Mata Kamakhya – a name that beholds fierce, yet gentle power. She is the Yoni Goddess who is said to undergo menstruation for three days when some of the most powerful Tantiks, Sadhaks, black magic practitioners and devotees dance in the light of Her presence. As She calmly rests and silently adjusts Herself to keep the cycle of the Universe going, the visitors eagerly wait for the temple doors to be opened so that they can cherish Rakht Vastra (blood cloth) in the form of Prasad. It is said that this cloth has the magical menstrual blood of Mata Kamakhya and holds the power to change the bearer’s destiny.

I was recently called by Mata for Her blessings at Kamakhya Temple, even though it was an indirect calling. As a healer, I happen to travel with a lot of my soul children (tarot clients) for their spiritual cleansing, meditative practices and spiritual rituals. This time, since my soul daughter was undergoing some hormonal difficulties and we knew that she would find her cleansing energy from the Bhoomi (ground) of Ma Kamakhya Temple, she requested me to accompany her and I said yes with a smile, as I knew Mata was calling me to receive Her blessings.

But why did I feel so?

I happened to come across Kamakhya Temple’s unique images when the entire world was going through a panicked lock-down due to the Corona crises in the year 2020. During that time, I was introduced to Her divinity and I thought maybe someday I would go.

Then, I got totally involved in my duties as a tarot reader and healer and I moved away from the thought of visiting Her, but Mata being the Mother She is, She kept coming in front of me more and more since October 2023. Finally, I accompanied my soul daughter in February 2024 to seek Her Divine blessings for her as well as for myself.

What Makes Kamakhya Temple so Precious?

Before I share my experience related to Her divine presence, I would like to share a small story of who Kamakhya Devi is and why is She so special… and also to debunk certain myths related to the stories that have been clarified by the locals there.

When Lord Vishnu’s Sudarshan Chakra touched the burning body of Mata Sati in the arms of Lord Mahadev, it was cut into 51 pieces and the part where the Yoni (vaginal area) of the Devi fell on the ground is known is Kamakhya Temple.

Finally, when Devi Parvati (reincarnation of Devi Sati and Mahadev’s second wife) took birth and went to convince Mahadev for their union, Lord Kamdev (the God of sex) released an arrow of love and lust to push Lord Shiv and to make Him fall in love with Mata Parvati. But when Lord Shiva’s third eye opened way before the arrow could even touch His forehead, everything around Him burnt, including Lord Kamdev.

After this, Parvati stayed in the snow covered cave for years, meditating to reach salvation to meet Lord Shiva and finally came the day when Mahadev realized that She was strong enough to be on His side in this birth of Hers. When they both reunited, they brought back Lord Kamdev from the ashes. However, his body was still burnt and he did not look appealing due to which his wife, Goddess Rati (the Goddess of intercourse) sought help from Mahadev and Mata Parvati. They were then sent to Goddess Sati’s Yoni Shakti Peeth to attain beauty.

Lord Kamdev went to Mata Sati’s Shakti Peeth and did a lot of penance. Convinced by his dedication, Mata blessed him with beauty and since then, this temple was named Kamakhya (Kaam means Lord Kamdev and Akhya means Communication) – where Lord Kamdev communicated with Mata Sati’s Shakti Peeth and was rewarded his beauty back.

Debunking the Myths of the Temple

I had seen many pictures of Mata’s Yoni on the internet, but let me debunk the first wrong myth of the temple – most of the pictures you see are not of Mata Kamakhya Shakti Peeth. The temple is dark and no one is allowed to click any picture of the Peeth. Therefore, let the pictures not over-excite you, even though you are going to be highly surprised by the energy of the temple.

It is also said that the water of Bramhaputra river turns red during Ambubachi Mela because of the menstrual cycle of the Yoni of the Goddess; however, this is also not true. I confirmed with many local people there and to my surprise, there are even videos made to debunk this theory. The pictures of the red river that you see on the internet are not of this temple.

Finally The Story of My Experience Begins

I had started chanting Kamakhya Ma’s Mantras right from the time we started our journey for the temple in the rented car. These Mantras were being chanted for my soul daughter – to heal her health issues – and they continued for about 30-40 minutes, until we reached the temple. We met a Pandit we had spoken with, who gave us two VIP tickets. We were then taken to a closed, but well organized hall, where all the VIP ticket holders were sitting, waiting for the temple gates to open. I was excited, but at the same time there was a lot of nervousness in my heart.

This was the first time when I felt so scared and the reason was all that I read on the internet about the animal sacrifices at the temple. Even though I completely respect people’s beliefs and culture, I knew I was not prepared to see one happening right in front of my eyes and that was the first thing that I asked the Panditjee, who helped us with the tickets.

My Request to Ma Kamakhya

A day before visiting the temple, I had requested Ma to refrain me from seeing anything that would disturb my mind and soul, as I was just not prepared for the same… and alas, She heard!

I had read that the whole temple is always full of blood pouring from animal and dove sacrifices and one should be prepared to see headless animal bodies on plates when they are visiting this temple. By Ma’s grace, I was not shown even ONE SUCH scene, even though I did see many people paying money for animal sacrifices there, which is a very common and openly done culture of the temple and in fact, it is considered to be a very auspicious thing to see it happening.

