barks blog: the story and art of jaime

Studio (ugh, dinningroom) Update

2013-05-23T08:03:00.002-04:00

We live in an 1150 square foot house. Truthfully, I love my little house. It has lots of character, it is a 1910 mill house. We have original heart of pine floors and 9 foot ceilings. I'm a little obsessed with the small house movement. However, there are moments when I feel a little overwhelmed with the four us in our somewhat small space. But, then I think that if we had a bigger house we'd have more to keep up with. A bigger house means more debit and eventually more junk. Seriously, I am constantly shocked by the amount of clutter we can collect. I feel like in a bigger house we'd just collect more. But, there is one point (okay, two if you consider that we only have one bathroom) that I have massive issue with in my tiny house . . . . . my lack of studio space. This has always been a bit of a problem but in the last year or so, as I have really started to sell my work, it is becoming a much bigger issue. We've been shuffling things around for the last year trying to find a place to put everything. I work in my dinning room which means at any given time that space is covered in paintings. We've talked about converting our barn into a studio but we'd have to find a place for all Jason's tools. Really it comes down to if we are going to stay or move, because we don't want to put money into renovating the barn if we move. I know most of my friends and family question my sanity when it comes to my desire to "live small" but I really love my tiny house. And, I really love my neighborhood. I live on the dodgy side of downtown, it can be a little ghetto at times. But, it is improving and I love being able to walk to the library and the parks. It is great for running too. Wow, I got really side tracked. This post was supposed to be art, not so much about my house and space issues. If you have any tips or suggestions for organizing a creative space, I'd love to hear them. Now, on with the update . .

Here is my current "studio" space in the corner of my dinning room. The painting on the easel is a commission for a little girls room. It turned out so sweet. All the stuff stacked on my cabinet is stuff for shows. Not the prettiest storage solution but it works for right now. I love my green vintage circle suitcase.

I've also added a couple new prints to my etsy shop, click here to visit.

I'm excited because I just got approval to sell at the Chattanooga Market. While I'm not planning on doing it weekly, I did think it would be fun to go from time to time. I love going to the farmer's market! I have no idea if I will do well but I do think I will have some fun and meet some cool people! It looks like my first Sunday will be June 23rd! If you are in my hood please stop by and say hi!

This is another commission I'm working on updating my facebook page with commissions and art prints. I've been really bad about not keeping up with posting my work. Must do better!!

And lastly, have you signed up for artsy newsletter? I use it to communicate when I setting up at shows and when I have online sales and such. I don't email very often (I won't spam you!) but just another way to keep up with my work, if you are interested enter your email below.

PS. I'd be remiss if I didn't mention the fact that yesterday was my 9 year wedding anniversary. I used to dismiss the idea of soul mates but after everything we've been through I am pretty sure Jason is mine. We went out to dinner and a movie last night. It was the first movie I'd been to in the theater in 5 years!? We saw "The Great Gatsby." We are both big Baz Lurhmann fans, Strictly Ballroom anyone? It was amazing. This weekend we have a little family trip planned. I can't wait! Here is to 9 years!

I choose to see the good

2013-05-16T08:59:00.001-04:00

My mom used to say if you look for evil you will see it but also if you look you can usually find good too. I never really put any thought into the expression. It was just one of those phrases I heard over and over as a child. However, it has been on my mind a lot the last few months. There has been so much pain and suffering in the world. It is easy to look around and find yourself feeling bogged down by all the evil and darkness. But, with every tragedy there is also an outpouring of good. You can look around and see the kindness in people. There is always a flood of generosity. Strangers giving of themselves to help others. Thoughts of love and prayers of peace flooding the universe on behalf of people we don't know. This is what I choose to see. The good. The love. The kindness. I want to raise my boys to know that while there is evil there is also goodness. The good of humanity is stronger than the hate of the few.

I picked up a map at Goodwill. I'd been planning to paint a portrait but when I glued down the map I realized that it was of Boston. I decided to put my thoughts into visual form. I choose to remember the good that was visible after the attack. I choose to see the good in the world (and to hopefully let that good shine through me).

PS. This original was a small wood sign with a wire hook. I never got a good picture of it, you can catch a glimpse of it on my table last weekend. The original sold. I do have prints available if you are interested.

Positivly Perfect Weekend

2013-05-13T21:11:00.000-04:00

Guys, my weekend was pretty epic. My weekend was busy, but with all of the best kinds of stuff.

First, there was Hubfest. I set up a table at a Chattanooga community event. I told you guys that I was nervous and I really had no reason to be. It went great. The event was really well organized. The volunteers were so friendly and there were a whole bunch of boy scouts to help us unload. There was a threat of rain looming all day which may have kept a few folks away, but I did really well. I sold lots of stuff and had so much fun. I loved talking to people about my work. I really pushed myself to get out there and talk to people. While I'm usually chatty, I tend to be a little shy, especially about my work. I think I did a good job of being personable. I only spoke to people who wanted to chat. I hate when people are pushy or try really hard to sell stuff. I just tried to be there while some people shopped quietly. Others who wanted to talk about my process I engaged. It was fun. I also felt like I really made some progress on my display. I feel like it is getting better and better. The craziest part is almost everything you see here was in my ford focus thanks to Jason's awesome packing job.

And, the rain held off until the last hour of the show. When it did rain, it poured. But, thanks to lots of planning, I was able to cover everything and nothing got wet! The sad part of it was that the boys got there right when the rain did. But of course, they managed to have lots of fun jumping in mud puddles while it rained. I'm super glad I took a pair of rain boots, they came in really handy!

Alex was pouting because he didn't want to take a photo. He wanted to jump in rain puddles. Oh, and you see my totally amazing apron? That is my sister's handiwork. I mentioned it might be helpful to have an apron and just like that she whipped me one up. With my logo on it!? She is so cool. After we packed, we hit up a birthday party at a gymnastics center for kids. Oh my word, cutest part ever. My boys had so much fun. I don't have an pictures because I was tired. It was so awesome. Then, then there was mother's day. I had the most awesome mother's day ever! Jason wrote the sweetest post, and no I wasn't upset! On top of that, he made me the sweetest little mother's day basket full of chocolate and coffee. Then, he let me drag the family all over Chattanooga on Sunday. It was such a pretty day and I just wanted to get out and explore. Here are a few of my favorite photos from the day.

I think Alex really believed he could climb the bridge. I do know it can be done. I actually saw an idiot do it once. It was crazy. He was walking on top of the bridge. It was amazing and he surprisingly didn't fall.

I really love the Coolidge Park carousel and I love days spent with my guys.

The Things She Doesn't Say . . .

2013-05-12T01:40:00.002-04:00

Surprise!

What's the surprise? Well, you're kind of reading it. Since you have no visual frame of reference, as I am typing this fairly late at night in the quiet, dark, privacy of my own home . . . this is not Jaime. I, Jason (her husband) have commandeered her blog for one post and one post alone. I say this mainly for those of you who read Jaime's blog on a regular basis and may be perhaps disappointed to find that she is "not here" (as in not in this particular post). For this I truly apologize, but see, this post doesn't contain "her", because it is about her. Yeah, she has absolutely no idea that I have hijacked this thing and to be completely honest (as is her style), I am not quite sure how she will react. She is pretty particular about her posts and the integrity of her blog, so if she does get upset, I'm counting on the lot of you to back me up. Though, I guess I should explain exactly why it is that I have done this, but I presume for many of you, in recognizing that tomorrow is "Mother's Day", you could probably infer that this might have something to do with it. Turns out you'd right. (Apparently that part was no surprise).

Ok, I'll get to it. First of all, no I didn't forget to get her a Mother's Day present. I got it days ago. Basically, anyone who has read this blog for any length of time, knows that Jaime covers a pretty diverse assortment of topics on here. She shares her latest, greatest creative adventures, her deep and often quirky insights on life, the whirlwind of energy that is our children, and the constant stream of victories and defeat that comes with being a parent. This is especially true as it relates to motherhood, which in light of the "season", brings me to my topical destination. It's probably safe to say, that I don't read many blogs on motherhood. It would also be just as safe to say that I don't read any. So admittedly, I don't really know if it is the going trend to be so completely candid about the difficulties of being a mom, but I have always respected and admired Jaime's willingness to do so. Perhaps it was a result of growing up within the confines of "church culture" but I learned early on to always "show your best side." You know, kind of like you are always in "job interview" mode, highlighting the strengths, covering the weakness. But I've read, time after time, as Jaime has written honestly, not only about the "sugary coating" side of motherhood, but the dull "wheaty" side as well. I know, "was that a frosted mini-wheats reference?". It was. I apologize, it's late (and I just found one in the couch). But in all of her truthfulness, what she doesn't say, is how amazingly strong she really is. I mean, I think it's in there, not because it's explicitly written, but that there is a certain strength in honesty that is telling in and of itself. Yes, she may kill me in the morning, but I think it's worth it for those of you who read this blog but do not know her personally. I think it's worth it for you to know that she is the person she portrays herself to be only stronger, funnier, more creative, more brave and audacious (in the good sense of the word) than she would ever communicate herself. So, I took it upon myself to attempt to do her justice. I do my best to be a good father and God knows I try, but when our kids have their tiny worlds shaken, it's her name their calling. Our marriage hasn't been perfect, whose is, but sadly it's been my end that's contributed the most to it's imperfection. I've seen her rise above it all and be strong for the both of us. For all of us. That being said, Happy Mother's Day to all of the mothers out there, to my own mother, and most of all, to the mother my children. Jaime, I love you and we/I are so blessed to have you. Please don't be mad at me for posting on your behalf and emoting all over your blog.

