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MIcrosoft Imagine Cup Final 2011

2011-05-03T02:33:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum w.b.t

yeah, second outing with the project. First time waktu di UMP Innovasi & Rekacipta, we won silver award, this time we aim higher, borneo we fly, new york is waiting. InsyaAllah. To be shortlisted in 30 best projects is not an easy task. 80% complete, plus the video! errgghhh...Luckily we have 3 dedicated group members. Same aim, same objective. To win glory for the university.

http://www.myimaginecup.com/

oh today got intensive class with language department. Must brush up our communication skills. =.=' xpelah, utk diri sendiri jugak..kata hatiku sendirian. wahaha! tiada idea nak cerita, semoga semua mengikut racangan. Ameen. sedang sibuk memikirkan apa nak gebang pada supervisor esok...haih~

off to bed bebeh,
ahmadsyazwan.

sudah lama...

2011-05-02T12:25:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum w.b.t

berhabuk sungguh tengok blog ni, ayoooo!

Final Examination.

Alhamdulillah, kini tinggal satu je lagi paper, Digital Forensics. So far, 3 subjek dah lepas, Network Intrusion Detection System, Wireless Network Security and Information Security Management. Semua sangat susah, tapi semua berjawab. =.=' The market in security is very demanding, yet the other university still do not have the skills and module. Nah, lucky for us, 2 extra certs untuk masa depan, CEH(Certified Ethical Hacker) and CHFI(Certified Hacking Forensics Investigator) endorsed by EC-Council. Syukur kepada Allah. Semoga semua berjaya mengharungi paper terakhir dengan jayanya. InsyaAllah. Suka juga nak bagitahu, kami bukan jurusan Information Technology(IT) tapi itu hanya merupakan one small part of out module. Bukan juga Software Engineering(SE) tapi kami tetap kena develop a system. Nasib baik ilmu ni diturunkan oleh mahaguru-mahaguru di IRIS Technology Bhd. haha! :)

Fitness

Ouh, kini tidak lagi menjadi ahli celebrity fitness. =.=' fitness dah drop jadi -ve. Lama sungguh tak bersukan secara serius. Al maklumlah tahun akhir ni, terlalu busy dengan final year project, subjects, xmahulah tersangkut di tahun akhir. InsyaAllah akan masuk latihan tahun akhir selama 5 bulan, bermula akhir bulan ni. Moga segalanya berjalan seperti dirancang.

Final Year Project

Syukur kepada Allah, hasil perit jerih bertungkus lumus. Kini, selesai sudah...:)

Kenyir International Triathlon.

Improved by 35minutes. For this time, swim course tak bawak masalah dan tidak tersesat lalu dihentakkan kepala dengan marshall guna paddle kayak dia. haih~ tapi taktik kali ni langsung xmengena, plan nak buat below 37minutes, tapi LAGI LAMBAT dari waktu swimming 2 tahun edisi kenyir. Tak tahu mana silapnya, freestyle steady je, berhenti sebab kene tendang muka 2 kali, tapi xla lama mana, musykil...basikal, dapat kejar aiman tapi langsung xperasan overtake die tgh menuntun basikal menuruni bukit curam! hahaha aimannnn~ xpakai spec kayuh, kalut sebab marah taktik xmenjadi punye pasal terus nak cepat tertinggal kat transition area. new run course, empangan yang sangat cantik, smpt snap gmbr lagi, wahahah! Timing untuk berlari ikut official timing 49mins, tapi xpakai timing chip pon. Ikut jam di tangan 45mins. Alhamdulillah. Oh ya, 2XU adalah penaja rasmi tri-suit kami bertiga, aiman, amirul, dan aku sendiri. haha, harapan la nak sponsor. Chan memakai brand descente.

courtesy of muhammadamirulhafiz.blogspot.com

chan xleh masuk gang, tri-suit lain. hehehe

Microsoft Imagine Cup Final 2011

Terlalu busy dengan preparation untuk final di Kuching. Alhamdulillah, shortlisted top 30. InsyaAllah akan bertolak ke sana pada hari rabu, flight jam 1230? xigt plak...pray for us, Idenver UPNM.

Enough for now. Until we meet again,

See You,

ahmadsyazwan.

long absence.

