Aniah's Blog

Continuously Underdeveloped

2011-11-19T11:22:00.000-08:00

My comeback to college had led me to a little soul searching. I always question the importance of what I do, or compelled to do in order for me to cope. The things I try to avoid to discuss before are now the most fascinating topics for me. Is this what it means to grow up? We have classes that involved us to be more knowledgeable about the world and what's currently happening to it--something I

Holiday Sale Is Where My Heart Is

2011-11-16T03:08:00.000-08:00

I thank my college for starting the Christmas Tree Lighting celebration because night classes are cancelled tonight. Yay! It actually gave me time to finally go out, do some window shopping, pay the bills and buy groceries. We only have a few weeks left before the rumored end-of-the-world year 2012, and you could smell the bargains rising. I made a very wise budgeting decision this month and it

The Things I Do For Love

2011-11-15T10:25:00.000-08:00

I'm at it again and I think I'll never stop. Before I left for class, I was reading several articles on Entrepreneur.com, trying to find inspiration that could lead me to another light bulb. I had come up with some vague ideas but they weren't enough for me to realize anything solid. I arrived at school early and without second thoughts, I went to the library to check out the latest issue of

Life on Pause

2011-11-14T06:25:00.000-08:00

My friend came to me today a little distressed about a certain predicament presented to her before classes started. I always see myself as the older sister in these situations and the best way I knew to help her was to let her know that whatever difficult situation that she needed to overcome, she should always see it as an opportunity to use her mind. A problem is something we don't have an

Freedom in a Cage

2011-11-13T11:14:00.000-08:00

The only time that I feel like I'm completely myself is when I am writing, but I can't fully see that as a good thing. There's a small part of me that wants to embrace life and just get out there, but somehow I still end up seeking the comfort of the four walls of my house and that small desire becomes less significant by the day. There must be a reason why I was brought into this world to be

I'm Getting Kim Jaejoong For Christmas

2011-11-13T05:48:00.000-08:00

My Christmas since childhood was never about presents. In fact, I don't like getting presents for Christmas when I was a kid because I always get stuff that I don't really want, like clothes. For typical Filipino families, it's the time when people go to the bank to break their thousands into hundreds or smaller bills, because come Christmas day, kids get a really fat bonus (kaching!). It was

Unexpected Conversation

2011-11-12T11:30:00.000-08:00

I don't think anyone is sure where they are heading. They know where they want to be, but never sure if that's really where they would end up. Saturdays are one of those times when my brain completely gives up learning, because let's face it, Saturday is like the yellow traffic light of the weekend. I only had one class every Saturday, and it was one of those classes that could really kill your

If You Don't Like Me Then So Be It

2011-11-08T10:38:00.000-08:00

I'm not perfect. But who the hell is? I know there are people who I'll never get along with and will not like me for no reason. It's normal, and it's a part of life's challenges. The best way I always knew to handle such situations is to just ignore them. Let's face it, the world will always have bullies, and there will be people who think they are far better than you and will make sure that you

Still Looking For Answers

2011-11-06T07:23:00.000-08:00

Ever experienced knowing exactly where you should go but have no clue how to get there? That's me right now. I've just began learning new things to get some questions answered and so far I still need to ask for directions. Yesterday I got teased at class because I speak and sound American during introductions. Before I would've felt embarrassed but now I really feel sorry for those people. They

Emo Mode = Writing Gold

2011-10-26T06:19:00.000-07:00

I'm more creative if I'm miserable. It's a fact. I can't write because I don't feel...deep enough about anything. I'm not in love, or heartbroken. Emotions make me write great things--mostly disturbing things, but they're still good. I wish there was a substitute for it. I don't want to go back to my emo phase. Love and misery is a great formula for dark creativity. I like writing dark stories..

Eventually

2011-10-26T05:43:00.000-07:00

Well, it seems that I'm back to my old summer habits--sitting in front of the TV the entire day while typing some senseless crap until I get my muse back. I keep asking myself several random questions hoping that if I ask myself enough I'll eventually figure it out. I should really learn to unwind, I seem to have forgotten how. My headache have gotten worse. It should mean I should rest, but

Hit Pause and Replay

2011-10-25T02:27:00.000-07:00

There are still some part of my old self that I wish I could go back to. People know me for my love of writing but somehow I don't think that's me anymore. I don't know how I ended up losing that side of me and I feel like my heart had completely moved on to something else. Is it because I'm a girl and I'm prone to changing my mind all the time? I don't think that's the case. Maybe it's because

Enrolled

2011-10-24T01:21:00.000-07:00

Finally ready for second semester with a new schedule and a new challenge. But did you know enrolling in my college is the most dreaded event by students every year? Never have I experienced such time consuming process in getting enrolled. Other colleges just requires you to fall in line at least twice and that's it. But in my college, they created a system specially designed to torture students.