There is so much text here I feel I should add some sort of "media" but since my phone is dead and my charger, as well as access to any other recent photo source, is in the room with my sleeping wife, here is a video from one of my favorite bands, The Temper Trap. Random and completely not Mother's Day related. Enjoy.

Here we go again . . .

2013-05-08T18:27:00.001-04:00

I am getting ready to set up at my second festival this weekend. I think, if it is possible, I am more nervous than last time. There are several reasons. The main reason is that my first show kind of sucked. I know part of it had to do with the weather being nasty but also it was a young event that wasn't super organized. I'd decided to wait until I was prepared enough for a larger more establish venue (that I had attended) when I came across Hubfest. It is a free community event that is in its 7th year. It is in Heritage park in Chattanooga, you can view an event page that I set for it here (it has the address). It wasn't expensive so I decided to go for it. Since I signed up, I've had so much anxiety over the event. I have no idea what to expect. I hadn't been to the first festival I set up at either and it fell short of my expectations. I think that most of my anxiety is coming from the fear of the unknown. I've never even been to Heritage park!? I guess sharing the fact I'm nervous isn't really 'professional' but I feel like I am among friends here and I can be honest. I should also be stressing about the weather too. But, I've had such unbelievable bad luck with rain this spring that I'm just planning on rain. It rained at my first festival, the two 5Ks I ran and our Day out with Thomas. I'm just expecting cold, rainy weather.

I realize so far this post has rocked the "Debbie Downer" vibe. So, let's take a moment to be positive shall we? I'm super excited because I've been working on my display and I think I have a better set up planned. It is tricky because we have to get everything into my small car but I think it will look nice. I've also got all kinds of new fun stuff for the show. As of right now, I am completely ready. I'm totally packed and ready to go. Why yes, it is only Wednesday. I also wrapped up two commissions this week. High five for productivity and for not procrastinating!! Now, let's have a "show and tell" . . . .

I decided to make a couple of larger signs to bring. I usually just do these as commissions but I thought it would be fun to have a couple with me.

This sign is pretty big. Around 34 inches wide.

The tree below is hanging in the laundry room which I am working on re-doing. I kind of wanted to leave it there. I really like the neutral/natural feel of the sign.

I posted the original version of the sign below on instgram. I set out to just change it a little and I ended up completely repainting it. I love the way it turned out.

Here are some little signs that are coming with me.

This little fella is my favorite.

And, some little canvases. I adore these mini-canvases and tiny easels. Why is everything cuter when it is smaller?

And, lots of magnets! I've spoken before of my magnet love.

I have several paintings that will be coming with me too. But, I packed them up this weekend so I don't have any photos. But I promise, they will be there!

I did make some little chalk board signs from scrap wood for my tent. I'm not sure the text will stay the way it is right now (yo, yo!) but I love the idea. I think they would be really fun for a party or tiny ones for a gift tag. I also made some tissue paper tassel garland. Or course, I didn't really take into account the rain. These would melt into a gross mess at the first hint of moister, so I don't think they will be making it into my tent. Oh well. I'll have them for my next party (I made a lot of them).

If you are local, I hope you can swing by. If you not in my neck of the woods please send me kind thoughts this weekend!

PS. I found this picture of Henry on my camera today. He is wearing his daddy's hat. He looks like a kid not a toddler. They really do grow up fast. Sniff, sniff.

On my mind

2013-05-07T07:33:00.001-04:00

I've got a one track mind. Right now, all my energies are channeled toward getting ready for my second festival this weekend. So much so, that I managed to leave my house yesterday without my wallet, leave my front door open and to lock my children in the car. Luckily, every thing worked out okay. Henry, with a little leverage (a lollipop), was able to unlock my car door. Nothing got stolen out of my house and I managed to make it home without getting pulled over or running out of gas (albeit it without the supplies that I needed). But still, I think I might just need to stay at home the rest of the week. Although, I have a feeling that all my work might be in vein because we are in the midst of a monsoon and it has rained, rained, rained. And, right now it looks like it will keep raining through the week. Either way, I'm going to be ready to go on Saturday. I'm going to try to post some pictures of some of the stuff I made for the show along with some details and info about the show tomorrow.

In between trying to get ready for the next weekend, we celebrated Alex's birthday. We took the boys to "Day out with Thomas" and got soaking wet. But, it was really fun and the boys loved it. Totally worth the crazy ticket price to see their reaction. They are still talking about it. Alex was starstruck. Because we hit up Thomas, we didn't really have a big party for Alex this year. Instead we just did cake in the park with some friends. It was really fun and low key. Luckily, the rain held off just long enough for us to have a little cake outside. My sister got both the boys big wheels, so we told all our friends to bring riding toys for their kiddios. It was so funny watching all the kids riding around. I felt bad for all the runners in the park. Here are a couple of my favorite photos from our festivities.

The boys talk to each other on the play radios on the big wheels. I constantly here Henry say "Alex, what is your status." Yes, they are in my house right now. And yes, it is crazy.

Henry is a big fan of this "motorcycle." He is speedy on it.

We couldn't get a picture of Alex with Thomas because he wouldn't look at the camera. Seeing Thomas in real life just blew his mind.

I want to frame this picture, I love Tennessee so much.

And lastly, this is a before and after of my yard that I put together for a guest post over at ElizaK. Click here to read my tips of using pinterest to create an inviting outdoor space. I'm really loving the after pictures right now because my yard is a wet soggy mess. It tends to flood when there is a lot of rain. In fact, we've had some of the worst flooding ever. So much so that the water has reached all of my flower beds and floated my mulch all over my yard. Not to mention that our grass it crazy tall because our yard is so muddy we can't mow it even when we get a break in the rain. I normally love rain but, right now, I am sick of it.

The only upside is the fact that everything is so green. Lush green leaves everywhere. I guess it isn't all bad but still waking up to 40 degree temps in May in Tennessee just a little lame.

Now I'm off, hopefully today will be less eventful that yesterday. Happy Tuesday!

Dear Alex, Today you are two

2013-05-02T22:06:00.000-04:00

Dear Alex, you are two today. Or should I call you Henry? You still refuse to say your name. But, that is your style. You're independent and brave. So very brave. I wish at times I could have a bit of your courage. You run and often jump into imminent danger without a moments pause. While, it scares me me to death it also excites me. I hope you hold on to your fearless nature. I also hope you remain a little stubborn. I think it is a good thing for a person to have the fortitude to cling to their convictions. Right now, your convictions often involve staying at the park or eating another cookie. I am writing this so I will remember the upside of a strong will because when I'm dragging you away from something while you scream and kick I don't exactly feel grateful for your free will. I also adore your larger than life personality. You often sing and dance for no reason. You laugh at everything and you give some of the best hugs ever. You don't do anything half way.

The other day you climbed up on the couch and settled yourself right between your daddy and I. You snuggled up to us and proclaimed "I the baby." Yes, sweet Alex, you are. You are the perfect bookend to our family. Because of you 4 is my new favorite number. You and your brother have taught me so much about myself. I love you for showing me how deep I can love and how strong I am (also, how little sleep I really need). I'm so thrilled to watch you grow this year. I've loved hearing you talk. You are speaking more and more each day. While, I'll admit, I'm a little sad about seeing you grow away from being a baby and into being a toddler, I'm really just thrilled about all the fun we are going to have. We all adore you and we have so many wonderful adventures planned for you. As much as you love us, we love you even more. Thank you for letting us be in your life. We are all so very blessed that you came to join us. Happy birthday my sweet baby.

PS. Tomorrow we PARTY!

P.P.S You are even cute when you are pouting.

Handmade Business Card Holder

2013-04-30T06:54:00.001-04:00

I made a business card holder out of an Altoids tin!?!