2011-01-15T20:23:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum w.b.t

Dearest family and friends, im back in the blogging world. Just for youuuu..:) sorry for the long silent. its been 41 days i left my complete civilian life, and IRIS for sure but i have to get back on track on shape asap no matter what. oh i miss the moment. So many things happended and i ENJOYED it very much. The warm welcomed by the trainers make us more slim. more SUFFER. hahaha...i lost 2 kilos in one night. Yeah, military approaches is the best-way-training in diet programme,i admit it. 6 months without training really give pain to the comrades, the so-called 'budak syarikat'. gemuk tak hingat. nasib baik, i actively running and racing during the 'holiday'. i clocked my PB in 12km, 52mins. i completed powerman malaysia 2010, penang bridge marathon and some other races! but still i gained 2 extra unwanted kilos. :)

Latihan Ketenteraan Perkhidmatan.

ok, we the 'budak syarikat' just joined the other comrades during the week 3 of the military traininig period. they enjoyed the physical training everyday morning without us. all the siderolls, forward rolls, commando rest, knuckle clap, hammerlight, whatelse? are common during the training. The first day, one of 'budak syarikat' vomited, haha! teruk betul 'budak syarikat' ni. UNFIT EVERYWHERE.

Eco Challenge UPNM 2010.

a well-known battalion, with the strentgh, beautiful strong ladies and idle punye attitude are the trademarks. TUAH the Breakers. the team was joined by one of the 'budak syarikat' and that was me. I know, im still the best in this kind of military games. i was the platoon commander of the 'elite team' before doing my internship outside. we did great and won the competetion. i found it very difficult to catch up the other members and i tried my best. the log-run i pushed too hard to be in the fore front. when it comes to the jungle tracking....only God knows my suffer. Being one of the three last men, sweeper for the team tersangatlah tension dengan condition aku yang baru balik 2 minggu. Extra weapons and bagpacks are common. Tapi, still gagah setia. no give up. merempuh halangan buat sebelah mata je xde hal. kayak partner with suria, the iron lady. and comes the 300kilos battle boat to be carried along in the 2 kilos run. and and we won it. A new casio protrek is mine. A triple sensor watch to show off to the other comrades that we are the champion. and not forget the defending champion trophy, zul zainal trrophy.

16.5kg bagpacks, 3.5kg weapon, 1.5kg of webbing and 15kg log.

currahae!

during kayaking with suria. ready to jump off.

united tuah.

too little to long.

kayaking with the ironlady.

The crowned champion. Once again.

us, with the new brand watch.

NYC @ Berkelah Waterfall.

one more level to the peak.

new style of celebration with chums, amirul dan aiman. So sad chan cant make it. we joined UIA hiking group since they invited us and we suddently get the gate pass. what a coincidence. I planned many times to join nadea's group since we still in relationship. and we, oh i made it this year. :) Met the hyperactive jr, anis and her friend, enchanted make us crazier. dalam hujan dok borak lagi pasal 'when i was..' haha. nice to meet you all. and hoping to join you all again next time. oh sweet escape.

The Final Semester.

3 weeks went crazy fighting for my right. i just want to do my project, not yours. Im the one who are going to face all these things and not even you. I hope you understand. Now, i have to move fast. im 2 chapters slower than the roomates. Thank You Very Much. I want to commision on time and get saluted on time. Dear God, please help me. Amin.

The Farewell.

Mam Sherry and Mam Moziyana are preparing for the Pelajaran Habis Dah at UKM. they pursue their study in comp science. I wish them all the best. We shared a lot of fun and we gonna miss the moment, for sure. Mam Mozi was our academic adviser for the past 5 semesters. Sorry for all my wrongdoings and thank you very much for all your efforts and your helping hands and ears.

the picture with some of the lecturers

oh, there is our new appointed IC, John Mat S Terry, in the middle of the 2nd row.

Passing Out Parade 2011.

Congrats to all seniors. Good luck in your future undertakings. The day is you all's. I dont care doing fatique since the juniors also will do the same thing to me. Oh, next is my time. praying for the best. I want the top award. and command the parade in front of Tuanku. Jangan Gelak. :)

till we meet again,

ahmadsyazwan.

back to back action.

