BerryCrazy's Strawberry

Lady Marmalade

2012-06-18T19:51:00.003+08:00

Lady Marmalade Dance Cover by BerryCrazy

This is just teaser, wtf

Not sure if I'm planning to finish the whole dance

The main problem is I'm lacking of space to do spins

This is also my first time doing chair dancing

*wink*

Okay la, is not exactly chair dancing

Is only like 5sec or what

This dance cover was done by someone on Youtube

Is not exactly the same, I messed up my left and right direction

（￣▽￣）=３

I usually do KPop Cover

But this is not my first English Dance Cover

I tried Lady GaGa's Born This Way once

But it turned out too obscene

He's Bringing Sexy Back

2012-04-18T18:23:00.002+08:00

This is a Shim Changmin's appreciation post

He is definitely bringing sexy back

UNF UNF UNF

How can such perfect and flawless man exist on earth

After seeing this video, my ovaries exploded again and again

I have no ovaries left and Changmin your sexiness is responsible for it

Greyson Micheal Chance

2012-04-15T14:43:00.003+08:00

Today, in my entire 20 years of life
is my first time seeing a international celebrity
standing right in front of me

Being a complete idiot as usual
I missed my chance to take a photo with him

*stabs self furiously*

What happen was, we were at Centre Point's McD
We were seated next to the door

Suddenly they were a group of Caucasians leaving
The first one I saw was holding a video camera (with mic ones)

So I just thought maybe they are students from KBU College
Since is a Art School and all, so it no big deal

Then suddenly a small crowd (maybe like 5 or more)
formed beside where I was sitting

Since my my mum was facing them
she just said "Justin Bieber"

I was curious so I naturally turn to my right and look
There he was standing there, taking pics with his fans

At first look, I couldn't recognize him
Then it took me a while to guess he was Greyson Chance
Then I heard him asking the girls who took pic with him
if they were attending his concert next Tuesday

But then I still wasn't like 100% sure if he was Greyson Chance
He was like less than 2M away from me
I just kept looking at him and he actually looked at me

*skipped a heartbeat*

Then he left
I quickly took out my phone and Google-d

IT WAS HIM
IT WAS REALLY HIM

I'm the biggest idiot ever

Then for the rest of the time
I kept on mumbling about missing
my golden chance to take picture with him

I swear he looked so different
I only recognize him through the colour of his hair

I think he is hitting puberty
His face is slightly slimmer now
Maybe a little taller too

But, DAYUMMM
One think I can tell you for sure
He so darn good looking

Better than JB I would say

He just looks so perfect, DAMMIT!

OT5

2012-03-19T21:09:00.002+08:00

Just a little what I've been up to lately

Tohoshinki - Stand By U

Is the last song they performed together as five

It was indeed a very sad performance
You can see it in their face

So if you're a Cassie and OT5 like me
This song should be quite meaningful to you

BerryCrazy's Guide to Survival - Studying

2012-03-14T15:37:00.004+08:00

How to Study Like a Boss

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How to Study Like a Chic

p/s - to request more guide, kindly email me at berrycrazystrawberry@gmail.com

I bid you a good day

Down the Memory Lane

2012-03-05T14:47:00.003+08:00

As I tweeted earlier,
I decided to clean up my study table a little today

To my surprise, not only did I found out I stuffed money everywhere
About rm100

I also found some precious precious memories that money can't buy

There's this little drawer where I have a habit to throw everything inside
So as time goes by, it accumulate
Therefore I create an unofficial time capsule

