CDJanie's Blog

Joy [Flickr]

CDJANIE — Tue, 29 May 2012 11:51:39 PDT

CDJANIE posted a photo:

Bigger photo and story here.

Being Janie is NOT Enough

cdjanie — Tue, 29 May 2012 04:10:00 +0000

For a long time, just being the woman that I am was something, was enough. I did everything that needed to be done as a man, and when it was time for fun, there was Janie, the party girl. But, now I am realizing that Janie has to pull her own weight or risk becoming [...]

Genie in a Bottle [Flickr]

CDJANIE — Mon, 28 May 2012 04:40:21 PDT

CDJANIE posted a photo:

This has the look of I Dream of Jeannie to me; ok, maybe I'm the one dreaming... Actually, it was taken in a Party Bus in Las Vegas.

The story, and a larger version of the photo are on my blog, here.

If Only…

cdjanie — Mon, 28 May 2012 04:11:00 +0000

After a week of partying with Wildside friends, there is a temptation for those of us who are struggling with the place of our feminine side in our lives to think that a week of such fun validates this lifestyle choice. After all, we find friendship and common ground, we have no issues with acceptance [...]

Green Monstah

cdjanie — Sun, 27 May 2012 18:22:35 +0000

I finally made it to Fenway Park after decades of wanting to. I’m not that big a baseball fan – too slow for those of us used to the pace of hockey – but I do love the lore and history of baseball, and Fenway is rich in all that. Even got to go up [...]

Welcome to Sin City! [Flickr]

CDJANIE — Thu, 24 May 2012 21:51:01 PDT

CDJANIE posted a photo:

Blog photo. Post title and link: Bonding Beyond the Bubble.

Bonding Beyond the Bubble

cdjanie — Fri, 25 May 2012 04:39:00 +0000

Coming down off the high that is my reunion with the great women of Wildside, I have to remind myself of what real life is about. There is at least a bit of a tendency to think, “Ahhh, that’s the good life; that’s what being a tgirl is all about!” But, it’s not. As much [...]

Special Kitten

cdjanie — Thu, 24 May 2012 04:09:00 +0000

If you think a soulful and sensible person has to be boring, you haven’t met Jennifer Long. I have major trust issues; I admit it. I am very slow to trust people on two separate levels – their intent and their judgment. But, Jennifer is wise, sensible and truly good. I sensed it right away. [...]

Oh My Sweet Stars! [Flickr]

CDJANIE — Wed, 23 May 2012 21:07:33 PDT

CDJANIE posted a photo:

Blog photo. Story and more photos here.

Mistress D and Me [Flickr]

CDJANIE — Tue, 22 May 2012 21:04:19 PDT

CDJANIE posted a photo:

The story's on my blog, here.

It’s All About the Love

cdjanie — Tue, 22 May 2012 04:06:00 +0000

The women of Wildside are near and dear to my heart. Herewith a few photos of me and my friends: These women are more than just pretty faces and sexy bodies; they are truly special people. Cici is a stunner and a model who graces club promo flyers and smoulders before the camera; but what [...]

Inner Beauty

cdjanie — Mon, 21 May 2012 05:14:00 +0000

That thing in my mouth is called a Hellbone. It is a specialty of a favorite restaurant of mine consisting of a perfectly tender, falling-off-the-bone slow-barbecued pork rib – the “bone” – slathered in what they call Inner Beauty Hot Sauce (a painfully spicy sauce made from habanero peppers – the “hell” part ). Eating [...]

Time in a Bottle

cdjanie — Sun, 20 May 2012 04:28:00 +0000

Last time, I spoke about trade-offs that I make in my effort to be capable of assuming both masculine and feminine roles. In a conversation with a friend, who confided that it took her 3 hours to get ready each and every time she went out, it hit me there are some compromises I am [...]

Trade Offs

cdjanie — Sat, 19 May 2012 04:04:00 +0000

I spoke last time about my concern about getting a bruise while playing hockey as a guy. But, that is just a little part of the bargain I have made with the devil. As I live on both sides of the gender divide, I am finding more and more that compromises have to be made [...]

Jock, Hah!

cdjanie — Fri, 18 May 2012 04:46:00 +0000

I play hockey. No, not Janie, him! Yes, him – the guy that I am. I have always been fairly good at sports, and quite competitive, and I proudly love and play Canada’s game – hockey. But, there I was last time out, when a guy took a shot that hit me in the ankle [...]