Behind Smiles

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2011-12-16T19:03:00.000-08:00

last night,, hew,,hew,, heww,,,
boring gila, dunno what to do.
At first nk main badminton but the weather xbgitu mengizinkn.
So,,decide nk g mkn2 je la kot.
Siap2 then,,as usual la xtau nk mkn mane.
Tibe2 Alya ckp,, jom la tgk wyg.
Hurmm,,,blh dipertimbgkn jugak idea tu.

Then siap2 semue.
Im being the passenger. =p
So,,xtau nk tgk kat mane.
But i'm prefer DP drpd JJ.
Sbb nnt nk klua dr wyg cm jauh .
Knew that he also was there, but not because of him pon nk tgk kt Dp.
beli tiket semue prays that he was in another hall.
Suddenly lpas trun lift I saw Haziq, & for sure la he was there too.
I am walking too fast.
Sampai dorg sume mrh sbb saying that why should I run.
Aku sndr pon xtau nape aku lari.
Sengal kn.

Yup,, in 1 hall.
huh,,nk klua sgtkn, nah ambik.
bile 1 hall xsuka pulak.

xpenah2 nk tgk midnight.
ha,,ambik smpai tersengguk2 dlm wyg.

So,,after movieeeng , going back at 3
reached home, he text tnye dah smpai rumah ke blm.
tau je org baru smpai.
=p

DO NOT GO AGAINST FATE

2011-12-11T06:17:00.000-08:00

the journey start at 6.30am

Sopi & gang come to pick me & housemate.

Out form Tol Simpang Amapt at 7.20am reached Subang around 9.

Sopi wanna met Izzah for camera.

Then met the others at Sunway around 9.30am.

kat sane,dah mcm palapes dah kitorg ikot Ainul yg lead kt dpn.

naik mcm2. then pergi main air semue.

Then suddenly,Ju dah xthn.

campak die cm dah merebak terok.

Aku pon lbih kurg jugak lpas main air tros demm.

While waiting for them tuka baju semue,

smpat la bli mkn skit & sleep there.

dah tak heran dah dgn org keliling.

Kesian gila tgk Ju.

Tak senang duduk dah die.

Around 5 kot.

Rush carik klinik utk ju.

Then, another 1 car stay kt summit.

kasut Ainul hilg then ,they go find the new one.

While we go to find clinic around Shah Alam.

Sopi look so stress. she donno what to do.

& also very afraid "campak' might look for her. heheh

Settle things, slow talk ngn dorang sume kt Masjid Subang.

We going back to Melaka around 7.15pm.

The other car stay in KL.

While going back, aku cm dah xlrt gila, Tido je.

I heard of their conversation but got no energy,

even to open my eyes pon.

Ju,,mmg dah terkulai dah. kesian sgt.

Thought kusut2 semue hilg dah bile reached melaka.

but it is not, knci mangge pulak takde.

Then,,have to get in the house using back door.

kena panjat pulak dah gate blkg.

pg tadi hanta ju kat Muar.

then, around 3 reached bandar then going to buy things kt JJ.

habis around 100 jugak la.

So,,the conclusion.: do not go against fate.

mcm2 sgt jadi.

1. plan mcm jd & xjd from the beginning lg

2. kereta Zai rosak

3. klinik mahal
4.kasut Ainul hilang

5. Ju sakit

6. Me fever

7. ade salah faham pulak with the other group

8. kunci mangge tak ada

So,,lepas ni kalau dah agak2 things yg plan tu xblh nak go on,

just stop it & go in the flow je ok.

We should learnt from mistake.

There's hikmah behind everythings . =p

NO ENDING

2011-12-06T09:13:00.000-08:00

It will never end I thought. hrmm,,
to both of u , mind ur own business.
xpyh la nk sebok hal org kalau hal sndri pon tersangkut.
people never satisfied with what they have
& satisfied of making others in trouble.
CONGRATULATIONS _ _ _ _Y
I hope u met the way, stop of making things worst.
I am never pray for bad as Allah will never acept the bad pray to others.
So, I pray that both of u will change & I want u to ask forgiveness to my
lovely one, as u make a lot of things that make she sad.

to _ _ _,,I will always pray for u.
May u will become stronger
& can accept everything with full of patient.
I know u CAN.

