Academy of S.C.U.D.

Studying Plan Proposal

2026-10-19T08:00:29.908-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands.

Affirmations of what I want:

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Summary of personal tasks:

Trading/investing, doing work, working out, growth stretches, ab belt workout, push ups/pull ups, facial product, showering, brushing teeth twice, reading, homework, and other errands.

Summary of interpersonal goals:

Work on close friendships and love.

---

Bare minimum statement:

The bare minimum things that I want to do on a regular day is invest/trade, read, clear out email clutter, workout, conduct good hygiene, and work on an online course. I no longer feel bad about trying to make money through investing and trading. I'm pretty much happy being a nobody in those sectors and don't need anyone really supporting me with how good or bad I'm doing. As long as I make enough to get around with my fat lifestyle then I'll be happy to be maintaining it when I get there.

---

Current philosophical approach:

1. There are two extreme and opposite personalities when having relationships with others: toxic independence and codependency. The balance happens from landing somewhere in the middle.

2. It takes self-realization and self-discipline to respond to a common cue in a better way and change the bad habit.

3. I have four affirmations that go in order to deal with anything that bothers me, no matter how small or great:

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

---

End Game Mode

1. Get rich through trading and investing.
2. Work out to earn a decent amount of muscles and nicely defined abs.
3. Stay happily married.

---

Steps Being Taken to Get to 'End Game Mode'

1. Emotional intelligence and inner strength are the most important attributes to obtain before proceeding further.

2. Becoming rich will fund your desired activities like giving back to charities or doing expensive healthy activities like traveling to do cool stuff with the best gear and hiring some good guides along the way.

3. Having a fit body is the next best thing you can do for yourself, after acquiring enough mental strength and emotional intelligence.

4. My goal is finding a hot wife I can be comfortable settling down with for the rest of my life!

---

What did I do right today?

I'm just grateful to the Lord Jesus for dying on the cross to pay for our sins and with God providing the Holy Spirit to convict us of our sins, along with His mercy to allow us to always confess our sins and go for turning away from them. Christ is risen!

---

I've become very serious about passing this notorious SAP-C02 exam on my first try. My strategy is repetition and building stamina while reworking the questions and studying all the answer choices for comparison. For this exam, one word change could mean the difference of making or breaking the right answer. After getting around to nailing the 505 questions soon, I will be practicing with Tutorials Dojo which is an additional 300 difficult questions!

My stamina has picked up from 10 questions at a time to now being able to focus for a batch of 30 questions at a time, while striving to hit 90 per day. After repeating this full set, my final batch will be three sets of 40 questions. My reason is that this exam features 75 questions and by training myself with 40 questions, three times a day, I think it will be more than enough for my mind to handle whatever they want to throw at me.

Taking It One Step at a Time

2026-10-18T08:01:58.257-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

What did I do right today?

---

I'm really grateful to be believing that we are all living under the Lord's grace and mercy. It's from having this joy of confessing my sins to the unconditionally loving Christ and to having received forgiveness while being blessed by the Holy Spirit which will lead to entering into heaven someday, it becomes possible to keep on working as diligently as I can while staying happy.

I think what really helps a lot is staying positive and being as smart as you can. You can work hard to achieve a smaller milestone related to your main goal you had in mind. If this achievement is really satisfying, then might as well keep going with your progression. If not, then there's no harm in letting it go since you worked hard at it already while having had the right intentions. You can then go after finding something else that may work for you. In a sense, I believe it could always be revealed later while feeling like God is opening or closing doors for you.

Finding Better Studying Tools

2026-10-17T08:01:24.746-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

What did I do right today?

---

Even though Pass4Sure.com is still operating as a site and features questionable explanations for its answer choices and has already been easily verified via GoogleAI or ChatGPT, I've been putting myself through a lot of hours studying and getting used to the testing format. Upon my search, I found that Tutorials Dojo has the reputation of being the gold standard for this exam I'm preparing for. It costs only $19.99 which is significantly less than what Pass4Sure was selling their product for! I will be making a move to purchase it once I've nailed these 505 questions.

The last day to take this exam is on November 16, 2026, which means I have about a month to prepare at this point. For this week, I'm increasing my batch of reviewing questions from 20 to 30 before taking a break and will ideally be doing it up to three times a day to reach the full, 505 questions. I'm working on training my stamina, which seems to be already helping me perform better at my day job.

