Living life to the full...

Let's pray for my mother

2011-06-17T12:43:00.006+08:00

Be strong mother. Insya Allah you will go through it fine.

She has been ill for about 3 weeks now. I was on and off coming home to visit her after work. Help her around, massaging her back whenever she feel pain. She kept moaning about her chest pain and I even put an ice cube to cool her down and she never complain. I cried whenever I look at her face. Her eyes shut and sometime her mouth a bit open to catch breath. Well, she's 85years old now and looking at her face does make me feel upset.

The other day, she went through an operation for her intestine problem, me and dad have waited about 5 hours in the operation hall. Then I saw the Surgen out, he came to me and inform that she will be out in half an hour time and will be transfered straight to ICU. I nod aggreely.

And now, she still there breathing with the help of the oxgine mask.

Oh Lord, please help to get her through it easily here and day after. Amen

with love.
Em

3 off and 3 more to go

2011-06-14T13:39:00.012+08:00

After years been through all the rough in my life, I finally managed settle half of my credit card debt. Perhaps I would like to share a litle bit of how I negotiate with the collector in reducing my interest fees.

By the way, I own 6 banks in Malaysia. This is due to credit cards bill which has gone up high with outstanding payment.

In 2006, I have quitted my work as travel consultant in one of travel agent in Kuala lumpur. Why? uncertainty in paying monthly salary. No Epf contribution. (lie in telling me they had)

I finally learn to run my own travel business but due to insufficient fund, and slow business I urge myself to find a job. 2006-2007 is year of another recessions in Malaysia. I struggle to pay those babies that includes cars, room rent and food for myself. I foresee that is not easy for me to feed them all therefore, I let go one after another.

1. I write an official letter of termination of my credit card account for all of them and distribute it to them. This to help me avoid spending more using card when I have no job.

To my surprise, is not easy for me to find a proper job at the moment. Perhaps all the company is not hiring or I am just having a bad luck, i donno.

I started having high level of stress when those bank collector chasing me day and night asking for money. The court summon arrived one after another but yet I just ignored. Why? well I cant do much about it can i? I am poor!

I finally got a contract job in Oil and gas industry. Quite interesting pay and the salary goes to maybank via svg - giro. My first salary got frozen and I can withdraw at all. Why? becuase I have not yet pay them.

2. Negotiation to settle the outstanding balance. This way, you would be able to enjoy your daily lifesytle back to normal. Let me see, 3 years I have no job and never paid any single cent to those bank and my name has already in CTOS and CRISS and in Bank Negara Malaysia for being irresponsible debtor.

3. Installment payment is one of the method of settling the debt. Well, through my experiences, not all the banks having similar approach of getting the debtor to pay. They enforce their hired agent to distrurb your life. I could just have a heart attack when arguing with those collector agent, trust me their heart are cold as stone.

4. Full settlement after a year of payment where I have to sacrifice my bonuses to pay them off. Well not all of them being settle but that how I did settle 3 of the banks in 1 year time and get my release letter from them telling me off from their list. hahah but yet I have another 3 more banks to go. I target maybe early next year? Insya Allah...

Well, but remember once you agreed with the negotiation, you cannot breach your contract, or else...

In your negotiation you try to get as much discount as possible. Some bank will agree to even allow you to pay only your principle amount with little less interest fee rather that you have to pay 18% a year.

And now I am spending within my budget but still using a debit card. hahah

Hope that would help.

damn! merely get into the paradise but realised it was only a dream.

2011-03-28T19:16:00.002+08:00

I am still promoting Malaysia islands though. My old customer still asking about it. Requesting a quotation and so on.

This upcoming May 2011, I hav ea group of 40 peoples is going to perhentian island. I hope this time will be fun. I arrange them with Watercolor impiani resort. seems that they have build a new resort chalet in perhentian besar island. Not sure how is it will be later on but I will update about the hotel and the services later.

damn! merely get into the paradise but realised it was only a dream.

diving deep inside the body - blood donation

2011-03-22T14:52:00.000+08:00

I finally for the second time after 5 years, I let the nurse sucks my blood away. As the needle dive down through my system sucking all the red blood cell, I feeling excited. I weight 45kg when the nurse telling me is just enough to donate. When I see the blood running through the tube it makes me feel sad. Maybe I was thinking abut those people who's injured during tsunami in Japan last week.

The nurse came and sit down next to me, pampering the blood packet, maybe to make sure its enough but she suddenly adjusting the needle to my other vein. Telling me that my current vein is small enough to suck the bloods quicker.

350ml of my blood has gone to that packet. The packet seems to be full and pack with o+ blood type. I guess that would be enough from me.