He,, yeah. he forget everything we have done
when u re in trouble,, we do everythings to help u
but then,,people always forget when they are no more in trouble
they forget who they really are.
I am not HATE u, but I will always pray for u too.
may Allah show u the way.

Things going unpredictable.
This is really like in drama.
I am never thought that this will hapened in my real life.
But we should believe that Allah give us difficulties to make us more stronger
& He love us..

To my dearest friends,,,thanks cz being such a good listener.
& always make me strong.
Love all of u. =p

People never expect that I got tooo many problem cuz
outside I may look happy but inside I am actually sad, always think about this.
I am lying if I said that I am not sad at all. but I just can smile, so that people
does not realize of my problem.
I miss myself, with full of chear, talkactive, smilicious. heeee
where were u. please come back to me.
N A B I L A

FINALLY

2011-11-29T01:12:00.000-08:00

25 november is such a long day
I'm so tired .
reached KL around 7, a bit late cause of accident in PD highway.
But then going back home at 12, settle of the problem.
Im sick of that things & need to help them settle down it.

26 november 2011
oh no!! ,finally it happened.
me, very sad to hear that.
I thought of miracle to happened on that day
but it is not.
We have to accept it. FATE
To both of u. I love u so much.

We were going to Damansara house.
He was so happy knowing that we were there.
Both looked so sad.
Me too . outside I may look happy but inside only Allah know.
We have dinner together.
Be patient SHE. Allah have arranged everythings.

I am going to Bukit Jelutong on Sunday (Sopi) house
it is one of the way to heal my heart.
Futhermore I have no friend to keep me accompany going back to Melaka
So, at first thought of convoi with Sopi.
Buit then, Mie & Tia going back with me.

Reached Melaka & Im all alone.
starting a day here as usual.
I think I'm ok now.
Only few people know bout this &
thanks to them of making me happy & treat me nicely.
I always pray for two of u.

A little,, Not too Big Nor too Small

2011-11-11T16:31:00.001-08:00

Long time dont see.
haiyaa,,,miss to write a blog.
I spent my time on work for this sem break.
Thought of buying new handphone, but dunno what type do I want.
will think again & again before buy it.

Working in "Anakku" really teach me a lot of things.
I love baby a lot, but not the work.
It really need a tough person. me,,not suitable working there.
My first salary for month of october. ok la 10 days, about RM400
Buying favourite shoes, present for bestie, & blouse catoo. heee.
will update the photo soon.

My result really make me upset.
very dissapointed with it
I knew I'cant do it at that time
but it was really unexpected. jatuh tergolek2
hurm,, need to remind that , we need to "syukur" on anything that we have.
Alhamdulillah i pass alll the subject.
So,,just make it better on next sem. Aminnn.

Always look upset,, I need to cheer myself back to real me
This is NOT me at all.
Come bak oHHh me... =p

Actually on this sem break i would like to do
-wall climb, (yeay!! dah buat)
-going to Broga
-skating
& maybe a little time to for picninc
Hopefully can fulfill 3 of this. =p.
cepat2!! now it already 12/11
on 18 need to go back to Lendu.

Pray for my happiness to come back. I don't need a perfect life.
I just need a little happiness maybe. =p

BIG TEST

2011-10-13T14:21:00.000-07:00

Ya Allah banyak ujian yg Kau berikan.
sampai tak larat nk update.

This is too big,, I am not strong enough to face it.
Hopefully everything will be ok
If it is not like what I want, then it is called fate & I have to accept it.
Ya Allah, I really hope for word "unite" for them.

Final Exam,
hurmm,,,really make me sad. Cried again & again.
I've put a lot of efford ,so just pray a lot to Allah & wait for the result.

A lot of things happened & I can't remember all.
But things I really remember for sure is all about you.
But for now,, enough for all that.
We can't changed our past but we can change our future.
So do make a right decision. For this time, hopefully success.
There are too many people can make me happy.
Thanks a lot friends. I love them so much.
So many times they remembered me to forget you.
But as usual I said I want but I can't.
This is sooooo me, once I have falling for one that I love,
I can't easily throw them away.
I need a lot of support & efford.

