HUANGBAOJUN'S LIFE

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2011-10-18T23:47:00.001+08:00

Wassssssssupz...!

It's been way too long. Hah! Was too lazy to blog. But nw I can use my Handphone.. Awesome or whut!

Life's been good..! I'm just in need of a mad immense amount of motivation to study econs and math :/
Lol

Date @ Botanic gardens :)

2011-02-21T15:53:00.000+08:00

I love you more than a slow-falling summer rain
More than a silence that only the snow leaves behind
I love you more

And I love you better than the gray of the autumn air
Better than spring in its blooming against the sky
I love you more

It may not be red as the roses yet
It may not be strong as the old oak trees but
Love planted deeply becomes what it ought to be

Your love is steady and sure as the mountains high
Moving my heart like a river that gently bends
Your love is sure

Your love is wide open spaces where I can run
And yet, we're tangled up roots in the warm broken earth
Yeah, our love is sure

And it may not be clear as the morning yet
It may not be wide as a restless sea but
Love given freely becomes what it ought to be

It may not be clear as the morning yet
It may not be wide as a restless sea
And it may not be red as the roses yet
It may not be strong as the old oak trees but

Love planted deeply becomes what it ought to and
Hearts given freely becomes what they ought to
Love planted deeply becomes what it ought to be
What it ought to be

2011-01-12T17:09:00.004+08:00

I don't understand why, and i think i never will.
they say everything happens for a reason; perhaps knowing the reason will make things easier.
but, it'll be pointless.

so lets just live life, love life.

feelin so emo these few days and its not easy to control.. and the fatness. omggga.
it is comin. and it sugs..
being a girl is sucha chore..

Monday hoo lulu~

2010-12-20T15:04:00.002+08:00

Im feelin really bored in zee office naozz.
its after lunch time and guess what i feel like doin... yes, thats right. S-L-E-E-P.
need slp so badly.

it has been an eventful weekend and i guess that's why weekends just zoooom pass us really quickly.
On friday we had a cg fellowship at pasir rissss.. we were watching despicable me while munching on the very fried but yummy food. Our group is getting really young. really pray that i'd be able to step into each and everyone of their lives and help them in their walk with God.
it may be really tough and sometimes i might even need to crucify my flesh to travel crazily far.. willingness willingness i must havee. HAH..

after that we surprised johnnifer @ his place. we were so cool he was v shocked. muahah.
chocolate banana cake for the bday celeb. yumyum.

ok gotta stop here. my office is so cold its making me have cramps. im having bad crampssssssss :(

goodday
goodbye

2010-11-11T01:55:00.000+08:00

Incapable.

Yupp that's you. And it sucks.

Big time.

2010-11-02T17:50:00.002+08:00

exactly what i've been doing today. except that im not as cute as this lil girl. haha
tis flu got better a few days back but now its back. ahyo.

made a mistake today in office. the feeling is horrible.
haiya jiayou candice.
gogogogo

Sedentary job

2010-10-26T12:40:00.003+08:00

this office job im working at is making me really sad and fat.
its uber unproductive and purposeless. my English is deteriorating very badly as well.
the only exercise i do is when i walk to the toilet (which i do most of the time), walk to the photocopy machine, walk to hazel's desk for a chat and some tummy exercise as i use a lil more strength with the penknife to cut some papers. haha sigh

i will quit this job soon. but in the meantime, i need the extra bucks.. so i'll try to make the best out of thiss. YEAAA.
i had better go jogging if not......................................

hahahahhahaha.
and i found this quite farnay..

i'd prolly be blogging every now and then when i feel like it. harharr.
ciao

2010-07-02T02:38:00.005+08:00

death and life lies in the tongue.

need.to.watch.what.i.say.

its been gazillion years since i blogged. i realize that i blog whenever i feel stressed.. its a place to rant. hee.

its been one of the toughest week so far. so lacking motivation and losing hope. :(

im just very tired........ but who am i to say give up? who am i to say i am nothing?

when i am still of value to Him.. i need strength and encouragement..

sometimes its so tiring to wait for ur "birthday" but i must hold on and keep believing because

heaven and earth will pass away but His word will not. God, show me Your ways.

its time to buck up... greater days are ahead of me.

lalalalalalala wake up candice wake up.

btw, you're sucha heartbreaker..

2010-01-29T01:47:00.004+08:00

A mother's love is unconditional.

unconditional love; agape love.

there must be a balance with loving and chastening though..

when i become a mother..i want to be able to do that (balance).

i see my grandma's love for her son as unconditional love, but there was no balance and hence the outcome wasn't too good. (in my opinion)

it pains me to see her loving so much and giving so much.

she is giving way too much..

she is getting old, it will be devastating to know that she didn't enjoy her last many few years of life because of financial difficulties..

