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Start working soon

2012-07-31T10:04:00.003-07:00

Going to start my working life dy...

When hunting for job, very hope can get my target company..
After got my target job, very hope to get good salary..
After saw the salary scheme, very hope it can be higher..

When hunting for room, very hope can get an air-cond room..
After got an air-cond room, very hope it can be cheaper..
After rented the room, very hope to have good housemates..

Problems, never solve if you do nothing,

No people are responsible to our lives.

We are the one who need to come out and settle all obstacles.

好想，好想

2012-07-29T12:14:00.000-07:00

好怀念大学的日子，

一点一滴，

都在我心中回荡。

每天都在想，

如果现在还在读书的话。。。。

毕业了，

无形的压力也增加了。

好想念Westlake 1238 的housemates,

好想念一起上课，吹水的朋友，

好想念做FYP的日子，
好想念打羽球的日子，

好想念每天熬夜倒早上去吃早餐，

这一切都让我好想念，好想念。。。

Boyzone和OBB们真是不可多得的好友。

真想回到过去。。。

Another unforgettable day in my life

2012-06-25T06:08:00.001-07:00

This morning, my doggie died in front of me...

I saw it lying on floor, moaning...

I walked towards and try to move it.

Its body was getting stiff dy.

I'm dumbfounded.

I knew it can't make it anymore...

I slowly sayang its head and body,

and I know it can feel I'm around.

The moaning slowly faded, same to its breath.

It just happened in front of my eyes,

When it heartbeats stopped,

I saw its soul drawn from its eyes...

That excruciating pain on me...

was unable to describe.

I saw it passed away in front of me.

Suddenly, its legs struggled.

I tot it's still alive, and pad its back slowly.

After it moved a bit, it released its bladder.

In that moment, i know its body systems stopped function dy.

It reminded me when I lost my grandpa.

When I was 12, I picked up a phonecall from my dad,

he told me my grandpa passed away while on the way to hospital.

I can't imagine how my father and uncle been through that,

"Own father died just beside them"

The pain, the sadness slowly faded.

Now I felt that same.

Many ppl will think I'm crazy,

"It's just a dog"

Yes, indeed. It's a dog.

but then they are our good companions,

just like you lost your best fren.

Dogs and Humans are living organisms,

life are valuable, it weighted the same on my Libra scales.

Today, another two doggies died also.

Just one day, all my doggies dead.

Is that an coincidence!?

I don't think so.

Reality

2012-06-24T14:54:00.004-07:00

Another day has gone,
I'm still ~~all alone~~ JOBLESS!

Fxxk la, I applied 20+ companies, not even one got reply! ccb
Maybe Singapore is a bit hard for me, but then working there,
salary is 2.5x. What an attractive amount....

Without experience, fresh grads are hard to get jobs in S'pore,
I heard some companies not willing to recruit fresh grads,
cos they scare we will quit the job, and go for another job.

Gaining experience is a must,
working at a good position that can lead to better job is also important,
but then, all these works can lead to prosperity?
I don't think so.

How many scientist can drive BMW or Ferrari?
Haiz...
Those who able to afford these luxuries are businessmen.

Why still so many ppl say, "Science, good ah! very good ah! sure can earn a lot!"
Earn tiao lan, salary low like shit!
Hahahhahahahahahaahaa!

All rich businessmen always have a finger in every pie,
no matter legal or illegal,
whatever job tat can lead to good profit then is good.

What I learnt today is,

Interest cant feed myself nor my future family.

Future?

2012-06-22T14:01:00.002-07:00

A long time din update my blog dy after uni.
Everyone seems less active in fb after graduated, the whole fb is so calm...same to OBB.

Searching job is not an easy task,
Waiting calls and emails is torturing,
I really scare when the company called me, and I answer:
"Bos, nak beli berape?"
Sure GG tat time...

Finally met my frens and have a nice gathering today,
Everyone seems to have their own planning for future,
but I'm still not sure which path should I go.

Science, are interesting,
but definitely wont lead to high salary,
unless you are the cream of the crops.
Too bad, I'm not the cream.

