Autism and the Crystal Baby

There's Always A Bigger Fish.. A Witch War

2019-10-17T03:11:00.003-07:00

A long time Ago Little Phoenix, When Mommy was just a Young Witch,
There was A Witch War that was the Witch War that Legends are Born from....
In an Eastern North Carolina town, A small town that I've heard referred to As Witch Capital believe it or not.. There was a couple of Small Covens ... When Special Coven Holidays Came,, we All became a Large Coven.. A Family..
Then One day a Newly Minted First Degree Witch Appeared,, Mommy had met him previously,, that First Degree Initiation brought Down the Veil of Ego upon him..
Ego, Power, and a dash Of Corruption is the Perfect Recipe for A Witch War..
Lines in the Sand were Drawn..
And Only One Of Us Left with the Corrupt First Degree, a Third Degree High Priest.
The Corrupt First Degree continued With his Corruption, Anything from Illegal Activities, to Slandering " The Elders" One of those Elders, was Your Grandmother..
The Coven did try a Real world approach. They Talked to a Lawyer for Help to Try to Stop the Slander. It was that Bad .... Imagine a group of Eight Witches sitting At the Long Oval Table at the Lawyers Office.. Pentagrams, and Everything.. I know, Mommy was there, your Grandmother Had to Work that day, that Meant Mommy takes her Place..

After So much,, Witches are Going To Do what Witches Are Going to Do..
One Evening I got A quick Phone Call from your Grandmother,, She told me the Coven is Meeting Tomorrow at 9pm .. BE THERE! and then I hear... Click...
Phoenix you know Mommy Does Not question your Grandmother,, it was A Friday of no Particular Witch Day too.. but,,Of Course I'M there..
and Whatta Ya Know??!!!!
A Magickal Coven Ritual, and It wasn't the Full Moon..
A Magickal Coven Ritual that was Magickal Warfare .
A Witch War is exactly how it Sounds, Magick Warfare.. Magick used as A Weapon..

Something very odd Happened to me though,, During the Coven Ritual,, My Mouth Shut and I could not Open it.. Nope.. No words Could come from My Mouth.. You should have seen the look on your Grandmother's Face as she looked at me during this Ritual.. She Was Not Happy with me, and it got worse when I tried to Explain what happened.. but, I knew that Was The Gods that Held my Mouth Shut. I realized That was Not Good... and This Witch War was Wrong, and It didn't matter How Corrupt First Degree was...

Magick is Magick ,, and that Third Degree High Priest felt the Disturbance ,, He Knew, He felt the Weaponized Magick ,
Well, The Witches in the Coven,, Made the Mistake that So Many Witches do,, Even 30 Year Third Degree Witches Make this Mistake..
Phoenix, Spells of Protection, Amulets, Even A Mountain Of Salt Surrounding Your House,, That is No Guarantee you Are Protected from Evil directed at you ... ....

Always Remember ,,
There's Always A Bigger Fish!!!!
I Don't Care , If You are A Natural Born AKA Hereditary Witch,, You can Be a Third Degree High Priest.. Even A Master in High Magick, Chaos , or the Golden Dawn..
There's Always A Bigger Fish!! That's All It Takes is a Bigger Fish to Break Every Means Of Magickal Protection You Have....
If Anyone thinks That isn't True, And That You are Protected , That's Only Your Ego..
The Big Fish was the Third Degree High Priest...
The Following Three Months After,, Madness,,
Casualties ,, Everyone in Involved ,   Magickal Weapons blowing Up in front of Everyone of us.. Some Small, Some Huge..

Corrupt First Degree Spent Some time in jail I heard,   The Ritual Worked for Sure..
but then the Ritual Reached the Coven... a long term Couple Broke Up, Personal Businesses went Bankrupt,,, and The Last Bomb Was The Very Place The Witch War Began, And Ended.. The Home and the Land the Coven Gathered,, The very Place where the Magickal Coven Ritual that Weaponized Magick was done.. the Coven Elders Home was Foreclosed... Total Coven Annihilation... Only Three Witches were Left Standing...
Your Grandmother of Course, The Third Degree High Priest, and Me....    I never Saw Any Of the Other Witches Again.. None of them, they All Disappeared.... it was Strange. Vanished..

That Big Fish,,,
well, Your Grandmother and the Third Degree High Priest Made Peace.. and Out of the Ashes Wonderful things happened,,, your Grandmother Organized Many Witch Pagan Gatherings, and Attendance Grew,,
The Third Degree High Priest already had a Coven, A Witch School, and A Church.. Now he has Many Covens and 5 Churches the Last time We talked..
So, Phoenix that Big Fish Will Knock At Your Door One day,,
But, Don't you Worry About that Big Fish ,

Odin Told Thor and Loki
" A Wise King Never Seeks Out War,, But He Must Always Be Ready For It"
Your Much Older Brother Has a Very Important Birthday Coming Up..
On Your Brother's Birthday He Inherits Mommy's Book Of Shadows. In the Book Contains that Magickal Ritual To turn Magick into A Weapon.. That Same Ritual...
Its been Almost 20 Years Since this Witch War,, I have Never Found this Magickal Ritual, Magick to Weapon Ritual in any Witchcraft , Wicca book... Not Even In High Magick.. not even the Internet..
From Experience , There is a Good Reason why you Can Not Find the Ritual,, Its Dangerous, and must be Kept Out of the Wrong Hands.. Not All Magick has been Sold Out,, Some Magick is still Highly Guarded and Kept Secret...

When the Witch War ended,, I kept Your Older Brothers Out of the Public Pagan View..
That was My Way of Keeping them Safe , and Without Ego...
I Left The Pagan and Witch Community years Ago..
Ego's Everywhere ,   Some Witches can Be the Worst.. And Mean... Not All, but ...
Your Grandmother Has Also Retreated from the Public.. And the last I Checked, The Third Degree High Priest Big Fish has also Withdrawn from Public View...
Maybe One Day we will Come Out into Public View Again... Maybe...

Reiki , An Indigo Way to Peace, OR Sleep...

2019-08-01T02:47:00.000-07:00

I'm A Star Seed Indigo Mother.
Please....
If you are Having trouble Getting your Star Seed Child to Sleep, Then Reiki Could bring Some Much needed Rest for the Entire Family.
That Indigo, Crystal, Golden , Rainbow, Child .. Heck, There's So Many of Us Now.
That Tiny Child Has So Much Energy , The Baby needs Some Reiki to pull Some of the Energy Out.
Then Comes Peace, Balance to Your Universe ..

When Phoenix was A Tiny Tot until he was four Years Old. Phoenix refused to Sleep more than a Couple Hours at a Time. Luckily , I was Born Fluent In the Realm of Energy Work.
After One Long Night with this Giggly Amazing Child,,
I Decided to Grab His Tiny Eight Month Old Feet.. and The Energy That Flowed from this Kid!! The Little Phoenix giggled and Laughed like I was Tickling His Body.
And The Miracle Happened ,, He Fell Asleep.. Phoenix went to Sleep for Four Hours straight... Happy Indigo Mom Dance

Let's Talk about Reiki.. If you are Not Attuned In Reiki , It is a Must for a Star Seed Indigo Mother.
These New Children are Exceptional,, More Energy Flows through their Chakras than you Can Imagine.. Somedays , These New wave Of Indigo Star Seeds tiny Humans need a little Energy Work.
a Little Energy Pulled from their Tiny Feet, Could help Get Everyone in the Family some Sleep..
If you Need a FREE Attunement in Reiki ,, well, email me .. No Fancy Training needed or Expensive Course , You are a Star Seed After All. Come On Now!
shellystarzz@gmail.com

Phoenix is Descended From the Ancient House Hylton of England.
"In the year 787 A.D. three ships of Northmen came from Haeretha land to Northumbria, and the king's reeve rode to the place, and would have taken them prisoners, but they slew him then and there"

http://www.david-hilton.net/hilton-family-history/hilton-ancestry.html

Born Fearless....Phoenix Flame

2019-07-24T03:16:00.000-07:00

The Day Phoenix was Born....... He was Born Fearless..

Welcome to Your Life.

Little Phoenix I have Tried To make the Best Life Possible for you in a World ,
Where you Rule The Universe.
Don't always Act on your best Behavior.. Why Should You?..
This World Is Full OF EGO, EGO A Destructive Force. Phoenix , you are WHO you Are,
A child ,,,,That Walks in a Land Of Giants , And these Giants Title themselves .... Star Seeds.
You Are One of the Giants,, A Star Seed. but, You Rule your Part of the Universe
Everlasting, a Mystery ,

After Twelve Years, Moving , here and there , Discovering New Crystal Children, the next generation of A Star Seed.. I have entered Places , and Found Adult Star Seeds..
My Sweet Phoenix,, the Adult Star Seeds I have Discovered, Some Are Kind , and Some Not..
Light and Dark Always,, The Perfect Balance is Gray
they Are FULL of EGO, and Self Grandeur Adults .. Sadly, some Adult Conversations I have had with these Star Seeds. Refuse to accept the Label Of Autism.or any Label of any sort.. I had to Walk through Fire and Stand through Flames once.. An Adult Star Seed , walking in the Dark
It is No Secret, You Have Autism. A Fact that this Star Seed Could Not Accept a Label. I don't know,, if these Labels bother Star Seeds.. I guess I'm Suppose to refer to your Autism,, As A non Verbal, Super Sensitive, developmental delay, Meltdown having issue, child.. That's just more labels.,
But, Don't Worry..

You are the Hammer of the Gods,, Mjolnir
The Walls of the World will Come Crashing Down at your feet. and I will be there., Standing Behind you,, I'm Going Nowhere...

Those Crystal Eyes Can Hypnotize, Magic
Other Star Seeds will Not be able look in you Eyes Twice.. You will have them so Blind They Can Not See..
We might still have time , and get by ,, but, Gaia 5D is Here!
Phoenix your eyes have turned Black , The Deepest Black Hole in the Universe. Your eyes look Exactly the way your Eyes looked the day you were born, Black And big as Saucers...
The Day you were born you did not Cry. Not even a whimper... not a sound ..

Now, I know After 12 years, why you didn't cry.. Your Eyes tell your Story.. I look in those Big Black Eyes today,,
There is Zero Fear,, I can see the Universe's Golden Flames at the End Of the Darkness.. Laser Sharp Golden Flames of Fire.. Burning deep in my Soul. The Golden Ray
Phoenix , Born Fearless.. From the Moment you entered this world ,, Brighter than the Rising Sun
FEARLESS..

Light Workers, Star Seeds Indigo, Imagine working together, Hand in Hand...
As One Connecting to The Gaia Universe.
Imagination is all we have.. I met Wonderful Bright Star Seeds, hold their Hand tight .
The Star Seeds that let go,, and refuse your Hand.
Hand Me Your Sunglasses,, and wield Your Laser Sharp Flame,
The Golden Ray. Young Phoenix... Impressive.....
Phoenix Flame

Phoenix is Descended From the Ancient House Hylton of England.
"In the year 787 A.D. three ships of Northmen came from Haeretha land to Northumbria, and the king's reeve rode to the place, and would have taken them prisoners, but they slew him then and there"

http://www.david-hilton.net/hilton-family-history/hilton-ancestry.html

The Yoga Teacher, who Stands in the Rain

2017-07-10T11:26:00.000-07:00

When Phoenix needed some One to Stand By him, It was Mrs Pearl standing Beside him. Mrs Pearl wasn't any ordinary teacher.    and Phoenix, Mrs Pearl's student, Possesses the Energy of a Category Five Hurricane. Through his Energy, the Hulk, emotional and Physical Pain. Mrs Pearl will forever be by Phoenix's side.      Phoenix, with All His Wind, Rain, and Hurricane Force, couldn't Move Mrs Pearl from his side.     Special Needs Teachers , and kids Yoga Yoga teachers.. ask yourself,
When That Unbelievable Student comes on your Path, What will You do?
Every Special Needs teacher or Kids Yoga teacher Loves a student, that is easy, and just Is Sunny with Light.. That's taking the Easy Path..   Honestly , Ask yourself, Can you even Stand in The Rain , The Rain a student like Phoenix Brings?   Sure, Students will always bring Storms, even on the Brightest , of Their Sun filled Days.. This We Know For Sure... Phoenix, has Left an After Math.
With that Hurricane After Math, the Strongest Of Life Forces Imaginable. Phoenix, Together with Mrs Pearl . have left a Yoga mantra to give to Children with Autism. and a Possibility of a Great New Hope for Parents with Autism, when Often All Hope seems Lost,,
with Phoenix's Aftermath ,he Left, the Calm, The Calm,, after the Hurricane.. He Left the Calm, that All Crystal children with Autism crave..   Phoenix, was able to find Balance within his massive Energy, with Mrs Pearl guiding her student through the Wind, Rain, and Force. Phoenix could Count on her to show him the Joy of a full day of Sunshine, and the Light the Day brings with it. All because, Phoenix, through the natural Silent power of Yoga, has learned the Yoga Mantra "I am Calm"
This wasn't an easy Path to a absolute new way of thinking of Yoga, and what "I am Calm" means to a special needs child. Not an Easy Path. This Path was Only experienced by Mrs Pearl and Phoenix. They were growing together, but, it took an entire school year to reach the Moment we are at Now.. Yoga Therapy could reach your child, with a Yoga special needs teacher. And Calm their soul. Remember, Kids Inclusive Yoga teachers, are not All Mrs Pearl. There will be those Yoga Teachers that feed their Ego.. There will be those Yoga teachers who pass their extra Challenging students off on another Yoga Assistant or CO teacher. The sad part is the Ego of a Yoga teacher that is so consumed with their own Self, missed a wonderful gift ,A gift from Lord Shiva himself... he placed him at your feet... A child who is gifted with the Power to teach in complete Silence. A Child!!! the Child, my Phoenix was born with out a single Cry. He Completely entered our World in Silence. But, with his Giant Eyes open, he knew how to communicate in Silence.... one Yoga teacher, Recognized him. She didn't understand what he was at First, but knew she was given a Gift ...... ... I wish you Luck in finding the Teacher who Accepts your child's challenges, and works through their challenging behavior with Yoga. most important, I pray the Yoga teacher you find for your Child, will recognize the Gift your Child is...... Believe me, Students will Challenge their Teachers.... Students have been challenging their teachers since the Dawn of Education. A Yoga teacher and a Student, must begin on the Same level. without Ego.. You Never Truly realize who the Student IS until the End of your time together..

We are, Who, WE Are. Light

2017-06-05T02:40:00.000-07:00

Dedicated to First Born

What a Life I have. One day I am Here, and then the Next day I am gone. We move somewhere else. It can be a Lonely World.. I feel Like I have been on my Path of Enlightenment for to to long this Lifetime. I just want to Find a Forever Home. Feel the Still, the Still in the World.. The Still of the Universe.   I am not fearful of much,, except, pulling up the Still I created in the Place I am at that moment.. Moving, where ever the Gods Take Us, with Husbands job. WE just Go where the Job is..
everywhere I have a been.. I have brought the Light. I have brought the Dark. and the Many Wonders Of Enlightenment to many People who crossed my path. Why my Path has to be at a certain Place, For a Certain amount time. and then during my time.. Anyone drawn to the Light will be shown Enlightenment. a whole new World, a New Reality within your own World.. And then I am JUST GONE.. Only a few of the People that crossed my Path over My Life are still in my Life. And That is just me. I just want to leave a Part of my Light with you, Enlightenment. Enlightenment is the best I Could leave you with.. the memory of me can not compare to that.

This last Stop on My Path, has Brought Enlightenment and Awareness to Many.

