Bob Neils - Erotic Author

NEW RELEASE: Cuckolded, Caged, and Collared: A Blacked Bundle

2021-04-17T20:16:00.002-04:00

The true story of a white man's journey from the erotic fantasy of cuckolding to the intimate realities of submission.

My journey started with a woman who shared my fetish for cuckolding and gloryholes. Fantasies for me, but a well-established lifestyle for her. I soon found myself the contented cuckold of a would-be hotwife, eagerly on-call for creampie cleanup duties, and always up for some shared gloryhole action. I had no idea how far (or how fast) she would take things, but she lived up to every one of her fantasies . . . even as she betrayed me and forced me beyond the comfortable boundaries of mine.

Just when things seemed darkest, I was invited to step outside the dungeon and into the home of an ebony-skinned transsexual dominatrix I had been seeing professionally for years. Mistress had seen something in me, a natural tendency toward submission, and my betrayal left her free to collar, cage, and cuckold with her clients. What she offered me was the life of which I had always dreamed, that of a beloved bottom, if I would only choose to make the commitment.

With life having already taken a pair of unexpected turns, I should have known there’d another waiting, but what that was and how it’s completely redefined who and what I am is something you’ll have to read for yourself.

Cuckolded, Caged, and Collared collects the full text of Cuckold's Glory & From Cuckold to Collar, both of which have been revised and expanded with over 10k words of new and expanded content, and includes an all-new final chapter, exclusive to this bundle.

This story contains adult themes and graphic depictions of interracial sex, cuckolding, BDSM, chastity, and bisexuality.

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REVISED RELEASE: Sold! to the Shemales

2020-06-11T20:06:00.000-04:00

Sold! to the Shemales

Bradley Chalmers is a nineteen-year-old university student. He’s adorably shy, a little self-conscious, and a total virgin. He's also broke and alone, in danger of not being able to finish his final year of schooling, so he decides to auction his virginity to the highest bidder. He thought being bought by some hairy bear of a man was all he needed to worry about, but then the auction took a bizarre twist, heaping emasculation on top of embarrassment, until he fears nobody will want him. Ever.

When two stunningly beautiful black women are revealed as the winning bidders - one pleasantly plump, with curves in all the right places, the other tall and thin, with respectable little breasts - he figures he’s won the lottery. They have a secret, though, and the virginity they’re interested in taking is not at all what he thought was up for bid.

Updated for 2020 with 3000 words of new and extended scenes, Sold! to the Shemales is a story of SPH femdom humiliation, virgin whiteboi submission, shemale domination, first time penetration, and bisexual discovery.

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REVISED RELEASE: Sissy for the Black World Order

2020-05-25T15:22:00.000-04:00

This may just be my favorite book yet! It's a total fantasy of being a cuckold cleanup slave for the BNWO, complete with massive amounts of cum, chastity, a dominant shemale doctor, and plenty more. It's so hot, writing it just about melted my chastity cage!

Sissy for the Black World Order
(originally published as Beta Boy Cuckold Cleanup)

20 years from today . . .

The Black World Order has arrived, but there are still white communities scattered across America that stubbornly cling to a legacy of intolerance and hatred. Andrew’s father is Governor of the last white state, and he's ready for his son to step up and carry on that cruel legacy. He's invited the community's most prominent citizens to attend Andrew's 21st birthday, where they expect to watch the young man mount his perfect white bride for all to see, demonstrating his dedication to the cause.

Thanks to his step-mother’s example - and the black cum she’s been feeding him for years - Andrew has no intention of taking a bride, and no desire to further his father's outdated agenda. He's made his own plans, and it’s going to be a betrayal of the cause like the community has never seen. With the help of his mother, some like-minded white virgins, a gang of black Alpha Males, and one black BBW shemale doctor, he's going to give the community a hot, creamy lesson in sissy submission and black ownership that they will never forget!

There will be brides claimed tonight, eagerly blacked in every one of their willing holes, and they’ll be feeding every one of those loads to their sissy cuckold . . . who will be the last to be mounted, bred, and broken of his manhood. Eyes and minds will be opened, attitudes changed, and relationships reborn. After tonight, there will be no doubt as to what his family truly stands for, whether the Governor likes it or not.

Sissy for the Black World Order is the first tale of our Blacked Future, a 23,500-word adult story of a virgin white boi learning the pleasures of being a sissy cuckold cleanup slave for the BNWO, compete with BBC cuckolding, an interracial gangbang, feminization and sissification, SPH humiliation, shemale domination, chastity, and more!

