☺ green chili ☺

how do i look?

2012-01-17T09:05:00.002+08:00

My bed is all made up, didja notice? (^___^)

Heading off to work now after sleeping at 2AM+. Good job!

xoxo

be careful what you wish for

2012-01-15T23:58:00.001+08:00

have you ever tried tossing in a cup of vodka with yee sang?

Fourth Yee Sang of the year! I really, really like this dish but... whoaaaa!!! I have to toss the Lucky Dish one more time this year with Hero's family next week (^_^)

Ever wondered what Asian Role-Playing Gamers look like? Among us are video game designers, writers, artists, market researchers, IT experts, retired night club managers and a head hunter.

Off to bed again, as tomorrow will harken another Monday, too swiftly will it pass and harken the dawn of Chinese New Year!

Weight Today: 51.9kg
Words Written: No!

of lo sang, family and being sick

2012-01-15T00:19:00.000+08:00

sick awwww :(

There's this weird virus thingy that's being passed around. It's not exactly fever, nor is it flu. The designers call it the "lazy virus" as all it makes you do is suffer from lethargy the whole day. So I'm taking some meds and calling it at night pretty soon.

Had my annual family dinner today, and it was pretty awkward as it was my first as a non-engineer.

That awkward moment when someone asks you what you do for a living and you don't know how to explain IT jargon to them (someone asked me if I'm selling insurance... true story).

The awkward moment when everybody else starts talking about work and you don't understand half of it.

The awkward moment when the food is late and everyone almost burns their tongue by gulping down hot tea too fast, because we've ran out of things to say.

The funny thing is that I LOVE MY FAMILY- I just detest social events. Yesterday was the studio's annual dinner, and again it was pretty awkward and boring because the food came late and I was already infected with the lazy virus so I was trying really hard not to slump off my seat midway through the nine course meal.

why do all designers wear thick, black spectacles?

Tomorrow, I will be having my third annual dinner with the RPG gang, so that will be another interesting (but awkward) social situation that I willingly walk into. I wonder if I am the only one who likes people, but can't stand to be around so many people at one time.

Ahem, in other news- guess where I was when this picture was taken? I thought it would be fun to have a pretzel and watch the water feature, but then my pastry was in danger of being drenched with chloroform from the lake so I had to run away after only one minute of sitting down :( noob waterfall chaser detected!!!

Number of Words Typed Today: 2,000+
Weight: 52.1 kg

I am having an Off Day

2012-01-13T02:44:00.000+08:00

Weird day today. I wrote a super long article, only to realize towards the end that I was doing it wrong. You see, the difference between being a writer and a book author is that the former writes according to the client's voice, whereas the latter's views are entirely your own.

So I had to restart again, and I really hated wasting two hours for naught.

Then there was no water supply at home, but my clothes were already in the washing machine, so it completed the cycle with soap suds still embedded in the fabric. Then I drove all the way to KLCC to see Hero, except I forgot to lock my car (thankfully, no one broke in or stole anything, but still... creepy!). I never forget to lock my car! NEVER!

Did you know that Oscar is camera shy?

Toast and Coffee- Breakfast at 11am #likeaboss

Finally had the heart to use the new bag Cucumber gave me for Christmas. I can fit my Notebook in it! Whoa!

Davis says I look slimmer (o_____o) got ah? got ah?

Did you know I go shopping when I have an off day? I always end up buying sensible stuff though, like floor mops, feather dusters and soap. I guess I will be dyeing my hair Burgundy for the New Year...

Books I'm currently reading now

It's almost 3AM now! Well done, Pam.

Weight: 52.4kg (Hola!!! And I had Raviolli, Risotto, AntiPasti and Creme Brulee for dinner!)

Words Written Today: 4,000

can girls survive on 4 hours of sleep?

2012-01-11T23:02:00.002+08:00

That's Mr Ho Bor, he guards the Alarm Clock (true story)

I've been sleeping an average of 4 hours these couple of days. But it's OKAY because the truth is that I don't think I would have been happier if I skipped writing just so I could sleep before midnight. Nightmares have recently infected my sleep, and I dream of bad people attacking me, of babies falling and turning squishy, murderous hitch hikers and a weird disease that causes people to literally grow another head on their shoulders..

*shudder*

The weird thing though is that Oscar has also been having nightmares, as he sometimes whimpers in his sleep.

I'm hopping into bed by 11pm tonight. Wish me luck!

