Aura of Indulgence

no matter how many times life fails me, or i fail my life,

2011-04-18T22:43:00.002+08:00

i'll stand up from where I fall,coz I'm a "cockroach which survives" (JuAnn 2011)wth man.. so not cool but she has a point =p

have u gone crazy?

2011-04-03T01:50:00.005+08:00

although I've always known working in a community pharmacy involves loads of customer service and interaction, it never crosses my mind that this would drain out every single bit of my energy for every single day.Nope, i'm not complaining. In fact, it's a discovery and experience. Everyone told me it is a bad place for placement, indeed it is not the best place to improve and practise my drug

today I don't feel like doing anything

2011-03-25T21:50:00.002+08:00

i'm so happy todayas I was walking down the street back from work today, even though the intense heat from sunlight almost burnt my skin, I feel incredibly happy todayI thought of my V, whom I fight with a lot, but at least we know we are in a truthful relationship (and we don't have to blame any outsider for any flaw in our relationship bleh)I thought of my wonderful friends, who listen to my

hallo?

2011-03-20T13:47:00.003+08:00

wake up!i'll not abandon u, i'll visit u more often, pen down (err it's more like typing down) my thoughts whenever I have any, the rush of thoughts come every now n then yet none of them is strong enough to drag me to this little corner.i need to write more, jot down more memories, lessons, experiences, hate and love =)so random. i know.one of the side effect of having assessment tomorrow where

sarah: copied

2010-12-12T12:27:00.002+08:00

Cheng yii sent me this the other day from http://leloveimage.blogspot.com/2010/12/so-i-inactivate-you.htmlAnd i think it's so true! so now galssssss it's not my fault for dwelling in the past..! After all it wasnt deleted.. :( haha or 'they' werent deleted. The love you had for your ex isn’t the same as with someone new, each love is different. I think the love is just “inactive”; you can’t

I guess, it's just human nature

2010-10-27T21:50:00.003+08:00

Anyone heard of a story about a girl who argued with the mom and she ran out of the house? After leaving home, she eventually became tired and hungry until she walked to a small bun stall with a rumbling tummy. The uncle who sells the bun offered free buns for the poor little girl.Holding the buns, the girl cried and told the kind uncle everything that happened. She couldn't stop thanking the

1+: iphone photoshop

2010-09-23T16:03:00.002+08:00

since I'm sick and homebound, more precisely, bed-bound, I shall wrote a simple post about the wonders of iphone apps (yes I am indeed an iphone freak)I'm not sure if iphone has the best camera/touch screen/texting/connection in the world, but it certainly comes with millions of apps in the store to choose and utilise.start with "print screen" from fb app.Normally, one can easily save any photo

The judgmental and assumption.

2010-09-19T15:54:00.003+08:00

Don't you realise, as you grow up and are exposed to many different kinds of environment, the more judgmental people you will meet?It's such an irony growing old usually comes with growing up, but you will realise when people age, they tend to be more judgmental than ever.It's human nature that they judge. And make assumption.They see a person with horrible grades, they assume that that person

1+: 10 lessons in life

2010-08-22T20:19:00.002+08:00

This blog is dead for too long! I was (still am) occupied with all the happy and suay things happened to me every now and then (yes it never actually ends, yet) and constantly looking for solution for every problem and way to keep my spirit up! like what they say, what doesn't kill you, will make you stronger =)Life lessons learnt this month:1. Nobody is ever at your best interest, except your

1+: sarah, long story, sien, haha

2010-06-11T18:02:00.004+08:00

Such ignorance tsk tskIt bothers me a tad when all people in a group are constantly doing the same mistake, but there are some particular person who will, out of a sudden, give out instructions and lectures about how "others" have to correct that mistake.It's amazing how minimal involvement of him/herself that person trying to imply in that inspiring lecture/speech/instruction, as if out of a

sarah: lalala

2010-06-11T08:48:00.002+08:00

Did something stupid.. and accidentally signed in onto my friendster account. it is funny how we wrote testimonials to each other back then and i used to anticipate how other ppl testified me, those were the days.. and from there, i realize.. there were something that i have not deleted and all my memories came rushing back to me when i read them. i was happy and i was so oblivious to what

sarah says...........read urself

2010-05-08T16:05:00.012+08:00

Thanks jia for consistently resuscitating this blog!I was going to write something, but i am hooked to grey's anatomy now. tell me people can i be anymore outdated than this, why do i deprive myself so..Anyway, yes i sucked up the whole season 5 in 3 days! and umm one long case history of 16 pages, one presentation, one test and another log book due next week. bravooooooo!Anyway, i am doing my

1+: I'll never be the same, if we ever meet again

2010-05-03T19:37:00.003+08:00

despite being all emo and depressed last week, i had one of the best week ever =)what's more happifying than having your v standing in front of your room door early in the morning, serving breakfast prepared by him? especially when you thought he's 1098374 km away from you and you have to go thru the emotional breakdown by yourself.but, instead of enjoying the american breakfast with the most