Finding Benefits to High Level Studying

2026-10-16T08:01:18.872-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

What did I do right today?

---

My main example shouldn't be too surprising. Studying for this very difficult test, AWS Solutions Architect - Professional has me already going with paying attention to minor details better! It's because in each test question, you have to be mindful about every key description and also keep in mind the answers you are looking for. It feels like a really fast process with connecting to the right answer.

I guess I've never been an avid reader, but to study for this test, it's forcing me to become one. I thank the Lord for allowing me to get a minor experience with what geniuses could pick up on in their personal reading sessions. However, it would really take me multiple sessions to finally catch up to their one-time grasp!

Overall, I think studying for difficult tests is a great way to practice on your reading, thinking, and concentration skills. It only feels more like a privilege to have an opportunity like this because it's something I'm heavily interested in. This is probably one of the biggest reasons you would do better at overcoming bigger obstacles to reach any of your passionate goals. Honestly, a trend I'm seeing with a few close friends is that they let a combination of their negativity and idiocy get in the way of reaching their desired goals. They like to sit around while griping about how the world around them is always turning bad and never look at putting in the extra hard work to be influential. I've been there with them too at one point.

How I got out of that crazy situation is a combination of factors, but the biggest one is of course becoming more grateful to the Lord daily. Secondly, it was working on toughening my mind and becoming a happier person while accepting my current state. I'm still imperfect and very much a sinner even though I don't want to be. I really know that, but it's really this faith that's driving me to keep on confessing sins more daily and privately to the Lord, while trying to still improve everything about myself.

Honing on Personal Intuition

2026-10-15T08:01:18.547-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

What did I do right today?

---

My definition of personal intuition is simply put in an understandable sentence. It's whatever feels natural for you that ends up giving you better results. I've been through what felt like one of the worst places to be at from my heart or self-consciousness. I'll go over this after this next paragraph.

It was a rough time, even though I have always considered myself a believer of Christ. It's always been that amazing joy and excitement which fills me with so much happiness that I can never let go of hearing and believing the Gospels centering around the life of Jesus and how he came to be crucified and then resurrected during highly dangerous and perilous times for his disciples. It feels like I'm very stubborn about holding onto this faith and not leaving anymore. My puffed up friends have even called me stubborn several times after always disagreeing with their advice and considering them to be so annoying! I still don't even follow suit with what they said, neither do I care to remember, and go do my own miserable thing. I give all the credit for this faith to the Lord.

Basically, it looks like my intuition has been to put my faith into use. We are all under the Lord's grace. Regardless of who you are, we should still want to keep on getting better and put in the time to reach our goals. There will be an undeniable way from using your intuition and always putting in the effort relentlessly to get to the point of not suffering so much with minorly depressing or bitter, stressful thoughts as you might have used to.

My confidence feels like it's off the charts! It was really difficult to get here and took a lot of effort. I still have more to do, but it doesn't feel discouraging anymore to put in the hard work. I give thanks to the Lord for this personal turnout.

Back to Refocusing and Committing

2026-10-14T08:00:30.296-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

---

I'm on a real time crunch and just want to give my thanks to the Lord for allowing something that's really meaningful for me to accomplish. I feel like this task at hand is going to enhance my career skills to another level, instead of staying stagnant. What I'm trying to do is pass that notorious AWS Solutions Architect- Professional exam. I was right on the money to study about 25-30 hours last week which is what is needed to keep up properly. I'm enjoying it, so I guess that's why it doesn't feel so bad to train myself in this grueling manner so I can fathom this high stakes exam. Still, you can take it multiple times and most test takers fail it at a large rate, but I really want to make the most of my time and money while trying to pass it the first time so I can reach further into my really fun goal of developing personal video games using this independent developer platform I end up creating over time. It's all thanks to Jesus that this can be made possible while not needing to stress out so much over current living conditions. The Lord is so gracious and merciful and looking forward to developing into just another slightly better-equipped servant of His kingdom while being still alive.

Finding Opportunity and Being Grateful to Start at the Bottom

2026-10-13T08:00:10.240-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

---

Honestly, I think it's from having this joyful and peaceful state of mind with putting my faith in Christ that's getting me to not mind working tirelessly everyday, as long as I can still stay awake, to solve anything related to personal issues.

