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2012-01-15T19:52:00.000+08:00

10 more months to go, SPM is gonna happen. I know that SPM does a minor role in my future but I still want to get good grades in this exam. Last time I used to think graduate from high school quickly and move on to college life.. but now I regret what I'd thought. I am scared that when I turn to 18, I pursue my studies in college, I still have nothing. For you if you don't know me well, you'll think that I've everything but actually I've nothing. Maybe you think that I've a lot of friends but none of them actually treat me as their friend. They love to make fun/jokes on me. This is what they used to do. For now I've no direction where to go and I'm still being alone. What I want is a simple thing, a friend who always right beside me whenever I need her/him..When I'm depressed, the person can persuade me, give me some directiob...When I'm happy, I can share the happiness with the person..I just need one, not many, I'm not greedy right.. ONE is always the loneliest number, this is right. I don't really like people likes to look at my bads and neglect my goods. Sometimes I am quite admire those people can own a big lovely family. They can share the tears, the laughs...with their cousins. I did have one who always right beside me but now I've to admit that distance did made us far apart. I can't feel and see our love between us anymore. Actually sometimes I am a little greedy, I don't like to see my love ones being so friend so good with my enemy. To be honest, I gained not many enemies. Just one or two. I don't usually hate anyone unless they did something which is over my limit on me. Everyone has their limit and whoever did something over my limit, I might hate her/him. I don't usually friend with those famous-wannabe, they made me think that they're useless. YES! Useless.

well, I should have to study now instead of thinking nonsense.. wait..lemme finish the last thing before I move on to my study desk.

I'll never forget what you'd done to me and I'll make you pay it extra. Don't try to make fun of my sympathy to you. You'll regret for doing that! Try to set me up, you'll know what's happen next. I can destroy you by ploy. Don't ever make me mad else I'll do something strange towards you. What I can do is infinity, you can't guess what I'm going to do next. So, YOU better watch out. I'm here watching you.

I'm worrying which college should I pursue my business course. I'm gonna take business marketing&management. NO JOKE! NO more changes after this. Which college is good in Business, other than HELP. I heard people say that Sunway and KDU is quite good in this course...Someone ask me to go to UCTI -.- but that one is more to technology right although that college gain a lot awardss and 98% student get employed. yeah, this is what I seek for, high percentage in employed. I don't really like TARC as most of the student is Chinese and they speak Chinese often instead English. This is not very good in your future. Let's say as if you went to an interview but you unable to communicate with that person in English, this is very terrible and guess how does the first impression you give people. I'm looking for a college provide double degree which is locol certs&foreign certs, high percentage employed and I don't think that full facilities are necessary. As long as there is a library a lab a computer lab a restroom, that's enough for me

Actually I find I'm so stupid, super stupid ): Last time, I used to blindly follow the so called trend. Many people watch na xie nian and I blindly follow to watch it and never use my think it rationally whether this film is it worth to watch. Now I come to realise that those wo ai ni ni wo film, no need to waste 10 bucks to watch it in the cinema. I can also use 10 bucks to buy a pirate disc and I can watch it many time and any time. Na xie nian actually is a very ordianry nothing special song just because of the movie of na xie nian raise up it's popularity.

Actually na xie nian is just a so-so movie and I think that novel is better than movie. If you didnt read the novel and you watch it, I don't think you'll understand some scene of the movie. If you go for more to the detail, I recommend you read the novel.

I AM SO FAT...have been complained all the time I want to slim down but still....When come to diet, can I speechless for a moment. I just don't understand why am I so love to eat?? no wonder I can't slim down ): This is very sad.

Actually sometime I am so blair so stingy so mean so I don't get hurt. Now I can't considerate anyone before I make any decision. I should have learn to love myself instead of considerate anyone. I treasure everyone who gone through in my lives but for certain people ,YES IM SAYING YOU BITCH, I won't treasure -_- Now I come to realise that Friend will support you do good on something instead of jealous you. This is what friend mean. and I find myself a little guilt because I ever jelly of someone whenever she did well on anything.. I ever ); a little ashame for myself why am I being so kiddy. When you come to realise you'll regret what'd you done in the past. I ever heard one quote which is never regret what we'd done in the past, onu regret waste time on the wrong person. umm.. I'm not really go for this quote. aiya, everyone has different opinion ma.