Friend, friend, friend,, thank you so much for always be there when I really need you.
Fhaten Amama, Que, 'Izzah Hadaynaa, Fizha Ghafa, Sepet
Love all of you >>>>>>>>

Here we go,
Senior Part 6 la.
please respect us okay adik2 junior.
haha,,belagak gile akak ni an.
Hopefully part 6 will create a new chapter with a new goal, happiness & best memory.
Aminnn...

RAYA larh!!

2011-09-05T09:42:00.000-07:00

lame nk update, tp xckup mase lah ape lah.
Hurmm,,raye thn ni suram gile.
xbest la senang cite.
duit raye pon sikit. haha

Too many things to tell about tp xde mood nk cite pnjang
so to make it simple.

> family prob
>ucapan raye by dad
>b'maaf-maafan with each other,no fighting2 lg
>mum & bro not going back to village
>im driving Sonata going back to village ,WOW!! besau kete dr tuan
>ramai jugak ank2 opah blk thn ni
>opah masuk hospital
>knowing Q & Acap adalah my org kg. haha
> blk KL naik bus double decker.

Bile Naik cuti

>test belambak
>taya pecah otw go back to Lendu
>my RM110 gone
> housemate kate perangai cm menyampah.
hurrmmm,agak terase tp mmg xde niat lgsg nk buat cmtu.
>eye back akan m'jdi gile di saat2 ini
>trying study kt library, but I can't. haha,
> hopefully our test will be okay, same goes for Final InsyaAllah.
Aminnnn. ...

Alhamdulillah.

2011-08-25T09:09:00.000-07:00

Now,,Yes,, come back to normal.
I do miss the old me.
day by day I've changed & set my mind.
For good things I have to do.
if it is fate then it will happened & if it is not, then i've to accept it. =)

Smile is the best cure for my heart.
I love smile, I love laugh. A lott..
but sometimes, it is fake.
People seeing that I'm happy, but inside i'm dying.
& for this end of Ramadhan month.
I am very happy to get chance in doing things right.
& hopefully all my doa' will be accepted by Him (Allah).

You,,I can't easily throw you away, but I'm slowly realize that,,
"kalau ade jodoh kite jmpe lg"
haha,,itu skrip Mia dlm "Sekali lagi Cinta"

Thank you Allah, for showing me the right way. =p

Fainted

2011-08-21T01:04:00.000-07:00

sedihnye, i do happy cuz can wake up at 2
but then wake up at 10 get stomach ache.
Maybe sbb smlm punye mknn kot. keracunan.
Hurm,,then,,sgt2 menusuk2 sampai la nk pengsan.
Yang bengongnye pegi mintak air.

Housemate, Ju,ain & aini send me to Hospital
mmg sengal,,elok smpai elok pulak dah perot ni
Then,doc give some medicine.
& aku xsuke obat2 kejadah tu.
Act like fasting. The obat will b taken when open fasting.

Really sad,,plus today .I have to fasting for 8 days.
Maybe,,Allah would like to show me something behind what happened..
So,,jgn mengeluh ok. =p

SAD STORY

2011-08-18T03:16:00.000-07:00

xsempat nk update smlm.

so,,update harini.

hurm,,kali ni period lain mcm sikit. moody xtentu pasal

then,,smlm bertmbah2 moody bile dpt test tax.

mak aihhhh,,dah mcm ape dah.

mmg cannot accept that mark. very low.

it was only 64.

Rase down gile sbb Ju ngn Fhaten both got 85.

& the highest 90 pulak.

So,,membawe diri ke Pantai.

Ya Allah tenang nye dgr bunyi alam semulajadi.

alone there, sedihnye.

But sgt tenang dgr bunyi angin ngn ombak je.

at peace, yeay!!

I've learnt something that we should accept something happened.

something happened for a reason, so do praise to Allah that He gave something because

He love His creatures.

Today

Haihhh,,cm artis bak kate faris.

terase nk pkai jubah.

& bia la org nk kate perasan pon

but I think I looked beautiful when wearing jubah.

love that. lame jugak xpkai.