Thankfully, our Prime Minister Mr. Narendra Modiji was being welcomed by Assam the same day when we went for the temple darshan and thus, the whole place was thoroughly cleaned and we enjoyed the beauty of the temple, even though the floor and carvings were still red with Sindhoor (vermilion).

Entering Into the Temple with Tickets

Once the doors of the temple were open, the VIP ticket holders were welcomed inside of the gates, but not to the main door as there was a wait for another one and a half hour. The gate where we were waiting was a pretty suffocating one and all throughout the time I was worried about public stampede, as there were too many people and one could not get out, once inside. Towards our left was the wall touching the temple and it was very cold and had mesmerizing carvings. Even though I did not understand anything about the carvings, I touched them to feel the energy.

This is the time when I felt my lower chakras (Mooldhara – the Root Chakra, Svadhishthana – The Sacral Chakra and Manipura – the Solar Plexus) vibrating. At first, there was just minor pulsation, which I generally feel even when I meditate. Slowly, as I kept moving closer to the Garbh Griha (the place where Mata’s Yoni is), I felt something moving in circular motions right in the lower chakras.

I closed my eyes during the waiting period and allowed the energy to sink into my Chakras, but all of a sudden, I felt something rising towards my head and hitting the Sahastraar – the Crown Chakra. I knew what could happen to me if I allowed the energy to move in Her serpent walk, so I asked Ma not to let this happen amidst the crowd.

All of a sudden, I smelt dead-animal odor and there was an animal sacrifice taking place somewhere in the temple – the loud music from the instruments brought me back to my senses. I did hear the animal screaming, but I felt like that pulled me back to myself. In less than 30 seconds, the Panditjee came with another man and asked us to write down our full names and Gotra at the back of the ticket. I requested him to bless my Rudraksh Mala and he took it with him.

The Inside of the Temple

We were then taken to the inside of the temple, where I could see a small idol of Mata (which I think is a brass one). The temple reminded me a little of Kedarnath, where I have trekked twice in two years. The whole idol was covered with flowers and we could barely the body of Ma, as only Her beautiful face was visible. I thought this was it and we have been blessed, but soon I found out that this was not the Shakti Peeth of Ma and we were being guided to go inside a small cave-like structure.

Inside the Garbh Griha

There were a few large steps that had to be descended to visit the actual Shakti Peeth. The temperature of this structure was a straight down to at least 2 to 3 degrees and as I descended, the energy in my Chakras ascended slowly and gradually. By now, I could feel a strong sensation in my Svadhisthana (Sacral), Anahat (Heart) and Adnya (Third Eye) Chakras, while the others were pulsating on and off. It was not something that I was bothered about, at the moment, as I was more focused on getting the blessings from Ma’s Divine Presence.

The chamber has only two to three Diyas and zero electricity inside of it. It is dark and one has to literally mind the step while descending, as I did see a couple of people about to slip, but saved by the crowd.

Disappointment in Me and Ma’s Response to My Wish

As I finally reached the Shakti Peeth, I felt strongly disappointed because I could barely see anything at all. The Peeth has been covered with a brass or metal like object and there were thousands of flowers on it and all I could see and hear was the flow of water.

As my soul daughter got on her knees to take the blessings of Ma, my heart cried inside of my chest as I told Ma that I would like to witness Her presence here. After a couple of seconds, when it was my turn to take Her blessings, I got on my knees and touched the water. To my surprise, the moment I put my fingers in Her elixir-like water, the pile of flowers fell down to the backwards and the metal like object moved an few inches, giving me a clear glimpse of the Shakti Peeth. I was startled as I felt like the whole world stopped. The Pandits hurriedly covered the Peeth and in tears, I drank the water from Her presence.

I was carrying two large Jai Mata Kamakhya Chunris that I had bought from outside of the temple. I dipped both of them into the Yoni Kund to get the blessings of my Goddess for my family members (one of these Chunris is tied around the pole that stands in the verandah of my house and the other one is tied to my altar table where I do perform tarot reading and healings)

Undoubtedly, I, along with my soul daughter, was inside of the chamber for at least three to four minutes and nobody stopped us or told us to leave, even though others were being told to leave in a few seconds. Later, I was told that even this was a blessing of Ma, as no one is allowed to wait back for more than a minute inside of the chamber.

Finally, a Pandit politely informed us about the long waiting queue and after taking the blessings of Mata Saraswati and Mata Mahalakshmi idols placed next to the Yoni Kund, we followed a lovely elderly man (another visitor of the temple) who led us outside of the chamber. He was himself in some other bliss after taking blessings of Mata.

Lord Bhairav, the Protector of the Shakti Peeth

My heart was in utter joy and my mind was still processing the encounter I had with the Goddess inside of the chamber, but before I could understand anything, another Panditjee gently took my head and made me rub it at the foot of my Lord Bhairav, the one who takes care of the Shakti Peeth. He is a manifestation of Lord Mahadev and is known as the Divine Counterpart of Goddess Bhairavi.

When I came out, I noticed that both I and my soul daughter were wearing marigold garlands, which we never realized were around our necks until we came out in the sunlight. We then stood there, witnessing the beauty of the temple for several minutes. Finally, the Panditjee who gave us the VIP tickets came with his assistant and gave us the prasad bags which consisted of Rakht Vastra, Rakht Sindhoor, my Rudraksh Mala, flowers from the temple and other such blessed things. We gave them their Dakshina, took their blessings and moved around the temple.