This took about a minute. Seriously, this post took longer to write than it did for me make this holder. I stumbled across this idea on Pinterest (where else?). I saw this really cute holder by AdelynStone. I'd seen a flat holder on Creative Kismet but I've never thought about leaving it open. I loved the idea of using washi tape. So flippin' easy. First I covered the outside and edges.

Then inside I put a print of one of my paintings.

The best thing is, I can keep it in purse to hold my cards and then I can also set it open on my table when I am at shows or festivals. Win, win!!

I'm really happy with my cards but I am thinking about redesigning. I've almost used an entire box. I have no idea why but this feels like such a big deal to me. Having to re-order cards makes me feel legit. Also, I have paint on my nails. This is a regular thing. It is why I almost always have to paint my nails for events and such. But, in truth I kind of like it :)

The reason for the card holder is that I am preparing for my second festival. On the Saturday (May 11th) before mother's day, I am going to have a table at a community festival in East Brainard (Hubfest). I'm really nervous about it because I don't really know what to expect. I've never been to this event. I have no idea what the setup will be or what other vendors will be there. The festival is only from 10am - 4pm. I thought, even though I'm going into it blind, that it would be a good event to get my "feet wet." After this I am hoping be more prepared to venture into larger/more established events. Wish me luck.

Oh, I did make a handmade business card holder for my last show. But, wire wrapping isn't in my skill set and it wasn't really sturdy.

PS. We had a soggy weekend (and week ahead if the forecast is right). It rained, rained, rained. Inspired by the rain I did a little painting. I really like how it turned out. I thought I'd share it because this is another way you can use a frisket (I posted a tutorial if you are interested).

Cornbread 5K

2013-04-28T11:08:00.000-04:00

I ran the National Cornbread Festival 5k this weekend. Yes, that is a thing. South Pittsburg, TN has an annual festival to celebrate glorious cornbread. When I found out they had a 5k, I knew that I needed to run it. I've never ran a 5k, which is funny because I've ran several half marathons. I really enjoy distance running, slow and steady. Training for a 5k is fast and furious. I just don't like it. But, this one is pretty fun. I mean, I got access to "cornbread alley" after my run. I got to sample a cornucopia of cornbread recipes. We'd planned to make it a family event, but the weather turned off nasty. The rain held off until after our run and then it poured down for the rest of the day. My friend (hi Whitney) and I rode down together and let our families stay dry and toasty at home. My mom, when she was alive, had a deep love for cornbread. When she was sick she'd make me cook it every night. I felt like this run was a little bit of a tribute to her. She would support the idea of running for cornbread (even if at one point, I was so sick of it I refused to make it).

My goal was to come in under 30 minutes, which is blazing fast for me. Lighting fast in fact. I'm just not built for speed. But, I am happy to report I made my goal . . . . by 6 seconds. 29:54. I think I could have done better but the course was so hilly. Like insanely hilly for such a short run. But, I made it. Actually, I came in third in my age group. Which sounds more exciting that it is. I just lucked up because the women in my age group weren't fast. The winner came in 11 minutes faster than me (which I feel is still a little slow for a 5k).

Besides the hills, the run it's self was really pretty. We ran through really quaint residential areas of a small town. The only really odd thing I saw on the run was an old, abandoned looking 1950s hospital. It was so odd that we all noticed it and were talking about it after the run. A local over heard us and told us that some people live in it and do ghost tours there. She told us we could find out more online, so I googled it and sure enough it has it own website. It is a 'paranormal research center.' So bizarre in this tiny little town. I love ghost stories and I find this insanely interesting. I mean, not necessarily interested enough to stay the night but still interesting. You need to read the website, so funny.

Also, they had the nicest portapottie I've ever seen. I realize it is weird to write about portapotties, but they are just part of running culture. And these were fancy. So clean. They smelled so nice. Yes, that is right they smelled good. And, they were decorated. DECORATED. The women's had flowers in the urinal and greenery draped around the top. This was so strange to me and yet oddly enjoyable. I used the fanciest portapottie ever, so I felt it was worth mentioning and yes I took pictures.

I'd like to add how amazing it is that I can run a 5k at all. Two years ago, I couldn't run a mile without stopping. Running is one of those things where I can really see the impact of consistency Two years later, I have logged well over 400 miles. When I started I was averaging 14 minute miles. Yesterday, I average 9:38 per mile (my long runs like 10:50) not really fast but for me it is a huge improvement. And, I just love running. I know there is a lot of debate about the runners high but I believe it is real. For me, it was once I got to the point where I could run 3-4 miles without much effort. Once I hit that, running just became fun. Enjoyable. I love being outside and the sense of freedom and release that comes with running. Next up, chattanooga half marathon in the fall (I might sneak another short run in before hand).

An then, there is this . . . . I'm not even sure how to caption this. I'll leave you with me and my new friend.

State Map Art Tutorial

2013-04-23T16:16:00.000-04:00

Let's make maps! Does anyone remember that song from Yeah Yeah Yeahs? It will be in my head for the rest of this post. I am super excited and a little nervous because I am sharing my first video tutorial!? I was just going to do a simple video, that didn't show me at all, but my super awesome friend (hi Adam!) with a video production company stepped in and help me create something a bit more advanced. What you might not know about me is that I am a telecom drop out. I was all set to be the next Barbra Walters until I did my first screen test and quickly realized that I wasn't cut out for it. Reading a teleprompter and talking into a camera is hard guys. Anyway, all that to say, I'm far from professional. But, over all I am super happy with this video. I hope to tackle a few more of these in the future. I love teaching and filming a tutorial is way easier than typing it out.

If you are looking for a way to get wasted, I suggest a drinking game in which every time I say "super," you take a shot. ;)

A few notes about the project . . . .

Supplies notes/links:
Watercolor - here is a link to the Koi field box I used but you can use just a basic kiddie set.
Water Color Paper - Any paper that says it is for watercolor will do. Strathmore 400 Series is my favorite but you could use a cheaper, lighter paper if you'd like.
Frisket - Here is the frisket starter kit which comes with the nib and rubber to remove it. You can also buy just the frisket and use an old eraser and paint brush.
Making Tape
A Board (to tape your paper down - I used old canvas board or the back of a sketchbook)
Paint Brushes

I mentioned my lazy method of getting my map on the paper. But, if you want to be a real artist (and avoid possibly damaging your computer) you can make a graphite transfer sheet (like this) and then print out your map and transfer it on to you paper. Do as I say, not as I do.

Also, here is a link to some of my coffee art. I mention it a few times in the video.

If you tackle this project I'd love to see your work. If you have any questions for me please, please feel free to comment on this post or shoot me an email at jaime {at} barksblog.com.

I made maps for the four places we've lived together. I had visions of having this matted and framed before this post. My clip rail is as far as I got. I'm hoping sharing this photo will provide me the motivation I need to get my butt in gear and get these hung. Just not enough time in the day!!

P.S. If you are feeling lazy. I have prints of all the maps in this post and I take commissions as well. Visit the 'map' section of my etsy shop for more info.

P.P.S The links in this post are amazon affiliate links.

Studio Sale!

2013-04-19T15:44:00.001-04:00

I almost didn't post this. I feel so strange moving along with my life as an entire city is brought to a stand still. The events of this week have been bizarre and upsetting. Not just Boston but the tragedy in Texas and the crazy guy mailing poison It is just a awful week for our nation. As a runner, something about the bombing on Monday felt so personal to me. While I have only ran half marathons, I still know that emotional feeling that comes with these large runs. I love how public marathons are. Running with tens of thousands of people through a city makes the world feel small and connected. It is beautiful and it hurts me that it was attacked. This has been a crazy day with no real answers. Anyway, the point of this post. I'm doing a yard sale/studio sale at my home tomorrow. Several people have contacted me about wanting to order online but I really didn't want to fuss with shipping paintings (it is a big pain). The paintings I'm selling are older and not my best work. I don't really want to post them online. But, it occurred to me that I could put my prints on sale. I know it feels trivial in light of the nations events but in some way I feel like the world needs some beauty and love. So, all my art print will be 40% off all weekend.

Just a little way to extended my spring cleaning sale to all you folks who out of town. Click here to visit my shop. I have it set up with flat shipping. So, you can get as many prints as you like without paying extra for shipping. If you are local, I'd love for you pop by our yard sale. I'll have a bunch of random yard sell stuff, several old original canvas board paintings, irregular prints and some art supplies all on the cheap! I think a couple other families might bring some stuff over as well. Oh, and Henry is going to be selling lemonade. So cute, right? He wanted to get some money to buy a Rescue Bot toy and he knows all about selling lemonade because it is featured prominently in a Curious George episode.

I hope you all have a blessed weekend. Take a few moments to see the good in the world. I know it is still out there. Make sure you love on the people close to you.

