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<content mode="escaped" type="text/html" xml:base="http://alternativeculture.com/blog/" xml:space="preserve">3 December, 2006&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two days into my trip, and already I have experienced the worst and best of what I might have expected. Well, not the absolute worst, or best, but the trivial worst and the essential best.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="/blog/blogpix/victoria.jpg" align="left"&gt;To dispose with the trivial first. I barely escaped from the freezing snow and icy rains of Victoria and Seattle, shedding my fleece and windbreaker and toque at Chris's house with my car, and walking 45 minutes to the Clipper downtown. Luckily I had discovered that my runners had serious holes and were expendable, so at least I could wear them for the trek until the SeaTac airport where they went into the trash bin, and save my sandals for the remainder of the trip out of the ice and snow. My socks and feet got wet and cold anyway, but the long walk in Victoria and again a brisk walk in Seattle for a second city bus connection, after I just missed the first, at least kept my blood moving. Missing that first bus but catching the second by flagging down the driver a block early mirrored the bad/good luck that would follow in the first two days of the journey.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yesterday on arriving I was shortchanged on the bus and then overcharged in the guesthouse restaurant. In both cases I could have or should have known better, but was cast in the spell of the jetlagged and newly-arrived - just as in &lt;a href="/travel/spain.htm"&gt;Spain &lt;/a&gt;when I bought my first train ticket. The bus to Koh Chang again cost twice what my research told me; but at least it was easy, with a pickup from the guesthouse where I booked it, and passage with an additional taxi ride all the way to the bungalow I had reserved. Then the bungalow stuck me, as I already knew they would, for a double-occupancy rate, claiming that "all the places on Koh Chang charge for double occupancy"; though in a quick scouting trip the first night I found three places offering single-occupancy rates.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Turning down a taxi tout at the airport offering a ride for 1050, then 700, then "for you" 600, I found a free airport shuttle to the bus terminal where I transferred to the city, walked a few blocks to the river ferry, and boated to the Thewet pier. During the final walk to the guesthouse next to one where I stayed with Nora and Cleo &lt;a href="/travel/thailand.htm"&gt;last winter&lt;/a&gt;, I reminisced via the sights of temples and smells of markets and food stalls, and sensation of humid 30-degree heat, and felt a homecoming sort of familiarity. Also a deep and reassuring affirmation of the basic purpose of this whole 6-month junket, that I would not have to be cold any longer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I did feel self-conscious of the difference on this trip this year, travelling alone. It seems most farang travelers here are couples, most in their twenties; or white males of my middle age who are either burnt-out looking expat types long ago given up to this rootless lifestyle, or puffy bland reflections of my own privileged status on the loose with inherited or overearned middle-class wealth. No fair ladies of my own life-stage and disposition? But what if there were? I was firmly set now on my own path of no more compromising with my essential life purposes: stay warm, swim, and play music wherever possible.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="/blog/blogpix/bailan.jpg" align="center"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On my arrival at the Bailan Family Bungalows, I set up quick housekeeping next door to a fat London couple with thick accents, and headed for the beach. There only a few others lounged or read on the coarse dark golden sand, or fished wading out from the rocks, and I tested the waters before sunset. The brownish water was salty and bath-warm, and the bottom was rocky with the tide out. The sunset colors gathered slowly in intensity, in the lukewarm air. This was not a glorious splash of paradise hues, but a muted, more subtle brand of chosen environment. The essentials seemed to be in place, yet lacked a certain definite impact. In fact, on leaving the beach, I noticed a definite line of demarcation revealing that the sand had been imported here, dumped as a gilt overlay upon an otherwise unappealing stretch of plain brown dirt.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On Saturday night at the Tree House, the most popular destination for the backpacker types, a crowd of a hundred or more sat in the dim-lit sprawling bar and restaurant, a virtual campus of the university of ex-university. Couples chatted, alluring young things sprawled languidly on hammocks, DJ tracks grooved in the background. "Amazing," I observed to a nubile princess standing in line with a menu beside me. She said nothing. At the desk I inquired about room rates and retraced my steps down the gravel path through the forest, stopping for an hour at a lonely Internet outpost manned by a tanned longhair busy at a sewing machine.