tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-71064994804265804212024-09-10T10:04:56.033-05:00<b>Know Thyself - Lessons I'm Learning and Lessons I've Learned</b>Pamela A. Hamiltonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12405724316162226405noreply@blogger.comBlogger112125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106499480426580421.post-79193056980002437112011-01-22T20:43:00.000-06:002011-01-22T20:43:31.739-06:00

Hetep Everyone, It has happened again. This meditation cycle has revealed so much to me so quickly that I have been unable to decipher it in terms that I can share. I'm beginning to wonder if I can maintain this blog. I may have to reduce the number of entries that I can make. I will have to get back with you on that. I did want to write something to let you know that I am still here and still

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Hetep Everyone, Once again, here is my meditation objective for this meditation cycle: I want to see my transformation into a Divine Being as I learn to pause and consciously observe my decision processes before I act. In his book Tree of Life Meditation System pages 205-206, Ra Un Nefer Amen explains about the Life-Force."The integrity of the Life-force, the animal spirit, is chiefly governed

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Hetep Everyone, Once again, here is my meditation objective for this meditation cycle: I want to see my transformation into a Divine Being as I learn to pause and consciously observe my decision processes before I act. Sometimes, I find myself slipping back into old habits. I don't meditate when I would like to or I don't eat the way I would like to. I just act as if I know nothing about

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Hetep Everyone, Once again, here is my meditation objective for this meditation cycle: I want to see my transformation into a Divine Being as I learn to pause and consciously observe my decision processes before I act. When I first began participating in the Tree of Life Meditation System consistently, I held strong beliefs about what I could not do. One such belief was that I could not believe

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Hetep Everyone, Once again, here is my meditation objective for this meditation cycle: I want to see my transformation into a Divine Being as I learn to pause and consciously observe my decision processes before I act. If the world were perfect, what would it look like? For me, everyone would live according to the 11 laws of Maat or some version of it -- not just pay lip service. We would be

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Hetep Everyone, Once again, here is my meditation objective for this meditation cycle: I want to see my transformation into a Divine Being as I learn to pause and consciously observe my decision processes before I act. I thought that giving myself permission to observe my choices, exercising my freedom to choose, would yield the benefits of making better choices, but the opposite has occurred.

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Hetep Everyone, Once again, here, is my meditation objective for this meditation cycle: I want to see my transformation into a Divine Being as I learn to pause and consciously observe my decision processes before I act. HeruKhuti deals with Divine Justice. This means that this energy deals with punishment, rewards, and protection. While I've been observing myself without judgment, I've noticed

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Hetep Everyone, Once again, here, is my meditation objective for this meditation cycle: I want to see my transformation into a Divine Being as I learn to pause and consciously observe my decision processes before I act. Many of my posts contain writings about my desire to transform into a Divine Being. Of course, what I mean by that is that I want to resurrect the dormant Ausar energies that

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Hetep Everyone, Once again, here, is my meditation objective for this meditation cycle: I want to see my transformation into a Divine Being as I learn to pause and consciously observe my decision processes before I act. Most of my decisions are based upon the forms that my ego, limited by what my five senses can perceive, determines to be possible. Seker energy is based upon the infinite

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Hetep Everyone, Once again, here, is my meditation objective for this meditation cycle: I want to see my transformation into a Divine Being as I learn to pause and consciously observe my decision processes before I act. I've spoken about the importance of pausing and observing my actions without judgment. Now, I want to speak about conscious observation. Not long ago, I started recognizing that

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Hetep Everyone, Here, is my meditation objective for this meditation cycle: I want to see my transformation into a Divine Being as I learn to pause and consciously observe my decision processes before I act. In order to choose transformation over what I already know, it makes sense to me that I must have better images, thoughts, and affirmations to transform into. Where do these better concepts

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Hetep Everyone, I made a video to sort of encapsulate the insights that I had during the previous meditation cycle. It may help to redeem me from not having posted faithfully during that time. I hope that you can get something out of it. Wishing you great fortune. Until next time, Hetep