List of items are as of below

Secondary school name tags. The one with the cartoon is the oldest among all, probably since Form 2 or 3. No, my school did not allow us to have cartoon on our name tags. I pulled the cartoon sticker off from my class's notice board and stick it on my name tag and it been like that ever since.
Form 5 class key. I have like 3 of them with me -______-
Random leafs that dried up.
Styrofoam. I design it with the leftover Styrofoam from Dance Competition 2010.
Seashell. Super mini one I picked up from college's PD Trip.
Compasses's ring. I borrowed school's compasses during SPM. I returned the compasses, but the ring dropped into my pencil case. I didn't notice is until after SPM. The compasses and ring is now useless without each other. FTL
Cellophane tape. It was from Mr Jaya, very precious. I didn't even use it.
Hamster Phone Strap. From Ivor.
Litmus paper. Taken from college chemistry lab.
Universal Indicator. Taken from college chemistry lab.
Label Sticker. Taken from college biology lab.
Starbucks' Beverage Cover. It was during our farewell outing after A Level.
Random Bottle Cap which I found it amusing.
Nathaniel's badge. Stole it from his bag as a token of memory.
There's is no number 15.
A2 exam timetable.
Facial Oil Absorbent Paper. Since Form 5, I remember it 'cause I gave half of them to YiXin. Since is that long, I don't think is usable anymore. I still have a dozen of it -_______-
RM5 picked from floor. I shouldn't use what is not mine. Planning to put it for donation.
Same item as number 14. FML
SMK Tropicana's student card. That's how I look during Form 1.
Form 5 watch. During Form 2 to 4, I used watch with water inside. Some people think is childish, but I think is special.

I think there's more than this, I just have to find them.

Letter To Myself

2012-03-01T21:41:00.002+08:00

Dear Me,

It seems that 2 days ago you celebrated your 20th birthday. To be honest, I'm pretty proud that you are all grown up and wise. Other people might not see it, but I know that right now, you're mentally more mature.

Other than spending most of your time in FB, you dedicated your time on Tumblr. You feel that you belong there. Everyone can have a FB, but not everyone can run a Tumblr.

It was also because of Tumblr, you fall head over heels for TVXQ! all over again. Even though you're upset that the fact they are no longer five, but you will eventually accept the faith that they are now in group as 2 or 3. But still keeping the faith that 5 of them will come back as 1 someday.

In Tumblr, you will also get to meet Cassies all over the world. You guys are bounded together by red thread and also faith. Talk to them more often, please..?

At times, you will have flash back about the past. You might be feel embarrassed or regret, but remember that all these make you who you are today, they build you and make you stronger.

As for Nate, you might want to know what happens at the end. I am please to tell you that you are already freed of him. I might not know who your other half is for today, but I will promise you that reward will be given for those who wait. So in the meantime, enjoy yourself.

It'd been 2 years since you graduated from high school. At times you feel guilty that you don't often contact your BFF. Please always tell Kiera that you love her very much and that she is your bestest best friend in this whole wide world. Meet her up if you have time before she fly to UK to further her studies. Promise?

Carmen, remember this. You're born original, don't die as a copy. Be proud of yourself, and what makes you who you are today. Till then, take care.

Sincerely,
Myself

To My 20th Years old

2012-02-28T20:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEEEE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

I have lived 2 decades

BerryCrazy Through the Years

2012-02-24T15:26:00.002+08:00

Just a short post of regarding how I changes from 2007 to 2012.

I how year 2006 in my computer
But I didn't upload it 'cause back then handphone camera really suck ~~balls~~

My Parcel

2012-02-23T12:39:00.002+08:00

Before CNY, I wanted to make an order for customize T-Shirt
But the thing is that the blog that printed my Gryffindor's Tee zap lap alr
The blog site was gone

So I got no choice but to try another company

I gave picture to this company of Jaejoong half naked self
I told him I wanted the tattoo as my T-shirt design
I ask him if he was able to duplicated the exact design

He said okay, so I made the payment (rm25 inclusive postage)
He say he will only send me the design after he receive the payment

1 week after payment I still got no news from them
I thought I was scammed so I emailed them everyday

At the end they told me the designer cannot duplicated the design
WTF, I doubt he is even the designer
If he is a designer, I must be Picasso alr
-________-''

So I have to rotate my design 180 degree
and only get to keep one of Jeajoong's tattoo