The Goddess with Vermilion on Her Yoni

To appreciate the carvings, I took a walk alone around the temple and finally saw the carving that is a viral-picture on the internet – the one in which the Goddess is sitting in Malasana pose and Her Yoni is covered with the red Kamakhya Sindhoor. It is now covered with a veil, but I was lucky enough to not get stopped by the Pandits even when I had put my hand under the veil, touched the carving and prayed, looking deep into the eyes of the Goddess.

The Fall of Ego and Maya

It is my habit to turn back and bid farewell to the God/Goddess I visit inside the temple before I finally leave the place, but as I was so mesmerized by the beauty of the temple, Mata’s Maya made me forget to do this and BAM – before I knew, I fell down gently on the stairs of Ma Kamakhya and as my concerned soul daughter lifted me up, I laughed, realizing my mistake. I turned back and took Her blessings one more time and told Her to call me again, if She wanted to see me again. As we drove off from the temple, I could still smell myself dipped in Her Divine Grace all throughout the day.

Special Notes from the Author:

When you visit Mata Kamakhya at the temple, don’t forget to:

• Visit the other temples surrounding this one (Baghlamukhi, Bhairavi, Dhumavati, Kedareshwar, etc.)
• Take blessings of the Goddess that proudly sits in Malasana (She has been carved at the back of the Garbh Griha)
• Ask for Rakht Vastra (a red colored cloth that has been dipped in the Yoni Kund and energized either during the menstrual cycle of the Goddess – Ambubachi Mela – or in the usual Kund water)
• Ask for Rakht Sindhoor (special Kamakhya Sindhoor)
• Carry the flowers that have been given to you from the temple
• Take small Jai Kamakhya Devi chunris from shops for your loved ones
• Take large Kamakhya Devi chunris for your house for protection

Please don’t fall prey to:

• The peda or Prasad that you are asked to buy from outside of the temple. We bought the pedas and couldn’t eat even one as the taste was very weird and not good at all (with all due respect to the Devi, I need to burst the bubble of the shop-keepers around)
• Those who ask for a huge amount of money for Rakht Vastra (Blood Cloth from Ma’s temple) – you already get this as a Prasad from the Pandit, if you request him to give one to you

Jai Mahamaai

Jai Ma Kamakhya

Jai Ma Sati Har Har Mahadev

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But what are such t-shirts and how do they boost your manifestation process?

Affirmation t-shirts are regular t-shirts with positive affirmations or Mantras on them. It is rightly said that the more you see, write and wear affirmations, the easier it is to attract what you want. Let’s not forget the second step of Law of Attraction, in which you are supposed to ACT AS IF you have already gotten what you are manifesting.

Now that you know what an affirmation t-shirt is, it is important for you to know why you should wear them.

Here are a couple of reasons:

• When you wear affirmation t-shirts, you are constantly attracting what you are manifesting.
• You stand in the front of the mirror, you see what you are manifesting.
• You meet your friends, they read the message on your t-shirt and it rings in your ears.
• Whenever walk on the streets and see someone’s eyes on your t-shirt, you know what they are reading and thus, you remember what you are manifesting and how it is happening.
• You wear the t-shirt to bed and vibrate on the same frequency.

In simple words, you vibrate what you write, speak, see and wear. That’s the only reason why affirmation t-shirts are perhaps “anytime t-shirts” for you. If you would like to check out a couple of amazing t-shirts for yourself, click here.

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If you don’t know what an affirmation journal is (just in case you are a beginner in LOA), it is a book in which you write affirmations every single day (or whatever you call regular in your manifestation process). While some people write daily write in their affirmation journal, there are others who write every alternate day or once a week or even once in fifteen days. It all depends upon how much you have mastered the process of LOA and how soon you want the manifestation happen.

So, once your affirmation journal is full, what can you do with it?

Should you throw it away into the garbage?

Well, that’s the silliest thing you would ever do.

Do you give it away to someone else?

This means you would be disclosing your dreams to others, which is not very nice until they are manifestation.

Here are a couple of things you can do with your affirmation journal:

1. Burn it: Yes – this is the best thing to do with your affirmation journal. Once it is full, all you need to do is burn it away and put the ashes into a running water body or give it back to the Universe by offering them to the forest (simply put them into the forest while you are driving by). Those into spell work definitely know the power of this.
2. Keep it safe for future reference: If you can keep it safe, somewhere, save it to refer the same in future. You can repeat (or write similar) affirmations from this specific journal to manifest another thing in the coming time, after finishing this specific one.
3. Use it for spell work: Just in case you have any idea about spell work, there are ways in which you can use your affirmation journal for crafting the right kind of spells for your betterment, or the betterment of others as well. You can create your own spells too.
4. Gift it to someone manifesting the same: Once you have manifested what you have been writing in your affirmation journal, gift this beautiful book to someone who is trying to manifest the exact same thing and you have a hint about it. For an instance, if you get the house you have been trying to manifest and you know someone else is doing everything they can to do it, gift them this journal. It is going to motivate them to have their own.

I would like to give you an amazing tip that’s going to help you NOT worry about an affirmation journal ever.

Instead of writing affirmations in a journal or on a paper, write an affirmation on a bayleaf. Charge it by placing it between both of your hands and praying and burn it. Then spread the ashes outside your house. You can repeat this process once a day or every alternate day.

Is there anything else you do with your affirmation journal /papers? Comment and let others know!