The Story of the Cupcake Fairy

George was a very curious boy. He liked opening drawers, reading Adventure books and he always dreamed of becoming a Scientist. Our story begins one unremarkable Wednesday afternoon, when George comes home from school and his mother is making him sit by his desk at the window.

"Do your homework, Georgie!" his mother says.

George studiously opens his favorite notebook and rolls several sharpened pencils onto the table. This book is his favorite as it contains all his favorite drawings for George also loved sketching beautiful pictures of nature, and he often sketched drawings of the potted plants his mother had arranged along his bedroom window.

Today, he is sketching a the picture of his mother's favorite orchid plant, when he suddenly notices a pair of silver wings fluttering behind a flower bud.

(To be continued)

Weight: Not today
Words Written Today: Approx 5,000

What the Studio Looks Like

2012-01-11T02:21:00.000+08:00

Pictures of my work table at the studio... and the handmade calendar stuck to my car So I Will Always Know What Day It Is (True Story)!

I'm having plenty of fun at work right now as I get to wear the brightest clothes in my wardrobe and the studio is literally Void of Evil People Whose Main Existence is to Make My Life Miserable. Case in point, Nice Admin Lady got me Cendol to drink during teatime! FOR FREE! Everyone in the studio also made doubly sure that I would be free to make it for their annual Chinese New Year dinner at Kuala Lumpur this Friday too, so... this new sensation of Belonging is pretty nice.

Ahem, not that I've given up on writing! Still writing away, write write. :)

Weight: 53.0kg, LOL

Words Written Today: At least 3,000? Forgot to check

hey guys, are you a voter?

2012-01-10T01:05:00.002+08:00

Today marks the second time I got stuck in a standstill traffic jam because of Anwar Ibrahim - this time over his sodomy trial verdict.

The first time it happened, I was minding my own business and was heading off to see Hero on a Saturday morning. While there have been many postings, tweets, status updates, blogs and news articles about the hurt, harm and abuse during the Bersih 2.0 rally, nothing has been said about people like me.

The people who were stuck in a traffic for 7 hours. For no reason, really.

In 7 hours... I could go from Klang to Melaka, have a nice meal and still come back before the sun set. I could go see Hero's family in Penang and have a nice chat with them over there too. Then again, judging by the number of road blocks I had to go through, it probably would have taken me one week to drive from Klang to Penang.

They say that the government has taken many things away from non-Muslims, which I don't mind at all because what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger, eh?

But you know... there is a time when a girl can get pretty annoyed when all she wants to spend a Saturday dating, not stuck in a 7 hour traffic jam. The ironic thing is that while the rally was over by 4pm, I was still stuck in the standstill at 6pm. Well done, Malaysian government. I wonder how many drivers you pissed off that day, without even knowing about it.

Nevermind, I am a registered voter after all. :)

Weight: 52.0kg!

Words Written Today: 6,500

blogging while intoxicated with yomeishu

2012-01-09T03:03:00.001+08:00

Fact: It is almost 3am now

Second Fact: I have to wake up at 730am for work followed by a busy day that ends at 11pm

Sleepy Oscar is not much fun at 2 in the morning :(

Man, don't you hate it when your afternoon nap stretches on for three hours, thereby leaving you insomniac and productive in the middle of the night? In my defense, I blame Hero's Bedroom which seems to have some magnetic, sleep-inducing properties!!! If I knew you better, I would tell you that having a six feet tall hunky guy read his manga while guarding against any room intruders is what would allow any girl to nap prettily ~~but then again, I don't know you at all so you can discard this comment ahem~~

My hair is also wet right now because I got home really inspired to write, so I ended up working till 1 in the morning, which is when I remembered that I am now replacing my Yoga classes with rope skipping!

Day Two: 155 times skipped

So by the time I completed my 100+ rope skips and washed my hair, it was already past 2 in the morning. Oh well. I guess I'll need some eye concealer tomorrow. I mean, later on.

On a side note, went to RED BOX TODAY !

redbox.com.my

Hero had a ONE FREE HEAD CHARGE coupon, so we only had to pay for one entry plus buffet ^_^ The food is seriously Not For Human to Eat One, but the atmosphere is pretty nice! Girlie tip of the day: wear knee length skirts to karaoke events as long skirts or jeans won't allow you to easily jump on the couch and do your best Rihanna impression whereas short skirts are... well, girl, if you're wearing short skirts, you better keep your legs crossed and not bounce so much, OK?!

