Bill Koeb

Hearing aid

2016-04-20T10:19:00.001-05:00

I just got my hearing aid this morning, and I feel as though I can hear everything. Every crinkle paper bag, leaves beneath my feet, whispers between strangers across the parking lot are all crisp and clear. My own voice which is been loud for a long time is now an amplified sound in my left ear and I realize how softly I can speak and still be heard. I can adjust the microphones and the volume and mute the device completely from my phone, but I'm enjoying the sounds too much to want to do anything but listen.

Final Week

2015-11-30T12:53:00.001-05:00

This is the final week to see my solo show, Eminence Front at Anno Domini in San Jose, CA. http://www.galleryad.com/art/archives/art/backroom/bill_koeb_eminence_front/

Monotype Exhibition

2015-11-19T11:35:00.001-05:00

An exhibition of recent monotypes is up at Anno Domini Gallery in San Jose, CA

http://www.galleryad.com/art/archives/art/backroom/bill_koeb_eminence_front/

Recent Drawings

2015-08-16T09:04:00.001-05:00

Teaching

2015-08-14T08:58:00.001-05:00

I love to teach. I love everything about it almost as much as I love to paint. Maybe more in some ways.

Working with people and passing along information and learning from them and seeing them stretch themselves to find answers and surpass challenges are only s few of the rewards in teaching. Building a rapport with a person and seeing how their life is impacted by their interaction with you and their fellow students is probably my favorite part. Whether it be an 80 year old learning to use a computer, an undergrad learning how to see better and find their voice with drawing or painting, or a 10 year old learning the basics of game design, it is the same, a rewarding experience.

I never finished school and was a poor student at times. I learned a lot but was so anxious at times the to couldn't turn in an assignment. I was too worried about what others might think. I ran out of money and financial aid and left school early. Luckily I found work at an art supply store and later as a teacher in a college summer program and as a freelancer. Most of what I've learned about being a good teacher has come from my mistakes and there have been many mistakes.

I hope to continue to teach in the future, whether it be online or in a classroom. There is nothing I've found that is as good as connecting with interested people and helping them grow.

To all the people I've taught and those I've yet to, thank you. You have given me far more than I could hope to give you.

Comix

2015-03-13T20:04:00.001-05:00

Some panels for a comic I'm working on.

Transfers

2014-11-06T14:19:00.001-05:00

I've been working lately on a series of transfers. Images from magazines and newspapers painted on with either gesso or gel medium and pressed against watercolor paper via my etching press or burnished by hand.

I began the series in response to ink drawings labeled "#inktober" that artists were posting on Facebook and Instagram and though I often draw with ink I wanted to find a way to make ink drawings without drawing anything. Meaning, I wanted the pictures to be made with ink on paper but find a way to come about an image without drawing it.

In part, I was inspired by Robert Raischenberg's silkscreen images and transfers and the first one I did included a sculpture he made with chairs and steps (sculpted with found objects and not by his own hand) and his name. Both his name and the chair image were in an article in his recent show at the Nasher and the piece was sort of a love letter to his work.

In making these I have found some ways to present images that I might not ordinarily draw and it had been a learning experience in design, juxtaposition of images and what these images might mean on their own and together.

The #inktober idea was to make one image for every day of October. Though we are in November, and I'm only up to about 12 or so, I hope to continue until I've reached 31. I hope you enjoy the results.

Numbers

2014-10-26T15:58:00.001-05:00

Drawings

2014-10-26T15:56:00.001-05:00

Nude on Easel

2014-09-23T14:32:00.001-05:00

Art Show In Durham

2014-08-06T08:57:00.001-05:00

My show is up at Pleiades Gallery in Durham, NC. Pleiades is located at 109 E Chapel Hill St. near Pizzeria Toro and runs through August 23.

The front of the gallery features my recent work and another show running at the same time by artist Revere La Noue. In the back is a great selection of work by the other artists at the gallery.