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="/blog/blogpix/village.jpg" align="right"&gt;Today the tide turned, in various ways. I awoke before seven and enjoyed a lovely swim in the now soft-sand-bottomed waters at high tide. Had a fruit lassi at the guesthouse restaurant and changed my reservation from four nights to two, given the cheap alternatives in the neighborhood or also likely farther afield. Then set out on foot over the forbidding hills to Bang Bao, the fishing village at the south of the island.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="/blog/blogpix/hut.jpg" align="left"&gt;Just short of the turnoff to the village, I followed the obstacle-smashing impulse of my miniature Ganesh that &lt;a href="http://www.islandnet.com/~licht" target="_blank"&gt;Melanie &lt;/a&gt;had given me as a talisman for the trip, and stopped to inquire at the Elephant Gardens bungalow operation. Virtually the same accommodations as I was paying 480 for - an eight-by-eight hut with double bed, mosquito net, small porch, and adjoining bathroom with toilet, sink, and shower - was available here for just 100 baht ($3). Is there a good beach nearby? I asked. There was, at a 25-minute walk down the main road, and one hardly anyone knew about because it was past the limit of current development on this end of the island. In fact, these two - Agatha, from Poland, and Jan, from Austria, just coming down the path - were on their way there and maybe they could show me where it was.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="/blog/blogpix/beach.jpg" align="center"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Finally a friendly bungalow owner and two friendly walking companions; and the beach we came to was superb. Soft white sand curved around the forest for a mile or so without any visible human impact, past the restaurant and bar at the sparsely-populated main beach area. After a long pleasant swim and beach walk, I ate an excellent spicy and tender squid red curry stirfry for lunch, and headed back to explore Bang Bao where I wanted to check out Internet facilities, availability of espresso, and boats to the neighboring smaller islands of Koh Wai and Koh Maak. As I said, the essentials.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="/blog/blogpix/drums.jpg" align="right"&gt;But the best was just to come around the first corner, where I saw same faded funky signs advertising "Djambe's . . . hand drumming . . . drum workshop." Of course I was intrigued to see all &lt;a href="http://djemberhythms.com"&gt;my own favorite keywords&lt;/a&gt; thus displayed before me like a mirror-mirage, and turned down the little path to the shore. I met there a small coterie of interesting-looking folk of indeterminate age or origin. It turned that most of them were from Turkey; there was a resident fellow named Djambe who said the few bungalows were full but they welcomed visitors to jam with them on the beach every evening, with drums and also other instruments. The drum shack was piled with djembes and drum shells, with a prominent pair of dunduns displayed in front. When I saw those drums I said to Ganesh or allied spirits, thank you for this gift of the path opening for me in just the right way - I don't need to go anywhere else now. Jep was working behind the shack. He looked more Thai than the others, and expanded on the invitation to come jam - no fixed ending, just when you feel like stopping.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I promised to return, and did go on to Bang Bao for reconnaissance of Internet, coffee, and boat trips, declining an invitation from Djambe to sit and have something to drink then and there, as there was this other impulse in me to walk when I felt like walking, and to take care of all the business I had set for myself even on this providential day. In Bang Bao a German woman running a dive business caught my ear for a while, steering me to the best Internet and coffee place, which I enjoyed in short order. On my way out of the village with $200 worth of fresh &lt;a href="http://hyperlife.net/editing.htm"&gt;editing &lt;/a&gt;jobs on the tiny flash drive in my pocket, I stopped for some fresh-cut pineapple at a little stand. I waited there and then spoke a while in pigeon English with the woman who served me. Her name was Nan and she had a 26-year-old daughter in Bangkok who was returning to Koh Chang in the new year. Did I have a lady? "No? Wait, I'll show you my daughter's picture. She and her man, they split apart also." The daughter was indeed beautiful, posing in school outfit with a soccer ball, and a golden gown. Korp khun kop, I said after finishing half the pineapple, and took the rest with me as I headed out of town again to reserve my hut at the Elephant Gardens.