Girlfriend Deed of the Week

I also have a side project of learning how to use this new Sony MP3 player thingy:

Did you know that Hero hasn't listened to mainstream music for over a year? Hence the reason why I am tasked with uploading his favorite songs and the Coolest Songs of 2011 on his new player. How could I say no? It is a pretty romantic request as he wants to listen to my songs while he will be away on his Business Trip-slash-Company-Holiday next month.

Butttt... I think I'll leave that to tomorrow. It's 3:02 am now!

Weight: 52.8kg

Words Written Today: 2,500

MYEG Status Update

2012-01-07T23:13:00.000+08:00

Road Tax Registered for another Year!

So I finally stopped waiting for the Road Tax to be delivered around 12pm, which is just as well because the courier boy only got to my house around 630pm.

But the important thing is... PROBLEM SOLVED! YAY! Pam 1, Bureaucracy 0!

How to Renew Your Road Tax (via MYEG, POS MALAYSIA)

2012-01-07T11:03:00.001+08:00

What a Boring Saturday Morning! :(

How to Renew Your Road Tax at Post Office Malaysia

1. Get your registration card/grant and approximately RM100 for a 1.3cc car (12 months renewal)

2. Drive to the Post Office

3. Take a Number

4. Wait 45 minutes

5. Renew your Road Tax at the counter

While I totally adore my parents, they seriously cannot keep their paperwork straight... which is why I am technically driving a car with a missing registration card (=____=). This means that I spent nearly an hour of my life waiting at the Post Office only to get turned away at the end...

You know, I think that if I want to pay for my Road Tax, I should be allowed to without having to PROVE that I own the car! Right, right?

Anyway, so then I caved in and renewed my Road Tax off MYEG:

http://www.myeg.com.my/

How to Renew Your Road Tax on MYEG

1. Get the IC details of Car Owner

2. Click on https://rdtax.myeg.com.my/MYROADTAX/

3. Fill in the details

4. Choose delivery method and click on PROCEED at the bottom of the page

5. Pay via credit card or online banking, approx RM120 for 1.3cc car plus express delivery

6. Wait for some dude to deliver your Road Tax over

The nice thing about MYEG is that you don't need your car registration details but the drag is that you need to wait for someone to deliver your Road Tax to you as they have a policy against dropping it into your mailbox.

So here I am... waiting and mopping around on a sunny Saturday morning for someone to hand over the Road Tax to me... I paid for Express Delivery, which means that it should come within the next 6 hours... Fingers crossed (T___T)

Oh well... might as well write... hope this step-by-step tutorial is helpful enough to save one hour of your Life!

i really Got Down this Friday

2012-01-07T02:13:00.003+08:00

Busy day running errands!

Car Stuff
Washed my Car
Serviced my Car
Paid my Road Tax
Pumped all 4 Tyres
Pumped Petrol
Topped up my Touch N Go

For Beloved Cucumber

It's Cucumber's birthday this week, so I got her a blinged up rabbit complete with carrot. Did you know that Cucumber is a lolita? She buys plenty of puffy lacey stuff from companies like Angelic Pretty and Baby the Stars Shine Bright... so a shiny rabbit would be quite at home! ^_^

The Hello Kitty is a creative move on my part as I've been going through plenty of crafty/DIY websites lately to gain inspiration as I write my freelancing articles. I'm quite decided on crafting my own future wedding gifts (assuming that I do marry, ahem), which can be quite shocking as I was never born with nimble fingers. While it might look as though all I did was cello-tape the Hello Kitty to the top of the red box.... it's MORE THAN THAT, I TELL YOU!

Seriously, it's weird that I am doing quite a fair bit of crafting these days! For example, there was the 2012 calendar project I crafted for Hero & his family

(girl tip: making a calendar = over 9,000 brownie points with your boyfriend's family) :

Xmas Gifts for the Love of My Life & His Family

Free Printable 2012 Calendars

And I've gone one step further and made my very own Calendar too (after failing to find any mini calendars to stick in my car- shame on you, Popular Bookstores!)

2012 Calendar for my car because I have this weird habit of looking at dates while I drive

Calendar for my desk because I can't be bothered to look up dates from my computer

Cute, huh! It's pretty easy to make too! You can find the template for the calendar as well as the instructions on the Very Merry Vintage Style blog!