Passed my Bachelor with so-so results,
I'm glad no need to repeat any subject,
but then, the guity+ness of being jobless increased day by day.

One of my fren, once he was a siaokia like us,
but now, he changed.
He met a lot of ppl out there, he became more mature
and starting to build his network for future purposes.
He did that really well.
Everyone remember his name face and after the first met,
the first impression he gave ppl are quite good actually.

I wanna try to be like him,
building networks...
I can talk, but not much ppl like me.
Tat's the prob. And no one remember me.
Planning for future is important, knowledges are essential,
networks are crucial, good job is vital.

Now, what I can do is, improve my knowledges,
"sikit sikit, lama-lama jadi bukit" haiz....
I'm not perseverance enough to do that anyway.
but at least I'm TRYING.

My new Rabbit^^

2011-09-15T07:12:00.000-07:00

After all the research I have done, I finally bought my very first

rabbit^^

My Bibi named it as [牛B]! or pronounced as "Newbie"

My china fren taught me that [牛B] means very geng, ao we decided to named with this.

[牛B]

[The cage]

[Eating Jagung~]

Cute isn't it?

See you again, Fermentation

2011-09-13T05:22:00.000-07:00

Totally fucked up.

我变了

2011-09-10T11:46:00.000-07:00

我变了，

变得不爱说话，

变得不去理会，

变得不去对别人好，

变得很讨厌听到闲话，

变得不再想解释。

我刚刚竟然盖了最想接到的电话，

我想我真的变了。

Farked up

2011-09-09T20:31:00.001-07:00

I screwed my first test - Pendidikan Moral

I wondered:

"How am I gonna to survive for the coming exams?"

"How am I gonna to maintain my CGPA with those super LOW coursework marks!?"

Farked up, this semester really fucked up!

The worst semester I ever had in UTAR.

Fermentation test is around the corner and gonna to freak me off!

Fark You, Fermentation!

无聊的一天

2011-08-20T10:12:00.000-07:00

打game, 睡觉, 吃饭...显到半死...

整天睡睡睡...
明明就有大把东西要做，就是没有mood 去做,

要等到last minute才做...咳...

忽然好想念Foundation的我，

那种每天都很开心回家，和德聪一起读书...

每天都在housemates的房里徘徊，聊天...

大家一起剩钱。。还记得一包RM 3.60 的经济饭分成两餐来吃。

就这样剩啊和剩的，在PJ一个月的花费只用了RM150.

还记得，有一次我生日的时候，他们特地为我庆祝生日。

在常去的mamak忽然拿出了Secret Recipe蛋糕...

当时觉得有点pai seh，可是现在回想起来的时候，

觉得真的是个很好的回忆...

每天都在重复听着德聪电话里仅有的几首歌（因为我们都没电脑）

Snow Queen

Wondergirls- Nobody

Big Bang

断电

就这几首歌，伴随了我整个Foundation...

认识了一大堆foundation的好朋友，虽然有些已经不说话了，

可是，深厚的交情还是有的，也是别人比不上的。

My First Marimo!!!

2011-08-07T01:20:00.000-07:00

I Finally bought my Marimo!!!^^ After all the researches I made and the info from friends, I managed to have my First Marimo^^

Forgot to say, Marimo literally means seaweed ball. It is a species of filamentous green algae that grow into large green balls with a velvet like appearance, also known as Cladophora ball, Lake ball, and, in some cases Moss Balls. It needs to grow under a 30C degree of water and grow 5mm per year. My marimo's diameter is about 5cm^^ So it's about 10 years old!!!

This my Marimo^^

[Marimo]

[Top-view]

[Floating Marimo^^]

[After water are squeezed out from Marimo]

[Close-up view]

[I added 2 Neon Tetras and 1 Otocinclus to accompany my marimo~]

[DOMO: Why this grass round in shape???? *blur*]

[I love this Pic^^]

[My marimo~]

This is the link for purchasing Marimo online, the new batch is coming next week. If you are interested pls tell me so that I can help you order.

