ANiE's Personal Blog

My Acting Career & Sweet Experiences With Teja Sir

2011-09-08T13:29:00.000-07:00

My acting career has begun but I was not offered good roles which establishes me as an actor.I've been serving as an Assistant Director to my Director Phani Raj Sir.In the span of 2 years I've met many directors and actors but I've seen guts in only one such director.He is none other than my beloved Director Teja Sir.So on one fine morning at 7 Am I went to meet him.No one was there except co-director in the office.So he refused me to stay there but I requested him and finally agreed.Teja Sir arrived at 9.30 Am and it was the second meet for us.He scolded me and went to his cabin.I left the office and again on next day I went to meet him at morning.He stepped out form his house and glanced once.He stopped the car,scolded me and went away to office.At afternoon 2 pm I went to his office to meet him.When he was ready to leave to his home again I stared at him but he didn't care me at all.On the next day I went to his office again.His co-director assured that every applicant will get the call for audition;Please don't come to office and disturb us.I left the place with disappointment.After 1 week I got the mail for the audition.I called Teja Sir to clarify the small doubt.That was the first time he responded in a cool way.I felt very happy after the call.1 week later I attended Auditions conducted by Teja Sir in Bhavyaspoorthi Bhavan at Film Nagar.It was a memorable experience with him.In my opinion he is the only one director who is dynamic,risk taker and having guts to offer roles to upcoming artists.

There are some factors which tenses me a lot.I'm worried that my life ends before settling down.In spite living socially I feel lonely and facing difficulties.Despite this one of my wife's classmate (I don't like to mention that vampire's name) started raising eyebrows towards me.I was wondering that she may move with celebrities and high profile people.I'm not all concerned about these stupid things but she is provoking indirectly.I have my own problems but I'm not able to understand why is she bothering about me?

I can say with full confidence that I'll reach my goal at any cost and the people who are backstabbing me will come to know on one day.I'm waiting for that day.Let us hope for the best to happen.

My Breakup With My Sweet And Short Love

2011-09-07T07:51:00.000-07:00

With lot of enthusiasm I stepped on the land of Hyderabad to make my dreams true. I straightly went to the shooting spot in Jubilee hills to meet my mentor Mr.Phani Raj. After that I joined the classes. One day my sir offered me a role of a groom in a promo of a reality show “Dammunte Cheppesei”. Unfortunately it was cancelled. On one fine lovely evening I along with my hostel mates went to a nearby park .We were enjoying the romance that was happening near the bushes and all of a sudden my mobile started ringing. She was on the other side. She expressed her feelings out of the frustration.

Her argument went like this ” You are least concerned about me. You are showing negligence and recklessness because you are getting better film offers. You are not loving me at any point. You are only committed to Shiny because you use to spell her name always. I didn’t get love in return .I thought that you are my life but you exploited me. I don’t need you any more. Just leave me alone.”

I felt very bad and tried her number again and again but she didn’t respond. I was deeply hurted and in the state of frustration I boozed exceeding my limits. It happened after 7 years when I boozed for the last time in the Shiny’s case. I feared of losing her like Shiny. I felt guilty and come to a conclusion that I shouldn’t repeat the mistake irrespective of the person committed. So I went to meet her and pleaded not to leave me. She rejected my plea. Again I depressed. She felt very bad after seeing my condition and returned to me. But I was not convinced with her and felt that she may leave me at any time. Again I was back to Hyderabad to complete the course. With the cordial support of my Director Phani Raj Sir I’d successfully completed my course.

My love relationship drastically worsened to the maximum extent. She avoided me and warned me not to come to her house again. I came to know that she won’t come back to me. She bitterly shouted at me that she will be happy without my presence. I left the scene saying that “I want your happiness .So be happy forever without me.”

“I realized that love is trash and the bond will be stay strong between man and woman when they get married.” In the next post you will be going to know about my married life.

Sweet & Shortest Love Story

2011-09-06T09:52:00.000-07:00

On one fine evening while I was surfing contacts in my mobile I found an anonymous number. I forwarded some messages to that number but I didn’t get any response .Three days later I got the reply. We introduced ourselves. We got closer and shared everything. She narrated her fateful incident that happened in her early teenage. She was raped by her cousin and he convinced her to marry. As she was not mentally matured she readily accepted. They got married. He later tried to hand over her to a brothel house. She escaped from their clutches and came back to her home. Her family supported morally but she behaved strangely. She use to sit in the graveyard. She passed the time thinking that no one will marry knowing her past. I started thinking madly and thought that why don’t I give a new life to her. I expressed my feelings to her. She softly rejected my proposal but later accepted.