I still needed a 2012 diary (it's so weird, why doesn't Malaysian bookstores sell cute diaries anymore? We used to have many options when I was in primary school!) So I had to finally settle for ordering mine offline:

RM85 with postage included

The diary comes with stickers, a notebook and a desktop calendar. She's also stocking up a variety of other cute Korean diaries too, so do visit Lavish Chiq's Facebook album if you're interested. I personally think diaries are cute gifts for girls of any age!

I couldn't resist! Invested in matching Passport covers for Hero & I! Cute hor!

3...2...1... House Cleaning START!

After some writing and running around, I also got to CLEANING my table

Before

After

I haven't started on the drawers yet and I still have to reshuffle the stack of books, magazines and Important Documents perched precariously towards the back of the wall though... ^_^; I think we should approach this task with baby steps, and I do believe that maintaining this new form of cleanliness will soon become relatively easier as I will be writing at a new dig in Bangsar as of February 2012.

Pink Fluffy Feather Duster Purchased for this Special Cleaning Occasion

Overall, a very productive Friday indeed.

There happens to be a Margaret Thatcher quote that I really like, and it reads like this:

"Look at a day when you are supremely satisfied at the end. It's not a day when you lounge around doing nothing; it's when you've had everything to do, and you've done it."

Cool, huh! See you soon, weekend! <3

P/S- The Love of My Life received a Major Promotion at work today, despite only being at the job for about a year. I am SO PROUD and totally feel like bragging about it to everybody and post it up all over Facebook but... it's not really my News to tell, right? :) I'M STILL SO PROUD OF HIM THOUGH!
/smug girlfriend

Weight: 52.0kg
Words Written Today: 2,500

Should You Work From Home?

2012-01-06T01:53:00.004+08:00

Quiet Thursday Afternoon at Home

I always tell people that working from home isn't all about lounging around doing nothing- it's about trying to get even more stuff done before the sun sets! After a hectic December and a New Year that sort of quietly crept up on me, I'm pretty glad to FINALLY have a day off- all on my own, with no one to see, and no chores that I couldn't put on hold for another day.

Today was all about me being lazy, playing with Oscar, writing and fondling my brand new secondhand PSP - which is why I am obliged to agree that YES, working from home certainly does have its perks, especially if you're a homebody!

Plus... you get to try out New Hairstyles You Will Never Wear Out Into Public:

Do you think I should take some time out to learn how to Photoshop?

Layered hair is messy! I might go for a blunt haircut or a Hime cut next

Incidentally, I am thinking of only colouring the lower half of my hair red for CNY... which is why I forcefully steer myself away from hair product shops these days >_<

Speaking of the New Year, it will be a hectic day tomorrow again as my itinerary includes:

- car servicing
- paying road tax
- washing oscar
- buying cold cucumber's bday present
- unpack (from the hong kong trip last december... I know...)
- getting two new calendars (one for my car, another for my desk... which I should also clean up)

And I also have to take some time out to springclean my bedroom before January 22! All on top of writing, of course! Wish me luck!

Aaaand I should also paint my nails too. Red, you think?

Weight: 51.7kg (Just sushi and detox tea today)
Words Written Today: 3,000 (Lazy Day!)

Would You Pay RM6 for this?

2012-01-05T01:43:00.001+08:00

Would you shell out RM6 for this? Personally, I'd prefer a Fillet O'Fish complete with Hot French Fries and a cup of cold Coke...

Free M&M Dessert courtesy of Cold Cucumber! Purchased at the candy store adjacent to Garrett's Popcorn. I don't really fancy it at all, but it is interesting when you think about how much folks are willing to pay for a whimsical item. In a way, it's comforting as I know that I'll be OK as long as everything I write comes from the heart, with a touch of mischief and buckets of sincerity thrown in.

In other news...

Had a really pleasant Second Day at Work today! Finished the day with Yee Sang and a rose from the Love of My Life ("for you, simply for existing"). Seriously, I have like the cutest boyfriend in the Whole World (^_^)!!!

I have the rest of the week off to focus on my writing and book, so fingers crossed that I will sound much more coherent in the later entries yah... :) Good night!

Half my TV cabinet is covered with dried roses from the Love of My Life. True Story.

I ate 50% of this!!! But it was for a Special Occasion <3

Weight: 52.7kg

Words Written Today: Negligible - Mostly Report and E-mailing writing. Today is PSP day!

are children living in cheras impoverished or corrupted?