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6 December, 2006&lt;br /&gt;I've been making some good connections here. At Djambe's I went for an excellent evening's jam, with Jep, Ozan the Turkish medicine man, his sidekick the sailor, and his beautiful wife who makes felt shoes. Together they are also here, for six months, working on a project to make and market a kind of bandana with sunglasses. When I suggested these might be popular among the BC ski crowd and &lt;a href="http://www.mec.ca" target="_blank"&gt;Mountain Equipment Coop &lt;/a&gt;set, they offered me the Canadian patent. While not sure I want to take on another business interest, I thought maybe one of my jobless friends back home might appreciate the opportunity. We played the Thai-made African drums, flutes from Turkey, Irish pennywhistle, hammered dulcimer, didgeridoo, and plastic shaker for five hours under the almost-full moon, on the sand and in the shack opening to the beach.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="/blog/blogpix/everything.jpg" align="left"&gt;It was a setting and an opportunity almost too good to be true. Indeed, the little strip of land there between beach and road is only rented, and Djambe noted that the undeveloped land beside that last choice beach down the road is presently for sale. By this time next year, everything here that is most enjoyable could be swept away by the relentless tide of tourist dollars.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="/blog/blogpix/development.jpg" align="center"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="/blog/blogpix/restaurant.jpg" align="right"&gt;On the Bang Bao pier is a tapas restaurant called Little Havana. The choices I made, a dish of soft feta and gently fried vegetables, and tender potatoes with aioli, plus a pineapple-orange-lime drink, were all absolutely outstanding, and a welcome change from a steady Thai diet. I chatted with the owner who is from Belgium. He also works as a website developer and database manager, for clients back in Europe, from his new location where he has been for six months now. He has a Russian girlfriend, but knows enough from being here to explain to me the difference between the Thai "bar girls" and what Westerners would normally call "prostitutes." "Here what they want is, maybe you could even say, a friendly relationship," Dido told me. "A night of fun, and then maybe you take care of them a little, spend a little money on them."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="/blog/blogpix/djembe.jpg" align="left"&gt;I was curious because at Lonely Beach while walking down the road, I had been accosted by two or three such beauties from the balcony of a roadside bar. "Hello! Where you going? Come here." I kept walking of course, set in my Canadian reticence and prejudice about such things. And I was already hooked up with a couple of folks I'd just met at a restaurant, on our way to a live music concert nearby. That connection began with my query about a djembe on the premises. At the concert I ran into the London couple living in the bungalow beside mine. I left after a short time and, while I was getting ready for bed, the couple also arrived home in the midst of a fierce drunken argument full of swearing and so thick with alcohol and Cockney that it sounded like a foreign language laced with Anglo-Saxon expletives.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dido's eyes lit up when I told him I played &lt;a href="/music/drumming.htm"&gt;African drums&lt;/a&gt;. He was a staunch fan of Belgium-based djembe star Mamady Keita, had seen many of his concerts, and had even hosted an after-party for Mamady at his own house, and jammed with him there. Presently he hadn't played in a year, and was excited to hear that I could show him some &lt;a href="http://djemberhythms.com/roots.htm"&gt;new rhythms &lt;/a&gt;to add to his limited repertoire consisting of a few variations on Kuku. In turn he caught my interest on the subject of &lt;a href="http://drupal.org" target="_blank"&gt;Drupal&lt;/a&gt;, an open-source website design and database engine that I could use for my own website projects and those I build for clients. On top of these common interests he is a divemaster and avid snorkeler, and suggested that we might tour around the nearby waters on a friend's boat to do some snorkeling.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I had been intrigued by Ozan's resume as well, as he had made a personal study of alternative and primal healing practices, including knowledge and practices from Siberia (the origin, he said, of a core strand of Turkish people), the Caucasus, China, and India. A quick diagnosis of my own complaints confirmed what I had heard from a psychic reading two years ago, that I needed to strengthen my "inner fire," for example by a dry spicy diet, sea salt, restriction of water after meals, and expression of anger. He invited me to return some time for a more complete consultation. On his part he was fascinated with the spirit evoked by my humble tin whistle, likening its ethereal tones to the eagle-bone whistles of shepherds of the high Caucasus, or for that matter, Siberian and North American natives. I promised to return also for the purpose of tuning the somewhat wangled strains of the dulcimer with the help of the pennywhistle.