I sent him all the design and also the ratio
I just don't trust them enough

This is what I had in mind

This is my result

Problems

The name tag is too high up and smaller than expected
The W- was suppose to be maroon in colour, turns out almost black
The tattoo was suppose to be bigger
The bar code is way to big

I don't blame him on the bar code though
'Cause I think in Pic 1 the bar code is indeed too big

The thing is the bar code is exactly where my butt is
Is really weird

The size is also my bad,
I ordered Men's S size

I should have known better
T_________T

The problem is that the company doesn't know how to stretch the pictures
That's why the name tag and tattoo turn out to be smaller than expected

The good thing is that it is cheap

I can't complain too much since no much people offer to print single T-Shirt
Usually you have to print in bulk

Ugly Duckling

2012-02-16T12:37:00.002+08:00

This is what bored people do at home

I almost faint and die doing this

One of the most obvious reason why I quit ballet
was that I was never able to do spin without feeling dizzy

Every time I did a few spin
I felt that half of my life got drain away

You start to learn spin around Grade 4
I completed Grade 3 but I didn't go for the exam and dropped out

Eyes Eyes, baby!

2012-02-14T21:48:00.003+08:00

Once my mum told me that when I was young
I use to have big small eyes
In other words, mismatched eyes

She was a bit worried
No girl is pretty with mismatched eyes

So eventually as I grow
My mismatched eyes started to go off too

I never realized I have mismatched eyes
It was only when I was around my teen years
When I was some super camwhore freak
(typical teenage girl)

It was then when I realize that my eyes are mismatched
It only shows when I smiles or laughs
My left eye is slightly smaller and it has triple eyelid, ftw!

Taken during Form 5

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This was taken just last night

No. of picture I taken for myself dramatically decreases after Form 5
One of the reason is because I just don't like to camwhore anymore
The other one is my eyes looked funny

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Mismatched is one of the many flaws of mine
Which is also one of my distinct features
Apart from the mole on my right eyes
Which also so happens to be my birthmark

Having mismatched eyes are not so bad at all
when your idol itself have it too

Changmin is also famous for his mismatched eyes among the fans

Till then!

My Useless Fashion Post

2012-02-03T19:47:00.003+08:00

This was meant to be the CNY fashion posts
But on the 4th day of CNY
I got a tiny bit lazy
Whatever clothes that I wore on the 4th day onwards
was all recycled clothes from the first three days

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Day #1

Lace Top - Kitshen rm19.90
White Top - F.O.S. rm13.00
Skirt - Kitshen rm15.00
Necklace - ~~stylist own~~ rm10.00

I took off necklace afterward 'cause it was eating up the laces

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Day #2

Pink Top - F.O.S. rm13.00
Cropped Top - Sg Wang rm10.00
Denim Shorts - MNG rm69.90

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Day #3

Top - Kitshen rm15.00
Skirt as Day#1

That's all, KTHXBAI!

Wonder Girls

2012-01-30T14:05:00.003+08:00

Things me and my brother do when we are bored

The is like the best part of the whole dance
Other than that, is also a good working routine

FTW

p/s - not full video

Incident at the Cinema

2012-01-28T20:40:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I went for a movie with my brother, The Journey 2 the Mysterious Island.

At first we were enjoying the movie until something happen that made me feel really uncomfortable. You know, something like sixth sense.

We were half way in the movie when suddenly this man (a malay, I'm not racist) sat right next to me. The man came in like 15 minutes after the movie started. So I thought it was okay, there's nothing wrong with a man sitting next to me.

But then, he started asking me questions. At first he ask me about the movie, the actors and actress and the beginning part that he missed. It was a bit annoying 'cause I was trying to enjoy the movie.

Minutes gone by and he started asking more personal question, my brother's age and who are we watching with. Eventually my sixth kicked in and I feel really uncomfortable next to him. Plus he was a very unpleasant scent coming out from him mouth -______-

At first I really wanted to leave the cinema, but the cinema is like 80% empty and what if he follows me later. So I thought about making an accuse going to the toilet and change my place afterward.