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Hetep Everyone, Here, is my meditation objective for this meditation cycle: I want to see my transformation into a Divine Being as I learn to pause and consciously observe my decision processes before I act. What does this mean? One of the things that I learned in the last meditation cycle was how very important it is for me to work on my transformation as a Divine Being. By this I mean that I

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Hetep Everyone, Tonight is the night before the new moon. Perhaps the greatest thing that I learned from this past meditation cycle is that I am Ausar. Now, I've read this in the Metu Neter countless times, but is was just a mental exercise, not and experience. My experience had always been to understand that someone else or something else controlled the authority over me. Now I know that I am

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Hetep Everyone, One of the most important things that I want to learn before 2012 is how to let go of form (What we generally perceive as solid matter) at a moment's notice. I want to see the formlessness of everything (Amen) and know that I am a part of that formlessness. Why? Being able to transform into all possibilities and potentials is the essence of Divinity. The key seems to be learning

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Hetep Everyone, Where do I begin? Let me restate my meditation cycle objective: I want to experience my purpose in God's Divine plan based upon truthful premises, determined by relationships of how my functions (thoughts, feelings, and actions) fit the form I'm trying to create (my purpose). Have I met my objective? Yes. First, I am coming into an understanding that can be phrased as an

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Hetep Everyone, I had in mind picking up where I had left off on Day 16, but the notes that I jotted down, I've just discovered were written too haphazardly to use so I'm going to have to start where I am. I've been using my meditation to cultivate my energy to transform my will so that I live my purpose. I have been making videos to speak the words I normally write. Here is one: (My

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Hetep Everyone, I want to apologize. I have been unable to post for a couple of days, but this is because I am having some breakthroughs that I am quite unable to explain. Suffice it to say that at this point, I need to experience my insights rather than discuss them. Perhaps I will be ready to post again in a couple of days. I beg your indulgence. With respect, Hetep

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Hetep Everyone, In a reading that I did using the Oracle cards of Tehuti, concerning my role in God's Divine plan for me, I received positive Maat and negative Ausar. It took me a while to grow into the understanding of how I could use this information. First, I was flattered that I was actually learning the Law, but I was deeply ashamed of what the combined metutu meant. I knew the Law, but not

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Hetep Everyone, Last night's meditation was designed to reprogram the images I use to energize my actions toward achieving my meditation objective. Once again, here is my objective: I want to experience my purpose in God's Divine plan based upon truthful premises, determined by relationships of how my functions (thoughts, feelings, and actions) fit the form I'm trying to create (my purpose).

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Hetep Everyone, Last night's meditation was designed to reprogram my beliefs. I was, through mediumistic trance, to energize my beliefs (affirmations) which support my identification with Ausar as my Self, my True Self. What does this mean? Ausar is the embodiment of Amen, a peace that nothing can challenge where I expect neither gain nor loss, neither pain nor pleasure. It is a state where

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Hetep Everyone, This is the programming phase of the meditation cycle. For the next 10 days, I will be reprogramming my spirit to accept my meditation objective. Once again, here is my objective: I want to experience my purpose in God's Divine plan based upon truthful premises, determined by relationships of how my functions (thoughts, feelings, and actions) fit the form I'm trying to create (

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Hetep Everyone, The complement of Geb is Amen. Geb is form; Amen is formlessness. They cannot be separated. What is great about this, that I am finally starting to understand, is that everything can be changed. What appears to have form (shape, time and space) only really appears to have form because we perceive it to have form. By changing our perception, we can change form, and, therefore,

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Hetep Everyone, Thoughts pop into my mind all day. Most times -- no, I can't truthfully say that anymore -- quite often, these thoughts are awful, very negative scenarios. They come in the forms of daydreams, absorptions, moments of absent-mindedness, or emotional states. All of these forms are types of trances as described by Ra Un Nefer Amen in his book, Tree of Life Meditation System, page

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Hetep Everyone, Black life is chaos. Think of all of the interruptions from family members that are disruptive: illnesses from stress; anger and resentment; over-indulgences that selfishly affect others; etc., not to mention the effects of being a descendant of Africa in Western society with the legacies of slavery, segregation, and colonialism while still dealing with the white supremacy

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