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2013-05-23T02:28:00.002-07:00

I'm sitting here, listening to that one sad song over and over again. So much to do, but I can't help myself. What's wrong with me?
The sad mood of the song applies to my mood. I feel sad and desperate. Why can't I stop listening to that song? I feel good and lost at the same time. It feels good, being down. Why does that make me so happy? I feel like I'm about to cry. To cry everything that's on my heart bothering me, out.
But I can't. Tired. Exhausted. I'll let this mood last for a while, then stop listening to that song and go back to normal.

Audrey

Nikon D3000

2012-12-25T11:59:00.001-08:00

My daddy bought a Nikon D3000 few months ago. Just some random pictures I took :)
I'm thinking about getting my own DSLR but they're so damn expensive T_T

Amercian Diner

2012-12-24T13:10:00.000-08:00

Just me spending all my money on food :)

and MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL!!!

much love xxoo

Audrey

Lee Hi feat. Epik High - It's cold

Satisfaction

2012-12-09T09:01:00.001-08:00

I caught myself, thinking of you again. I know I'm not supposed to waste my time and energy by thinking of you and me and what we used to be, but I can't help it.
The thought of you makes me feel dizzy and helpless. I've fallen for you and I'm over you at the same time.
With you I experienced, how it is to love someone, but at the same time you never gave me the feeling of being loved.
Even though you never gave me anything back, while I gave you my everything, I feel satisfied.
I'm glad, that I met you. And this thing between us helped me to grow up to a more mature woman. Independent, grown-up and strong. At least that's what I wish to happen.

xxoo
Audrey

torn

2012-09-26T13:28:00.000-07:00

What's wrong with me lately? What is my heart trying to tell me? Do I like him or not. I don't know what I'm supposed to do, think or feel at all. I never felt this lost before. Lost in my own feelings.
Why can't I decide whether it is just friendship that connects us or even more than friendship? It's so hard to tell and I'm more than confused.
There's no one to help me out in this situation. I have to find it out by myself, but just how? Not sure how I will handle this problem or if I will try to solve it. Will I make the right decision? I'm torn. What to do now?

xxoo
Audrey

Questions over questions

2012-09-18T06:20:00.001-07:00

What's wrong with us lately? Why can't we talk to each other like we used to? What happened to us, to cause us to change like that? I don't feel loved anymore. It seems like you don't care about me anymore.
How am I supposed to let you know, that I feel like I'm the only one suffering in this relationship? Shall we break up? Is that the end? I still love you. I still care for you. My feelings for you ddidn't change at all. There has to be a solution. I don't want this to end... Not like that.

xxoo Audrey

2PM - Tik Tok

Just go

2012-09-06T14:29:00.000-07:00

If you want to leave me, I won't hold you back. If you want to search new hapiness, just go and leave me alone. Forget about us and what we felt for each other. Never ever think of me again, just go.
Find a new person to love. Someone to hold you tight, someone to comfort you, when you're sad, someone to stay with you at night. Just go...

I think I'll be okay ... at least I'm trying ... Just go

Let me introduce you ...

2012-08-05T12:17:00.000-07:00

My new baby ... my HTC One X

When you popped out of the package ... you looked so beautiful.

Stunningly beautiful. Now that I have you and can hold you in my hands I ask myself how I ever was able to live without you.

You brighten up my day. You're there when nobody else is.

It was love at first sight.

Ok, ok ... I know I'm exaggerating but that phone is really pretty and I just love it, even though we had some problems at the beginning ♥

Because I'm not at home right now I don't have access to my bank account and can't buy things at amazon, so I had to buy a simple silicon case to protect my new baby ♥

Which case looks better? The first one or the second one?

