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the innocent prophecies - 1 - imagination

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Sat, 18 May 2013 12:29:00 +0000

as matter arises in consciousness, the world arises in imagination—the past is outer; the present is inner—the future is intuition—and all are but sweet nothings in the clear dissolving light of pure affectionate awareness

39th circular - last word / no word

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Mon, 13 May 2013 16:20:00 +0000

surrender is more than just a word; it's the last word—

surrendering what i thought i was to what i am—

revealing there is nothing there to be surrendered—

surrender isn't just a word; it's the realization there is no word…

verse: word

surrender is more than just a word;

it's the last word—

surrendering what i thought i was

to what i am—

revealing there is nothing there

to be surrendered—

surrender isn't just a word;

it's the realization

there is no word…

38th circular - diversion

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Sun, 12 May 2013 16:18:00 +0000

relatively speaking, this world is a necessary diversion and descent from the evolutionary ascending trajectory of being becoming self-aware—

the light of infancy descends into the rock-like hard egoic self—

the rock of self erodes within its time of suffering into a lighter substance providing an organic movement up toward life and light—

a person's world is thought so small; love conceives a light infinitely larger.

verse: a necessary diversion and descent

relatively speaking,

this world is a necessary diversion and descent

from the evolutionary ascending trajectory

of being becoming self-aware—

the light of infancy descends

into the rock-like hard egoic self—

the rock of self erodes

within its time of suffering

into a lighter substance providing

an organic movement up toward life and light—

a person's world is thought so small;

love conceives a light infinitely larger.

37th circular - signs

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Sun, 12 May 2013 16:13:00 +0000

intuition and synchronous signs are the push and pull respectively for the vehicle of the action figure dream character called a person—

when intuition and synchronous signs are ignored, these subtle energies are replaced with the more obvious ones of nightmares and sufferings—

it doesn't hurt to remember the dream character is not in control: surrender to the script.

verse: intuition and synchronous signs

intuition and synchronous signs are

the push and pull respectively

for the vehicle of the action figure

dream character called a person—

when intuition and synchronous signs are ignored,

these subtle energies are replaced

with the more obvious ones

of nightmares and sufferings—

it doesn't hurt to remember

the dream character is not in control:

surrender to the script.

36th circular - knowledge

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Sun, 12 May 2013 16:10:00 +0000

this tangled knot of thoughts acquires a glimmer of the truth in a single timeless loving moment that unties itself into that truth—

consciousness knowing itself is love and love is the only knowledge but love aware is the manifestation of the great and real unknown—

thus love is everything but love aware is the wisdom knowing that it's nothing.

verse: knowing that it's nothing

this tangled knot of thoughts acquires

a glimmer of the truth in a single timeless loving moment

that unties itself into that truth—

consciousness knowing itself is love

and love is the only knowledge

but love aware is the manifestation of

the great and real unknown—

thus love is everything

but love aware is the wisdom

knowing that it's nothing.

35th circular - done

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Sun, 12 May 2013 16:06:00 +0000

the first key is to see what appears as matter, including what appears to be you, arises in nonlocalized consciousness, and not vice versa—

the second key is to see the witnessing awareness in consciousness i am is a reflection of the great unknown, and astonishingly, I Am That—

there's no localized seeing though since consciousness is non-localized, or universal, so the person doesn't do a thing, but is done: no key—

but whatever a person thinks it does is its necessary response to being done until it's only response is dropping all response & just be done—

if a person wants to monitor how done it is, it should monitor its responses; the more unconditional love present there, the more done it is—

it's helpful to understand there's no fooling the monitor; trying to respond with unconditional love fools no one but the person not done.

verse: so the person doesn't do a thing

the first key is to see what appears as matter,

including what appears to be you,

arises in nonlocalized consciousness,

and not vice versa—

the second key is to see

the witnessing awareness in consciousness i am is

a reflection of the great unknown,

and astonishingly, I Am That—

there's no localized seeing though

since consciousness is non-localized, or universal,

so the person doesn't do a thing, but is done:

no key—

but whatever a person thinks it does is

its necessary response to being done

until it's only response is dropping all response

and just be done—

if a person wants to monitor how done it is,

it should monitor its responses;

the more unconditional love present there,

the more done it is—

it's helpful to understand there's no fooling the monitor;

trying to respond with unconditional love fools no one

but the person not done.