2010-11-26T17:07:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum w.b.t

yeah, 6 events in 2 busiest internship months. its dope yaw! walaupon dalam keadaan duit yang sangat kering, tapi inilah kepuasan aku.

penang bridge half-marathon finisher. 21/11/10 <1j 59m>

penang bridge hal-marathon.

i took part in half marathon event, long journey to penang. kl-kg bunian-manjung-penang-kulim-manjung-kl.

stayed at white house hotel, near cititel. the white house, penuh dengan pondan pelacur! woww! i like. they, i mean the prostitue called our room many times offering their service. oh kami masih beriman. kali ni, lari tanpa sebarang energy and gel. lambat bgn dan rushing nak kejar arep yg akan start at 0200H. passed everything to ajad since ive to run fast to the starting line to pass the gels. xjumpa! lari balik 1km ke depan tggu kat sana. jumpa iskandar, bagi 2 mintak tolong pass ke arep. seconds after, jumpa arep..bagi lagi 2 gels. aku xterigt yg aku hanya ade 2 tu je! its ok lah since arep buat full marathon. bagi semangat kpd first timer. haha. misi mencari ajad xjumpa, roti, air, baju dan semua brg keperluan dlm beg kat die. ade sejam lagi nak start. and aku xmakan ape2 pon lagi. =.=' xpe aku askar, ready for trouble. haha! sungguh lapar. nasi kandar line clear sume dah di-flushed. nice. hujan besertakan guruh dan kadang2 petir mengiringi larian. berat tapi bersemangat. lari dan lari dan smpi. 1j 55min. sama laju dengan 10km iellyas. reza dah lari mcm org kene sampuk, cramped smpi sudah. he clocked 2j 49min. janji dgn iellyas nak bgi kasut puma kalau die buat below 1j 30m. die kate die buat 1j 15m. okla, amek la...iellyas took part in fun run. so, no time result available on9. tahniah semua!.

powerman malaysia finisher. 14/11/10 <4j 35m>

powerman malaysia.

oh, planned so well. strategy and so on. first class hotel! thx to ajad the tuan rumah... first 11km run still dlm target. 51mins. ahead of iskandar and abe.but during cycling, participant no 619 from USA hit me. crash! hurt my butt and the bike. rim kemek! got slashes here and there. 50km to go. rase nak give up. i cant even sit on the saddle. wtf! kejap berhenti kejap berhenti. abe potong dengan penuh senyuman. Ok, boleh tahan lagi sebab sama jantina. Then KAK JULIE, kali ni mmg xleh tahan. die potong mase aku dok menahan sakit punggung xterperi kat tepi jalan. macam mee maggi! haha. ok, kali ni sedeyh sgt. timing utk cycling 2j 30m. slowly i ride to the T2. last 10km run, i tried to push harder, still xboleh. walaupon xberjalan, terus berlari anak smpi finishing line. 4j 35m. =.='

run 4 it 12km finisher. 31/10/10 <1j 01m>

run 4 it run.

nun jauh di klang. bertolak seawal 2 pagi. kali illeyas pulak yang terbuka hati nak sedut lemak secara halal. dan kali ni, first time seumur hidup aku, dia, dan kami semua kawan2 yang iellyas tgug kitorg. wow! pon sama lari haram. run as usual. pace sendiri sambil menahan kencing yang xbisa dibuang. aih!owh ye, first iellyas's 10km. hoho! aku bgtau iellyas, "tahniah iellyas, sub 2hours!" padahal timing tu loser je. hahaha..fyi, he clocked 5mins before cut off. :) well done anyway. first try! reza tertinggal 10minit belakang aku.

tahniah all!

mizuno wave run finisher. 17/10/10 <54m 23s>

mizuno run.

kali ni, reza dah terbuka hati nak ikut aku pergi race event walaupon secara haram. waktu tu duit da habis sebab ap pon xigt. haha! janji dengan arep sukarno the marathon finisher nak gerak skali. tapi lambat sbb tggu reza yang ~~konon~~ sakit perut. padahal bgn lambat aku tahu. jauh dihujung dunia kitorg parking kereta. around 1km to starting line, org dah start lari. so, xkan la nak start depan skali kan..kantoilah lari haram n maen tipu. so kami pon start belakang skali. target aku nak tangkap arep je. tapi terlekat dlm jammed org yang beriadah sambil berlari. :)

hooha run 5k finisher. 10/10/10 <20m 23s>

hooha run.

haa, ini satu lagi kisah..habis je nike run terus ke bukit bintang untuk hooha run untuk event kedua dlm satu hari. berharap hari tu dpt cover distance 20km. rupenye hooha run hanya 5km. its ok then. amirul punya pendapat suroh buat 50min untuk nike and 50min untuk hooha tergendala. damn! habis lari terus gerak ke klcc untuk konsert. terlalu ramai bapok xberguna join nike run. =.='

nike run challenge10k finisher 10/10/10 <49m 23s>

nike run

walaupon jarang sekali untuk berpeluh sepanjang interns period ni, aku ttp nak join race.susahnya mencari parking hanya tuhan yang tahu. sampailah race dah nak start..aku pergi depan starting line tanye polis mane nak park kereta! haha...nasib baik sempat. smpi2 terus bunyi siren. lari dan lari terkejut nampak timing kat finishing line. alhamdulillah. owh, konsert di pagi hari mcm kelakar, tapi cool. too phat rocks the world.

owh ye, i clocked my best 10km timing not in anyone of these races, during training on trek!