We met for the first time in Jain temple. I hugged and kissed her gently. We had dinner in “Ananda Inn”. Next day morning she called me to her house and I went there. We crossed the boundaries and we were together on the bed. On the same day evening she called me again to Jain temple.We met there and she asked me with her tears that whether I can stay with her for at least 1 day. I reacted by saying that “I didn’t forget shiny who deserted me for no reason then how can I leave you. I will not leave you till my death. But you shouldn’t intervene in my professional life and IAS dream must be fulfilled”.

Every evening we use to meet at Bhimavaram Junction and elementary school which is situated near by village. 1 year went off well with movies, fun in beaches, sweet and romantic moments and temples.She insisted me to settle down in life.She encouraged me to fulfill my dreams in acting and compelled further to leave for Hyderabad.One fine day she showed an advertisement regarding the acting institute in Hyderabad published in a film related magazine.That attracted me and finally called to the number given.The acting school was supposed to be run by the Director Mr.Phani Raj Sir.So I was called there.

Get ready for the next post which is all about my Hyderabad trip and break up with my short and sweet love.

Small Meeting with my beloved Teja Sir

2011-09-06T09:38:00.000-07:00

I flied to Hyderabad with loads of energy levels to achieve something.I was very much ambitious about film making but I didn't know exactly how to approach.I wandered in the premises of Railway station in the state of confusion.I felt the real value of my family when I was away from them.I struggled to meet the renowned film director Teja in this process and at last got him.He was busy with the movie "Atu Itu" at that time.He told me to meet after 5 months.So I left to Bhimavaram.

My Journey In Bhimavaram

2011-09-06T01:43:00.000-07:00

I was in the state of depression despite returning back to Bhimavaram.Shiny's memories were continuously going through my mind and heart all the time.Three months were passed in loneliness.In the meanwhile a girl named Siri entered in my life.She was pursuing her Engineering 1st year at that time.She called me to meet her on the day of Pongal festival.The friendship lasted for 3 months.She changed her mobile number and finally lost contact with me.I became close to my uncle Shri Dr.K.P.N.Satya Prasad.His words motivated me effectively.He tried to recommend many jobs for me but due to the disinterest and attitude I rejected all of them.In spite of it I took his words to my heart and I tried to be happy forever.I can say it wholeheartedly that I'm changed.I decided to prove myself to everyone who insulted me and hurted my ego in many ways.I prepared for the retaliation in the cool way.

Politics played by Shiny's Brother Raviteja

2011-09-05T09:52:00.000-07:00

I'm very thankful to all my readers but I'm missing something.All I need is your valuable comments and suggestions.I'm not compelling you but I will feel happy if you encourage me in this way.okay guys let us rock this post again......

I was deeply hurt by my friend Ravi because as all you know that I've shown concern towards them (Ravi and Shiny) but I was being simply misunderstood and become a pawn in Ravi's political game.Ravi took the help from one of the friend(Venkateswarlu) in our group.They both publicized me badly in our circles and tried to spoil the healthy relationships with others.In the meanwhile we planned a tour to Hyderabad.They tried to avoid me but my Biotech lecturer Kranthi handed all the responsibilities to organize the trip successfully.The trip went well and we had fun together at different locations.On the last day of the trip we had friendly get together.One of my college mate asked Ravi about the opinion about me.He complimented me that I don't show any bias towards the people that I hang around.That is the only compliment I ever heard from his mouth.Even they avoided me for Kranthi sir's marriage.My friend Venkatesh(Stroke) came to my house and compelled me to join the event.

Ravi brainwashed Shiny's mind that I'm a tough guy (like a villain portrayed in RGV's films) and police cases were pending against me.He use to get the false proofs from our classmates Sailaja and Jyothi(Ex-GF of Raviteja),She undoubtedly believed all this crap.Despite these things I didn't compromise and started following her.So finally Ravi decided to take grudge on me and executed a plan to get rid of me.He contacted local goons in Ramnagar who are supposed to be my friends.Later on they revealed this to me.My family fed up with my disgusting things that are going with me from the long time and finally decided to take me to Bhimavaram.