As the nurse pull out the needle, I finally fell better unfortunately, my arm look a litle bit swallen. The nurse put an ice on top of it to make it less swallen. This is due to the changing vein to let the needle dive in.

damn! merely get to the paradise but realised it was only a dream.

I drank this juice and it's really work!

2011-03-18T19:29:00.000+08:00

Hello hello, I just discover the healing power of nature. It might not be new to you but it does to me. I have been approached about this juice not realising that I have seen the big picture of the bottle it self whenever I pass by to my office. At first I was wondering, 'what the heck is that product?' it must be another new wine cellar.
In fact, it was just a juice that enhancing your health in your body system.

Since I suffered from damage joint where ligament on my knee isnt strong enough, where I have tried few other products inclusive capsule and multivitamin but still not giving so good result. I walk most of the day, running errand with heals and standing quite long hours that makes my feet and knees exhausted. Oh and there's spider vein as well appearing. Gosh, it is looks so ugly whenever I wear a short skit. I try to drink this juice for 1 bottle to see if I like it. Miracle happend after 3 days of drinking it, I noticed different on my knee. It is accepting the fast lane on the Mrt stairs instead waiting for the escalator during rush hour.
I feel good though. So I kept drinking it until its last drop. Then I noticed my spider veins is disappering a little bit.

So, now I am a user and registered distributer for whoever interested to buy. Beside I am joining the business marketing plan mlm that introduced to me. The plan was not really forcing people to find people. despite I just love to share the good things about health and people likes it.

Come and join me and ask me to sponsor you using my ID 3207345 !

damn! merely get to the paradise but realised it was only a dream.

Macam mana nak jadi kaya?

2011-02-18T00:15:00.001+08:00

inilah persoalannya. keja keja keja. tapi sambil2 tu aku dok try lah beniaga macam-macam dan sekarang aku nak promot juice minuman yg sangat berkhasiat. Jadi sekarang ni, aku dok minum jelah dulu nak tengok ke berkesanan khasiat dia. Untuk pengetahuan korang, ni baru 2 hari aku minum. nak aku cerita lebih lanjut? boleh je. kita share cerita. abg yg recomend aku ni, seorang chef. dia dok belikan pakcik ni juice ni la. aku tanya, kenapa selalu sangat minum? rupa-rupanya pakcik tu dalam process recovery kanser usus yg patutnya kena operate 7 inci. aku terpegun le... damn! merely get to the paradise but realised it was only a dream.

good bye my love, good bye my friend

2007-08-28T12:43:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I recall back, it was sweet that I was his but not anymore.
Last friday we chat, he got pissed with his wedding date. She's annoying he told me.
I listen and supported him. He bloody need a new wedding date. He scream. Then I was thinking 'obviously I am not the one' . I comfort him to bed and said 'sure you will fine a better than her' and he replied, 'It better be, and I know that I will.' I show my calm face and smile a bit then he went off to bed.
Few days after I refuse to go online. I kept thinking about it. I was sad, broken hearted. I guess I really have to let him go. It's to good to be true that I will never be with him. Today, I online and I put myself permanently off line to him, so he cannot see me online and vice versa. I will be strong not to answer his email anymore. I will dumb myself far away from him, him and him.

How to live rich without having a sugar daddy

2007-07-24T20:50:00.000+08:00

First things, when you came from average family income you need to work hard to live rich like a millionaire. I give few tips how I work my way to enjoy to the fullest.

First step :-
You have to aware and know yourself, know your limits, and you absolutely try your level best until you achieve something you want. Like me, when I was in high school, I started to work part time after class. To earn extra income. I don't go and ask my parent where they usually will say 'I don't have money!' Well, I don't blame them for not giving me money those day but I call them stingy.
So, I started working and enjoy earning that little money from work. I work harder, so I get to by some branded goods like 'GUESS' and most of my favorite brand is 'TIMBERLAND' because it more to outdoor products. It hard for me to get a size especially for my hiking shoe since my foot size 3. So I get to by children boot which is cheaper than adults. hahah! thats the advantages.
I become a good collector of timberland products from boot, t-shirt, sling bag, hiking bag, pouch, socks, cap and etc.
Then after a while my friends thought that I am having a sugar daddy since I've started to own those branded and expensive items from 'TIMBERLAND, and 'GUESS' and also 'ROXY'. hahah sometimes I've got to show off but not to the extend that become snobbish type of person. Surely, my friend ask, 'how did you get all the good stuffs with you? oh look, it's Roxy, this must be cost you couple of hundred eh?' ....

I said 'Of course I have to work harder and smarter, you think I have sugar daddy throwing all those stuffs freely??'...

ps: of course those girls wont believe me, but who care eh? I work for it and I deserve it.