I whisper as softly as I could to my brother (since the man is just right next to me) that I really don't trust the man and ask him to leave with me. My brother being as ignorant as ever, whisper back louder that he doesn't want to leave. So loud that the man next to me looked at me -____-

So I got no choice but to sit there quietly. I tried again on my brother 10minutes later and manage to drag him out to the ladies restroom with me. I explain to him what happen at the cinema, he got so freak out he ask me to leave straight away.

Since I don't want to make it such a big fuss, I drag him back to the cinema and we sat at the last row (also I can keep an eye on the man).

It might seems like I'm making a big fuss out of nothing, but is always better to me safe than sorry. Ever since the incident at the bus stop outside KDU UC, I have grown more street smart.

There was a few points that made the man seems suspicious:

When I bought the movie tickets. Both my left side and right was empty. The cinema was 80% empty, normal people won't choose a seat that is exactly right next to a stranger. Usually they will leave a gap of a seat or two.
When entering the row, he asked me if the seat was no. 9. Would a normal people disturb a person watching a movie just to ask if the seat was no. 9? I assumed that he has no ticket and he just randomly went for his prey.
Asking age and who I came with is just plain suspicious.
He left the cinema before the show finish and gave the me last long glare (occurred at me new seats which was next to the door).

Therefore, at the end of the day I couldn't enjoy my movie.

Scent

2012-01-13T11:04:00.002+08:00

Brother: Your hair smells really nice, what shampoo do you use?
Me: Oh really? I use *insert brand name*.
Brother: *sniffs* It smells really nice.
Me: By the way, I didn't wash my hair today. The last time I was my hair was yesterday.
Bro: *screams and pushes me away*

It was a known fact that my hair has this super amazing ability in absorbing shampoo smells since I was in primary school. The shampoo's smell gets stronger when I sweat. I know is might sound asjdfhalsjdhflasd disgusting, But I ain't lying.

When I was in Primary Six, my activity classes was held on Friday. I was in traditional dancing club (I was basically cheated by my own stupidity that I got in this club, but that's another story to tell).

We practice our dancing on the stage of great big hall without fans nor airconds, so there's a lot of sweating going on. There was fans, but it don't blow towards the stage direction -______-

So one day, while I was taking a break after the dance. A junior approaches me and my scent caught her. She started telling almost every one in the club and they approaches me like a swarm of bees -__________-

So therefore, I don't usually reeks of sweat's smell when I sweat. KTHXBAI, I'm very bad at endings, wtf.

p/s - The scholarship application is driving me craaaaaaaaazy.

2012-01-07T09:45:00.003+08:00

This is literally what bored people do at home
-__________-

Actually I got better ones on my iPad
God knows why I have problem transferring them

So this is the only one I got now

Can you feel my <3 ? WTF ...!

Anyway, my initial intention for this .gif was to make it my twitter's profile pic
But I was a little too late, twitter no longer support .gif

*FUUUUUUUUUU meme*

My hard work for camwhoring should be appreciated and not put to waste
Thus I uploaded it here

Christmas with DB5K

2011-12-26T18:27:00.004+08:00

First of all, a Big Fat Happy ~~Belated~~ Christmas to y'all. I know, I know ... I'm a day late, but better late than never, right? I actually did wanted to do a post yesterday, but I somehow forget to transfer my photos from my iPad to laptop.

The snowman cookies that my and my brother mercilessly munched away within secs

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Other then 25th of Dec being the one of the big day of every year. Today, the 26th of Dec is also a very big day for Cassie all over the world. This year on the 26th of Dec marks the 8th anniversary of my five beloved ~~boys~~ men.

I may not have been here since the start, but I will stay until the very end.
Happy 8th Anniversary my beloved 東方神起. I’m so proud to be called as Cassiopeia.
I love you, Rising Gods from East.

_Quoted by a Cassie and reblogged on my tumblr_

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So the other day while my mumsy was busy cleaning up the house, I found something that caught my attention (and also was almost being thrown away by my mumsy).