Weird

2011-10-23T09:35:00.000-07:00

One... Two... Three... I got a comment today in storywrite, from someone who was afraid of reading my stories because it scared him/her. My new work was about a person seeking someone she didn't know, and the comment I got was "weird". It was weird, because I wrote it without trying to make sense. Weird... Strange... Odd... I like these words for some reason. I think it's because they're

Going Back and Starting Over

2011-10-20T06:13:00.000-07:00

I hate having to say, back to square one. This is what I get for relying on other people and taking a break from work. Now I'm struggling to figure out how to fix someone else's mess. I decided to let it all go, and just do what I want to do. I'm tired of slowing myself down so the rest could keep up. If they're not going to try to put more effort in improving themselves then there's really

Please Join Me In An Experiment

2011-10-20T02:22:00.000-07:00

I'm trying to research on the authenticity of easy automatic income, and I've chosen the web to start because almost everyone has access to it. I can count the people I know who doesn't have a Facebook account, so this experiment will utilize Facebook and another social networking site, Twitter. If this experiment becomes successful then it will generate income for both you and me, so keep

The List of Things I Want to Learn

2011-10-19T17:25:00.000-07:00

I love studying, and I only began to love studying last summer after coming to realize that life is too short to just sit and be content with what it's giving me. There's so many things I want to do and become and I know I can't have all of them and I won't have some of them if I don't try. So I'm making a list of the things I want to learn and improve on: 1. 3d Animation 2. Flash Animation 3.

I Have My Own Apprentice

2011-10-19T00:19:00.000-07:00

I woke up early today, around 5:00 A.M. because I needed to get to campus around 8:00 A.M. Today they were handing out our report cards. Of course, before I actually got off bed and took a shower I did a little update on my other blogs. Anyway, my mind hasn't stopped working since Monday. I was stuck again. I got on campus around 8:30 A.M. because my friend said she left home late and I wasn't

I'm Not Very Sociable Am I?

2011-10-18T02:14:00.000-07:00

I remembered my first day in kindergarten. I was a quiet kid, but I was always the girl who ended up getting into fights. I didn't follow or copy the other kids, I liked doing things by myself and I didn't mind being surrounded by people as long as they left me alone. The kids in my class didn't like me very much, because there was this one popular girl who really hated me. She was used to

[TWITTER] 111018 Yoochun Twitter Update

2011-10-17T23:02:00.000-07:00

Yoochun: I decided to play Zelda with Heo Jun-sshi today~!! It’ll be a bit easier if we solved the puzzles together, right? ^_^ it starts now!!!!Source: @6002theMicky Translation credit: @yookcheoni Shared by: JYJ3

Asians in America's Best Dance Crew Season 6: Instant Noodles

2011-10-17T22:50:00.000-07:00

I really love it when Asians get into ABDC. When season 6 aired in Jack TV, I was excited to see new talents and new mind-blowing choreography by the dance crews. In their one hour special premier, I always look out for Asian dance crews. Why? Duh! Asian dance crews rock. They are very creative and really entertaining. ABDC season 6 Asian dance crew was Instant Noodles, from Taiwan. I have to

After 7 Months, I Find Myself Crawling Back

2011-10-17T21:28:00.000-07:00

I thought that starting a new a blog in Wordpress meant a new beginning for me. But I find myself coming back to this blog. I feel like I can express myself more here than in WP. I haven't even updated my new blog for some weeks now. Anyway, I've recently come face to face with a new disappointment. I realized that no matter how optimistic you force yourself to be about everything, when life

A Personality Test Result

2011-03-29T07:48:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

JYJ Fanpage on Facebook

2011-02-26T07:53:00.000-08:00

I made several friends on this JYJ fan page on Facebook. They really love TVXQ and are now solid JYJ fans. Now, I don't visit Facebook as much so I'm not really up-to-date with the page activities but whenever I need new info on JYJ I know exactly where to go. A lot of JYJ fans have tons of opinions about the articles posted there, and it just shows that JYJ have plenty of fans around the

I'm Following Jung Gun Young on Twitter

2011-02-26T07:18:00.000-08:00

To be honest, I don't know who Jung Gun Young is. According to his twitter profile, under the username "zerotic0124", he's a choreographer/dancer. Now if you know me well enough, those two words are enough to get me interested. So I followed him. Now, being non-Korean, I can't understand his tweets, but I use the internet to translate them (unsuccessfully though, 'coz Korean language are not