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REVISED RELEASE: Sissy Vacation Exposure

2020-05-25T15:21:00.001-04:00

Sissy Vacation Exposure
(originally published as The Tool)

Today, on this beautiful morning in paradise, Robert was dressed in one of his wife’s black swim skirts, which felt like bikini bottoms underneath, but which looked like a lightly ruffled skirt on the outside. So long as nobody looked too closely, they were close enough to his normal swim trunks to be passable, but he felt like a sissy - like an accepted sissy - in a way he never had before.

And to think it had all begun with a strange man on the beach with a perverse fantasy to place his manhood inside Robert's mouth. He had been exposed as a sissy. His wife knew he was a sissy. And she was okay with it. More than that, she seemed energized by the fact.

He didn’t know whether Douglas had somehow sensed the sissy inside of him, or whether his wife had inadvertently twisted the whole perverse fantasy into something different with her teasing application of lipstick, but it didn’t matter. Just so long as the older man wasn’t done with them. He couldn’t handle another week of vacation without the throbbing manhood to which he’d so quickly become accustomed.

"Sissy Vacation Exposure" is a work of hardcore sissy erotica, intended for adults only. If you like pretty submissive sissies, naturally dominant Alpha men, and passionate sex, then let's play.

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Sharing Experiences vs Writing Fantasies

2020-04-04T23:36:00.000-04:00

When I got into writing/publishing, all I wanted to do was share some of my own experiences and transform them into stories that would excite readers and help them realize that even our deepest, wildest, guiltiest fantasies are attainable.

It all began with Cuckold Chooses Cleanup, which was based on role-playing scenes with my girlfriend (at the time) after she discovered my browsing history. She was turned on by the idea of cuckolding, but also felt a need to punish me for hiding my fantasy, so we came up with this elaborate sort of therapeutic fantasy.

Cuckold's Glory: The Hole Story was my first 'true' story, the first to be based on my real-life experiences with another girlfriend. There's some narrative license, of course, but I'd still say 90% of the story is what actually happened.

The direct, real-life follow-up to that, of course, was From Cuckold to Collar: A Slave’s Journey. As tempted as I was to soften part of that, to gloss over that cuckolding betrayal, I promised myself I'd be honest with those experiences. Again, there was a bit of creative license with the story, merging some real-life scenes and adjusting some timelines, but that one was probably 95% what actually happened.

Losing my Shemale Goddess was a massive emotional and psychological blow, and left me floundering creatively. There were so many more experiences we had together that I'd intended to write about, but I found I couldn't revisit those experiences without revisiting that pain. I have several uncompleted drafts that, to be honest, I doubt I will ever finish.

I'd gotten the writing bug, though, so I found I had to keep telling stories, which led to Sold! to the Shemales: Backdoor Bids for the Virgin Whiteboi. The overall scenario of the virgin auction was total fantasy, but the sexual encounter very much based in my experiences, mixing up and merging a few real-life encounters into that scene, creating a story that's probably 40% what actually happened.

What led to that story, however, was a chance meeting in a Montreal gay bathhouse with an aspiring author and novice cock-worshiper. Their enthusiasm for cock was infectious, their slutty innocence was something I desperately wanted to capture. We discussed all sorts of scenarios between men and came up with the basic story there, naked, sweaty, and smelling of cum, Writing pure fantasy/fiction is a challenge for me, and I was uncomfortable with the idea of collaboration, but once I saw the way Bobbi was able to layer in that emotion and innocence, I felt like we might really have something.

The next story we co-wrote was The Tool, and we had a real struggle with how far to go in transforming the main character. The writing was roughly split 50/50 between the two of us, and the original plan was to publish under both our names, but they Bobbi still wasn't ready to put themselves out there. That created a challenge for me - I was fine with publishing sissy/feminization fantasies as a writing team, but I wasn't comfortable publishing such content solely under my name. So, with apologies to my writing partner, I stripped the story back to what I was comfortable with . . . and, in hindsight, drained much of the emotion from the story. Fortunately, Bobbi has since come out and we've republished a restored & expanded version as Sissy Vacation Exposure.

Despite that experience, we tried it again, collaborating on what would become Beta Boy Cuckold Cleanup. The scenario was one we developed together, imagining all the possibilities of a black-owned future, but we had some challenges from the beginning. Part of that was the sissy/feminization element, but a bigger part was the parental aspect and the psudeo-incest element, where Bobbi wanted to push more boundaries than I was comfortable with. The writing on that one was probably more of a 30/70 split in Bobbi's favor . . . until they shied away from publishing again and I edited it back to something that was probably more 40/70. With Bobbi having since come, we've republished a restored version as Sissy for the Black World Order.

