bittersweet jottings

BESTEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!

2011-07-16T23:59:00.003+08:00

Liverpool Asia Tour 2011 - Malaysia

I was there! YES I WAS!! So like I was saying, there's just toooo much to say i opted to blog about my experience. So first of all, we were stuck in the jam! As usual...And the police blocked every entrance, so we didn't have a choice, we double parked, but of course we put our hp numbers there just in case (but noone called us) At first, my bro and I had the RM108(red entrance) but I thought green entrance was better and I wasn't wrong. So we exchanged it with someone. Then my brother and I were wandering around the bazaars because we wanted to get our face painted, but in the end we didn't. I instead got a red and white haired wig! Hell yeah I looked amazing in it!
Then I went in first, cuz my bro and his friend had to catch up with someone. When i got in, I saw some seats were unbelievably EMPTY! But the rest of the stadium was incredibly full! (and I also heard that there were more fans than in the world cup, not too sure about this::/) So I tried getting in there cuz it was stated that it was the RM108 seats, but the security didn't let me in. Then I met this couple and an Indian guy who was there, so being a Malaysian, I was sort of complaining, then guess what!? I did something I never thought I would have done alone! I jumped into the seats and then found out it was the premier seats. I never looked back, and never got out thereafter! *winks*
People kept staring at me cuz of my red wig but who cares, I was there for Liverpool not for anyone!! I kept texting my brother to come in early so that he could do what I did (jump!) But being himself, he didn't! He came about half an hour later and bugged me on the phone. The players were already on the pitch but I was on the freaking phone with him (was pist of course!) Then when I saw him at the back, there were securities there already so he and his friend couldn't get in. I kept texting him to try, maybe walk in with the crowd or something, then they both disappeared. Of course I panicked for a while. Then I saw my brother next to me *grin* And his friend came after. It seems that they went faraway and did what I did and never looked back! LOL! So we sat peacefully at our seats, it was almost the best seat we could have got given the time we went in the stadium. I actually could have gone in front but I didn't have the guts to. lol. So our seat was almost in the middle :) Told ya it was good enough!
So throughout the game we were cheering and cheering! I cheered for both teams but when Malaysia scored their 3rd goal, I couldn't cheer anymore. Lol! And then of course our boys did what they do best. Come back! 6-3 was the Full Time score just in case you didn't know ;) I must say Malaysia was an amazing team. I have so much respect for Datuk Rajagopal (the Malaysian coach)
And then after the game, as we were walking out, I was just wondering why was it still crowded especially at the stairs, then I realized they wanted to wave at the bus! We did the same, joined the crowd, suffocated to breathe, then left! We went to a quieter place, but we knew the bus WOULD pass there. So the 3 of us waited there then after sometime the FAM bus passed, and we tried waving. None of them waved back! Not to say anything but it was just MALAYSIA! Not some world class team. Jersey no 21 was on the phone didn't even bother looking at us. They only had one escort. LOL!
Anywayyy, moving on, then we waited for LFC's tour bus and about 20 minutes later it came. Escorts, escorts, escorts, then THE BUS! So my bro and I were holding our scarfs up and (I can't remember if I was screaming) but guess what!? The coach, and some players waved back, and DIRK KUYT GAVE US THUMBS UP! Thank you Dirky, that made my life!! It was an amazing feeling, its like they knew we exist cuz there were only the 3 of us. lol. BEST FEELING EVER! And just for the fun of it, we kept on waving, the escorts waved at us back. Was fun. Lol.
I had the weirdest goosebumps, and the best ever feeling in my whole life! Everything that happened today was amazing. The wait, the enthusiastic and the sporting fans (except some idiots who boo-ed at the LFC players) the environment, the cheer, yes EVERYTHING! I just wish to watch my next game at Anfield. Anfield, one fine day!!! Till then, You'll Never Walk Alone!!

YNWA
Niresh

To the woman I love the most!

2011-05-08T03:37:00.000+08:00

Mum and I <3

I know my mum's never gonna read this, but I guess I'll just blog anyway. Not that I'm tryna get attention, but if that's what you're gonna think, leave this page like NOW!