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Those who have been reading my work, know very well that I never write on anything I have never experienced. I have successfully manifested text messages from different people several times. The worst phase is the one in which you need to wait. Now I know you are not supposed to wait, but act as if it has already happened and detach with the outcome, but I am not afraid to confess that at times, despite creating and writing the process with my personal experience, I too get desperate and completely attached with the outcome. I keep thinking about why it is not happening, only to shake myself and realize I am not supposed to feel that way.

In most of the emails I receive from the readers of my blog, particularly those who have tried the process of manifesting a text message from someone specific – there is one common question – “how do I know ‘that’ text message is on its way?”

Of course there are hundreds of articles on signs that your manifestation is on its way, but I thought of doing something exclusively for letting you know that the specific text message from someone special is on its way. I meditated and went back into the memories of all those times I have successfully manifested specific texts from different people. Then, I made a note of all those and here I am… presenting the following five signs that prove that text you are manifesting is on its way:

1. You are seeing their names everywhere: You may be manifesting a text message from someone named George Sherman; you are on Facebook and suddenly you read George or Sherman repeatedly, even though you are not focusing on the manifestation process or even thinking about it. Then, you walk out of your house and read the same name (doesn’t have to be the full name, but either the first of the last name) on an advertising board or hear someone calling out to someone of this name amidst the crowd. This is a major sign the person you are trying to manifest a text message from is actually thinking about you (or probably just typing that message right now).
2. People from the past are coming back: I don’t know why this happens, but this is the most major sign I have noticed when someone specific you are manifesting is returning to you or your desired text message is close. I call these ‘ghosts from the past’ nothing but ‘distractions’. They are like toffies the Universe wants to lure you with and see how dedicated you are to get the real candy!
3. You may get a text message from someone with the same name: No doubt you intend to manifest that text from George Sherman, but suddenly, your old friend George Hopkins (or Tammy Sherman) is now sending you a text and you jump from your seat when you read the name George, only to hold your horses back when you read the last name and realize it is not from the same person.
4. Someone else may send you the EXACT same message you are manifesting: “Can we go out for a movie this Friday?” – if this is the message you have been manifesting from someone specific and all of a sudden another friend asks the exact same question to you, don’t be surprised. This is another strong sign that the Universe is listening and preparing you to master the art of Law of Attraction.
5. You have a strong intuitive feeling that the message is coming: NO other sign is bigger than your gut feeling. If you feel like the message is on its way, then it definitely is. Keep that vibe alive and you never know… the moment you take your eyes off this article, you may be hearing your phone beep with that text message you have been trying to manifest from a specific person.

Out of the five signs mentioned above – which ones are you noticing right now? Do comment and share this post with others so that they can share their experience with you too!

OM Shiva OM Shakti ||

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If only I knew the crises of underestimating the power of Mata Shakti, The Power silently residing at the base of my spine, your spine – right in the spine of every being around us. There are some people who say even animals have Kundalini Shakti, but since they are unable to get into Yogic Practices (or they may be performing such practices that we are unaware of), they are not able to raise their consciousness and attain enlightenment.

There was a time when I thought Kundalini awakening is just a one-time process; you sit in a corner, do a couple of breathing practices, make some Mudras with the hands, focus on your spine until you feel the energy, raise it up to your crown and BOOM – the Kundalini has awakened. If only it was that simple…

Firstly, according to my strong belief and experiences of various people who have written books on this Shakti, Kundalini awakening is not the game of just one birth. If you are able to ascend your energy in this birth, it is something you have been doing since quite a lot of births and that’s the only reason why you are able to raise it now. This explains why there is a sudden Kundalini rising in some people, even though they have no idea about it or no intention to feel “The Awakening.” It is the work of births, centuries and years to awaken this Shakti and not a one-time process at all.

Secondly, Kundalini is not a destination. I have often received emails asking for how Kundalini awakening can be achieved. This beautiful primordial energy is a journey in itself and not a spiritual goal. In fact, She is the one who takes you to a place where you realize spirituality is to be with no goals at all. Yes, there are Siddhis that need to be attained, there are manifestation processes that need to be learned, there are purposes that need to be met – yet, spirituality makes you goal-less because everything starts falling in place just the way it should.

As I write this, my mind is in a delusion. It is not that first time I am going through this – I go through this almost every single hour now. What is true and what is not? I feel like I am going to wake up from this dream anytime and would realize it was all a dream… or a night mare.

One day, a sudden feeling came to me that what I did as a meditation was not even the start of Kundalini rising, forget about “The Awakening.” This is when, about two years ago, I started practicing Kundalini in a full-fledged way. However, I have been going through weird things in life since the very beginning of this year, when I got involved in meditation all the very more. I was introduced to the technique of meditating all throughout the day (it is done by practicing a technique of breathing of which I will write another blog post on someday soon) and I have been doing it way too much since the start of 2020 (current year).