Random

2011-08-02T02:45:00.000-07:00

不要在一件彆扭的事上糾纏太久，

糾纏久了，

你會煩，會痛，會厭，會累，會神傷，會心碎。

實際上，到最後，

你不是跟事過不去，而是跟自己過不去。

無論多彆扭，你都要學會抽身而退。

不要因為去

絕美風景的路上偶遇了一條臭水溝，

而壞了欣賞美的心境，

而耽誤了其它的美，

要想想你為什麼來這裡.

不要總是在乎別人做什麼，

多做一下自己的事情最重要；

不要總在看人家的動態，就算你再累，

人家也不理會；不要老是纏著別人，

人家會說：你不累，我還累；

不要隨便怨恨別人，

人家早等著抱怨你怎麼辦；

不要總是估量自己在別人心中的地位，

活在別人的眼神裡，

就等於失去了自我。

HaUNteD!!

2011-08-01T00:09:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night, after I came back from KL with my bibi,

I went out yum cha with my best friend.

After came back home, I direct go to friend's room as usual to chit chat.

After one hour, I went back to my own room and turned in.

Now...Everything started to happen...

I kept having nightmare! More than 10 times!

When I was sleeping, suddenly there was a huge force slammed on my legs,

made me can't even move.

I'm quite OK with this because I met "Ghxxt PresS Bed" before.

But this time is not the same, there are so many giggling sounds beside my ears.

"They" kept giggling and talking, I can know that "their" intention is not good.

I Woke up because I slapped my own face in the dream.

From young, I'm able to know when I'm in dream

and know how to make myself woke up from the dream. After the first nightmare,

I managed to woke up. After I slept back, the same thing happened again!!!

My legs cant move, but this time, my hands cant move also. I'm so panic, because I cant use my own way to wake up from the dream. Those evil forces, giggling sound.......

At the end, I managed to roll on the the floor. The evil forces pressed on my body again with stronger force. I tried to shout for help, but all in vain.

I can't utter a word or even a sound.

I prayed hard, right after I prayed, I can feel the forces were leaving from my body. After the forces gone, I climbed back to my own bed and sleep again (because I'm too tired).

Again, same thing happened AGAIN! This has pissed me off. The evil forces came, but this time, I'm in the dream.

I scolded them, I raised my voice (in dream),

I used the name of God to order them to leave at once!

It's worked!!! but for few seconds...the forces gone for few seconds, and it came back onto my whole body AGAIN! I tried to use my hand to pinch myself and slap myself in order to wake up from the dream. But this time, something controlled my hand!!!

WTH, that's too eerie! My own hand was grabbing my hair, pulling my body away from the bed! I'm so pissed off and I scolded "them" again! Suddenly, the forces gone, and I woke up from my dream. The creepy thing was, my hand was still grabbing my own hair.

This happened again and again, I cant remember much because everytime seems the same. But for sure, it happened almost 10 times!

I woke up and slept back soooo many times until I dont want to sleep.

But, if I didnt sleep back, what if I saw them with my naked eyes in my room!?

I wanted to call my friend with handphone, but I think he was sleeping that time. I can see my roommate kept rolling on his bed, I wondered is he met the same thing like I encounterd?

After all the wild guesses, I slept back again. I turned myself to the right, facing my roommate to sleep. And I say, "This is the last time! If the same thing happen again, I gonna to go my friend's room to sleep because there is a amulet in his room"

The same happened AGAIN! WTH!!!!!

The forces pressed on my side, and those sounds came again.

But this time, right before I woke up from the dream,

I heard a sound saying that, " I will HAUNT YOU" (in english)!

TMD,WTH,WTF,MCB,MCH,MPK!!!!

This is soooooooo creepy! I'm too exhausted after all those things and I slept back right after I heard the sound.

Yesterday is the first day that "The Door" opened...

I went out late at night to yum cha and met these kind of things.

This reminded me the article from the newspaper,

"This year's Hungry Ghxxt Month is the most ferocious period"

An advice to all UTARians, Stay at home and brew your own tea. Don't go out at night!