Anyway, yes, she is the woman I love the most in my life, by most I do mean to the 'ultimatest' level! She is the one I look up to all the time, but always fail to tell her. Reason: I don't know. I wonder if she even knows that, but I guess she should. She never, NEVER fails to put up a smile on her face even when she knows times are hard. Although she has been a lil sick lately, she still does what she does. Her usual smile, as if nothing ever happened; those lectures I get, "Niresh, study lahhh, don't waste time, make Darl happy."; those secret pampers she gives, so that my sisters don't feel unloved. I just love everything bout her. I do have a lot more reasons why I love her, but I don't know, I probably can't put all of them up here. Let some be secrets! *winks* I must say, I've never respected anyone so much in my life, besides my dad of course, but since it's her special day, let this blog be only bout her. Sorry Darl :P
What I have for her is something I can never ever have for anyone else, and never am I gonna leave her for anything else. I'll be with her till her last breath (or maybe mine) and I do mean everything I say! I love you Ma, I'm sorry for the troubles i gave, sorry for everything, I know I can never be anything like you, but I just wish to be like you in the future. Just like you!! To me, you are the beautiful-est woman ever! I LOVE YOU!

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Niresh

The Beauty of Realization

2011-01-06T12:02:00.004+08:00

I think I'm too nice. Sometimes I think it's a bad thing. Not that I expect anything in return, but at least I don't wanna be treated badly.

And sometimes, I dream. That burning desire to make that dream come true is so strong. But something just stops me.

I gaze at the sky; empty space; and the stars. And then I forget what was a wondering about.

Sometimes things are just so unpredictable. They don't go the way we want it to.

"Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for." - Epicurus

I have learnt so much only to realize that there's more to life. No matter how much you learn; how many people you meet; or how influential you are, there's always a lot of things around you that can simply amaze you. Even if they're just tiny bread crumbs.

"Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams." - Ashley Smith

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Niresh

It's a New Year!!

2011-01-05T12:20:00.005+08:00

First of all, Happy New Year everyone!! Have a blessed 2011 and improve in every way!

So now, back to me =)

Hmmm, so basically...

I'm a girl who totally confused about what to do after my A levels which is finishing very very soon.

I've been single for the past 18 years and I'm sort of proud of it. Some say I'm not gonna get a boyfriend anytime soon, but well, does it really matter? My mum on the other hand think it's not necessary to date at this age. And to make this whole thing simple, my 18 years of single life ROCKS! And it'll ROCK as long as I live ;)

I've been hurt by very close friends, not writing this cuz I'm hurt now. I guess I'm kinda over it. Well not the latest one, but at least that's part of my new year's resolution.

And I realize college is tougher than school in every way. I've learned a lot in high school, but college life taught me something rather different.

It's New Year, and so, it's time to come up with resolutions and FOLLOW them.

Oh well, it's a fuhreaking new year, my plan is (and i believe it's almost everyone's plan) to change! Not a drastic change or anything, but basically, just a .... change.

Wanna be more attractive, not just good looks, also attitude and personality!

Wanna be less lazier. Laziness to a certain extent is okay i believe, just not too much.

Wanna lose weight! Been my resolution for the past don't know how many years, to no avail *sadface* So this time I mean it! Really!!

Wanna learn from my past mistakes. Learn to forgive and forget, that's one thing i'm doing this time.

Wanna live my life!! I.Like.This.

Since my new year's resolution is all about change, let me end this blog post with an awesome quote quoted by Rosanne Cash, "The key to change...is to let go of fear"

SMILE

Niresh

ATTENTION!!!

2010-12-22T20:29:00.002+08:00

Lost and found!!!

Anyone lost their Shih Tzu around Taman Desa, KL area please comment on this blog post.