2 Corinthians 12:9-10 (NKJV) says, "And He said to me, 'My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.' Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in needs, in persecutions, in distresses, for Christ's sake. For when I am weak, then I am strong."

I'm definitely a weakling and proud of it because of my faith in what the Lord can do for me! This faith driven thing is so basic while filled with this contagious, exciting feeling that I want to keep on improving myself and work on confessing to God while turning away from my sins no matter how many times I keep on falling short. It's all under the Lord's grace and from already knowing what Jesus did for each one of us on the cross to pave the way to heaven for us!

It feels like I have that terrible mental condition called tourette syndrome but only for like a split second from becoming aware of it during some naughty or stressful moments which can resolve itself quickly. I'm not trying to downplay others who have it so bad because just being bothered by a tiny amount of this could still be enough to drive anybody crazy. It's what researchers call tics and I think it's a normal thing to find in people. When someone involuntarily blurts out a swear word over a mishap, it qualifies for being a tic called coprolalia (you can even look this up). It can also of course feel offensive to some who prefer proper etiquette.

Still, I'm never giving up and it's all thanks to the Lord that this is made possible for me. There's light at the end of the tunnel, so by starting at the bottom again in dealing with anything after a stressful reset or from making up a totally new direction for yourself; I give all the credit to the Lord for allowing it.

Finding Joy in a Long Term Challenge

2026-10-12T08:00:58.981-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

---

Right now, I think my goals are really simple from not having to currently fend for a wife and children. Of course, it's possible for another decent guy to feel like he's going mad from having some lonely feelings and his prideful expectations continuing to not get met as he would have hoped after putting enough effort into it. I've been through it, and it's very tough to work your way out of it. I even had a major height inferiority complex on top of it.

The solution came from putting my faith in Christ. It still was never easy though. You see, I've always had this faith in Christ while I can pinpoint accepting Jesus into my heart for reals when I was a child. I was twitterpated during a Bible lesson that was simplified for kids, after hearing how the Lord could wipe away my mistakes I felt bad about and let me start over again. I didn't know at the time my silly and childish mistakes could be bigger to even include all my sins, but yeah it was still enough to get my attention on the Lord. I think my Bible teachers were excited and told us how to make the prayer to accept him and I obeyed.

Man, it was rough being a believer in elementary school. I was constantly around a ragtag gang of misbehaving kids who were constantly getting yelled at and disciplined by teachers. It was pure torture! I guess a sign of the Holy Spirit working in my life as a kid is that I was awarded the citizenship award by the faculty and even voted by my classmates as the nicest guy in school.

Time to Hunker Down

2026-10-11T08:00:14.035-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

---

Honestly, I thank the Lord for this opportunity to write something and even settle for only one read count from anything that doesn't belong to me! I never expected this blog to blow up to a million views. I'm already happy at that number since my goal is to retire at the bare minimal millionaire-ism. It's probably not going to be enough in US dollars but hey, it's still a very difficult goal- I mean it's still super hard, but the good thing is that it's turned out to be fun and exciting for me to just keep on grinding. In a sense, I have this weird pleasure syndrome from working on something that makes me feel liberated even though I'm not paying the bills with it yet. It's about something that the elites like to mention which is falling in love with the process.

I really believe that I'm meant to be a joyful giver so out of the bare million dollars I make or even if it goes up to only a million dollar salary someday and parks its buttocks stubbornly to never budge any higher or lower; I'm not going to mention the figure I have in mind to donate. We'll settle for this verse; God loves a cheerful giver (2 Corinthians 9:7).

Maintaining the Challenge

2026-10-10T08:01:17.372-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

---

I really thank the Lord for allowing even just a mere opportunity to go seek and find Him. It may not seem like much but man, did it feel so tough to ride it out from ranging in these stressful situations of just being so bored to an emotional rollercoaster on the brink of another self-made disaster! Even though I may have been approached by a few good-looking and decent women in my nasty period of living with a height inferiority complex, I only went on a few dates that I couldn't even treat it as such from being in so much overwhelming self-denial. Honestly, I hid these things from the lady because I had to do my part by always trying to play the gentleman who is going through the motions of trying to connect and make her feel special. It was all a bunch of nonsense, so I guess when friends who sensed something was down with me started annoying me about my dating life; I really had some personal issues that would make me go off on them for a while. I really talked about how it only bothered me just a little while framing how the world hated my height. It was probably just a self-loathing angle because I couldn't figure out this height inferiority complex for a long time.