When fate and fortune smiled upon me, taking me to my new life as a chaste household slave to Master and family, I felt like I needed to pass the torch. So, before I made the final move and closed out that chapter of my life, I reached out to my writing partner, apologized for the tension that developed between us over my edits, and implored them to share their voice with the world.

Since those latter two stories were always more Bobbi's than mine, and since I have no interest in writing pure fiction/fantasy on my own, I have unpublished my versions so that Bobbi's stand as the authoritative/definitive versions. Please, give them a read, leave a review, and follow Bobbi because I know they're going to do some amazing things.

Oh, and if you're a fan of Sold! to the Shemales, just wait and see the edition we'll be publishing together next month, complete with new scenes and an expanded ending!

On the Pain of Freedom and Pleasure of Fantasy

2019-09-09T16:23:00.001-04:00

First of all, please allow me to apologize to everyone for my absence this past month or so. To those of you who reached out, you have my sincerest gratitude for your kindness and your concern. I was not in a place where I could appreciate it at the time, much less feign a happy response, but knowing you cared really did help pull me through.

It's been difficult, and I probably haven't dealt with the changes as well as I should have, but I needed to be alone to process things.

Pushed to An End

As some of you already know, my Transsexual Mistress, my Shemale Goddess, the woman who collared me and caged me and made me hers (if you've read From Cuckold to Collar, you've met her in all her glory), had a family emergency earlier this year. She dropped everything and flew back across the Atlantic Ocean to take care of her parents, both of whom had major health issues. That was hard, but I understood.

Although her mother's health is greatly improved and her father, at least, isn't getting any worse, Mistress advised me last month that she has chosen NOT to return to Canada. As part of her officially (and tearfully, for both of us) releasing me from service, she airmailed me her key, had me remove my chastity cage, and then had me ship back my cage, her key, and my collar. It wasn't that she didn't want me to have them, it was that she didn't want me obligated by them, holding onto some dream that she'd eventually return. She felt a clean break was necessary, and I can understand that now, even if I chafed against it at the time.

Understanding or no, I have never felt so naked nor so alone. Instead of celebrating the one-year anniversary of my slavery and my chastity, I've been set free . . . and it sucks. There's no polite way to put it. It sucks, and I hate it, and I would do anything to change it. Even when she was an ocean away, I still had her collar, still wore her cage, still felt owned, even if I couldn't serve and be useful.

Choosing a New Beginning

Going off by myself was my way of preventing myself from doing anything stupid and reckless. I'm not talking about self-harming, no worries there, more like wanting to indulge in an unsafe marathon of unprotected cock and anonymous loads of cum. Those gangbang bukkake fantasies were not about feeling worthless or hopeless, but about indulging a craving. As I explained to one friend, it's like coming off a strict diet - you just know that one taste of cake is going to lead to all the cake and all the cookies and all the donuts and all the candy.

Mistress approved me to serve two people during her absence, and it was great, but it was still like sneaking a snack, and now that I was off the diet, I wanted to feast.

The worst part, the weirdest part, has been the end to my chastity streak. My friends have tried to make light of the situation, asking how many times I've jerked off or rubbed one out, and the honest answer is None. Zero times. Never. Not at all. The last year confirmed everything I ever suspected about being a submissive bottom. That is who I've always been and what I will always be.

It's not the same as being caged at someone else's command, but I am going to order my own cage and self-lock. I like symbolism and I like occasions I can celebrate, so I figure I'll start all over again for locktober and then (safely) explore the community around me. A little time and distance has allowed me to realize this is not an end, but a new beginning.

Indulging in Fantasy

With real-life both too painful and too boring to make for an exciting story right now, I've been straying deeper into my imagination, looking for the trigger or the hook to begin writing again. The good news is I've found it, in two places, so there should be new stories coming soon.

The first is a rather long story, probably novella length, about absolute submission and straight-to-gay training. It's a story with some darkness, but I really like it, and I think the overall arc the main character undergoes is well worth it. I've been stuck on it for ages, not quite sure the why was strong enough, but now that I've figured that out, I just need to edit the story to carry the new motivation through. It's been a lot of fun writing a story where a straight man is a willing and motivated participant in his conversion.

The second is a shorter story, totally a fetish and fantasy piece, that started out with a married couple breaking down and coming to a strange farm for help. I've talked about the concept with a few of my beta readers, who didn't quite get what I was going for, so I've gone back to the drawing board and realized it works so much better if it's two middle-aged men out to mourn the death of one wife and celebrate the divorce of the other. More straight-to-gay stuff here, chastity, extreme bondage, and . . . my god, so much cum!

Cuckold Caption: Practice Makes Perfect

2019-09-01T06:19:00.000-04:00