34th circular - manifestation

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Sun, 12 May 2013 16:00:00 +0000

to change the world, one only needs to let its concept change—

the person and its world are the manifestation of concepts truly believed; when the concepts believed change, so does the manifestation—

when all concepts are seen through, manifestation is lucid

verse: one only needs to let its concept change

to change the world,

one only needs to let its concept change—

the person and its world are the manifestation

of concepts truly believed;

when the concepts believed change,

so does the manifestation—

when all concepts are seen through,

manifestation is lucid.

33rd circular - dream

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Sun, 12 May 2013 15:55:00 +0000

relatively speaking, if the purpose of the dream is waking up from it, then the purpose of the awake in the dream is to help dreamers wake—

& again relatively speaking, for those absolutists in the dream with nothing to do and no doer that does and no dream to do it in, why dream—

an esoteric bodhisattva is just what happens in the lucid dreaming remaining, before the body-mind dissolves, as embodiment of understanding—

the west is not the east; there is no tradition of the esoteric here that's self-supporting or self-forming; it was burned by rome—

the way in the west must use the western ways to turn them toward the dawn

verse: to help dreamers wake

relatively speaking,

if the purpose of the dream is waking up from it,

then the purpose of the awake in the dream is

to help dreamers wake—

and again relatively speaking,

for those absolutists in the dream with nothing to do

and no doer that does and no dream to do it in,

why dream—

an esoteric bodhisattva is just what happens

in the lucid dreaming remaining,

before the body-mind dissolves,

as embodiment of understanding—

the west is not the east;

there is no tradition of the esoteric here

that's self-supporting or self-forming;

it was burned by rome—

the way in the west must use the western ways

to turn them toward the dawn.

32nd circular - being

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Sun, 12 May 2013 15:51:00 +0000

beginning at the beginning is the beginningless—

in the unconditional love and nonconceptual being is that dark witnessing reflection of a pure and clear awareness beyond the scope of being—

words can only point to this wordless non-localized feeling shimmering with a crisp clear open invisibly dispassionate and deep awareness—

attaching to a single word describing it will bring the world of trouble hiding it despite the single truth there's nothing there except it.

verse: beyond the scope of being

beginning at the beginning is the beginningless—

in the unconditional love

and nonconceptual being is

that dark witnessing reflection

of a pure and clear awareness

beyond the scope of being—

words can only point

to this wordless non-localized feeling

shimmering with a crisp clear open invisibly

dispassionate and deep awareness—

attaching to a single word describing it

will bring the world of trouble hiding it

despite the single truth there's nothing there except it.

31st circular - love

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Sun, 12 May 2013 15:45:00 +0000

this world is conceived in the conceptual and dropped by conceptual advice that truth is non-conceptual and not of this world—

thus, more often than not, esoteric concepts leading to an unknowable truth result in exoteric concepts forming beliefs about the unknown—

emptiness truth really isn't empty; highest truth really isn't higher; even existential truth doesn't actually exist—

considering concepts carefully, it would appear that one could do no worse than say that truth is love and love is what i am, unconditionally—

and that unknown witnessing awareness to which one ultimately points in an astonishing exclamation of "i am that" is an affectionate awareness—

if esoteric must lead one astray to exoteric, then let it be love to which one is led—

before encountering the unknowable parent, one rests in the son white light love 'i am' free of the filtering spectrum of conceptual belief—

for i am the kingdom of life, and the power of love, and the glory of pure awareness, for ever amen.

verse: truth is love and love is what i am

this world is conceived in the conceptual

and dropped by conceptual advice

that truth is non-conceptual

and not of this world—

thus, more often than not,

esoteric concepts

leading to an unknowable truth

result in exoteric concepts

forming beliefs about the unknown—

emptiness truth really isn't empty;

highest truth really isn't higher;

even existential truth doesn't actually exist—

considering concepts carefully,

it would appear that one could do no worse than say

that truth is love and love is what i am,

unconditionally—

and that unknown witnessing awareness

to which one ultimately points

in an astonishing exclamation of "i am that"

is an affectionate awareness—

if esoteric must lead one astray to exoteric,

then let it be love to which one is led—

before encountering the unknowable parent,

one rests in the son white light love 'i am'

free of the filtering spectrum of conceptual belief—

for i am the kingdom of life,

and the power of love,

and the glory of pure awareness,

for ever amen.

30th circular - story

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Sun, 12 May 2013 13:43:00 +0000

birds make nests, beavers make dams, humans make themselves—

fly away from the nest, swim away from the dam, drop away from the web—

sky, sea, ground—

spiders spin a web, humans spin a story—

soar from yourself and watch the wind blow away your story—

spacious open one aware—

there's only one development of character within this single plot of story: wake up!

verse: this single plot of story

birds make nests,

beavers make dams,

humans make themselves—

fly away from the nest,

swim away from the dam,

drop away from the web—

sky, sea, ground—

spiders spin a web,

humans spin a story—

soar from yourself and

watch the wind blow away your story—

spacious open one aware—

there's only one development of character

within this single plot of story—

wake up!