#09012012

2012-01-09T18:33:00.001+08:00

这是转载的，看到有几分我的影子就抄下来..

狮子座女生都爱胡思乱想，疑心重，一句普通的话，思来想去，咬文嚼字，就变了意思了。

她们的心思都特别细腻，能够清楚地察觉别人心里想什么和对她的看法，她也讨厌别人的利用，所以，如果你想交下一个狮子座的女孩做朋友，就不要利用她，虽然她嘴上不说，但是她心里会开始慢慢讨厌你，但从不去算计别人，不仅她们不愿意，而且想多了会感到头痛，她们最怕麻烦。

有时候讨厌谁就大大咧咧说出来，说得很激烈，一点也不顾及，但多半只是发表自己的看法，不会恶毒地诅咒，并且说完后就忘了。

因为她是狮子座女生，所以第一次见到她的时候总觉得这女生有点冷 ，有点凶她实在不擅长对初识的人崭露过多的笑颜 ，特别是异性 ，她会对反感的异性一直都保持着陌生的态度,一定要对方先流露出对她有好感她才会散发她的热情。

狮子座女生很清高，总是一副出淤泥而不染的模样，但你真正和她相处久了，会发现她真的有一种很独特的气质，很独一无二的可爱，她们总是犯迷糊，她们大多很幽默，总让你偶尔想起她说的话便忍俊不禁。她们的确很可爱，但她们从不愿意承认，也不喜欢别人总说她们可爱，因为她们走的是淑女路线，追求的是女人韵味。

她总喜欢装作一副很成熟的样子，其实她们骨子里就散发着一种幼稚气息。她们会喜欢看很小的时候看的无聊肥皂电视剧，她们会很喜欢看卡通频道，特别喜欢看动画片。

狮子座的女孩喜欢天空，就是毫无原因的喜欢，她喜欢抬头仰望天空，虽然明明知道天空中什么都没有，但是她喜欢仰望天空的那种感觉，在狮子座女孩高兴或者伤心的时候，她习惯了抬头仰望，她也喜欢单曲循环的听着一首歌，不是因为它的旋律好，而是因为那首歌的歌词，她一定是喜欢那首歌的歌词才会一遍又一遍的听，或许那歌词就是写的她的故事，而你只要看看她听的那首歌的歌词，就知道她的心里在想什么了...

狮子座女孩有的话不喜欢说出来，但她喜欢用文字来发泄，所以，多看看她喜欢的语句，她写的文章，她常看的作品，或许你会发现她想要对你说的话……

因为她是狮子座女生所以总和星座书上说的那些骄傲，自大，虚荣，这些词汇扯上关系，其实狮子座女生很低调，她是默默无闻的，她一向是高调做事低调做人。

她最有保护欲，最暴躁，最善变，最没耐心，最冲动，最耐不住寂寞却又喜欢假惺惺的让自己一个人呆着。有时候她又充满阳光的气息，爱笑爱说话，活蹦乱跳，可爱迷人。她的家庭不一定很是富裕，但她都是习惯了养尊处优。

她的热情可以把你融化，她的冷漠可以让你对自己产生怀疑，她的霸道往往叫你无可奈何，她的聪慧让你连连叹息，她的冒失让你斜线三条，她的固执让你火冒三丈，她的幽默让你觉得人生并没有那么多不快，她故装的坚强会让你产生想疼惜的念头。

即使难过了，她也会一整天呆在房间里心情压抑低落,但第二天一早起来，又会轻轻松松的打理一切，慌慌忙忙的拽着大衣拎着包往外冲。

#page7of366

2012-01-07T15:00:00.000+08:00

Time flies so fast and now we're on the page 7 of 366. It's another boring day instead a busy day.

