Bella Dolce Amaro

Lyrics and Song of the day

2011-07-09T00:45:00.000-07:00

Rebel:Lauryn Hill
I find it hard to say, that everything is alright
Don't look at me that way, like everything is alright
Cuz my own eyes can see, through all your false pretenses
But what you fail to see, is all the consequences
You think our lives are cheap, and easy to be wasted
As history repeats, so foul you can taste it
And while the people sleep, too comfortable to face it....

The Best thing I never had

2011-07-08T20:19:00.000-07:00

Sometimes you want someone so bad, you don't even realize that they are trampling over your spirit..then years later when God finally sends you someone that is exactly what you prayed for...you realize that person you went so hard over a couple years ago is THE BEST THING YOU NEVER HAD

Beyonce is BACK!!!

Day 30-Something i'm excited for

2011-07-02T20:15:00.000-07:00

I'm excited that i was able to finish this 30 day challenge WOO HOO!!! However besides completing this challenge I'm excited about something that is going to happen in January...I cannot give details right now but stay tuned in the coming months : )

Day 29- 5 weird things that i like

2011-07-01T19:27:00.000-07:00

Honestly this challenge was a hard one for me...I'm weird and artsy so weird is normal to me lol

1) Watching people do their hair on youtube.... lets face it, its weird

2) Drawing cartoon monkeys when I'm bored...Since the 8th grade I have been obsessed..I've drawn monkeys with afros, bows, ties, smiles, smirks, etc...

3)Guava paste....To people with tropical island backgrounds its not weird but yesterday I found out from my american boyfriend..guava paste is weird, he made me see that it sort of look likes soap, its squishy, sticky and it has an after taste....To me its just delicious

4) putting cooking oils in my hair like olive oil ,vegetable oil and coconut oil ... If you don't know, now you know these oil work really great hair especially wet hair and they promote hair growth

5)Wearing non-prescribed eyglasses when I don't like to wear prescribed glass

Day 28-Somewhere I'd like to visit

2011-06-30T23:42:00.000-07:00

MADAGASCAR

Day 27-A Quote I try to Live by

2011-06-29T23:39:00.000-07:00

Make each day better than your last.- anonymous

Happy Birthday to Me!

2011-06-28T23:19:00.000-07:00

I thank God for allowing me to see another birthday, everyday is truly a gift. Every triumph and adversity has been worth it. "When I was a child, I talked like a child,I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a (wo)man, I put childish ways behind me."(Corinthians.13:11) As I end one season of my life &enter the next..I ask God to continue to direct my path and help me live a life of purpose.Happy birthday to me!

Day 26- Likes and Dislikes about myself

2011-06-28T23:13:00.000-07:00

Likes

-I love who I am

-I'm not afraid to be different

-I'm energetic

-My body

-Cheerfulness

Dislikes

-I could be a bit more sure of myself

Day 25-something I am currently worrying about

2011-06-27T23:04:00.000-07:00

BILLS

Day 23-Something I miss

2011-06-26T22:56:00.000-07:00

Being a kid and not having a worry in the world!

Day 22-My academics

2011-06-25T22:53:00.000-07:00

sighhhh......and the debt that college put me through

Day 21- How I hope my future will be like

2011-06-24T22:36:00.000-07:00

1) Host a television show

2)want to get married to the love of my life, my boyfriend.

3) have 4 kids with him

4)get my fashion line off, running and have it a huge success

5) be the ultimate wife and mother

day 20- My fear

2011-06-23T22:32:00.000-07:00

Not becoming successful...

Day 19- 5 items I lust over

2011-06-22T21:25:00.000-07:00

1) Christian Louboutin Shoes

2)McDonald Pineapple Smoothie- The first smoothie mcdonalds has made that actually taste good

3)The Chocolate Island from the Restaurant Bahama Breeze- The best desert ever!..I've done a post just on this before

4)Hello Kitty Make-up

5)Last but not least, My dream engagement ring...I remind my boyfriend every so often that, this is the ring I want..I wanted it since i was 10 lol

Day 18- Something that I had a problem with

2011-06-21T21:57:00.000-07:00

In my last post I talked about wanting to change the lives of girls and have them feel confidant.
One of the reasons I want to help children love who they are is because when I was young. I was always self conscious. I constantly thought the next person was prettier than me or more talented. I never felt that I was good enough. I struggled with this issue for a while. Although my parents and relatives told me I was beautiful, I felt as if I wasn't.
Boys at school weren't asking me out, I wasn't the best singer on the choir, my hair broke off and it was no longer long. Then one day I guess I woke up! I realized self worth and self love. I realized I have to love myself before I could love anyone else. Then after High school I was soo happy that I never got that caught up in a guy. I learned to love who I am, love my voice, my body, complexion and I started to love the skin I was in..

Day 17-Something that you are Proud of

2011-06-20T21:48:00.000-07:00

I just signed up to be a girl scout troop leader and I am very proud of that. I want to be able to make a difference in the lives of young girls. I want them to be self confidant and find themselves beautiful even when others may try to tell them other wise and to be able to achieve one of my life long goals of becoming a troop leader in order to inspire change in someone's life feels great. As corny as I may sound = )

Day 16- What if....

2011-06-19T22:25:00.000-07:00

I always think what if I became I child star would I turn out like Raven-Symone or Lindsay Lohan?

Day 15- My zodiac sign and charcteristics.

2011-06-18T21:19:00.000-07:00

I am a cancer..the crab my Birthday is June 28th...They say cancers are emotional, loyal, hard/cold when you first meet them and warm an cozy on the inside. I totally agree : )

Chris Brown and Justin Beiber's new video

2011-06-17T19:50:00.000-07:00

thoughts?

Day 14-Outfit of the Day

2011-06-16T22:05:00.000-07:00

Shirt-Hellz Bellz $40 Shoes-Hello Kitty x vans $50

Day 13- How I feel about my body and how comfortable I am With it

2011-06-15T22:46:00.000-07:00

I used to feel ashamed of my naturally skinny body because everyone else had body issues and I felt bad for having what they were working for and I did nothing to obtain it. ( i know crazy right)

However, I can honestly now say I love my body and I'm very comfortable with it.

Even though at times when i do eat a lot and get bloated, I feel "fat". I thank God for my body whenever i think about it. ( I really hope I'm not sounding vein)

(That's me above in a fashion show last year)

Day 12- 5 People I Find Attractive

2011-06-14T21:11:00.000-07:00

The love of my life, my boyfriend♥

Columbus Short, possibly because him and my boyfriend can pass as twins or at least brothers

Boris Kodjoe

KOBE BRYANT

Our President...mmmm

Day 11-My Family

2011-06-13T02:24:00.000-07:00

Its funny that day 11 is family because today is my mom's 49th birthday, I can say her age because she looks good for her age. Me and this lady has gone through a lot and I love her very much. Happy Birthday Mommy!

Picture taken Thursday.

Congrats Dallas Mavericks for your first NBA Title

2011-06-12T20:03:00.000-07:00

Day 10- first 5 songs on shuffle

2011-06-12T19:55:00.000-07:00