It was none other than my precious precious bear

I'm not exactly sure when I got this bear, but I'm pretty sure it was around when I'm around 7 yrs old or younger. I clearly remember this teddy name is Pecan. I don't know if you guys know about this, but during my time there's this company which makes TY soft toys. TY came in all sort of animals, each type of animal was given a name which is written on the soft toy's tag itself. So the name, Pecan wasn't exactly given by me.

One of my friend had an ostrich and the other one had a monkey, we use to play tea party with our TY.

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Once upon a time, I was almost a bit too bored. Therefore I decided to take some ~~camwhore~~ artistic shots or my humble self. Apparently my photos turned out to be beyond artistic, it looked almost like my coffin's shots -___________-

May I present you
Shot #1

I would say this is my favourite

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Shot #2

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Shot #3

My happy face, wtf...!

Elmo

2011-12-12T20:47:00.002+08:00

So just last week, I watched this movie called Heaven's Postman. There was this character who was sorta like a part-time angel, he have this feathered key chain. What made the design nice was its simplicity. It inspired me to make one too.

Now I feel like an angel, wtf.

Well, the other reason that inspired me to make this was that I already got a proper feathers hair clip extension. I did not want to waste the materials of my DIY-ed feather hair clip extension. What I did was that I took out the feathers and made it into a phone accessory. For the string itself, I attached buckles and looped around my wrist to make it a bracelet. What is missing now is the bracelet charms. Once is done, is gonna be Perfecto.

Other than that, I want to tell my best-est best friend in this whole wide world, Kiera that ...

She's the only friend I got that sent me essay length sms-es with lotsa lotsa huggies and kissy that never fail to put a smile on my face. Words can't express my love for her <333

I miss your chocolate cake *puppy dog eyes*

Last but not least, I want to thanks all you reader for all the loves and support for the past five years.

My First NuffNang's Check

With Love,
Carmen

Bad but Good

2011-12-07T13:03:00.005+08:00

So lately, as bored as I can be
I decided to learn up a dance

At the end I chosen
Bad Girl, Good Girl by Miss A

If you asked why
I think I actually fell in love with their MV
the very first time I watched it

So yeah

So here is my video
Is nothing really great tho
As I only get to practice for 5 days

I know this video is nothing much
But I just want to say learning this dance comes with a hefty price

My muscles was blardy #$%^&* sore
There was one point that is was so bad
I could move my head around for two days
FML

Other than major body sore
I also have blisters under my feet

I think I will have to stop dancing for a while
Till my body recover

Overall, it was a rather enjoyable dance

Here it Miss A Bad Girl, Good Girl Official MV

I was dancing Jia's Part for most of it
Till the end, I have to change it to Suzy's 'cause I can't do full split (yet)

Past 3 Days

2011-11-30T17:27:00.002+08:00

Watched Breaking Dawn Part 1 on Saturday with friends. Truth to be told, it was a complete disappointment. The movie went from bad to worse. I really don't know how to comment on the movie, but let just say it was a no good. Now I have to reconsider if I want to watch part 2 as well.

The annoying fact that is that the movie was cut off too much.

Last Sunday, two lifts at my Block decided to die on me togeder-geder. Since it was morning, and many of my neighbours was also going out for breakfast. The staircase were quite busy, it was like a neighbours-get-together-time.

Went to DJ for Dim Sum, when I was there waiting for tables, it felt like I met everyone at that restaurant. I met two people from KDU (not from my course) and one senior from Tropz.

I spent my Monday evening at home watching TVXQ! Running Man. It was really funny that I laughed so much, my brother told me to shut up and stop watching it.

It was also from the same episode of Running Man I get to know this guy, Song Joong Ki. He was one of the presenter for MAMA, he looked absolutely delicious in those suits.

Last night I stayed up late just to see if TVXQ! get to win any awards in MAMA. As far as I know TVXQ! was leading in terms of votes for Best Male Performance. But when it was annouced that BEAST was the winner for the category, I was so heart broken and off the TV straight away.