Wild and Free and Busy as a Bee

2013-04-16T20:35:00.001-04:00

I could add sick as a dog to the title, but I'm trying to be positive. I came down with a little 24 hour bug yesterday but I think I am on the mend now. There are so many good things going on here. We have a jam packed spring lined up. My flowers are just now budding, the trees are turning green and the warm weather is finally coming our way. For years I used to say that fall was my favorite season but I think it really might be spring. Sunshine and green leaves awake my soul. And, I just love getting out in my yard and playing in the dirt. I also have a bunch of wonderful commissions lined up right now. I can't wait to show them all to you! In the mean time, here is a little water color painting I did last weekend.

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My dogwoods are in bloom and they just make me smile. I did manage to get a little yard work done on Monday before the horrible sickness took hold. I'm still way behind, hopefully I will get caught up soon. The boys are eager helpers but they do make everything take twice as long. But, they love it so much I willingly take their help.

Oh, I almost forgot . . . . I am loving the expression e-course. It has been such a great class and I have learned so much. I have a long way to go but I'm getting a little bit better. Regina is a great teacher! Here is one of my practice sketches. I made a little book for the class and I am hoping to fill it up with faces and share it at the end of the class.

A Season for Everything

2013-04-11T19:12:00.000-04:00

As a stay at home mom, there are times when I find myself day dreaming about the boys getting older. I'll have so much more time on my hands when they are in school. Sometimes, it is really hard to be in the present. Truthfully, not just in regards to parenthood, this has always been hard for me. I am a hopeless dreamer. I can't help myself. I think dreams and goals are important, but more and more, I am realizing the importance of being in the moment. Loving your life right now. As it is. Being happy with what you have. There is something to be said about enjoying the way things are. Yes, I'll have more time when the kids are older, but there are a lot of sweet things I will miss. I guess I just need to remind myself that there is a season for everything.

Since this was on my mind, I decided to use it for a sign that will be donated to a local fundraiser for art in education. This sign is big, like around 3 1/2 feet long.

On my mind . . .

2013-04-08T07:15:00.000-04:00

Do you ever have one of those weeks where you just don't feel like you are on your game? Last week has been a blur and I am not even sure what I've been doing. I am bursting with ideas but there has been little time to pick up a paint brush. Not to mention the fact that my house needs a good cleaning and l can't seem to find the bottom of my laundry basket. But, in the middle of all of this craziness, I just feel blessed. Isn't it funny? My life seems so out of control but I feel so much peace. I'm just coming to terms with the fact that I will never get everything done. And, that is okay. It is hard for me to accept this. I'm just realizing that in order to be a good mom, I just have to let go of some things and that is perfectly fine. My floors might not get mopped as much as I would like. My shop updates and blog posts might not be as frequent as I would like. It is all okay. I'm doing my best. The art of letting go is hard. However, learning to relax is amazing. If a friend pops by and my house is messy, that is cool. If it takes me longer than I hoped to get a blog up, that is okay. If is takes an eternity to update my etsy shop, who cares? I am doing the best that I can. And, honestly my best isn't that bad. When I feel like I am falling short, I've been trying to look at the things that I am doing well. Making a list of my accomplishments has been helping me have a more positive outlook. Even if there are days when they aren't super impressive, even simple things like cooked dinner and not leaving my screaming child at the grocery store.

I did finally managed to update Esty. I have a few original canvases up in the shop, this is a first for me. Shipping canvases isn't cheap, which is why right now I only have small 12 x 12 canvases listed. I've also made it so all my prints are flat ship. You can get as many as you like and pay the same shipping. Which, is fun. I'm also got some wood signs up as well. These did well at the festival. I am always looking for words and phrases to use. I'd love suggestions.

There is lots more stuff in the shop! I've thinking about adding my magnets, but I can't decid if they are worth the hassle I've also been trying to get photos of my prints in frames , which has proven to be a much bigger job than I anticipated Besides the fact that I have over 30 prints now (woo hoo!), I don't really know how to take good pictures. Also, I have little helpers. Ahem. I will say, they are my biggest fans. Henry is always giving out the sweetest compliments and Alex loves to talk to my paintings. I even caught him trying to kiss one, which is really just weird but kind of sweet. I guess.

If you interested in getting any goodies from my shop, pop over the Megan's Bead Designs to read a little artist profile and to get a %20 off coupon code.

In other news, I've been just trying to soak up this amazing weather. I've finally managed to start sorting out the mess that is our yard, I can't wait until my flower beds will be full of flowers. We even got to have our first backyard fire of the season this weekend. Sitting around a fire with friends is one of my favorite things ever. I also love the sounds of hearing kids laugh and play. My guys are growing up so quickly. More and more they are playing independently. And Alex is talking so much. I love that little window of time when they are picking up new words every day. There is just something magical about having your child tell you "I love you" for the first time. His other favorite sayings are "where are you," "yes, I do," and the classic . . . . "no, way!"

And, last thought for this random post . . . . premade pancake batter has made my Sunday mornings so awesome. We love to make pancakes or waffles on Sunday mornings. This pre-made mix is great. I keep a great big canister of it in my pantry. So easy to put together and it makes breakfast so much easier. Toss in the wet ingredients and you are good to go. Please, make it. You will be happy you did.

PS. I got to hear Ira Glass give a a lecture tonight! AMAZING. I'll write more about it tomorrow, I'm still processing how great it was.

P.P.S. Expression Ecourse started this week. I'm going to post a bunch of my sketches later. I'm loving this class.

Prefect Blend, Perfect Balance

2013-04-01T07:43:00.001-04:00

Easter always sneaks up on me. I love spring but we just never make a big fuss about it. Every year I think I will be ready for it and every year I'm not. The truth is, even if I was putting together Easter baskets on Saturday night, this was one of the best Easters. Really, it has just been a good week. I got to spend lots of time with people I like, do a Color Me Rad run and I spent some lovely time just relaxing and eating yummy food. It was a peaceful holiday. We did baskets for the boys and big dinner but everything was easy going. It was nice. Since it rained, we hid eggs inside. The boys loved it. I'm always trying to find the balance between making a holiday meaningful but not wearing myself out. I think today, I found perfection. The perfect blend.

Really, life in general has been a nice balance these days. Busy, but busy with good things I made this coffee art painting earlier in the week. It is from a Thoreau quote "Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined. As you simplify your life, the laws of the universe will be simpler." It feels fitting for my week. Busy with activity but a calm heart full of love and joy.

During the week I also managed to get a few photos of the boys. I snapped spring photos last year and I wanted to do it again. You can see last years here. Oh my word, Alex has grown up SO MUCH. Of course this year it was flipping freezing out. I seriously think it might never really warm up. I love getting out this time of year, even when it is stupid cold, because I just adore watching the world come to life. Spring is the best.

Henry picked me this flower, having him pick me flowers never gets old.

This picture was all Henry. He laid in the grass and refused to smile. Apparently we was feeling pensive.

Seeing that he could not crawl last year at Easter, it was nice to see Alex standing tall.

Henry is obsessed with bow ties right now. I've been making them for him. He says they make him look adorable, which I have to agree with.

Here is our Easter pictures, mostly in instagram photos (you can follow me @jaimebarks) because I was feeling a little lazy, I didn't use my big camera.

The Easter bunny is super creepy right? I just need to toss that out there. He freaks me out!

Hope you all had a delightful holiday!

Color Me Rad Chattanooga

2013-03-30T15:58:00.002-04:00

Awhile back I told Jason I wanted to do a color run. When I told him what a color run was, his immediate response was something along the lines of "You're kidding right?" Then we had a long conversation about this being a 'thing.' Like a big thing. Lots of people do them and they have them all over the place. Which, made me realize, I guess they are kind of weird. I wonder if it will be this fad where, for a couple of years, everyone is doing them and then they will fade out. I guess only time will tell but for the time being, they seem to be sicking around. Which is a good thing because they sure are fun. We did a Color Me Rad run. Here is a really interesting article that talks a little bit about the history of the color run. I didn't realize the idea for it came from the Hindu Holi spring festival. It makes me like it little more to be honest. And, makes it all the more fun that we ran it in the spring. Here are a few notes on my thoughts on the run and a crap ton of photos.

1. Leave your competitiveness at home.

I'm a competitive runner. Wait, let me rephrase that. I like to compete against myself when I run. Running is a solitary activity for me. A color run isn't like that. It is an un-timed fun run. I also don't think it is something you should do alone. I ran with three other girls, and we all stayed together, for the most part, and it is was great. Seriously, these gals made my run (Hi Jenn, Sandy and Whitney). Dancing through a cloud of pink paint is just more fun with someone else.