Stay connected for the next post.......

Ending Of My First & Last Love

2011-09-05T05:49:00.000-07:00

Accept my sincere apologies as my post delayed due to the technical snag in my net connection. I’m happy to see my readers enthusiasm towards my posts. Okay let me finish the ending of My first and last Love.

She didn’t respond me properly while meeting. On the next day morning I went to her college to meet Shiny. Even that didn’t work. First time in my life I experienced fear and that too because of a girl. I asked my friend who is her super senior to enquire her feelings towards about me. He has not got the reply from her. Finally after so many attempts she broke her silence in the presence of her classmate Eswar Dadi that she erased Anesh from her mind and heart completely. She told that no one is more important than her parents. She warned him not to spell Anesh’s name anymore. After knowing these things I followed her everywhere all the time. Two months later my friend Srinu asked her to meet me at least for 5 mins. She asked some time to think.2 days later her friend Badri(Local) arranged a meeting with shiny at the Ice cream Parlor. I along with my friend Srinu went to meet them.

There was a perfect silence which dominated us. We felt hesitated each other to start over the topic and we dispersed unknowingly what to discuss. Again my friend Srinu convinced her to meet me last time .On one fine day she called me and asked me to come to Bapatla Engg College to meet her. The conversation ran for 1 hour. She showed unwillingness to accept me at any cost. My confidence levels were unchanged despite her disinterest .My mind was emotionally fixed that she will be mine forever. Few days later I went to see her on my examination day. She felt bad that I didn’t attend the exam and started scolding me to go. Unintentionally I pushed her and she got hurt. I left the scene and in the state of depression and confusion I decided to end my life. I was forced to drive the bike against the train on the Railway track but rescued by my friends Srinu and Keshav who were accompanied with me. They abused me and beat me badly.

I realized that this is not at all fair that is going with my life. I decided at that moment to leave the girl who is ignoring and hating me but internally she was doing rounds in my thoughts.

In the next post I’m going to reveal some secrets about our breakup…Don’t Miss it.

Beginning Of My First & Last Love

2011-09-04T11:27:00.000-07:00

I hope you guys are enjoying my posts and I'm thankful to each & every follower.I was really excited to post after seeing your anxiety.So let us rock again.

I was really wondered to know the hype created in the minds of my classmates.They use to discuss my craziest jovial things for long hours in their respective homes.One of my classmate named Pavani(Disco) revealed it.

On fine evening while Biochemistry lecture was going on a text message was arrived on the Raviteja's mobile.

The sender happens to be her sister Susmitha(Shiny). The Message was to bring pills as her mom fell ill.He doesn't have message offer in his mobile.So he asked me to send the reply to his sister on behalf of him.The reply was "We are in the class.So we'll take it once I was out of the class." She was unaware of my mobile number.So she asked me about my identity.There was a silly conversation between us and later she came to know about me.I use to know her activities through her classmate.Later on without knowing each other faces we use to interact through text messages and calls.She use to scold me for my doings but I was least bothered.She insisted me to go to church every sunday.It went for 2 months.Love blossomed between us.I was feared that friendship with Raviteja will be worsened after knowing about affair with his sister.I looked forward to get the best advice from some of my friends but no one has suggested properly according to me.I listened to my heart at that time.I decided to reveal this to Raviteja at any cost.So I told everything to him.He asked shiny about our affair.She openly agreed to it.Her family pressurized her not to stay in touch with me any more.She ignored her brother Raviteja's words and as usual came in contact with me.

She told me gently and softly not to change my mobile number at any cost as there are holidays 2 days ahead.She assured me that she won't leave me and told me that she will be going to call me on my birthday.Her words are not up to the mark.I was madly thinking about her and badly missing her.The college reopened after some days.On that day I went to meet her near the bus stop.

To be Continued......

My College Life

2011-09-03T02:44:00.000-07:00

I hope you all liked my previous post about my Intermediate life.In this post I'm going to share the things that happened during those 3 years.All my friends who were with me in Intermediate passed out and stepped into graduation in the respective branches.Even my friend who absconded with me passed out.No one was there with me,I remained alone.My parents started scolding me.I was fed up with the life and I started thinking that no one should have such type of parents and no one should have my type of life.I strongly decided to make a film based on my life.I shared my enthusiasm with one of my close friend Prasad(Thotti).He advised me to pass the backlog first.