Thinking of to do 2 more events before reporting back to upnm.

ATM Triathlon 2010.

1.5km swim 40km cycling 10km run.

CYCM Run.

10km run.

owh ye, keep healthy life and keep fit!

and tomorrow we gonna have this!

and gonna have this in 2 weeks time.

:) goodbye everyone.

'yang mulia'

2010-10-31T16:49:00.000+08:00

thinking of 'yang mulia'. yes you. the past.

interns.

2010-10-26T12:53:00.000+08:00

join me, keep fit!

these are some activities, captured during my interns programme at iris.

51 days to go.

iris futsal 2010.

prepare for trouble.

juz before the quater final match.

no 1 for champion.

HR man, abg shah. juniors, contact him for placing in iris next time.

the 'ladies'.

blood donation campaign 2010.

omg, first timer. saye takut nak tgk reading BP saya doctor. = ='

yeah, i feeeel good.

120/80, 56bits per minute.

''you army? why are you here?''

"for you doc!"

Blood type O for superhero syazwan.

adakah anda tergolong?

kudapan after donate.

dato' vincent tan, the owner.

and

and there are still a lot of activities i joined. I feel so great to do my interns here, di iris. In terms of payment, food, officemates, oh the ladies, manager, the ex-boy now a director, we shared our experiences during army training together, he asked me to do front support. what a life!. unless the distance. :(

owh ya, the tasks also superb banyak, "for future ahmad!"

caligraphy competition.

health quiz.

makan dan makan.

kenyang dan kenyang lagi. wow!

thousand million miles.

2010-10-06T09:54:00.000+08:00

hitam dan putih hidup kebelakangan ini.

assalamualaikum wbt.

its been an amazing week and amazing day to update my blog, at home!

3 big events, 2 missed.

aih, terasa sangat jealous dengan amirul and aiman since dorg skrg dah jadi half ironman finisher.aku still olympic distance finisher dari dulu smpi sekarang. both, sesat time swim yg menyebabkan pancit tahap death!

well, at least masa aku tak bazir stay kat rumah, here is the best reason for my absence at desaru and newton run. i joined ump innovation and design cmpetition. we won silver and one special award, that is most happening booth!

i think this is UMP's vice cansellor.

one of the judges,a professor in electrical.

walking down the lane.

3 muskeeters, the participants,ambassadors and winners.

also one of the judges, a lecturer at UMP.

dari perlis sampailah ke sabah, kami telah menggebang.

explaining about the project

sila sengetkan komputer anda. tq

here comes the true legend, prof rizal.

this competition is the first of its kind i participated. i was in dilemma to choose either sports or academics, back to my objective in upnm, to become a intelligent officer with physical and strength. Then, i chose this competetion. i have many certs in sports. 3 folders. i was in athletics before, dah cover 1 folder. :)

long way to go. satu sem lagi di upnm! insyaAllah.

a silver and one special awards, enough describe thousands stories. critics and yells, all absorbed nicely.

congratulation to all upnm super duper triathletes, you all sucks! xtunggu aku. i don care, promise ill be back!

p/s: owh ye, ask no why my name is farahi, ask where is syazwan's.

2010-09-09T04:12:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum w.b.t

saudara, sahabat, skod, buddies, comrades, brothers, and all.

selamat hari raya aidilfitri

maaf zahir & batin

pergerakan ke kelantan, 09 1300H 2010.

p/s : baju raya putih bunga biru merah,satu panggilan di aidilfitri sudah memadai. thanks. =)

itu ini.

2010-08-24T22:22:00.001+08:00

salam ramadhan dan selamat hari yang indah untuk semua.

hari ke-14 ramadhan, masih gagal untuk digunakan sebaik mungkin.

sawangan.