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Last night I enjoyed the varied company of the other international travellers in the cozy ambience of the balcony restaurant at Elephant Garden. The menu offered again some refreshing and tasty alternatives to the ubiquitous Thai food. The crowd of seven or eight was oddly silent as they ate, swung in lazy hammocks, read, or simply gazed into the near space, full enough with its palette of red and yellow cushions, softly lit palm thatch, golden bamboo. British rock music played in the background, probably the choice of Will, the owner. The human silence was almost uncomfortable, but seemingly mostly for me, since the others appeared content and meditative. I gradually adjusted, recognizing that this scene was not unlike a Quaker meeting; though most of us so gathered were semi-horizontal instead of sitting on hard wooden pews or plastic urban chairs, and our thoughts were perhaps more immersed in our momentary sensuous pleasure than in reflections on the life of George Fox or Jesus.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Finally I recognized that two of those seated on the floor around a central table of food were Agatha and Jan, whom I'd met again earlier that day at lunch on the beach. I took a cushion beside them and struck up a conversation that then extended to some of the others for a few more hours (while some chose to remain present but mysteriously silent for the duration). Besides Agatha there was another Polish woman there whose national identity, Agatha remarked, was revealed by her preference for putting ketchup on pizza.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dido told me that today there would be a tropical storm arriving via Cambodia, the remains of a deadly hurricane that swept through the Philippines. But this morning the skies are still blue and balmy, the breeze is gentle, the waters lapping at the pier quite calm. Having just breakfasted with banana pancakes, guava juice, and real mocha, I suppose it is time to head for the beach. Who knows - the storm may yet decide to show up later. So might my 285,000-word editing project, due to arrive any day now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For that matter, so the world's media voices opine, Mideast &lt;a href="/books/coercion.htm"&gt;Armageddon&lt;/a&gt;, the perennial bogey, now slouches ever closer. I stay ahead of that end game reading Margaret Atwood's dystopian masterwork, &lt;a href="http://www.oryxandcrake.com" target="_blank"&gt;Oryx and Crake&lt;/a&gt;. Sadly, it is almost finished. After that, what? I already discarded the rest of my fiction collection before leaving home. I will write an essay - maybe today, maybe tomorrow - on Atwood's book and call it "The End of Fiction."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Curiously, her and my last word in fiction mirrors the collapse of civilization itself. In the meantime, there is still a meantime. An "average time," perhaps not. A mean-spirited time, certainly, in some unfortunate quarters of the world. I can only be grateful that such is not my current condition, at least not here, not now, in the immediate surroundings of the smally personal "me," and of the locally acquainted and selectively networked "we."</content>
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<br />Is it all as simple as a grab for oil and power?  From the top, yes. Creating fear and then stepping in to “protect”?  Those are mafia methods: the protection racket.<br />
<br />REPORTER: What does the war in Iraq have to do with 9/11?<br />BUSH (irritated): Nothing....But the American people should know that I’m doing my job of protecting them.<br />
<br />Deeper than that, the implied lie is that “the war” is a protracted (in fact never-ending) <a href="http://www.truthout.org/docs_2006/091106N.shtml">battle of good vs. evil.</a> In order to make sure the people feel “good” (especially about their fearless leaders), the population has to be presented (enter TV, newsfeeds, and embedded reporters) with a generalized enemy to be feared: an “axis of evil.”<br />
<br />An average American responds: “God continue to be with the victims and their families. Be with the soldiers as they continue to defend our way of life. It's regrettable that so many are forgetting the scenes of that day. We are in a struggle for the very lifestyle that so many take for granted.”<br />
<br />At this deeper level of truth and self-deception, goodness equates with the supreme value placed on material prosperity, and the freedom to enjoy it even if at the expense of others.  In such a bipolar world, the “haves” are good and the “have-nots” are evil (unless they are content with the plundering of their resources and sanctions on their own freedoms).<br />
<br />So finally we have it.  Oil really is blood: the lifeblood of the American way of life.  Protecting Americans means protecting the way of life, the lifestyle, the priceless “democratic freedom” to consume at the top of the global food chain, for which any cost in human lives (whether foreign or American) is deemed a necessary blood-sacrifice.  <br />