I've lost of wordsss. Don't know what to type and there's nothing cross my mind yet...

thinking....thinking....thinking.....

yeah. talk about the tuition.. le sigh. Actually I'm in dilemma choosing to go or not to go for tuition at centre. If choose to go for tuition at centre, which is the best one? idk..I'm not expert in this kind of stuff. I'm looking for a tuition centre where can push me, teach me, guide me and etc.... The most important is can guide me until I understand... I once ruined my own tuition.. That tuition centre is perfect! Everything is good.. I left the tuition centre due to some other reasons.. One of the reason is TRANSPORT PROBLEM. The centre is too far from my place, it's around connaught area. I ever had a worst tuition and that tuition turned my new life which I don't used to it.. The tutor is bias to some students who are rich , I guess. I am too care about the teacher love me or not..LOL. and yeah another reason I don't like her because she even told your bad things to your closest ones. This is what I hate the most!! I don't mind if you talk my bad in front of me but please don't do it behind me. She also likes to scold you indirectly or even embarrassed you infront of your friends..hmm. To be honest, she can teach but not every subjects. I am being honest to say this :) My mouth is so bitchy, lol. Okay lah, actually she is kind of good tutor SOMETIME but this case rarely happen.

Thinking to have tuition at somewhere convenient for me. Martin? TOO MANY PEOPLE tuition at there and I always heard my friend complained about hardly to find a seat. So, can't be late be there else you'll got no seat. hahah. I'm thinking about if I'm not going for any tuition maybe I'll ask someone to guide me. anyone? heh. By the way, I first time using iBlogger to blog, actually it's kinda troublesome...

first time revealed my childhood photo. Make a smart guess, which one is MEEE?

HINT: THE CUTEST ONE ^O^

Tons of feeling coming out

2012-01-06T17:44:00.000+08:00

I sometimes find myself being so stupid at certain things. Why can't I treat people who around me a little mean, a little selfish,.... In the meantime, I think I am being so forgiving to someone no matter what she'd done to me. I really hate it when someone suddenly break the promise that she'd made. Sometimes, I think I am so kind...DUI BU DUI? LOL. Why am I usually concerned about people who I don't deserve to. You always break the promises again and again and how do you expect me to trust your promises again and again. You always let me down and I always forgive you...haih. Next time, I should be selfish towards you!!

NO EMO EMO EMO EMO...

see some funny picture and let go those bad memories...

There's a GOOD news for meeeeee!! HO-HO-HO The tuition class is cancelled!! YAY!! No need to stay back at school until so late. There's tons of homework have to complete. SPM is coming forwards and I'm still not prepared yet. My lives turns fucking stress when both my parents giving too much expectations. Come on, I don't want to let them down again.... GAMBATEH LOWSEELING!

I know myself but not very well at least I know what am I doing. Don't ever lecture me if you don't know what's going on. FUCK YOU!

BACK TO SCHOOL

2012-01-04T23:32:00.000+08:00

It's the first day of school, I didn't enjoy much.wth. I thought the first day of school supposed to be enjoy and happy to meet our friends. BUT my case is slightly different from others, I didn't enjoy much and even have to stay back until 530 PM during the first day of school!! If you were me, you song mou? feel happy? feel enjoy !? I'd chose to the wrong school ): I was REGRETTED to the MAXXX!! BUTTT...If I'm choosing to another school, I'll facing transport problem. sigh.. The first week of school is terrible but the second weeks forwards would be very HORRIBLE. Everyday have to stay back until so late...Mon-Tues-Wed-Thurs-Fri...OMGGGG! My schedule is so packed!! Should have to rearrange my schedule wisely!! W-I-S-E-L-Y!! If I don't rearrange it, I guess my whole FORM 5 LIFE would be very TERRIBLE HORRIBLE VEGETABLE!! I-DON'T-WANT ; WO-BU-YAO!! I'll feel better if there's no SPM in form 5!!

Bro's going to secondary school laaa and I can't imagine he so fast get to adapt to a new environment. I scared his LC looks will offended the so-called SENIORS in his school and I even scared he will learn bad things and etc..... LOL! kaykay. He told me everything's okay and he started to adapt to that school...As a sister, of course I gave him a lots guidance about what should he do at this age. AIYA, I know he won't 100% listen to what I bullshit but at least I teach him something!

The first day of school, I've a lots homework to do. If I still live in my past, I would touch none of them. and now...I'm doing the homework that teacher gave. HAIH...Doing homework is killing me.