Well, the Lord doesn't care about us being short or tall. The Lord doesn't even care if we are still attached to any limbs as long as we're still breathing and putting our faith in Christ! Just like how God counted Abraham to be righteous because of his faith, we can have that same thing going with us too (Genesis 15:6, Galatians 3:6, James 2:23). It's just that this Christian faith is something that truly counts as living for us. If we are not trying to live like Christians, then our faith is practically dying. Dead works means dead faith, but faith is still greater than works (James 2:17).

Enduring a Long Week

2026-10-09T08:00:22.217-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

---

After putting in 25-30 hours of studying last week, I have finally completed reviewing the grueling set of 505 Questions and Answers for the AWS Solutions Architect- Professional exam. Here's to another week of getting familiar with it but hopefully will be faster this time. On the official exam, there are 75 questions with single answer or multiple answer choices which are all very wordy and descriptive; you are given only three hours to complete it. It is notorious for being a mentally draining test. I managed to complete a batch of only 10 questions at a time. This week I will have to settle for doing 20 practice questions at a time for training purposes.

Overall, I thank the Lord for letting me have this opportunity to advance in my desired career path. It used to be so difficult for me to figure out what I wanted from being too impatient and quietly demanding instant gratification while staying self-critical. These feelings used to contribute to a debilitating learning anxiety whenever I had to study. What helped me get out of this state of mind was from learning to appreciate working hard while managing it long term for solving any personal problems. I think it's being more grateful to the Lord daily that has given me a much more joyful and satisfied outlook in life. God has allowed for any of us to faithfully accept Christ into our heart and then receive the Holy Spirit which gives us spiritual assurance that we shall enter heaven someday.

Current Challenges With Studying

2026-10-08T08:00:19.848-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

---

I've been covering studying for the AWS Cloud Solutions Architect- Professional (SAP C02) exam. With the 505 Question-Answer/some explanation test dump I bought from Pass4Sure.com, I have taken notice that several of its correct answers can conflict with other viable sources. I essentially paid a lot to buy only the actual test questions to prepare off of.

I think the only way to really study for this expert-level cloud architecture test is to compare all the answers on the practice exams for each question and study why they are right or wrong. I have managed to pick some answers that were flagged as wrong but I found out from googling it that I had already picked the right answer. What's crazy is that the Google AI Mode can sometimes select a different answer from what its search engine chose. For these cases, I have employed the free version of ChatGPT to double confirm the right answer when I need it.

Overall, I don't think this QA test dump from Pass4Sure is very well maintained with updated and correct answers. I'm a little disappointed with the service, but I still believe this set of 505 questions will be a great studying tool to learn off of while using GoogleAI and ChatGPT to assist me with explaining everything needed.

I have really taken on passing a test that is widely considered one of the most difficult in the IT industry. This is the top-tier certification that AWS has to offer and I'm still managing to confidently tread through it.

Healthy Working Approach

2026-10-07T08:01:05.754-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

---

I'm finding how a simple approach of doing a little time of concentrated work and then backing off to take a break can do wonders with alleviating any overwhelming feelings. I think this method can assist anyone who has problems with procrastination or time management. Reflecting back, I don't think it was because I was trying to be lazy that I would slack off from work. It was naturally two things: I wasn't interested and secondly, I was feeling so overwhelmed about trying to catch up.

It's crazy how the brain can trick you and then affect your beliefs, which can heavily influence your emotions or intended actions. I think maintaining mental health is a premium or underrated luxury because there are also mentally ill people who continue to refuse to let themselves improve even better. It's like not imprinted in them to put in the very hard effort to be patient about managing their perceived or actual, stressful situations. They may feel so bad about it momentarily and put in the effort temporarily but then it's just back to the same old bad habits after forgetting what made them do it.