Payday loan for personal financing

2007-07-06T15:31:00.000+08:00

Payday loan for personal financing is 60months.
Interest rate 12% p.a
Loan total amount 20,000
Approval fee 200 or 1% from total financial loan.
Payday loan date every end of month before 3rd of next month.
Payday loan take 5 years
Early settlement 3% from from balance loan have to pay.
Refer to Standard Charted Islamic Banking

So payday loan, payday loan, payday loan, mortgage, car loan, study loan.
wow, I could be crazy later on.

SPYWARE, ADWARE, VIRUS

2007-06-01T18:38:00.000+08:00

Today is so suck again. I didnt know what happen but this morning I suppose that my laptop has got infected with SPYWARE again. Ok at first I wasnt sure if its a spyware problem but it make my laptop really slow. It process on retrieving it soo slow. So I guess it must be spyware. So i run my avast anti virus to see if its really got infected by spyware or adware or virus itself. while running the anti-virus I run through information about adware and software but it seem taking me slow to get it open. I started pissed really. after half an hour later then i hear the siren warning came up and showed one adware infected. then I go ohhhh perhaps that make it slow. after few minute then again spyware. then again the siren making a noise and again the adware. Alright, I've got to do something about it, I delete it and clear it.

But still my laptop doesnt functioning as usual. My outlook also getting a problem which is I cant retrieve or even read the email or send the email. IT's stuck. I went to the web mail and still my server cant recognise. I am getting mad and angry because I have to work. And this sypware and adware and virus is ruin it. Hmmm
Is it because of the avast that I install yesterday to replace AVG? I am not sure.
And until now my laptop still cannot work properly for the outlook.

damn! merely get to the paradise but realised it was only a dream.

Still about Spyware

2007-05-13T12:26:00.000+08:00

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Spyware

2007-05-10T12:51:00.000+08:00

Life sucks when you get alot of SPYWARE on your pc or laptop. I have got those spyware many time on my laptop. I guess perhaps too many porn searching eh. So what I did was I tried to install anti-spyware on first but it cannot help me since spyware has gotten my laptop many times. so maybe the Spyware has attacking my laptop and ruining all my systems. I hate it because its gonna cost me hell lot of money to by anti-spyware software. I cant get it for free though this time around not even download.com. I guess they have but I have to buy it too.

Getting spyware on your working laptop or personal laptop or pc would give you a head-ache. Not only ruining the systems and all, its
wasting all the hard work too. Hmmm, I guess I have to often check or update my anti-spyware or and not to forget my anti-virus also. I guess I havent update since forever. hehhhe

Better I take care of my laptop before it getting even worst due to this Sypware and Virus attack.....

damn! merely get to the paradise but realised it was only a dream.

Eid Mubarak Happy hour

2006-10-26T09:03:00.000+08:00

Macam biasalah aku ni tak raya. Tahun ni rasa macam nak balik rumah mak aku jer. Aku tengok persiapan rumah semua dah ok, jadi aku cuma mensibukkan diri tolong mak aku kat dapur masak rendang. Aku tukang kacau je.
Raya pertama macam biasa saudara mara dan adik beradik mak bapak aku datang. Jadi aku tersibuklah sikit berborak-borak dengan mereka. Habis di bismillahkan aku. mana taknya setiap kali raya takpernahnya diorang nampak aku kat rumah, jangan kan kat rumah mak aku kalau diorang datang, rumah diorang pun tak pernah aku kunjung. heheh "anak durhaka" bak kata zakira. heheheh
Tengahari aku di Chilis. Escape dari leteran orang tua, alasan balik rumah tengok kucing yang dah 2 hari tak makan. Aku bersama zakira, ahmad kamal abu bakar, ahmad, dan juga ijam melepak di chillis KLCC pada raya pertama. Guiness Stout mengisi anak tekak yang kehausan di tambah lagi dengan cerita-cerita dongeng tentang kawan-kawan yang melucukan.
Cerita tentang Lepat dengan Lina di German dah ada cahayamata sorang. Baby girl yang dinamakan Siti Aminah.

Setelah habis happy hour di chillis kami bergerak ke Mid valley, berjalan-jalan berjumpa Lim kok kian dan kemudian ke Davis Corner makan kari mamak. Malam sikit baru balik tidur dan bertafakaur.

damn! merely get to the paradise but realised it was only a dream.