Accident in GENTING TRIP!!!

2011-07-10T08:54:00.000-07:00

WTH! I just had a crash while we going to Genting!

I was sleeping in van, nicely, listening to the music from my handphone.

Suddenly, I heard a "WOW"!! the van crashed and turned 90 degree to the left!

The van didn't stop after the crash, it dragged for a distance before halt.

I was dumbfounded! And I heard Eeshen shouted, "Faster go out!"

The smoke kept coming out from the exhaust pipe when we are inside the van!

I don't know what to do at that moment because the smoke are too thick and blurred my sight.

Eeshen climbed out from the slide window because the door was facing the road after the turn.

I climbed after Eeshen, and I'm stucked while climbing out.

Eeshen came immediately and dragged me out with his bleeding arms!

After I climbed out, Clive was the next one who came out.

The smoke kept coming out from the exhaust pipe and we all scared the van will explode!

That stupid jibai driver ran out from the van alone and sat at the side!!!!

He didn't close the engine immediately after the crash!!! F**k Him!

Tayshawn, Sylvia and Loi Chuan was still in the van!

They are stucked in the van because the seats restricted their movement and Tayshawn Loi Chuan were trying to help to get Sylvia out from the van because she knocked the back of her back badly during the crashed!

Clive quickly kicked the windows at the back and broke it with two kicks!

He slowly moved Sylvia out from the van and carried her to the side and rest.

I was standing beside and help to stop the blood oozing out from Eeshen' arm.

The wounds at his shoulder was quite deep same as the other part.

I don't how he saved me out from van with such wounds.

*Thanks Eeshen*

After all of us got out from the van, we forgotten there is another uncle stuck at the passenger seat beside the driver. He was the last person came out from the van.

He looked so pity because no one gave a fuck to him.

I handed him a few tissues to stop the bleeding from his hands, he seemed so touching..

Maybe I'm the first one who noticed him!!! What the......

I took videos of the aftermath and Eeshen's wounds.

[Aftermath]

[Eeshen's Wounds]

We are then send to the clinic in first world hotel! The doctor helped him to wash the wounds and bandaged him. The fees costed him a BOMB! RM170!!! WTH...I thought was free of charge because we met the accident at Genting.

[After bandaged]

[See, this fellow still can smile~(Thanks to him, if not I'm the one who injured)]

[Bloodstain on his handphone]

After everything settled down, I asked the other for the cause of that accident.

There was a bus wanted to cut into our lane, but made us nearly crash on it.

So the driver wanted to dodge the bus and crashed on the divider and turned 90 degree to the left.

There were 9 persons in the van including the driver.

There were only two persons are injured, one was Eeshen, the other one was that uncle.

Anyway and Luckily, we still ALIVE!

I prayed at the moment we crashed. This is the second time I involved in accident and the car turned.

Thanks JC, I know you always be with me, covers me with your wings,not to let me encounter disasters.

主，感谢你.

Transformers [Dark of the Moon]

2011-07-05T04:21:00.000-07:00

Transformers!!!

Everyone is so crazy for this movie!

I watched it but not in 3D, because all sold out on that day in Jusco.

The story line proceed too slow (I dozed off when I was watching),

but the graphics and those cars are damn nice!

I prefer Decepticons actually. Especially Laserbeak and Shockwave!

[Shockwave]

Why Megan Fox is replaced by Rosie Huntington Whiteley????????

[Megan Fox]

[Rosie Hungtinton Whiteley]

Megan Fox is sooooooooooooooo Sexay! Rosie is sexy but not that pretty as her.

According to the news, they said Megan Fox has bad relationship with the director, Michael Bay.

So he replaced Rosie instead of Megan Fox. WTH....

The only reason that I can think of is Megan Fox refused to have sex with the director! LOL!

No doubts, directors always can have sex with those female celebs they can give them chances for shooting a movie.