Seems like plan nk buke with awk & those new frens cm jd.

haha,,cm segan pulak la.

I'm the only 1 from klas B.

.STRONG.

2011-08-11T19:03:00.000-07:00

ya Allah rase dipatah2 pinggang ni.
Wake up for sahur at 4.50am as usual.
realize,my roomate does not coming back rupenye.
penat je kms kn tmpt tido utk her frens.
tgk2 dorg blk time sahur.

Time sahur, Im a little bit moody. sorry roomate.
I thought u will came back at 3 mybe.
btw,,tanx for the McD sahur.

Then, cleaning the house,.
First washed the clothes, then sapu sampah, mopping, lastly, ssn blk brg2.
Bru la blh mandi.
mak aihhhh, xterkate penatnye.
lagi2 puase ni.
Nasib baik sy kuat.hahaha.

Suppose this morning do the mkt tutorial.
but nevermind mybe there is "hikmah" behind all this.
Next week byk quiz, so have to manage time correctly.
Hopefully can doing well on that quiz, InsyaAllah.

Open fasting for last year together. =p

2011-08-10T10:56:00.000-07:00

yeay,,lastly. plan2 yg ditunde akhirnye menjadi.
Here we go. > Seoul Garden,MP.

Although today might not be a good day to me but I'm glad that our plan was successful.
Hurm,,we met at Petronas kelemak around 5.45pm.
Then,,tros gerak to MP.
Faris have to pick up Acap at MC.
So,,Sopi, Twin & I, move there first.
Reached there it was a bit "kelam kabot" cz if we want the student rate
we must show them at least 20 student card.
Then,, got an idea deal with class A.

After open fast we go to Taman Cempaka . jalan2.
nothing so special cz it was too early.
then,,end up buying mercun & bunga api . haihhh.
Play it at Faris house,,but it was a bit uncomfortable cz si M tu pulak
ngade2 nk join. hishhh.
Then,, go back home around 12.30am.

So, in conclusion, I'm very happy although that place was not so special but the moment will always
be the best memory in my mind.
I will be missing this moment a lot. I love u all so much.
may,,we get to do this again, InsyaAllah. for Raya maybe.

Moment & Grateful

2011-07-28T14:26:00.000-07:00

First wanna tell bout this embrassing moment.
hurmm,,,dunno what to say. mmg terdiam la kn
dah la dlm dewan yg ade 3 kelas pulak. haihhh.
Everyone seems to know bout me and you.
But actually we are not more than a friend pon.
Hope people might not misunderstood it.

yes,,Im grateful to Allah.
Alhamdulillah, I'm still fine
After going back from Penang Besar tgk football with freinds.
We going to karoke.
Then otw going back home all 3 cars split.
masing2 ikot jln lain kot @ maybe singgah somewhere.
So, before reached Tesco Cheng my car being followed by this white Kancil
Then,,it looks like he want to turn right but then seeing my car going straight.
He followed at the right side.
The road is verd dark. & I can't see the road through the mirror
Sometimes I am forced to used 'lampu besar"
But my light is not enough, he help me by use his own lamp.
Then,,he looks like wanna keep me accompany.
Then before u-turn simpang Alor gajah , he hon me.
I thought u have bad intention. But I am totally wrong. sorry.
btw,,Thank you yayy Abg kancil, I dunno how to reply ur kindness.
May Allah bless u.

Haha,,,amek. this time btol2 overnyte.
reached home around 3.30am. heee.
Then,,my eyes fresh gile pulak.
So,I would like to continue MKT assignment.
Ya Allah, xsedar pon time showing 5.30am.& I am not sleep yet.

