Ahead The Sun

NIGAHIGA UPDATE Dude vs. Wild - The Desert

2010-06-09T21:55:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time :) This guy's got some great videos, i'm subscribing his channel for more than a year now :)

Justin Bieber -That Should Be Me (Cover by Marie Digby)

2010-06-09T21:31:00.000-07:00

someone noticed my favorite bustin jieber song! yey! leally good :)

S is for... 25 “S” things in love.

2010-06-09T03:04:00.001-07:00

S is for... 25 “S” things in love.

(This one’s crazy, I never knew I could make all these)

S is for 1    SCAR, evidence of pain
S is for 2    SHOUTING before going to bed.
S is for 3    SICKNESS
S is for 4    SIN
S is for 5    SHIT
S is for 6    SLUT, who’ll never find true love.
S is for 7    SLOTH, who’ll never work to be loved.
S is for 8    $, all money never love.
S is for 9    SUCKER, sucker for love.
S is for 10    SOMETHING,
S is for 11    SOMEONE, but;
S is for 12    never ANYTHING and EVERYTHING.
S is for 13    SILICON you put inside your small boobs.
S is for 14    SEX, with or without love.
S is for 15    SPERM hated and love.
S is for 16    SAYING “I love you” to someone who can’t even say OK.
S is for 17    SHORTCUTS and false SOLUTIONS.
S is for 18    SALIVA you use in kissing.
S is for 19    SANITY, when happiness is insanity.
S is for 20    SUNSHINE, you like seeing on your loved one’s face.
S is for 21    SPONGEBOB.
S is for 22    SCHOOL you hated and loved, place you once met each other.
S is for 23    SACRIFICE and SACRED.
S is for 24    SIGARETTE, SHAMPAGNE and SHABU 
S is for 25    SINGLE, and so am I 

One of Twenty-one Guns

2010-06-09T03:03:00.000-07:00

-Giving up, maybe our last choice. It should really be. But somehow we’ll realize that it is the best. No wards and disasters if we all just give up on a hard battle. And this, is irony.

Love Travel

2010-06-09T03:01:00.001-07:00

90 miles I will be travelling, maybe too far but I will work on it.
I am searching for something only my heart would know.
If I ran out of fuel, I’ll use my bicycle and maybe I’ll find love like those on the movies.
Weathering storms and breezing thoughts, hot air, nothing can stop me on my journey of feelings.

Happiness up the hill and fear over valleys, sorrows under tunnels and noise in the city, anywhere I’ll go there’ll be whirlwinds of emotions but I’ll speed up and will never step on the break. I’ll go moving ‘til eternity if it will take that long.
Finding true love that only my heart would choose.

Now I’m on my barefoot, running ‘til I bleed, hurting and tired. But I am not quitting, maybe I’ll rest but not too much, because I think I can see what my heart is searching for, maybe not.
I’ll be careful with my heart and won’t just grab opportunities.
Won’t hurry love and I know it’s worth waiting.

Lady Gaga, theatricality.

2010-06-09T03:00:00.001-07:00

I know gaga’s good with theatricality and stuff, my favourite TV show glee even made an episode just for her.

I never thought her voice would be very beautiful until I heard ALEJANDRO and SPEECHLESS, she’s left me one.

Lyrics to most of her songs are even greater. I then appreciated POKER FACE because of the slow version of GLEE, and SPEECHLESS is so emo.

I can’t see something wrong for a man being a fan of gaga, I just love her genius, her personal touch to her songs, mv’s and performances.

and I’m just...

A FREE BITCH, BABY.

YOU.

2010-06-09T02:59:00.000-07:00

Dear you. I’m sorry if you think I betrayed you, I really did not.

When I said I don’t want to have a bestfriend, I really meant it.
When I said that most of my past bestfriends experienced bad luck and anger, I meant it.

I may be stupid for that belief of mine, but at least I was honest.

I never betrayed you, nor did I pushed you away.

I loved and treasured you more than just I did to most of my “regular” friends, because you were never “regular” to me, you were special and will still be special, if we wish so.

This girl was my family, my company and seatmate for 2 years, so please do not blame us for calling each other as bestfriends, we may be bestfriends, but still not the bestfriends I was talking about.
I believe I did not lied.

I’m not a perfect person, and I completely disappoint people who wish I am.

I’m an asshole, forgive me for being such.

If we can’t be friends again, then just please remember the good memories we had together, because I still do.

And I’m sorry for all the tease and jokes I’m still doing to you, I’m helping myself be comfortable 

Hung-over and over

2010-06-09T02:58:00.000-07:00

“And now the party’s over, and everybody’s gone, i’m left here with myself and i wonder what went wrong...It doesn’t really matter, I’mma just hung over you”
-Kesha Rose

-Pretending. The music, if I am right that this is really personally about Ke$ha, then this maybe also like me. Every smile hides another face, unhappy, not contented and in some matter, showing strength to people, because these people get strength from your image. Cry and make their world collapse, be strong and they’ll lean on you. That is good. But “when the party’s over”, I’ll hung over. To someone.

