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Mind Over Matter..

2012-02-13T01:40:00.000+08:00

I don't want to mind the matter lol..wow my english is so deep,i can't swim!

oh well,this past few weeks..lage ako sinersuman ng nanay ko na ayusin ang aking closet..well actually i like to keep it organized naman..kaso minsan ewan q ba sa mga kapatid qoh ginagawang taguan yung aparador qoh.,or minsan naman kumukuha ng damit ng walang paalam (yung mga old tees qoh na mejo small pa ung size..) i know..sabi ni mama nde q nman na sinusuot..eh kaso im still hoping na papayat pa qoh lol.,anu bah?! so yeah..

last night..im challenging myself.,cause u know i have this "weird talent",talent b un? actually its not yet confirmed pa but wala lang i just wanna try it lang.,and my weird thingy ay related sas paranormal i think? i don't really know what's the right term.,but i guess its like "ESP" (extra sensory perception)..,actually since i was a kid.,i had these "weird hunches".,not really like a premonition..kasi wala naman akong nakikita..but whatever.,ayun nung bata pa lang ako..ahmm there was this old neighbor na may sakit and i told myself that he won't last long.,

teka.,tom na lang.,its 1:28 am here.,mejo lumamig.,kinabahan bgla lola mo lol.,cge takutin ba sarili!.,tom q nlng tpusin to! mahirap na :P

Lessons in Life

2012-02-10T10:38:00.000+08:00

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

Misery

2012-02-05T11:10:00.000+08:00

Misery loves company. Don't let miserable people suck the happiness out of your life.

First Rant "Should You Check Your Partners Cellphone/Facebook?"

2012-02-05T10:00:00.005+08:00

Hi girls! I'm Mr.NotSoGoodGuy and apparently this is my first post. I'm not really good in this thing cause i'm a lazy ass,(rather play on my PS3 gah!) but Fickle asked me to do this, cause she said i need some release too hahaha! and yeah to give a guy's point of view here..

Oh well, you guys don't know but i just got out of a bad break up recently. Really really bad, that i'm starting to get scared with the girls! lol kidding..You see, this girl i used to hang out with for like a month, started showing signs of being crazy..Suddenly she wants to get all my passwords..on my email, Facebook (which she gladly deactivated after we broke up ) my phone password and would you believe even my game accounts!!?? Crazy right??

Yes it was really crazy but come to think of it..now that i try to look back and think of my reaction at that time..maybe she really have a reason to be suspicious.. Honestly, i kinda regret

Appreciating Sadness

2012-02-04T11:03:00.001+08:00

Sometimes when im feeling okay.,i find it a lil boring.,don't get me wrong,im a happy person.,i love being happy.,but sometimes i kinda miss being sad.,the feeling of being heartbroken.,cause it is when i appreciate the lyrics of a song.,it motivates me to write and express my feelings.,it reminds me to appreciate what i have over what i need.,sadness makes me aware that even if someone left, the real people who loves me are still there.,sadness makes me thankful for my family and friends who embrace me with their unconditional love especially when im in my lowest moment., Being sad doesn't necessarilymake you an emo.,being sad is a form of connecting to your innerself., discovering yourself.,and knowing the importance of the people who really matters.,See? Its not that bad.,

2012-02-04T02:19:00.002+08:00

Now.,I might be crazy thinking bout you.,while ur busy thinking of
someone else.,
Now.,You must be very happy taking care of her heart, while ur breaking mine.,
Now.,I maybe holding on to your promise while u've already forgotten
all about it.,
But time is my friend.,
Tomorrow you'll see.,
Everything will change.,and my feelings is no exception.,
Just watch me..

Crazy thoughts 1

2012-02-03T10:59:00.001+08:00

"..have u ever think of me even once? You may not be in my thoughts as much as before,.but every now and then, especially when im alone.,i sometimes thinks of u.,i want to convince myself that you're just busy
with some stuffs.,but do you think its an excuse enough.,? "