It was found running on the busy road. It is cleaned already

Sorry for the not so clear picture

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Niresh

Coffee time :)

2010-12-10T22:26:00.003+08:00

Finished reading My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult and had some episode of teary moment during the journey leaving my friends(considered family) to stare at me speechlessly - Shocked to see that I could actually cry staring at a book for inconsiderable hours. Not just crying actually, to add to my embarrassment, I was sobbing *blushes*
I don't know whether or not i loved the ending of the story, but Jodi Picoult ended the story VERY unexpectedly and superbly well :)
Of course I'm not gonna write what the ending was, just in case there are readers who are yet to read the book. But "My Sister's Keeper" is definitely a novel I'd recommend for anyone aged 13 and above.

Hmmmm, now sipping on my coffee, having nothing to do, I am blogging :) and of course doing what I enjoy doing, stare at whoever who pass by and lookout for hot guys ;) Mind you, there are plenty :D

To be honest, the reason I'm actually blogging right now is to distract myself from whatever I put myself into right now. Yes, being in a hospital with a bunch of doctors speaking medical crap which sounds like a totally different language; with your close ones sobbing and fainting; having to see someone you thought was so strong breakdown in front of you. To conclude it all, it's just plain BAD and an ugly sight! I wish it was merely a conclusion I would have made for an English essay rather than facing it myself. Yes, I am not really distracting myself by pointing all these out, but I can't think of any other ways to express myself. I can't think of anyone to tell all these to. Everyone's caught up in their own emotions and so am I. Just that I have a completely different way of expressing mine. Speaking of being different...
"You are always different! I know that you'll manage it well and come back to us very soon. Even if the doctors believed otherwise, I trust you! Please come back" this was what Sukvin quoted to me once when I was hospitalized due to severe pneumonia few years back. It could be that it was cuz of his words that I'm here alive, that gave me the spirit to fight back. I don't know. Just MAYBE. Well not the exact words, but most of it are there, I remember clearly, though my memory about that is fading gradually.
I haven't actually build up my guts to see him yet, only saw him at a glance and I walked out. Just at a glance, I could see that it was his stick body with some white stuffs sticking out of him. The tubes and shit! And not to forget, the same oxygen thingy I had on the last time I was admitted. I really am not sure if I can face him. Honestly, I only seem to be a brave girl, but I'm not. I can't even face facts like this, wonder how people even thought that I was brave.
Just when he called me yesterday, I could feel my heart beat so fast that it ached a little, but of course nothing beats the pain he's going through right? That ten minutes conversation I had with him was just AMAZING! I didn't hear that voice in more than a month, I didn't mean that hoarse voice though. But now I'm here typing all these and not facing him. Not being able to face the truth.
Ahhhh, I guess I'm done for now.

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Niresh

Stevie G

2010-12-07T13:36:00.000+08:00

STEVEN GERRARD: Time waits for no man. Unless that man is Steven Gerrard

*When Steven Gerrard does a pushup, he isn’t lifting himself up, he’s pushing the Earth down. *Steven Gerrard doesn’t shower, he only takes blood baths.

*Steven Gerrards hand is the only hand that can beat a Royal Flush.

*There is no such thing as global warming. Steven Gerrard was cold, so he turned the sun up. *Steven Gerrard doesn wear a watch, HE decides what time it is.

*Steven Gerrard can slam a revolving door.

*The Great Wall of China was originally created to keep Steven Gerrard out, it failed miserably. *When Steven Gerrard sends in his taxes, he sends blank forms and includes only a picture of himself, crouched and ready to attack. Steven Gerrard has not had to pay taxes, ever.

*Steven Gerrard can win a game of Connect Four in only three moves.

*Steven Gerrard is the only man to ever defeat a brick wall in a game of penalties.

*Police label anyone tackling Steven Gerrard as a Code 45-11…. a suicide.

*Steven Gerrard doesn’t churn butter. He shoulders the cows and the butter comes straight out. *A Handicapped parking sign does not signify that this spot is for handicapped people. It is actually in fact a warning, that the spot belongs to Steven Gerrard and that you will be handicapped if you park there.