2010-07-20T13:21:00.000+08:00

salam.

spesel post utk hari yang nak mampus.

ok hari ni g makan free kat cafe je...=)

balik awal nak setelkan

oh 2 projek software nigeria yang ntah pape.

oh cadangan tajuk psm yang 2 kali kene reject.

oh projek psm yang masih mendung asap.

oh tidak....

perlu balas ke?

2010-07-14T21:05:00.001+08:00

cik bun, kene buat gak ke mangsa tagged tu?
xmo la..
hahahhahaha

2010-07-13T23:15:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum w.b.t

Guys, lecturers, pnFatimah, pnMozi and pnSuhaila, sorry sgttt xsmpt nak reply msg or call. Easy to say I'm really busy with my internship at IRIS Corporation Bhd. But, hold my words, this is syazwan and ill try my best to complete the task given to me.

It's my second week yesterday but then, I started my work at 0830H and gone back at 1800pm for the past week. and that was considered early. and to make it more interesting, my table is next to otai-otai engineer di IRIS. nice~

and it's really really interesting and the experiences I'd gained for the past two weeks really priceless!. everyone really helpful and friendly, I felt like I'd already part of them although it's only my second week there!.

from IE manager, kak nor to my senior engineer, semua baek.=) We breakfast and lunch together everyday without failed. But, when it comes to work, oh tuhan sesungguhnya aku rasa aku mempunyai otak kosong. hahaha... fyi, we are given subsidies for our lunch.semuanya free of charge!. ironically, we still have our lunch outside iris. giant, medan selera tpm and bandar kinrara. They have big salaries, ive big appetite with so-so salaries..nasibbaik leh idop lagi.. My supervisor is 26-year old man, master in software eng : en Fauzhan.

anyway, sorry for the late update. busy with internship and helping my stomach in kedai everyday.

owh ye, oficially posted to Industrial Engineering Department of IRIS Corp from UPNM.=)

OH LAPORAN PSM....=(

istimewa hari bapa.

2010-06-20T11:51:00.000+08:00

rusli bin ibrahim

orang kampung.

anak orang kl.

abah oo abah,

kalau dulu abah tak bagi kayuh basikal tepi jalanraya,

iwan mengamuk, marah.

kini, iwan berlumba atas lebuhraya.

kalau dulu abah panjat bukit blkg rumah, ade hutan.

iwan mengamuk, marah.

kini, iwan askar hutan.

kalau dulu abah tak bagi iwan mandi sungai gombak,

iwan mengamuk, marah.

kini iwan dah berenang di pantai berombak.

kalau dulu kene tipu gambar abah photoshop pergi perang,

kononya platoon commander perang dunia ke-2,

iwan jeles, marah, bangga.

kini iwan dah pon jadi platoon commander,

kalau dulu abah suka layan lagu broery,

iwan tak suke, marah.

kini berhembus angin malam hary-hary.

kalau abah orang kampung,

iwan pon orang kampung.:)

maaf atas segala kesalahan iwan tehadap maa dan abah. iwan banyak menjadi anggota rebel dengan ngoh dulu. Sekarang iwan faham, kalau abah benarkan segala yang iwan nak, mungkin xdapat merasai nikmat yang iwan nak tu kini dan selamanya..=)

selamat hari bapa,

anak askarmu,

iwan.

you might want to read dis.

2010-06-19T12:11:00.001+08:00

~~to you, i have 16 days left.~~

~~to you, i will do my internship programme.~~

~~to you, still intrested with our plans?~~

~~but, i know you may not intrested anymore after all these.~~

1 thing i want you to know, ill stick to my decision and will wait till the day to come.

why?

2010-06-07T21:39:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum w.b.t

hubungan israel-palestine atau arab-palestine or watever name it goes by, kekadang tidak mampu membuatkan manusia beragama Islam itu sendiri untuk faham akan keaaan semasa melalui pandangan ketenteraan, hanya sekadar pandangan yang xberapa nak utuh.

tidak perlu melaung-laung dijalanan menentang kekejaman Israel terhadap palestine. tidak perlu join pertubuhan-pertubuhan 'manusia tidak larat' di facebook atau internet kalau diri langsung tidak dilengkapi dengan kelengkapan yang sepatutnya diisi dengan kekuatan ilmu, fizikal dan mental.

sedar tidak sedar, malaysia sebenarnya juga agak mudah untuk diancam sekiranya rakyat leka hendak memantu negara luar, negara sendiri dilupakan. hubungan malaysia dengan sekitar boleh diperhatikan perkembangannya dari masa ke semasa. tambak johor dan jambatan senget di johor, pulau batu putih, pulau perak, obama-indonesia, singapore-israel dan filipina-malaysia.