Yes, xkenal Maka tak Cinta

2011-07-23T09:08:00.000-07:00

haa,,,ni nak cite ni.
Seronok la sem ni dah kenal ramai kwn seperjuangan account.

let start with Yana.
yes,,she is kind, seronok sgt kwn ngn dye.
first chattg tnye psal pelajaran je.
But later on,,she start conversation saying that she is bored.
start drpd tu la menggile chattg mcm2.
Then, 2 days ago, chat with her & him in 1 chat box.
haha,,this is really crazy.
so,,start from that day, if both on9 msti chat something. share mcm. haha

Next, Q.. Que Lee .
unique kn. name dye.
kelaka je ouh kelua ngn org yg btol2 baru kenal.
On Wednesday xsilap.
pick Din kat BTR then going to Ptrajaya.
rumah Q.
going for movie.
ahaa,,best sgt cite Mr Poppers tu.
comel je sume pingu2 tu. Q cm Stinky, Din kate.aahah
then,,Q bawak pusg2 situ carik rumah Amni.
haha,,have fun haritu, walaupon Q asik ckp 'ikot korang"
tnye ape pon, jwpnnye 'ikot korang"
haishhhhhh

3rd prson, Amalin Ishah
this 1 comel .haha
sume pon nk leopard.
actually ktorang 1 blok dulu tp xpnah nk bertego pon.
start tego Malin mlm yg dpt result last sem.
then,,chat live kt lunch Dl.
sian Malin asik kene sakat je ngn aku.haha
Igtkn malin cm sombong rupenye ha,,,this is Miss Leopard.hee.
baik la u Miss Leopard.,,haha

Last 1,, Amirul Ashraf
dye ni klaka.
ckp berpuitis2, baik punye.
kdg2 smpai xfhm mksud sebena.heeee
kotang byk chat psal tmpt mkn. hee
ok,,nnt kt mkn kt tmpt awk ckp tu eh.
ajak kc ngn malin ngn Q skale. hehe

So,,conclusionnye, before knal korang lain la expectation ngn dah knal.
Seronok kwn ngn korang. hope dpt lepak same2 ye sume2 ni.mesti non stop ckp
sbb sume pon nk ckp.haha. Jd,,kt kene knal org tu dulu, baru tau the real them.
xkenal maka xcinta. haaaa,,kn dah kelua peribahase.heeee

The Lunch

2011-07-10T09:07:00.000-07:00

Tak DL every sem so, x kesah la kene ssh2 payah to look a bit beautiful for today.=p

At first, suppose pakai kebaya pink with kain yg beli kt Gulati's segale utk buat slendang

Last2,xpkai pon. nasib la jumpe jugak slendg yg same mcm yg pink tu kt "uptown" next to MP.

& shock jugak la , harge dye murah btol. RM20 je. usually they sold at 40 sometin kot.

Yeay,,got it RED!!

wake up at 6.15am

make-up2 segale. with eye shadow,mascara,lens,blusher,lipgloss,eye liner, haaa,amek ape je yg xde.

yes,,i love make-up that much...

Ouh my,,cincin hilang . Aten smpai nanges pulak sbb smlm suroh aten tlg pggkn time buat henna

then,,it missing. Xde rezeki la kot nk pkai.. I'm ok la but a bit dissapointed xdpt pkai.=p

Suppose konvoi with Sopi ,Twin & Nisa.

But we were too late,

so, Sopi & Nisa dah gerak dulu.

reached there & we were already late.,

Mmg nervous gak la bile nk trime sijil tu,

Ye la xpenah lg la dpt kt Hotel. before this kt bendahara je pon.

hurmm,,Xtau la what happened to my photo. =(

Sit next to Mimi, byk gak la shoot photo. =p

So,,

This is some photo taken.

housemate.

haha,,msti terkejutkn. yes,this is Yana

with Miss Leopard - Amalin

Miss Red

Tanx to all my frens yg menemani sy & help me turn into Miss Red today. =p

Hopefully can get DL together with all of u for this sem too. Aminn.

Reached at last. =p

2011-07-03T08:33:00.000-07:00

Smlm cm agak sedih la cz plan wanna go Ayer keroh with housemate.
but at last all of them fall asleep. me not cuz too excited going there.
So,at 5.30 Im going out alone cz borink.
then, thought going to Sopi house but her car was not there.
Dunno where to go, & terpiki nk g A Famosa resort.
haha,,gile pergi sorank2.
but best gile sbb dpt explore tmpt tu. rupenye ade go kart, kude, paintball & others
later,,will going there main sume bende2 alah tu. heeee.