2. It isn't a real 5k (or like any other run)

I'm not sure how far it was, but I do know it wasn't a 5k. Not even close. Which, makes it a perfect run for non-runners. And this run was full of them. I love to see non-runners getting involved in runs. A couple of years ago I couldn't run a mile. I was very much a newbie. The laid back nature was a really different feel. A lot less intimidating way to get into running events. People didn't bust out of the gate running, like at the half marathons I've done in the past, it was more like a slow jog. As we finished we actually heard an MC reminding people to head over to the start line and run. I've never heard anything even close to that at another run. Super chill.

3. "People watching" makes this race great.

People wore crazy things and acted insane. It was great. I love people watching and people in ridiculous outfits are super entertaining.

4. Clean up isn't terrible.

While they did have some liquid paint, which I'll be honest, I avoided because it was freezing, the powder is just cornstarch. It was a little annoying in that I kept getting some in my mouth. The upside is that it made these pretty clouds of color. Most of it came off when I showered and my clothes seem fine. I was a little concerned about staining. I'm sure I'll be finding traces of color for the next few days, but all in all, not any where near as bad as it could have been.

5. The end is the best.

At the end, everyone just clumped together and threw color. They had a MC tossing out color and giveaways along with tons of loud music. Everyone was dancing. It was so fun. It was a happy, hippie colorfest with pop music. The "funnest" part. Hands down.

See my purple lips in the photo above? Not the only thing that was purple . . . check out my sweat stains.

Yes, I just posted an arm pit sweat shot. I'm classy like that. Speaking of class, the first time tried to take my yoga photo above, I almost busted my butt. My friend snapped a photo mid fall. I'm so graceful.

All in all, it was a great event. I'm not really sure I'd do one again, but it was an great one time experience.

PS. We went to Taco Mamacito's afterwards which was almost as fun as the run. Oh, and here is a before picture. Thanks ladies for making my day!

Mason Jar Lid Magnets Tutorial

2013-03-28T13:50:00.000-04:00

Guys, I love magnets. I do. I can't help myself. And I've been having so much fun making them as of late! I stumbled across a tutorial for bottle cap magnets and I started making them from my art prints. I'm obsessed with dimensional modpodge. While I was working on these, I happened to notice one of my old canning bands laying on the counter. And, just like that I got the best idea. Jar lid magnets! Don't you love when that happens? I'm the first to admit that not all my ideas work out. Ask Jason. But, I am so happy this one did. While I was working on these, Henry asked if we could make one with his picture in it. While I love seeing my art prints as magnets the thought of a photo was too cute to pass up. I decided to share my process because I thought this would be a cute gift idea (mother's day maybe?).

Here is what you need:

- Mason jar lid and bands (you can buy this separate from the jars)
- Super glue (I used E-6000)
- Dimensional Mod Podge
- Glue (regular Mod Podge or general craft glue)
- Photo
- Self adhesive Magnets (craft store or hardware store)

Step ONE:

Glue your bands into the lids. Make sure you use a strong glue. I used gorilla glue my first go around. It worked okay, but it kind of foams up and gets a little messy. I wouldn't recommend it. The second time I used E-6000, much better. Also, make sure you get a good seal. If not, your modppdge will leak out all over your counter. I learned this lesson first hand. Also, you should cover your counters before working with glue (oops). I like to turn the lid clockwise a little once it is placed in the band. It helps make sure you've got a good seal. Make sure you let your lids dry before moving on.

Step TWO:

Cut your photo. I used an extra lid to trace. You want it just a smidge smaller. I cut just inside the line. If you are a really exact person, you could get a big circle punch. I decided to free hand it, because those jokers are kind of expensive!

Step THREE:

Glue your photo into your lid using a general purpose glue. I used regular Mod Podge. I like the rotate the phote clockwise once inside the lid to insure a good seal. Let glue dry.

Step FOUR:

Apply the dimensional Mod Podge. I read a review of lots of dimensional glues and Mod Podge had the best rating. It was also the cheapest. I swear Mod Podge didn't pay me for this post. This stuff is so cool. You just pour it in. You want to create a nice thick coating. It will look all cloudy but it drys clear. Make sure you have a needle ready to pop any bubbles. In this case, bubbles are not your friend. Once your bubbles are popped just set back and let that bad boy dry. It takes a couple of hours.

Above is right after it is poured. Below is after drying a few hours. Crystal clear and shiny!

Step FIVE:

Attach your magnets. You need to get a thick magnet because the jar lid is a bit concaved. I only mention this because at first I bought flat magnetic strips and they didn't work. I got self adhesive magnets Once your magnets are attached, you are done.

That is it. Now it is time to pimp your fridge! What, what!

You can see some of my art print magnets in the background and my stickygrams! Best gift ever (thanks Jenn). I promise we have pictures of our other son but some how they didn't make it into this post.

Here are my other art magnets. These are a little hard to photograph because of the pretty, glossy finish. These sold well at the show last weekend. I'm working on some more for my next event. The square ones are mini-canvases, the dimensional modpodge gives them a nice beveled look.

Let me know if you have any questions and please let me know if you manage to whip up a magnet This is a super fun little project that would work with quotes, photos, art prints and scrapbook paper. Aren't magnets the greatest?

My First Rodeo

2013-03-24T18:07:00.003-04:00

Well, I did it. My first show. It was defiantly a learning experience. It was an outdoor show and the weather turned off crappy. So nasty we almost didn't go. But, we decided that contending with the weather was part of the process. We woke up to rain and cold weather on Saturday morning but we went ahead and loaded up and headed out. At the last minute we opted to go with a simpler set up. Jason built me this awesome shutter wall but it took a few minutes to set up and tear down so we left it. There was an 80% chance of rain and thunderstorms for most of the day, so we thought it best to skip the more involved set up. I had visions of having to flee a mud soaked field in a hurry because of lightening. I am happy to report the rain had stopped by the time we got to the park and stayed away all day. Unfortunately, the damage had already been done. People didn't really come, vendors backed out and three of the bands decided not to preform. Honestly, I really felt bad for the event organizers. This was only their second year and I know their numbers were not what they expected. Despite the gray, cold, damp weather we had a fun day.

I did manage to sell a few things. Which, considering how small the crowd was, I felt blessed. I recouped my entry fee and a bit more. From the few vendors I talked too, no one sold much of anything either. But, even more than my few sales, I met all kinds of lovely people. I really loved talking to the other artist and connecting with the shoppers. I am an introverted extrovert. I know that doesn't makes any sense. I am a chatty person but I can also be a little reserved and shy. This is especially true of my art. I have a really hard time talking about my work. I get all insecure. Jason was great. He pushed me to get out and talk and engaged people . I gave out tons of cards. I told people about this site and my art. Two things I almost never bring up when chatting with people. Blogger and artist are two titles I have a hard time owning up too. It was good for me. Putting yourself "out there" on the internet comes with a feeling of safety and distance. There is still some level of anonymity there. It was exciting, terrifying, and mostly just plain fun. And, the best part, is that we got a feel for what it is like to set up and tear down at a festival. We did great. Jason was a rock star. We didn't look like a deer in headlights. We got it up and down in no time flat. And, Jason thought of EVERY thing. On the way out of the door her grabbed our propane lantern we take camping. It puts off a lot of heat and he thought it would help keep us warm. I think I laughed at him. Oh, how wrong I was. I spent most the day snuggled up to the lantern. It was the perfect little personal heater. So nice that everyone commented on it and few folks even warmed their hands by it. Basically, my husband is awesome.

To all the kind and wonderful people who stopped to talked to me, thank you. A friend (hi Matt!) wrote an awesome comment on my facebook page as I was getting ready for the show. He talked about how he and his family frequented an arts festival as a kid. They never bought anything but somehow just knowing that all of the artists were "creating" made it a meaningful experience for him. First and foremost, art is supposed to be experienced, not just bought. It really resonated with me. I kept his words in my mind as the day progressed. More than anything, I was there to share my work and myself with the world. And, I did. I put myself and my work out there. And, in that regard the show was a wild and wonderful success A huge step for me and my journey. Something my mom would be proud of.

Now photos . . . . the only thing we forgot was my camera. I was so focused, I ran out of the door without it. So, all I have are few iPhone photos.

I'm going to do another show, hopefully soon. I'll let you know when I find something. I'm also hopping to get an Etsy update soon. Maybe this week. All kinds of new prints and such. I would like to say thank you for all the encouragement and kind words. I had so much support going into this weekend. You guys are amazing.

PS. I know people say this kind of thing all the time, but I couldn't have done this without Jason. Literally. He helped me with the entire process and he sat with me in the freezing cold all day long. He watched the table and talked to people when I needed to step away. He was amazing. His support meant the world to me. I could have never done this if he hadn't been with me. Thanks Jason.