May God bless and protect her.

God loves us too much to leave us the way we are.

we love, therefore we chasten.

2010-01-21T00:33:00.004+08:00

Be Happily busy and busily happy, we must.

Be contented and grateful even when we are broke/penniless.

I may not have much right now. But He is Jehovah Jireh.

The peace that surpasses all human understanding is dwelling in me.

I don't mind not having enough money to eat,shop or spend for now.

i jus loathe the fact that i cant give to the auntie/uncle selling tissues or the various ones sitting on the over-head bridge.

Everytime i walk pass them, i see them begging, but as i look into my very empty wallet, i sulk.

i sulk for the fact that i cant work now and provide for my own necessities.

i sulk for the fact that i cant work and give generously to the people who needs them more than i do.

i sulk for the fact that i have to depend on my grandma whose 79 years old.

i sulk for the fact that i cant bless the people i love financially/materially.

I NEED TO GET OUT OF FYP AND GET OUT THERE.

just feeling burdened...

2010-01-20T01:53:00.000+08:00

Yes, we can have fun.
We can make merriment
We can talk
We can laugh

JUST not at the expense of other people.

2010-01-17T13:56:00.002+08:00

OH IM BACK. MUAHA.

i doubt anyone is reading thizzz because i abandoned this blog for a nong nong nong time liaozx

HEHEH imma talk to my blog

ANYWAY HOLA to 2010! its a new yearrrrrrr. oh me mama. hur ha hur ha hur ha.

hahahahah

time flies man.. seriously!!! im year 3 alr and im gonna graduate soon!! SOMEONE SAY WOW!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooOoooOOooW!

2009 has been a trying year for me.. but still i liked it because it was adventurous!

if my life is smooth-sailing, WHERE WOULD ALL THE ADVENTURES BE?!?!

oh yea, thats the attitude! (Y)

in 2009 siblings and i lost our shelter once again! BUT it was exciting and adventurous.

of cos we felt a lil lost and disappointed! BUT as long as we're together life is good. :)

even though we aint living with our bro, i hope he's doin well. hope he's doin well in army.

2009 was also the year i worked and slogged alotzzz. HAHA. but it was GOOD! NONETHELESS, GOD WAS ALWAYS THERE IN EVERYTHING I WAS DOIN.

HOHOHOHO. 2010 is GONNA BE AWESOMEEEE!(after FYP, that is)

Debbie,Jasmine,Audrey and i are gg SOT! its gonna be exciting yo mama. :D

these recent weeks has been rather mundane and routined because of the crazy FYP.

i;ve been staying in school up till 10pm!! this is madnessssssssssss.

so if u happen to pass by TP, lemme noe!

ONE MORE EXCITING NEWS DEAR DIARY!

WE HAVE FOUND OUR LAND!! ALL THESE YEARS OF GIVING ITS GONNA COME TO PASS!!! MANY MORE YEARS TO GIVE! LOOKING FORWARRD! KEEP RUNNING IN ZEE VISION OF THIS AWESOMExXZx CHURCH. :D

random: I HAVE BEEN CRAVING FOR MOS BURGER.. HAHA

i think mos burger is much healthier than MACS lei. heh

OOOH! i heard that MACS BREAKFAST ENDS at 12PM NOW!!! its GOOOD! heh

okay, we are gonna have a siblings outing later! siblings bonding time! heehaw hee haw

BYE!

2009-10-16T02:03:00.002+08:00

cos you've been talking all these time..

STOP.

Work

2009-10-13T23:40:00.002+08:00

hi ho. im blogging from my handphone while lying on me bed gg to sleep.
shiok.

these few weeks i've been busy working&working&working.
sucha hardworker HAHAHA :P
im shocked myself..
thank God for strength, i worked 4 jobs last week. (including internship lah)
usually 3jobs. but i had to replace melody on sunday to give out flyers at town.
walked a whole 3 hrs manzz. good exercise yo. hehe

i realized im sucha chatterbox. i can talk non-stop.
and i talk to myself too.
so talk to me so i wont look like a weirdoo. lol

anyway, im really happy because this is my LAST WEEK OF INTERNSHIP!
stayed late in sch to finish up some work..super lethargic to stare at zee com the whole day!!

i need to think of my fyp story because fyp starts next week.
boohoohoo.
any ideas anyoneeeeee..

well anyway, im gonna enjoy this weekend thoroughly!!
looking forward to SUNDAY :D

Tumblr is very addictive

2009-10-05T15:22:00.005+08:00

THIS IS UBER FUNNAY& KINDA TRUE, NO? HAHA

And this is Awww :)

HAHA :)

Activate them with ur KEYS..