Phoenix has joined me on his Path Of Enlightenment. and Phoenix did not have to say a Word. Phoenix Is a Crystal Child with Autism. Phoenix certainly did not choose his Path. But,with Few words, his Crystal Aura Vibration spoke for him.   He created a whole New World of Wonderment. and those WHO sensed that Light of a New World joined Phoenix. like a family.. I also watched Phoenix teach Enlightenment of a Higher Form.. Again, without words. HE taught, a Light Worker, the ability to sense and Feel   Energy.
On my Path, My Enlightenment grows, and I never ask for it. Enlightment just happens. Watching My child without words Teach a Teacher, expanded my Universe. The Spiritual Person I was at the Beginning of my Time here, Is not the Spiritual Person I am Now. I have experienced so many spiritual teachings in my Lifetime . From Jesus Christ, From the the Love Of My Mother From the Heavens, Old Gods, ghosts, healing.. . My Path began at age 5, When sitting on my bed, I looked around at my room. and I thought to myself " I cant Believe I am Here!"    Along Comes Phoenix!
This with Phoenix , expanded everything in me.. Everything!.. It made me Darker, and With The Brightest of all Light. I was made to take a Deeper, Darker Journey into My Universe. I can not ever Rid myself of the Darkness within me.
The Darkness, its just apart of Us. My Beloved First Born told me. "We are, Who, WE Are. " But, For All this Darkness, The Light was just as intense as the Dark. Learning to live in the Balance Of The Universe. We can not change the WE . And the WE makes The Universe, not so lonely anymore..

I Know my time is closing at this current Place, and this Current time. The Still I created will be gone. WE have fulfilled a Trial of Trials.. We have all Grown so Much, Myself, My Children, and Mrs Pearl. We were Taught as much as we Taught each other , All together experiencing, How the Light Works. ..   It is just a matter of Time, before our time here is completed. We will move to a new Place. WE will just share Our Light to a new Place at another time on our Path. Phoenix the Beacon.. without a word...
Traveling On this Path, it Is Moving at a Faster Speed.. Live Life in the Light.. Encourage the Light. the World Needs Our Light. And we Move and We Move Again.
Myself, and NOW together with Phoenix we leave a piece of our Light with you when we crossed Paths.. a day, a year, or years Later.. Something will trigger .. that un explainable , Light Orb, or a Bright, string of Light Zoom by you,, that caught your eye in your Peripheral vision , that un explainable whisper you hear. That will be a reminder , for a moment, you will remember your Enlightened Reality Of LIGHT. , maybe you forgot about the Light, or maybe We are on our own Paths together. Reach for that Light....
It Just Takes One Person to cross Your Path . Share your Light.When the Light you have is Genuine, you don't need to say a word ..   your Light Will Make Our World A Brighter Place..

Parents of Crystal Children, Reach Out, Find The Crystal Path

2017-05-16T02:34:00.002-07:00

Namaste,
This means
"My soul honors your soul. I honor the place in you where the entire Universe resides. I honor the light, love, truth, beauty and peace within you, because it is also within me. In sharing these things we are united, we are the same, we are one."
In Kids Yoga, Namaste "The Best Parts of Me and the Best parts of you, are the Same"

Lately, I've been searching around the internet for web pages, and for Facebook Groups, looking for Crystals, Indigos, starseeds, intuitive, or Empathy Groups. Just for a Support Group to help with Phoenix. and maybe find something, I didnt know. I'm Just looking for Friends that are going through Life with a crystal child. I knew it was time to reach further out to Crystal children Parents..
Of Course, One of the websites I came across, was called the Channeling, Owned by a Psychic and Spiritual Healer. She actually has a Crystal Children Characteristic page on her site. She Missed a couple of HUGE Characteristics of Crystal Children. that sounded Alarm Bells with me. at the time of this Psychic's writing in 2015. She had only met two Crystal Children. and One she found on Facebook.
I think to myself, "A Genuine Psychic has only found two Crystal children??" Shaking my head, They are everywhere!! I continued reading and with Great Ego , This Psychic, on her website, Invited parents to send her a picture of your child. and she would know straight away, if your Child is a Crystal Child or not?? Knowing what I know about Phoenix. and Learning about different Crystal Children on our Path of 10 Years , I had to send a Picture a Phoenix. To test her. And She Failed Miserably. and I knew she would, even before I sent the picture.. With all the Magic, Wonder, an Enlightenment Phoenix has shared to others without words because of Autism, the incredible Astral Telepathy experience, I will never heal from as his mother and much much more. She Identified My Son as an Indigo. I'm still Laughing at that! Indigo, lol..
My son, Phoenix even in a picture chose, NO, to this Psychic. This Mommy was Proud.
from a previous post,Crystal Children with Brown Eyes, Crystals in Disguise. I explain Crystal Children have the ability to hide from certain People . especially Psychics ..
Please Parents of Crystal Children be mindful, of Psychics,and Mediums and everything in between. They are not always Genuine. A Crystal Child will only reveal themselves to someone who is genuine, and even then The Crystal Child may not reveal themselves. Its a Protection for them.
I learned in my searches, There are a lot of Psychics and People claiming to have Powers and they claim to be so Powerful!!!. Sometimes, I can actually ask the person "what POWERS do you have??" With My Own abilities, My First Born's abilities, and Phoenix's abilities, the Curiosity gets me every time and I have to ask "what is the POWERS you claim?". and after what Happened to my baby Phoenix a couple of weeks ago. These "POWERS" the people are so excited to have, it just makes me wonder, if these people are Genuine?

On my Path, I learned that Powers only mean POWER! POWER only creates an EGO. EGO will cause your Destruction, and your POWER will fade.

MY Phoenix was born with his Abilities.. He has an ability to see Flowers with his eyes, the ability to smell every flower with his nose, the ability to hear with his ears a Bird Chirp in the morning, and the ability to love his life. And then being born Crystal . I often wonder if the Gods Choose more children With Autism to be the Crystal children, because they can never develop an EGO.

Through my travels, I have encountered face to face around 100 Crystal Children. Phoenix's Gift to me . Not to mention, searching Internet for Crystal Children eyes, and looking at the many differences.. Just years and years of my own Crystal Children Research. I joined a Facebook group and Parents post pics of Children and ask what people's intuition tell them about the child. I can spot a Crystal Child, an Indigo and a Starseed. I didn't want to overstep my boundaries with the group and decided to post only on a few comments, because I am new to the group, I just don't want to appear to be a Know it All.
as I mentioned earlier in the Post ,its just time to reach further out to Crystal children Parents.
Its Just Time to help Guide Parents of Crystal Children. I believe I have experienced enough to take On this Role. I am not Powerful, and without Ego , and I have cried many tears for My crystal Child.
To begin your Path as Parent to a Crystal Child., sometimes you just need to "KNOW" about your child. You must begin , quickly! Beginning your Path to help your Crystal Child Now! Your Child will be growing into an Aura Vibration, you can not comprehend.. Even I can Not with Phoenix..., and I am here to help and Guide You. I have an ability, an Ability that is meant to be Shared with Parents of Crystal Children.

So if you think you have A Crystal Child? Maybe a Starseed? Are you are an Indigo Child? Private Message Me, Send Me a Picture of your Child. Honestly, it could take a couple of days, or take a hour. Maybe more than One Picture. I will always respond if I need a little more time.
I just want to Help you find the answers you seek..
Always Private Message me your Crystal Children Pics.
Message me, REACH OUT! and I can Help.. we are Parents in this together, we are the Same!
https://www.facebook.com/shellystarzz1/

To The Parents of Crystal Children.. Namaste'
"The Best Parts of Me and the Best parts of you, are the Same"
"My soul honors your soul. I honor the place in you where the entire Universe resides. I honor the light, love, truth, beauty and peace within you, because it is also within me. In sharing these things we are united, we are the same, we are one."

https://autismandthecrystalbaby.blogspot.com/2017/04/crystal-children-with-brown-eyes.html#.WRqTY8Zw-Uk
http://www.soulshineyogaseh.com/news-connection/2015/4/21/what-does-namaste-mean

The Wonder of Crystal Children Friends, Healing Light through the YOGA Boat Pose

2017-05-11T00:01:00.000-07:00

Greetings,
Thank you for Stopping by.
Phoenix has had a Rough week since Our Family Turmoil Started nine days ago.

Since that Very Moment, Of Phoenix's Daddy loosing his job.
Phoenix 's astral telepathy Full Adrenalin with Tears for his daddy moment.

Phoenix just wasn't himself. He was Gone. My smiling Phoenix disappeared.
I know As Parent of Child who has autism , They withdraw.
My Phoenix was Gone for Nine days though.. Nine days I didn't have my sweet loving boy.
Nine Days my sweet Loving Phoenix was gone, and a Phoenix I had never experienced slowly Appeared.
MY Heart was broken. Of course for Phoenix's Daddy and the job loss.
But, worse, My Phoenix was Traumatized by his astral telepathy experience.
It took me Putting the events that happened to Phoenix together. (Mentioned in the previous post)
and after two days of feeling Phoenix's Pain.
I just layed down and cried for my Son. and Cried and Cried.

AS a Crystal Mother, that was just to much for My Son to endure.
That Moment of experiencing astral telepathy, or To many*Clairs at Once.
I imagined it happening again to him. was this going to be for the rest of his Life? and Cried and Cried for him.And with Phoenix sensitivity heightened, there was just a dark cloud over us, every time the phone rang. it was never anything positive.
Phoenix, felt every pain, felt sadness, just everything his Daddy was feeling.
With his Daddy and myself, trying to get on with Our Life.Phoenix's Daddy went back to his Craft. His First Job at this Corporation.Going Back to his Craft means, He went back to the Place he used to Manage. Manager of Hundreds! and went back to being a employee..
The Day Phoenix's Dad returned to work on Thursday morning .
Phoenix Lost it when His Teacher Assistant had to leave the classroom.
That Triggered an Adrenaline tap, that Mrs Pearl, could not help him Control.
Phoenix became The Ultimate Hulk.Phoenix was Uncontrollable, becoming almost Unstoppable.
And with his Mind not being able to control the Adrenaline tapped Hulk.Phoenix hurt Mrs Pearl.   I feel terrible for Mrs Pearl. She deserves better from Phoenix.
Mrs Pearl even Being hurt by Phoenix,
Brought Phoenix back down from his Hulk state.
When Phoenix came back ,
He just layed down on a mat, with deep sadness, That even Mrs. Pearl could not bare.I wanted to come get him from School. Mrs Pearl said Phoenix would Learn a Meltdown will bring Mommy. This was Beyond any Meltdown..
I listened to her, and I let him stay at school. but, I wanted him with me.
at the end the Day, Mrs.Pearl sent a text that his energy was wacky today.
After Full Adrenaline, Hulk, and a Burning Up Phoenix.I knew she was right.when He got home.
I knew Phoenix going through a yoga session with me and then a five minute resting pose. I could get my hands on him long enough to feel his energy deep within him. You could think Like Reiki,.
I put my Hands on His Heart chakra for a minute, and then Something told me to Move my Hand down a little bit, Which is the Solar Plexus Chakra..
Phoenix sent me back an Energy Surge that bumped my hand.
I shook my head, and He bumped my hand back again.    I've never had that happen before.
I knew Immediately, Phoenix was Energy sick.
Phoenix dad went to work, he was going to be gone for a while.
I decided Phoenix needed to stay home from school. with me, with his Daddy away. So, Phoenix
could start finding Peace,
and Help His Mommy Clear the House Of the Negative Energy.
We had a great time,Phoenix did his Yoga , and Crystal work. and I gave him loving hug after after loving hug .
But, Gazing in those Crystal Eyes, Everything we did together just wasn't enough.
I was so sad, and depressed, . I just wanted my Son back.
I knew he was Alone and lived through his own living nightmare.
I kept Gazing in his Crystal Eyes, Begging him to let me in, and come back with me.
A smiling Phoenix Brings So Much Light.. and I needed my Light Phoenix! We all missed His Light!
I was a Lost Parent Of a Crystal Child with Autism Again.
Helpless..

Yoga and Our Crystal Children Friends.
A couple weeks ago at Yoga class, One of the Younger Crystal Children, was Not having Yoga That day. She was not feeling Yoga.and She was a screaming mess. It happens with these Crystals. It is not easy for them.. Again NOT an Easy Life.
Mrs Pearl tried to soothe her , but nothing stopped the screaming.
Phoenix was on his Yoga mat and Mrs Pearl decided to bring her over to Phoenix.
Phoenix stuck his feet out on Instinct, and this sweet Crystal Child placed her feet on his. Yoga Boat Pose. Phoenix sharing his Healing Light, Through their feet touching.began balancing out the vibration she was still upset, but it soothed her enough to stop Screaming. In Yoga this is the Boat Pose.. THE BOAT POSE! The Healing Boat pose.

When the next Yoga Class Came. I was a Nervous wreck!
Phoenix was still just not completely Back.
I didn't know what to Expect from Him in Yoga.
I kept telling Phoenix
I am Calm ,
On the ride to Yoga.
I am Calm.
I took him to Yoga Class,and I hoped for the Best.
Well, by The Wonder of Crystal Children Friends.
The Younger Crystal Child from last week were placed with Phoenix's mats side by side this class.
Phoenix wasn't so sure about being so Close to her, and being Little Yogis together.

Phoenix chooses very carefully who his friends are. Even a much younger Child..
Phoenix making sure she had genuine Crystal love, as they tried to do The Boat Pose together.
Then Another Boat Pose feet to feet.
Phoenix, Knew after that last Boat Pose, She was a Crystal Friend..
When that Happened, Crystal Friends Found each other's Light.
Phoenix Trusted her as if he had known her since the Beginning of time.
Yoga Boat Pose again.
Phoenix and the Young Crystal touched feet, and balanced out their vibration, and The Young Crystal Shared her Healing light , just as Phoenix had Shared his Healing light and soothed her at the last class.
Phoenix's Light had returned.
Their Crystal Light between those to Crystal children Brightened the Whole Yoga class.

These Two Crystal Children were creating More Wonder among the Other Children in class,.
The Other Children stopped their Yoga Poses, to watch the Wonder of Crystal Children working together. and like Magnets the other children were drawn to two Crystal Children's wonder. And with the healing Light of a New Crystal Friend. and all the Wonder of the class.Phoenix smiled. Phoenix a Happy Loving Smile.   For the First time in over a nine days.Phoenix was Smiling that Beautiful Smile. His Crystal Light Could be seen again in those Crystal eyes. His Young Crystal Friend helped him. She Healed him, in a way , I could Not .Crystal Children healing abilities used to help each other.
The Wonder Of Crystal Children Friends.

Parents of crystal children find a yoga class as soon as you can. Crystal Children need to Find Comfort in their Aura Vibration. Yoga is the way.

http://autismandthecrystalbaby.blogspot.com/2017/05/crystal-children-telepathy.html#.WRP8BsZw-Uk

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**clairsentience (meaning clear sensing or emotional layer sensing),
clairvoyance (meaning clear seeing as with the Third Eye),
clairaudience (meaning clear hearing),
and claircognizance (meaning clear knowingness).

Crystal Children, Telepathy, Clairvoyance,an Empath , and a Phoenix

2017-05-03T23:06:00.001-07:00

Good Morning, Good Day.
As a Crystal caregiver to my Baby Phoenix,
I have found my self constantly searching the Internet looking for Crystal Children Characteristics.
We are Curious, so ,we look for answers.
I've searched for Crystal children and Real Telepathic stories. All my searches kept bringing up were your Crystal Children Characteristics web pages . with Telepathy listed.

Sometimes, as a Crystal Mom, I looked at what happens around Phoenix, and I feel some days , THIS JUST can Not be happening. This is Just a Dream.. And I need to Wake Up!
There was No Dream and it is 2:30 and Phoenix is AT IT Again.

well, this past week was an emotionally mentally depressing week. I Apologize for the negative Energy.
But, I have A Story to Tell.
and This story is a little long, But just follow with me, or please bookmark the page, and comeback to visit me..

My Husband has been with a Corporate Businesses for 12 years. well, this Corporate Business has Went through Corporate takeover by Cut throat of a CEO. Employees by the thousands have lost their Careers after this Corporate take over. My Husband was Devoted to make his section of the Corporation a Great Success. He being on a salary for 12 years, Working how every many Hours and days Straight to "JUST to get the Job Done.!" And Our Family Moved when they told us to. four times in 11 years.
This Corporation CEO decided to Reorganize My Husband's section and Many Other Sections through the east Coast . and its not a building.
this place just has a bunch of tracks , on a huge chunk of Land, and I bet you can find One of these Tracks Near you. WINK WINK
Reorganizing this section was Madness for Everyone. My Devoted Husband work 30 days straight, 14 hours a day, Night Shift..