Here are some of the most weird things that have been happening to me amidst my Kundalini journey:

1. Loss of sense of reality: There have been times when I feel I am living in an illusion. Everyone around me is no one at all. Eventually, either they are going to turn into skeletons or they are all going to dissipate in the air. This is what Shakti has been doing to me these days. I feel like I am going to suddenly wake up from a dream or there is some sort of Maya that is keeping me in Her belly like we all are inside the belly of Mata Tara.
2. Feeling of being bitten by ants: At times, I feel like scratching different parts of my body because there are sensations of ants walking all over me, even though there is nothing at all. I keep itching, even though it is mere sensation and not a single ant at all.
3. Tingling sensations in different parts of the body: Sometimes I sit and I feel like there are some weird sensations happening all over. At times, there is tickling feeling and the other times it feels like someone is using needles on my body. The former feeling is sweet, but the latter is quite disturbing. It is as if Shakti is teaching me the balance between pleasure and pain.
4. Pulsating sensations in any chakra all of a sudden: If you think this is a blissful feeling, let your Pineal Gland pulsate and you would know how difficult it is to handle it. I feel miserable when it pulsates when I am working. There is absolutely no time; you are a mere submissive person to Mata Shakti and that is perhaps the only way to let her take control of you.
5. Gastric issues/bloating sensations all the time: Not a lot of people would have the courage to write this because they might find it embarrassing, but I only want to help all those who are amidst “The Awakening.”
6. Sudden jerks in head: The whole vision gets delusional for a couple of seconds and it feels like the head would blast anytime. There is unbearable pressure in the Crown Chakra at times and it feels like the brain is literally “moving” or “shaking” for a brief moment. This is perhaps the scariest feeling because it makes you feel like you are going through some trauma related to brain.
7. Anger and emotional outbursts: There is sudden rage or wrath within me. I find bursting out at people, sometimes without any reason. There are also times when I start crying even though everything is perfectly fine. In fact, I recently noticed that during meditation also, there are tears falling down the eyes.
8. Panic attacks: Even though I am not thinking about anything at all, the heartbeats start rising without any reason. There is sudden gush of anxiousness and panicky. I wake up with racing heartbeats in the middle of the night and it takes more than an hour to get them back to normal. Even during mornings, when I am doing my regular chores, panic attacks come and go. They have now become a part of my life.
9. Dreams have become more real than ever before: It feels like I am more alive and awake when I am dreaming. Some dreams feel so real that it feels like I am awake when I am seeing them.
10. Hallucinating colors: This generally happens when I am in the trance-like stage. I see purple, green, yellow, orange, red and other such Chakra related colors dancing in front of my eyes. They are generally in circular shapes. Only once I saw a proper Mandala shaped purple chakra for a brief moment of about three to four seconds.

As of now, these are the things my physical, emotional and spiritual body is going through. I am going to either keep updating this post or write another post as and when I observe new things that are worth sharing. In my personal opinion, ascending is never easy.

But then what is easy in the spiritual world?

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“How can you pickup cards for others when they are the ones with questions ?”

“What is so special about your cards that you can’t let others touch them?”

If you are a tarot reader who is said to be “obsessed with her cards” because you don’t let anyone touch your tarot cards, don’t worry as you are not the only one to go through this – I go through it every single time people see my altar or witness the way I host my tarot sessions.

Firstly, I never learned tarot. Honestly, I have never read books of the cards I use, but my clients keep returning to me because they say my readings have always been perfect and accurate. I would not be blowing my own trumpet here, but all I know is reading cards is a gift I am thankful to the Universe for.

However, not reading about tarot does not mean I am careless about my sessions or I bluff during the reading. I feel like I am made to speak certain things when I am hosting sessions in front of my altar. It is a different feeling.

Also, there are a couple of rules that I follow before I begin with my sessions, whether it is something I am doing online or personally for someone.

So what are my rules?

• I always cleanse my aura by sprinkling rose or regular water on my head – thrice.
• I shuffle each one of my decks at least thrice.
• I offer gratitude to the Universe, myself and all those who trust in me.
• I offer a small Hindu Mantra to the Supreme I am a believer of (Shiva).
• I light a candle (preferably a fragrant one).
• I invite good and holy spirits as well as angels to help me read for all those who ask for my help.

Out of all the rules I follow, the most important one is:

I never let anyone touch my tarot cards, maybe just like you never let anyone touch your tarot cards!

There have been one or two clients who have touched a couple of my cards, but that was because I felt the need to let them do so. Otherwise, once I charge my cards, no one is allowed to touch them. If someone touches them mistakenly, I politely tell them not to do so, cleanse my cards with the help of saging and charge them again.

So why do I not let them touch my cards?

• Because everyone person comes to me with a different energy, a different problem. I would not want their energy to enter into my cards in any way.
• I feel more connected to my cards when I pull them for people. I meditate almost every day and trust my intuition.
• My cards are like parts of my soul. Not everyone should touch your soul.
• I prefer not to share my energy with people, unless it is required. In fact, I dislike it when someone touches me in the midst of a session. Unless someone is crying and I need to offer consolation to them, I refrain myself from even holding hands in the midst of a reading.

Should you too not let anyone touch your tarot cards?

To this, all I would say is… to each his own.

Love and Light <3

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That’s not all – you can manifest the entire phrase that you want to. From “I miss you honey” to “we would like to hire you” – you can manifest the exact sentence you want to receive from this specific person. I have read several articles on how to manifest a text message, but what I have learned is that every single person needs to develop his or her own method to manifest this miracle. I call it a miracle because even if you have not heard from someone for last seven years, there is a chance for you to manifest a message from that person too.

All you have to do is manifest with the right belief in your heart. There is no right or wrong process to manifest a text message. As long as you believe in your process, it is surely going to work.