Journal hopping

2012-01-31T07:17:00.001+08:00

Nope.,not d usual blog hopping where i go to one blog to another.Remember last night i was hoping to find an online notepad..why? Causei can't open my Penzu diary on my phone.,although i do have mypersonal blog on blogger ( d mother of all my blogs,cause i have lots)its not working as well on my cp whenever i try to compose one.,i waslosing hope n tlga.,even tumblr doesn't like me:( so then i decidedto just settle with a downloadable diary like my old one efficient diary.,but then again im still skeptical den kc what if ma-wipe outang memory q.,so i searched for top blogsites.,it gave me livejournal.,i transferred my posts on penzu one by one.,a bittedious.,then i found out they're not really for free and the layout kinda bored me.,so i went back to blogger again.,good thing,they have email2blogger.,not sure if if that's the right term.,but that means ican just type it on my email then it'll automatically publish my postafter sending it to a certain addy.,im currently doing it now butstill have to struggle with char limitation.,hahaizt.,how i wish ihave a smartphone,even the cheapest one.,-_-

My not-so very first entry

2012-01-30T19:14:00.001+08:00

This is my first time using this.,i used to have an online notepad but i guess they shut it down.,i also have an online diary at penzu but unfortunately i can't access it here on my mobile.,so yeah im trying diz stuff.,facebook notes naman kainis.,after a long paragraph ill soon find out that it would be cut in half.,hopefully this one won't disappoint me.,i really need a good online notepad cause every now and then a thought will just popped out from my mind.,and im not always infront of the pc naman.,or aun naputol...kaasar d ba? haha oh well ill paste this na lang sa livejournal..ugh

~imported this from an online notepad..kalimutan q na anu un..

MY SIMPLE ROOM TRANSFORMATION

2011-12-25T07:36:00.002+08:00

in exchange of my wish PSP/netbook this christmas, i decided to just ask my Papa to build me a little room.,(our house is just small)..soo after buying some of the equipments and with my Papa & Mama's help (and my nephews too) i was able to do my lil project.,my christmas gift for myself ..=)

took 2 months though cause my Papa can only work on it on Sundays.,and hey i did all the painting and decorating.,took me 2 whole days to finish the painting of the wall and the ceilings...didn't know its that hard..i wasn't able to open my right hand that much because it hurts :( but lol its worth it! so here's the pic when its still super "kawawa" (ugly and messy) till it was done..its not that super okay..just simple..but i still love it.,♥

First Day: October 2011

what a pity sight lol., my papa started building the skeleton..=] my niece Ali messing with my Papa's work

December OverHaul!

2011-12-04T03:06:00.002+08:00

well it's been soooo long since my last post here.,i don't know why..maybe i just like writing when im brokenhearted lol.,and im not sure if its a good thing or not, cause that means i am not "duguan" when it comes to love.,just plainly single.,no hang ups, no worries.,i am happy though.:)

so anyways Christmas is coming and i guess i need to update my blog on what happened to me this past few months.,well just two things actually, last month (November 21) i had a minor surgery (again after 4yrs)..and i was really excited cause i'm the type of person who really loves testing myself when it comes to pain..but my god, "masakit siya teh!!" i mean i thought im gonna go crazy in pain, cause the anesthesia wore off in the middle of the incision so i had to bear the pain throughout the whole operation....:( and now i don't like to be even go back for a check up..bad experience..-_-

going back..so it's the 4th of December, only 21 days before my christmas...i wasn't able to buy my christmas wish..a new PSP..:( cry cry...(cause i had to sell my psp last yr for my tuition.heartbreaking..ugh) cause i decided to

all about me..

2011-10-18T08:27:00.006+08:00

I saw this question and answers stuff on my drafts.,i don't know when i answered this..i just find it funny how bitter i was lol...this must be 2 or 1 yr ago..not sure..

If you could be stranded with one person for 24 hours who would it be?
* ndi na kailangan itanong yan
What is the hardest thing for you to say?
* goodbye and sorry
Do you remember your 1st crush?
* ahmmm yeah ung neighbor nmen hehhe
Have you ever flown a kite?
* tried.,msarap.,kso kkangalay.,
When was the last time that you went swimming and where?
* last march.,office outing
Do you consider yourself successful?
* uhmm not really.,have a lot of plans pa
Have you ever asked for a horse?
* nope :)) mhal kea nun.,hahah!
What did you do this past weekend?
* chat.,chat..,chat.,text..text.,text.,
Miss being at school right now?
* sobraaa!! im planning to study ule if my stable job na
Do you want to