*Steven Gerrard once shot down a German fighter plane with his finger, by yelling, “Bang!” *Steven Gerrard once bet NASA he could survive re-entry without a spacesuit. On July 19th, 1999, a naked Steven Gerrard re-entered the earth’s atmosphere, streaking over Munster and reaching a temperature of 3000 degrees. An embarrassed NASA publically claimed it was a meteor, and still owes him a beer.

*Steven Gerrard is not hung like a horse… horses are hung like Steven Gerrard.

Saw this somewhere :)

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Niresh

Bored

2010-12-07T12:48:00.005+08:00

Since I am sooooooooo BORED!! :( I've decided to upload pictures of myself on my blog. Not that I am so full of myself, just hmmmm, bored!

My brother and I

Mummy!!!!

Cousin sis and I

Dhivya girl :)

ME!!!

Me again!!

Shena and I

Me!!

No I wasn't dreaming

I don't know what to write actually. Anyway, thanks for seeing my pretty pictures *winks* Have a nice day :)

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Niresh

Can't really think of things to do in KL

2010-11-30T22:54:00.002+08:00

Been in KL for a year now, and still haven't figured out what's actually so interesting about this place. Besides nightlife, shopping, and maybe good hang-out spot (mind you! they're only nice to hang out at night)

So basically, what is really so great about KL that make them say

"OMG, come KL wei, we're so gonna have fun macha!!"

"You must be having fun in KL lah, lucky fella"

"Which clubs have you been to lah wei?"

"Look at me, I'm stuck here, and look at you, HAVING FUN!"

My ass I'm having fun lah!

Ok, I admit, beginning of the year, it did seem fun to me, cuz taking LRT or Monorail to somewhere seemed pretty cool. But never KTM lah :P It's probably the slowest land transport..

Let's go down the memory lane

Landed here in KL safely and permanently on 9/12/09. And by permanent I really mean permanent. I only visited Ipoh twice (i think) eversince
Got myself registered in Brickfields Asia College in January
Joined college and started hanging out with friends and pretty much enjoyed it. Only till a certain point

KL really did seem fun, cuz all i did was hang out and watch movies after classes, probably in KLCC, or Mid Valley. Or sometimes even go shopping in Time Square. I rarely did all these stuffs back then when I was in Ipoh (only tiny catch up with friends in Breeze Cafe every Friday) Therefore, hanging out like this seemed really cool.

Felt like a KL girl *winks*

It's been less than a year now and guess what!? I AM SICK OF THIS LIFE!!

KL is only fun at night. As if lah my mum would allow me out at night. I have to be home by 9pm, even then I have to give a good reason why didn't I come home earlier, 8.59pm perhaps? Isn't there anything good to do here during the day? Besides hanging out in mamak stalls or shopping?

So basically, reason why I'm blogging now, I am really sick and tired of this hectic jammed up life in KL! It's all about getting stuck in jam; smelling smelly armpits in the LRT or Monorail, or even worse, KTM; going to the same malls again and again..

Seriously people, GET A LIFE!!

Comments on what to do during the day in KL are welcomed

No offence to anyone here, this is purely my opinion on how sucky my life is at KL.

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Niresh

I haven't blogged for sometime!

2010-10-31T23:06:00.003+08:00

A very long time indeed!

Explains why I think I think I should blog now *smiles*

Hello world!

I really really miss writing essays and ranting about my experiences, all that I've been doing is, studying -.-

(only lately though)

Ahh, but nothing is as fun as blogging about how I feel and DAMN I miss this ):

Btw, something really random here: Lady Gaga is shit FUGLY!!!

Talking about Lady Gaga reminded me it's Halloween today.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!!

SPOOKS

Niresh

Inspirando a la inspiración!

2010-06-26T17:15:00.007+08:00

"Limitations live only in our minds. But if we use our imaginations, our possibilities becomes limitless" quoted by Jamie Paolinetti

Life's a beautiful path, we may not know what's at the end, but one thing for sure, if we did not try, noone would know what's there!

No matter how much obstacles we have to go through in life, we just have to go through it all, only then we'll see the how beautiful we make the world seem

"Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain and feel the wind. live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams." quoted by Ashley Smith.