<br />The high priests of American foreign policy (for whom Bush is really just a typecast down-home mouthpiece) are certainly wedded to this imperial philosophy, by their own embedding in and dependence on the corporate hierarchies that rest atop that economic food chain.  And the people who follow the resulting war cries, whether conscious or not of their real motives, must be reckoned with.  <br />
<br />If it’s a real “us” against “them” today in North American politics, it’s those of us who cannot in conscience support violence to other human beings for the sake of our own prosperity, vying for political influence with those who have no qualms about putting the maintenance of their economic lifestyle above the very lives of others less fortunate.<br />
<br />I could go further to say that the one stance is “good” and the other is “evil,” but my dualistic trap has very different consequences than the current working model.  My response to the evil of imperialistic warfare is, the behavior should be condemned and made politically indefensible.  The conventional response to the evil of insurgent have-nots is, kill them if they don’t comply.<br />
<br />Which brand of democracy do you buy?</div>
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</a>This time I’m on Maui, the pinnacle of close-to-home paradise for North Americans.  There are lots of Canadians here especially, along with the usual tribe of Aussies and Kiwis, Brits and Swedes, on and on...<br />
<br />It’s ironic that here in this high-end resort culture, I find myself having deja-vus of Conakry, Guinea, where the post-apocalyptic world has been born and is daily dying in poverty, dust, smoke and overpopulated chaos.  Here the fumes are more benign, the cafe scene trending momentarily to the mellow...but moments ago when I was inspired with this surprising juxtaposition, the Australians were loudly cursing from the center table, an oversized truck was belching and screeching outside, the canned music was careening from Bootsie Collins to the Beatles, a mother at the next table was chatting on her cell phone while her small child babbled and tottered around the room, and I had to somehow maintain my bubble of concentration while doing an editing job on my laptop...the job including remarks on the state of world culture wherein rural Mexicans can now use cell phones and Internet even while lacking basic telephone lines.  <a href="http://alternativeculture.com/blog/uploaded_images/fence-798098.jpg">
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<br />In a similar vein, last night I confessed to my housemates at the pineapple ranch BnB that I didn’t know how to use a microwave and didn’t have a TV...though I packed a laptop and iPod.  $50 a night seems like a good deal, but there is really no privacy there except in the small bedroom - office on the bed - as the housemates scurry around from 6:30 on, and the 4-7 boys of the owners’ family roam the manicured grounds like cruising flies.<br />
<br />...Harsh, I know; and it’s all fine, really. I chose to try to work here rather than at home where I also face the same dilemma: enclosed in my private box of an apartment, or out in the public domain where all manner of talk and distracting noise is ever-apparent.  In the hostel there was the hubbub of traffic at all hours in the kitchen and common areas both indoors and out.  At dawn on the world’s prettiest beach I was almost alone but not quite; roamers began a regular sea-watch before 6:00.  Am I complaining?  It seems so.  But really, I simply observe, as there is that choice: isolation, in front of TV or computer or book or food inside that lonely box; or life in domesticity, with all of the attendant emotional and interpersonal issues around common space and time, meals and work and leisure and sleep and sex; or out in the social world where there is the property grid to contend with, crisscrossed by traffic, tourists, neighbors and friends and family, and the ever-present if sometimes invisible homeless.<br />
<br />If there is a point it may be that nothing is exactly as it seems.  Do the very rich escape these conundrums by forking out $300 and up for a box in the highrise above the postcard beach where I stroll for free and the native Hawaiians tend the landscape and serve mai-tais for minimum wage?  Am I more or less connected to my vanmates on the hostel tours than I would be with my mate or mates on a more privately rented journey across this or another island once or now branded “paradise”?  Are those natives who are poor or well-wheeled better off now or under the arrogant kings of their past who ordered them to carry buckets of volcanic soil from one valley to another, or to fight the natives from a neighboring island, or to die from unknowingly transgressing some arcane taboo?<br />
<br />Distinctions are what makes the world go round, but in the end, they are all so problematic.  The solution may seem to be, then, to disappear in the mantra of oneness and void...a consolation that philosophy does offer at any moment when needed.  Complaint then turns to acceptance, to letting go of any ambition for further distinction in service of ego or illusion.  <br />