29th circular - emotion

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Sun, 12 May 2013 01:12:00 +0000

in this world, only unconditional love is real, and all spontaneous emotion is that love filtered through the spectrum of belief—

to test one's current understanding of what's real, place full attention on emotions, large & subtle, finding those illusions still believed—

those subtlest emotions categorized under the generic names of pride and shame may often be the grand illusion's last stand—

there's absolutely nothing one can do about these emotions except not deny them, and experience them fully and completely; seeing is freeing.

verse: all spontaneous emotion is that love filtered

in this world,

only unconditional love is real,

and all spontaneous emotion is that love filtered

through the spectrum of belief—

to test one's current understanding of what's real,

place full attention on emotions, large & subtle,

finding those illusions still believed—

those subtlest emotions categorized

under the generic names of pride and shame

may often be the grand illusion's last stand—

there's absolutely nothing one can do

about these emotions except not deny them,

and experience them fully and completely;

seeing is freeing.

28th circular - awareness

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Fri, 10 May 2013 22:26:00 +0000

awareness is the ground and witness, dark mother of and in the light—

the best comparison to that awareness is one of deep sleep but even that shines a shimmer of experience where there's absolutely none—

one can never know awareness but only be awareness and in that being is the great unknown—

but thoughts about awareness only lead to headaches; better known by nothing than trying to know something unknowable—

"It is like the daylight that makes everything visible while itself remaining invisible." ~Nisargadatta Maharaj

verse: awareness is the ground and witness

awareness is the ground and witness,

dark mother of and in the light—

the best comparison to that awareness is

one of deep sleep but even that shines

a shimmer of experience where

there's absolutely none—

one can never know awareness

but only be awareness

and in that being is the great unknown—

but thoughts about awareness

only lead to headaches;

better known by nothing

than trying to know something unknowable—

"It is like the daylight t

hat makes everything visible

while itself remaining invisible."

~Nisargadatta Maharaj

27th circular - peace

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Fri, 10 May 2013 00:27:00 +0000

all real peace efforts must be directed inwards; it's not about the other person, party, politician, or whatever scapegoat of your choice—

until one truly understands there is no other, there will always be another war within your world: the war of wars, your personal war, you—

peace is what remains when the personal is dropped; thus ends this morning's sermon: go now, rest in peace—

when the personal is dropped, what remains is the awareness of being; thus being comes to know it is that, pure awareness: nothing to it.

verse: peace is what remains when the personal is dropped

all real peace efforts must be directed inwards;

it's not about the other

person, party, politician, or

whatever scapegoat of your choice—

until one truly understands there is no other,

there will always be another war within your world:

the war of wars, your personal war, you—

peace is what remains

when the personal is dropped;

thus ends this morning's sermon:

go now, rest in peace—

when the personal is dropped,

what remains is the awareness of being;

thus being comes to know it is that,

pure awareness: nothing to it.

26th circular - love

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Tue, 07 May 2013 21:54:00 +0000

love is not romantic, thoughtful, or restricted to a person, place, or thing but unconditional in understanding all that's manifest is one—

one is conditioned into two with views of black and white, good and bad, beautiful and ugly through the artificial separation of a me and you—

everything becomes objective and the object appearing to be me usurps the character of that real subjective great unknown in its selfish way—

love is not objective and thus undermines the false subjective with its revolutionary force: original, creative, unitary, and self-aware.

verse: love is not objective

love is not romantic,

thoughtful, or restricted

to a person, place, or thing

but unconditional in understanding

all that's manifest is one—

one is conditioned into two

with views of black and white,

good and bad,

beautiful and ugly

through the artificial separation of

a me and you—

everything becomes objective

and the object appearing to be me

usurps the character of

that real subjective great unknown

in its selfish way—

love is not objective

and thus undermines the false subjective

with its revolutionary force:

original, creative, unitary, and self-aware.