With Husband working so much, Ive been reading about Arch Angels and Ascended Masters. I couldn't Help my self but look at their imagines on a web search. I was hypnotized. But One Arch Angel. I spent hours looking at picture after picture. looking at the Metatron cube. I didn't under stand why Metatron keep returning to my thoughts.
Finally, I decided to web search Metatron and crystal children.
Metatron is the Overseer of the Indigo, Crystal Children, And Sensitive Children.
Messages have a funny way to get to Me.
and Always Remember Crystal Care Givers, Just Listen.
anyway, my mind is here and there, Realizing I found an Arch Angel to call upon for Help, Aid, and Guidance for Phoenix, I felt Hope. Hope.

Phoenix has had some trouble keep Calm Lately. If Phoenix isn't calm, you just cant imagine..
Mrs Pearl was working hard with Phoenix with yoga and Mantras.
"I am Calm"
Phoenix has been making Mrs Pearl feel so many emotions lately.
Mrs.Pearl has a strong Link with Phoenix, and I know That is Mrs. Pearl being the Fierce Indigo that she is..
I don't know how Phoenix does It, but, he will give her a new challenge everyday At School.
And everyday Mrs. Pearl Accepts the Challenge whether she realizes it or not. and they do the Best they can together to get Through His Challenge as a team.
Everyday, Mrs Pearl never giving up!!!. working through the challenge Of Phoenix's Day.
Mrs. Pearl is the Pearl Of My Phoenix's WORLD !

here and there
Since I was a child, I can see energy colors radiating , moving , doing the energy dance.
Night Time is always the best Time to see the Light Show Of Energy.
With Husband gone every night.I was up late in my Bedroom.
OUT OF NO WHERE?
MY Room starting Lighting up at 3:30 in the morning.
A Strong veil of Bright light with Green energy appeared in my room,
then another veil of pink purple Fell.
Let me tell you the Green energy Veil was a color I've Never seen in my life.
That Green told me that This was ARCHANGEL Metatron. I can feel IT
I Couldn't believe what I seeing,
ArchAngel Metatron choose to show me his Presence.
Quickly, I had to embrace what I was experiencing and began Asking for Help
I pleaded for Guidance for My son. I pleaded for Phoenix to find balance within himself.
Phoenix's Light. Phoenix's Dark.
I prayed to Metatron Please let Phoenix give Peace,Healing, Joy, Hope, and Genuine Love to our World as it is fading away . I prayed, Let Phoenix be himself and teach enlightenment without words. I prayed , I'm grateful For All the Crystal Friends Who were able to Find Phoenix.Which brought more Peace,Healing, Joy, Hope, and Genuine Love to our World.

I prayed to ArchAngel Metatron, please let Phoenix learn" I am Calm"in his human self and soul.
"I am Calm"

I prayed "I am thankful for Mrs Pearl's yoga, Phoenix finally is feeling good in his own skin and vibration.

Thank You! Thank you!   Thank you For spending some time with me. love and Light Archangel Metatron..

The colorful energy veil lifted and I went to sleep.

A couple days past, And Mrs. Pearl was having great success at keeping Phoenix Calm focusing on their Yoga Poses. Going outside watering their Class Plants and visiting the school chickens. smiling, happy, and even trying his best to Focus on his class work.   Mrs. Pearl and Phoenix were learning to keep a handle on " I am Calm"
Everyday is a new a day. Mrs. Pearl was making A Difference in my Phoenix's Crystal Spirit and Human Self.
Creating a Balance in my Child's Aura Vibration, that is beyond measure as I know it to be.
Phoenix was finding Happy days, with his balance and was loving Life. And Mrs Pearl gave him those Happy days Smiling Phoenix Days!!

Days past, My Husband still working every night shift 14 hours. Trying to make his Corporate Section Reorganized. We were worried . This Corporation has Fired Manager After Manger.

My Husband had survived through the Cuts and was offered a move somewhere else in the Corporation and a raise.. He came home, told me and, I was happy he made the Manager Cuts.
But, this means, We Move again! and WORSE, Phoenix would not have Mrs Pearl.

Autism Parents, when you Find That Special Teacher, that can reach your child. Change your Child TO using his Words, that turn to Sentences. To being able to Calm your Child with Autism through A Melt Down.. Hello, Parents, I found a Miracle in Mrs Pearl.
I have moved several times, and finding another Natural Talent Of an Autism teacher that can reach my Phoenix, I was Destroyed just thinking of Phoenix leaving her.
With My Phoenix through the moves, I've only Found TWO teachers with Talent. Phoenix has been to four different schools and he is 10 years old. From what I have Learned, Autism Teachers are a Natural Talent!!! sure, you can get your 4 year degree, and become a special needs teacher.
But, Without the Natural Ability to Reach a child with Autism, That teacher will waste precious time! As Autism Parents, WE DO NOT HAVE TIME TO WASTE.. take it from me, I feel like Phoenix lost a couple of years in school, just because the Teacher didn't have the Natural Talent to reach him.
And when There isn't a Natural Talent teacher My Phoenix will withdraw.
**Parents a Natural Talent Autism Special needs Teacher, is a Teacher that has the ability to Reach and Pull your Completely withdrawn , autistic child out. and when they Come Out.
Miracles!!
I've witnessed a withdrawn, non verbal 11 year old, with a Natural Talent Autism Teacher, create a miracle, when the non verbal Child SPOKE! Miracle Right!!! Tear of Joys!! Only Autism Parents would comprehend the magic of hearing your child's voice after 11 years.

We were Moving, and My Phoenix was leaving his Mrs Pearl. I cried for a day. Yes.. a day.. Lucky, my husband still had a job. Me being Phoenix's Mother, I knew it would break my Phoenix's Heart. My Crystal Child, when he Cries and he hurts, you can feel it deep in your Soul. His Tears are what I call "Finding Never Land Tears". Seeing Phoenix Cry with his Crystal Eyes and with the most genuine heart, and the huge water swells, in his eyes.   I didn't want him to feel the Pain without Life with Mrs. Pearl. Mrs Pearl has become far more than his Teacher, and Yoga Student. Mrs Pearl and Phoenix are Kindred Spirits.
I felt a Huge loss, of Moving Phoenix away, from Mrs Pearl.
Mrs Pearl can Reach Phoenix Like No Other.
Phoenix finally being able to grow into his Aura Vibration in comfort, through Yoga with Mrs Pearl.
Mrs Pearl has this Energy about her that Phoenix Loves. and for Once away from home he is feels good in his own skin. Mrs Pearl's ability to help him control his Darkness , before he goes into Rage and The Hulk. With his ability to Stay Calm, More words and Sentences.
Mrs Pearl Did this!!!!!!!!
I was in Mother mode, How Can I Take Phoenix away from the best thing that ever happened to him,.Mrs. Pearl! A teacher that could Reach him,The Teacher who I felt was Phoenix's only hope..
The Teacher that made a DIFFERENCE!! MADE A difference and a better life for a Child with Autism.
My Phoenix, My Crystal Child. My heart was Broken in a Million pieces for you..
I wished My Phoenix didn't have to leave Mrs Pearl. over and Over..

I finally got the courage and Called Mrs Pearl, to tell her the News.. Phoenix was moving. I was a terrified mother. I know what kind of Special Education teachers are out there..of, Course I was a basket case.. I couldn't wait to tell her in person. I couldn't have Phoenix being at the school the next day, and her not know that Phoenix was leaving , and to enjoy all the bad and wonderful moments.. I hung up, and just cried for the rest of the night.

In My Distress, Crying at 4:00 in the morning.
I asked Archangel Metatron , How Could you?? Move Phoenix from Mrs Pearl..
She is the Best thing that ever happened to Phoenix.
I Begged Arch Angel Metatron ,Overseer of the Indigo, Crystal Children, And Sensitive Children.
Please Protect My baby. My Crystal baby Phoenix..
If this is what are Destiny is, then so be it.
But Please Protect My Phoenix

**Telepathy, Clairvoyance,an Empath , and a Phoenix ***
Mrs Pearl Is credited for Witnessing these accounts.

Crystal Children Can Do Miracles that are Amazing and fill your mind with wonder.
And THEN Crystal Children Have Abilities that WILL TERRIFY YOU!!
My Phoenix, my love.
Every time I think about this, I need to Cry For Phoenix..

Then Something Unlike I've Never read about in a million Internet searches ,
Crystal Children Telepathy
This kind of Telepathy is not what you think.

I wasn't even there For Phoenix when this happened to Him, But, Mrs Pearl was there, Thank the Gods
Friday morning. Phoenix walked into the classroom with His Arms Open Wide, wanting a hug Just For Mrs. Pearl. He loves her...
Mrs Pearl sent me a Text with joy
Phoenix , unpacked, signed in, and sat down on his yoga mat.
Phoenix decided Out of Know Where, to Pick up his 93 Pound Crystal class mate.
And Put him Down Safely.
Sensing Something was Happening with Phoenix
Mrs Pearl Went straight to Yoga For Phoenix

Phoenix stayed on his yoga mat, really trying to participate in yoga.
Then I receive a ANOTHER Text "He is MAD"from Mrs Pearl
Something HAPPENED to my baby.. My baby Phoenix..

Something was Pulling his mind away, Phoenix .Fighting what he was feeling, hearing and seeing in his Mind.
He couldn't look at anyone but Mrs Pearl. Crushing his glasses,
Mrs Pearl sent a text "he destroyed his glasses"
Phoenix then began throwing his body up and down screaming. saying "no don't hurt me" while his head was down on the floor, almost like he was about to do his head stand.

"Don't Hurt Me"
Mrs Pearl Looking Into Phoenix's Crystal eyes with "Finding Never land Tears" Crying Out For His DADDY!! " DADDY"
"Mrs Pearl says to him"
"Phoenix is Calm "

"Mrs Pearl's Here"
"Phoenix is Safe"

Phoenix was Not There, He wanted to be .. But His Mind's Eyes was Opened.
Mrs Pearl Sensed Phoenix was fighting what was happening in his mind

Mrs Pearl Wasn't Given Up.
Trying to work through it with him ", Tears streaming Down his Face Crying Out For His daddy! Mrs Pearl would have Phoenix take his Deep Yoga breaths., but he'd go right back to screaming for his Daddy.
Phoenix repeating "Don't Hurt Me!"

Phoenix trying to get help to release what was happening in his mind
Phoenix stuck his feet out like he wanted Mrs Pearls's hands on his feet, And Instinct Phoenix has about grounding. Bare feet and Anyone to Pull that energy out.
Mrs Pearl gently placed her hands on the bottom of his feet and tried to rock his body from side to side like in a happy baby pose. It soothed him for a couple of seconds, then he had a jolt of energy and threw his feet up and started screaming again.
Phoenix's Body was in full adrenaline Hulk State.
There was no Rage, Just Massive "Finding Neverland Tears"
Crying out for his Daddy
This was unlike anything Mrs Pearl had ever witnessed from Phoenix,
But, His Eyes were Different. His eyes were different a mixture of asking for Help and Anger.
and the TEARS!

Mrs Pearl is STILL Trying to reach him.
Using Yoga Tree Pose and yoga Boat Pose.
My Phoenix after the Jolt , He Couldn't Fight it, and just Let go.
With Finding Never Land Tears" Streaming down His Face The entire time For His Daddy.

Mrs Pearl Sent me another Text
"I have No Idea what's Going On with him. I'm at a complete loss. I want to Cry. He was so happy when he first saw me"
Phoenix IS IN Crisis mode !!

Minutes Later
My husband came home from work that morning,,
With the Most Distraught, Deer In the Headlights look,
AND TOLD ME HE was just Fired From his Job.
Phoenix's Daddy had just been FIRED, after years of Dedication and Most of all PRIDE for the Corporation he worked for.

I texted back to Mrs Pearl" Disturbance in the Force I'm coming to get him Now!! Get Phoenix away from Everyone!!"

I looked at My Just Devastated Husband, a told him I have to Go!
I have to Get Our Phoenix!!!
RIGHT NOW! I just Knew! Go GET MY BABY!

Mrs.Pearl, STILL trying!!!! to reach him, did a resting pose and Brought him back!!!!
Then. All Of a Sudden, Phoenix Starts Singing" Goodbye, Goodbye.."
walking around the Class ." Goodbye, Goodbye.."

I got to Phoenix has quick as I could.
I got him home, he took his shoes off.
Phoenix went Straight to His Daddy and Laid in his arms Like a Baby on the Couch for a long time.

I don't know if I can wrap my head around what happened
My husband Being Fired.
But,I cried More Tears, over what happened to My Phoenix.
Mrs Pearl and I have Both have been just Overwhelmed with what Happened to Phoenix, and Mrs Pearl Living through it with him.

First Phoenix has Autism, and he cant really express Himself but with few words.
But, these words are expressive

"Don't Hurt Me!"
Phoenix was Crying Uncontrollable tears for his Daddy.
and Phoenix began Singing Good Bye Good Bye.
During this time of events. I have timed Texts From Mrs Pearl. and My Husband told me the time he was called in the Office and when he arrived home.
Phoenix went somewhere. Phoenix was trying to Control what was happening. in his mind.
And Something Else Was In Control.

Now, if i were a normal, Autism mom, and I would just think, just another, Melt Down .
But, I'm Not a Normal Autism mom. I'm a Mother to a Crystal Child.
and Mrs. Pearl! Praise the Gods, She Helped him through. and was there trying to help Phoenix, seeing is believing!! and NEVER gave up.

What Happened to My Phoenix
I've read and read, of Course .
Searching about Telepathy Because its A Crystal Characteristics. looking for Answers .
I found So many websites "How to be Clairvoyant" " "Become Telepathic"
After what Happened to my child.
Be careful What you ask For!!
What Happened to Phoenix was Traumatic!!

But I discovered and answer.

An Empath is One who takes on Other's Emotions.
Telepathy is transmission of thoughts or feelings mind to mind
Clairvoyance the ability to open the third Eye, And See The Past, Present, Or Future.

Now, Thinking Like a Crystal Mother. All of the Above , happened at the same time to Phoenix.
My Sweet Phoenix Crying in Pain for His Daddy.
My Phoenix saying "Don't Hurt me" His Daddy was experiencing the Biggest Hurt of his Life.
Phoenix, who is just a Boy, saw in his Mind Everything His Daddy was hearing, seeing, and feeling.
The worst part Phoenix felt the Biggest Hurt of his Daddy's entire Life.

In my Search, I Found Something,
I found there is Clairvoyant-telepathy or called astral telepathy. Or Just to many *Clairs at Once!
From my reading I read when this happens, There is a Transmission of Force along the Channels of the Astral Plane. when this happens your astral self expands until it reaches the astral self of the other person. Or Imagine your Mind expanding to reach the other mind.
When this happens you can feel and see the astral activities happening in the other person.

Realizing astral telepathy Happened to Phoenix, My human in me says oh my god.
And I laid on my Bed and Cried and Cried. Terrified for my child!
My Spiritual Self Says,
WHAT? !!!
Who in the Universe decided that was Okay ?!!!!!!
Who decided to to make MY Child Go through that type of hurt with a god Trial at age 10?
Not only that, Mrs Pearl felt, Phoenix's deep Hurt.
Again, and a Child with Autism.
I Begged Arch Angel Metatron ,Overseer of the Indigo, Crystal Children, And Sensitive Children.
Please Protect My baby. My Crystal baby Phoenix.. What is Happening?

I don't know if this Astral Telepathy will ever happen again with Phoenix.
Those Moments in that day will Forever be with, My Husband, myself, Mrs.Pearl,
And Phoenix.
after a lot of thought
Mrs Pearl said Phoenix reminded her of
Harry Potter and Dumbledore "Order of the Phoenix "
Harry's Inner Battle
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hw6GwhfNl7U
I watched it and Cried..

As an Autism Parent, I looked into Seizures.
Phoenix, was talking, and trying to get calm taking yoga breaths during this time
and trying to get calm , working through Yoga Poses.
at this moment , WE don't have insurance right now, My husband Lost his Job.
I have to wait until June For Insurance, and if Phoenix does Anything like
this between now and June   he'll be getting every test possible test looking for signs of a seizure.
this happened ,
through timing from Phoenix's dad
the time of the texting from Mrs Pearl
Phoenix crying out for his daddy. and saying "Don't Hurt Me" and Singing Good Bye
Remember there are No Coincidences in this World.
we pray nothing happens again this Traumatic to his daddy.
Crystal Children Have Strong Bonds with their Parents..
The Strongest.