I'm thinking it's because they refuse to see a need to continuously do it and how it feels like a hassle for them so it isn't worth it to keep pursuing while not having the luxury of instant gratification because it can feel like a very difficult and time consuming thing or just be something you would naturally want to block out. I think it's better off letting them figure things out on their own while not trying to do them too many favors. The only exception I'd say would be for necessary disciplining procedures and providing decent health care if they are your kin or significant other! I also think it's total kindness, if you really know how to navigate through their situation and give them advice when they ask you for it. I've had puffed up friends just trying to give me advice all the time when I never asked for it while they would refuse to see how it annoys me. I should just annoy them back while talking about Jesus, since I see putting your faith in the Lord as the absolute way, truth, and life. (John 14:6)

Building Confidence

2026-10-06T08:01:06.635-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

---

I think my idea of building confidence is really doing related things while acknowledging my faith in the Lord. I want to keep on giving all the credit to God. I guess the only difference from how I did it other times is that I'm trying to acknowledge the Holy Spirit is working in my life from giving thanks to Jesus as my Lord and Savior. This was made better possible from picking up on a Bible verse during a regular, audio Bible session. It's pretty amazing how picking up something from the Bible while trying to listen and understand it verse-by-verse regularly is naturally a personal enhancement with living out the faith!

This joyful and peaceful state of mind is so genuinely consistent and effective at helping you to live resiliently with diligence and purpose while feeling satisfied. It was very difficult to reach this level and took work while climbing many spiritual stones, and it's like I will always have way more to go for reaching the top. I'm not discouraged and instead feel refreshed because of my joyful faith with what Jesus did for each one of us, individually!

Adjusting to Stay on Track

2026-10-05T08:00:09.063-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

---

I think it's a very normal thing to detract from your daily routine every once in a while. It's probably a good habit to then self-reflect on all the meaningful and challenging things you've been working on, while considering some things you could make improvements on. It may seem there is someone unfortunate we know who may not be a natural at always doing this while appearing to be lazy and not able to put much confidence in to be successful. I've been there and give all the thanks to the Lord for discovering a wake-up call and then staying happy about putting in a lot of hard work to get somewhere that feels much better.

I've touched on this Bible verse before from Philippians 4:8 (NKJV), "Finally, brethren, whatever things are true, whatever things are noble, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy—meditate on these things."

How you really shape your mind to think is very influential to how you can carry yourself. I think this perfect-positivity type of thinking described in that verse is what we should be striving for whenever we can be mindful enough about it. This beautiful pattern of thought was definitely designed by the Lord and whenever you engage in some vulnerable and highly negative self-criticism; you could be in danger of ruining yourself. I think in these moments, it's good to turn your undivided attention to the Lord in prayer and seek forgiveness while reminding yourself time and again of having already received God's unconditional love.

Finding Comfort to Fully Committing

2026-10-04T08:00:16.900-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

---

I think all the credit goes to the Lord for providing me a joyful and peaceful state of mind. It was really difficult to get to this point, since I had to wrestle with plenty of distractions that I didn't find very helpful. From reconsidering, it wouldn't be so bad to have to face this kind of adversity daily in moderation. For the most part, I think it deals with intuitively applying your personal attitude and beliefs for however you decide to live.

From examining myself, I love to use intuition and then keep on making adjustments accordingly after realizing how right or wrong I thought I was. When it comes to finding my lovely lady to settle down with, personal confidence matters so much more than dealing with any insecurity. What probably made it so hard for friends who were puffed up and thought they were giving me sound advice about it is that they didn't realize why I always thought they were being annoying and won't ever personally admit it. Jokingly, I think it's all because of their silly pride.

This personal act of fully committing to anything is made to last far longer with the best chances of reaching your goals if you are always comfortable with it. Getting to this personal comfort level was difficult while dealing with plenty of performance anxiety! Again, I give credit to the Lord for allowing me to find my comfort zone that works actively with being more productive.

Accepting How I Developed as a Person

2026-10-03T08:00:27.143-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

---

I think being able to find joyful things, no matter how small or big, wherever you are in life can really be helpful at retaining a resilient mind. It's also a blessing to be able to find a job that can always keep yourself healthily engaged and occupied. Overall, I believe these things are ordained by God and can be available for everyone. It's still probably a lot tougher for some unfortunate people out there and might also be harder for some spoiled people to stay satisfied with their life without wanting more.