OOTD :)

Frankfurt

2012-08-02T03:34:00.001-07:00

I graduated from high school 2 weeks ago and because my parents were not content with my marks, I couldn't go to my so long wished vacation to Vietnam.
I've been at my aunt's house for a week now. Working and stuff, so I won't get bored at home. I thought I would be fine to stay here but now I really miss my home and my family and friends.
Never thought that I would be this emotional and sensitive.
I really like it here but to be at home now would be nice too (:

Photobucket; Pictures from our Shoot

2012-07-13T02:03:00.002-07:00

So the other day we made a little photoshoot and here is the result. I think the pictures are really awesome. Of course we still are noobs at photography and stuff but we're trying to learn bit by bit. Hope you enjoy and feel free to comment, give advice and tips and so on ;)

much love xxoo Audrey

sneak peak ;)

2012-07-11T12:50:00.000-07:00

More of that shit coming tomorrow ;)

xxoo
Audrey

DSLR

2012-06-27T12:49:00.000-07:00

Today I borrowed Mai's DSLR-camera and I just love it ♥

So cool to take phots with this camera. Here some pictures

I really need to get me a DSLR *-* I'm in love with it now
This would be my dream camera:

If I can't go on vacation this summer I'll buy me one ... hopefully
xxoo
much love, Audrey ♥

Magdeburg with Trang and Linh

2012-06-06T05:53:00.000-07:00

I already mentioned in one of my posts, that I would go to Magdeburg and visit Trang and Linh and my husband (?). I love my girls, but otherwise this trip was really disappointing. It could have been better. I'm still confused and new problems popped up. No me gusta :/

We'll see what the future brings and I hope it will come to an happy end for us.

xxoo
Audrey

PS.: hihi I have a picture with him together :D

Wonder Girls - Girlfriend

Erfurt ciddeeeyyy

2012-06-03T02:56:00.001-07:00

Went to my home town Erfurt with my family and friends a week ago, because there was a feast for being 25 years in Germany. My parents worked in a factory and there were many vietnamese people and every 5 years or so they celebrate that ... it's like a class meeting. I think it was really funny for my parents to meet their friends.
Everyone moved away. Everyone is busy working. No time to see or just call each other. The day before my cousin (who I rarely see) contacted me and said she would be in Erfurt as well :D yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
When we arrived in Erfurt I was overwhelmed by its beauty. I really forgot or didn't noticed how beautiful this city is.
We went through the city all together and then went to the restaurant, where the party was held. I didn't like it there. I rarely knew some people and couldn't remember all the names anymore.
So I called my cousin and met her in the city again (my parents loed me drive the car alone :D hehee)
She was there with her friends. I was there with some friends. A big crowd of people walking trough Erfurt and talking and suddenly I saw an old classmate!
Such a surprise to meet him (we haven't seen each other for 5 years, because I rarely visit Erfurt, after I had a big argument with my former best friend)
It was really nice to meet him again. We had a nice talk (we talked so long that the other ones left already XD)
All in all it was great. I love that city, even though the party was boring and I had to sneak out XD

:) random video ...

xxoo ♥
Audrey

CN Blue- Hey you

Disappointment

2012-06-02T08:32:00.001-07:00

Why am I so stupid? Why did I let you into my heart. You took my heart and crushed it in your palms without even realizing, that you meant everything to me. It hurts, but I have to be strong. I'll be over you. I'll erase you out of my mind and someday i'll face you again, as a stronger person. But for now, I'm just disappointed, that I've let it come so far

Magdeburg

2012-05-31T11:40:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow going to Magdeburg to visit some people like my sweethearts Linh and Trang again :)
Now that my exams are over I have too much time and I can finally visit my lovely ones.
I hope this weekend's going to be amazing and everything will go smoothly as I wish ...
wish me good luck for my date ;)

xxoo
Audrey

Seung Ji Eun - Going Crazy

죄 승 현 사 랑 해 ♥

2012-05-31T02:45:00.001-07:00

I'm in love. In love with Choi Seung Hyun (죄 승 현), better known as T.O.P. from BIG BANG. He put a spell on me with his deep and sexy voice. His killer smile is only dedicated to me so take off your dirty hands bitches. He's mine! MUHAHAHAHA
사 랑 해 오 빠 ♥

Stressed

2012-04-25T06:00:00.001-07:00

No posts in the next 3 weeks because of my final A-level exams -.-" they're killing me. So much stress. So many things to learn. I thought it would be easier, but what to do now. I can't help it, but keep studying and then many many posts are coming. I can guarantee you that ;)