Mrs Pearl, Thank you for your Recount of Events
Thank you for Never giving Up that Day with Phoenix.
You are the Pearl Of Our World!!!
This Post is dedicated to you, No one on the Planet Could have helped Phoenix through that experience like you.And Who Would believe this Post without you!!

If any Crystal Parents wish to reach out to me, but, privately.
my email
shellystarzz@gmail.com

CLAIRVOYANCE
Clairvoyant (clear vision)
CLAIRAUDIENCE
Clairaudience (clear audio /hearing)
CLAIRSENTIENCE
Clairsentience (clear sensation or feeling)
CLAIRSCENT
Clairscent (clear smelling)
CLAIRTANGENCY
Clairtangency (clear touching)
CLAIRGUSTANCE
Clairgustance (clear tasting)
CLAIREMPATHY
Clairempathy (clear emotion)
CHANNEL/CHANNELING
Channel

great informatiom
https://www.lightforcenetwork.com/nicholas-b/telepathy-vs-clairvoyance

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autism adrenaline strength, Yoga, Calming My Hulk,

2017-04-23T03:16:00.000-07:00

Greetings And Welcome Again.
This Post is hard for to write, But I still would like to Share All sides of Our world.

My Hardest Challenge as A Crystal Mom.

Autism, a Crystal, With Super Strength
My Phoenix has always been able to Tap into his adrenaline.
Believe it or not Phoenix tapped into his Adrenaline the first time when he weighed Only Twenty Pounds. Phoenix was sick, and needed antibiotics in the form of a Shot.
Phoenix thought his was Fighting For his Life, Fighting from a antibiotic needle.
He did Not want that needle.
He Tapped His Adrenaline, and the Hulk made One of His First Appearances.
It took his dad, two nurses and me to hold him long enough to get his antibiotic shot.
I actually wrote about this For the First Time In 2013.
You can use the search bar on the Right
autism strength

My Phoenix ,
When He was a toddler , And his Sensory Issues would bother him.
Phoenix would try his best as a toddler to manage his Sensory Over Load,
Some days he Just Couldn't.
With His Sensory Over load. And His Crystal Vibration Magnifying everything
Phoenix would handle as Much of that magnified Crystal Vibration as his tiny Body Could.
My Babies Body Just wasn't able to process That amount of Intense Vibration
All Of a Sudden, I felt the Change In my son.
Phoenix Disappeared into his Own Darkness
Phoenix would Radiate Dark Energy through His Eyes.
His Pupils would Dilate and his Eyes turned deep Black.
I knew , Melt Down was On the Way.
5,4,3,2,1 Atomic Bomb !!!
After He Finally Made it through his Melt Down and his Own Darkness.
Phoenix Burned through His Magnified Crystal Vibration.
He was Back. and Happy again,
A Phoenix

Phoenix has Grown Older.
Now he is In Elementary School.
Phoenix is Tall, Skinny and He is Not Athletic.
His ability to tap into his adrenaline remains.
Yes, His Adrenaline Tap Remains, and His is a Growing Boy,
Who has Grown Incredibly Strong.

Phoenix's Sensory Filled Structured school Days can bring far more than a Meltdown.
He has Grown Older.
His Crystal Vibration has grown Stronger
Phoenix Melts Downs Turns into his Dark Energy,
His Dark Energy
Turns into Anger
Then to Rage
Then Phoenix tapped in his Adrenalin
Phoenix Disappears into The Darkness. and Rage
My Phoenix Is Not There.
Bringing Out The Hulk.

When Phoenix Became the Hulk in school I was stunned.
Phoenix was Angry, because he finished his work, and didn't receive his reward.
It was time to switch learning stations. and a teacher pulled him away by his arms to go to the next station without His Reward.
First Phoenix sent a warning Shot with his Eyes.
Those Crystal Eyes turned Black and Radiated Darkness .
Phoenix tapped that Adrenalin in One second
Again My Phoenix was Not There.

He vanished in his own darkness
Becoming The Hulk
That Poor Teacher, received a Head But in the Nose From Phoenix, in Full HULK mode.
Still, with his Adrenalin, Full Hulk, He began Throwing Classroom chairs around the Room.
Phoenix was Out of Control.
Phoenix finally calmed Down, And He was His Sweet Self Again.
From the Hulk back to Bruce Banner.
And that Poor teacher had to go get her Nose Checked at the Hospital. It was Black and Blue.
I Felt SO SAD.. for The Teacher, My Phoenix, and Myself
I lost My Faith...
What Could I Do?
I said I was So Sorry to His Teacher. A hundred times, but it was still not enough.
His Teacher assured me she Still loved Phoenix, as I'm looking at her Nose and her black eyes. with Deep depressed Sadness.
Phoenix at the time was in 2nd grade. a Little Boy.. Already causing Fear from his teacher!

This mommy was Broken.. my heart was in a thousand pieces.
My Phoenix.
My Crystal.
My heart.
Your love
Your hugs feel like a Million Heavens.
What was happening with my Child?
A Crystal Child..

I had dreams of him long before he was born to me.
How Could this be , a Crystal Child , with this Super Strength?
Adrenaline tapping Child. A Hulk! I questioned everything about Phoenix.I doubted him to be a Crystal Child. I never in my travels seen a Crystal Child become Dark.
I thought maybe,
Phoenix is mad at me for Being Born, and He was Much happier being at home among the Stars of Pleiades.
Just what I was going through, No One Could Understand.
Tear after Tear. I could Lift a Drought
When He is the Hulk, He is Just Gone.

I wonder where he goes to.

Another School Year.
I was hoping for the Best .
Yoga in School was helping soothe that Overwhelming Vibration Aura of His.
Mrs. Pearl has been Teaching Phoenix to calm and Balance that Vibration of his with Yoga.
We Were Doing Alright. Phoenix Loved Mrs. Pearl.
Phoenix was Calm and Happy.
we has made it to February.
But, One day at Horse therapy.
Phoenix had a Hulk Moment.
Mrs Pearl didn't have any Apple Juice that day.

And Phoenix wanted More Cheetos. I didn't know at this Point My Phoenix was eating Cheetos, with Food Dye that makes his Mind Crazy.
Phoenix was Going Dark.
Mrs Pearl tried To Calm Him, By Using Yoga Mantras.
"I am Calm "
"Mrs. Pearl is Here."
Phoenix wasn't having it.
Especially after Eating the Mind Altering Cheetos.
Phoenix was Going Darker , and when he get to a certain Level, there is No coming back from it.
A Warning Shot was Fired Through his Crystal Eyes .
Phoenix Tapped his Adrenaline.
Then we Lost him to the Hulk.
Phoenix Put a Huge Knot on Mrs.Pearl Head.
Phoenix came back to us, Just Like Bruce Banner Does.
Phoenix realizing something went wrong.
Just Keep looking At Mrs. Pearl Head.
"Asking whats the matter.'
Mrs Pearl was sent to the Doctor to check for a concussion.
It was so Heartbreaking. Phoenix Loves Mrs Pearl.
And I was so Fearful their Bond would be Broken over this,
But In another Miracle, Phoenix and Mrs. Pearl Became Closer.

Phoenix Still has had so Many Triumphs , Calming My Hulk
Mrs Pearl and Yoga Poses Keeping Him Calm.
Using the Mantra
I am Calm.
Mrs.Pearl, creating her Own Miracles, With Phoenix.
She is the Only One who Can Get to Phoenix when He is Going Dark.
Phoenix has Levels Of Darkness, and when he get to Level Six, There is No turning Back.
Mrs.Pearl has successfully turned Phoenix 's Darkness back from Level Five back to One.
Mrs Pearl and her daily Yoga.
Mrs Pearl teaching Phoenix to Program his Mind and Spirit with Yoga Poses, Energy, and Mantras.
Calming the Hulk within.

Mrs Pearl has had Many Great Successes keeping Phoenix balanced and Keeping Calm.
Another Miracle. With Mrs Pearl's Yoga.
Can you Imagine if you have a Child with Autism with Anger Issues?
and Suddenly through the Power Of Yoga, Your Child can learn to sooth their Anger with Yoga?
Its a Beautiful thing. But, It takes Time, and Lots of Yoga.

Phoenix has A long way to Go, and More time and More Yoga.
A Couple Of weeks ago. Sadly Phoenix lost himself into darkness again.
Phoenix had spent time outside at the end of the school day, and maybe became to hot. Crystal children are Heat Sensitive. Phoenix was packing up at the end of the school day and decided he wanted Mrs Pearl's marker to take home. and she said "No"
Phoenix cant have everything.
All the school Children were going home, the entire school, loading the Buses.
Phoenix couldn't handle his day anymore.
And He Just went Dark.
He Fired a warning Shot of Dark Energy Through his Crystal Eyes .
Tapped that Adrenaline.
And Phoenix disappeared into his Own Dark Energy with those Black Eyes.
and The Hulk came Out with More Power and Strength than Ever before.
The Strength of two men.. and feeling no pain.
I can Not ever Understand, He went after Mrs Pearl.
Phoenix had to be Restrained by Mrs Pearl and Her Teacher Assistant, Then, The 6'2 Giant Principle had to come help restrain My Hulk.
Phoenix went Hulk in front of all the other school children.
Can you imagine what those Children were Thinking??
At least I know Phoenix will never get Bullied.
The school called for me to Pick him up.
when I got to him
It was just like looking at Bruce Banner coming back from being the Hulk.
The Kid Looked like he had just been to war. This Mommy had to clean up the Ruins the Hulk had left behind. Every time I think about this I want to cry.

Please Dont Fear Phoenix

After Moments When Phoenix becomes The Hulk
They are Afraid Of you , what are you going to do next?
I always tell myself that its going to alright.
Being a Mom to Phoenix, I worry his Teachers are Afraid of him.
FEAR, my Phoenix.
Phoenix can sense when People Fear Him, and He magnifies every emotion back to you.
Including Fear. Making the Person have a More uncomfortable Fear towards him.
Phoenix can use that fear to get his way with a Teacher Assistant.
When Phoenix should be working, The TA will let Phoenix draw Animals, or whatever he wants.
using her Fear against her.
Don't Fear!

My Phoenix
Everyone who meets him, Loves him.
It something without warning, You Just Love him.
when he is balanced,
He Is Vibrant and full Of Life.
Full Of Love..
Phoenix's Crystal Eyes Become Large and His Aura is the Light that can be seen.
Phoenix Just Loves Being Alive.
and In turn
He shows you want it means to be Alive.
Phoenix, Just Needs you to take Some time with him.
And He can, without Any Words, Can Show you what you need to Live.
Phoenix Can Preach without words. Just that Crystal Vibration.
This was my confusion. Phoenix is a Crystal Child in every sense.
Amazing Coincidences That become Miracles happen all around this Beautiful Child.
I waited My Whole Life for Phoenix, He is A Miracle..
But,This Adrenalin Tapping Dark Energy, Hulk. Is not a Crystal Characteristic of a Crystal.
One thing I can Not deny, He was born with this Ability of the Adrenalin Tap.
I've read that some children with Autism Develop Blind Rage. I have never read anywhere about a twenty month old, with Blind Rage.. anything is possible though..
Crystal Children are Sensitive , if they feel a Threat , They will retreat and find Safety Within themselves.

I know One Crystal, If he feels a Threat, Maybe he does retreat within Himself, But, A Strong Force Of Power and Strength Emerges.
Phoenix will use his abilities, If he Must.
Adrenaline Tap. Including an Incredible Pain tolerance ..

If All Crystals Feel The need to retreat when they feel a Threat. What would happen if these Crystal Children were in a Group? a Threat Arises.. To harm them.
Even with all of Their Magnificent Powerful vibrations. The Crystals Could Not Defend Themselves.
But, There Is One, One Crystal, That will Destroy that Threat.

I know I have a hard time wrapping my head around Phoenix and turning Dark. And you may not understand it either.
But, where there is dark , there is Light.
Phoenix is trying to balance his Vibration and grow into a massive aura. It's difficult for him. But, when he is balanced,
He Is the most loving , cuddly little boy. You just can't get enough of that genuine love. He heals, he soothes, and brings comfort.
With great work with Yoga. Phoenix has learned to be calm.
Phoenix just needs to keep moving forward, with Yoga and becoming one with the Mantra, I am Calm

Characteristics of a Crystal a child, A Mom's Point of View

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Greetings,

Thank You!! Thank for Stopping by for a Visit with Me today.
I Started this blog in 2010. But I started writing post about Phoenix in 2008 on my first blog.
writing about Phoenix, here and there, through the years
now, I have been a mom to a Crystal Child for 10 years.
I have experienced the Characteristics of a Crystal child through Phoenix.
Most Important!!
I have also experienced 10 years of Living with a Crystal Child, learning how to adapt and grow into His Own Crystal Characteristics.
Phoenix was Born with Crystal Children Characteristics,
And then Some Of His Crystal Characteristics have emerged as he grows.
Phoenix.
10 years ago there were books here and there about Crystal Children.
Those books gave me no Clue what kind of a Life Path I was in For as A Mother to a Crystal Child.

NO Clue!!!

Moms, Dads and Caregivers to Crystal Crystal, I must Share this with You****
Its not easy being a Parent to a Crystal Child.
Life with a Crystal Child does not mean you're Living with a perfect Angelic being every single day.
Phoenix , a Crystal Child with Autism., Raising him, has been my biggest Challenge of My Life.
There have been Moments with Phoenix, Moments with Miracles. Moments of asking Myself, "did that just really happen" Miracles.
And Then there were Moments, Moments with Phoenix,
That I thought I to myself,
He cant be a crystal child behaving this way. and I Lost my Faith.
I Just want to Share with you, If a day happens, and your questioning if you child is a Crystal Child.. Your Child's Behavior's was the farthest thing from being that Angelic Being that particular day.. . and loose Faith . you Loose Faith in you Crystal being True..
Just Know, From , Me to you, With Love, Parent to Parent
That it is Alright!!
It Will Be OK!
They are just Children after all.
Out of NO Where! Your Crystal Child will have a Moment, and Moment with another Miracle.. and Faith will be restored in All you believed before..

All Crystal Children are different. there are no two alike. With Crystal Child being different, each crystal has their Own characteristics.
Even Though all Crystal's are Different,
I Felt I needed to Share with Parents Of Crystal Children. My Spiritual Life with Phoenix
Me and Phoenix just had to figure this Crystal Life out just the two of us. But, I felt so Alone..
I want other Crystal Children parents to know you are not Alone in this Crystal Journey.
I've been Taught so much From Phoenix .
Please Understand, when you are reading about Crystal Children Characteristics, and you indeed are the parent of a Crystal. Child.
Your Life is Now Your Crystal Child's learning how to live and grow with their Crystal Characteristics

Today, I want to Share with You Phoenix's Characteristics, growing Up Crystal.
Please bookmark this page for Later.
We have Been on this path a long time. Crystal characteristics, emerge as they grow up.
So, we might have a lot to share with you on this post.

Much More than Crystal Characteristics**** Signs a Crystal is on the Way***
I read that Crystal Children choose their Parents.
I don't if that's true.
remembering back ,
right after my marriage to my husband,
I started have a recurring Dream about blond haired brown eyed little boy.
I continued to dream of this little boy for eight years.
my recurring dreams were not night after night.
Maybe once a week
or I could a month without having the Dream.
after Dreaming of this Blond Hair Brown little boy so many times,
I loved him so much, I knew I was his mommy.
I'm not sure If the Gods were sending me a message to Get him Here With Me.
or Phoenix was letting me He wanted to be Born to me.
Either Way, I knew I was going to have this Child.

Pregnancy With A Crystal Child.*
My Pregnancy was difficult With Phoenix.
I had two miscarriages trying to get him here on Earth.
you can Imagine I was a nervous mess during this Crystal Pregnancy.
I heard Whispers during my Pregnancy with Phoenix
Whispers from the Gods Perhaps.
The Whispers told me " He will have Autism"
I responded by "Just make him Beautiful"
I didn't even know about Autism all those years ago

A Crystal Child's Birth*

Phoenix's Birth was Difficult...
But, When he was Born...
Phoenix did not Cry, when He took his First Breath..
That's Right!!
My Crystal child did Not Cry when he entered this World!!!
Instead, He Opened His Crystal Eyes Right Away.
Giant Black Eyes!
Phoenix Could Crystal Gaze within Minutes of Birth.
Those Giant Black eyes Gazed into his Fathers eyes.