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WHAT A CRAZY DREAM

2011-09-19T07:50:00.002+08:00

Yesterday afternoon as i was sleeping..i had a dream..(expect it to be a weird one..oh well all dreams are weird anyway..) sooo yeah..one thing i really love bout sleeping is DREAMING..its like a "free movie" wherein you're the lead character.,funny when sometimes in your dreams you'll encounter individuals you haven't seen in your entire life..(although i've read that all the people you see in your dreams even if u don't know them or they're not familiar to you, the fact is you've seen that person once in your life ,might be someone from your school, or someone you've seen while you're in a bus, etc. ) One time i had a dream that my boyfriend is this

WORKKKKKKKKKKK

2011-09-09T21:50:00.003+08:00

oh well.,im back again.,im recording the audiobook of Paper Towns by John Green..kea bawal me mg-ingay here sa pc..kea eto i decided to write here nlng since matagal na ren akong nde nkkpagsulat here sa blog qoh.,

so ano b ngyari sken these past few months.,aun last January finally i got my college diploma.,thanks God sa tagal-tagal ng

will you ever forgive me for hurting you? and if so would you like me to explain why i did it in the first place?

2011-03-27T01:10:00.001+08:00

its all water under the bridge..before ive been meaning to ask u why but i guess what uve said on ur blog explains it all. and sometimes some questions are better left unanswered

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2011? ANO BAGO?

2011-02-09T05:45:00.000+08:00

Ugh its almost 1 yr and 7 mos na akong single..after gax wla na.,and we broke up june2009 pa..what the hell?..though i had a long distance relationship nman with foreigner Luis, i can't consider it naman as a real one kc magulo utak ng guy na un.,or maybe because lumipas na ung feelings qoh for him.,now its 2011..what's in store for me?! Do u think im gonna be single n naman for the whole year?? And to think mas attracted n me sa foreign guys.,its much harder.,(groan..)..i've tried to entertaiin some pinoys but it didn't work.,there's no spark,.or maybe im just being too picky.,(nagmamaganda lol) but mahirap tlga.,prang ang hirap mainlove?? mga foreign guys nman u can't really tell who's for real and who's not.,only a few are sensible enough to carry a conversation.,and the rest perverts na and shameless liars.,anyways.,let's just wait and see.,im kinda busy pa kc pag-aapply for jobs.,so maybe i should focus on my career first then everything will follow ayt! :)

~from my phone

MY FREE E-BOOK PAGE

2011-01-17T21:26:00.001+08:00

Last December i decided to make my Tumblr account into a Free Ebook page...since im a sucker for books and a lot of my sisses on CandyMag are bookworms too...thanks to them cause i got some of my ebooks from them.. but most of all i thank the authors cause without their great imagination and talent in writing we won't have these cool books :-)

So if u are an ebooker like me..feel free to check out my page,FOLLOW and kindly LIKE it on Facebook ^_^

LINK: www.i-heart-ebooks.blogspot.com

LOVE IS LIKE A BUS STOP..

2011-01-05T22:30:00.004+08:00

Love is like a bus stop, there's always going to be another opportunity for the bus to stop again - if we are ready for it at the bus stop. Sometimes we don't ever think we could possibly find someone better than that one we are in love with that doesn't return the love back, but that's not true..

We won't be ready to find it we are pining for a love that is not healthy or returned. We owe it to ourselves to always know what we deserve what's best and what's healthy.,Stop being around that person if possible. If you can't, then think in your mind about how wonderful it would be to actually find someone special that returns your love. Tell yourself that u deserve it., We can't control love no matter how hard we try. It's just one of those things but we can choose to love again..:)

ONE LAST LOOK

2011-01-05T22:04:00.003+08:00

I was checking other blogs that i used to follow when i was still active here on blogspot when i saw my ex Luis's blog site...i didnt know he made a post a month after we broke up..i was suprised..good thing ive read it only now cause if its like 4mos earlier that would hurt a lot..here's a part of what he wrote:

...Today i would like to tell everyone about how everything is going well my mom has gotten a promotion and we was gonna move to ohio but her boss messed up the contract so we are going to move to Pennsylvania to work over there and live and hopefully we can just stay in one spott.^_^.............but on the other hand im really sad because i had let someone really dear to me go and i had to she might not know it but it was for her own good she will find someone better in her own country and not only am i sad over that im sad because its really hard to find the best girl friend she was the one but she was far away u know we would tell each other about getting a job and meeting each other but the way i see it is so outrageous like it was so kool theres no words to explain the feelings and the thoughts of those times i just wish some day i can find a girl like that over here and on another note i saw my ex girl friends myspace pic with her new man there like in Amsterdam right now having fun and what not i was really happy for her and sadden at the same time....

