I wrote this entry which I have written twice previously then deleted. Then I decided to sit on it over the weekend.
At which point I just said “fuck it” so I can move on.
I apologize in advance. After this, I will have my regular post about cats tomorrow, happy things I found on the internet on Sunday, and a week all about games! But in the meanwhile… sorry.
Monday morning I woke up and couldn’t see the surrounding hillsides. It’s wildfire season and the smoke was terrible. I walked outside to empty the trash and the haze immediately caused my eyes to water, my nose to run, and my lungs to itch. I have bad smoke allergies, which meant I had miserable times ahead of me.
But my misery wasn’t what caused me to have a total fucking meltdown.
Last week Thursday, U.S. Representative John James of the great state of Michigan posted this…
I thought this was the height of ignorance, and was compelled to comment…
“When my state of Washington catches fire and smoke is blowing into Canada, they send help… not cruel and nonsensical threats. What a terrible neighbor you are.”
I didn’t unload on the asshole, I just chastised him for having such a bad take on the tragic situation happening to our neighbors to the north. He doesn’t represent me or my state, so that’s all I had to say on the matter.
But then…
THEN…
The next day the president of the United States of America decided to chime in…
“We are holding Canada responsible for the fact that they are not properly maintaining their Forests, and Brush therein, and the United States is being unnecessarily invaded by filthy, polluted, and unhealthy air, the quality of which is dangerous, and totally unacceptable! I will call the Prime Minister during the day to find out what they are going to do about it. The cost is incalculable! Canada has refused to engage in basic Forest Management and Debris Removal, knowing that such refusal will lead to exactly this result. This is Willful Negligence, and becoming a yearly occurrence, costing the United States Billions of Dollars, which cost of this pollution must of necessity be added to the TARIFFS Canada is currently paying. Thank you for your attention to this matter! President DONALD J. TRUMP”
And I lost it.
This fucking piece of shit does represent me. He represents all Americans.
I then spent the weekend fuming over the fact that people are dying. Animals are dying. Homes are being lost. Livelihoods are being destroyed. And our Idiot in Chief decided the best course of action was to publicly post a predictably stupid, needlessly cruel, and sublimely ignorant statement like this. As if Canada is having a great time at our expense or something.
So I hammered out a rant to post in the morning, then set it aside to review it and post that night. Except I couldn’t. I then spent the rest of the week biting my tongue thinking that eventually my anger would subside. Except it didn’t.
And here we are.
Last Summer the fires in my area were particularly bad. The company I work for decided to donate some foodstuffs to help out the firefighters risking their lives. Myself and a colleague drove to one of the firefighter camps to unload a truck, at which time I noticed that there was a Canadian flag off in the distance. Turns out that our neighbors to the North saw how bad things were and wanted to help. Their politicians and Prime Minister didn’t start unloading tweets threatening tariffs or accusing us of mismanaging our forests or whatever stupid shit our politicians and our president dropped out of their festering asses.
But it gets so much worse.
Five days before the orange piece of shit vomited up his bullshit, Canadian helicopter pilot Nicholas Dale died fighting a fire. IN COLORADO. Which is part of the United States, if you were unaware.
A Canadian lost their life helping us fight our fires less than a week before Trump unloads on his country.
Disgusting.
There’s not a day that goes by that I’m not wishing for the repugnant ass in The White House to take a fucking seat and shut the fuck up.
But this past week I wished for it more than usual.
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As a serious insomniac for decades, I am not used to being so exhausted that I can’t keep my eyes open. I’m pretty sure it’s my brain trying to adapt to my vision catastrophe going on in my right eye. I’m constantly having floating black spots that my brain has to filter out as not being bugs or flies… and blurry spots in motion where my brain is having to fill in the blanks… and hazy spots on the edges my brain is trying to see through. Not ideal. But don’t you worry about the bullets… because an all new Bullet Sunday starts…now…
We had just started sharing our lives here and we had planned a small party at our place for our close friends. During the party, we went Live on here, and you guys noticed that I had vanished for a good while. That’s when Connor found me in the bathroom in excruciating pain, trying to not ruin his party. Turns out I had gallstones, and I spent almost a week in the hospital. So, we never got to properly celebrate his birthday and we changed that this year. Thank you so much for all of you that follows us!!! It was only possible because of you 
I’ve mentioned a few times how my cats have become increasingly annoyed by my existing in their house, and far more demanding of my time.
Having lasers shot into your eye sounds very cool. And, if it’s keeping you from losing (more) of your eyesight, it most definitely is.
I’ve had three wasp nest encounters.
There’s a tiny fuzzy spider that lives in my bedroom. He’s never bothered me, so I’ve just let him be.