Crystal Children And Vaccines*
First, I am NOT an ANTI Vaccine Mom!!!!
and Yes Phoenix is a Crystal Child with Autism
what I do know!
when Phoenix would get his scheduled Vaccine shots he would get sick
I noticed He wasn't Doing well at the 2 month Vaccine.
He was lethargic, his skin turned red, and he was not doing well.
It would take a week for him to feel better after a Vaccine
My Two Older boys, did not react to Vaccines Like Phoenix.
They handled their vaccines.
But, when it was Time for a Vaccine, Phoenix would have the Same Reaction every time.
As Phoenix grew older, and developed Strength. Any Vaccine or needle coming his way,
This Crystal Child would fight For his Life against the Nurses and Doctors.
At Two years old, Phoenix had to endure Autism genetic Testing. Which required a needle for a blood Draw. It took several Nurses and a Doctor, to hold him down to get the needle in him
Me and his Dad couldn't believe what we were seeing. Phoenix felt like he was fighting for his life again. This Child was strong, and still is. As the years went by I learned this Strength came from and Ability to Tap into his Adrenalin at any moment.
Phoenix has all his vaccines. And even his yearly Flu shot.
Without the yearly Flu shot, if he catches a virus, he's much sicker.
Crystal Children to don't react well at all to foreign substances in their Body.

Autism, Speech Delay, and a Crystal Child's Telepathy***
Phoenix, when he was a Baby made little noise.
He barely Cried, and wasn't Cooing like Babies at six months old.
This was a Sign or Symptom of Autism as we Know.
Phoenix was Diagnosed with Autism at two years old.
Somehow, I knew everything he wanted or needed though.
Telepathy is not always what you think it might be.
Telepathy can come through to the Crystal Parent as an emotion from the Crystal child, especially as Crystal Babies.
Or Just, how you would imagine, Phoenix as he grew older could get in my Mind, and Tell me exactly what he was thinking. and Phoenix could get in my Mind, to know What I was thinking.
Phoenix may try to Use telepathy on other People.
But, Only Chosen Loved Ones Can actually hear him or feel his emotions.

Phoenix would also some how, SING when he was a baby.
His singing sounded like an Orca Whale.. I didn't understand what I was hearing, but, his singing was beautiful.
I prayed and Prayed, I wanted to hear his Voice with my ears.   finally, I did when he was 18 months old. He said De De, and finally Da Da..
Phoenix to this Day would rather not Talk. through out his 10 year life, I have constantly reminded him "To Use his Words".. He would rather not...

Crystal Children will Let Their Parents Know their a Crystal****
A Blog Post from September 2008
http://eternalsunshineofthesplitmind.blogspot.com/2008/09/autism-crystal-and-blue-lady.html
Tthen we were doing alright, Phoenix and me were on the Floor playing tickle.
sometimes messages have a funny way of getting to you, for i doubted Phoenix to be Crystal.
i placed my face on the bottom of Phoenix's feet, tickle, tickle, but a tickle of his feet wasn't what he wanted. i felt him lock into my eyes, as i then played pick a boo with his feet, then i felt the crystalline energy of my son embrace me, Phoenix told me to send energy to him, and if you are familiar with REiki, i was sending reiki energy to him. and every time i would send a wave of energy to him, he would start giggling, we did this over and over radiating through each other, with him giggling louder and louder every time i sent him energy. then i heard The Blue Lady say to me, you have your Crystal Confirmation...........................................
after wards
i felt like i had been touched by the Gods, i have experienced many forms of enlightenment in my lifetime, by evoking the goddess herself, this experience with my Crystal Phoenix,, so far was the most spiritual, and divine of my entire life, i felt my spirit shimmering .

Crystal Children, Autism, Sensory, Extremely Sensitive***
Phoenix has a Tactile Sensory. Touch
Phoenix is Very Sensitive to florescent lights. and Bright Lights.
He wears sunglasses to Protect His Crystal Eyes.
Phoenix is sensitive to Certain Energies, It could be People, Places, or things.
He Sensitive to Other People's emotions.
He senses everything Positive or Negative.
Phoenix can not have food Dyes. If he eats candy with These Dyes, he goes crazy.
Phoenix's skin is sensitive to detergents.

Crystal Child are vegetarians.***
Phoenix has always Loved his Vegetables.
and He really has never like meat. I keep placing meat on his plate, until I got the point! he was throwing it in the trash every time I tried..
He will eat the occasional chicken nugget covered in ketchup. GROSS

Crystal Children, Separation Anxiety from Parents, and a Chosen loved One*****
My gosh, Phoenix has in his life, just his mommy and daddy.
Phoenix has lived with his Daddy working for the railroad all his life. Railroad life is not easy for Phoenix. When he was a baby, just Brand New, he would see his Daddy one day, and then his Daddy could be gone for a couple days. As Phoenix grew older , his Daddy could be playing with him, an emergency railroad call would come in. Phoenix's daddy would have to go to work. Phoenix would cry for hours and hours. Genuine, my heart is broken tears.
Phoenix's daddy is still with the Railroad. And those Calls still come in. After 10 years , sometimes he's OK,with his Daddy leaving us to go to work.
And other day's his heart still breaks. And Cries heartbroken tears. Phoenix last severe separation anxiety heartbreak was Thanksgiving. Phoenix's brother was with us for the holiday. Phoenix was a happy boy with his family all together.
And then that call came. His daddy had an emergency at work.
Phoenix cried on the couch for two hours for his Daddy.
Tears, so many heartbroken tears..
Phoenix wouldn't even eat his Thanksgiving dinner.

Crystal Children Eyes, The Most famous Characteristic*
I'm sure you know by now , Crystal Children are known for their beautiful Crystal Eyes. Crystal children eyes are well known for Crystal Gazing , making eye contact and touching your soul ,
it is common for Crystal Children Eyes to be a magnificent Blue color.
Phoenix, however, His eyes are Brown.
Growing up, Phoenix used his Crystal Eyes for more than Crystal Gazing. There was more to those Crystal Eyes.
As I wrote in earlier post,
At a young age Phoenix was wearing sunglasses. He needed his Crystal Eyes covered.
He learn ed to communicate with his Crystal eyes, by lowering
His sunglasses. Making eye contact when he choose to.
Phoenix can Use His Crystal Eyes as Weapons
Phoenix' Crystal Eyes can pierce your eyes with light and
Dark arrows.
You don't understand what you're feeling but it's sharp and those eyes hurt your soul.
And then you can feel the greatest love through those Crystal Eyes.
Through some miracle pictures of Phoenix's Crystal Eyes.
Remember   His eyes are Brown.
I felt I needed to take a closer look. His eyes appeared to have a strange sheen to them. I decided to enlarge his eye. And simply adjust the color bar , light bar.
I discovered in his Iris of his Crystal Eyes, Contained his Crystal Aura .
All of Phoenix's aura colors, in his Iris.
Crystal Children Eyes are actually Genuine Crystal Eyes.
When Crystal Children make eye Contact with some one and Crystal Gaze ,
That's why you feel your soul has been seen.
That Crystal Aura was reaching you through Those Crystals eyes.

Crystal Child Love the Earth! *****
Animals, Soil, Seeds, Plants, Rocks,CRYSTALS,
My Crystal Child with Autism is Obsessed with Animals.
All Animals, he spends his time writing animal names. and When He is on his Ipad, he is searching for Images of any animal you he can Imagine.
Since Phoenix Could walk, he loved to be outside, enjoying what the Earth has to offer.
My crystal loves to plant flower seeds..   and water the seeds, and to watch the seeds grow into flowers. its his most favorite thing to do...
I cant tell you how many times, Ive found different Rocks In Phoenix's pants pockets.
If I miss the Rocks in his Pants, I can hear My washing machine swishing rocks around.
Since, Phoenix was a tiny thing, he would just walk around and look at his Flowers he grew. and it is a common occurrence for him to put his ear against the flower and Listen.
Listening to his Flowers.
Phoenix is a real tree hugger. He'll find a tree he loves and give it a hug.
Some days, he just wants to be in his bare feet, feeling the Grass between his toes.
He loves to dig in the Dirt and feel the soil between his Fingers.
CRYSTALS!! I have so many Crystals I have collected, years before Phoenix was born.
Phoenix loves them. He even has Chosen his own Crystal.
Phoenix had a Special Crystal Choose Day.
And Of Course, My Atlantean Record Keeper Choose Him.

Crystal Children have a Connection to Higher Realms. Angels, Ghosts, Fairies, Multidimensional cosmic beings*****
I have always been able see, Ghost, energy, fairies, anything In the Higher Realms, since I was a Child. I have My own Life experiences with the Higher Realms, It can be so scary, exciting, and Mostly I was Taught,
There is more to This World than what it appears.
Phoenix though, at a young age. I often caught him staring into Space at nothing, and just smiling and laughing. and then I would see a bright orb of light move quickly through the room.
One experience to Share with Phoenix's Spiritual Connection
Phoenix was three years old, I was ready for bed and i had laid down for my nights rest. i looked down my hall.
and i saw something unbelievable. i saw energy outlines of different colors, Ghosts
one after the other, The Ghosts were moving in waves down my hall.
Toward Phoenix's bedroom room!!
I thought to myself.. "dear God?!"
I shut my eyes and i opened my eyes again and there they were again, Ghost one after the other, in a line moving forward, Going to Visit a sleeping Crystal Child
To give you, the reader.. an idea of what this looked like, think back to the 1982 movie Poltergeist. in this movie there is a scene in the film that shows the ghosts coming down the stair case. think of seeing that image but without the skeletons and faces, just the actual ghost energy.
It felt like I saw at least a hundred of these beings, paying a visit to my Crystal.

Crystal Children Need Yoga****
It may be difficult but find your Crystal Child with Autism a Yoga group.
A yoga for special needs Children
Kids inclusive Yoga
Yoga is exceptional in calming and Soothing children Crystal Children.
With yoga,
Phoenix was able feel good in his own skin, for the first time.
When Autistic Crystal Children feel good in their own skin,
Miracles Happen.
Phoenix was able to be Comfortable in that Vibration of his.
His body and Vibration feel like they can finally co habitat together.
Yoga can help with a Crystals constant Sensory overload,balancing their Chakras.
Yoga is teaching to Phoenix, To Breath,to Find the Light, and to be Calm.
Yoga Taught Phoenix Ground Himself with that Powerful Vibration of his.
With Wonderful Healing Yoga Poses.
Not, Only that, Yoga has helped Phoenix feel more Comfortable with Using His Words.
Yoga is a Powerful Medicine to Help your Crystal Child Grow and Learn.

Crystal Children Love.Rainbows and Rainbow Colors**
Phoenix is in all is his Glory when he sees a Rainbow after a Rain shower.
He looks out our giant picture window. after it rains looking for a rainbow.
He Often Gets Blessed, and sees One.
Phoenix get so Over the Moon Happy, when he sees a Rainbow Looking out the window.
"Rainbow Mommy"
And sure enough there's the Rainbow he was waiting for.
Phoenix loves Rainbows with intensity.
He was taught In School about
ROY G BIV
An acronym for the colors of the visible light spectrum:
Red
Orange
Yellow
Green
Blue
Indigo
Violet
Phoenix has Drawn Hundreds Of Rainbows . and On Every Drawing
He writes
ROY G BIV
He has every Color In Place
Phoenix loves Rainbow colored Clothes..
The Rainbow Clothing has to mixed for some reason.
Their is a Rainbow scarf he is wearing in the Top Picture.
Phoenix found that Rainbow scarf at the Local Good Will Store.
It was love at first Site, Phoenix and that Rainbow Scarf.
He snatched The Rainbow Scarf right off the Hanger with Great Joy..
Phoenix made sure I knew HE wasn't Leaving the store without it.
Phoenix fell in Love with a Tie dye Rainbow Colored Shirt in different store the same Way.
That Shirt is his Most Favorite Shirt In the World.
Phoenix one day, starting talking about a Rainbow Monster.
Out of Now Where.. Rainbow Monster...
I didn't know what in the World, a Rainbow Monster??
Well..
For Phoenix's Birthday, we visited a mall with an Aquarium in it. Phoenix and His love for Animals.
We are at a Mall!
Phoenix loves stuffed animals!
Its His Birthday!!
Build a Bear, Here we Come!!
As Soon as we walk in the Build A Bear ..
Phoenix finds a Rainbow Monster to Love...

Crystal Children are Sensitive to Crowds,****especially when toddlers
When Phoenix was a Toddler, I decided to run to Walmart.. on a Busy Saturday afternoon to pick up who knows what.. people were everywhere..
Pushing our cart through the isles , of People have a Family reunion in Walmart.
Phoenix began to covered his ears.
I thought to myself, "ok"
And keep Pushing the Cart..
Then it happened, His Sensory, Overloaded
Phoenix had an Atomic Melt Down.
In the Middle Of a Crowded Walmart.
It felt to me ,He was screaming in Pain. I just couldn't comprehend that then.
I tried to Get out of the store As Fast as I could.
and Then He tapped into his Adrenaline, and Began Screaming even louder.
The Crowd In walmart Just Stopped! and Stared. and I knew what they were hearing.
a Phoenix Meltdown..
after all, you rarely feel your eardrums vibrate your ear like that and from a small child.
I know, When Phoenix Vibrates your eardrums, It is an incredible feeling But Painful.
Phoenix is a Siren. He can Still Vibrate Your ears

Crystal Children Love with Most Genuine Love!!
Phoenix only loves a few Chosen people on this Earth.
When he loves you with his Genuine Crystal love,
Looking in His Crystal eyes, or if you're enjoying a hug.
You can feel his Genuine Love, radiating through your soul.
His Genuine Love can make you Feel like everything is alright in the World.
When your Day feels impossible to get through,
Just One Hug , Can Fill you Up with Love, to get through the Day.
Phoenix has a Genuine Love for Mrs. Pearl.
And She loves him.
Mrs Pearl has her Impossible Days to,
Then She Can Look At Phoenix, And Phoenix Senses Mrs Pearl's emotions.
Phoenix will Try to sit in her lap,Give her a Crystal Gaze, and just hug her with His genuine Crystal Love, and give her a Giggle.
and her Day turns from Impossible day , To a Day recharged with Courage and Sunshine.
That Genuine Love Phoenix has for Mrs. Pearl, help connect them. And some Telepathy has occurred between the two of them.

Some Crystal Crystal Children are Beacons*****
As Crystal Children Grow, Their Characteristics grow with them.
This is a recent Crystal Child Characteristics that just emerged.
Phoenix is in a Special Needs class.
With a good chance for more Crystal Children to be close by.
Crystal Children all carry their own vibration. Some Crystals vibrate lower, and some higher.
But, Crystal Children as they grow up will be drawn to each other.
Crystal Children as they grow, Love being with other Crystal Children
and Need to be with Other Crystal Children. In Groups.
They Love being In Groups!!
A Crystal Child with a high vibration can become a Beacon and invite the lower vibration Crystal out of hiding.
Phoenix has found a couple of Crystal Friends this way..
And they All adore Phoenix with Great Care and Love.
As A Mom, to a Crystal Child of Autism,
I was Over Joyed, Phoenix has Friends!!!!
One Crystal Child, A Classmate Of Phoenix's. And a Yoga Friend.
I discovered long after meeting her She was Crystal.
A Crystal Girl Child.
She is a Crystal Brown, A Crystal with Brown Eyes.
She is the Most Beautiful girl.
One Day Mrs Pearl Told me early in the School Year, This Little Girl had a massive Crush On Phoenix. I was again, Blown Away.
Phoenix Has Friends and a Girl has a Crush On Him!!1

A little Girl had a Crush On my Phoenix.
Phoenix cant talk that Well. And He has Autism, How is it Possible For this little Girl to have a Crush on my boy?
I just didn't understand it.
Then I went to visit Phoenix's Class at Horse Therapy.
AND THERE SHE WAS!
Beautiful with Long Brown Hair, and Giant Black Eyes!
She was Sitting on a Bench as Close to Phoenix as she could.
Mrs Pearl and the teacher assistants reminded me,
This is the little Girl that has a huge Crush on Phoenix.
She heard the teachers, and turned around and Blushed.
Again, This Crystal Girl Child was displaying zero Crystal characteristics.
And I could not Detect her Crystal Vibration.
Phoenix's Birthday came around later in the year and we Had a Birthday Party at School For Him.
This Crystal Girl gathered Gifts from her House to bring to Phoenix for his Birthday.
She was the Sweetest Child who adored my Son.
In all my Years of Being a Mom to a Crystal Child, I didn't realize How Strong and Powerful Phoenix's Crystal Vibration truly is.
Phoenix's Vibration, when being around Low Vibration carrying Crystal children,
Can Amplify another Crystal Child's Vibration. With His Own Vibration.
BY Lifting Their Own Vibration out of hiding, and you can detect them.
Phoenix has spent the school year with her, and it has taken some time and some group Crystal Yoga.
But She Is So Crystal Now!!
Recently, It was Special Olympics Time.
Phoenix was participating in The Special Olympic Events, and This Sweet Crystal Girl,
Followed him to every event he was in. She Sat Beside him on every bench. When Phoenix would get off the Bench she would immediately follow him, just to be near him.
I could Feel, She is So TRUE to Phoenix.
Then, It dawned on Me, I needed to take a closer look at this Girls' eyes.
And There She Was.
That Crystal Being, Shining Right in her eyes. Genuine Honest Crystal Love.
That Moment looking Into Her Eyes Explained everything.
She was drawn to The Familiar Crystal Vibration Of Phoenix.