Today, dorank cm nk redeem kslhn smlm. so ajak g Ayer Keroh at 9 am
hahaha, dah agak . mmg ssh la kn dorank nk bgn pagi.
so,,not put high hope for today.

at 4 sume cm siap2 lg. At 5 baru gerak
reached there around 5.30.
berkoba2 btol ouh nk main wall climb. heeeee
Ssh sgt nk naik sbb xtahu nk pijak mane & capai ape.

After that, we going to try flying fox.
wiwiiit,,,tinggi nk mam.
First person yg naik.
aiyooo.!! tgi nau tanggenye.
Laaaa,,nothing je pon. nk naik lg.
tp flying fox sekali je. LOL!!

Yeayyyyy!!!This is thing I will never forget.
Thanx you so much all of you.
housemate + yanda & Ain's friend.
Sbb dr last sem lg nak pergi tp xdpt. hurmm,,,
today mmg satisfied sgt3x.!!!

As usual my backbone yg sakit tu dtg lagi la.
lantak la jnji dpt puaskn hati..... heeee
"backbone plese be kind to me.
Jgn sakit sangat ok.
saye nk g kelas FAR la esok."
xnk skip kelas. =p

We were going to Pak Putra cz
Alya keep saying this place have very delicious food.
yes,,it is. but the price mmg cannot go la kn.
nyummmm2x,,, mmg sedap sbb xmkn dr pg.

Balik Aten yg drive sbb backbone dah start menyerang.
Reached home around 10.45pm.

what happened to us.

2011-06-18T20:34:00.000-07:00

suke sgt lagu ni, so rase cm nk post kat sini.
What happpened to us.

Now,,tgh menggile main Empires & allies.
Cityville being no 2. heeee
Awk la ajar. .

assgment every week ade je.
Tp xpe la,,im trying my best. =p

SADDYSMILLING

2011-06-10T10:38:00.000-07:00

Fhaten & Ju tego why my face look so sad on tht day nk going back to KL.
ntah,,xpasan plak muke cm sedih. nothing to be sad for. xkn sedih sbb blk sorg2 kot.

yeay,,akhirnye. home sweet home. =)

Today,,going to find shoes.
yeayy,,got 1. in Vincci.
& harge mmg cannot go. but I'm really satisfied with it.

Ieka would like to find something in BB.
Then,,we go there. &.... looks like I am the one who'd like to find smething.haha
-Bella is shopaholic-
Clock shows 5.15 & we got to go before jam mnjd2.

perghhhh,,sakit weyh kaki. park at Pavi & jln smpai BB.
The worst.
Klaka sgt2 sbb cannot find where I park the car.
Going up & down,,lastly find E34.
last2 jmpe jugak. stgh jam jugak la carik.

Going back early cuz knowing my sis alone at home.
Tunggang-langgang rumah ouh. ini minah perempuan ke x ni.
Masak nasik,bsuh bju & pinggan.
at 10.30 going to buy topup.
Yes,I'm addicted to him. euwwww,,,internet LOL!!

Otw going back to home,,seeing a man front me walking slowly.
& Im getting near to him
Takot ouh,,he's look weird. & that time still texing with Fhaten & dhila
& my phone got some problem . It was very lombabb when sending a mesgge
Then,,I called him. to keep me accompany while I am walking fastly to stairs.
Sumpah la menggedik gile minah ni.weeeee. =p
pdhal suke la menggedik2 kn bella.
Bile la boleh jauh dr dye if I am keep texing,callling, gedixxxing..huh!!
I am trying but I can't.
Awk,, 143. lame xckp cmni. . I miss that.