25th circular – dropping-off

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Mon, 06 May 2013 23:06:00 +0000

this simple dropping-off may often feel as if there's effort—

like floating on the ocean, there's a kicking and a paddling of extremities at first until one rests full weight upon the lifting of the sea—

after all, it's not exactly like a dead man's float, this self returning to itself, this one of being—

there's a liveliness, a never-ending energy, a crisp but peaceful buzz akin to something like orgasm in slow-motion—

not dead-weight.

verse: akin to something like orgasm

this simple dropping-off may often feel

as if there's effort—

like floating on the ocean,

there's a kicking

and a paddling of extremities at first

until one rests full weight

upon the lifting of the sea—

after all, it's not exactly

like a dead man's float,

this self returning to itself,

this one of being—

there's a liveliness,

a never-ending energy,

a crisp but peaceful buzz

akin to something like orgasm

in slow-motion—

not dead-weight.

24th circular - wholly

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Mon, 06 May 2013 01:09:00 +0000

this instrument of body-mind of, in, by, for consciousness as self-awareness, isn't separate but organic with the universe as one accessory—

this one whatchamacallit created in the ways and means of this whatever in however it appears within this i am that one calls being aware—

yet what's thought as separate ensues in separation a samsaric fright horrific play of maya from minutiae of irritation to apocalyptic holocaust—

but nothing separate exists and anything which ensues in separation doesn't really happen and everything is perfectly wholly holy silence.

verse: one whatchamacallit created in the ways and means of this whatever

this instrument of body-mind

of, in, by, for consciousness

as self-awareness,

isn't separate but organic

with the universe as one accessory—

this one whatchamacallit

created in the ways and means

of this whatever

in however it appears

within this i am that one calls

being aware—

yet what's thought as separate

ensues in separation

a samsaric fright horrific play of maya

from minutiae of irritation

to apocalyptic holocaust—

but nothing separate exists

and anything which ensues in separation

doesn't really happen

and everything is perfectly

wholly holy silence.

23rd circular - strings

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Fri, 03 May 2013 23:11:00 +0000

out of silence strings appear to vibrate in an aum of musical being with no strings attached—

memory banks attach each string to thoughts of gain and loss and life and death and nothing sings within that world of constant noise—

stop and rest within original being and all strings disattach from false attachments in thin air to vibrate in the music of an unborn sphere—

where awareness is the witness to this random waltz of wonder and being’s sudden silent realization i am that…

verse: being’s sudden silent realization

out of silence

strings appear to vibrate

in an aum of musical being

with no strings attached—

memory banks attach each string

to thoughts of gain and loss

and life and death

and nothing sings within

that world of constant noise—

stop and rest within original being

and all strings disattach

from false attachments in thin air

to vibrate in the music

of an unborn sphere—

where awareness is the witness

to this random waltz of wonder

and being’s sudden silent realization

i am that…

22nd circular - instrument

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Thu, 02 May 2013 21:28:00 +0000

this node of consciousness called the body-mind is a most highly sophisticated instrument capable of amplifying consciousness within itself—

when this instrument is functioning at optimum levels, the supreme awareness within consciousness is now aware of consciousness, self-aware—

it is as if to say that god the child becomes aware of itself by god the parent in itself through the instrument of, by, in, & for the child—

it's a highly sensitive self-evolving instrument that in its early immature stages gets lost within its memory unit and plays its mind games—

wake up! and listen to the music that is you…

verse: god the child becomes aware of itself

this node of consciousness

called the body-mind is

a most highly sophisticated instrument

capable of amplifying consciousness within itself—

when this instrument is functioning at optimum levels,

the supreme awareness within consciousness is

now aware of consciousness,

self-aware—

it is as if to say that

god the child becomes aware of itself

by god the parent in itself

through the instrument of, by, in, & for the child—

it's a highly sensitive self-evolving instrument

that in its early immature stages

gets lost within its memory unit

and plays its mind games—

wake up!

and listen to the music that is you…

21st circular - identification

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Wed, 01 May 2013 23:37:00 +0000

a person and its world derived from identification with thought exhibits the essence of thought which is binary—

this binary essence of thought, as manifested in what is thought to be the ordinary world of the person, is divisive and always at odds—

instead of one using a knife, a person becomes the knife—

this divisive world is inevitably one of disagreement, argument, and incompatibility resulting in anger, violence, murder, rape, revenge and war—

on the other hand, there's this one of no hand, indefinable and not at all aligned within this sick deluded world thought to be the real world—

simply said: varietal but non-divisive and dispassionate yet compassionate. nothing critical, just lovingly real.

verse: a person becomes the knife

a person and its world

derived from identification with thought

exhibits the essence of thought

which is binary—

this binary essence of thought,

as manifested in what is thought

to be the ordinary world of the person,

is divisive and always at odds—

instead of one using a knife,

a person becomes the knife—

this divisive world is inevitably

one of disagreement, argument, and

incompatibility resulting in

anger, violence, murder, rape, revenge and war—

on the other hand,

there's this one of no hand,

indefinable and not at all aligned

within this sick deluded world

thought to be the real world—

simply said:

varietal but non-divisive

and dispassionate yet compassionate.

nothing critical,

just lovingly real.