Kopitiam Pandan

2006-10-20T16:38:00.000+08:00

Z, call aku. kita jumpa malam di kopitiam, pandan. Nasib baik dia datang jemput kalau tak, malas lah aku nak pergi sana. Aku lepak sekali ngan z, im, dan serta merta another group datang join. wahh lama betul aku tak lepak sekali ngan diorang ni maklumlah sejak Hameed tutup, takde port nak lepak. Sambil bersalam, mikon boleh memperkenalkan diri sebagai Ahmad Kamal Abu Bakar. Aku terkedu kejap. " Apa sudah jadi dengan Mikon?" hahaha "people change" katanya.

Perbualan hambar "semusim di neraka dah takde lagi? perhaps new blog coming up kot... " takde, .. terlalu ramai awek cuba save kan aku, naik melugai dah! hahhaa

Mikon, bersama Colin dan juga Juba bersama kekasih hati dan juga z bersama im dan aku bersama sama menghabiskan rokok rokok di atas meja. hahaha takda' keja lain...
z cerita Mak iti, amik kelas vocal dan juga classical guitar, bakal jadi sopranos... aku impress beb.
Hujan makin lebat tapi kami tetap melepak sehingga kopitiam perambat kami, baru kami beransur.

Pukul 1.30 pagi aku bermain dengan kuning lepas tu pukul 2.00 plak aku tidur.

damn! merely get to the paradise but realised it was only a dream.

Girls gathering

2006-10-17T11:19:00.000+08:00

Semalam, aku teringin nak masak laksa, so aku pun bertungkus lumus lah masak. akhirnya siap cuma kurang ikan jer sebab tu nampak cair. tapi takper lain kali aku beli ikan bebanyak. Aku lepak kat Veranda hisap rokok layan awan yang gelap macam nak hujan tambahan lagi angin sepoi-sepor bahasa membuatkan aku lagi rasa syok jer hisap rokok. Si lily, dia boleh layan nagis lak dengar lagu jiwang. meluatlah plak aku. Dalam aku termenung aku terdengar lah bunyi orang bercakap-cakap kat bawah tu, aku tengok rupa-rupanya housemate aku dah balik. aku pun pekik dari atas " woii... heehehe"
So, girls gathering lah plak. Aku, shima, Natra, zaza duduk lepak sambil berborak. Almaklumlah aku dah lama betul tak jumpa si zaza makin cantiklah aku tengok dia. Kita orang macam naga masing masing dengan rokok masing-masing di tangan. lepas satu-satu. Tapi yang kelakarnya si lily boleh layan jiwang berbaring jer.. bukan nak join ker..
Malam sikit, aku panaskan laksa pastu kita orang makan. tu consider kita orang bersahur lah kot sebab aku tak terjaga pagi tu. Bila aku terjaga dengar phone alarm aku menjerit dah pukul 630pagi.
Masing-masing dah nak balik kampung, aku lak lepak umah jelah bila si zaza tanya "ko tak balik cheras ker?" aku senyum "balik pagi raya, petang raya balik sini balik" dia terus sambung dnegan nada bergurau " memang ko anak derhaka" hahaha kita orang gelak...

Aku sampai pejabat, check email dengan harapan dapatlah email dari Greg Powell. hmm hampeh.. takper aku tunggu lah sampai hujung minggu ni kalau takder aku call dia. Mana boleh tahan beb, semangat berkobar-kobar dah ni...

Last but not least, aku nak mohon maaf pada kengkawan yang baca blog aku ni. Percaya atau tak semua dalam blog ni adalah hak milik aku sorang.

Selamat Hari raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

damn! merely get to the paradise but realised it was only a dream.

Surat email

2006-10-11T11:24:00.000+08:00

Aku sampai pejabat macam biasalah lambat. jadi aku pun relax kejap sementara menunggu laptop aku ni fully retrieved. Macam biasa waktu waktu awal macam ni aku check email. Aku rasa terperanjat dan suka dan teruja bila aku baca email yang di hantar oleh Greg Powell dari Project Use dekat New Jersey. Surat dia yang berbunyi ..... when will you be available to start employment? aku pun hapa lagi, teruja giler lahh kejapp... mana taknya wei, kalau ikutkan dah 2 tahun lebih lah aku start kerja kat sana tapi oleh kerana Visa aku bermasaalah aku terpaksa balik Malaysia. Waktu tu sedih nak mampos. Tapi tak pe, insya'allah kalau aku dapat working visa ni kali ni, aku akan stay kat US tu sampai lebam. Pastu, aku nak pusing seluruh USA tu dan aku takkan lupa nak melawat seorang member aku yang tengah bahagia sekarang kat Queec city si Farha. Aku nak surprisekan dia. heheheh mesti best kan.

Insya'allah harap harap aku dapat Visa kalini.

damn! merely get to the paradise but realised it was only a dream.