Actually school are not supposed to giving us too much pressure!! THEY CAN'T FEEL THE PRESSURE, CAN THEY? NOOOOO, THEY CAN'T! I think school is gonna be another species of VAMPIRE. WHY? As they love to collect bla bla bla money from us which is not necessary. and yeah, the tuition class.. School shouldn't ask us to pay for it as if teachers who are giving us the tuition class are not getting their extra paid. IS THIS FAIR? LOL!! FUNNYYYYY. IT'S EXTREMELY UNFAIR!! sincerely, my opinion.

I just figured out something that is ridiculous...SAY IT or NOT? In dilemma ......

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Chingu, you can't be so mean to her. It's kind of unfair for her. You should have to tell her earlier instead last minute letting her KNOW THE TRUTH AND FACE THE FACT. I don't like the way you behave but I still treating you as my friend. BECAUSE I don't want to lose a friend. It's hard two person can bound together and become a friend.. I spill it just because I'm too free, NO, you're wrong! I spill it because I want you to know it & try to change it. Change it when it's still not late yet. At least you try to change yourself.

Actually I don't think friends make our life become better and colourful. AIYA, it's just depends on how you live. It doesn't mean that friends aren't important. It's important but not so much important than your family :) Learn to love yourself first and then love the one who raise you. your all time best companion - Siblings as well.

Th-2011

2011-12-30T12:48:00.000+08:00

Next year seems not a good year for me.hahah. I don't like it as I'm going to sit for SPM. fyi, SPM is compulsory for everyone who study at M'sia. To be more detail, whoever study in Chinese school, they can choose take or not to take the exam. How I wish I don't need to take it...If next year I no need to go through SPM, I guess my life in next year would be much better!! SPM is a cruel exam for me as my whole future depends on the result..hahah, Actually not that serious, just I'm being overreacted. ..le sigh..and next year would be the last year I study at high school and then move on to college life and etc..I am so anxious about next year and I've no idea why I so anxious..This year is not so my year.( I guess every year I say the same thing) HO-HO-HO. There's many things that motivated me to move on my life..Many things happened in this year and yet I've to go through all of the obstacles. Well, I've really lost of wordssss and don't know what to type anymore...okay lah, let's talk about my 2012 resolutions.

LowSeeLing 2012 resolutions,
- get myself a CAMERA
- get a new PHONE as well? SAMSUNG GALAXY S II will be on the first list!!
- get a new LAPTOP as I don't want to share a laptop with my bro although there's a desktop in my room but that one got some problem..I want to trade it instead of fix it.
- GROW TALLER!!! (MY EVERY YEAR RESOLUTION but this never happen at me) I've been taken foods and drinks that can help me to grow taller but FAILED...
- LOSE WEIGHT!!! I've been gained a lot weight this year and I want to lose it!! I'll try to cut down those food that can gain fats.
- a new WATCH. I want the CASIO watch that I saw it at F88!! It's in red colour and I've to save money to get it for myself ):
- a new BAG or PURSE for coins!! fyi, I don't own a purse which just only put coins.
- Don't disappoint anyone who expect me to get a good result.
- Do more SPM exercises!!I don't feel like compete with anyone, I just want to compete with myself. I don't feel like compete with anyone, I just want to compete with myself. sounds so fake. HAHAHA
- Treat money WISELY!! I think this not going to happen as I have a lot things wanted to buy!!

陪伴我的雪糕

那些天，一直吃的wan dan hor

那些天，狂去的K房

我的挚爱 - Salmon Don!!

汤圆节，顺带一提今年妈妈煮的汤圆不够Q

和妈妈去Shopping.

难忘的经验 ): 原本要去 Hulu Yam 吃那面出名的Luo面. 结果找错地方，那件黑店 TT 还有这个小可爱一直玩游戏机都不理我. 我超闷的.

Merry Merry Christmas

2011-12-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

It's Christmas now. well, I've no plan for Christmas and my family doesn't celebrate it in every year including this year. heheh.

Mommy and me went to Mid-Valley just now. What I can say is, there's so crowded as many shops're having SALES!! The happiest moment is you're going out with your parents and you no need to pay for whatever you buy. hahaha.Just like they're your ATM machine!!! BUTTTT I only bought one pants for myself, not much...