After the movie, I went to Sushi King with my Bibi and Lyn Fay. Hehehe^^

[Yummy~]

[Aummmmmmmmmmmm~~]

[Bibi (left) and Lyn Fay]

I dare not TRY take the Udon Challenge because I just lost 7 kgs. I don't want my efforts all in vain. Hahahahaha! *I can't the that Freaking Big Bowl actually*

If I ngeh ngeh take the challenge, I will end up like him! ROFL!!!!

[Fong failed his Udon Challenge!!!!]

If you want to challenge me, CHALLENGE for eating Wasabi, please come!!! Wahahaha, I'm PRO!

[You dare to try? *This amount consider mild FOR ME*]

Other than human

2011-07-03T14:26:00.000-07:00

Recently, I took one "Live Porn" in my house!

Do you know who are the main characters??

Not Eeshen, not clive, not kar leong...

Of course not myself!

It's my HAMSTER!!! LOL!

My syrian hamster had an one night stand with Sylvia's hamster!

My hamster is so ham sap! (same as his owner) Hahahhaha!

This is the video I took!

[Hamster porn Part 1]

[The female hamster lift her ass nicely to let my hamster F**k]

[Hamster porn Part 2]

[They F**k so vigorously! from cage to the outside! PRO!]

Hahahahaha! My hamster have a big scrotch but because of that, it faced some problems when inserting his pipe into the cave. Haiz...pity it...

Other than that, there is a pigeon made its nest at the corner of eeshen's window. Finally the eggs hatched and I took some pictures of them. Hehehe^^

[The mother with two babies]

[Baby pigeons]

I think they can fly after one more week, so I have to take more photos before they're gone!

This is the corpse I saw just now when I'm walking to Yeehing's house!

Hahahahaha! A dead snake! So cham...

[Dead....................]

I really don't know why we have to kill the snake when they appear in front of us. Same as cockroaches! They maybe just pass by and didn't mean to disturb us or hurt us. The condition that we can kill the snake only when it's going to attack us or chasing us. Everyone will hit and kill cockroaches or snakes when the first sight we saw them.

Why? they are just too innocent to get killed!

Cockroaches will appear because your room is dirty.

Snakes will appear mostly because they lost their way or just pass by.

Why have to kill them? Haiz...

Poor thing...............RIP snaky~

Samuel's 21st Birthday!!!

2011-07-03T01:02:00.000-07:00

[Samuel's self-made banner,招摇到~~~]

I supposed to post this one week ago, but I'm too lazy to post. Hahaha!

Me and my Bibi went back to Kluang for his birthday!

The bus fare really costed us a bomb!

*Don't know whether can claim back from him or not..LOL!*

Before we went to his party, I brought my Bibi to eat most of the popular food in Kluang!

Fish ball noodles (My favourite), Tangkak Beef Noodles, Ah Fook Satay, and many more...

[Tangkak Beef Noodles]

[HOT!!!] [Arrrrmmmmmm~~]

We watched Green lantern also~ That was the first time we bought Couple seat^^

[Green Lantern (Ryan Reynolds)]

Blake Lively in this movie was so damn sexy! Her voice, her body shape, her hair...

She is just my goddess! Her drama-Gossip girls also very nice! Hehe~

[Blake Lively (My goddess)]

Before the movie, we went for lunch at Pizza hut. The food is not nice just as what I expected.

(Because I don't really like Pizzahut's foods)

[Don't take photo!!! Hahahaha, my bibi so cute^^]

I discovered a new shop opened opposite Kluang Parade called [Yoghurtlicious]

The Iced yoghurt tasted so nice! It's new and creative! We can choose the flavour and topping according to our preferences also!

[Yoghurtlicious (100% fat-free Frozen Yoghurt)]

[Peach and Mango flavour]

[Yummy~~~the Peach flavour tastes better actually....]

When I was driving back home, we saw this!

[RUN FOR LIFE!!!]

Geese and ducks are running when they saw my car approaching! ROFL! The owner of these geese is an Indian police. I'm wandering why a police rears Kampung chickens, Ducks, Geese, TURKEYS at his bungalow?? Spoilt the whole house...Everytime I drive back home, can see those turkeys running here and there...Next time I take some pictures of them!