pada mata kasar, jambatan nampak remeh, kenapa perlu jambatan senget? kan? pernah x terfikir dari segi strategic pertahanan yang terdapat disitu? nilai ekonomi?

pulau putih dari segi jarak sempadan? kemampuan persenjataan dari jarak dekat.

dalam diam, US mampu untuk membina pangkalan di indonesia melalui hubungan obama-indonesia yang baik. indonesia dapat bantuan kewangan, US dapat kawasan. mampu untuk melancarkan serangan ke setiap negara anti-amerika dan anti-israel di asia pada bila-bila masa. Malaysia? kira la jarak indon ke malaysia kalau peluru kita boleh terbang 3000m. US?

registration day 2010.

2010-05-21T02:53:00.001+08:00

assalmualaikum w.b.t

saturday, may 22nd

westpoint style..more american and smart.

the r-day is a registration day designed and planned to welcome our new junior to our community.intelligent officers, lebih smart and 'waras' compared to other msian military colleges.this day reminds me to my last-day-as-civillian. During my time, those days as junior were sucks. =)

i hope they, the new cadets will enjoy my short story taken from my first half-way diary named 'The Bullshit'

" Let’s start at the beginning. Once upon a time, in land far far away there was a 'orang kampung' who decided he was going to go to UPNM. This boy grew up in Gombak and his name is Ahmad Syazwan Rusli. Long story short, I GOT IN!!!!!!! I got accepted and was sooooo excited. Decisions, decisions…… Did I really want to go to UPNM and go the 4 years route? YES! I figured, 4 year route or not, at the end of the day, I’ll be UPNM graduate. A captain, an army officer, a gentleman, a warrior and serve my country. God's willing. Thank you very much......................................... "

........3 years already, one more year left if and only if i pass all my subjects.Amin..

youre on candid camera!

eco-challenge champion.

i did it.

kinabalu 07

black-man kutik

taktik kotor.=)

military class-theory.

upnm - usafa

train to kill.

charging my frens.

the interview-cum-conference with nestle.

enjoying milo for free.

on board LAS Destroyer, Russia's

hukuman untuk budak nakal.

raya.

aku di perantauan

farewell parade.

these pictures are some of the moments captured during freshmen days to senior nowadays.

academics and military, equivalent.

amin.

ok go go..=)

2010-05-21T01:44:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum w.b.t

hye gang..

kebosanan di kala latihan ketenteraan perkhidmatan kali ni.agak pelik tapi benar.

sebelum ni xpernah terjadi kejadian 'terasa lapang di dada' semasa latihan..

mungkin kali ni, selepas meluahkan segala yang terpendam di hati..

itu sudah cukup buat aku gumbira.

gagahkan hati nak tanye stret...=)

stronger man.

yes, now i agree dat letting go is better.

giving on sumone doesnt show u are weak.

just go and move on.

p/s : da pack semua hadiah yg diterima,letak dlm kotak nnt bawak balik...xbaek buang =)

reasons why.

2010-05-18T01:07:00.000+08:00

1. cgpa problem.

2. 'things' dat often happen everytime we meet.

3. guilty towards u.

4. cant control emotions.

5. ive tried to fight all problems above but i FAILED to.

pain is temporary.

now, i manage to increase my cgpa to 3 above.

now, i manage to control my emotions.

now, im ready to commit.

now, i declare to change my attitude, be more firm and rational.

but, one thing i wanna tell you.

for me, first love never die.

liar, if i can forget u.

liar, if i can erase all the memories.

why i keep changing my words?

i said a than b, than c.

ok, my fault.

but u cant judge me based on that situation.

from now on, i wanna tell u this.

and i want u to know dat i can leave u as u wish.

but, u will never be replaced.

remember 'cuppycake'..=)

to whom who concern.

"Giving up on someone doesn’t always mean you are weak,

sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go"

khas buat mu.

2010-05-09T13:25:00.000+08:00

Dear Ruhani Bt Mahmood,

Mum you're every woman in the world to me,
You're my fantasy, you're my reality,
Mum you're every woman in the world to me,
You're everything i need,
You're ev'rything to me, oh mum.

Thank you very much Ruhani Bt Mahmood for everything.

specifically for you from your child soldier.

love, iwan.