Christmas wish,
All I want for Christmas is Chace Crawford!!

Which guy you prefer?

Dan? Nate? or the womanizer Chuck?

of course I go for Nate !!

HOT right? His eye is seducing my soul!! XD am not kidding!!

I just noticed my arm is so thin!! muahaha! so yeah, tan complexion.

#GG

2011-12-23T19:30:00.000+08:00

Christmas is looming. Jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the way... I almost finish GG season 1. Gonna reach season 2 soon!! can't wait it!! I hope next year would be a GREAT year for me. (I guess every year I'm hoping for the same thing.) I've gone through many obstacles in this year so please let me feel better in next year, kay. I merely want a different life in the coming new year and showing up a BRAND NEW me!

BOREDOM strikes me

2011-12-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

Actually I'm not going to type anything here as I've really no idea what to type about. MY MIND IS TOTALLY BLANK. Since I've nothing to do with so why not to blog about today's outing.

Well Well Well, having the earliest outing in this year w/ couz sis (Mich) I never up so freaking EARLY for just an OUTING long long long time ago. LOOK! I sacrificed my SLEEP for going out with you in the EVE OF PMR RESULT

A lots problems showing up in this month yet I've to go through all these obstacles. okay, so let's not talk about this. Let's talk about our plan of today. The plan was planned perfectly by MEEE! I'm a great planner, isn't it? hohoho. Just kidding.

#1 GOSSIPS. chilled and had some girls' talk at coffee shop until she complained that she want to nom something.

#2 BREAKFAST is the important MEAL in a day. having breakfast at the food court as we can have many choices for our breakfast. A good price as well.

#3 FASHION HUNT! Shopped around to HUNT girls' wanted. and yeah we HUNTED two pcs outfits with a very good price!

#4 Time to SINGGGG! off to Low Yat for our KARAOKE session. Having fun at there for 5 hours! There's a really GREAT place to having fun.

#5 NOMNOMNOM timeee. Having our dinner at Sushi Zanmai and I experienced my very first time that I can't finish the sushi(s). LOL.

#6 HOME SWEET HOME. Play with her phone since her phone got quite lots COOL APPS.

It's kinda late nowwww. So annyeong! (:

#nomnomnom. HUNGRY now?

#Drink water like a boss. hahaha.

#Face chao gan. Zzz. I got to admit I look not very fat in this photo.

#Me and the couz. We're having a lots common interest. ~~She is irreplaceable.~~

#FAILED 1. The BEGINNER of this effect.

#FAILED 2. Roughly get to know how to use.

#FAILED 3 Actually that time I was checking up my phone.

#SUCCEEDED 1. Fan of G-D. Well, I kinda like my hair in this photo. SMOOTH and LONG.

#SUCCEEDED 2. Chao gan again. Zzz

've fun

2011-12-20T23:43:00.001+08:00

这几天过着匆忙的生活，感觉时间很紧迫，时时刻刻都在把我压得扁扁的. 这个月份跟朋友狂唱K. 我不爱唱歌但是我还蛮享受的啦. 讲真的，唱K要找对的人. 不同的人有不同的FEEL. 不对的人就会有僵硬的气氛. 我不喜欢僵硬的气氛感觉好尴尬.

也许这是对的，不必把一些琐碎事都告诉身旁人，埋在心上好点.

最近我也狂砍GG(绯闻女孩)，我真的很慢半拍的人，我才看到第一季. 说实话，这是一部让我很抓狂很疯狂很失控的戏剧，里面的男孩们都超帅的!! 我超喜欢 Nate( Chace Crowford)，他超帅的! 在第一季我比较喜欢 Serena (Blake Lively) 或许我在后几季会喜欢Blair (Leighton Meester) 其实我也很喜欢 Chuck (Ed Westwick) 他很野性!!! 我超爱 Serenate 和 Chair 这两pair 情侣!! 他们太配了!! 好了，我越不懂要写些什么了.

我真的大胆了，我竟然把全部头发扎起来.