Jeremiah 29:11 (NKJV) says, "'For I know the thoughts that I think toward you', says the Lord, 'thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.'" God has a wonderful plan available for you, if you're interested. Whatever calling you have received and believe to be from the Lord, may you use it happily all for God's glory. 1 Corinthians 10:31 (NKJV) says, "Therefore, whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God." I believe this also means that participating in fun recreational activities once in a while taking a break from any kind of work is completely fine and expected. Well, the Lord did rest on the actual 7th day after working on forming Earth, according to the Book of Genesis.

Applying Intuitive Studying Strategies

2026-10-02T08:01:15.432-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

---

I believe the main foundation of studying intuitively comes directly from establishing your personal comfort and cramming knowledge effectively while comprehending it at a high level. I think what would probably work for a lot of people in doing well on official exams is practicing with every kind of similar test question that is used until you can always get all the correct answers. There's really nothing too complicated about it, except that you would have to trust the sourced questions are credible enough to use.

I've been successful using official test dumps from Pass4Sure.com to breeze through an certified expert-level test. I didn't have to understand any of those questions and answers but only memorized specific patterns and cues to spend significantly less time on completing the actual exam and look like a genius to the proctor who looked at my successful results! I just remember it felt very tedious and torturous because I spent like 12 hours straight cramming for it while constantly getting frustrated about missing the same practice questions repetitively because I was never clear enough with understanding the minor nuances while comparing some multiple-choice answers.

To make my life more holistic while studying to pass the notorious AWS Certified Solutions Architect-Professional (SAP-C02), I've decided to invest a lot more than 12 hours into it and go for retaining most of it. I'm planning to use this knowledge to develop games for fun after making my independent cloud platform. Another addition is that I'm spending time studying the explanations of all the answers, along with the wrong choices. This is a major plus because it helps me to actively memorize the AWS architecture while attempting to correctly answer each question.

What I've done is create 100 tabs (max) on a Google document, which you can click on for indexing and then separate each problem and answer with a page break. I then read each long question and all possible answers while digesting everything as fast as possible and then do my best to give the right answer. Afterwards, I scroll down to review the answer. I have over 505 questions that I organized and all of them weren't equipped with answer explanations so I ended up googling most of it and then copied and pasted my test dumps. Therefore, I have a very formidable and practical studying aid. I'm currently on Question No: 211 at the time of this reading. They take a lot of energy and I'm studying a batch of 10 questions while taking a break, intermittently.

Staying Freshly Motivated

2026-10-01T08:00:07.290-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

---

Proverbs 16:9 (NKJV) says, "A man’s heart plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps." Revelations 3:7 (NKJV) says, “And to the angel of the church in Philadelphia write, ‘These things says He who is holy, He who is true, “He who has the key of David, He who opens and no one shuts, and shuts and no one opens”’”.

From reflecting on those two verses, I think there are a lot of things a trained theologian could cover but for my sake, it's just a reminder for us that however the Lord always decides for us, our transpired lives will always be finalized. We are living in the New Testament times, which is a period where our faith in believing upon Christ's resurrection while acknowledging our sins to accept Jesus into our heart for salvation allows us to enter into heaven, all under the Lord's grace and mercy.

Working hard to earn a decent living is something that has been ordained by God. I used to feel a little ashamed of my occupational passion and out of place from having some blind religious zeal, but it should make total sense that you don't have to only settle for being a pastor to earn your God-honoring living. Because I have a knack for being into doing some IT work and a natural enthusiasm for it which helps make my daily job feel meaningful, I might as well keep it up. I'm going to continue giving God all the credit for how much fun I'm having from trying to only work hard to make a living.

Studying New Things for a Purpose

2026-09-30T08:00:12.488-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

---

I'm going to explain my new studying method I have come up with recently. This can apply if you are trying to study for some high-end IT certs like AWS Certified Solutions Architect- Professional (SAP-C02). This certification is good for three years and there's been recent news that it will be replaced with SAP-C03 on November 17, 2026. This gives me less than 8 weeks to prepare. From already looking at real exam questions, it's no joking matter in how it's intently very wordy and you will have an average of only 144 seconds to attempt each question. The format is both multiple choice (best answer) and multiple response (more than one answer) questions. There are 75 questions and you have a total of 180 minutes.