Yeay,,tomorrow going to Engagement ceremony. (izzah sista)
Really want to go for wedding ceremony. but Engagement ceremony je yg dpt g.
Then,,ok je. =p
Planning pick Dhila at Bangsar & from there we will hantam jalan smpai Subang.
Hopefully xsesat. =p

to Fizha & Amni,,hopefully to see u both there.
Sorry,,cm sentap sikit knowing Fizha nk tman Amni tomorrow to HUKM
cuz I don't even know bout that.
& when I am asking then baru nk bgtahu.
But now,,I am okay. Sometimes we've to put aside our feeling-meeling itu.
Then,,friendship will last forever. =p
Love both of u. & also the rest. ( my twin especially aka 'Izaah Hadaynaa)

First Meal

2011-06-06T08:27:00.000-07:00

woww!! terase kehebatannye. wahaha
Going back from class,, we went to pasar Alor gajah.
Mulenye nk g kedai2 biase je then Ju ckp pergi pasa je la senang.
Then,,we just go there.
Sumpah la lawak gile.
Mane ade org pergi pasar time tu baru nk pk nk masak ape.
haha, mcm2 jugak la beli, antarenye ayam,sotong & others.
Paling cannot go , kene bahan lak ngn abg2 pasar tu sbb cantek sgt kitorank pakai.
baik punye dye nganjing.
aiyoo,,pakai cntik pon salah. Baru blk kelas la abe oiii.
Okeyh, reached home teros mule memotong2 then, wait for them buying something missing.
(daun limau purut,cili api,& limau nipis)
Then,start cooking. . sempat pulak bertweeting.
Ok first time cooking sgt klaka. Tom Yam masin. ehy,pahit pon ade.
wahaha. ok2 xpe. next time try lagi..
Twin plak msak sayur.. nyum2!! sume ok2 je. =)

& now,,I think I should limit my sleep hours & start studying. =)

FAR ( not FAR account )

2011-06-05T02:28:00.000-07:00

knape eyh rase jaoh sgt dgn org2 yg kt dekat.
So,,btol la org kate bile dah jd housemate, environment change.
xmcm dulu. byk je bnde nk cerite.
but now,everything have change. No more share2 cerite.
Sometime rse mcm nk jd cm dulu. seronok je.
Bile jmpe ade je nk cerite.
I hope things will get back to normal. =)

Knowing Sopi will come to our house.
So,wake up a bit early from usual. haha
Awl sepuluh min je pon.

We make Bel asgnment together.
Eating then continue to do assignment back.
going to neighbour house ( Amani ).
Then,,everyone make their own work ( kerjakah??) heee.

whats up!!

2011-06-04T10:46:00.000-07:00

Ok lame sgt x update blog sbb tak leh bukak. =(
new house, new sem & new mission (1 of them cooking la). =)

Ok lately slalu sgt sakit. & i dunno ptt ke x g med check up.

At 5 ikot aten pergi akikah at Bukit Rambai.
First time going there.
Sukenyeee,,ramai sgt baby. nk satu. haha.
Then,,go back at 10 & hantar k.asma.

Routine weekend on9, movie, overslept. haha.
Hope this routine will not continuously happen. kalau x habis la sem ni.

DRIVER

2011-05-20T09:54:00.000-07:00

Wake up at 6.30 . Then at 6.40 tibe2 sakit Yong tibe2 dtg.

She's not going to work.

At 10.30 wake up then tros download movie. nk tgk Something Borrowed.

OK,,superb sgt crite nie. its about friendship.

Bestfriend who stole her bestfriend boyfriend.

Sometimes we are force by the situation to make a decision. =)

Mmg xjd keje la dok tgk movie je.

At 3 siap2 sbb mak ajak pergi Darussyifa'

I'm a driver.

& its raining,, drive to Bangi.

Then,,wait for a long time baru la smpai turn

Ustaz say that there is nothing after recite a doa'

But my mum keep saying this & that.....bla2..

So,,in the conclusion ,,we should listen to people opinion.

Who have more knowledge than we are.

Everything happened for a reason & we should have an effort

(solat, medicine. & so on....) to find the solution.

Balik cam jam gile sbb there is an elephant at middle of the road.

hahaha,,it is bus actually.

Then,,Faizudin call.

Meet him at Mali's

& it was his treat again..ok.

Later,,I will treat you back ok. =)

Text him,,told about what happened in Darussyifa'

He's not help at all,,but keep asking me a question.

Not a good listener la u.

heeee,,but I.m happy sbb dpt text dgn awk. =)

IT'S END HERE!! TANX

2011-05-18T08:52:00.000-07:00

Plannning keluar today with Fathen
Ambik Aten at 5, then decide nk pergi Kemensah.
but I can't find the waterfall.
Actually I really wanted to hear the sound of waterfall.
It cool me down. & can make me smile after all this pain.
This is one of the way to cure my heal.