Together again!

2006-10-10T10:47:00.000+08:00

Aku bukan nak cakap apa lahh.. kalau korang, dah kena caci maki, dah kena pukul dah sedar diri tu kena tipu yang telah di pergunakan tapi boleh terima lagi jantan macam tu? aku benci betul pompuan dan jantan macam tu. Boleh tak si lily tu bebaik balik dengan exbf dia? dia tu tak sedar lagi ke??
Aku mals lah nak cakap, apa ke bangang sangat, beriya mengadu kat aku, aku temankan dia menangis pagi pagi buta, meraung macam hantu sampai aku takleh nak tidur lepas tu, dia ok balik dengan jantan tu? Memang dia ni takleh kena pujuk rayu lahh...

Lepas ni malas aku nak cakap apa-apa lagi dah, dah kena buku dengan ruas tapi still tak reti teri lagi. Kalau kenganan dia tu manis tapi ni kenangan pun pahit.

Lepas ni aku tak nak ambik port pasal dia lagi. biarkanlah!

damn! merely get to the paradise but realised it was only a dream.

Breakdown

2006-10-02T12:43:00.000+08:00

Semalam, aku tengok lily betul betul breakdown giler. teringat pulak masa aku putus cinta dulu. Tapi aku taklah meraung tak pasal pasal macam dia. Cuma maybe aku kuat mabuk je maklumlah dah tak tau nak buat apa.
Lily, boleh bantai Vodka 2 botol. dia ajak aku sekali tapi aku cuma temankan dia berisikan coke dah lah.. aku baru je nak bertaubat bukan asyik tau buat. Aku mungkin dah lepas kot benda-benda tu semua. Been there done that so aku cuma biarkan je lily layan jiwa dia yang kacau.
Mabuk sampai muntah-muntah lah katakan. Aku dengan Shima hanya layan je. kita orang layan rokok berbatang-batang lah sampai rokok aku Malboro 20 tu habis. hehehe
Shima plak dok cerita pasal love life dia. Aku kagum beb. Aku hanya menjadi pendengar yang setia je. aku malas nak cerita pasal aku plak. biarlah aku dengan jiwa ku. kengkadang aku pun jiwa kacau gaks tapi aku relax-relax je dah lah...

Balik nanti nak buka puasa apa eh? Oh semalam aku tengok cerita jalan-jalan cari makan versi cina, dia tunjuk the best kueteow sup taiping. hmm geram lah plak. so aku ingat nak buka puasa Kueteow jugaklah jap lagi. tapi kami masak je.

damn! merely get to the paradise but realised it was only a dream.

Si Kuning

2006-09-30T14:08:00.000+08:00

Aku hari ni, puasa. Pukul 4.30am aku terjaga untuk bersahur, aku masak ala kadar je, sayur bende dengan bedal ayam masak kunyit boleh lah.
Aku jengok kat luar sliding door, nak tengok mana pegi si kuning. padan muka dia sebab kena quarantine. Mana taknya walau dah kena quarantine kat luar semalaman pun boleh menahan kencing pas tu boleh kencing atas tilam si lily. ngamuk lah pompuan tu. Semalam akunya tilam boleh dia kencing. kalau kencing bau strawberry ke, bau fruits ke takpe ini bau hapak! setan mangkuk ayun punya kuning.

Lagi satu dia ni kuat meleser. menyampah aku, bukan tak sayang tapi geram. gurau, gurau gaks tapi tak semena-mena pelepup! dia membuang najis begitu saja kat tilam lily. Lily lagi! :) aku nak buat camner ddah favorite dia lah kan.

Aku tengok Lily ni, kesian gaks sebab dia sekarang di serang perasaan jiwa kacau. Mana taknya boyfriend tercinta main kayu tiga. Yang dia ni pun bodoh juga, mana lah aku tak kata bodoh sebab jantan sorang tu nak apa saja dia dapatkan. nak gitar letrik? dia sanggup advance 3 bulan gaji dia dulu. Bila boyfriend dia asyik merungut je susah nak balik naik motor , si lily ni sanggup membeli kereta kancil. loan approved plak tu... Yang aku tak suka nya dah lah dia berkorban apa saja tapi si jantan ni tak appriciate langsung malah boleh kata lily ni tak lawa, tak feminin lah. cibai kan jantan macam tu!

Aku buat bodoh jerlah bila si lily layan perasaan tengok cerita "HEART" tu. siap nangis nangis. Hmm aku cuma suka lagu tema dia jer.. hehehe
Pagi tadi dia tak nak sahur sbb tak posa so aku sahur dengan Zila adik si Nat. Lepas masak boleh sambung tidur.

damn! merely get to the paradise but realised it was only a dream.