I bought a new phone on the same day! Samsung Galaxy Ace~~ I finally can say bye bye to my those lousy phones...

It's my 21st Birthday Present from Mum^^ (Although my BD at Sept)

[Samsung Galaxy Ace]

I got my new phone when we are in Samuel's party. His party was great! I can see how much efforts he has put in organized his own birthday party.

(Only the chosen one can attend, and I'm one of the lucky one^^)

Can't blame him not to invite all his friends. If he wanted to do so, I think he has to book the whole stadium for his party. He's just too famous!

Luckily I still have to chance to take a picture with him~ *He was so busy on that day*

[Samuel & Me!]

This is one of his present I found at his house!

[Patrick!!!!!!!!!!]

See what this fellow did to his present!

[Su Jing's new pink cock! LOL!]

Birthday wishes to Samuel:

" 认识你应该有五年了吧。。。

真的非常感谢主能够让我认识到你。

因为你的体贴，你对朋友的好，让我学习了很多。。。

因为你，我的国语及格了！真的非常感谢你！

其实呢，我想对你说的话，Alex 在那天台上时就已经说了。。。

如果别人向我问起你，我都会很骄傲的说：

“张颂安啊？我认识啊！还很要好tim!”

认识你，是一种荣幸，是一种骄傲。

因为在我朋友群里，你是最有才华的，最耀眼的！

颂安，21岁生日快乐！我们还有很多很多年的生日要一起过! "

Modified Birthday wishes to Samuel:

" 认识你应该有五年了吧。。。(几够久一下)

真的非常感谢主能够让我认识到你。(非常认同)

因为你的体贴，你对朋友的好，让我学习了很多。。。

因为你，我的国语及格了！真的非常感谢你！(是有给钱的补习)

其实呢，我想对你说的话，

Alex 在那天台上时就已经说了。。。(因为我懒惰重复)

如果别人向我问起你，我都会很骄傲的说：

“张颂安啊？我认识啊！还很要好tim!” (你要知道他什么内情？我可以爆料给你!)

认识你，是一种荣幸，是一种骄傲。(这个我同意)

因为在我朋友群里，你是最有才华的，最耀眼的！(虽然你不是很靓仔)

颂安，21岁生日快乐！我们还有很多很多年的生日要一起过! "

Hahahahahahahahahahahhahaha!!! ROFLMAO!!!

Samuel, Don't angry ya~~You just read the original version will do!

2011-07-01T21:48:00.000-07:00

咳。。。我又乱想了。。。

好友的关心减少了。似乎已经不会再有了。

好友可能已经不再是好友了。是我想太多吗？

因为一个误会，本来很要好的，变成普通朋友。

（可能是我自己想太多）

终觉得怪怪的。咳。。。

不想了，只要还是朋友就已经很好了。。。

我不知道我为什么每天都在想如何对别人好，

是优点吗？我看是缺点还差不多!

算了吧。。。

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！（人到伤心的时候，还是笑最好）

摸了？？！！

2011-06-28T06:24:00.001-07:00

女孩说：你摸了吗？？

男孩说：我摸了！！

女孩又说：你真的有摸了吗？？！

男孩说：我真的有摸了！！！

女孩又再说：那么你会摸了吗？！！

男孩说：我不会摸了！！！

Yes! I am the 男孩!

“我不会摸了！”

I don't know MORAL!!! (MORAL=摸了)

=.=

Not funny isn't it? Hahahahaha......................zzz

Moral is tough for me, because they are in Malay.

I dunno why I have to study this subject.

I'm full of Morale, am I?

The lecture class is boring,

I dunno what the hell she was teaching in the class.

*because she teaches in Malay*

I just can't understand what she said and what I read!!

我堕落到要用Google translate来读！！

(I've to use Google translate to study!)

夭寿咯...

Tomorrow I'll be having a stupid moral test! ESSAY!!!

I gonna to die dy...My BM so...cant even understand the questions.

(I don't know why how I got B3 in BM in my SPM)

This gonna to FML!!!