Just do it

2011-12-15T00:35:00.001+08:00

Hello-! I'd changed a new spec, like finally. I don't know why once I get my new spec, I felt regret to the MAX! Never mind lah, perhaps I still not used to it. man man jiu hui xi guan le bah :) Mommy claimed that new spec make my face looks even bigger -_- I want to plan a diet plan since I getting fatter and fatter(many people said this to me) From now onwards, say NO to FAST FOOD, ICE CREAM, SNACKS, SUPPER AND ETC...I want to SLIM DOWN!! This time the plan can't be FAIL! CANNOT!! ANDUEH!!

This few days, quarrel with mommy a lots. I felt a little disappointed at myself and I don't know why I'll quarrel with mommy. I really love her and yet I know she loves me too. Last few days, I keep asking mommy cook barley water for me and little did I know that she really cook it for me today! A little touched :( Mommy always asks me will I send them to old folks home & will I buy whatever they want when they're old..LOL. Of course I won't send you and daddy to old folks home and I'll also buy whatever you and daddy want. Sometimes they're way too cute. They afraid about their children will left them and need their children accompanied when they're old. Money is not the thing they need at that age. The only thing that they need are our accompany.

一个家不一定要整天过着相亲相爱互相忍让的生活态度才是一个家.

一个家缺少了言论自由，在某些事上有些纠纷，那个就不是一个完整的一个家了.

我个人纯粹的意见，我并不是鼓励一个家一定要整天吵得热热闹闹和整天演一场大龙凤. 我只是觉得彼此有什么意见要说出来，好让对方知道，而不是埋在心里底处，因为那样反而会让自己更难受更辛苦.

#2 Act cute pose!! muahahh! laugh die me.

#3 Annyeonghaseyo! yeppeun geu?

Let photos do the talking

2011-12-11T21:55:00.001+08:00

#Present from Munyee.

#went to couz birthday bash

#Cleanse my face with honey due to my peeling skin.

#Revise and jot down the important note.

#The boring moment -_-

#An outing w/ mom.

#Bored to hell in the car.

#A random shot.

#Having dinner w/ family.

#watching All my love during hols. Adam Couple is still kyeopta as usual!!

#It's a must for my breakfast every morning.

#First try.

#BiBimBap for my dinner!! I can't finish it ): It's too much for me.

I hate it when I send a message but didn't get any reply. THIS IS WHAT I HATE THE MOST! When you need help, you'll keep annoy the person until she/he help you. After helping you then byebye, no MAGIC WORD? no THANK YOU? #likeaslave #likeioweyou #likeaboss At least a thank you, I'll feel better. At least I know my help is appreciated. I don't owe you, I'm not your slave, why should I do all this shit for you -_-

whatyouwanttoknowaboutme?lol

2011-12-04T19:16:00.001+08:00

Strong wind but no heavy rain.. I thought it'll rain cats and dogs right after that. The awkward moment when you talk so much to that person but she/he doesn't have any respond. Just like you talking to yourself  I like to watch comedy shows but it doesn't mean I love to laugh. I will laugh so ugly so naturally when i'm being with my friends. I'm a typical leo who love to show off secretly what I have. Hahaha. Just kidding lah. I like hot and handsome guy.(hello, who don't likey hot and handsome guy unless you're not interested at guy) I'm just too boring. Brother is playing online game(wolfteam) and the sound effect of the game is so irritating. No cute at all. I still believed this game changed my brother attitude..sad  I don't like to take food/drink which are too sweet. I can accept sweet food/drink but don't over my limit. I like dark chocolate and herbal drinks. I don't like to drink soft drink. I'll feel uncomfortable right after having it. I always wish that I born to be a genius a very intelligent person. So that i don't have to study, I still can get a satisfied result.  I like to listen music when I have nothing to do I like to go to karaoke to sing but with a right person.  Sometimes our relationship had some changes it's not because of the distance between us. So, don't think too much, k.

#whoknow-iknow-uknow

2011-12-03T02:31:00.001+08:00

You're the one who knows me too much, that much caused both of us often quarrel. Just because we know each other too much!! I can't deny that I rely on you too much. I treasure the time we being with each other. We have other people unable to figure out relationship(#DON'T GET WRONG). Just smile when you see this post. Don't do any action right after finish reading this post. Just...you know-i know. Knowing each other too much, is a good thing or bad thing? Just depends lah. I feel comfortable when I'm being with you. Hope our 'ship' can last for ever. heheheh. #mirror mirror hanging on the wall...