P.P.S. The best part the show were these awesome two older guys, Dalton Roberts and Red Bird. They sang old school country, gospel and folk songs. They just sat in chairs and jammed out. It was so great. They went on at the very end of show after most people had left. Our booth was across from the stage. We just got to kick back and listen. It was like a mini-date.

Art, walks and a sunny start to spring

2013-03-22T06:43:00.000-04:00

Spring has finally sprung and oh, there aren't words to express how happy I am. The daffodils are in bloom and the bradford pear trees have blossomed We spent the entire weekend outside and it was just lovely. We were outside most of the day on Saturday and Sunday getting ready for my first ever art festival this weekend. Jason has been super awesome about helping me get all of my ducks in row. Well, when he hasn't been throwing up that is. He and Alex had the stomach flu this week. So far Henry and I are fine. He even got his parents to come up and keep the boys so he can come spend the day at the booth with me. Which is good, because with a high 55 and an 80% chance of rain, I'll need someone to snuggle up to keep me warm. If you know how to do the opposite of a rain dance, I'd love it if you could help me out this weekend. Send thoughts of dry weather my way for Saturday. When I was preparing for my setup, I read a whole bunch of articles about craft shows. I stumbled on to a thread of terrible festival stories. Almost all of them involved outdoor shows and rain. While all the negative stuff may have caused me to have nightmares, I feel prepared for the worst case scenario.

I did manage to finish what I think might be my new favorite painting. I wish I had taken a photo to show scale. This is a pretty big canvas, 30 x 30 inches. I've actually finished a whole bunch of new paintings. I'm going to have a great big etsy shop update after this weekend. Lots of new prints, including this one. I need to name it, any suggestions?

In between getting ready and finishing paintings, I've managed to squeeze in a couple of walks with the boys. This time of year is just magical. I love watching the world wake up. We live downtown in our little town and I just adore the fact that we can go for walks. Two parks and the library are less than a mile from our house. It is probably my favorite thing about where we live. It is also great for me as a runner. We flirt with the idea of moving to the "middle of nowhere" from time to time, but I think I love my walks and runs far too much. I've tried running in the country. You get chased by dogs and there aren't sidewalks. Anyway, here a few iPhone photos of the last few days.

While we are on the topic of spring, here are a couple more paintings from the last couple of weeks. There has been a strong spring vibe in my work. Can't wait to spend some quality time with my flower beds after the show this weekend. Weeding is good for the soul.

Hope your spring is off to a warm and sunny start!

PS. The winner of the spot in the Creative Kismet online class giveaway is Christy Wilson! But everyone else can still use the coupon code BARKSBLOG to save $20 off the class fee.

7 Things About Parenthood I wasn't Prepared For

2013-03-17T08:45:00.000-04:00

1. Sometimes, you won't like your kid.

When I was pregnant, everyone was quick to tell me about how when you see your child for the first time, you will experience intense and overwhelming love. And, it is true. I love those little guys more than I ever possibly imagined. But, no one prepared me for those moments when you can't stand them. It happens. The first time Henry really annoyed me, I cried. I felt like a jerk. Then I stopped and realized, that is life. Even the people you love make you crazy at times. It is alright to dislike your kids from time to time. It is normal. And God knows, they are going to dislike you when they are teenagers.

2. You will be humiliated.

Having children will insure that you will be embarrassed in public. Horrified at times. The upside is, you get to a point where you don't care so much. Just the other day, Henry opened the bathroom stall at a restaurant while I was peeing. Alex, taking advantage of the open door, bolts. I proceeded to stand-up and hobble after him. As soon as I stood up some poor woman opened the door. And, there I stood, my kids running wild and my pants around my ankles. The worst part was, I didn't really care that much. So, basically you loose all self pride.

3. Your standard of cleanliness will significantly decrease.

Jason was changing Alex's diaper the other day and got some poop on his hands. He was fussing a little and I said "it is just poop." Just poop? What is wrong with me. That is gross. This what parenthood does to you. Things that should be repulsive are just part of life. I will never forget while I was still working having my intern tell me there was something in my hair. I reached up and pulled out a clump of dried spit up. I causally dismissed it as " its just a little spit up." It was only as I saw the look at repulsion on the girls face that I realized how gross it was. As a mom, dried milk throw up in your hair isn't a big deal. Yuck.

4. As a parent you will experience the most intense fatigue you have ever experienced.

I remember thinking all these parents with small kids can't just been walking around sleep deprived. People are exaggerating how tired they are. Oh how foolish I was. Imagine the most tired you've ever been and double it. And, it gets worse with each additional child. I've been exhausted for four years. Parents with more than two kids probably shouldn't be allowed to drive or operate heavy machinery The upside is, I've found it is possible to functions on far less sleep than I ever thought possible.

5. It will be hell on your marriage.

This is just the truth. Maybe it isn't as rough on others as it has been on us but I stand by the above statement Want to see how strong your relationship is? Have kids. You'll be tired, stressed and probably broke. For us, one wasn't so bad but two kids was killer. If you are local, I know a great marriage counselor. I'm not saying your relationship can't survive it. I'm just giving you heads up, we went into parenthood blind. We significantly underestimated how hard it would be on us. Children magnify every fault or crack in your relationship. Take time to work on these, they will get worse over time if left neglected.

6. You will become hyper aware of all the annoying and inappropriate expressions you use.

Kids repeat everything. Everything. I'm not just talking about profanity. Although, we did have explain Henry that "dammit" wasn't really a word a toddler should use. Although he uses it correctly. I now know why parents say cheesy things like "shoot" and "fiddle sticks." He also repeats phrases, such as "shut up, you are kidding me." I know what expressions I over use because Henry over uses them as well. He picks up on all annoying things I say. Sometimes it is cute, sometimes it is funny. But mostly it makes you really conscious of your vocabulary.

7. Be prepared to became a sentimental fool that cries over sappy things.

Yes, those corny preschool crafts are going to melt your heart. Hand print paintings never get old. I've never been prone to tears, except when I was pregnant, but I find myself tearing up at the silliest of things. Like when I found a newborn diaper on the closest shelf. I got all weepy over a diaper. Their little butts won't be that small again! And, it is isn't just your kids. Those over emotional commercials about kids growing up have been known to make me cry. I have cried over a commercial!? Oh and news stories that feature kids getting hurt or in harms way . . . massive tears. Normally, this is only something Jason does. He is way more emotional than me. But those kids have made me soft. Now that I am a mom, I've become a softy. Well, unless someone hurts my baby and then I'd punch a fool in the face!!

And do you know what the craziest thing of all is? . . . . I would do it all over again in a heart beat. Maybe it's just nature's way of insuring the continuation of humanity, but having children is awesome. In spite of all of the awful stuff. We have been known to joke about why we decided to have children at 2 am when one of them wakes us up crying. We like to say "the need to procreate is overrated." And, truthfully logically having children makes no sense. They are expensive, messy, and at times downright rude. We have friends who have decided not to have children, which I get. We weren't really sold on the idea ourselves. Why would you invite a little person into your house to destroy it? Because it is miracle! A time consuming, poop filled miracle. Watching your child grow and develop is amazing. When they smile at you or hug you, all of the sleep deprivation and vomit fades away. You get to see the world in this fresh and incredible new way. To children, everything is filled with wonder. And truthfully, as adults we could probably use a little more of that. They make the smallest things exciting. As a parent you might never get to pee in peace but you get this infusion of magic in the ordinary. Hearing Alex learn to talk or Henry explain how a garden works in four year old terms is amazing. Simple things like walks to the park fill children with light and laughter. It is great.

Basically, parenting is a mixed bag. It changes you in ways you can't even possibly imagine. Lots of things about it are terrible but it is the greatest adventure you can have. And as difficult as it can be on your marriage, once you get over yourselves, it can make you a better, stronger couple. It is easier to fall in love again with the person who you created life with. Really, it can even make you as an individual a better person. A different person. A person who can love much deeper than you ever imagined. So, if you are thinking about having kids . . . I say JUMP! Be prepared to have your world rocked but go for it! If you already have kids, batten down the hatches and hold on for a wild ride. I can only imagine that it gets more insane as they age (the thought of teenagers terrifies me!).

Did I miss anything? Any parenting surprises you want to share?

PS. Alex woke up at 2 am on Saturday morning and blanketed half his room in vomit. It was like he knew I was going to post this and wanted to take the chance to give me a currant example of how rough parenthood can be. Jason cleaned it up like a boss, while I wrangled a slimy toddler. Good times. Good times.