Ever since TVXQ! split up, the fandom Cassiopeia which consists of 700k fans split into three parts.

The one which supports JYJ
The one which supports HoMin
The one which believe in all five will get back together someday

Personally I think I belong to the last category, AKTF. Or maybe a little biased towards HoMin, since Changmin is there.

I also try not to be jealous that SuJu won quite a number of categories. After all SuJu and TVXQ! are really good friends, TVXQ! would have been so proud of them.

I also get to see my other idols are MAMA, which was Kim Hyun Joong & Miss A. Kim Hyun Joong was so good looking during his performance. I also found out that one of the members in Miss A is really cool, I think her name is Jia (the one with Pink hair in Bad Girl, Good Girl)

Till then, that's all. *heart broken fan girl signing out*

THSK - Proud Piano Cover

2011-11-18T21:17:00.003+08:00

Today I shall entertain you with my horrendously rusty piano skill

Is in fact really rusty
I stopped my piano lessons for about a year plus

I also haven been really motivated to play any songs
until recently

THSK Proud Piano Cover
brought to you by

The One & Only Ultimately Super Awesome Carmen

The song wasn't played nicely
'cause I got really annoying by the ants
marching around my music sheets

*inserts FUUUUU.jpg meme here*

It was getting on my nerve and I couldn't concentrate
Therefore I stopped abruptly at the end

#full of excuses

As you all know, is completely not me if I don't get my sweet sweet revenge
So I went and equip ed my self with a vacuum cleaner
And suck the hell outta those ~~bitches~~ ants

*inserts Fuckyeah.jpg meme here*

This is the original song sung by them

For me to play the whole piece
It will take me roughly about 5 to 6 mins

I don't know why but I just love this song

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Oh yah, ever since the day Big Bang won one of the EMA's award
The MTV's JK Hitz has been dedicated to them

I saw this short part of their talk
If I'm not mistaken it was something like this

One of the member was asked about the question what animal he wanted to be
He replied he wanted to be a horse

"I want to be a horse. A white one. Like a princess. Oh wait!! No No!! Is prince!!"

Omg, their English make them so adorable
Is funnier if you watch the clip yourself

Till then, peace!

#4

2011-11-15T19:27:00.002+08:00

I hate dried fruits
very much

Especially raisins
They are the killers

Dream No.4

2011-11-13T20:42:00.004+08:00

Had the best dang dream ever last night.

I love dreams that are so strong that you can actually feel it physically (sorta).

Since the dream was like last night, and not is already evening so I couldn't remember that clearly.

It started off with something like a school-field-trip slash amazing-race sorta thing. After that it was like we are off for a holiday.

So me and lily, we were like together. We decided we wanted to do snorkeling. The snorkeling was really weird, it's actually a really big swimming with fake toy corals and fishes underneath, wtf. We wanted to call our friends to join us. But I told Lily, "let's not ask Wee Jian to join us, later he fool around we will all drown and die". Eventually we didn't go for snorkeling 'cause we scare we will die.

The next thing I know is that we were all on a tour bus, I was like randomly chatting with 3 of the DBSK members.

We came down from the bus and headed towards the lobby. I could feel a strong arm wrapped around me. I felt loved and sense of securities. I hug the arm tighter to my body, strolling along walking to the hotel lobby.

Because the arm comes from behind me, so I couldn't tell who hugged me. But I knew is someone I love and someone who love me back.

In my dream, the guy was Max Changmin.

But I couldn't be too sure, but in my dream my body sense that it was him. But I am very sure the guy wasn't Nate. Maybe it could be my future soul mate, that would be really nice. I would want to be in that arm for the rest of my life.

But good dream don't last long. Suddenly I realize I left my luggage in the bus. So I climbed four flight of stairs and dashed 200m back to the place.

But the bus was ........................ gone ...!

That is how my story tragically ended.

My Crush Hates Me

2011-11-10T19:37:00.004+08:00

The other day I was going through my blog's search
and I saw THIS

It felt almost like someone high five me on my face

Welcome to my world
*motherly hug*