.the end

2010-05-05T15:51:00.000+08:00

the end and the counting of the day.

assalamualaikum w.b.t

"syazwan please meet me after final ni."...
"ap kes pulak ni. orang nak celebrate habis exam ni?" haha, xkisah la...
fokus tadi mmg totally pada paper arini, software engineering.
xnak pikir laen, 110% preparation for this time. harap bawak hasil.
well, rezeki tuhan bagi boleh jawab last paper for this sem dgn tenang walau dalam keketaran kesejukan.=)

syukur alhamdulillah.

jadual arini diteruskan untuk bertemu penyelia projek sarjana muda, pn fatimah.
sekotak besar atas meja, rm**k RFID training machine.
"ok, as u can see this is RFID training machine...and for your PSM i want u to make a full use of this machine."
RFID ?????
hanya terpikir pasal kawalan perimeter sebab slalu tgk discovery channel der~
and for sure timing chip. YES, TIMING CHIP is gonna be my PSM. i decided.
listening to her explaination makes me more konfius.
"ive to do a lot of homeworks, a lot of studies during my-exam-free-crazee utk projek ni.!!!"
what the heck??
but, its ok since pn fatimah willing to help us early early before we depart to our company for internship programme.Oh my God, LI? hahaha hidup gua bahagia. Thanks to pn fatimah. Sinar matahari PSM da trase. haha.

oh, internship in one big thing.Tapi xpela, duduk rumah sri gombak, naek ~~jazz~~ neo oren, keluar rumah pas subuh, pakai planters..wahhh, indah pabila mengimbau kisah sebelum bergelar parajurit ni. rindu! haha..

hhmmm, cukuplah buat masa ni. byk lagi hal penting nak kene setel. packing buku2, baju2, pas habis militray semester kali ni akan terus LI, so kene pack sume bawak balik termasuk spike boot drill bot? kahkhakhakah bagi adek2 pakai.

need to get into my stamina back, original shape, burning lipid. burning in hell.

perhentian, here i come!
bunga, i will arrange another trip for you jgn sedeyh..=)

truly,
ahmadsyazwan.

pejam celik.

2010-04-15T10:53:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum w.b.t

pejam celik final exam start hari senin ni, fb dijadikan sarapan pagi sebagai pencegah mengantuk dek study di malam hari, aih~ kasi selit blog sket ler kali ni...hehhe

well, pejam celik pejam celik da 3 tahun aku hidup dalam dunia ketenteraan yang penuh pusing dan ribut ni. macam-macam dugaan ditelan dimuntah dijilat. Mengikut jadual dan mmg sudah tertulis dalam kalendar universiti, tahun depan aku bakal ditauliahkan sebagai pegawai tentera berpangkat kapten IF AND ONLY IF aku berjaya tamatkan akademik aku. Berita tentang keadaan yang bakal menanti semasa melapor diri ke unit tentera nnt amat tidak boleh diterima akal, tetapi aku percaya bahawa satu hari nanti keadaan ini akan berubah apabila kami menguasai pucuk pimpinan kelak, InsyaAllah. Ilmu penyuluh masa depan. Bukan kekuatan yang memain peranan sepenuhnya.

Dah la, benci la cerita pasal askar ni, pejam celik lagi, lagi sebulan setengah aku bakal menghirup udara segar dari luar kem tentera selama 6 bulan. yes 6 bulan sudah cukup heaven bagi kami. dunia baru. Tetapi itu bukan perkara utama kerana kami bakal menghadapi suasana dan cabaran latihan industri ditambah dengan terdesak menyiapkan projek sarjana muda kelak. mampukah kami, ataupon mampukah aku yang lagi penting?
5/7 - 10/12

pejam celik, da kol 9 lebih da...masih dihujani dengan panggilan dari rakan2 akan kelas bakal dilangsungkan dimana, dengan siapa, jam berapa, pergi matilah. serabut weyh nak study ni..:P ckp sekali sudeyh~ xpe, aku xkisah pon..hahahha...rakan-rakan sangat nakal bersama diri yang lemah ni. melihatkan jam ditangan, agak lewat nak start sudy ni...kahkahkah..

semoga ketemu lagi kawan-kawan.

sekitar lawatan kadet dari united states airforce academy ke upnm.

wassalam.