2012-01-04T02:21:00.002+08:00

What an unlucky first day back to work!

As I was on the way back to my car this evening, I passed by this group of really cute six-seven year old boys playing by the playground next to the car park. Next thing I know, I'm in my car and I'm besieged by at least twelve boys (and some girls), literally banging against my window and asking me for "RM 1, kak."

One little boy even starts throwing pebbles at my car, oblivious to the fact that RM1 will not be sufficient to pay for broken windows and lights. (T___T)

They looked like this. The thugs were this small and this cute!

I wound my window down very slightly and chucked RM4 out the window because that was all the change I had. Another little boy was determined enough to run after my car and continue knocking on my window even after I signaled to him that I was all out of RM1.

Kids these days! How could they terrorize a young lady out of RM1 spare change? Is the Economy really that bad?

One thing for sure is that I will have to find a new car park space tomorrow morning. :(

In separate news: dude sitting next to me at the studio got fired aaaaand I woke up pretty late for work today.

Fingers crossed that the rest of the week will be fine!

Weight: 52.8kg
Words Written: 4,000+

wheee i slept a lot today!

2012-01-02T23:27:00.000+08:00

big wedding, small wedding

2012-01-02T00:44:00.001+08:00

Pretty Wedding featuring Pretty High School Friends <3

I love going to weddings, especially when it features dearest friends of mine! May everyone find everlasting happiness and have plenty of cute babies, OK? OK!!!

Being at a marriageable age is really scary, as people tend to assume that you would want to get married. I don't want to get married. Not yet, anyway! I want to be an accomplished woman first, and that features having enough money to fill up my entire wardrobe with pretty shoes, being multilingual and get published.

Hopefully, I'll be able to do all that this year!

Weight: 52.6kg

Writing: None, today! I got a PSP to play with!

making plans and getting fat

2012-01-01T02:06:00.001+08:00

Last Picture Taken for 2011!

Holla!

For the final day of the year, we held hands, watched two movies at home and supplemented our diet with:

- Red Bull

- Black Roasted Nescafe

- Singapore Bihun

- Hainanese Pork Chop

- A&W Curly Fries

- Root Beer

- White Town 3in1 Coffee

- 9 Course Wedding Dinner

Weight: 52.7kg (+0.2kg!) OHOHOHOHOHO maybe I will diet next year! ^_^

After more smoochy stuff and firework gazing past midnight, we then talked about what we would like to get done in the next 365 days... didn't a year used to take FOREVER to pass by when we were younger?

No written work done today, but that's alright, eh?

my new obsession

2011-12-31T01:32:00.000+08:00

Did I mentioned that I found some time to drop by Hong Kong this month? (^_^);

Show me some Egg Pudding love, holla!

Today's a good day. Wrote over 7,000 words. (Non-WPAW related, though)

Weight : Still 52.5kg.

I am pretty obsessed with my weight these days as I used to weigh about 48kg before I started dating Love of my Life. I am now embarking on my very first diet, which is kind of confusing because everybody knows it's impossible to not eat food during the Holiday Season!

This is it... less than 24 hours to the end of the year. I'm going to have a warm shower and tuck into bed now. So far, so good!

4AM, Good Night!

2011-12-30T04:10:00.000+08:00

Oscar on my table (^_^)

He's all groomed up now! This was taken like... many, many months ago. It's 4AM and I'm still working and gathering ideas. The New Year is coming, folks! Are you looking forward to it?

I'm pretty Chinese in the sense that I'm superstitious, so I'm planning on making sure that I have myself all set and prepared for the New Year - well groomed dog and new dress, included. If only I had a published book too!

To be honest though, 2011 wasn't exactly a bad year- I have a New Love, a New Career and a New Family now. I promise to work harder in 2012 OK? <3

My Resolution this year is to blog more... at least once every two days. When all else fails, I can just put pictures up, eh?

my bad ass working rig

2011-10-18T01:59:00.001+08:00

So as of right now I have the LCD screen and keyboard, both of which is connected to my flashy SAMSUNG N150 which is too small to look at for 6 hours at one go.

The keyboard was plugged-in due to the Water Bottle Incident of 2011.

All I need now is a decent CPU and I'll have a decent desktop workstation!

writing with hot keys

2011-10-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

If you see a chic lugging a keyboard around Klang Valley, then you probably noticed me.