While I was going to attend the supplementary I came across with a strange incident.One man was attacked by the local group of 15-20 people.I was moved with that incident.It disturbed me a lot in the exam hall.Next day I went to a nearby hotel to know the facts about that incident.There I met a guy named Srinu(punugulodu).It resulted in our friendship.Another guy named Keshav Gandhi(Koilodu) joined with us both.I use to hang out with these guys.We were indulged in activities like illicit liquor making,gambling etc.We use to maintain influence in the circles who were the students in various colleges.My name was making rounds in those colleges.In the meanwhile I completed my intermediate education and admitted as a Medico in Gandhi Medical college.It didn't last for more than 6 months and I was out from the college.I returned to my home again and joined B.Sc(Biotechnology) in N.N.S. Vidya Degree College,Chirala.

Before joining in that college my friend Srikanth revealed everything about me with classmates.They were terrified to talk with me.I was bonded with Srikanth,Raviteja and Venkateswarlu in my class.1 year later one more guy named venkatesh(Stroke) joined us.

To be continued.............

Intermediate College Life

2011-08-31T08:01:00.000-07:00

I hope you guys have enjoyed reading my previous post.In this post I'm going to share my college life.It was a wonderful experience as every youngster enjoys it.Recklessness and carelessness were my main motives in college.I use to abuse my lecturers,girls and rag my seniors.I was fed up of my personal life at that time and planned to rob with the help of my friends.The time turned worse and we were caught on one day.My college director and my parents beat me red and blue .My College Girls were trembled if I was in the surroundings.I shifted to the other college in my final year.I was wondered to see my school friends there.I hardly attended classes for 1 week .We use to bunk the classes and gather at church compound.My friends use to smoke,booze,roam with call girls and play cards.This was the only fun in my Intermediate college life.Hey I forget to tell you one thing.On one fine day one of my school friend Vijay Saradhi(boori) called me for shopping in Guntur.After shopping when we were in the way to hometown he told me that he told me that his parents scolded him to get out of the house.He brought 50k from his home.I was shocked for a moment but came out from the state of confusion.We had beer together and decided to move Guntur.We had the plan to stay there for that night.So finally we got a hotel named 'Nandini' besides Bus Depot.We stayed there for 4 days.On the last night we spent with a call girl.In the meanwhile my mom and younger brother were searching for our whereabouts.She was insulted badly by the acquaintances and hurt deeply.We were back to pavilion after 4 days.We were expelled from the classes but supposed to attend the exams.I was unable to pay the exam fees in time due to the financial crisis.My mother lend money by keeping her 'Mangalasutra' which is nothing but a black bead necklace worn by Indian women.I can't forget my mother's sacrifice in my life.I finally failed the exams and it extended for 3 years.I will be going to share the things that happened in those 3 years in the next post.

My Childhood and School Life

2011-08-31T04:28:00.000-07:00

Hey I'm back again to rock you buddies.Hey I wanna let U know my info in brief.

I was born in a small village 'Achanta' situated in West Godavari Dist.,Andhra Pradesh and brought up in different parts of the State.I was not so studious at my school and I hate Maths.My headmistress O'Pereira and my friends Tejaswini,Deepak(buddy),Murali(flute) ,Sumithra(Her smile was mind blowing and it lasts forever in my mind) were supportive.

My First Crush :

It may be hilarious to the readers to know about my first crush.It happened when I was studying 10th std.On one fine evening she proposed me.Her sweet name is Saritha.You may not believe it but the fact is that she was in 6th std at that time.Yeah I agree that every person will have one sweetest crush in their teenage.

The best lines that I learned from my School are
I Can...I Ought...I Will...!

My First Post

2011-08-30T09:44:00.000-07:00

Hi buddies this is Anie here....Hey this is my first blog dedicated to my sweet readers....I'm very much excited to have my first post but at the same time I'm feeling bit nervous....K let me settle down first and take a long breath...So I can say that it is a beautiful experience for me as I'm a newbie...I have been thinking to start my own blog from long time but situations prevented me to do so...I think this is the wonderful time to start up...I wanna tell u one secret to you guys...I don't know about the basics of blogging and I'm least bothered about it.I just started to share my personal things,likes and dislikes,wonderful and worst moments in my life..Some may be heart touching,some may be laughable and some may be sarcastic...I can say that the opinion differs from person to person.