Hari hari yang aku lalui

2006-08-28T13:56:00.000+08:00

Macam mana nak cakap, nak beritahu, nak cerita? Hmm aku tetap aku lahh.
Aku baru balik dari Sabah last week setelah hampir 2 bulan aku duduk kat sana. Menjelajah negeri tu memang best, banyak tempat menarik yang tak sempat aku lawati. Almaklumlah, living cost kat situ pun boleh tahan mahalnya.
Mt Kinabalu aku tak sempat pergi cuma aku sempat sampai kat Kinabalu Park jer. Aku ingat nak terus naik waktu tu tapi tak leh lah plak sebab aku kena booking in advance untuk penginapan kat atas sana. So terpaksalah aku menunggu tahun hadapan kot. Insya'allah.

Dalam aku kat sana tu, aku pergi gaks Labuan yang takde apa apa tu, ala tempat navy navy mendapatkan hiburan semalam dua. Kemudian aku ke Brunei plak, hmm tak mencabar langsung. Tapi ok lah sebab Brunei tempatnya aman.

Sebelum aku balik KL, aku sempat pergi Scuba Diving kat Tunku Adul Rahman National Park. Pulau Sapi dan Pulau Mamutik. Coral not bad. Aku lah yang tukang menjahanam kan beberapa coral kat situ. Bukan sengaja pun. Maklumlah baru baru nak belajar scuba, Bouyancy control pun tak lulus lagi masa tu :P Si natra tengok aku jatuh dalam air tu, kalau boleh memamg dia nak gelak dengan si Joseph Dive Master tu, tapi nasib baik dia orang takleh gelak kuat kuat kalau tak mesti aku pun tergelak sama.

Dalam air mana boleh gelak so simpan gelak kitaorang tu dekat atas darat.
Aku ingatkan aku dah tak lulus lahh ujian diving tu, nasib baiklah aku dapat 80% overall. So jadilah aku seorang diver dengan bangganya.

Hidup ni kena selalu have fun beb. Masaalah masaalah gaks kan, tapi nak buat macam maner. So I decided to give some space for myself at the moment. ( I mean love life lahh, bukan give up tapi cool down a bit)

so, aku ni malas gaks kekadang nak menulis. entahlah sebabtu blog aku ni sekajap ada lamaaaa lepas tu baru ada balik. heheheh

adios champa!

damn! merely get to the paradise but realised it was only a dream.

Digital Quran

2006-06-24T12:32:00.001+08:00

Aku agak runsing gaks lahh sebab aku tak tau nak buat apa. bosan sangat.

Nak amik license diving, duit plak tak cukup. Nak kerja, market plak kurang.

Tadi, aku jumpa Be Nuar. Dia nak hantar barang kat opis so aku tumpang van dia. Nak di jadikan cerita, dia buat sales promo "Digital Quran" dulu aku ada lah dengar diorang dok kata pasal digital Quran ni. maybe tak long last tapi bila aku tengok, pegang dan dengar memang bagus lah plak.

Ok, Digital Quran tu dia buat macam I-pod, MP3, macam tulah. boleh dengar melalui headset pun boleh atau loud speaker pun boleh. Aku study benda tu. Memang bagus. Lepas tu, dia tunjukkan aku pujian dari pembeli pembeli melalui hanphone dia. Aku pun kagum jugaklah.

So aku pun apa lagi, boleh tak kalau nak buat part time sale sekali. dia kata ok.
Lagipun aku tengok harga yang di jual RM 298.00 berbanding dengan harga pasaran Antarabangsa RM 400 lebih. Hmmm... Insh Alla aku ingat pun nak beli satu untuk diri sendiri gaks lahh. Kiranya dengan adanya Digital Quran tu, dapatlah kita mendekatkan diri lagi dengan Allah SWT. Insh Allah.

Nanti kalau ada gambar Digital Quran tu aku post dlm ni. Nak share ramai-ramai dapat pahala.

damn! merely get to the paradise but realised it was only a dream.

2006-05-24T18:16:00.000+08:00

dalam 2 hari ni aku teruk giler lahh... entahlah pasal apa ek.. bak kata kawan aku sorang tu, existential dilemma.

Maybe kot. hahhaha

talking to my other friend.

nampaknya macam desprate of being single? heheheh kelakar plak...

aku rasa takut plak nak carry on with my future. seems macam takut jerr...

ish entahlahh... terasa macam cerita Bridget Jones.