So,,on the way to Kemensah,,Fathen told me bout her ex-bf
& me too told about him.

So,,lastly we are going to Tasik layang2 kepong.
Make a photoshoot there.
& best gile jd photographer.

MISS THEM

2011-05-17T10:09:00.000-07:00

At 5 going with family to Hospital Pantai.
tgk Tok Wan.. Tok wan kurus gile.. kesian sgt tgk dye.
& my mum bought bubur McD but can't give to him cz he's sleeping..
Ok,,I already miss him &sorry sy stalk awk.
I am using fb mobile & set to receive any update form u.

After maghrib teros gerak ,,dorank nk g dinner.
& already told Abah drop kn dekat rumah cz nk klua dgn Fathen & Tyna.
Ambik Tyna kt Terminal then Aten kt rumah dye.
So,,decide where to go. Then,,dorank ckp nk g Karoke je kot kt Wangsa walk.
while waiting for the room,,tman Tyna crik casing bb dye.
While in karoke,,,receive update awk with myb ur x-schoolmate. i dunno.
Xjeleous mcm jeleos u with L la. So,,nvm.
Lookls like u are my bf pdhal u are not pon.

After karoke,,then nk tros blk je.
But before that we take some picture together. So,,picture will be update later.

mmg lame sgt xjumpe dorank. & sume pon ade haluan masing2
Tyna with her work, Fathen at IIC & Ayna,,Politeknik
So,,tadi reunion cam tak berape complete la sbb Aynaa xdpt join.
She with her bf celebrating her bf bufday. Happy Birthday Airil!!
I don know much about you,,only know you as Aynaa's bf je. =)

So,,hope we will still contact each other & meet with all 4 of you again!! .=)

*I dunno whether I should write this.
hurmm,,sopi told me to forget you & advise me to be far from you.
I dunno how ??
Myb she is right I should do that.
I dunno what to say. & i promise her tonight will be the last of our conversation.
Then,,I know if I am really meaningful to you.
Or,,I am just disturbiar in your life.
So,,let see I can do it or not.
=(

A long journey

2011-05-16T09:04:00.000-07:00

wake up at 6.40.
siap2 sume. At 8.20 cek kerete
Then tros grak ambik Fiqa..
Reach Melaka around 10.
K.asma lmbat lagi,so grak to rumah sewe.
Tengok2 rumah sewe b'kunci pulak,,
Then,,call izah, &dye suroh dtg rumah sewe Sepet.
They was there.
Then,,k.asma text ckap dye dah nk masuk Alor gajah.
Ambik k.asma then straight to Uitm.& punye ngade2 pulak guard mintak lesen.

to pejabat kolej..
I thought kejap je,,tp dye xpuas hati pulak cz surat rayuan tu too short.
Then,,we make it a new one there. Ambik kau panjang punyeeeee.
Tibe2 pulak muncul Tuan Syed. & dye suroh msk bilik dye gossip2.
dekat 1 hour jugak la kn.

Then,,hantar k.asma, she told me hantar sampai Tampin je.
tapi,,tibe2 rase nk explore new place. so. nk hantar k.asma smpai rumah
Uishhh,,gile jauh la,,mcm g penang pulak.

Balik tu cam takut2 je,,cz mmg langsung xtau jalan.
Setelah penat lelah, then jumpe jugak highway
Suddenly,,hujan lebat gile.& we stop at R&R highway lekas
I dunno ape name tmpt tu. Its new for sure.1 kedai je kot yg bukak.

Sampai KL,Blanje Fiqa,,Pizza Hut, sbg tnde trima kasih. tman i. kesian u.
Xd cam lapa sgt,,,bile dah smpai mknn,,rase cm xnk mkn pulak..penat sgt la kot.
Hantar Fiqa,,& tros balik.

Mak Aihhhh,,mmg x la nk lalu jln2 camtu lg.
Penat gile nk potong lorry2 besau tu ha..takutttt..