I sent him a message on facebook after a moment of being speechless lol.,though we could have been good together.,im happy that we're both pursuing our career.,and after all the good and bad things that happened.,maybe its really for the better :)

ME TALKING WITH RADIO DJ PAPA DAN of 97.1 LS FM

2011-01-05T22:00:00.000+08:00

im waiting for this video to finish uploading....
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stil waiting....

oh its a voice record of me and Radio DJ Papa Dan (i guess last september..)...bored lang hahaha..avid listener kasi si sister qoh...though im not,minsan qoh lang kc maabutan.. i tried it na ren..just for fun :P (NOTE: most of the infos i gave are not true..keke... )
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tagal....wait..wait..wait...
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the program is called "Wanted Sweetheart" pala..they'll try to hook u up with someone over the phone..its funny and weird..i forgot the name of the guy, but when we finally talked over the phone, ahmmmm i find him a lil weird cause he talks a lot about ghosts and stuffs..or maybe im just a scared scooby :P..
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bored...ill brb...browse muna sa ibang sites..
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BACK! still? -_-
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i guess this might take a while because youtube rejected it coz its kinda long..so yeah..wait pa ren...
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AT LAST!! anyways those are some of the pics of Papa Dan..he's cute nman pla weh ^_^

BACK IN THE BIZ

2011-01-05T21:10:00.004+08:00

here i am..im back...cause one of my guy friends asked me to make some posts cause its been a long time since my last post here.( 4 mos ago i think.. my emo moments..lol)....let's call him mr.aree..(yeah that's his nickname, what a weird nickname for someone named Mark right?) ..

He called me the day after new year ata..and he told me that he saw my blog on my gmail account..(tama ba?)..and i thought he was referring to my other blog on TUMBLR (my not-so personal one..) .. and i was a lil bit shocked and embarassed na ren cause most of my stupidness when it comes to "LURVE

ok wait will continue this posts..have a meeting with someone regarding a job!! ciao sorry!!

I DON'T LOVE YOU

2011-01-05T17:45:00.000+08:00

Like so many that have been in love, the word LOVE has been used and abused, neglected, taken advantage of, lied to, cheated on, and sometimes even forgotten. Used to be that the word 'love' could pump the breaks on a conversation and leave somebody feeling utterly speechless..Now, it's used to fill in breaks in conversations and pump reason back into why you can't leave someone who's making you feel utterly useless.

So, you see..I, I don't want to "EL OH VEE EE YOU", but i do want to take those letters, flip them backwards, and use them to spell the beginning of the word "EVOLVE".., because i want us to grow into something indescribable by just one word.

I don't want to love, but i do want to make you like my childhood bestfriend, so that no matter how many times we hurt each other or beat each other up inside, i know we can always make up again.

And i want to show you off to the world, a permanent connection, so perfectly passionate that i can sit you on the opposite side of the jam packed arena , look at you once, and have them everybody know that you're my guy..:)

BECAUSE I'M A GIRL

2010-10-29T01:41:00.001+08:00

i totally can relate to the lyrics of this song..although i kinda mixed up the lyrics from two sources..made this AMV last month, just uploaded it just now cause im feeling ok watching it.. no more pain :)
hope you'll like it guys!

its a compilation of some love animes i enjoyed and could have enjoy.,keke

credit goes to the owner of the clips and music that i used..sossli and mwm..

the last video i made i think...made it last September 11, 2010..now qoh lang na-post kc mejo naging tamad aqoh mgpost here sa blog qoh...this was the time when im still recovering from my ex (Luis) break up..lol! emo...but now im ok so yeah here's "Because I'm a Girl by Kiss ^_^