Before I share the process that I follow to manifest a message from someone specific, it is important for you to read my earlier blog post on “Manifesting a text from someone specific” This post is going to give you a lot of tips on how to manifest the message without being too desperate.

Now let us move to the process you have been eagerly waiting to read:

1. Decide on the person you want to receive the text from. You have to be very specific about the name of this person. Even if things ended bitterly between the two of you, it is completely okay. All you have to do is know that you want this person to text you and you believe he is going to text you.
2. Believe in the power of affirmations before you begin with the manifestation process. In order to manifest a text message from someone specific, you need to use the right words. Stop telling your friends “he has not texted” or “I have not received any news from the place I visited for the job interview.” These things are going to keep adding “no” and more disappointment to that part of the Universe that belongs to you. The more affirmative you are about the current situation, the easier it is to manifest. Personally, I have stopped talking about my personal affairs. You would barely find me talking to anyone about anything positive or negative going on in my life. I believe good news should be felt and bad news should not be spread! If someone asks you whether he contacted, simply say, “it does not bother me anymore” or “he will” with a positive smile on your face and deviate from the topic.
3. Meditation is perhaps the most important part of manifestation. If you want to know an easier way to meditate, or if you are new to it, read my blog post on “How to Meditate?” Basically, you have to get into the state of calmness, where you are not desperate to reach the outcome, but are enjoying the process too. At times, people cry during meditation and that’s completely alright. I cry during meditation too, especially when I know I am closely attached to this person I am trying to manifest a text message from.
4. If you want to skip step three, you can try breathing exercises. Sit in a calm, quiet room, where you are not going to be disturbed for a couple of minutes. Now breath for the count of four, hold the breath for the count of four and exhale for the count of six. Repeat this for at least 10 times before you begin with the manifestation of the text message.
5. Hold your phone in your hand. Even if the screen is off, it does not matter. Now close your eyes and visualize a text message from the person you want to hear from. For an instant, if you want to manifest a text message from Peter, visualize Peter’s name popping up on your screen. If you don’t have this person’s name saved, maybe you can visualize receiving a text message from an unknown number.
6. Visualize the exact phrase you want to read from this person. If you want to experiment with the Law of Attraction, manifest a smaller phrase. Begin with manifesting a single word. For an instance, visualize Peter sending a “Hi” or “Hey” to you. If you have not heard from him in a long time, even this word is going to mean the world to you. At first, just experiment.
7. Next, be in that zone. Get into the vibe of happiness. You have finally received a message from this guy you had been craving to hear from. Imagine that feeling. Imagine and visualize until you get goose bumps! Sulk into the frequency and sway in the vibe. Yes – you are feeling good, excited, joyous and butterflies in your tummy because of this message. You are staring at the screen because you have finally received a message from this person. Yes – it is the guy you wanted to talk to! Go on – be in the happy vibe. Even if a couple of tears fall down your cheeks, it is completely okay. Bathe in this energy. You are feeling good – aren’t you?
8. When you think you have been in this zone for long and you wish to return, let the visualization transform into a transparent bubble and go to the Universe. You send your wish to the Universe when you do this. You have manifested your desire.
9. Now let that smile be there on your face. Smile all throughout the day because the message is on its way. Believe that it is on its way and be grateful for this vibe. Be grateful for this feeling.
10. Expect the message to be there whenever you receive a message from someone. Please know the difference between expecting and being desperate. You don’t have to keep holding your phone to see whether he has texted or not. That would disappoint you and make you frustrated. Simply believe that you are already talking to him and your manifestation would transform into reality.

If you follow any other method to manifest a text message from someone specific, please do mention it in the comments so that the other readers can use your version and get good results. When you try this method and achieve success, do come back and drop a message of gratitude to the Universe

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Of course you have read hundreds of articles and seen thousands of videos on manifesting a text from someone specific. But attaining success in this is not an easy task. Or this is what my belief is, because I have tried doing it several times and have succeeded only a couple of times. Also, let me not forget mentioning the time I have spent in waiting patiently.

But there are a few things that I have learned while manifesting a text from someone specific. I would want to share these things with you.

Firstly, you must know that it is POSSIBLE for you to manifest a text from someone you want to hear from. I don’t know why you are not ready to to contact this person first. Maybe you don’t want to bend down again, maybe you are tired of texting first or maybe you have been ghosted. Maybe you walked off from this person because he didn’t show much interest in you, but now you have realized your love for him or her. No matter what the reason is – the good news is that you can influence the Universe’s energy to make this person text you. I am not saying this to pacify you in any way, but to make you believe that you surely can. I have manifested texts from different people in my life. In fact, I have been successful in manifesting a text from someone specific almost all the times. Nevertheless, the timings have been different.

Secondly, you have to understand that it is not an overnight process. Even if it is, this is not one of my beliefs. If you believe you can do this on the spot, maybe you really can. But for that too, you have to work on changing your beliefs. You have to ensure that you believe that the moment you manifest a message from this specific person, you get what you want. But in order to have such a belief, you have to work on it. You have to meditate and make sure your subconscious mind BELIEVES in this BELIEF. If you don’t know what I mean, maybe it is time for you to read my article on “how to understand your belief system?”

Thirdly, you have to understand the process of manifestation. You may have manifested a few things before. After all, it is as simple as – ASK, BELIEVE and RECEIVE. But the key of manifestation is patience. If you are too desperate to manifest a text message from this specific person, you are actually manifesting the desperation in the universe. That’s not your intention. Your intention is to manifest your intention and your intention should not be desperation. You intention has to be this specific person’s text message.