Although how friend we are, we still have some secret which can't share with each other. I insist not to tell you, don't ask me again and again. HEN SIENS NI ZHI DAO MA? Don't try to hint me becz I'll act like nothing happen.

I like the Eiffel tower earring so much!! The music pendant as well!

#BIGBANG

2011-11-30T16:19:00.001+08:00

2007 - Best male group and Song of The Year award.

2008 - Best male group and Artist of The Year award.

2009 - Best album of The Year award (GD-Heartbreaker)

2010- Best male artist award (Taeyang)

2011 没了他们真的还有点无奈和空虚. 2012 年的 MAMA 我想看到BIGBANG!!

Lifeless holiday

2011-11-28T21:46:00.001+08:00

I just watched Breaking Dawn with munyee. hmm, the movie was okayokay la. Edward cullen getting older and older. His wrinkle is more obvious until his make up can't conceal it? hehehe. sorrysorrysorry.I was #TeamEdward last time but now ...(hehehe) Jacob is hotter and younger. Guess what I hate the most when i'm watching movies/dramas. I hate people talking so loud like nobody cares and laugh so loud for no point? == It's so annoying. and umm, there's some interruption when watching movie. First time I experienced this. I thought this problem will never happen in Pav Cinema...I'm hesitating whether should I buy Galaxy tab or Itouch5g...Some friends asked me to save the money for future use. Some prefer Itouch5g since there's many update for Itouch5g and yet the price is cheaper than old itouch. kaykaykay, i'm so hungry now. My tummy is drumming laaaaaa.

Moviess

2011-11-25T18:06:00.001+08:00

最近看了很多部电影但不是在电影院看啦. 《前度》和《喜爱夜蒲》不错看下，真的!! 我非常地喜欢陈柏宇在《喜爱夜蒲》的造型，他在那部剧让我认识了他，超帅的！陈伟霆呢，我是知道有这个人的存在啦也知道他是啊SA的男友，但看了《前度》觉得他超帅还有一点萌!! 最近都迷恋着港星. 陈柏宇的歌好听!!

我可能不会

2011-10-27T20:43:00.000+08:00

我看到了，我逃避了，我觉得我那时候的决定是正确的. 我没有后悔过，他现在比之前更堕落 -.- 真是他妈的恶心极了.

HLB Hello Kitty Debit Card

2011-10-22T15:31:00.004+08:00

YAY! Finally, my dad applied the Hello Kitty Debit Card for me!! I thought my dad won't tell my mom about I wanted to apply the debit card...At last, my mom know it but never mind I didn't get scolded by her. That card is so so so cute!!

Finally final exam is over and I realized that my language subject is not that good and can't speak it fluently. I don't know why when I was having English writing exam, I've no idea what to write. Guess what, I got the lowest mark in my life! I don't know why. I don't know why I've the problem at when I've no mood I can't think anything. Until now, I don't know what am I typing. I thought I can get an even better result than last time. What happened to me?

I cut my hair last week, it is super short than last time. I just want to try another hair style like short hair but my mum doesn't allow me to cut until so short :o haih haih haih!!!

cute right :D

Handmade : Vintage 2 x 1 Coffee mix and match.

My mom prepared this when I was having exam.

My study desk, quite messy heh.

I don't know why I will draw my room. hahah

I know I'll regret.

2011-10-01T03:13:00.000+08:00

听过很多版本的人质，依然觉得原唱者唱得比较有味道.