SCREW YOU! MORAL!!!

Pui!

Daily Tarot

2011-06-28T03:17:00.000-07:00

XIX. THE SUN (Sun)/ Orthotropic

You are satisfied with the abundant feelings.

But do not forget the hardship you went through in the past

in order to achieve such happiness today.

Daily Tarot

2011-06-22T11:24:00.000-07:00

XVIII. THE MOON (Moon)/Orthotropic

You are wandering around because you don't where to go.

In such situation,

you need to reflect upon yourself and control your emotions.

2011-06-22T06:47:00.001-07:00

You can fall from a mountain,

You can fall from above,

but the best way of falling

is falling in love...^^

Misunderstanding

2011-06-20T18:49:00.000-07:00

Ridiculous!

I was suspected as a GAY! Worst thing in my life!

I have nothing to say about it, since I'm not.

I ain't gonna to argue or explain about it again.

My best friend keeps an arm length from me,avoids me, scares of me...

How will you feel if this happen on you?

And how will you know, how I will feel if this happened on me?

It did happened.

That's not all of them, they spread to the others.

My housemates, roommate, friends, all seems very scare of me.

Satisfied? If you all wanna spread this, go ahead! Since you all doesn't know me at all.

I do care my friends, treating them good and close has became part of my life.

Maybe the ways I'm using to express myself is wrong, but no one tells me.

Now, I learnt. I learnt not to ask questions.

I will keep distance to all my friends.

Not to treat others good not even to my best friends.

Since there is no trust between friends.

He just listen to others. He dont know what happened after he drunk.

I asked him one question before I asked all those silly questions.

Ask me personally if you want to know. I know, this never happens...

It doesnt matter now.

I won't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

I will not cry again for friends. NEVER!

I will smile because this incidence has happened.

Because I learnt to realistic. Treating friends good is just stupid, idiotic.

I will stop all these. I will not searching for best friends again.

Once, I thought friends are everything for me.

It is a happiness to have a best friend in life, because not everyone can find one.

That's why I'm over reacting for it.

I can swear to God. "I'm not Gay"

Please stop mention this again, and please be considerate because this may hurt my girlfriend.

A New Deadly Hair cut!

2011-06-12T02:10:00.000-07:00

I got my new hair cut today! I shaved it! Both sides.

Kinda like "LaLa Zai" now.

I'm gonna to have some amendment on my hair tomorrow.

To unLaLa a bit.

Today, my roommate said to me, "Why you so kay poh???"

then I said, "It's caring, you know?"

His answer is Sooooooooo......

Haiz, Not feel like mention it again.

I'm not gonna to give a f**k to everything he does.

Because I just take words from others too much and I knew that I can't take the blow.

He is my roommate, I tried my best to get along with him, but

Nothing went better. He just don't give a F**k to many things, and I'm included.

Everyday, he does his own things, and I'm doing mine.

Not much interaction, except when going out for meals or Uni.

Only one person can enlighten him, everytime he came to our house,

my roommate seems happier, have more words to say. *Not say to me, Of course!*

I'm so wish I can be the one.

I don't know what I did wrongly, maybe I offended him in some ways??

or maybe I'm just paranoid.

I already tried my best, I gave up my favorite badminton and go for Gym with him.

*I chose this on my own, not he asked me to with him*

I'm just don't want to become a plain normal friend to him.

Both of them have many similarities, so they can get along easily.

I tried, I really tried. I scare my gap between them will become further.

I heard my roommate said,"This is language between us!!!"

(Us=My roommate and my best friend)

I'm shocked when I heard that. I really scare to lose my position in my best friend.

That's why I did so many silly stuff.

I always asked the same question to those I acknowledged as my best friends,

"Am I your Best Friend?" I will keep asking,keep asking...

because I need an answer to confirm it. Sounds so weird isn't it?

Yeah, I'm a freak but not gay.

I should have listen to Samuel,

"你不一定要跟全部的朋友都那么好的！你自己拿罪来受就有"

He is the one I'm gonna to live together for one year. Haiz...