First off, I've found that completing some online courses are only good for getting yourself just a little familiarized with the material so the transition won't feel absolutely foreign when you start studying practice exams. For trying to cram a difficult exam within a short period of time, I think it's mandatory to use actual test dumps. Pass4Sure.com has been around the industry for a while, and I've personally used it myself a few times successfully. Cramming answers from practicing with similar test questions works with getting you to pass the exam.

The few adjustments I'm making now from being better experienced and committed to doing this for a living, is how you should really understand the nuances of those answers and see why it fits better than the wrong answers for each question. To become an AWS Cloud Solutions Architect- Professional, it requires understanding the ins and outs of cloud architecture.

Staying Motivated and Happy

2026-09-29T08:00:34.408-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

---

I'm really grateful and feel humbled by how God has managed to grab enough of my attention to be able to call upon Christ being our Lord and savior. 1 Corinthians 12:3 says, "Therefore I make known to you that no one speaking by the Spirit of God calls Jesus accursed, and no one can say that Jesus is Lord except by the Holy Spirit."

This practically means that it's the work of the Holy Spirit, whenever you can confess that "Jesus is Lord." Another interesting verse about the Holy Spirit from Ephesians 1:13-14 says, "In Him you also trusted, after you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation; in whom also, having believed, you were sealed with the Holy Spirit of promise, who is the guarantee of our inheritance until the redemption of the purchased possession, to the praise of His glory."

One of the interesting comments from that verse about getting the translated words sealed and a guaranteed inheritance is how it's taken from the original text in Greek with the word arrhabon which relates to meaning you are guaranteed something. It's used exactly three times in the New Testament which only comes from Paul's written letters. It's translated to mean the Holy Spirit is guaranteed to live in the believer and thus; we can be assured with this down payment from the Lord that we will be entering heaven someday. The Lord wishes all to come find rest and take refuge in His godly mercy with practically unlimited forgiveness available for all our sins. It's this washing away of our sins and finding ourselves living like a new person that can have this incredible and exuberant effect while feeling you're not in bondage anymore for any believer.

Being a Happy Learner

2026-09-28T08:00:46.453-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

---

I really thank God for letting me finally get on page with appreciating my education better. I really hated going to college back then, and I even hated going to high school. I just wanted to be a shut-in and find a serious guild of professionals to play video games with while earning a living doing that. I would have felt like I hit the lottery if there was a mighty fine woman in it who happened to have that mutual hotness with me and then we settled down with a happy family of our own! Oh, what a dream life that could have been like in another dimension of reality.

I am happily jesting in an imaginatively recollective fashion. The Lord is good all the time, and all the time, the Lord is good!! Here's a simple tip to remember: pick a viable career that interests you and no harm in trying to abandon it for another. It could be stress that you are running away from, or your body just can't handle the pressure from the responsibilities being placed on you. There's like this performance anxiety that can happen for even the top performers, once in a blue moon. This is what it can feel like while you're still hitting rock bottom. It's a tough mental stage in your life that you just have to climb out of. The effort you are putting in could feel overwhelming and drive you so crazy that when others try to coax you into working harder, you could feel that it's being rude of them to do so and then blow your top open at them! It can happen.

This is always challenging but it's not impossible to achieve at a substantial level. It's clearing your mind, letting go of your frustrations/negativity, being openly honest with yourself, focusing on doing something good, and then moving yourself into action from putting a decent load of effort. I don't know, but it might give you a headache with putting in hard work so you would have to build up some tolerance for it!

Finding True Joy from Living With Purpose and Hard Work

2026-09-27T08:00:37.918-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

---

It honestly took me a long time to understand how to always have at least some joy in hard work because I never figured to be someone who would turn out to be so addicted to their work! I still don't think I'm there yet with being an obsessed workhorse and neither do I have any interest in getting to that level. I just want to give thanks to the Lord for being able to make enough sense about earning a living, while having gained some enjoyment in the process. Here's something important I've discovered about working.

Jobs in any economy come in a finite supply just like money. It means that no matter how abundant some top-tier economies seem, there's always a max limit to the amount of paying jobs that are out there in this world. This can be discouraging, if you haven't already felt yet the right one has been calling out to you. From having already reached rock-bottom before from suffering from an identity crisis because I felt consumed by doing unfulfilling work to bring home a paycheck, I can tell you that one of the very first challenges is mustering enough confidence or inspiration to always maintain a positive attitude with your current job. It's so easy to drag yourself into feeling like your work is meaningless and not already doing what you want with your life. Maybe you can tell I went through some long-term period of a minor existential crisis while always staying quiet about it.