Gym later. i better runnnnnnnn! :D

2009-10-04T17:54:00.003+08:00

"Teacher Candice, are you married??"
my kids at class are sooo cuteee. HAHA
ultimate cuteness.

Today, ROCKED.
i spent 1hr at Urban Write & 1hr at Art Box!!!
bought my organizer. FINALLY. whee dee dee. :)

Can't imagine a life without You
cause it's all for You

2009-10-03T02:45:00.002+08:00

there are about a 100 things i can sulk or cry about right now.

but i choose not to.
but i choose not to.
but i choose not to.
but i choose not to.
but i choose not to.
but i choose not to.
but i choose not to.

crazy eyes & crazy week

2009-09-30T10:11:00.003+08:00

i need to buy an organizer soon.. so marny things to do.
i cannot rely on me memory brain too much.
cos i do forget things here and there.. WHICH I CANNOT AFFORD TO!!!

i just bought contact lens on sunday and i have to buy new ones soon because they are hurting my eyesss very badly. grrr.
hurhurr.
because its a crazy week
my pimple outbreak is sooooo terrible..and i cant go to the gymm. sad much.

nvm, next week!!!! GOGOGO!

someone like you

2009-09-23T16:16:00.003+08:00

Wedding

2009-09-22T12:30:00.009+08:00

weddings are happy happy stuff :D

Yesterday, my grandmama, melody, debbie and i attended our very loooooong & distant relatives wedding..

it was sho very sweet :)

such occasions definitely makes us think of our own wedding and yada yada.

i hope my sisters get married asap. heh

we met a lot of relatives that i don't even remember seeing them when i was young.

this auntie asked me if i remember i fell into a pond when i went to 'sao mu' with them

'dont go near the pond, dont go near the pond, you'll fall into it'

DOOM. i was in the pond. HAHA i was so retarded.

marrying is cool. my friend is already saving up for his wedding at 19 years old. cool right. HAHA

FLEA

2009-09-20T01:04:00.001+08:00

FRUITFUL DAY AT DEMSEY :D :D
really fruitful one because debster and i bought gazillion stuff..
thanks to becka and bingbing who accompanied us throughout and helped us bargain here and there. lublub.

we walked alot and then right before we wanted to eat we headed to this extremely cramp room.
after squeezing, i got a really bad headache and felt really giddy
cos i didnt have my breakfast & lunch. sadness.
so i couldnt eat the 7 layers of pancakes the rest were enjoying :(
ultimate sad pls.
aft all that i even asked debbie how it tasted; cos it looked really yummay. HAHAH

but thank God after a little rest, a little prayer, warm water, becka's fan-ing, tlc from the rest and looking at the pweetty clothes!! i got much much better and manage to continue shoppingz. HAHAH

THANK YOU BECKA FOR DRIVING US! :D
THANK YOU BINGBING FOR SHOPPINGZ WITH US! :D
THANK YOU DEBBIEHUANGBAOTING FOR LOOKING AFTER ME WHEN I WAS AS PALE AS A SHEET! :D
THANK YOU GOD FOR EVERYTHING! :D

Dont wanna go to work on a sundayyyyy

2009-09-19T01:46:00.002+08:00

i have to wake up tmr morning. :(
HAHA. cry babay.

i'd be working 3 jobs starting from next week. hahah..
mixed emotions man if u get what i mean.
hmm stretch me like a rubber band.
i hope i grow taller. tyvm.
gogogo!

btw, i just got a Robot thumbdrive!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO HAPPY COS IT IS CUTENESS SERIOUSLY.
ZOMGOSHxZ

heh going for a flea market tmr at Demsey..
i don't know if i shld shop tmr or save up for my BKK trip.
ah. im in a dilemma.

a quote from shopaholic: 'When I shop, the world gets better, and the world is better, but then it's not, and I need to do it again'
heehee

2009-09-17T17:18:00.003+08:00

This is cuteness.
Focus on everyone's good points (:

btw, this is a nice songgg

crucial thing

2009-09-14T17:11:00.002+08:00

heh i think its really important to know how to make yourself happy; or rather know how to encourage yourself.

even when the people around you don't encourage you, you gotta find or do things that keeps you going yo.

or things around you are not going your way.. we gotta learn how to keep up and make the best out of every situation.

STAYING HAPPY IS A CHOICE (:

2009-09-11T16:47:00.005+08:00

Didnt feel a least bit of that today :(

sho phat. haha

cos i had to eat & sit & sit & sit & sit. dun like yooo.

but tmr will be a better dayyyy! yes it will!

gonna catch the movie Gamers tonight. hermmmm. i wanna watch the time travellers wife though!

haha loong weekend ahead. sleeeeepeee