. Rabiosa .

She's back! Married, A mother, Mikail =)

2016-03-05T22:45:00.004+08:00

And... Hey! It's 2016 and yet I'm not updated any single of my life story . Things changed, and I mean VERY VAST and FAST. Till I'm realize that I don't quite sure what I really want and until I'm realized that I'm already married. Hmmphh. What is exactly happening to me? Why I felt so damn unhappy and feeling so empty? Is it me or its just about life changing? TBH, sooooooo many

Sayang

2014-11-28T02:35:00.001+08:00

Tiba-tiba semuanya. What else can go wrong? Ini semua kerana affection dan sayang. Maaf kerana kasar. Aku sudah hilang kawalan. Anything can be as simple as I want to. All I have to do is let go the darkness and be happy as much as I wanted. This fragile eff-ing stubborn heart won't let it happen as a matter of fact, I do and hope everything will be okay and easy. Am I that unimportant

Bergolak

2014-11-26T20:38:00.002+08:00

"Days grew longer and night grew shorter, I can show you I'll be the one." Can it happen? Can it be understood? Can I request for it? Can you make sure that I'll be okay? Boleh ke aku anggap ini semua mimpi ngeri? Entahlah. Ianya perit. Semoga hati tenang. I missed the old me. The happy Farah.

2014-11-26T01:03:00.003+08:00

Tertanya-tanya setiap kali kejadian itu berlaku. Tapi I've been asked to trust him. But how accurate the coincidence can be? And again, I kept it inside my heart. Sebenarnya terlampau penat untuk bertanya. Pahit rasanya.

Because it's 5.24 AM

2014-10-21T06:07:00.003+08:00

It's been a year and a half and the life of mine changed A LOT. Yes. I mean A LOT. After the biggest impact occurred last year, I moved to a new life which I found it absolutely CRAZY & WILD and it took my breathe away. I admit, I'm in love with "The Things" I've done and I'm in love with the job and new stunning friends, but hey, I did learned from my mistake. The sweetest mistake I'd

Perkahwinan

2013-05-08T19:07:00.005+08:00

"Memang kita tidak akan menjangka apa yang akan berlaku dimasa hadapan..tetapi Tuhan sudah memperlihatkan keadaan sseorang itu sebelum melangkah lebih jauh lagi..memang tidak semua manusia itu sama namun kita pasti akan dapat merasakan sekiranya ada yang tidak kena dengan seseorang itu. Amat bertuahla bagi seorang wanita itu apabila seorang lelaki itu memperisterikan seorang

Drama Queen & A Poser Guy

2013-05-07T16:53:00.000+08:00

Heh. I thought so already. From the first beginning I do sense something was not right and guess what reader? I am right after all. Both of them are shit that stained the friendship. Oh I'm glad when I'm right ;) Hope karma will get back to you, freaking poser and how I wish you get the hell out of this town. Till then, F & A sucks :) P/s ; Friends, I tell you the strongest

Together, We Stand

2013-04-05T11:58:00.001+08:00

People come, people go. They´ll drift in and out of your life, almost like characters in a favorite book. When you finally close the cover, the characters have told their story and you start up again with another book, complete with new characters and adventures. Keep trying, even when you want to give up.

Kiddo

2013-03-16T23:10:00.004+08:00

Mistakes are inevitable, what separates a person from others is the improvement made after a mistake is realized. P/s ;Passion gives you courage, energy and persistence to stand up a million times after you hit the ground so hard.