I think because of my consistently positive and generally peaceful demeanor, I had some puffed up friends think they could build me up with their advice. They probably were able to sense something wasn't going down properly for me in those times and foolishly felt like treating me as one of their human projects. It ended up not working for each of them, and they have since moved on from me to do their own thing. I'm actually a lot happier from feeling how they aren't annoying me with any more of their nonsense!

The only exception is one lady friend, and I think she has such practical advice that really works for me and is so chill at the same time! I really admire how her brain works. It's her general advice while understanding we can have the freedom to do whatever we decide. This is how it always feels from the way she talks. I totally respect her approach and would like to imitate it in some fashion.

Overall, I think the biggest factor is motivating others from having already walked the talk. Sometimes it might not be there yet, but generally speaking; if you already moved up the ladder and it's made obvious to others then it could still apply. I'm still working towards what I see as achieving enough street creds. I'll go over more of what I mean another time.

Finding and Sticking to Main Keys

2026-09-26T08:00:32.787-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

---

I think it's natural to go through a rut sometimes and also feel empty inside. What I truly believe and also practice is that the main solution is putting your faith in Jesus. The Gospel is seriously good news for us all, unless you're siding with the devil! If you go after seeking the fullness of God from studying the Bible and following it wholeheartedly based on your level of faith, then you are always building an upside for yourself in a practical manner. I'm saying that the basic foundation to having a happy life is putting your own faith in Christ, which also means trying to turn away from your sins. Matthew 6:33 (NKJV) says, "But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you."

It can be very difficult to process, especially if you didn't grow up in this faith. It can still be challenging even if you grew up in this religious background. It can even seem very complicated. My close lady friend thinks maintaining a Christian faith is complicated, which is based on how I tried to explain the Bible to her. I was trying to sell her some cool intellectual points, while grounding it with a basic statement in how the center of it all is your actual faith.

I guess it's common for people unfamiliar with it to treat faith like being the same as a religion. Faith and religion are naturally not the same because the main philosophical point of having faith deals with what you wholeheartedly believe but can't back it up with physical proof while never having seen it with your own eyes. You can definitely become convinced in anything after hearing enough of others' testimony and doing enough of your own investigation. A simple example could be assuming you believed in Santa Claus during your childhood. Therefore, you tried to be a good kid so you could be rewarded with a desirable Christmas present each year you believed in him. This wasn't really a religion to you as a kid because you really believed in Santa Claus with being real, after buying into the details you were told. It's practically having some faith! 1 Corinthians 1:27 (NKJV) says, "But God has chosen the foolish things of the world to put to shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world to put to shame the things which are mighty."

Putting Forward the Right Effort

2026-09-25T08:00:03.600-07:00

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
Read something from a book. I must commit.

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."

My Top 10 values are in order

Faith
Love, Happiness, and Joy
Personal freedom
Balance
Understanding
Health
Strength and self-reliance
Inner harmony
Goodness
Enjoyment

I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

I have a purpose for living.
I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.

Make sure your heart is coming from a good place.
Always put on a good show.
Limit codependency and/or give better advice to someone annoying.
Be funny!

---

I seriously give thanks to the Lord for allowing me to finally get to a calmer and happier state of mind. I don't know exactly how it works yet, but what I think it deals with is keeping my faith in Jesus and trying to understand the Bible by listening to it verse by verse. It was very difficult to always pay attention at first and even after giving it twenty tries; literally, from start to finish. While I still do have a little trouble, it became a lot better all of a sudden after getting used to being consistent with it and then forming a good habit. There's just this personal excitement I keep on maintaining with my faith in the Lord, while I like to listen to my audio Bible and Christian radio ministries whenever I'm driving around on my own.

I believe the main credit for my faith goes directly to the Lord! I'm pretty much steadfast and never taking off from this faith anymore. It's crazy how I'm naturally trying to always defer some of my wildest decisions to the Bible. What's even more of a delight for me is that my personal oath I made to God can also honor Him. I really thought it was for my own selfish gains, which it originally was but if I change this perspective to being about Jesus then I don't ever have to feel guilty about it and can move swiftly towards accomplishing it.