BBW in a skinny women's world

Trying to get a Grip

2011-09-26T12:52:00.000-04:00

When you are used to working cooking cleaning etc.. still while going out and having a good time then you have to go to doing almost nothing all you want to do it pull your hair out.

These past few months have been agony. Not being able to work or do anything that I want to. Washing dishes even gets me tired. ARGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHH!!! This is bull. Then to top it all off there are the people that say well if you just lost some weight then you would be ok. They should ask before they judge the problems that I am having are for people of all sizes and has nothing to do with your waist line. That is another story.

It is bad anough that when you are big you are looked at like an alien but then when you are sick they look at you worse then that.

So being between a rock and a hard place what I am going to do is try to make the best of things and make a living from my living room where no one case see my size and take me for the experience that I have.

There are a couple more blogs that I am going to follow that are really good and help you get those first steps to freebies and contests not so hard. Follow them as well who does not like free????

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2011-04-24T06:33:00.000-04:00

There are only so many times that a person can get pushed to the side without feeling hurt. What does it take for someone to see what they are doing to another person?
For a longtime I was used to do everything myself cooking cleaning and workinng and when I was working yes there where things that I liked like my nails and hair done and my eyebrows waxed anything that any woman would want.
I was not to much into the clothes area but I like shoes. Anyway I would make sure that everyone else had what they needed before I did anything for myself and if there was something that needed to be done then I pushed it back.
For awhile now I have been ill. There is no way that I can do what I was doing. Bad enough that I worked longer then I should.
Now that I can not do what I was doing I am being put to the bottom of the list. I am no child I know that I can not have everything and I do not want that. I can not tell you the last time my nails where done and my eyebrows Eww if you could see them now.
I have no say in anything that goes on and all I want to do is SCREAM!!!
I am at a point where I can not get up and have to have surgery done and I feel that I do not want to have it done. I get looks when he has to make dinner and comments. What does he think that does to me I feel bad enough all that is going on. I still get up and cook even though it causes me pain because I would rather do that then have him acting like he has to do it all.
Mind you there was a long time that he was in the hospital for periods of time and I worked 12 hours brought him what he needed spent time with him and then took care of the house. I did not have a car then it was all on foot or bus. Now I feel like I am nothing.
I do not know what to do anymore feeling like this is not helping and being treated like this from all around is not good.
I have always given everyone a shoulder when they needed it now when I need it I am not worth it.

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2010-02-01T11:34:00.000-05:00

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2010-01-30T15:34:00.002-05:00

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2010-01-29T23:13:00.000-05:00

There are some sites that I have been going on that have been helping me alot. One is Mylikes I know that you can see it all over the blog they are great you should try them out. They are having contests running now so get it while you can.
Things are still going crazy in my world. I am coming closer to knowing who I am and knowing that it does not matter what I am on the outside as long as I remain true.
This weekend I am going to revamp my blog and get a site list going so that you to can share in the money making.
Take Care!

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2010-01-23T14:22:00.003-05:00

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With Eyes Wide Open

2009-08-24T00:05:00.000-04:00

I have am going to be 34 in a couple of weeks and even though I have always been a big girl I now am seeing that just because of my size I am treated a different way. There has been a problem that I have had with my feet for the past couple years and all I have been told it is because you are big well they are ALL wrong I have a medical problem and they can all go and stick it where the sun does not shine!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tell me why if you are cute and smile and have no shape HAHA you think that you can get by
Well this is going to be my journey of self discovery no I am not going to go on some diet or stick my fingers down my throat and not eat for a week. I am going to be me and whoever does not like it then they do not have to look at me or deal with me.

This blog is going to be a few things one for me to vent something that I need to do more of and also if I find some links that I think are good helpful or can make some cash then I will share them

The best is yet to come
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