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Niresh

21.10 (College Movie Day)

2010-06-26T13:47:00.003+08:00

On Thursday (24/06/10), our college had this Movie Day kinda thing which was held in KLCC. Truly had fun with my bunch of friends. One thing I must say, Ain and I can really talk and we actually have freaking damn a lot of similarities :O

Sharon and I

From left: Me, Sharon, Ain, Vanessa

Love this shot =))

Vanessa and I

Love that day a lot, I only went back at almost ten after talking to Ain in Kinokuniya for damn long! =)) Told ya I had fun ;)

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Niresh

20.10 (Nirosha's Birthday)

2010-06-21T13:52:00.004+08:00

It was on 5th June (yeah long time ago) Nirosha's mum kononnyer planned a surprised birthday party for her, but she shopped for all the things in front of Nirosha, and told her there's gonna be a surprise for her on Saturday!

Surprising eh!! *winks*

Pictures......................

That's the Birthday girl (Nirosha) and me =))

Love her to death!! MWAHHHHH

Kevindip and I (finally we met up weiii)

Darling Shameni and I

(been loyal to each other for 3 years and hmm)

Aaron, Shameni and me peeping (peek-a-boo)

Aaron and me (he calls it pau hand) =(((( *meanie*

Friends!!!

From left: Denesh, Chris, Sowby, Kevin, me =))

The best I've ever known!! My beloved friends, I love you guys LOADS! Hope to have more reunions =)))

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Niresh

19.10 (Family Vacation in Genting Highlands)

2010-05-11T20:21:00.006+08:00

Saturday and Sunday was spent in Genting Highlands and trust me one of the best experiences of life!! =D Previously when I went, I was only about 3 or 4 so I really can't recall anything at all. This time, since I'm old enough, well, more like tall enough for fun games, I really really really had so much fun!!

I enjoy looking at the clouds!! =)

Yeah, that's me!

Haha, this one is really funny! Like the baby version of the "Challenger" thingy

This one was hella scary! That was my face before going up la. ALL SMILES! =))

Kononnyerr kat Hyde Park la! *dreams*

From top left: My eldest brother; me; Kuvin (another bro); Dhivya; Shena

The background is really nice. Reminds me of the old man from Monster House.

My sis and Raaj-Virr Singh (love his full name) haha

The small ferris wheel. Was a boring ride for me but had to go on it cuz of my nieces and nephew.

Overall, I really had fun in Genting Highlands! I wanna go back so bad. Friends are planning to go there during semester break. Hope it works out =) God bless this plan!!

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Niresh

18.10 (A Liverpool Fan's Dilemma)

2010-05-02T19:31:00.003+08:00

So for Liverpool tonight, are we going for Pride or Points? The two "Ps" which matter a lot this season!! Now, the question is, which "P" are we going for?

Well both ways, we have our pros and cons. If we win, our historic barrier is broken by our worst enemy, and we have a very slim chance of securing a higher part of the league table. If we lose, we are stuck in non-European depths, but we still maintain our League Record! =) Hmmm, Chelsea is going to fight for their title, and more power to them. But if they do not want it as bad as we do not want to lose.

Well, you may say I'm a nasty fan if I go for Chelsea tonight but then again, I seeing our pride ahead and NO I'm not giving that away to our rivals!

Whatever it may be, I will follow this club till the last drop of my blood as I bleed RED!! We may have the worst players, yet I'll still shout their names out loud because of the crest they wear. So everyone, let it be Pride or Points, just help your head up high cuz YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE!!