Just before Raya, I gracefully spilled half the contents of my water bottle onto my netbook, which then caused the keys to go wonky. As I happen to work a lot between movies, shopping, pole dancing, yoga classes and other meetings, I've been known to lug my external keyboard with me everywhere I go too; just in case I feel like typing things out.

If you happen to know anyone who fixes keyboard thingamajigs (although I have a feeling that my motherboard will probably have to be replaced), please PM me as I really feel apprehensive about sending my flaming red netbook off to some unknown source :(

Signed,
The Klutz

stay hungry, stay foolish

2011-10-07T14:51:00.001+08:00

I was re-reading some stuff about Steve Jobs yesterday (as was the rest of the world, I'm sure). One of the most interesting things he talked about was connecting the dots in your life. I originally read the speech a couple of years ago and while I understood the theory then, I couldn't really imagine it happening to me.

But it did!

Thinking back, it's true that you never know where you might possibly end up so it's always best to keep doing what you like to do and trust that it will all work out for the best.

As a Child
I loved flipping through my older sisters' magazines. Female magazines were banned in school, which made them more exciting and dangerous to read. I was the kid who pored all over the advertisement covers and I stuffed my nose real close to the pages because I loved the smell of freshly printed paper. I read everything, from books to magazines, children's books to adult books and even cooking books. Reading was fun, so I read. When I wasn't reading, I was drawing and coloring. I am a little OCD, so when I read food packaging, I have the tendency to repeat it over and over and over again in my mind until I find something else to read. Then I would reread everything all over again.

As a Teenager
I stayed up one night and learned how to create websites for no reason, really. I learned how to bypass pop-up windows and create pretty websites without ugly frames on the side. I staged a revolt against Geocities and ended up having my whole website deleted. I created pages and pages of everything, from a dedication website to my best friend (who has now graduated into becoming my bestest best friend or, BFF) to a site about my dogs and even ran the school website. It was fun, so I did it. I liked reading my Guestbook pages and made several important lifelong friends.

Then I stopped doing it because everyone else started doing it.

As an Adult
I decided to become an engineer because I liked blowing things up systematically. Also, the entire world can never get enough of Engineers! Must be because we look great in Jeans, hur hur. Then I hit an almost-midlife crisis and simply decided that I didn't want to do it anymore, not unless I ran out of money to buy shoes...

Today
I get job offers every now and then for a writing occupation I do not even have a diploma in. I do feel like an impostor sometimes, like I should be more artistic or witty but then at other times... I get bouts of realization that I am doing this today because I've prepared for it my entire life. The reading, the designing, the understanding of technology and the annoying habit of stringing really long sentences together literally took me my entire lifetime to master. I still don't feel like I wasted my engineering degree either as it has helped me achieve a balance between my artsy/emotional side and my logical/systematic views.

When they tell you that you should do what you love, they aren't kidding. Don't look too far ahead and just enjoy the ride. You'll get there :)

Also, when all else fails, consider taking up digital copywriting and you'll be able to find jobs not just in Malaysia or Asia, but all over the World! As a Project Manager for an Advertising Agency just told me yesterday... we have colleges like Lim Kok Wing and One Academy which churns out thousands of designers every year, but nobody really knows where copywriters come from...

you-know-who said you-know-what

2011-10-06T15:38:00.003+08:00

"And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle."

i was pretty set on finally upgrading my RM120 nokia to a blackberry next month, but i suddenly have this impulsive need to get an iphone.... :/

Flames to dust, lovers to friends...

2011-10-06T00:03:00.000+08:00

Honestly, what will become of me?
I don't like reality
It's way too clear to me

But really life is dandy
We are what we don't see
We miss everything daydreaming

Traveling I always stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less

I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

Well the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it will come soon

And the sun was wondering if it should
Stay away for a day until the feeling went away
And the sky was falling
And the clouds were dropping
And the rain forgot how to bring salvation

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?

excerpted from one of Nelly Furtado's rare depressing songs, which is kinda weird because I've been feeling really, really grateful lately. :D :D :D :D

New pic of the month and update on my life coming soon!

phwoar september is GONE... GONE!!!!

2011-10-01T02:39:00.001+08:00

I'm SICK! (T____T)

Like, the serious can't-get-out-of-bed-I-don't-feel-like-eating-anything kind of sick! :(

Does anybody have a program or diary thingy that will allow me to keep track of work, a writing gig, an online boutique, a social life and a naughty male shih tzu?