Dark Sunglasses-

2010-06-09T02:55:00.000-07:00

I got dark eye bugs because it was hard for me to sleep all night.
I was listening to your songs on your playlist on my phone.
I was thinking of you ‘til dawn.

I tried counting sheeps like what they do on TV,
but even the TV signed off, and still i can’t sleep.

The morning is here now, i am going to somewhere.
My eyes are so tired that’s why I wore dark sunglasses, keeping the pain
under the lenses, covering my soul and without any sense.

I’m afraid to welcome the night time again because I might not get to sleep again.
I’m feeling more than alone now.
I have nobody to love and nobody loves me.
I want someone who’ll understand who I am again.
Wishing no more nights of loneliness, no more nights of pain.
No more sleepless nights, no more cold summer nights.

Then on the day time I saw the face of the perfect girl, seems like we’ve seen each other a long time ago. She smiled at me, got close, touched my dark sunglasses then removed it. I felt chills and morning breeze, later I knew, I found the girl I’ll love.

Piano-GIAN

2010-06-06T02:11:00.001-07:00

You're the keys to my piano i never learned to press on,

chords to my strings i never ever touched,

from the bass of my dreams and percussions...

Listening to acoustics and unfinished songs,

doing poetry, staring at clouds and thinking of you.

baby what happened please tell me can we work this out again,

cause i feel of loving you forever and always.

So i feel that it rains when you left, it rains when i'm alone.

But i will stay here at the corner of the street, wishing to see you, wishing of love, forever and always.

'Cause all the music on my phone spells you,

all the words on my book reads you,

all the days and nights i think of you.

But babe it rains at night, i rains when you're gone.

But i'm kissing my teardrops as i miss kissing your lips.

Wishing the stars tonight are guiding you,

and that maybe you'll come back and we shall say again,

forever and always.

This is a song i made Just one of hundreds... Let's close this summer...soon.

Biking from camera :)

2010-05-20T04:55:00.000-07:00

inspired by running from camera blog :)

The self-timer function is a GOD GIFT to mankind.

This road we got in here is wonderful.

That house you can see in there is what i call THE GUARD HOUSE.

What's wrong with #3? kiling-much :)

Mr. SUNRUN on CH

2010-05-17T06:31:00.000-07:00

This is MR.SUNRUN, if not because of this picture, i wouldn't know his name :)

These are wildflowers, i'll call them daffodils because i think they are.

I just love taking pictures of the sun :)

Violet daffodils :)

This i want to call the HIWAY :)

A view from the race trak.

This is the race trak as i call it, a lap course at the farthest part of the subdivision.

Smoking sunset :) someone's burning his garbage there.

Vanilla twilight-sunset much :)

So for five days now, i've decided to still do my promise of biking and going places.

I should have done it before, or i did, but i found it very hard and heavy, maybe it's just because the bike was new and that my legs were not ready yet (i went hiway biking that time).

I've decided to go biking first on the nearest subdivision, yes it is a subdivision, 3rd class, and like a jungle :)

NUFF said about that, i just want to be fit! that's all!

Forgive me if these pictures suck, i'm not a PRO, and i don't even have a DSLR (that big pendant), these are just from my digicam :)

The Last Song (syndrome)

2010-05-15T04:32:00.000-07:00

At seventeen, Veronica "Ronnie" Miller (Miley Cyrus) remains as rebellious as she was the day after her parents' ugly divorce and father's subsequent relocation to Georgia three years ago. Once a classical piano child prodigy under the tutelage of her father, Steve Miller (Greg Kinnear), Ronnie now rejects the instrument and has not spoken to her father since he left. While Juilliard School has been interested in her since she was young, Ronnie refuses to attend.

---> enough with MR. WIKI, but if you want to read the whole plot, he made a very good one here http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Last_Song_%28film%29 .

So my friends planned this movie day, i refused at first, because i really want to watch IRON MAN 2. I think it would be nicer watching great effects on giant screen than watching more than real life sized people kissing :)

But immediately this morning, i've decided to go. No chance with Mr. Starks but atleast i get to see Miley's boobs.

MOVIE:

is sick. Why? Because it made me cry couple of times. Couple of teardrops and couple more of stressed "pigil" tears. Why is this movie so damn unhealthy?!

SPOILER ALERT.

SHE WILL BE LOVED:
This part's when ronnie and will were on the car singing this song from maroon5. Will discovered that Ronnie's voice is good, opposite with Will's, who sang like a frustrated rock star. This scene was so cute i cud have pee-d of KILIG.