The reception is Friday, August 15 from 6 -9pm. Hope you can make it out.

Working on Show

2014-06-24T19:17:00.001-05:00

I'm currently working on images for an upcoming show at Pleiades Gallery in Durham, NC. This will be a two or three person show and will run through August.

Some things that will most likely be in the show.

Ideal Job

2014-06-06T11:50:00.001-05:00

I've been thinking a lot lately about what my ideal job would be and thought this morning, what better way to put it out there to the world that I am looking for the ideal job than by writing a blog post about what that might look like. Aside from painting all day and earning a living at it, below, is as close as I can come to describing what I would like to do with my time and how I would like to contribute to making the "world a better place".

I have the skills needed to do this job, which I think is important for anyone seeking a perfect job, know that you are capable of doing it should it present itself to you.

Image Creation
I would like to be spending part of my day creating images and designs. I have spent over twenty years doing this and have more than a little skill at both creating images and graphics that communicate on intellectual and emotional levels. I work hard to match graphic solutions to content and begin with a thorough understanding of the content that I am working with.

Content
I would prefer content that is related to subjects I care about and that would educate and enrich the lives of the people. I like to tell stories. I would like to be involved in something that educates people about environmental issues or human issues such as poverty or the need for medical care and education for children. I'd like there to be less pollution, more trees, more equality for all people, and more safety for kids.

Education
I have spent many hours working with both adults and children helping them to create images, express themselves through pictures, and stretch themselves. the ideal position would involve working with people and teaching them things about seeing and expressing what they see and how they feel about it through pictures and other art objects. I spent several years volunteering at the Pediatric Playroom at UCSF when I was a freelance illustrator and found fewer things as rewarding as playing with small children and seeing them smile and forget that they were in a hospital.

People
I'd like to work with a small group of people who are positive and interested in learning, helping others, and doing good things with their time.

OK Universe. That's my ideal. Bring it on!

Too Easy To Get

2014-05-26T08:37:00.001-05:00

It is too easy to get guns in this country, too easy, without background checks or any kind of regulation at all. I speak of guns because they seem to be the weapon most often used in mass killings in the United States.

I just watched a report about a young man in California who shot and killed six people and then killed himself. He made a video before he did, saying that it was retribution day and (paraphrasing) he wanted to kill every woman in the world. Apparently he was angry about multiple rejections?

I can't even speak to his level of insanity of this kid. He was clearly insane. He was clearly full of rage and had a skewed view of the world. Anger over rejection? Hatred of women? Undiagnosed psychosis? Being rejected in part of life. In the animal world, in human relationships. It is part of nature and I think, part of a self preservation mechanism. Maybe it is even part of natural selection. I don't really know. I've been rejected at least as many times as not and I'm sure this is no different for any other person or animal on the planet.

I can talk about the ease at which this man obtained a weapon that allowed him to effortlessly end the lives of six young people. Every time there has been a mass killing in the US, a gun or multiple guns have been the weapon used, have been the tool of destruction. Isn't it time that we start regulating these things the way that we regulate who gets to drive a car? Or use some other method to try to at least stem this insanity we have to live with? What else is it going to take to overcome the powerful gun lobby's hold on law makers?

Of course, the gun people say that arming teachers or more people is the solution. One of the kids killed was at a convenience store. Does anyone really believe that had he been armed that he won't have been shot by some psychotic asshole?

It's too easy to get a gun, and the cost we all pay for this was is too high. Isn't it time we change this.

Faces I Love To Paint

2014-05-24T11:50:00.001-05:00

Julie, my beautiful wife.

The face of a beautiful woman I saw recently. Painted from memory.

A little more progress:

I'm at Pleiades Gallery this morning, listening to Nina Simone pour her heart out in song over lost loves and tragic lives. No one sings in a way that stirs me more than Nina Simone. Her voice is perfectly beautiful and I'd just like to sit inside of her songs for a while and see what gels in my brain.