RANDOM THOUGHTS..Bored...No Internet

2010-10-08T01:22:00.002+08:00

Well its one of my boring nights..nothing to do but just stare in front of my pc...i just had my cross stitch moments a while ago while watching boxing with my papa..its a cute cherub and quite big, can't wait till its done! it's super cute, my late aunt had the same cherub cross stitch but she gave it out to someone who gave her a computer..well its a fair exchange..it would be a nice gift too.,i've made quite a few designs before but wasn't really able to finish it..i made a big "anime" one, it's Dennis from Yu-yu Hakusho's Ghost Fighter..( i still have a few of my Ghostfighter cards,i have it for like 15 yrs now ^_^ i put it on an album )since he's my ultimate crush at that time lol.,but yeah my mom gave it out, cause one of our guy neighbors really liked it.,and i was so mad when i found out.,and yeah my first cross stitch was Pooh..and 2 bears with "iloveu" design at the sides..made it for my 1st serious boyfriend Adrian..i was just 17 at that time i guess but it's still here, my mom have it framed and displayed.,it has the "MarRian9" kind of signature at the sides..( Mar - for my name Mary Joy and Rian - for his name Adrian..9 cause i think our anniversary was December 9 )...

So yeah im just saying random thoughts at the moment since im not really in the mood to play games or watch a movie..but well thanks to my old games Yuri's Revenge.,kept me from being super bored this past few days..i remember the old times whenever Adrian fetch me after school then we'll go to a computer cafe and he'll play what i thought was a dumb stupid game RedAlert/Yuri's Revenge..and i'll just sit beside him and wait for him to be finish.,and sometimes he'll just say one more game and u can't just imagine how my face looks like at that time because of rage,LOL!.,but then i realized what if ill just try to enter his world and try to enjoy what he likes instead of being angry at him..so yeah he taught me how to play it..at first we'll always have some petty fights because of it.,cause sometimes he can't help but to shout a lil when he's coaching me and ill get angry and all.,its funny whenever i think of it now.,but then as time goes by i've learned it and loved it! then we started playing against each other.,and then us playing against other teams (mostly guys from my school and from a marine school near us). That's why at that time,we're always on a computer shop.. we made a lot of friends even the owners and staff knows me.,and i always beat my guy classmates.,thanks to Adrian lol.,

From that i realized the importance of being a part of what your partner enjoys.,that's why in my share of relationships im always excited and eager to learn what my boyfriend likes.,it thrills me.,like the language.,his hobbies and stuffs.,but in my case its mostly the kind of music he's into.,with Kyle ( my puppy love) since we're still young at that time we both liked boy band hits..A1, Backstreet Boys, N'sync etc etc..when im with Phijay (my 5yrs relationship)..though its kinda "baduy", but he's into Rap/PinoyRap..i learned how to rap a lil.,when i was with Chad (the sweetest and cutest guy ever)..he introduced me to new songs, he's more into R&B type of music, that's more of my type so yeah i kinda enjoyed our times..and when i was with Gax (my long distance-dancer boyfriend)..so as expected some dance music and because he's from Cebu, ( they got diffirent dialect from us in Manila which is Tagalog..while for them its Cebuanos ) i've learned to like some Cebuano songs and was able to sing it too lol.,eventhough i don't really understand the meaning.,and before i forgot with Gax i was turned into an "EMO" lol.,he liked some emo songs but its cool.,i love them too especially the band Secondhand Serenade..i love all of their songs :) I remember our last day together, we were at the airport im just laying on his lap and he played a lot of our favorite songs knowing it would be our last time together.. and with Luis he introduced me the Freestyle type of music.,and we both like Stevie B! ( he was famous here in the Philippines when i was just 11 yrs old i think,it means Luis was just 5 yrs old at that time! omg im a cradle snatcher lol..Erase erase! lol) i didn't know he knows him too, and of course the Spanish songs! Te Quiro by Flex and Aqui Conmigo are one of my faves.,

I am super into music, i love to listen and sing my heart out whenever im happy or sad.,that's why i noticed that in my past relationships, the relationships that i really enjoyed and had time to really connect with are the ones who's into music as well.,so yeah it's one of my qualifications..and im getting sleepy..so there's my random thought for tonight! ciao!

What things you wish you'd never done

2010-08-21T18:43:00.001+08:00

NONE.,It’s all in the past., So there’s no use regretting and wishing I had never done ‘it’ or whatever.., Because that’s all a part of me now, and it’s something that I have to accept whether it was entirely a bad choice or what

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