Fourthly, there is something called “let go.” Now this is where I lack. I admit and confess to all my readers. When I want something, despite believing in my manifestation with all my heart and not being desperate, I find it difficult to let go. I pick my phone ten times and check whether this specific person has sent me a text. even if someone else’s phone rings, I think that it’s mine. That’s where I am unable to manifest my desire in the correct manner. However, when I am not doing this, I receive the text message from the person.

I am going to write a whole new article on how you can work on manifesting a text message from someone specific.

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They would want to get close to you, hold hands with you, touch you and maybe even get you in bed. They would do anything to make you do all that they want you to do.

For an instance – they would make sure to call you to know if your health is okay, send you texts late at night in the initial days (or even months, depending upon how stubborn you are to give up and surrender to them) of conversation to lure you and probably even make good coffee to calm you down in your bad days… but trust me – you better drink the poison before drinking the cup of coffee made by their filthy hands because later, you are going to have the taste of their handmade coffee at the tip of your tongue for a long time and no matter what beverage you drink, you would never be able to replace it.

That’s how good they are at their worst selves (if you know what I mean). One day, they would just leave you scarred, without warning (or even teaching) you about the closure that they never give to you. They are cold, very cold.

This new breed is heartless, ruthless, aggressive and probably just looking for being ‘friends with benefits’ with you, but without terming it that way, knowing you are against it. No matter how strong you are, how strict you are, how reserved you are or how much you keep yourself away from ‘love’, they would do anything and everything to grab your attention, probably even talk to their best friends about you so that you feel like they have a serious thing for you. However, in the end, you would be left alone, burning to die. The worst? They won’t be bothered… probably because they have already begun hunting new girls/women.

So what are the common traits of this new breed in town? They would:

• target women, not girls (mostly women 30 years or above) because they probably have certain fantasies related to women at least three years older to them.
• target divorced women, single mothers and those going through a tough emotional phase.
• target the “tougher” women, who aren’t easy to crack; dear tougher ladies – you are like a challenge they would do anything to win!
• behave like they are reserved, serious and introverts, but in the end, they are just selfish and internally ugly (don’t go on their cute-looks; the charm is all that they use to lure you).
• behave like they are interested in all the little to big things you do, but all they are attracted to is what you have preserved for so long (your soul, not just your body).
• try to hold your hands, calm you by touching your hair/cheek/fingers, hug you for a long time or maybe even get into a physical relationship with you – yes, they would do everything they want, but just when they want it. After all – “you are not his girlfriend, are you?”

Trust me, it is NOT okay to fall in love with a boy like this. Even if you guys part ways – you won’t be able to understand whether it is a breakup or did you just end up with a so-called-friend-who-never-took-you-as-a-friend? I mean – what the hell just happened?

Here are a few common statements they SAY to you, if you are their new victim:

• “I am too scared to love anymore.”
• “We are just exploring new stuff… nothing else.”
• “I like you, but I can never fall in love with you.”
• “Well, this can go on for as long as you like, but this has got to stop when I fall in love with someone else… you know what I mean, right?”
• “I am too scared of commitment.”
• “You are too good for me… I can never keep you happy if we get into a relationship.”
• “Our zodiacs don’t match to get into a relationship.”
• “I had an ex who was just like you… you know things didn’t work between us…”
• “I feel lonely at times; I wish I had someone to care for me.”
• “You make me feel so good…”
• “I kept talking about you to my best friend all day long!”
• “All I could do was think and talk about you on my Valentine’s Day date last night with my best friend!”
• “My parents won’t accept someone with a profession like yours… you know what I mean.”
• “My parents won’t like it if I date someone older to me.”

They would say everything like this to avoid getting into a relationship with you, but they would not think a thing before touching you like they have all the rights on you. And you? You would keep doing things thinking he is just naive and someday he’d understand he loves you because he makes you feel great and special and all that you have never experienced in the past with anyone else, ever!

There are probably a hundred more statements I can write here, but that’s just going to fill the space unnecessarily. My only intention to write this is to free you from the pain you are putting yourself into. Honey, honestly, he is never going to fall in love with you. He is probably cheating on you right now and you won’t even find out and even if you do, he would simply say – “well, you are not my girlfriend – remember?”

I say walk out of such an unhealthy relationship; it is a confusion – a mess you should be out of ASAP! It is going to choke you… in a literal way. No matter how much you do for such a cold-hearted evil-spirit monster – he would only smile reading this and not feel anything about it and you’d be in tears. Please move on and free yourself from such a dirty situation; trust me – you deserve much better in life.

Let us save ourselves from this new breed I call “The Confused Devils.”

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People often confuse Tantric Meditation with something sexual; the truth is that Tantra has got nothing to do with your sexual energy; however, it has got everything to do with your ‘sensual’ energy. Let me make it easier for you – sexual energy is something that can be satisfied. You see someone, get attracted to him or her, get into a one-night stand situation with him or her and feel satiated. However, this does not happen when you are sensually awakened. Sensuality is a sensitive subject and often confused with sexuality. Sensuality is not something that can be satisfied; it keeps increasing just like any other energy in and around your body. The more sensual you are, the easier it is for you to manifest your desires and visions. I can write a whole book on sensuality, but let’s keep it short and simple!