1+: =(

2010-04-23T00:42:00.002+08:00

have u ever had a feeling that u r stuck in a life that u dislike?like literally stuck in the middle of nowhere and u can't do anything about it except to go forward to pass this phase, alone, by urselfn u're so afraid to share this piece of feeling of urs to anyone because nobody will understandnot even those who u thought u can count on toevery morning u will wake up and think "ahhh not again"

i is grumpy

2010-04-17T12:34:00.003+08:00

some people often wonder why they can't gain trust from others, why they can't seem to find connection with a certain group of people, why they feel the bond they already had with their present friends are fading by time,but they fail to see that they are ALWAYS oblivious of other's needs and feelings,ALWAYS say hurtful and demeaning things to others, oh please don't tell me you don't mean it

Easter sunday =)

2010-04-04T19:35:00.001+08:00

Haha! just read jia's private blog after so long! im glad you're enjoying his company every moment you guys spent together! sorry guys for not updating blog as often anymore! we both were busy as before the easter, but miss teo is even busier during easter break! so here i am to fill fen's lonely heart. I have finished my first run! gonna miss the surgical team, everyone's an angel! <3 Anyway,

1+: The wonders of iPhone

2010-03-08T09:39:00.000+08:00

It took me sometime to collect all four personal photos,but the outcome is satisfying heh.

sarah: wordy but worth reading ok!

2010-03-06T16:37:00.004+08:00

hii!it's finally weekend, and i am actually still doing my report T_T this year (or rather this run,hopefully) started off not quite smoothly.Hmm,4th year is the beginning of the nightmare, but it also marks the beginning of my new life. No more walking to lectures late, no more having coffee breaks between lectures, no more walking into class seeing all the familiar faces, no more singlets and

1+: autumn is here!!

2010-03-04T16:26:00.009+08:00

Haha it has been more than a month none of us is willing to move our lazy ass/fingers? to blog here. Since this is just the first week of my uni, and I'm in the mood of bilibala-ing, so yea I'm here to write, even though I doubt the existence of blogder heh.1. Had a horrible jab on my left arm, and went for grocery shopping and bought 2 big bottles of lipton iced tea (very smart, Yijia, very

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2010-01-29T23:34:00.003+08:00

终于开始收拾了，原来把衣物收拾好，离开喜欢的地方，竟然和，把感情收拾好，离开喜欢的人，一样地，令人想流着泪骂粗话。行李收了四次，感情收了两次。可还是第一次眼睛有问题，衰。啊，可能是好事，哈，不能哭了!那，明天还是去找艺嘉好了。

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2010-01-28T14:31:00.005+08:00

read this blog of hers yesterday at jia's place. one question came to my mind.. like woah, long distance relationship really should never be considered huh? not kl-kt, kg.cina-kuala ibai, kuching-kl that kind of long distance. i mean it when i said it's long distance.. in different part of the world, where you cant reach without money, without 5-10 hours, without patience and determination. worse

jia said soon

2010-01-27T23:53:00.003+08:00

最讨厌这样了，只可以放空或哭，看不起自己！去死吧最讨厌忘不掉它，一味想回到过去，也去死吧最讨厌回去了，又一个人了！去死吧！！！最讨厌现在，最不开心了=（

sarah

2010-01-10T16:14:00.003+08:00

幸好现在没人会来这里，很希望没有人会读到这篇文章。没有用的人，就是没有用。从以前到现在，还是没有改变过。一味地逃避，一味地害怕，一味地依赖。也不知道可以怎么做。大家都为你好的时候，该怎么选择？好烦，哭也哭过了好几次，也没有用，对吧。不知道何时才不必为了这种事而哭，真的很累了。而且也快回去了，就因为这样更烦。很不想在回去前，大家闹得不开心，可是我不会, 不会怎么两全其美。好啦，不想写了

1+: is a princess, with a baby =)

2009-12-15T13:23:00.002+08:00

hoooola people!!! i guess noone bothers reading this blog anymore as the two pretty bloggers themselves rather wasting time wondering around than sitting down to blog =.=but it's summer break people! who will ever waste any second of this wonderful holiday on writting to a public space when there's nobody even reading it?! okay, my point is kinda lame...anyway life has been real good ^^ many

sarah: aha!

2009-11-22T12:11:00.002+08:00

HALOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!yes yes i am back! and as usual, i stay home doing nothing the first week just rot at home and yesssss miss teo, im transforming into a pig wuahaha!it feels good not doing anything, i just sleeep watch tv eat, sleeeep watch tv eatttttttttttt! havent used my brain for weeks now! eh, well, sumtimes tvb drama quite exciting, use my brain a lil to think about how the bad actress wud