7th March 2013

2013-03-10T04:29:00.001+08:00

Plus another year to my age. Sweet 22 Farah ;) It's too much things I would love to share. But girls, THANK YOU for your effort!! It is priceless and awesome. THANK YOU for still believe in me and believe on this bad-ass relationship. You guys rock my world since we've met. Thank you again to my adorable kids (Smart Reader Kids), Sam, Sukuna and Anize :) THANK YOU for ;1)

Just give me a reason

2013-03-09T20:38:00.000+08:00

"Bad attitude is like a flat tire. You can't go anywhere till you change it." You told me. You asked me. You pleaded me. I listen to you. Truly I do. But why this you gave me? Am I still at fault since you met the real me? Don't you know how unfair it is when this is happened? You asked me to be ready since very LONG TIME AGO, but still you're the one who is not ready. I

Tiada Duka Yang Abadi

2013-03-02T19:10:00.001+08:00

Andai bisa ku mengulang Waktu hilang dan terbuang Andai bisa perbaiki segala yang terjadi Tapi waktu tak berhenti Tapi detik tak kembali Harap ampunkan hamba-Mu ini Waktu berputar rembulan dan matahari Bunga yang mekar akan layu akan mati Malam kan berakhir, hari kan berganti Takdir hidup kan di jalani P/s ; بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ

Freak

2013-03-01T02:56:00.000+08:00

It's over and I'm glad they are all GONE. All of us are HAPPY :) And this is for them ; Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of somebody else. p/s ; Never tell me the sky's the limit when there are footprints on the moon

The Dog Days Are Over :')

2013-02-07T21:46:00.000+08:00

"Don't watch from the sidelines. Take to the field, and show everyone that you came to play" Take note on this ; The first step you make is more important than any of the others, because you actually START doing something. P/s ; You can never really fix a heart.

That Afternoon

2013-01-28T01:40:00.002+08:00

That note. The different personality. Still, it hurts. Deeply. I don't know why we all hang onto something we know we're better off letting go. Its like we're scared to lose what we really don't even have. Some of us say we'd rather have something then nothing at all, but the truth is , to have something halfway is harder, then not having it at all. P/s ; Sometimes it's not about

You Made It

2013-01-27T03:08:00.005+08:00

The problem with people who only want what they can't have, is that once they have what they want, they don't want it anymore. P/s ; Give me time and i'll be okay

Thank You

2013-01-26T14:30:00.000+08:00

P/s ; You can’t let other people tell you who you are. You have to decide that for yourself .

Madly Tears

2013-01-22T01:03:00.000+08:00

Keep that beautiful smile on your face, believe in miracles. Be yourself & don't worry about anything. God has your life ready for you to go up & down and work threw hard times & challenges. P/s ; Use every mistakes as a stepping stone to achieve your goals.

It's Time

2013-01-17T15:12:00.000+08:00

Still not in a good condition but at least, I tried. Harder. From this point on, I'm going to treat people exactly how they treat me. Some should be glad. Others should be scared. P/s ; Sometimes the blessings are after you've done the work

There was a time

2013-01-17T01:53:00.000+08:00

That beach. The breeze. That sky, that sunlight. That happy faces. It's only just THAT day.

2013

2013-01-11T21:55:00.000+08:00

This is it. New resolution. Because simple is classy, and overdoing it looks trashy. P/s ; Busy day, busy year. I'm down once again.

Second Chance

2012-12-26T03:48:00.000+08:00

Open my eyes, let me see you and blow this blinding darkness away. Open my eyes, let me find you. Give me a sign. P/s : I believe in second chances, I just don't think everyone deserves them.

Lost

2012-12-21T02:00:00.000+08:00

Welcome to the real world where things always get broken glasses,ashtrays,plates and hearts left wide open. Ears that hear things. No one likes to hear memories in our hearts of people not here. Feet that walk down beaten tracks. Burdens we all carry dead weights on our back. We all need to open our eyes and see one day we won't be here. And will

I Miss You. Damn Much.

2012-12-19T02:25:00.000+08:00

P/s ; Wake me up, when December ends ~ Shit happens.

December 11, 2012

2012-12-17T03:45:00.000+08:00

Objective : Gathering and making more love again with Ohana . Terbukti, distance is NOT everything :) We all in THIS together :) Buddies till heaven :) Melah, Lilo, Senah :) Que & Melah :) My priority :) Amet :) Que :) Sayang :) Senah :) The Ohana 2009 till DEATH. ( Ainaa takde. Hukhuk)