我想说，有时候你会看不到我拥有的寂寞. 我真的很奇怪eh. 我不懂为什么我就是不喜欢，讨厌别人脆弱而博取一些关注之类的...虽然之前我曾经有过脆弱的一阵子但是我不至于要去博取一些东西之类的吧. 我觉得你的梗每次都一样，我都看腻了. 几乎都是年年都一样哦. 你都只敢说都不敢做吧...我不知道是不是你散播那些消息啦，但是我不知道为什么每个人都知道那个消息候，我第一想到是你散播这些三八的消息. 其实，我想说不是你亲身经历你不会知道，直到你经历过了你就会体会到那种感受了. 你是想要试下吗? -.- 我想说每次有事情的时候都是我在做坏人的角色而你都是在扮演者好人善良的角色. 我有时真的还是受不了呢. 你要记得哦，不是我不聪明而是我还没努力. err,这句话好像有点嚣张..hehe. 怎样呢，最近心情起起落落，感觉有点不爽 eh. 还有哦，我会试着去迁就一个人但是请你把你那一点点的刁蛮收一下. 我不是你娘. 还有，不要把你太高估你自己其实你只是还好而已. 所以不要对我嚣张因为你嚣不起. 我不喜欢一个人但是我想要习惯一个人. 其实，我还想问自己我还有什么地方还不自足. 九王爷那天一家大小去拜拜. 我也求了一支签，签说，我今年和孔子无缘啊，然后考试时没那么理想，没心机去念书，只会往外跑...还有他叮咛我夜晚时不要出去哦. 有点诡异可怕..然后他就叫我去拜那个不懂什么神让他帮我把我和孔子有读书缘. hahaha, 我真的很迷信哦.

近来，好多事情都在烦哦.. 我不知道我不知道心理乱糟糟.

我希望我的一份耕耘能获得一份好的收获. 我知道也许我不在这时候能超越那个她. 我现在的努力只是暖身. 其实，九刀说的没错，人生就是要不停的战斗! 我把你锁定了目标，就是要超越你，让你 嚣不起 :)

Forget you

2011-09-23T21:50:00.001+08:00

2011-09-10T18:40:00.001+08:00

Few more days, brother'll having UPSR. chukhae, dongsaeng :) Noona chukhae, you can get better result and could enter the school that you wish to enter. noona saranghae. You must take good care, don't easy to get sick.

I'm addicted to Gidden's novel lately. He ah, so damn fai cai, funny, pervert, etc... -.- 那些年，我们一起追的女孩, I'm waiting this movie release in M'sia.

2011-09-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

Last minute plan always is the work one.
其实我们都是你看我好我看你好而已. 你没有我想象得那么好，我也没你想象得那么好. 我们的好与坏都是平衡的. 你多的那一点我的就少你那一点；我多你的那一点你的就少我哪一点. 我在说什么烂废话啊 -.- 原谅我的闷 :O 你突然的好，我都鸡皮疙瘩. 不是你不了解我，而是我不必需要你的了解. 你要我帮的，我就偏不帮，怎样? 我要你知道不是什么都在你掌控之中的.

曾说过我要考个一鸣惊人的成绩；结果列考个一落千丈的成绩出来.
我要的，你给不到我所以你要的我就偏不给你. 曾经有一位前辈问我，你长大要做什么? 我就想都不想就说了我不知道. 他又问我那么你喜欢做什么? 我也想都不想告诉他我喜欢SHOPPING. 然后呢我还以为他又要念我了，结果他说那么你就拿 Business&Marketing 这个课程啦. WOW O.O 做生意wor, 不是玩泥沙leh. 我好玩但是输不起经不起挫折. 其实我的心还不定性，妈妈说的对.

我其实很看不起那些仗着自己的背景来炫耀自己的人，很恶心，好不好.

Last day working as a Part timer

2011-09-04T22:00:00.002+08:00

I think this is consider as my first part time job. Sometimes have to wake up at 8 then 9 walk to LRT station, omgaaa, so tiring!! After this, no more Pearl Roasted Milk Tea, gotta miss it :)

jiejie(Cindy), Puiming, ME!!

This shoe accompany all the days! :) I'm gonna diet!

2011-09-03T10:28:00.001+08:00

This holiday I spent all of my time at this boutique. Not bad, waste my time at here but still got money in my pocket. The most impressed me is those Arab people, they're willing to buy the bag again and again. They treat the money like throwing the bread feed the fish. Now I roughly can differentiate Iran and Arab people. Through this part time job, I really learnt a lots of thing. really a lots!!

the light problem hehh :)

First day working!!

The uniform is too big for me ):

Second day :)

This purse not nice meh? Simple & Nice.

I want this bag ): The pink colour bag actually not bad .

another cute friend :) She is a very nice friend!! :)