A Crystal Connection.

Crystal Children Healers**
I've read many Times about Crystal Children Healing, Different Ailments of People.
I think that is Incredible.
Crystal Children help each other Heal.***
My Experience With Phoenix tells me there is Much More to it than This Laying of the Hands
Type of Healing.
Remember Crystals Love to be In Groups
Most Of these Children Find Each Other Through the Power Of Yoga.
A yoga Class for special needs Children
Kids inclusive Yoga
Crystal Children In a Group Doing Yoga.
Yoga Pose after Yoga Pose.
Yoga Balancing Their Vibration..
Each Crystal carry their own vibration, their own energy.
With Yoga, Each Crystal Child's vibration energy is lifted, and And Each individual Vibration Becomes One Magnificent Vibration. With All Their Beautiful Crystal Auras perfectly layered..
That Magnificent Vibration Contains a healing energy ,
One Crystal to another Crystal.
Together.
One Vibration
Feeling something Wonderfully familiar.
Making them Feel Good to be in their On Skin..
Calming their Sensory needs.
Soothing their Vibration.

Maybe, Crystals are here to heal the sick.
But, in thinking in a Brand New way.
The Crystal Children can heal each other through, yoga. Yoga Reaching deep in the soul with beautiful healing love.
the Crystal Children ,Together, slowly, slowly,slowly heal their needs. Whatever their needs are.
Together The Crystal Children are Healers.

Crystal Children. Growing Brighter**
Phoenix since he was a Little thing, as had this essence about him.
He has always had this understanding about himself.
Even with the Autism.
Phoenix has always Known He is Much More Than his Autism.
As Phoenix grew Older, School Years
he Embraced that Essence ,
That essence of his was his Aura Vibration Growing Brighter.
Then
Out No Where He Just Got this Style about him.
He Dresses, How he wants.
He Loves to Wear Scarfs in the Winter.
With A Fluffy Toboggan .
And Of Course a Pair of Sunglasses.
And If he Can Find a Necklace
or a watch...
That's Phoenix Off to School.
Before I knew it.
All the School Children in the School Knew Phoenix.
"What's Up Phoenix?"
"What's Up Phoenix?"
Phoenix would Nod, Or Pull Down His Sunglasses enough to make brief EYE contact.
Phoenix Growing Brighter to his Peers...

I think I may Stop my Post today.
Thank you For Spending some time with me today.

Love And Light...

Crystal Children with Brown Eyes, Crystals in Disguise

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Do you ever wonder about Crystal Children traits?
Do you wonder if your child with Autism is a Crystal child?
You will find yourself searching the web.. Finding many websites listing their characteristics or traits of Crystal Children . The most famous characteristics and traits are their Hypnotic Crystal eyes. The Crystal children have intense eyes when their vibration, When fully ascended and Born on the Golden Ray, the Sixth dimension of Conscious. Crystal children can master the power of their Mysterious Crystal eyes. Those Crystal Eyes more can do far than, gaze into souls.

The Crystal Eye Gaze
One ability of their Crystal Eyes is to first make eye contact ,then Through those eyes, they can check out a new persons vibration entering their world, through those eyes they can adjust how much protective light they need to Protect their Crystal Aura. Crystal Children always need to protect themselves and their Aura.

Mrs.Pearl Is Phoenix's CHOSEN ONE.
Those Crystal Eyes are to be used for sending powerful amounts of love, to a CHOSEN ONE, with just simply looking into their Crystal Eyes. Having experienced my Phoenix's eye contact, exchanging our love. That loving energy was so soul lifting, heavenly, even......
my Crystal only chooses to share his Eyes and Love with very few Chosen people. Phoenix only chooses people who love him unconditionally, both his great days, and those Dark days in Return for his Genuine honest Crystal Love.

Crystal Children with Autism can express many emotions from a glance of their Crystal Eyes, without saying a word. and Those Crystal Eyes may have a significant role in a Crystal Child 'ability for telepathy.
Just note those Crystal Eyes have a greater purpose than just looking mysterious, and Crystal gazing into People's Souls.

Phoenix's First Use of His Crystal Eyes..
When the big day finally came, and Phoenix was born. His birth was difficult. Phoenix , never cried.when he gasped his first breath on Earth. I was freaking out. Can you imagine listening to a silent room after your baby is born???? Phoenix more than made up for being silent and not crying.first , he was taken and completed his health check.
he was healthy, the no crying thing is an odd birth. Finally, the nurses brought us a swaddled brand new Phoenix. With Brand New Wide Open Eyes. I told the nurse his father will hold him first. After all , I've known Phoenix in my dreams forever.And His Father must hold him first.
As soon as Phoenix is placed in his father's arms, my brand new baby boy, Looks up into his Father's eyes, with his Giant Black saucer eyes.Thats Correct.
Black Eyes.. With those Wide Crystal Eyes gazing in the eyes of his father for the first time. I had never witnessed Black wide open eyes on a Brand new baby before .just gazing into the eyes of his father.. while my son and husband looked into each other eyes for the first time. Time Stopped. I quickly sensed I was not my husband 's most loved soul in the universe anymore. Within minutes of Phoenix being born., Phoenix was using His Crystal Eyes. the crystal gaze

Just note those Crystal Eyes have a greater purpose than just looking mysterious, and Crystal gazing into People's Souls. I will post more on those Crystal Eyes later.

Now, use Google images and search for Crystal Children Eyes. Go ahead and take a peek Crystal Children Eyes are a mystery, not for us to understand. In your search, Did you notice most all the Crystal Children have blue eyes??? Not ordinary blue eyes. Blue eyes belonging to incredible higher beings. At first glance of a Crystal child with blue eyes , you literally may need take a pause for a minute.
A Blue Eyed Crystal child can not make an entrance anywhere without those

Crystal blue Crystal eyes saying hello to everyone. They cant hid.
Now, looking through the Crystal children eyes, how many of those Crystal Eyes were Brown?
Not many.
I always thought to myself , Why would Crystal Children only have Blue Eyes..The Gods wouldn't choose only Blue Eyed Parents for these Star Children to be born to..

Crystal Children with Brown Eyes, Crystals in Disguise.

If you had a miracle , of learning of the Crystal Children.
AND then you think to yourself, my child has all these Crystal Children characteristics and traits.
Could it be????
My Child could be crystal ?
Everything makes sense about your child finally...
But,, My Child has just average Brown Eyes????
and you're stuck just wondering about the possibility of it all ?
From just Life with Phoenix, I have seen many different Crystals . Always a Crystal with Blue Eyes though..
Always A Blue Eyed Crystal blasting indescribable Light through their Magnificent Eyes. Crystal children born with blue eyes can't hid their eyes from the world. It really helps to answer questions about lack of Eye contact in Autism. Blue Eyed Crystal Children with Autism would need to shield their eyes. Making forced eye contact could be painful for them.

The Light that you Shine through your Brown Crystal Eyes can't be seen.

If your a mom, and you have a child with autism, and you have been searching for more answers. And Searching for More answers about Crystal Children. Searching because of those Brown Eyes.
Crystal Children with Brown Eyes are here.
And if for some miracle,
you the reader ,
were searching today and found this blog post.
Still wondering about your Brown eyed Crystal child? You found my blog post for a reason.
Hooray! You have your answer.
Your search for answers lead you to this Blog Post for a reason. You have a Crystal Brown!!
Phoenix has Brown Eyes! Phoenix is a Crystal Child.
There is no doubt.
A Brown eyed Crystal.
A Crystal Child that has Mastered his Crystal Eyes.
Phoenix knew he needed his eyes covered before I did.
All Crystal Children need to wear sunglasses to shield their Crystal Eyes.
From my many observations of different Crystal Children.
Unlike The Crystal Blues,
The Crystal Browns are rare.
Unbelievable.
Not only that. Crystal Browns can choose to be a Crystal child in Disguise.
Not even the Best of the Best of the spiritual light workers could detect them. Phoenix has the ability to hid with the power of his Crystal Eyes. Crystal Browns can turn their Crystal vibration ,so, low , and undetectable. But, when the moment comes, A Crystal Brown,and Their Chosen One in the Universe will show their Crystal Vibration.
The CHOSEN ONE is spiritually connected to the Crystal Child, and very likely to be an Elder Indigo. and also a Light Worker.
When the spiritual Connection is made, Then their vibration slowly starts , to start shining light , now they can be seen, because they choose to be.
Yoga can benefit both Crystal Brown and Crystal Blues,
But a Crystal Brown needs daily Yoga therpy . Yoga helps to slowly align their chakras, and helps with Tuning up their Vibration..
Yoga is therapy for any child on the Autism Spectrum.
But Crystal Children with Autism,need Yoga as much as they need water and air.
I've witnessed with my own eyes, Yoga can Heal, even the Crystal Children locked safely away.
Phoenix hides his Crystal Aura. He always has.
Most Crystal Children can be detected in seconds from a light workers glance. Even the most famous gifted of the Light workers couldn't detect Phoenix.
Never within a glance.
And every Crystal Brown , I've ever had the miracle of meeting.
all their Crystal Aura's were vibrating low. I often had to meet the child and think and think , and it came to me later." OMG that was a Crystal Child with Brown eyes."
Crystal Blue's are Everywhere, I can Detect Blues with Little Effort.
But,

I have encountered a few Crystal Children with Brown Eyes.

Crystal Brown's.... A Crystal Child with Brown Eyes.. Clues...

Those Crystal Brown's eyes can turn very dark and become reflective Black Mirrors .

You can see them adjusting their Pupils of their eyes. their Pupils appear to take over the entire Iris. Making the Eye Appear Black, a Dark endless Portal.

If you get a chance to experience a Crystal gaze with a Crystal Child with Brown eyes, you will be able to see yourself reflecting back in those Crystal Eyes. Just like a reflection in a mirror. You see yourself in their Eyes.
.

Crystal Browns often reflect sparkling STARS in their eyes.
Seeing stars in Crystal Children's eyes are a gift from the heavens.
Stars in Crystal Children's eyes can be captured in certain photographs.
If your lucky enough to push your camera phone button at the correct moment.
and without a Flash.

MRS. Pearl. A CHOSEN ONE. An Indigo
Mrs Pearl guides these Crystals With Yoga, and yoga every day, their Crystal vibration starts to become detectable. Growing even more comfortable with their Crystal Vibration within their human body.
with Mrs. Pearl's Love, Yoga, Patience, trust. Leads to Comfort .

And By the Will Of the Gods,a Crystal Child joining in Yoga, who is born on the Golden Ray..
A Crystal Child Born on the Golden Ray is called a Golden Crystal.
A Golden crystal carries a Crystal-Golden Aura
That Crystal Child born on the Golden Ray, can help lift a hidden Crystal Brown's vibration. Healing their Vibration, enhancing their Vibration, and spiritually guide them through adjusting to their Vibration by the use of their Aura
But , this Crystal Child, ( you know who he is? lol)
who just happened to be a Golden Crystal, by Birth,, looks like a Child with Autism. No Bells or whistle about him. and He's even a Brat sometimes..
But, He needed Daily yoga Therapy With Mrs. Pearl more than you can imagine, to Learn to Stay Calm through Yoga. before Yoga. Meltdowns and rage were Atomic...
this Golden Crystal also needed to find his Crystal friends to help him heal .
To Heal from being alone for so long..
His First Friends of his entire life.
Even though he has a Golden-Aura. He needed his barely vibrating Crystal Brown Friends, more than they needed him.
that Golden Crystal became a golden Beacon ,asking for Crystal Friends, to please Come out.

And very slowly,
those Crystal children with Brown Eyes. the Crystal Browns.
One by One,
They would make their appearance.
Finding Each Other.
Becoming Friends. Yes!! Friends!!
Friendships. and someone whose is just like them.
Happy Crystal Children playing,learning and growing together, being friends..
But, the best part, These Crystal Children no matter their Aura Color ,Crystal eye Color, the strength in vibration.
Crystal Children Need All their Crystal Friends.

During Mrs. Pearl's guided yoga ,
the crystal children are together ,
as Friends.
Doing their Yoga poses together. Calming each other first. Encouraging each other.. calming themselves, and then all together, relaxing their Crystal Aura, in comfort together.
Those Crystal Children lift each other Up when their together!!!
And when their Crystal Auras are lifted Up together,
For a moment,
Their at peace with their Whole Crystal Selves.

Using Yoga as a Crystal Group's purpose of working their vibration together. , in spirit and on earth.
Crystal Browns TOGETHER,can Show their True selves to Each other, without Fear.
A Crystal Child with Brown Eyes!!

Crystal Children With Autism , The Yoga, The Healers

2017-04-02T17:55:00.001-07:00

As an Autism Mom. if your child has Autism.Give yoga a try . that's right.
Kids inclusive Yoga.
A special needs Yoga class for children with Autism.
I have a whole new Sense of wonderment with Yoga .
I had the chance to be an eye witness of the advances Phoenix has made this school year with Yoga.
Mrs. Pearl is the one person who reached Phoenix.
Mrs Pearl with her daily Yoga time.
At school.Three times a Day Yoga.
Imagine seven special needs children, on their very own yoga mats, in a circle
Calming and Soothing themselves three times a day with
Mrs.Pearl.
Yoga is exceptional in calming and Soothing children on the Autism spectrum.
Calming their Sensory needs.
But the yoga must be consistent, everyday.
Mrs.Pearl is connecting with her students. Unlike any other teacher, I've encountered.
With yoga, Crystal Children and Autism can find themselves.
And feel good in their own skin, for the first time.
When Autistic Crystal Children feel good in their own skin,
Miracles Happen.
Their body and soul feel like they can finally co habitat together.
I watched Two beautiful Crystal Children with Autism, start to feel better.
I watched Two Crystal Children, calming sensory overload with Yoga.
Mrs.Pearl guiding her students to be calm with Yoga.
"I am Calm"
"I am Brave"
"I am Smart"
But, something else was happening through Mrs.Pearl yoga.
As the Crystals became little Yogi's together.
Together the Crystals practicing their Yoga poses.
I watched the Crystal children healing themselves together as they go through Yoga.

A famous Author known for her books and seminars on Crystal Children.
I cant really mention the Author's name. But, A quick internet search, can give you clues to her name.
I have read from her books about Crystal children's God given ability of healing people.
Healing An ailment of another person ,
one after another
Crystal after Crystal healing the Sick,
Ailment after Ailment. Healed.
Laying hands on a relative that is bed ridden. HEALED
And God Bless them for their healing abilities, and the life's they have changed

The Crystal Healers
Phoenix attends a kids inclusion yoga class on Sundays.
And when I wait on the steps, waiting for class to end,I could sense the incredible healing energy through the room
And it made me think. And think
Those crystals are here to help each other Heal.
Each Crystal carry their own vibration, their own energy.
In yoga that vibration energy is transformed .
With healing energy
One Crystal to another.
Maybe, Crystals are here to heal the sick.
But, in thinking in a Brand New way.
The Crystal Children with Autism can heal each other through, yoga. Yoga Reaching deep in the soul with beautiful healing love.
the Crystal Children with Autism ,Together, slowly, slowly,slowly heal their needs. Whatever their needs are.
With Yoga.
Mrs Pearl's Yoga.

