fh = fopen(...);

for i = 1:m
for j = 1:n
fprintf(file_1,'%d',J(i,j));
end

fprintf(file_1,'\n');
end

fclose(file_1);
%close(fh);\

at command window:

J= imread('C:\Documents and Settings\amiza\My Documents\My Dropbox\myphotos\flattopo.bmp')
process_img(J)

Breathe

2010-05-12T22:40:00.000-07:00

-Faith hill

I can feel the magic floating in the air
Being with you gets me that way
I watch the sunlight dance across your face and I've
Never been this swept away

All my thoughts just seem to settle on the breeze
When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms
The whole world just fades away
The only thing I hear
Is the beating of your heart

'Cause I can feel you breathe
It's washing over me
Suddenly I'm melting into you
There's nothing left to prove
Baby all we need is just to be
Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe

In a way I know my heart is waking up
As all the walls come tumbling down
I'm closer than I've ever felt before
And I know
And you know
There's no need for words right now

'Cause I can feel you breathe
It's washing over me
Suddenly I'm melting into you
There's nothing left to prove
Baby all we need is just to be
Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe

Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe

I can feel the magic floating in the air
Being with you gets me that way

Beautiful Feeling

2010-05-05T20:07:00.000-07:00

Experiencing the most beautiful feeling ever..

audio view using matlab

2010-05-05T20:02:00.000-07:00

funky = wavread('funky.wav');
[funky, f] = wavread('funky.wav');
wavplay(funky, f);

subplot(2,1,1), plot(funky), title('Entire waveform');

plot small range only
-----------------------
smallRange = 100000:100000+floor(f/100);
subplot(2,1,2), plot(smallRange, funky(smallRange)), title('100 milliseconds');

Spectrogram:
specgram(funky, 512, f);

View waveform:
subplot(2,1,1), plot(funky), axis('tight');
subplot(2,1,2),

Crazy feelings

2010-04-18T07:41:00.000-07:00

Perhaps, I'm heartbroken again..

Error c++: * glibc detected * double free or corruption (fasttop): 0x08097c40 *** Aborted

2010-04-15T21:56:00.000-07:00

That is Linux C++ error.

solve it with this:

just type:

export MALLOC_CHECK_=0

Testing dataset path

2010-04-14T23:34:00.000-07:00

/media/TOSHIBA/SongCorpus/allSong.arff

  /media/TOSHIBA/SongCorpus/blues/Polluted1024/WN/polluted1024WN.arff



/media/TOSHIBA/SongCorpus/blues/1024SongDistortion/1024SongDistortion.arff

/media/TOSHIBA/SongCorpus/blues/blues8000/GWN/1024/bluesGWN.arff

InstanceViewer

2010-03-21T23:15:00.000-07:00

in InstanceViewer/bin:

java Viewer -sv 0 3 /media/TOSHIBA/SongCorpus/blues/blues8000/1024Song.arff /media/TOSHIBA/SongCorpus/blues/blues8000/1026Song.arff

java Viewer -av 0 3 4 /media/TOSHIBA/SongCorpus/blues/blues8000/1024Song.arff /media/TOSHIBA/SongCorpus/blues/blues8000/1026Song.arff

ps make sure weka.jar and weka-src.jar are located at usr/lib/jvm/java6/jre/lib/ext

Compiling java program with imported library

2010-03-08T20:56:00.000-08:00

For linux users:
put all the libraries (.jar) into your jre/lib/ext then compile as usual.

note that if you use synaptic to install your jdk, the location of your jdk is at /usr/lib/jvm/jdk6..

I want to cry

2010-02-21T07:47:00.000-08:00

Suddenly I feel sad.. I dunno what I really want now. I hate hurting those people who love me so much. Why I'm too easy to forgive eventhough they have done something unforgiven to me.. why my heart melted so fast eventhough I was badly hurt.. why should I feel pity to them eventhough they never feel pity to me when they hurt me. Why should I understand them now, eventhough they never tried to understand me. Why should I apologize. eventhough they are the ones who should apologize to me. I just need a lil bit of respect.. just a lil bit.. I dunno if that is too much for me to ask for..

There is tears behind my laugh.. my smile.. my anger. When too many people involve and play their role. I feel like I can't decide for myself. I always say I'm free and I want to be selfish.. but the truth is.. I'm not!! Ya Allah berilah memberi petunjuk kepada hambanya yang lemah ini...

Page I need to look at

2010-02-15T18:07:00.000-08:00

http://www.codeguru.com/forum/archive/index.php/t-271956.html