bye

ini dan itu

2010-04-09T10:52:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum w.b.t

terlalu banyak yg telah terfikirkan pada waktu-waktu sukar ni.
alhamdulillah i completed all the projects, assignments and reports for the whole semester.
except for operational research. lead by the influenced umar, ramai yang rasa kami akan dapat markah yang tinggi, but unfortunately, tidak begitu. kami pon tidak tahu mana silap. YES! kami da siapkan report sehari awal dari dateline presentation. kami da meeting lama untuk report itu. Allah maha besar, mungkin itu satu pengajaran kepada semua supaya lebih bekerjasama. Umar, milin and all the ladies uve done a very good job. walaupon kite punya report langsung x meet the expectation. =(

well, another thing happened. unexpected. rudiculuos and hard to understand. bila difikarkan balik, rasanya aku sudah cukup yakin, cukup syarat. tetiba, lain pula jadinya,da plan many things for every single day u in here. but, dia lagi hebat dan segala jenis rancangan yang dirancang, tepaksa dikomot, dikeronyot, dikoyak dan terpaksa dibakar supaya dakwatnya tidak berjangkit.

EVERYTHING I DO, I DO IT FOR YOU (Bryan Adams)

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into my heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

THIS SONG is FOR YOU.

menikmati keindahan kolam renang di setiap petang mampu menenangkan perasaan ini.

aku seorang askar, kene kuat.!

final exam is around the corner, push yang terhebat sedang dilakukan bersama teman baik azizul azmi.

semoga kami di anugerahkan kejayaan dunia akhirat.

adios.

gurl.

2010-04-03T17:15:00.000+08:00

I need an easy gurlfriend
I do ... with an ear to lend
I do ... think you fit this shoe
I do ... won't you have a clue

I'll take advantage while
You hang me out to dry
But I can't see you every night
Free
I do

I'm standing in your line
I do ... hope you have the time
I do ... pick a number too
I do ... keep a date with you

I'll take advantage while
You hang me out to dry
But I can't see you every night
Free
I do

IRIS Corporation Berhadb - USAFA Cadets

2010-03-26T12:10:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum w.b.t

alhamdulillah syukur, selepas babak sebok menelefon menjawab panggilan ditolak diarah tunggu, akhirnya berjaya dipanggil ntuk interview ke IRIS Corp Bhd. Well, semua berjalan lancar dan berjaya diterima.=)

ok, cukup sekadar ini..moga PSM akan datang berjalan dengan sangat lancar tiada masalah. sesungguhnya Tuhan itu sangat menyayangi hambanya. Dengan tidak mengeluh, Allah gantikan tempat asal dengan tempat yang lebih baik dan maju dari segala segi menurut lecturers and profs. thanks IRIS for giving me chance to enhance my skills and test my knowledge..

last week, i invloved in entertaining and accompanying the United States Airforce Academy for the whole-half-day. Ular dan katak menjadi menu. Experience,knowledge,stories,racing dan kitorg terlibat combat tracking.=)

nnt upload lagi, org library ni da bising.

hahahahhahhaa.....

BYE..off to kenyir international triathlon..

bilangsajawahaisahabat.

2010-03-26T01:41:00.001+08:00

asslamualaikum w.b.t

well, 2 minggu terakhir yang aku telah berjaya susun dengan rapi dan teratur. tiada assignmnt last minute, training early in the morning, preparation for interview, tests, and races. semua berjaya dengan cemerlang.=)

berbalik kepada berita temuduga latihan industri. kekadang rasanya agak kelakar dan kekadang rase agak hebat yang begitu merendah diri apabila ramai manusia berpengaruh agak excited dengan berita aku terpilih untuk ke pemilihan itu. SEPERTI DIJANGKA, interview itu sangat tough dan sgt2 tensen2 pada mula2nya, alhamdulillah semua dilalui dengan tenang. itulah kehebatan kaki kencing.:P dengan itu, berjayalah aku untuk menjalani latihan industri di IRIS Corp Bhd di bukit jalil,=)) yahooo~~

towerthon da setel, tggl kenyir lake international triathlon esok untuk difokuskan sebelum terpaksa tidur dengan buku dan notes. final exam pulak lepas tu okay~ semua ready, tggl aku je yang still agak cuak takut jadi macam tahun lepas, basikal xsehat 100%. deurailler pulak senget. semue nak mintak aku kuar duet la ni, mentang2 gaji baru masuk..hahaha

owh ye, sebeblom terlupa agenda utama, sekiranya kamu sudah berpunya dan telah membuat pilihan yang terbaik, ade baeknye di khabarkan kepada mereka yang menuggu kan?=) boleh di-cancel-kan segala hajat dihati.