Creative Kismet Artist Feature and Online Class Giveaway

2013-03-13T07:21:00.001-04:00

There aren't words to express how excited I am about this post. Seriously, I could hardly sleep last night. Today I have an artist feature of the totally talented Regina Lord of Creative Kismet. But, even more exciting is the fact that she has a new online class and she is going to giveaway a free spot to one of my readers! And, she is offering a discount too!! Information on the giveaway and discount are at the end of the post.

I'm so excited about this class. I had the chance to take her first online class, The Art of Giving, and it was amazing. Life changing. I wrote a little bit about it here and here is a blessing banner that I made in the class (which is still hanging in my kitchen because I love it too much to take it down). I've taken several online classes over the last couple of years and hands down, Regina's was the best. She had this perfect blend of introspection and art technique I learned lots of new info but it was also a personal journey. I took so much away from the class. I also really loved how approachable she was as an artist She is great because she teaches in a way that benefits someone who has never really painted as well as some one who paints all the time. Artist of all levels can find meaning in her class. I really loved how she encouraged people to create from their heart, not to just turn out a painting that looked like hers. Anyway, I am going to take this class and I strongly encourage you to consider it too! You can get information on the class by clicking on the photo below (or this link). And, don't forget giveaway and discount info below.

Okay, ready to get to know the teacher a little bit more?

Who are you, what do you do and where are you located?
Hi, I'm Regina, a mixed media artist. I live in southern Az with my hubby, two boys, and a tortoise. I love the warm weather, bright sun and the Mexican colors that are predominant here in Tucson, Arizona and I love sharing that with you through my art, blog and everything that I do.

Why is creativity important to you?
Creativity is like breathing to me. It's not just something that I want to do. It is something I need and have to do everyday. It's a way of life for me. It excites me, brings me joy, quiets my very busy head and helps me feel completely alive.

How do you create?
I do a little bit of everything: sewing, photography and jewelry, but my favorite thing, the thing that makes me lose track of time and makes my heart sing is drawing and painting. I love layering paper and paint, layer after layer down onto wood, or canvas or paper. I love the use of bright vibrant colors and texture.

What advice would you give to someone wanting to live a more creative life?
The first thing that I find absolutely necessary is to be thankful for all you have. This opens up the possibility of seeing beauty every where, and when you can see beauty, then you can fill the well with ideas, color and emotions. The second thing is to let go of the idea that you have to make everything perfectly. I believe that the process can sometimes be more important than the end product.

What is your favorite piece that you've created? Why?
Both of my e-courses are a huge source of pride, because of all that went into them. As for a favorite piece, I don't know that I have only one. I really, truly love everything in my etsy shop. Sounds kind of weird, I know, but I won't list a piece of art it unless I love it.

When you aren't creating, what do you like to do with your time?
I love spending time with my family. We like to go on trips, go hiking and watch movies and play board games together. I also really enjoy listening to music and going for walks in the morning with my phone camera searching for colorful and beautiful things.

What is your vice?
My vice is the internet!! Especially when I am working on a project or deadline. I work really hard to limit my time on pinterest or my feed reader because they can suck up so much of my time in an instant. I've been listening to music, podcasts and audio books so that I can keep my head down and make things I love.

Find our more about Regina by visiting the links below!
Blog: http://blog.creativekismet.com/
Website: www.creativekismet.com.
Etsy shop: https://www.etsy.com/shop/CreativeKismet
Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/pages/Creative-Kismet/162992248854
Twitter: https://twitter.com/creativekismet
Pinterest: http://pinterest.com/regina_lord/
Instagram: search regina_creativekismet

Now the fun part!! For my blog readers Regina is offering a continuation of the early bird special price (which has expired), use this special coupon code "BARKSBLOG" for $20 off the regular price of $75. That means you can register for only $55! Hooray! And one lucky blog reader gets the chance to win a FREE spot in the class. To win, leave a comment on this blog post telling me why you love to create. Extra entries if you like Barks Blog and Creative Kismet on facebook (tell me in your comment that you did). Contest ends on Monday at midnight.

Keeping up with the Barks (and post updates!)

2013-03-11T20:44:00.000-04:00

The weird thing about blogging is that you are putting this stuff out for people to find. Some post just fade away into the digital abyss and others go on to live long and full lives. I just thought it would be fun to share my most popular posts and comments on them. Think of this as a Barks Blog best of (so lame, I know!). Below the post, I will address the 'keeping up.'

Handmade Lotion - I've made this a ton. I still love it. I found a version of the recipe with a preservative I'd like to try. I added the link to the original post.

Abstract Art - This is getting a second life on Pinterest. It keeps getting pinned as DIY art. Which, as an artist seeing people say "I could totally copy this" isn't exactly comforting But, it isn't one of my favorite paintings (although I did sell it) and the post also includes the idea of re-purposing an ugly printed canvas from Hobby Lobby. I like to tell myself they are just pinning it for the canvas re-purposing. Or at the very least, imitation is the greatest form or flattery.

Disney Half Marathon - I look like a crazy person in these photos, so of course it would be one of my highest ranked posts. I want to do this again in 2014 . . . anyone want to join me?

Homemade Nutrigrain Bars - I still make these. Often. I love them. Makes me happy they are out in the world.

And my most popular post ever . . . Garden Mushrooms. I loved these and we are totally planning on doing some more! You should try these, lots of fun!

Other random things I've written about (and I get asked about). . . . we are still rocking 80% vegetarian (though now we are probably more like 90%) at the house. Lentil loaf for dinner tonight! But we usually eat meat when we are socializing or eating out. I always feel like telling people this is the 'exception not the rule' (as I shove a giant hamburger into my mouth). Cloth diapers . . . no, nope. nada. I feel like a poser because this post gets lots of hits. We did well using them at home until Alex came along. I'm just tired. I thought for sure when Henry got potty trained I'd man up and start using them again, but I just can't do it. I know it is a waste of money and bad for the environment but I just can't bring myself to do it. I just got rid of my cloth diaper stash. I do still make my laundry detergent, and I love it. In two and a half years I have only had store bought laundry detergent once. My sister bought it when she came up to keep the boys. She didn't feel like making any :). And yes, I'm still running! Right now I am just doing some 5k runs (color me rad this month!?) but I am planning another half marathon for the fall. I love running.

Side note: My favorite post ever? Probably this one about Jason and I running around the house naked when Henry was a baby. Not exactly a big one with Google search (even though I say naked a ton). Besides the silliness of the post, I feel like it just captures us. Our life and our ability to have the most random things happen to us. I am also a big fan of my birthday letters to the boys, they are sappy but mean a lot to me. Don't worry, I'm not linking to them all.

If you have any questions or curiosities I'd love to hear them.

Now . . . on to how to keep up with us. I've been doing a little changing in how I share posts. The biggest being I am no longer going to post blog links on my personal Facebook page. I feel like it gives a spammy vibe. Maybe I am wrong, but I always feel like my co-worker from 6 years ago might not be interested in my blog posts. Since I am changing this, I'm going to give a run down of the best ways to follow us (some of you are super 'web savvy' and might find this info redundant If so, I am sorry. But some of us (like me!) need a little help in this area (so many choices).

First, and maybe easiest, you can subscribe to get blog updates via email.

Or if you use a blog reader, you can access our RSS feed here. While I am on the topic of blog readers, I use the Blogloving app on my iPhone and I love it.

Other than blogging . . . I am active on Instagram (@jaimebarks), my Facebook business page and Pinterest. I'd love for you to follow me if you use any of these sites. If you like my Facebook page, just make sure you choose to get notifications. Facebook is being a turd and hiding posts if you don't pay for them. It is not nice. Not nice at all. Oh, and you can follow my blog on Google+ if you happen to be one of the cool kids that use that site (confession, Google+ makes me feel old and confused).

That is it. Geeze, social media is taking over my life!? I hope that you follow along with me. You being here makes my heart happy!

As a thanks for reading and making it through this long @ss post here are two iphone wallpaper backgrounds you can download, if you'd like. Just a little way of saying thanks! Click on the image to download the file. The easiest way to do it is to download it on to your computer then email the pic to your phone. Save the image to camera roll and set as a background. I think you have to download an app to download it from your phone. Here is the tutorial I used to create this, if you want to make you own. You could also customize these backgrounds with your name or initials if you were feeling fancy.

If you have any questions about the backgrounds let me know. Android users I'm sorry.

Much love! Jaime

P.S. I have prints in two different giveaways this week! Please visit Eliza K and/or Life as you Blog it for a chance to win some fun goodies!

In need of spring . . .