MY BROTHER DIED:
Part where Will explained to ronnie why his mother was expecting for his ex-girlfriend instead of Ronnie. His brother died a year ago on a car accident. And i kept on thinking on how will my friend (who was with us) react on this, his brother died years ago.

RONNIE PLAYS THE PIANO:
Ronnie overlooked the piano while they were washing off the mud on their body. Few scenes later, she played WHEN I LOOK AT YOU on piano, full notes and with bodily movements. I almost died of inggit that miley can play real good with piano.

POWER KISSES:
All throughout the movie, there were like tons of kissing scenes involving ronnie and will's full structured lips and tonsils :) There was this first kissing scene where ronnie was fighting with will, then will just kissed her to shut up :)

I WAS WITH DAD ALL THE TIME:
The part where his brother Jonah brags that he was with their father for longer time than she was, because she was with her boyfriend always. He demands to finish the stained glass that he was making together with his father.

FINISHING THE LAST SONG:
The part where his father can no longer continue the song entitled "For Ronnie" because his hands were already too weak. Ronnie finished the song for him, played it while his father was outside and was just listening, moments later she realized that his father died already. Miley's acting here was a bit dumb, it cud have been better than pilit.

So all in all, this movie made me emo for the whole day. Missed the feeling of being in love, felt the agony of having sick daddys and learned that crying isn't bad at all. But let that be the last. I may be watching 500 days of summer tonight.

College Admission: 4 days of LONG lines.

2010-05-11T04:21:00.000-07:00

I've been working my as* out just to get enrolled with this college thing.
And falling in line is my worst nightmare, i might as well fall in love na lang :)

The admission system on my future university sucks, and please don't say that i'm trash talking, i am just saying what i've seen together with thousands of freshmen.

A total of 6 damn stations to get in line:

Station :

1. College Building - the building of your course. Luckily, mass comm i think has the least students, there were no lines to fall in. Just a bulletin board that shows your section, schedule and enrollment instructions. Bad thing we have to copy it with our hands instead of just paying for a photocopy, my classmate did it for us, cool. Then we went inside to a "radio room" i think, officially one of our class room. Airconditioned, COOL :) Met other masscomm students, some teachers that worked as interviewers. I super like the interview thing :) I bragged about all of my high school credentials, all the contests, newspaper, MCing, movie making and stuff - now i understand what's the worth of those activities :)

Proper way to enroll :)

2. Get P.E - choose a P.E of your choice. The 3 of us (former to present classmates) chose Physical Fitness to a sched at atleast wednesday, that unfortunately became saturday due to limited slots. Easy step.

View from the engineering building :) No lines here.

A room from the eng building :)

3. Assessment - Battle Royale at the assessment line. We were actually quitting the game for that time. We've seen line crossing the area, almost reaching the gates. Did a little chat with other HS classmates that were peacefully on line on a corridor, atleast comfortable but were counting years to move the line. I sat without anyone noticing, everyone did too. And that's when the singitan happened. If it was a major sin, then all BulSUans are soooo on hell right now.

We need a break! McDo for 4 days na :)

4. Cashier - (2nd day) the high way nearest my pad only have jeeps @ 5:00 am. So no matter how early i want to get to the place, i just can't. On BSU, other line-mates/classmates were already seated inside a barred cashier, means there was no way i can make singit. So i just fell in line for less than 3 hours and waited for stupid ella to come.

One of my rooms, ariconed and the whiteboards are like dalmatians :)

When i'm in college, please see me on this room :)

5. Registrar - another easy line, best system here i think. Fall in line then wait for your name to get called. But did not went too easy, they need a 2x2 picture, i ran out of it, too many of my classmates are having a crush on me and asking for my pictures! So we went to the mall a few walk in the campus to get my pictures taken.

KUDOS to ella for her wonderful video,.. and finger. (this is just 1/8 of the line :)

6. ID - (3rd day) friday, and the university can only process 300 IDs. We were in line for more than 2 hours again, together with thousands of others who were in the same trend of line as we are in. After 2 hours, numbers were given, badass we were cut. Day of the losers.

6(2) - ID - 4th day, tuesday ,thank GOD for weekend and elections, rest is what a pagod man needs. My whole family placed its support, we used our good old vehicle and carpooled my other classmate who was actually at late trend but managed to enrolled super fast. 4:30 we are already at the university gate, 15 mins and the gates were opened. Together with more than 50 excited much students, the marathon began. Yes we did run, over-flexing our hamstring at the early of the day. I can run ofcourse, i was a jogger, but aouie, my line-mate and carpooler , being more than fit managed the running, THANK GOD. I thought i hyperventilated :)

#49 on line, suuuuper cool, but we have to be in line for 4 hours, 4 hours of earphones plugged on our ears.