Phillippine alone

2006-04-15T23:14:00.000+08:00

On the road to Banaue, North Luzon Philippine
Current mood: blank
Category: Travel and Places

Well... I am currently on looking to go on to Banaue for the "Eighth Wonder of the world" or going to Sagada for a Hangin Coffin. I ve been sitting in here for almost 2 hours to gather all the information. Maybe I shall try Sagada eh. But if I cant, I could just probably go to Banaue and see all those spectacular breathtaking side of Rice Terrace then to Sagada and see the Hanging Coffin.

Am I alone? YESSS! like people always quote, 1 is lonely, 2 is companion, 3 is crowd, 4 is massive, and 5 is tragedy??

Story of the day? yesterday meet a filipino guy from Manila name Richard. He seem to be a nice guy and stay in a same place at Baden Powell Inn. Well, we talk a little and he gave lots of information as well about the country. Today in a morning when I was sitting brightly typing on my lappy board with my breakfast still unfinished, he came and greet me. What a surprise! I finally scroll over the pages out of his sight. Then he left me as he understand. Few min later, he came up to me and join me as I done with the lappy. He talked and talked, and I stared at his face very sternly. Above all the story, I asked him how about your meeting last night with your friends? He said it was ok but he was lose. I mean lose of what? Gambling. aahhhhh..... Then he eagerly talking and try to sell me something like his handphone, belt for my brother and even a jeans. woaa...

What a pitty but I am sorry I couldnt help you with that as I am not that rich as you expected me to be. Although am just carrying a camera around and after he seeing me sitting down at the cafe with laptop, thats not mean I am rich enough. So, I end the conversation nicely and say I must go to the book store for some info gather.

I went to SM Megamall on top of the Hill in this Baguio city. Well, quite a surprise when I have to go through all the check point just to enter the mall. Not only this place though, almost all the huge mall I can say. I thought it only happend in the airport. When I was in the National bookstore, I was silencely jotting down few infomation of where should I stay in Banaue or the sagada. after I finish wrotting down, the security guard was after me. He was asking me and speaking in Tagalog. I was completely stunning a little as I thought I've done something wrong. He ket talking in his language. Hellooo.... although I am look alike but it doesnt mean I am Pinoy but its alright, right after he try to explain many times I said sorry I dont understand. He show my note that I jotted and he say "you can read but you cant copy". heheh I grinn and i say " Oh! ok, I go..." he grab my note and I grab it back again and I says ok, look, I take the note back and stare it carefully try to memorize the info( of course I cant all) I just remember Fairview Inn. :P and then I tear it into pieces and smile and went away. Phieww!!! after that I went to Internat cafe and spent few pesos for printing and infomation. huh! Puas hati aku!

nak cerita lagilah.... while I was in Baguio at night scene I strolling alone. I passing by with few kids running around and suddenly one of them stopped at the edge of the pedestrian road. Guess what he do? He go on to the street and I thought he was ready to accross the road despite he go on and pissing facing the road where lots of traffic pass by. hahahah!

what a life! Nak cerita lagi tak? ermm about unexpected conversation about this Sri Lankan guy?

ermm maybe next time lahh.. I guess I need to get something to eat first before heading to pick up but ticket to Banaue. Ermmm Banaue or sagada? let say... see where I head up later....

Till then about Baguio City.

damn! merely get to the paradise but realised it was only a dream.

busuk hati

2006-01-11T11:31:00.000+08:00

sambung dari cerita sebelumnya...