Much love xxoo
Audrey

OOTD ;)

Blazer from H&M: 20eu (sale)
transparent Top from Gina Tricot: 20eu
Basic skirt from H&M: 5eu
wedge heels from Tally Weijl: 20eu
wool tights from Primark: 1eu (sale)

SHOPPING ♥ with Franzi & Linh & Huyeni & Anna & Katta

2012-04-10T07:01:00.001-07:00

Exhausted and broke after my shopping trip to Hannover, I'll show you what I've bought :)

And not to forget finally made it to meet Franzi/Trang (← link to her blog (but only in german)). She's soo adorable and has a really cute style c:
I'm really happy that we've finally managed to meet each other :)

White Top from Primark: 12eu
Jumpsuit from Primark: 9eu

I really love KIKO cosmetics ♥ The price is affordable and the products really good. I bought the 30 days extension mascara from KIKO like a year ago and I fell in love with it. It strengthens my lashes and gives me an every-day casual look. It was just 3.90eu at that time and now they have it on sale again (BUY IT AS LONG AS IT'S CHEAP! because the usual prize would be 7.90eu!). Unfortunately they didn't have the night treatment serum anymore, so this time I bought both. And in addition to that I bought a "cream against imperfections caused by cellulite" (5eu), which is supposed to tight the skin around your leg so it will get slimmer.

I really hope it'll work but I will see the result in a month or so and then definitely tell you.

I'm going to review the BB Cream in another post, 'cause otherwise this post would be too long.

Just to sum it up. I was an awesome day ♥ I love you guys!

much love xxoo

Audrey

Tori Kelly - Dear No One
Now, Now Every Children - Giants

Essence Fashion Nail Sticker - Leopard Design

2012-04-05T14:02:00.001-07:00

Actually I wanted to try those out ages ago but somehow I couldn't overcome myself to buy it, but when I was in Frankfurt (details on that trip in a later post)

I just bought them without thinking :)

Instead of learning I decided to try it out, since I was going to Hannover the next day.

First of all you have to remove any nail polish or whatever from your nails and they should be dry and ... why am I telling you all this?

There's an instruction on the package and it's pretty simple.

It took me about half an hour and I think the result is pretty nice :)

(The package said its going to last 5 days if I put some coat polish on it ... hope it will last long ...)

[because I blow-dried it and put some top coat on it lasted about 2 weeks!]

EXTRA ADVICE: take a hair-dryer and heat the stickers up, after you've put them on your fingers. The stickers is more elastic then and they adopt to your nail shape more easily (if you can say it so ... XD)

But don't heat it up for too long, because - yes - it gets pretty hot!

much love xxoo

Audrey

PS.: if there are still questions, feel free to ask me ;)(http://www.formspring.me/emNHx)

dye my hair

2012-03-29T02:41:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I dyed my hair for the second time, because the hairline disturbed me. All in all I was pretty content with the result. It's lighter than before, but somehow I couldn't fix the matter with my hairline. Next time I'll let my aunt do it, so I won't get yelled at for being so dumb and dying my hair alone, all by myself.

Just some pictured how my hair looked like before and after dying. In light places my hair looks really light :O

The difference isn't that huge, but to me it's clearly visible :D

much love xxoo

Audrey

CN.Blue - Still in Love

4Men- ttokttokttok

:l

2012-03-26T12:29:00.000-07:00

Posts will be coming :D

so sorry
xxoo
Audrey

:D

2012-03-16T07:57:00.001-07:00

On my way to Weimar now :D

finally 2 days just chilling and relaxing after the troublesome week -.-''

♥

I'M 18 NOW BITCH!

2012-03-09T12:58:00.001-08:00

Thanks to all my cuties, who just made my day :)

Finally can drive a car on my own, buy alcohol and go clubbing :D

Waited sooo long for this day to come and here it is c:

I ♥ you guys!

much love xxoo

Audrey ♥

Sun going down. Isn't it beautiful?

2012-03-01T09:18:00.001-08:00