2013-03-07T07:17:00.000-05:00

I had really bad postpartum depression after the birth of my second child. I was able to overcome it naturally with counseling, exercise and taking care of myself. While I feel I've moved past it, from time to time, I still find myself feeling blue. Not really depressed, just a little melancholy This is really hard for me because, before motherhood, I was pretty much always upbeat. I don't know if it is the fatigue of having small kids or maybe the isolation of being a stay at home mom. I just get down. The last couple of weeks have been hard. I've been a little more mellow than normal. It can't help that we are having a cold snap. The world is so gray. I desperately need to get outside, to soak up the sunshine. But, it has been too damp and cold. There also has been little sunshine to spare. It has been spitting snow off and on for the last few days. On Saturday, while it was snowing, I painting this. Daffodils in the snow.

This painting came easy. I love when it happens like that. When it just flows out of you. This was an old canvas that I've attempted to paint two different times. I got stalled out and decided to scrap the whole thing and start over. So glad I did. You can't really see it in the photo, but this painting is filled with wonderful texture. I am a tactile person. I love the feel of paint ridges.

I love how the painting has a very raw and dream like feel. I've been big into "loose" or "messy" art. I love paintings that feel a bit like a dream.

May the yellow help brighten my soul. Maybe spring will bring me some clarity on why I am feeling down and help to cheer up me up. In the mean time, I am grateful for painting to help me find light and make sense of the the darkness.

PS. If it is sunny where you are, please enjoy it for me.

P.P.S. If flowers don't perk you up, here is a video of my toddler singing his heart out. The song is called 'the heart break.' He makes up songs all the time. ALL. THE. TIME. I'd be lying if I said it wasn't a little annoying. But mostly, I love it. I hope to foster his imagination and creativity. I love that he expresses himself with songs. Even if those songs are sometimes about poop or being naked.

Masking Tape Art (masking tape resist)

2013-03-01T09:10:00.000-05:00

Guys, before I get into a super fun, little rainy day activity, can I be honest? I'm having a rough week. Being a stay at home parent can be hard at times. I feel like it goes in cycles. Sometimes, things are easy peasy. And then... then there is the last week or so. Maybe it is the weather (lots of rain) or the fact that Alex is pushing two (hello tempter-tantrums) but I've been a little overwhelmed. I think being at home is a lot like any job. No matter how much you love what you do, there are times when it sucks. Of course the difference is that when you are having a challenging week at your job, you at least get to leave work and go home at the end of the day. As a stay at home mom, I never get to leave. I love those kids but man oh man can they drive me batty at times. I guess I just needed a confessional moment. I didn't want anyone to see this post and think we have it all together over here. Oh no. I have been stressed out and my kids have watched way too much TV this week. I am running behind on just about everything on my to-do list. I feel like I have been running a deficit for weeks. Maybe I'll get caught up soon or maybe I'll just give up and embrace the fact that I will never get everything done. Thanks for letting me vent. I should add, Jason is super involved and helpful. It is just between his new job and homework he has been pretty busy. Now, let's make something pretty!

If you follow me on my Facebook page or Instagram you might have seen my recent foray into using masking tape as a resist. This isn't a terribly original concept. I've seen lots of versions of this floating around on Pinterest. Mostly, as an art project for children. Late one night while I was trying to decide what to do with a half finished canvas, I got this idea to cut our flower petal shapes and use them as a resist. I only have Instagram photos of the process of the flower because I wasn't sure how it would turn out.

I love the finished product. But, be warned, cutting all those petals took forever and made a big mess. Lots of little scraps of tape sticking to everything. I will also add, if you decide to brave the flower pattern, be warned as well that a lot of your background is visible Take more time with your background than I did. I ended up adding some black petal design to up break it up. Since this was so fun, I wanted to try it again and actually document the process. Like for real. With a camera that isn't on my phone.

There are two ways to do this. Depending on what you want your finished product to be. You can start with a painted background or a white background. I went with a painted background, while Henry started with a white background.. Henry's method it great for the littles.

First, decide on what you want your background to be. For mine, I wanted it to be an abstranct-ish background. So, I just started laying down some paint. I used a cheapo canvas board I had lying around. But, I think a stretched canvas would be nice.

Here is what I ended up with. Don't think to much about it. Just paint. If it looks lame, you can paint over it. This is acrylic paint and a little ink. If you are having a hard time, stenciling and stamps would be a great way to build a background!! Once your background is done (and dry) it is time to put on some tape.

I happened to see this post of Christy Tomlinson's site after I did my flower and decided I wanted to try something a little more geometric. Mainly because I was too lazy to cut petals again.

It seriously took me less that 15 minutes to put down this tape. I don't even want to think about how long it took me to do those petals. Once your tape is applied, it is painting time.

Below is Henry's. We just taped an "H" to the center of the canvas. We are supposed to be learning our letters but someone is fixated on "H." I thought about working with him to get something that we could hang in his room but in the end, I just let him go wild! He picked out the colors and applied entirely too much paint. But, he had a lot of fun.

As for me. I decided to go with a really thin coat of cream paint. I didn't want the geometric pattern to be overwhelming. I added just a little bit of water to my paint to thin it and then lightly brushed it on. It created an semi-transparent overlay. If you thin your paint be careful, too much water will make your tape come up.

Above is the the result after peeling the tape off. Taking the tape off is my favorite! But, I wasn't finished! I think this would work on it is own. Especially on a bigger canvas but I knew from the beginning I wanted to add a bit more.

I opened this post talking about how stressed I have been. It is so easy to get caught up in all the negatives. I wanted a reminder of all the good things in my life. Right now, this is in my room. So I can see it every morning as I am getting ready. I'm not sure this shelf will be it's long term home. but for now, it will work. The lantern and the duck are two of my recent thrift store finds. I just stuck them on the shelf. I really need help in stylizing my bookshelf (and photos!).

As for Henry's . . . . it turned out okay. He loves it. He put so much paint on it that it bled under the tape. He doesn't care. I just decided to clip it to my closet pin hangers for awhile. When we are ready for something new, we will just paint over it. But, if you took some time with your kid, I think this could make some killer nursery art. Oh, I was going to let Alex paint one too but he didn't want to, so I didn't push it.

So there you go. Masking tape fun! If you try this or have ever done something like this before, I'd love to hear about it. On the off chance you aren't up for making your own, I do have prints of these in my shop. But, they are so much fun you should give it a whirl.

Off to love on my blessings and to remember that even when they are throwing tantrums, peeing on my rug or waking up at 2 am, they are the greatest gifts a gal could ask for.

Forced Creativity

2013-02-25T19:53:00.005-05:00

I've been struggling with finding my muse. Preparing for my first show has been much harder than I anticipated. I knew it might be a challenge. I've never painted "on demand." I don't think it is so much the pressure of needing a booth full of paintings, although that is weighing on me a little. It is more the feeling of needing to paint something that will sell. That is what makes art hard. I want it to be a little bit of my heart on the canvas. I truly believe in "heart centered" art. Where the sentiment and expression of a piece is as important, if not more so, than technical difficulty. All that to say, when you are painting for an event, it is super hard not to try to create things you think people will want to buy. The thought of filling a tent full of paintings that I love but no one wants, is terrifying. I feel like I shouldn't be admitting this but I am being candid here. It scares the hell out of me. Because I try to put so much of myself into my paintings, they are very personal. That makes this whole situation all the more intimidating. I've been actively attempting to clear my head when I approach a canvas. To put aside the thoughts of what might sell and just let my thoughts and feelings pour out. I've actually created several paintings that I really happy with.

24 x 16 inches, acrylic on canvas

This was inspired by the tree branches on my run the other day (photo below). I am so exited for spring but I will miss the beautiful barren branches. I feel like it is chaotic. But, I feel like it is reflective of how I've been feeling. I've been overwhelmed. We've been transitioning to a new work schedule for Jason and it has thrown the whole household out of alignment. While I generally come across upbeat (well, I think I do) I feel like, under the surface, there is this dark and brooding side of my personality And, occasionally, it has to come out like it did in this painting.

12 x 12 inch, acrylic on canvas

This painting is so bold. I'm not even sure where it came from. It just flowed out of me. I love the loud intensity of the colors. Can I be honest? The sky on this painting started as an accident. I dropped a bottle of ink on it. I just decided to work with it and I loved how it turned out!

I've been on this journey as I try to discover my style and voice. I feel like I am moving in the right direction. These prints are available on Etsy. So, there is a taste of what I've been working on. I have several other paintings in progress and a few others finished I didn't take into account how little my house is. I feel like I have art stashed everywhere! I also have made a few reclaimed wood signs for the show as well as a painting I did using masking tape! I hope to get the masking tape painting up soon. I thought I'd post a little tutorial about the process.

PS. My painting got photo bombed by Henry!

P.P.S. I post photos of my "works in progress" on Instagram (@jaimebarks) and on Facebook if you want to follow along.