What is the meaning of the word ‘Tantra’?

The actual meaning of the word ‘Tantra’ is ‘weaving.’ It is a Sanskrit word and appears in the hymns of Rigveda.

How is the word ‘Tantra’ connected to spirituality?

Tantra means to weave our energies together in order to experience something that we have never experienced before. Now let me ask you a question – how many people have you had sex with? I know it is a very personal question, but you can keep answering the questions in your head, instead of answering out loud. Now that you have counted the number of people, tell me – how many of them do you remember or miss? Out of all those people you have slept with, how many of them have you really exchanged your energy with? How many of them do you remember holding hands and rubbing cheeks with? I am sure in the end, there is going to be only one person. That person was the one you were truly connected with. It is not easy for you to find someone you can exchange energies with. With this sort a person, you don’t have sex – you weave your energy with him or her and experience something unusual. Thus, you remember him or her for the rest of your life. If you get to stay with this person forever, consider yourself lucky.

So what is Tantric Meditation?

People often call Tantric Meditation as the ‘Yoga of Ecstasy.’ It includes Yoga positions, meditation, breathing exercises, certain rituals and knowledge of texts from the ancient times of Hinduism and Buddhism. Yes – it is said that Hinduism and Buddhism combined together to create Tantric Meditation.

What is the most important thing in our lives?

Is it money? Is it sex? Is it family? Is it happiness?

It is ecstasy. Ecstasy of having someone close to you; ecstasy of being in love with someone who loves you back with the same intensity; ecstasy of feeling intimacy with your lover. No matter how rich and famous you get, unless you feel this ecstasy, you haven’t experienced life. You don’t need a Kamasutra book to teach you about intimacy and ecstasy; in fact, I am not promoting strange sexual relationships here. However, I am promoting the energy that builds up when two people come close to each other. You don’t need to have sex or even make love to the person. There are a few things that you can try with your lover and feel ecstatic about having him or her around you.

If you are blessed enough to have a partner in your life, you can begin with tantric meditation whenever you want. However, I would want you to do the following things first, instead of going deeper into it from the very first day. Please note that your soul takes its very own time to master the art of tantric meditation. Thus, patience and perseverance are the two things you need to keep. Once you adopt this meditation and surrender to it, manifesting your desires and achieving ecstasy become effortless.

Here are a few things you must try with your partner:

1. Hold hands with your partner and look into his or her eyes. Don’t do anything else. Make sure the television set is off; your cellphones are on silent mode. Make sure the room is silent. You can get into the mood by lighting a few candles, switching off all the white lights (tubelights) and lighting a few good incense sticks. Just stare at each other. Your hands should not detach; the touch should not break. Your eyes should not explore any other part of each other’s bodies. You just need to focus on each other’s eyes. Keep staring for as long as you want (or as long as one of you break into tears). The woman’s palms should be up and the man’s palms should be down. Stay still in this position for at least five minutes and breathe.
2. The next thing you can try is sit in front of your partner, grab his or her right hand and place it on your Heart Chakra, which is in the middle of your chest. Now place your hand on his or her Heart Chakra and breathe together. After a few minutes, you both will breathe in the same pattern. Keep looking at each other or simply close your eyes and focus on your breaths. Inhale deeply, imagining breathing his or her energy into your body. When you guys have mastered doing this together quite a few number of times, the woman (the Shakti) is supposed to sit on the laps of her man (the Shiva) with her legs wrapped around his waist. This is called the Shiv-Shakti position. However, this is possible only when the two of you have immense control. Please note that tantric meditation is all about controlling your urges, surrendering and feeling them at the same time.
3. Even though I have not read this anywhere (or have even tried), but someday I would love to try this with someone I am deeply connected with. Sit in front of your partner. Make sure the two of you are on the floor with your legs folded. Sit as closely as you can, touching your knees against each other. Now hold hands and move forward. Bring your lips extremely close to each other and remain still, without kissing. Now allow your partner to breath closer to you and you do the same. Inhale the energy he or she exhales and ask him or her to inhale the energy that you exhale. Let this form a circle in itself. This is what I call the ‘Circle of Energy.’ You can also place your forehead against his or her forehead, allowing your Third Eye Chakras to get connected. Remain in this position for at least ten minutes. Closing your eyes might surely help.
4. The last exercise I would like to share with you is quite special and I am sure you all are going to love it. It is hugging your partner. Simply hug the one you are deeply connected with. But the two of you have to hug each other in Shiv-Shakti position. Make sure the room is silent, has dimmed lights and if it is a full moon night, let the moonlight enter into the room to bless you both as you embrace each other in a beautiful, warm, long lasting hug. Be on the floor. Hold each other close, close your eyes, breathe together and keep breathing until you feel deeply connected to each other’s bodies. A lot of sexual energy will rise during this process. However, after a few minutes, everything will settle down and you will achieve the most powerful energy in its filtered form – the energy of unconditional love.

I will surely write a complete article describing the ‘Shiv-Shakti’ position of sitting on the ground with your partner and many more exercises in Tantric Meditation. Until then, keep exploring the field of light! I know, at first all these exercises sound funny. Some even call it ‘spiritual porn’ and make fun of it. However, those who master the ‘Art of Spiritual Seduction’ are the ones who enjoy Heaven being alive.

Love and light to you all.

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