20th circular - intuiting

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Tue, 30 Apr 2013 23:13:00 +0000

the intuiting that i’m consciousness is consciousness; i am not intuiting: i am the intuiting—

to be perfectly clear, the person that i thought i was was never here; here there’s only this awareness being bliss—

now is universal consciousness from which the mind (of and in this consciousness) projects a universe—

and in the beginningless end, i'm not blown away by all these words; rather, i blow these words away...

verse: i blow these words away

the intuiting

that i’m consciousness

is consciousness;

i am not intuiting:

i am the intuiting—

to be perfectly clear,

the person that i thought i was

was never here;

here there’s only this

awareness being bliss—

now is universal consciousness

from which the mind

(of and in this consciousness)

projects a universe—

and in the beginningless end,

i'm not blown away

by all these words; rather,

i blow these words away...

19th circular - feeling

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Mon, 29 Apr 2013 23:14:00 +0000

how unnatural it is to think that one is two, me and you, that i am something separate from this all i see—

but intuition, apperception, oh god forbid yes, call this third eye, sixth sense what it is, a feeling! that the being here continues there—

all this evolutionary necessity, this dreamlike separation, this scientific fact founded on the rock of its illusion feels like nothing now—

i, the noumenal, feel all phenomenal for all phenomena is i, no matter what sad angry separate nonsense me and you may think.

verse: that the being here continues there

how unnatural it is to think

that one is two,

me and you,

that i am something separate

from this universe i sing—

but intuition,

apperception,

oh god forbid yes,

call this third eye,

sixth sense

what it is:

a feeling!

that the being here

continues there—

all this evolutionary necessity,

this dreamlike separation,

this scientific fact founded

on the rock of its illusion

feels like nothing now—

i, the noumenal,

feel all phenomenal

for all phenomena is i,

no matter what sad angry

separate nonsense

me and you may think.

18th circular – stateless state

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Fri, 26 Apr 2013 16:16:00 +0000

whatever this identification with thought is called, just drop it, including whatever this identification with thought is called—

identification with thought inevitably leads to the strong defense of such identification; drop the state and all its armies disappear—

rest in that stateless state, the natural state, of what would be called ‘awareness being bliss’ if there were a state to call it such in that—

all these words and all defense and opposition of these words are thereby dropped as well within this stateless state these words are only stating.

verse: drop the state and all its armies disappear

whatever this identification with thought is called,

just drop it,

including whatever this identification with thought is called—

identification with thought inevitably leads

to the strong defense of such identification;

drop the state and all its armies disappear—

rest in that stateless state,

the natural state,

of what would be called

‘awareness being bliss’

if there were a state to call it such in that—

all these words

and all defense and opposition of these words

are thereby dropped as well

within this stateless state

these words are only stating.

17th circular – non-phenomenally noumenal

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Wed, 24 Apr 2013 22:03:00 +0000

it's not that there's nothing, but the something we believe to be the all and everything is really not a thing at all—

what there is is that unknown; not non-existent, not non-energetic, not non-aware, but non-phenomenally noumenal, and emphatically this is that—

and this which is one united loving and compassionate fantastic mystical light of light is singing loud its morning hymn of absolutely silent that

verse: compassionate fantastic mystical light of light is

it's not that there's nothing,

but the something we believe

to be the all and everything is

really not a thing at all—

what there is is that unknown;

not non-existent, not non-energetic, not non-aware,

but non-phenomenally noumenal,

and emphatically this is that—

and this which is one united loving and

compassionate fantastic mystical light of light is

singing loud its morning hymn

of absolutely silent that

16th circular - appears

noreply@blogger.com (son rivers) — Tue, 23 Apr 2013 17:47:00 +0000

in sentience, the world appears in the mind and through the world, mind experiences itself—

in attention, the mind appears in consciousness and through the mind, consciousness intuits itself—

in silence, consciousness appears in awareness and through consciousness, awareness is…

verse: awareness is

in sentience,

the world appears in the mind

and through the world,

mind experiences itself—

in attention,

the mind appears in consciousness

and through the mind,

consciousness intuits itself—

in silence,

consciousness appears in awareness

and through consciousness,

awareness is…