Success :) I'm now an official college stud :) Mass Comm Major in Broadcasting. BSU admissions prepared us for whatever heck we will be experiencing there. A battle royal of determination :) So proud of ourselves, thankful of friends who were with me for time till time.

8 Waves: playing with light, color, motion, shutter speed

2010-05-10T03:22:00.000-07:00

and 4 other effects :)

So i've decided to blog about my college enrollment tomorrow, hopefully :)

Yesterday, what's left with my family (everyone's out of town!) went to the nearby waterpark. But saying it is nearby does not necessary mean it's stupid and worthless, as its tagline say, it is the cleanest, the biggest and the original - one of the best in ASIA.

8 Waves Waterpark and Hotel is a world class resort just inside our area, i was actually present on its opening day, visiting every summer and worked as a "shake-blender" last year for more than 10 days :)

So enough with the bragging, i won't earn anything with this :)

But i want you too see some of the pictures that i took. Playing with some crazy effects on motion and light :) You might like it too, if you are artistic :))

First batch of people :)

The undying attraction :)

Motion motion, dance dance :)

See the yellow ribbons? The whole place is dedicated to Noy's yellow movement.

Like this picture :)

These are the 8waves dancers, doing the same thing since birth.

Finishing the night with couple of fireworks. (i've been seing every night from out of my window)

Good Morning! Stress Me Out!

2010-05-07T05:06:00.000-07:00

It's been 3 consecutive days since i've been stressed out by this college thingy.

I hate the system, but i'm not a jerk to throw trash about it, i might get into trouble :)

Tomorrow i'll blog about it, but for now i think i need a rest :)

wooooooh!

FIRST OF MAY

2010-05-01T04:11:00.000-07:00

In May we welcome showers...

That's one unforgettable line from sophomore years.

Today's the first of May.
Which means that today is my Daddy's birthday.
Nothing much happened, it was actually boring, he's spending today with his friends leaving us with kiddie 4-in-1 ice cream and left-over spaghetti that luckily did not fit on the container he's bringing to his for friends only party.

Today's Philippine Labor Day.
And of course no one is expected to know what is that all about.
Ok i will be honest, i actually thought (and typed) that today is independence day. shik.

Fine. Much has been said.
I'm afraid i'm becoming worst this summer.
Like a robot under simulation.
Everything's on schedule,
wake up at 11am to 1pm,
eat lunch, watch tv, watch dvd, watch more tv, take a bath, go online, go offline, watch tv, cook, watch more tv, watch dvd, watch more dvd, watch more tv, try to sleep, play on cellphone, music on cellphone.

I'm a total sloth. I'm badass and i really do suck.

What i thought an exciting and relaxing summer turned out to be useless, meaningless and lifeless.

I am worst than a robot.

That's why i am marking today on the calendar as the official summer, official time to prepare for college, lose weight and atleast be active.

And throwing curses on my self just to get determined. And those curses are different and u really don't want to hear.

Good luck to me.
God bless me.

Nikki Gil's Audition Tape for GLEE

2010-04-27T00:02:00.000-07:00

Glee song

Glee | MySpace Video

i've been looking for this video for so long now.
I think it's good and she'll surely be good as Rachel Berry.
But True Colors? It's not a good song choice (as they say on A.I.).
The Rachel Berry today auditioned by singing operatic songs.

Hug me on the other side.

2010-04-24T02:38:00.000-07:00

right :)

You know how to read it right?

=-=-=-=
I'm currently into editing photos right now, inspired by tumblr, decided to edit my own because i hate people ALMOST telling me to reblog things they made, when infact i can make my own, WE CAN MAKE OUR OWN.

But still the words may be original, but not all the pictures are :) Copyright to the original owners.

Where is she?

2010-04-24T02:32:00.000-07:00

Got this photo from the Mad Hatter :)

NERDS.

2010-04-24T02:31:00.000-07:00

I really think so :)

Paranormal Activity: ONLY BETTER

2010-04-24T02:28:00.000-07:00

One of the worst and fake movies, i gave it a twist :)

box.

2010-04-24T02:25:00.000-07:00

Were you once a box of chocolate?
i was once a box of chocnut :)

Recieving Business Proposals..

2010-04-24T02:16:00.000-07:00

I just got 3+ blog earning proposals each for my two blogs.
I am excited and very much pleased to get some.
But i have no clue on how to win it.

TO THE SPONSORS:
Please give me more details on how to win it.
I'll work hard to get atleast one, because i've been blogging for 2 years now (gianonline.blogspot.com) and still i never earned a cent.

Pure English blogging if you want :)

Vanilla Twilight Official MV

2010-04-21T04:32:00.000-07:00

This is my favorite "relax song". Chill.
But this MV is lame :)