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Niresh

17.10

2010-04-27T18:59:00.002+08:00

My Sushi Experience

Yay Sharon and I finally got of our fear of eating raw food. Had sushi in Sushi King today for the first time!! And yes it wasn't bad at all. I must thank Cherlyn and Rachel for recommending what to eat and what not (=

Too bad takde gambar la.. But my stoopid notebook can't accept the pictures through bluetooth. Wonder what the problem is. Hmmm

Happy that I got rid of the fear of raw food ;)

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Niresh

17.10

2010-04-23T22:20:00.002+08:00

After Economics today, I went for lunch with Cherlyn, Rachel, Arvin, Arjun, Sacha, Maryam, and Lim (too bad no pictures) Went to this place called RCS(if I'm not mistaken). Food there wasn't bad and the price was ok. Had Hainan Chicken Rice for RM8.80 (includes soup and free flow of orange juice)

Then, *sigh* by 2pm we were done with lunch and were heading back. I actually had to wait for the damn U72 bus for about an HOUR!!!

U72 SERIOUSLY NEED TO BUCK UP THEIR BLOODY SERVICE!!

Kononnyer Rapid KL, I think they simply don't know the meaning of rapid!! According to www.dictionary.com, rapid means occurring within a short time; happening speedily.

The very moment I reached home, I just slept off! DEAD!! Loved the sleep man. I still feel fresh.

Alright, now it's time to watch Dance India Dance(finals), basically the only show I watch on TV.

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Niresh

16.10

2010-04-22T23:38:00.006+08:00

Hmmm, so I thought of blogging. And I did, then................. EVERY DAMN THING DISSAPEARED!!! $@&)(& =(

Anyway, I wanted to blog about Facebook (Cherlyn's idea) and here it is...

Zattul talking about her obsession for Anuar Zain (ugly fella)

Nirosha's wall to wall with me =)

And finally, darling Cherlyn who LOVES spamming my wall

Live's awesome when we have friends!!

My favourite quote about friendship...

“Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends.”

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Niresh

15.10

2010-04-20T23:04:00.002+08:00

I need to know, what's with the world today??

Earthquake everywhere!! Is 2012 for real? Are we all gonna die for real? Every myths about 2012 seems to be true now. I am not a Christian, but I do read the bible (not the whole thing, but somewhat)

Nirosha, a friend of mine told me about the Revelation and these all seems to be happening!

Please go read up about the Revelation and you'll get what I mean.

REGRETS

Niresh

15.10

2010-04-20T22:50:00.001+08:00

A very interesting song!!

14.10

2010-04-19T23:15:00.003+08:00

I went through Youtube looking for AR Rahman's Hosanna from the movie Vinnaithandi Varuvaya and this is what I got

I got this when I googled for Hosanna lyrics. Didn't know it was some Catholic prayer. Hahaha

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Niresh

13.10

2010-04-18T23:00:00.002+08:00

Hmm, my thirteenth post for the year 2010! And it's already April. I shall blog more and often!

Anyway, I've got nothing to blog today but I'm just blogging to show everyone that I'm still alive.LOL

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Niresh

12.10

2010-01-18T21:36:00.002+08:00

College!!!College!!!College!!!

Hmm, it start off well. Of course the butterflies I was talking about did not leave my stomach till I was there. When I got in there, it was ok. The lecturer was hella friendly. Enjoyed his jokes, games and bla bla bla..

No pictures guys. I brought my camera, but I was stupid enough not to snap any pictures. But I must tell you guys, I wasn't as talkative as I usualy am. I'll see if I get back my state. Will update everyone.

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Niresh

11.10

2010-01-16T23:03:00.002+08:00

Just finished watching THE game. When I say THE game, you should get what I mean. THE most beautiful game. (sarcasm)

My opinions:

Rafa is just goddamn confused.
The players are weirdly unfit.
I'm dissapointed at both the results and the performance.

Conclusion, RAFA SHOULD SERIOUSLY GET THE FUCK OUT OF LIVERPOOL!!!Everything comes to an end, and so does Rafa's being in Liverpool. YOU LEAVE AND WE LIVE (=

YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE

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Niresh

10.10

2010-01-14T20:25:00.006+08:00

Went to register in college today=) And I was told that till I get my student card, I'll have to bring a photostated copy of my receipt..

Yep, thats my resit. So today onwards, I pronounce myself a BAC student. Cheh wah..damn proud la. Haha, just wanna show off a bit la especially to my friends who are going for march intake.

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Niresh