<br />And is this the only choice, then? - the disintegration of paradise into chaos; or its integration in the moving mosaic of the moment?  Yes, and yes, with more than a footnote to beauty...the sudden glory of sunset in clouds, or an inspiring oldie on the airwaves, or a five-minute snorkel at a spontaneous cove in the company of a giant prehistoric turtle... <br />
<br />Life and work and play go on, and the search for the right combination of environmental variables continues.  It also changes by the moment...so that now there is only genial conversation and a high-pressure sigh of an espresso machine to accompany the gentle clacking of my keys in the Italian bakery-cafe in Makawao, upcountry Maui, at the end of May, 2006.<br />
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<p class="mobile-post">I used to do this all the time: blogging before blogging.  Now that <br />there's blogging, I can hardly bring myself to blog anymore.  Always <br />trying to be different, I guess.  When alternative becomes mainstream, <br />what's the alternative?</p>
<p class="mobile-post">Of course, it always come down to: just doing it.  Being extroverted, <br />by definition; though I'm not, by nature.</p>
<p class="mobile-post">In the end, there is a new beginning.  Philosophy ends action; then <br />action ends philosophy.  On and on: yang on yin.  Or, action is <br />philosophy; philosophy is action.</p>
<p class="mobile-post">Any words can be defended: terrorism on terrorism, for example.  Or, <br />any are indefensible.  My friend got stopped coming off a ferry, <br />because he "looked suspicious" - swarthy complexion, black beard, <br />backpack and bulky coat, looking around at things, writing things down: <br />a grocery list, thoughts about sex.</p>
<p class="mobile-post">Many, in other words, forms of subversion, perversion.  Depending on <br />one's point of view.  Thus, the necessity, or the impossibility, of <br />expressing a point of view.</p>
<p class="mobile-post">To speak or not to speak...it's not even a question: just a dual <br />imperative, with either choice as good/bad or appropriate/inappropriate <br />as the next.</p>
<p class="mobile-post">In the meantime, there are cultural observations to be made, true or <br />not, but apparent in the moment:</p>
<p class="mobile-post">Food in the USA is more interesting than in Canada. Americans are more <br />talkative and outgoing than Canadians.<br />American politics isn't more evil than Canadian politics, just more <br />blatant, less wishy-washy.<br />Or maybe that does make it more evil.</p>
<p class="mobile-post">On the subject of politics and philosophy, I like Joanna Macy's take on <br />it, going back to the Tibetan "Shambhala Prophecy" <br />(http://www.joannamacy.net/html/great.html) of the 8th century: <br />combining the two principles of compassion, which fuels action; and <br />insight, which recognizes that all our thoughts and actions, no matter <br />how slight, have an impact on the whole web of life.</p>
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<br />Halfway along in this five-week stay in Thailand . . .  Each day I move slower, sinking deeper into life’s simplicity, the gentle warmth of air and water, and of the people who live here.  In this respect there is little difference between the native Thais and the foreigners vacationing here, or those who have adopted it as their home.  The pace of life is universally relaxed, at least on the island of Koh Phangan . . . even at the thronging spit of beach known as Haad Rin, home of the world’s biggest full moon party.  <br />
<br />This is supposed to be the dry season, but it has rained almost every day, and recently for most of the day and night.  The occasional appearances of full sun are reminders of the blasting power of that element, which otherwise is rather subdued, moderated by soft clouds and caressing breezes.  At night there is seldom need for more than a sheet, and often just half of that is enough to cover bare skin.  In the sun it is impossible to keep clothes dry from sweat, and in the torrential rain likewise impossible to stay dry.  But there is no panic of hypothermia or even much of a chill . . . just acceptance of that other universal element, the water which surrounds us.  <br />
<br />I’ve been somewhat guiltily managing to carry on my editing business here, averaging a couple hours a day of work on the laptop.  Internet connection businesses are everywhere, so it was a simple matter to find one with a fast connection and ethernet cable to hook into my laptop for transferring edited files.  The guilt part has something to do with working at all here, when the experience of paradise is so rich and full in itself; a feeling that I should be immersed as fully as possible in it while it lasts.  The other part of the guilt has to do with enjoying the best of both worlds . . . that’s it’s somehow unfair or undeserved to be able to make one’s living in so relaxed and effortless a way as this.  In fact the combination is doing what I anticipated it might: convincing me that living and working here at least six months of the year is eminently sensible.<br />