There are some things, like Nina Simone's voice that stop me in my tracks and fill me with what I can only describe as a mix of happiness and longing. One of these, the primary ones are certain faces. Some people I know have a face that I can't stop looking at. My wife is one, my son is another. Mostly women's faces or when I was younger, those of girls I knew. I was very lucky when in my twenties that the women I was involved in were those whose faces I loved. I'm very lucky that I will get to spend the rest of my life looking at Julie's and will Get to see Gabriel's change as he grows up.

As far back as I can remember I was falling in love with one girl or another. I just wanted to look at them, it brought that feeling in my chest of happiness and longing. I would be completely distracted and just want to stare at them and feel my feelings. This hasn't really changes much since becoming an adult. The thing that has changed though is an understanding that I wasn't really falling in love, I was becoming infatuated. More specifically I was infatuated with their faces and something in them that showed what kind of person they were. I've come to realize more recently that it is the faces of the kindest people I know and it is this kindness that I love. These are the faces I want to paint. Most of my work had nothing to do with people's faces or beauty bit with social issues or human behavior but this is one aspect of my work that I am interested in now.

A few times in my life I have seen people with this quality and asked to paint or photograph them. Sometimes people have agreed and let me capture their face and other times they've said no. I'm sure in my persistence in trying to get them to let me paint them that I have come across as crazy. In these times I think of other painters and poets who have pursued people and written about them. Most notably, Pablo Neruda's poetry seems rife with longing and admiration for beauty seen but unknown.

I can't be the only person that has this feeling. I've seen movies where someone is so smitten that they act in all sorts of irrational ways. "Love Actually" is one that comes to mind. It's full of characters expressing love and admiration even knowing it is not reciprocated.

I wrote recently that everyone is crazy. I think the above comes close to describing my own personal craziness. Or maybe it is just an acknowledgement of my truth. Or, my Achille' heel.

Chester

2014-05-23T21:27:00.001-05:00

I don't often post about things unrelated to art or illustration but I wanted to share something personal.

Here's our dog Chester. We've had him for about six years. He was a stray wandering the streets in a town not too far from here and rescued by a friend. She couldn't keep him and I liked him so we tried him for a weekend. Though he steals food and has gone through screens and torn things up at times, he is a sweet soul.

Pleiades Gallery

2014-04-11T09:58:00.002-05:00

I recently joined Pleiades Gallery in Durham, NC. If you are in the area, please come by and see my work and the work of the other talented members of the group. I am looking forward to being more involved in the Durham art community.

Many thanks.

Website Up

2014-04-08T13:01:00.000-05:00

The painting section of my website is now up. Please go to koeb.com and take a look. Any inquiries can be sent to me at koeb@koeb.com or check the contact link on my site for other contact methods. Thanks for checking it out.

Website

2014-03-14T12:37:00.001-05:00

I've been working on my website a lot lately and learning HTML 5 and javascript. Since it is taking a while, I thought I would post a preview from the illustration section.

Figuring Out His Face

2014-02-11T10:11:00.001-05:00

Recent Progress

2014-02-11T10:08:00.001-05:00

Hipstamatic

2013-12-10T09:24:00.001-05:00

Design For Non-Existant Project

2013-12-08T20:49:00.004-05:00

I took this photo the other day and thought it would make a great CD cover. Made up the song title. This is the kind of thing I do when I have free time and am not with family or painting. Below, is a second take on it for a song by Elvis Costello I've always loved.

Kickstarter Children's Book Progress

2013-12-05T09:09:00.000-05:00

I have been working for the past couple of years on a children's book titled, Kevin The Tall Horse. It is the story of a very tall horse who with a little help finds his way home after being lost with his head in the clouds. Anyway, here are some of the pieces from it. I hope to launch this soon via Kickstarter. I've been working on a video and will hopefully get this out for the public to see in the coming month.

Small Paintings

2013-11-12T19:27:00.001-05:00

A few shots of the paintings I've been working on and selling on Etsy. http://www.etsy.com/shop/koeb