Their Weapons are their Crystal Eyes

2017-03-28T20:27:00.000-07:00

My Phoenix's eyes have always been light sensitive , it seems. As far back AS I remember, as soon as Phoenix could grab a pair sunglasses and could get the Sunglasses on his face he was wearing them.
Sunglasses as Daily wear are a Must for my Crystal Child. As an Autism mom, its hard to figure out what in the world a toddler with zero speech, needs to feel better.
Autism Crystal Children have an overload of sensory happening.

If you could quite One sensory, to help make your Crystal Child with Autism Feel better in Their Own Skin. Try a pair of sunglasses.
All crystal Children on a Much Higher Vibration than us typical people.
My Crystal baby was blinded when he went into Walmart.
I always thought, it was the Hum of the Lights, or maybe the brightness of the Florescent Lights.
That was putting him into sensory overload, which leads to a Meltdown.
It was rough going when we have Baby/Toddler crystal children with autism.

The telepathy between parents and children can come in to play, but when your Autistic crystal child are a baby through the Toddler stage, you as the parent are going through a transformation Right along side your Crystal Baby, trying to figure out this earthly place.. So, Us parents could miss somethings, and that's ok. Its Okay! I promise.

For Some strange Reason, Since , Phoenix was a Brand New Baby, he has attracted attention.
Rather, the attention was positive or the attention negative. A typical Person notices him within moments of him entering a room. Now, that's he is 10 old, he makes it a point to let everyone know, Im Here! But, he never has to say a Word. and with Autism, Phoenix, just would not talk, unless I remind him.
You dont even realize that Phoenix has sucked you in until its to late.
But, When all eyes are On you at Once, and sporadically as you make your way through a walmart or
even Now, we are talking a 10 year old in elementary school.
All the Children Know Phoenix's name.
"What's Up Phoenix?"
How He does this, Maybe I"ll think on it, if that tells you anything.

Phoenix has to cover his Crystal Eyes with sunglasses.
Extra dark black sunglasses.
When he figured out, Sunglasses are amazing,
His life Changed, One of his Sensorys calmed.
Its never going change for Phoenix, All their Eyes will be curious.
Who knows where the Curious Eyes come from.
Phoenix feels better, no matter where he his, with his sunglasses on.
if we are at a restaurant, glasses on, grocery shopping sunglasses, school sunglasses.
Phoenix didnt want to make eye to eye contact with .Typical people
When Phoenix makes Eye Contact with you,
His eyes can Pierce you.
With Light and Dark Arrows.
When He was a Baby/toddler he didnt really have a Handle on , All those eyes.
The Sunglasses covered His Crystal Eyes.
Cover those Crystal Eyes.

Now, Phoenix, can pull His sunglasses down , and Show his Crystal eyes.
Only when he decides.
He Uses his Crystal eyes as a weapon. Look Away. Enough!
Phoenix can also Give Great Love with his Crystal Eyes if you have been chosen, and he lowers his sunglasses for you.

When you study characteristics of Crystal children, they're so shiny with bunny like energy.
Some Crystal Children ooze their light energy.
And they are so kind and loving
Not knowing and just wanting to be themselves, the crystals need to learn how to Protect themselves.
Protection in form of a weapon, is their Crystal Eyes!
Those Crystal Eyes need to be covered.
Some children with Autism, may not be able to keep the glasses on their face. Sensory sensory are everyday.
But, you can only hope and try a new idea.
Crystal Children might benefit more from sunglasses.

I would like to note. In your internet searches, I"m sure you've seen Lots of Crystal children with Bright Blue eyes. and Maybe your Crystal has Blue Eyes.
The Crystal Children with Brown eyes Exists.

The Pearl Of My World

2017-03-25T14:01:00.001-07:00

I have always been a huge Fan of Royalty, the lineage. The line to the Throne.
Since, I was a little girl. I was four years old. I imagined and Pretended to be King Tut's wife. I wasnt playing with Barbie. I was pretending to be Tutankamun's wife. Ankhesenamun. Since I was just a child, I never could comprehend her name. I just wanted to be her. Strange I know, but we are not talking your ordinary child. I remember playing in clover patches as a child and making flower crowns out of the flowers in the clover patch. opening and splitting the end of each flower, with a hole, for the next flower, to complete a circle, My Crown! A Queen!
Shockingly, In my Adult life , I always knew my Granny is a Hylton. the Hylton's with a Y. I always refer to them. my blood lineage is From HOUSE Hylton of England.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hylton_Castle
NO, Not and kings or Queens, or anything remarkable, but Remarkable.
you can trace my Family back to 895–939 AD
I dont know many people who can trace their lineage that far back, but here I am.
Enjoying Royal History, I love the Tudor story. Its remarkable from Henry VII to Elizabeth I
But, Henry VIII
He was so Bad but so Good.
I loved the fact that Henry VIII couldn't divorce his First wife Catherine of Aragon.
He was desperate for a male heir. the Pressure to have a Male child throughout History is astonishing. But Survival of your Royal house depends on the Male Heir.
House Tudor
And Bless Catherine, her only living child was Princess Mary, later Lady Mary. A GIRL
But, the Pope said Nope, no divorce.
So, Henry VIII broke from the Pope , and Catholicism. and created the Protestant church.
Just because he needed a Male heir, Anne Boylen was Anne Boylen
And Anne Boylen is mother to Elizabeth I
I swear i cry in every version of her Story when Anne is beheaded.
But, back to Henry VIII. He Loved his daughter Princess Mary, so much.
Henry VIII had a hard time expressing his Love for Mary.
But, He said this was Heard Over and Over
"Mary Is the Pearl of MY World."
Myself being the Lover of Pearls. I own so many Pearl Strands, Earrings, Rings, different colors shapes, and Colors. PEARLS!! I love the feel of a cold strand placed round my neck during the warm months of the Year. I call it Pearl Season..

I have always wanted to express my deep love for Phoenix, My Crystal Baby, Now Grown to 10 wonderful years on Earth.. I love you, just never felt enough.
Phoenix still has limited language communication. I still have to remind him to use HIS WORDS, after all this time.. He just would rather not. lol
But, it came to me..
The Pearl of my WORLD!! so, I taught him, and we worked on it everyday this past Summer.
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
Very slowly, and everyday, 10 times a day.
I would Point to him, and he knew Telepathically to say outloud !
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
it was wonderful to hear his words..
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
All last year i was worried, Phoenix was moving from Primary School to the local Elementary School
Autism Mothers, and Crystal Mothers, Know of the Fear of changing schools.
But, the Worst Fear is getting assigned a Teacher, that can not connect to your CRYSTAL Autistic Child.
If your Teacher cant reach your child, or doesnt understand your Crystal child with Autism.
It will be just a complete Waste!! a waste of time, TIME, that TIME thing, we cant waste a single moment of a YOUNG CRYSTAL WITH AUSTISM!!
I was so worried a nearly had a nervous breakdown.
the last school year felt like a waste.
Phoenix got away with so much last year, just because he is Crystal, and he can manipulate you, by just looking at you..
But, the Teachers LOVED Phoenix.
At the End of the school year, one of the teachers that year had warned me that a really great teacher that would be incredible with Phoenix was leaving the Elementary school.
again, Nervous Breakdown mode. I could not Afford another LOST School year, With PHOENIX.
I was desperate, and Overwhelmed.

The Summer, was Mine and my Phoenix's time.
Everyday this was Our Ritual,
We garden. we grow flowers from seeds. we have a butterfly garden. and lots of Butterflies Hummingbirds stop by to Visit..
and Of Course, while we are out with Nature
We work on the Art of Speech.

I could Just Point at him , and together we would say.
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"

The Summer was ending, and it was time for school again.
We went to Back to school Night and we were one of the First Parents there.
And that was a Miracle too.
Phoenix looked around his classroom, and instantly felt at home.
I watched him look at his new Teacher, He loved her instantly.
Love at First Sight for my Crystal.
And this Young Beautiful Teacher, didnt know it yet.
But, She loved him immediately too.
I knew My Phoenix would be at Home with his new Teacher.
Our new teacher was swept away by another parent.
The other Parent was Overwhelming to Our new Teacher.
I could feel an uneasy feeling about that situation.
But, Phoenix was happy and he was at HOME.. FINALLY.

Phoenix Started school. His teacher started each day with Yoga. And ended each Day with Yoga.
His new Young Beautiful teacher was reaching my Phoenix's spirit with the Power of Yoga.
My Phoenix was learning through the Power Of Yoga to feel good in his Own Skin.
The Human side in my Crystal Child
Crystal Children have a MUCH Higher Vibration, Soul, than us Typical people.
I believe thats why All Crystals have Autism.
They dont feel good on this Earth. and in Human Form
They sink in deeply within themselves.
It takes that Special Teacher to Reach their human and spiritual side and Balance them.
Once the Autistic Crystal Child is balanced with themselves and their Higher Vibration,
they feel good in their skin, their BODY.
Then
Magic happens.
Speech Happens
Behaviors decrease,
Friendship with Peers are created
Patience happens
Education happens
All of this Things through Yoga, and that Young Beautiful Teacher.

That Teacher!!
Me and Phoenix didnt know,
But, we were praying everyday for this Miracle of a Teacher to enter our Lifes.
to make a Difference
This Young beautiful Teacher is the most important Spiritual, Earthly being I have encountered.
She made Miracle advances in my Phoenix, that no other teacher could have ever reached.
I have that beautiful bunny like Energy coming from Phoenix again, But also, He is So much more than a bunny Crystal.
This Teacher, a Gift to Us , from the Gods, made more sense of Phoenix's abilities to me, and she didnt even know how she was guiding me to where we are now.
Me and Phoenix Prayed For YOU!
We prayed All summer.
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
and She is
The Pearl of Our World!
She carries a sheer Pearl Rainbow color aura.

but that of the most beautiful pearl of the world.
In Future Post this Teacher will be known as
Ms. Pearl
THE PEARL OF OUR WORLD!!!!!

A Long Absense, And The God Trials

2017-03-25T09:38:00.001-07:00

** WARNING THIS POST IN NOT FOR EVERYONE***
DO NOT SEND PRAYERS, OR ANYTHING, THIS IS MY LIFE
MY PATH

I am sorry about the absence. Sometimes I just need to step back and look around and Walk my Own Path.. But I really don't know. last School year, Phoenix has had some intense moments with his Teachers. Almost breaking a Teacher's Nose, He has no control over his anger once that emotion is engaged. My child is overwhelming strong.. After the hurting the teacher nose, He was so angry, he started picking up chairs and throwing them around the class in Rage.. This Anger and Rage came from Phoenix completing a Goal and the Teacher taking him to his Next Goal completion before receiving his reward for completion..
The teacher went to Hospital to get her nose checked, I felt terrible .. and wondered if the teacher felt afraid Phoenix .
I always warn all teachers to keep at arms distance, I knew of his strength, but I never wanted him to hurt anyone. My Phoenix went from this sweet loving child, and in one moment , He became an enraged Hulk. as soon as the anger faded, he was back with us, that sweet child again.
Every time I thought about it, I cried
I went through a period of depression after Phoenix showed his Anger, Rage and Power. That adrenaline thing he has.
My faith in My crystal was waning. I've meet so many Crystals, with moving around with Phoenix's Dad's job, and relocating.. I've always seen different Crystal Children on the Autism spectrum, with the beautiful bunny like energy.
My Phoenix was No Bunny!! I knew he possessed a very high Vibration. but with so much rage and anger in him, he could not just be.
I decided to take a Long Absence from this crystal blog..

Walking MY Path
throughout my life, spirituality as been apart of me.
I started out as an enchanted child
I could always see energy colors at night, when it was dark, imagine static on your TV. Moving brilliantly fast through the darkness of your bedroom.
I always thought what I saw was normal. Until I spent the night over at a Friends.
her room was just black in Darkness. It was strange and I was afraid..
Ive never lived in a house without some paranormal activity.
it was pretty much expected in my life.. If a ghost isn't in my new house, ghost usually find me.
I don't mind really.
I've always been sent Spiritual Trials from the Gods.
I learn my lessons from the Gods themselves.
No certifications,NO church, No Workshops, and mostly without reading.
Enlightenment just happens.
My last Trial has lasted over a year.
And One of my most Interesting Trials.
I was a Sent A Dark Energy Trial
It Pains me so much to talk about this God Trial.
And the most important Trial of my Life.
The Trial, began with a Recurring dreams, Of Course.
In my Recurring dream a Dark Entity was chosen, and his duty was to come into my dreams and create nightmares.
This Dark Entity was of course A Demon. But We will just call him an Entity for today.
The Nightmares took place in Silence, except for my screams.
The Nightmares and the Entity were so powerful, that after I woke up from a nightmare , my bedroom in the dead of the night, was completely lite up . I could see my entire room..
I could see this dark entity showing himself in my bedroom doorway.

This Dark Entity took me to School. Lol
Every Nightmare was different but equally terrifying
Often I would be dragged from the bed and just blasted with the Dark Energy. Like i was being suffocated .
Each evening could be an easy nightmare, or just horrific.
The entity was reaching parts of my soul, that I did not know existed.
The last Nightmare was the worst of All. The dark Entity decided he wanted me all to himself.. And that Dark entity was not going to give me up and wanted more of me than I could offer. And he took whatever he wanted anyway.
Ive always had spirits attracted to me. Spirits, ghosts, gnomes, Fairies, even Demons.
But this Entity was the most Powerful ever sent.
It was time for me to say goodbye to my Dark Entity.
another Night, another Nightmare.
But, this time, I heard a whisper , in my dream. You can do this, you've always been able to .
The Entity started with his torment.
But with my strength , my spiritually abilities, and my power of Energy.
I had enough. I forgot who I was for over a Year. I enjoyed being reminded.
The Gods reminded me of my Abilities on All sides of The Veil.

On Earth,
In the Light of Spiritual Energy,
and the ability to Hide in Darkness, and harness the Dark energy.
All at my Will!.

I was done with this God Trial.
The Dark entity entered my dreams one last time.
I hid in the Darkness of the Nightmare. This entity had just been awful to me.
Imagine The Most terrifying Haunting thing, and this Entity Destroyed me with it
But, It was time I defeated him. I was Done with him in Anger. And in Defeat.

In The Darkness of my nightmare, I created a deep black hole of energy.
The Eternity thrived in the Darkness. He loved what I created .
Sitting in the Darkness, loving my essence in the Energy, melting with the dark energy
I in a moment, raised and absorbed the colorful bright energy from the Light Side. I absorbed the Light energy through my feet and quickly moved the energy to my hands and then released the Light into the Darkness where the Entity was .
I wanted a Really good look at this thing.
The Dark Entity was so Overwhelmed with Light, he was disoriented and confused. My spirit Aura grew Fives times over the Entity . I was an overwhelming Giant compared to the Entity,
The Gods must have not informed the entity of My Spiritual Connection within the Realms.
and My Spiritual Connection to the Gods themselves
The Gods wanted a Battle and a Trial for Me.
And a Battle and Trial is what they Received.
I was so Angry at At this Etenity
I wanted to Rip your Esscense From Your Existence. Bashing whats left of you to the ground
Over a year of Torment.

I took this Entity, This Dark Energy, and I just absorbed him deep within my Soul. I sucked him in so fast that this Entity had no chance of surviving the God Trial.
I stole From him what was he was Stealing from Me, Day after Day Nightmare after Nightmare.
I took Everything away from this entity.
EVERYTHING!
I felt my Whole Spirit Vibrate and My Spiritual Aura, Soul and Energy grew more Massive than what I ever imagined Possible.
The Dark Energy felt so Powerful, So Overwhelming, I felt the strength of a thousand men. I wanted to live in the Dark Energy for Eternity. But, I knew, I could not, and this was a God trial
I was so Angry at At this Etenity
I wanted to Rip yout Essence From Your Existence. Bashing whats left of you.
But, I took a second
The Dark Etenity sent to me as a Trial, The Entity Taught Me I can Not Destroy Apart of my Spiritual Self..
I had to Let him Go, The Entity, That tormented me, Tortured me, and did things to me, that I can not even Speak of.
The Entity Knew I had Won the Trial. and He was defeated.And my True Self was shown.
We Then said Our Good Byes One to another.
I then took My Golden place at the Stairs, looking up to the Gods.