Aku macam tak percaya jer bila suspect ada benda tumpang dalam badan aku. Alaa tau lah orang Asia ni kaya dengan ilmu hita dan jahat. Bila aku dapat tahu jer aku runsing japlahh... tapi masih macam biasa. ptutlah pakcik kata aku ni kalau kawan dengan lelaki asyik putus jer. Apa orang kata 'panas' ermm.
Abang aku pesan kalau boleh biarlah buang benda tu cepat cepat sebab dia lama sangat dah dengan aku. Patutlah pakcik kata aku tak boleh gemuk. makan banyak mana pun takleh gemuk sebab dia makan sekali. Benda ni dah hampir 7 tahun dah duduk dengan aku. Masa kali kedua aku datang berubat rumah Hj Abd Rahim ni, aku bawa limau nipis 7 biji. By fact, kalau limau campak dalam air dia tenggelam ke timbul?
Lepas baca-baca pakcik tu, pun suruh aku campak limau tu dalam baldi penuh air. satu satu aku niat kalau ada benda dalam badan aku ni, kau tenggelam lah kalau takder kau timbul. Bila aku campak, 5 biji temggelam cuma dua biji jer timbul. Aku terpaused lah kejap. Pakcik kata insya'allah boleh sebab 5 lawan 2 mana boleh. Tapi insya'allah pakcik tu tolong. Pastu aku pun mandi limau tuu.
Dah siap semua tu kan, aku tertanya-tanya siapalah gamaknya yang main hantar hantar ni. Aku saja lah do selidik tanya kat pakcik ni, pakcik ni tak mentionlah nama tapi dia bagi tau tempat asal orang tu, orang serian dekat kuching tu yang bagi aku... Eh dah sah lah aku tau sapa yang bagi. tentulah exboyfriend aku yang pertama. Tapi macam tak percaya sebab dia baik. Aku tanya lagi tapi kenapa mesti dia buat aku macam tu? ' pakcik tu kata, mestilah sebab dia takdapat aku, so dia taknak orang lain dapat aku gaks.' Pakcik tu kata lagi, kalau dia tau yang aku dengan david sekarang ni mesti dia lagi control aku dari jauh... [taukan maksud aku?] benda benda halus ni, kalau tuan dia suruh baru dia bergiat cergas.
Pakcik kata, kalau tak dia mesti akan makan dalam, orang yang kawan ngan aku mesti tak lama lah... Ish! suspen gaks aku sebanarnya... Katanya lagi, dia calit minyak. alaaa macam minyak guna guna tuu.... macam tulahh...
Sekarang ni, aku tenang sikit cuma risau gaks sebab si david ni dah berapa hari tak reti-reti nak call aku. Tak tau ker yang aku ni dah takder credit nak call dia...
Oh lagi satu, Aku dah habis berubat dah sebelum raya haji hari tu.
Sekarang ni, aku kat CC, nak cari kerja lah konon siap beli surat khabar Star lagi. pastu ke internet ni dengan harapan Sayang akan online, ermm hampeh tak plak dia masuk hari ni...
Malam semala phone rumah aku ringing, masa tu dah dalam pukul 12 lebih, orang dah tidur cuma aku jer belum, aku tak sempat nak amik call tu pas tu dah tak bunyi lagi. aku agak mesti sayang yang call. phone aku pulak ni meragam time time macam ni. bengang tahap gaban aku dah ni sampai aku hempas charger dengan tephone tu ke lantai. Hmm baru padan muka aku.

2006-01-08T09:03:00.000+08:00

Akhirnya abang aku Hamzah berjaya bawa aku sekali berubat cara tradisional. sebenarnya kalau ikutkan aku taklah percaya sangat dengan benda benda bomoh ni tapi, mungkin atas alasan hantar mak dan bapak aku berubat kot tu yang aku follow sekali, lagipun banyak gaks benda yang aku nak bincangkan dengan abang aku pasal projeck printing tu. so aku pun ikut pergi rumah Ustad Hj Abd Rahim. Masa kitorang sampai tu, masih ada orang tengah berubat so terpaksalah tunggu turn.
Aku relax jerlah tapi hati aku berdebar debar giler since dalam kereta. Bila time family aku, kitorang semua masuk dalam bilik dia, keadaan bilik yang agak sempit tapi masih boleh memuatkan 6 orang semuanya, aku tengok bilik berubat ni di penuhi dengan warna kuning. ermm.. aku bagi salam pastu duduk mengengsot sebelah bapak aku. Almaklumlah, abg aku cerita ustad ni kuat ilmunya. dia boleh baca hajat kita. Dia senyum sinis sambil mengurut kaki mak aku. dah habis tu, abang aku suruh aku pergi mangadap ustad tu. aku pun duduk membelakangkan dia dan dia start mengurut bahu aku ke pinggang. pastu dia boleh cakap berkias, tentang period aku, kadang kadang pasal sakit kepala. dan banyak benda yang dia cakap tu betul. aku senyap jer.
Pastu, depan abang aku dia kata, hmm... dia trace ada benda tumpang dalam badan aku ni. Agak lama dah... dia dok tumpang...
Aku mushyil gaks sebab aku tak rasa apa. pastu pakcik tu check lagi, dok sentuh bahu kanan aku. sentuh jer tau tak lah tekan.. aku dah sakit.... hmm dah sah benda tu duduk kat situ. patutlah dia mengganggu emosi aku jer.. kalau malas betul betul malasss... pastu persaaan tak tentu arah.
Pastu, pakcik suruh aku cari limau nipis 7 biji untuk berubat. Katanya lagi cepat lagi bagus sebab benda ni dah nak sebati lah plak ngan aku... "patutlah masa aku kat sarawak dulu, masa si zura kena rasuk tu aku relax jerr... macam amna dia nak rasuk aku sebab dalam badan aku pun dah ada geng dia." hmmm..
aku nak gi tolite jap... sat lagi aku sambunglahh...