<br />The other part of my working life is also coming together as well as I could have imagined, with a full dozen of the yoga students deciding to attend drum classes once or twice a week while I’m here.  The main obstacle of having enough drums was passed last week when I accompanied half a dozen of the students into the nearest town (Thong Sala), to buy passable djembes for under $40 each.  <br />
<br />The beach itself is perfect for swimming, with a broad crescent of white soft sand, shallow clear pale green water, and minimal wave action here on the mainland side of the island.  A recent visit to the seaward side gave some challenging variety in the form of big breaking waves, but a tropical storm whipped them too high even to travel out by boat, so we had to hike back to our starting point, two hours over a steep rough trail.  Amazingly, no complaints from 9-year-old Cleo on the grueling trek.<br />
<br />Other roads and trails nearby have taken us by foot to neighboring beaches, giving us relatively local access to groceries as well as, again, more variety of experience here – much more immediate than traveling by taxi or motorbike.<br />
<br />With the beaches lined by bungalows and restaurants, there is no shortage of variety in eating out . . . though the menus differ very little from place to place.  There is only a subtle difference between the universally offered green, red, or coconut curries, but it’s hard to tire of these, when the result is almost always excellent, and at times absolutely transcendent.  (The homemade coconut or chocolate ice cream doesn’t hurt either, or the discovery here and there of a real cappuccino).  The biggest challenge on the food front is appeasing (or not) the endless restaurant obsessions of Cleo.<br />
<br />Yes, this is yuppie heaven all right, but heaven by any name is hardly to be argued with.  If I have found the formula and means to live out my ideal 8-hour day here – 2 hours each of work, music, swimming and walking – there is no cause to complain.  And that’s just the quantitative analysis of how time can be spent . . . when the true experience is timeless, and of a mysterious yet unmistakable quality, impossible to convey and equally impossible to resist.</div>
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<p class="mobile-post">So that's the way it works, eh?  Canadian politics symbolizes it, with <br />a new minority Conservative government.  Most of the voters prefer the <br />more liberal-leaning Liberals or NDP, but the government goes to the <br />control of the conservatives.</p>
<p class="mobile-post">It's like this: it's easier to stand pat, to stay stuck, than to figure <br />out where else to go.</p>
<p class="mobile-post">I must admit, I didn't even get involved in the issues in this Canadian <br />federal election enough to know any specifics.  And I didn't vote.  I <br />lost interest in Canadian politics after the Quebec separatist movement <br />died down.  But it's interesting enough to note how this election <br />points to an ongoing syndrome of political life.</p>
<p class="mobile-post">Those who want change inevitably end up being split over how to do it, <br />where to go.  The liberal or progressive agenda is split into a rainbow <br />of sub-issues, of constituencies, of ethnic and ideological diversity.  <br />Whereas the staid middle-class, largely white and conservative values <br />are more simplistic, more generic, more homogenous.  Thus they have an <br />advantage in holding a solid block of votes for a single party or <br />ideology...or negative ideology, if you will.</p>
<p class="mobile-post">The result is inertia, the inertia not of movement but the easier <br />choice, of stasis, status quo.  Here we go, again; here we stay.  <br />Business as usual.</p>
<p class="mobile-post">Otherwise, what?  Who can agree?</p>
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<p class="mobile-post">All right, here's a stab, at 2 a.m., at the newest twist in Web <br />publishing: blogging by email.  It should come in handy when I'm in <br />Thailand, two weeks from today.  Meanwhile, I'm all webbed out...you <br />would think...after a marathon of upgrading this site <br />(alternativeculture.com), creating a couple of new sites <br />(DjembeRhythms.com and masalaband.com) and finally, redoing the <br />over-javaed home page for HyperLife.net.</p>
<p class="mobile-post">Next?  Oh, there's always a next.  Though in Web-land, a real human can <br />sometimes disappear for months on end.  What was the quote I heard <br />today?  "It was, like, real, like something you'd see on TV."</p>
<p class="mobile-post">Hmm.  In the meantime...</p>
<p class="mobile-post">There's always a meantime, isn't it?  That is, if you believe in time.  <br />As in, time is money, time's a-wasting, etc.  But then, the sages all <br />tell us that time is an illusion; words have no real meaning; desire is <br />doomed; and so on.  What are we to believe?</p>
<p class="mobile-post">Me, it depends on my mood.  At 2:11 a.m. (present time) I'll call it <br />Websday and now, call it a day.  "See you" again "soon."</p>
<p class="mobile-post">In the meantime...</p>
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