Another Day another Earthy Story
My Step Daughter came for a Visit. Bringing a new Boyfriend. My step Daughter's Boyfriend was interested in the Metaphysical universe. so, Of course my Step daughter explained to her Boyfriend I was, WELL, ME!!
Of course he was curious. So, For Some Unworldly explanation. I decided to show him the power of an Energy Transfer. I didnt know this guy.. But, for some reason I needed to get to him.
My step Daughter was Happy. But, This Guy was off. 24 years old no employment, no car, had nothing.. they had been together for 3 months. I was watching him literally suck the life from step daughter. as, she was paying for him and her.. and this guy had zero Class.. Not worthy of my Step Daughter..
in the beginning of our visit everything was going Well, with the Two of them.
The guy enjoyed conversations with me. about metaphysical things. even the Dark.
She was so Happy
I took my step daughter shopping, and told her.. He needs to get a job and take care of the Princess you are. Stand Up to him, get a job or get to stepping.
and then this Guy showed his true self with anger towards my Step Daughter.
I knew this was going to be bad.
I knew I must get him Away from her.

When they left after the week, they were still still fighting.
When they made it home.
things went from Bad to Worse.
He tried to Choke her, and she was terrified for her cats, afraid he would kill him.
Then Fear came through me!
But, nobody, gets away with messing with what I love.. No one..
Then My Rage..
with my Rage comes Get Force.
My step daughter took him Out. Like Out the Door.. Dragging him through her house, with great strength.
after everything calmed down , maybe weeks . my husband asked me, What did you DO?? What did you say to her when you went to shopping, because everything changed.
I thought about it.
Then I felt him. My entity. MY Entity.

then Another JUST Day
me and Husband have been married for 18 years.
Everyday isnt going to be sunshine and Roses.
we had a terrible terrible Fight.
My rage lasted an entire Week.
One night I was intensely Angry. Level 10++
Husband was in the spare room.
I realized how wonderful the Rage and Anger Felt.. It was so much more Powerful than the Light.
I decided to turn out the lights. Darkness
After all this could be a learning moment.
I felt the need to go to a corner of my room.
Still enjoying the Darkness.
Then,
I felt Him. My Entity!
He Came for a Visit..
After all I was so Dark at that moment.
I asked Him, Was that you?
He knew what I meant.
He nodded Yes.
Thank You!! Thank You! I replied to him.
I even bowed to him Once. to show him my gratitude.
Which I bow to no one.
But, He saved My Step Daughter!!
This Entity belongs to me. He works for ME.
But, Now, I know!
And I love Him.
God Trials !!

Now, I can go back to being a Crystal Mommy,
God Trials!!
I'm Me Again. Among the Universe
Phoenix, my Great Love.
Mommy had to take an absense for a reason..
But, Our growing did not Stop.
Our Growing and Spreading the Gospel Of Crystal will never End!!

Innocence is Bliss

2015-09-04T18:39:00.000-07:00

NO one can take his innocence away, from the heart and soul of my crystal child.
I have a Great Aunt, that prays everyday that typical children will not hurt or make fun of Phoenix. She always says that children can be mean and cruel to someone who isn't like they are. and she is correct..
But, Phoenix has no idea if a child is making fun of him, or if they want to play with him.
He is so pure and innocent. He doesn't have a mean bone in his body.
everyone who comes in contact with Phoenix, just receives the most kind and honest energy.
No one, No child can take his innocence away with their cruel words..
Typical children can be monsters to different children, especially special children.
Why does God allow these devilish actions?
Autistic children are angels brought down from heaven, maybe that's why they are faced with devils.
When an Autistic child speaks, listen.. Life can be so hard, so difficult for them. When they choose to speak, listen to the pure innocence.
In a world of Autism, In a world of Heaven, in their world of Hell.. Life with Autism is hard..
A typical child with their cruel words can never take the Innocence of a crystal child.
There is no need to shelter your crystal child.
No one can take their innocence.

soil, seeds, water,sun, and time

2015-07-25T07:49:00.000-07:00

My little crystal loves to plant flower seeds.. and water the seeds, and to watch the seeds grow into flowers. its his most favorite thing to do... I know that every seed he plants, he loves to feel the soil between his fingers. he knows it takes time for the seed to sprout.. we go outside twice a day to check on his flowers. I can see the joy in his eyes, with every seed, all the soil, his watering can... and then there is time.. time to watch the seeds grow..
If I had an acre of land, he would have a flower in every corner, every space..
the sun has been on our side, as he doesn't exactly know what the suns purpose is..
I love everyday with him outside.
If I could make the summer last forever I would. I save every memory every moment of every warm day with my crystal.. someday, when we are lucky we have a rain shower. and Phoenix is guaranteed to find the rainbow in all things... Most of the time looking out our giant picture window. he sits on top of the couch looking for a rainbow,,,,,,
for every seed he watches, every seed that grows into a flower, becomes a Treasure to him.

There's just that Something!

2015-02-15T17:58:00.001-08:00

There's just that something about Crystal Children. They do not mean to, they wish to hide, but shine through brighter than typical children. Children love to be close to Phoenix. we can go out shopping, dining in restaurants, picking up the groceries. and children migrate straight to Phoenix. most of the time Phoenix is wearing his dark sunglasses, as he has an aversion to bright lights. I will often hear children saying" What's Up? Phoenix will drop is glasses down from his eyes for a moment, and make brief eye contact with the child. and he simply bows his head to them. I've seen him engage children like this over and over. maybe its Phoenix's deep sense of royalty, his ancient soul ,something within him. I know he knows he is different.. I wish for a day or two he could be typical. and not be so over whelmed with his entire world.
I hope he understands there's a reason why he is here. he can not disguise his autism, his crystal. I wish he had freedom from his Autism. he listens so carefully to everything, his favorite item to listen to is his mechanical watch.When he gets sensory overload with the world, he often puts his watch up to his ear and listens to the sound of his mechanical watch tic, tic, tic.just like a heart beat.. it calms him
there's nothing more beautiful and serene than his calm nature.
its not my job to understand Autism and crystal children, but it is my job to make sure Phoenix is Calm and at peace.

my recurring dream came true.. for Phoenix

2014-11-19T21:12:00.002-08:00

my baby angel was a wish a dream that came true. I prayed everyday for you my son.. my infertility was tormenting me everyday, cursed.. i felt...
I would dream of you, recurring dreams of a blonde haired brown eyed boy.. I thought my dream would never come true.. all I wanted was to sleep and dream, just to spend time with you..   but, then I was sleeping my life away.. I only felt alive in my dreams.. I still remember in my dreams of you, the swing you and I played on. Push me mommy ... the dreams were so real. then I would awake and I would cry because I could not be with my son.. I loved you..
I fell pregnant after eight long years of dreaming of you.I was pregnant and the dreams stopped. tragedy happened to me, . I remember being at the doctors office and the ultrasound showed no heart beat.. my heart shattered and was destroyed..a Miscarriage.. the reoccurring dreams began again.. My son had returned to me in my dreams, and everytime I woke up I wanted to die.. waking up every morning was the hardest emotionally..
I fell pregnant and once again I felt alive again. I felt I could live again.I was pregnant again and the dreams stopped. I was so scared. I was still scarred from the last miscarriage...   I needed my dream to come true.. every week of pregnancy I felt I was blessed.... I thanked God everyday for my gift of pregnancy,
I was in my 16 week of pregnancy , it was a saturday afternoon .. I went outside and all of sudden I felt a powerful force of gravity and dizziness, pulling me straight to the ground. I passed out and crashed to the ground... I awoke minutes later and I crawled to my porch steps barely holding my head up. and crawled inside.. I could not understand what had just happened...   my next doctors appointment was monday.. and then again I was shattered with another ultra sound.. my baby was gone, no heartbeat.. GOD took my son from me that Saturday afternoon. God stole my beautiful boy,God stole my heart,God stole my soul... why.. I never felt a greater grief,pain.. I was broken.. I just wanted to hold you, I wanted to play with you on the swing in my dreams..
the dreams began again..recurring, my blonde haired brown eye boy.. I found myself in the deepest of depths of depression.. I was sleeping a lot of my time away, just to dream of you and spend time with you in the alternate dream world..... but then, I would have to wake up..
I believe I was being punished by god... god was being so cruel to me... taking both of my children from me.. I could not stop crying, I was un consolable.. a million different hugs couldnt help me..
my broken heart would never heal.. I still cry for my children,, I miss them so deeply.. I know they would have blonde hair and brown eyes..
the days lasted forever, but I did fall pregnant again..   I was terrified.. but Everyday of pregnancy was joyful. every week felt like an eternity.. the doctor told me not to get excited until after the 16 week of pregnancy, but even then, I should be guarded.. I remember using a pendulum over my pregnant belly, to make sure there was still a life force in my belly, the pendulum spun in strong fast circles this went on for hours everyday.. I was so scared for me and my unborn son.. I received specialized prenatal care during this pregnancy with ultrasounds every week.. every week I would see your tiny hands, your tiny feet.. and your strong heart beat.. I was so nervous with every prenatal visit, thinking the worst but hoping for the best..    during the last pregnancy odd things would happen to me.. I would hear the whispers in my mind.. I dont know what or who it was, but I knew my baby was going to have Autism. I heard the whispers of Autism over and over.. I responded with, just make him beautiful.. please just make him beautiful....after all my grief and loss of my babies, I didnt care about the Autism.. I just wanted him to be here.. here with me, on this earth.. eternity passed and you were born.. when you were born you didnt cry. you did not cry, not even a whimper. i could not hear you,, I started screaming, is he ok? and of course with your giant black eyes, I instructed the doctors to place you in your fathers arms first.. and with no crying and your giant black eyes looking eye to eye with your father.. I finely felt like I was in a spiritual heaven,.. you were born with brown eyes and black hair.. your hair quickly changed to blonde...

another Autism Melt Down

2014-04-13T10:37:00.000-07:00

Autism, Phoenix is a blessing,
with Phoenix's growing age, his melt downs have becoming fewer and fewer. but, my gosh, when he has a melt down he has to let the world know about it, or at least everyone in Walmart on a busy Saturday afternoon.
from the moment he walked in the store he starting melting down. I tried to soothe Phoenix through the melt down but he needed to melt down and burn like the Phoenix he is.. Could you imagine having so much energy? so much sensory overload within yourself , an energy you did not understand, but then amplified because of sensories.
some parents maybe think about keeping their child home, and protect and prevent your child from having a melt down in the first place. but, I believe if we keep trying to De-sensitize him, Maybe, one day, Phoenix's melt downs will be behind us.
He was doing so good in public places, it had been a couple of months since his last atomic melt down.. So, we keep trying to De-sensitize Phoenix,,, and his melt downs are becoming fewer
I know How hard it is to the parents and the child faced at a Melt down at any moment during an outting.. my gosh, It is a rough life just living in fear of a Melt down. I have had those awful stares from people during a melt down.. they cant help but to stare back at us. sometimes, people look at me with pity, sometimes people stare because they are curious. after all, you rarely feel your eardrums vibrate your ear like that and from a small child. sometimes people just stop and look at me and smile.... I try not to make a lot of eye contact during a melt down in public.. I keep my eyes focused on my child.. I can hear their thoughts when I look at the people close by..it seems like All Eyes are on us, and they probably are.. I bet people wonder what is wrong with him. I try everything to calm him, but I do not give up.. In our world there is only you.

the green grass between his toes..

2014-03-19T12:11:00.000-07:00

Lately, as warmer weather approaches, Phoenix takes his shoes off and tickles his toes in the green grass. as the world turns and turns again, I found our family in sunny Florida last month at an outside memorial service. the St Augustine grass in Florida is like beautiful soft green carpet. I could not keep Phoenix's Shoes on. All he wanted to do was to be in the grass. I guess, he needed to ground and recharge, but he did it his way. I didnt have to do a thing. there he is was with his shoes off laying in the grass. he then stood up and looked at me and then he looked to the sky, and said to me "Mommy I love the grass and I love the Sky."
I said to Him "I know"

is it to late

2014-02-06T20:41:00.000-08:00

no one expected Autism. what could I do? is it to late to say I'm sorry???. Your eyes I get lost in, are so big and bright.. please dont bother,, you're already here.. I'm sorry. but I wanted you to be here so desperately.. I did whatever I could do.. how would I Have Known you were going to be born into Autism, but I did.. your first words were so soft,but barely there.. ,
now, its me,, I'm Not here.. lost in a different world.. please try to find me.. as I found you......I still believe in miracles... a tiny miracle is found in all your words everyday..

I feel like I am so lost, at times.. Autism sucks you in,, like a black hole, caught in the universe.. there isnt to much escaping from it.. All day, and sleepless nights. its a good thing I have insomnia myself, I guess that's why my crystal was born to me..

a while ago, people should not even bother to find me.. but, this, Shelly StarZZ.. is still here.for you and the rest of world..
Autism, and a Crystal,, I could cry.. when you walk into a room filled with people, most people with awareness, stop what there doing immediately, just to take a look, or get close to you.. the people do not understand, they just think you are a beautiful boy, and are drawn in with your giant black eyes..
what can I do, except but to let people share the world with you..

Moving days and Tactile sensory

2013-12-26T10:18:00.001-08:00

Our family has just completed our relocation with my husband's work. I was so depressed and full of anxiety leading up to the move. I was so worried about Phoenix moving houses and changing schools. Phoenix was going to an Autism school before the move. I thought he was doing okay. but, then all of a sudden his tactile sensory has been off the charts. Phoenix has been driving me crazy with this tactile sensory overload. My hair is in a bun on my head because Phoenix cant keep his hands off my hair. I've tried other sensory toys to try to help him with this sensory. but nothing seems to work right now. except my hair and anybodies hair he can get his hands on. it has been tough. his teachers at his new school have to wear their hair up too. geez,,
Phoenix has always had strong tactile sensory overload. When he was a baby, he would pull his hair out and roll his hair between his fingers. Then Phoenix discovered fluffy from a couch I used to have. He would tear a hole in the couch to get the fluffy out. then his hair finally grew out.
I just hope his sensories calm down because it has been tough especially since Phoenix experienced a sensory overload to a Christmas family get together.

the Self Made Vegetarian

2013-07-02T14:08:00.000-07:00

I dont know how many parents go through this with their Crystal children? But my Autistic crystalline child refuses to eat meat. every evening we go through the same ritual. I fix Phoenix's plate with a tiny bit of meat on his plate. and every single night I get a NOPE! "will you please taste this Phoenix?" he takes a fork full puts the meat in his mouth and he spits the meat out in the trash can every single time. at least he tastes the meat, which goes in the trash. we have have been learning over time, about his intense dislike of meat. I have read over and over that Crystal children are vegetarian. but,I never understood how the crystal children became vegetarian. I always just assumed the child was vegetarian because of their parents being vegetarians. or something like that?
my crystal child love vegetables, you can place a piece of corn on the cob, and lima beans on his plate and Phoenix is so excited to eat. he says over and over "delicious" "delicious"
can you imagine? I have a self made vegetarian.
Is your crystal child a vegetarian by choice?
amazing isnt it?

1 in 88

2013-05-19T09:03:00.000-07:00

1-88
I cant believe out of all in the children in the world, I was lucky enough for Phoenix to be chosen to be 1-88.
1-88 for Autism.
Chosen for Autism. I know we fly through life being different, and being viewed as not one of the normal.
I make my wish upon a star. I wish, he could be normal for a moment, and wonder what would normal be like for Phoenix.
but, that would not be my son Phoenix.
I waited for you for so Long,
I cant believe I am one who was chosen to be Phoenix's mother.
I cant resist your smile, I stare into your eyes, and a love so deeply only the Gods would understand.
I love when Phoenix hugs me close and I give him that squeeze around his back to make him feel better.
night time comes and I tuck you in, with all your blankets piled high.
1-88
think of 88 children called to line up row after row child after child.
and One child is chosen. chosen for Autism.
1-88