Why am I so particular for these kind of things??! It makes me so gay!

So, I'm gonna to ignore many things from now.

After all these things, I nearly died today!!!

When I'm riding motorbike to KTM to fetch my Bibi,

I realized that I forgot to take another helmet for her when I'm in half way.

The mirrors of that motorbike are full of blindspots!

I can't see the cars behind me when I'm making a emergency U-turn at traffic light in front of ACS.

I know I shouldn't make U-turn when the GREEN light is ON!

Two vans honked me kaokao and changed to the other way to avoid knocking me down.

They yelled at scolded me when they passed by,

"Oi !!!!!! MAU MATI KE?? "

I'm dumbfounded. God Bless me I'm still here to write my blog.

If not, my coursemates can't see my new hair style in Uni tomorrow but on the front page of newspaper!LOL!

PS: Pls do not show this post to my roommate, thankyou.

Random

2011-06-07T08:01:00.000-07:00

開始這封的時間

—〉 11.05pm

■ 你的全名

—〉自己不会看啊！

■ 你現在正在聽誰的歌

—〉没听歌

■ 你在哪裡讀書 / 工作

—〉Utar, My Choice!

■ 上一次生日蛋糕上蠟燭的數目

—〉1

■ 你吹蠟燭的日期

—〉你问酱多做莫？

■ 你們家養過什麼寵物

—〉大把！狗，猫，鱼，仓鼠，炮虎，鸡，鸟，蝌蚪，青蛙，毛虫，蝴蝶，蜻蜓，乌龟。。。多到要死！

■ 星座

—〉天枰座

■ 有幾多耳洞

—〉没有

■ 你有刺青嗎

—〉沒有

■ 你喜歡你目前的生活嗎

—〉不错咯

■ 会怀念初恋吗？

—〉还在初恋和热恋中

■ 有向人告白的經驗嗎

—〉有

■ 不敢吃的東西

—〉什么都吃

■ 最喜歡吃什麼東西

—〉老母煮的菜

■ 最喜歡喝什么

—〉豆奶

■ 最喜歡的數字

—〉12

■ 喜歡看哪一種電影類型

—〉都看

■ 最喜歡的品牌

—〉ROMP

■ 最懷念的日子

—〉在团契里的日子

■ 最傷心的事情

—〉很多

■ 最想講對不起的人

—＞许文浩

■ 最後悔的事

—＞多嘴

■ 最喜歡星期幾

—〉星期六

■ 最喜歡春夏秋冬哪一季節

—〉冬

■ 喜歡的花

—〉没有

■ 喜歡的運動

—〉打飞机，算吗？

■ 比過哪些比賽有得獎

—＞合唱团

■ 喜歡的冰淇淋種類

—〉薄荷

■ 討厭做的事

—〉很心痛时，还要装笑

■ 討厭別人做什麼

—〉出门没叫我

■ 擅長的事

—〉讲话

■ 有想過要自殺嗎

—〉从来没有，想杀人就有

■ 臥室的地毯是什麼顏色

—〉没钱买地毯

■ 以後想做什麼職業

—〉赚多钱的就可以了

■ 你信有鬼嗎

—〉满街都是

■ 你覺得自己十年後會在哪裡

—〉已经死了

■ 無聊的時候你大多做些什麼

—〉乱乱想

■ 世界上最惱人的事

—〉每个月尾的担心

■ 覺得同性戀呢

—〉喜欢就好，对象不要是我就可以了

■ 如果有人誤會你

—〉解释一次，听不进的话，就叫他去死吧！

■ 有想過要怎麼對付你討厭的人嗎

—〉超多想拈死他的方法

■ 你認為你的另一半幫你付錢是理所當然的嗎

—〉不是

■ 你介意替你另一半付錢嗎

—〉非常愿意，要看有没有钱先

■通常幾點上床睡覺

—〉不定

■ 現在心裡最想見的人是誰

—〉三个人

■你想幾歲結婚

—〉25

■ 今天心情好嗎

—〉普通

■ 最希望誰會回信

—〉三个人

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