Daily Diaries

You are not alone.

2020-06-06T07:15:00.003-07:00

I know it has been a roller coaster these last 3 months and right now you feel like the world is beating down on you. #You are not alone.

We all began this year with expectations, expectations, new year resolutions, plans, and achievements we set out this year . 2 months into your plans a storm struck our collective lives, #coronavirus struck.

We saw how the world responded before the spread of the virus. China was left all alone to fend for itself. That was the first sign that the world didn't have love to go around, love to share. Then the virus hit the entire world and then we had to #stay at home .in our homes we assumed that we would be safe from the disease but then homes around the world were hit with a different disease #domestic violence.

It is a battle and still an ongoing battle but one was the world and society is failing women and failing to heed the advice and failing to make provisions. We assumed that was all societal bills began to ravage our society, rape, incest e.t.c began to be the order of the day.

The mental mind has been strained and the devils dominant in man have been brought fought. Some will blame it on the fact that, the stay at home affected mental health and that is why we see a spike in this ills but I say this that the world has been plagued with this ills but the only difference is that right now the media decided to shed more light on this topics because the occasional political bickering that has prevented this from being on the 10 o'clock news has all but vanished and that is why all this news is in our ears constantly.

I, therefore, say that it is a moment for change so that as we come out of this #lockdown society will be ready for concrete changes but HOLD ON that not all.

The death of a black man, white America's constant ignorance, and cover-up of racism, the systematic problem of white America's desire to bring down the black man hit us on the face. Black Americans have had to face cultural appropriation, blackface, police brutality, mental slavery but are still standing to the shame of white America #blacklivesmatter. It is important to note that the wave of change has begun and with whatever struggle you face

#YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

A friend of mine said something, that the only good thing that has come out of this #lockdown is the fact that we will be met with new babies and constant maternity deliveries.

I do not believe that is the only good thing because well I do not see the world as a place I would love to bring love into, a child into but I believe that out of this #lockdown real change is what we will celebrate and what will be celebrated.

#YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

We are all just a speck of matter in our galaxy.

LOVE IS PAIN

2020-04-09T14:14:00.000-07:00

I have been learning a few things over these days, guys . I have someone dear to my heart and we have been having discussions of what defines love.
You must have come across words like " i felt a strong pain go through my heart" " it was like i was stabbed by a dagger" "my heart skipped a beat". Now i know you would say that all this pain and sadness is associated with when say "you lost a loved one " , "your loved one fell ill" or you just broke up but recently i have come to the understanding that the pain not only comes in loss but also in gain or better still joy.

Love about statements and we make the strongest statements when we are sad or in pain. This is certainly only a perspective
You are with an individual either a boy or a girl and you have madly fallen in love , you let your self open up to them . You suddenly begin to make decisions that would affect your lives , this decesions may come easy or not but they will come with pain because sometimes they won't be accepted , understood or better still you might have a problem taking that step. The pain you feel isn't to last forever but for that moment and while in that moment you felt pain in taking that decesion but the pain therefore triggers a reasoning, a reasoning you would identify as love ,love which makes you see your irrational decisions as rational
Tales ,poems ,odes have been filled with words explaining love. I am afraid to break you heart because i fear the pain it may cause me and you likewise . You therefore try and work to not break the heart because the pain you are afraid of triggered the feeling of love . The emotion that would therefore overwhelm you.

Love is the biggest verb but i see it more as a good adverb one that has a trigger.
The pain and sorrow of not having who you desire , the pain of letting them go , of hurting yourself , of making mistakes.
Pain has influenced our appreciation of love . It has been a trigger for love.

Another example is the birth process. Women are jewels that deserve the crown of the earth. They are like gem stones. They carry a child for months ,they may identify or not identify with the pain but the mind registers it but the ideal of going through that pain and birthing a new life brings joy !,joy! , joy! and which in turn reflects in the love a mother has for her child.

Once again it is just a thought i heard in my head.

What is your name ? QUARANTINE BULLSHIT EDITION

2020-04-07T09:06:00.001-07:00

What is my name? Who am i ? Does my name define me? What does my name mean to me ?

Is my name a reflection of my identity ?

These words passed through my head while i sat in my balcony on a boring quarantine day , well quarantine isn't meant to be fun any way guys.

Most times we associate our name to the word given to us by our parents . The cultural meanings , the ancestral connections , the Christian definitions but we fail to understand that we are sometimes never what that name says we are. In Christianity we have saints and our parents give us children the names of these saints to some way personalized these names in our lives. They want you and i to envision them as role models but we fail to understand that the name which these saints bear is not who they are , this names only have meanings , strengths because of what the saint has been identified with . Great works , selfless acts and proud doings.
The name only became stronger as a result of what the individual bearing that name has done.

Your name is who you grow to become , morals you show , characters you display. Your name is what you have turned out to be .
For example..my name Martin's is identified with a certain "GOD OF WARLIKE" personality but that is not who i have grown to become . I in no way show this characters but that was the name given to me by my parents and it doesn't define me.
I am meek , emotional , romantic and hell diplomatic in situations were i am required to use my fists.

Your name is who you are at any moment . Your name should be defined by your emotion. Hell we should wear our emotion as our name.
Yes what do you think ? Naa , the world would see you and i as weak but it is important to note that you are who you choose to be.

Names are important because they celebrate a moment.
Blessing, that is a name associated with a moment, a time , a significance of joy . It is a beautiful name but the name is only a remind of who and what you can become. It is only a beacon for all you can achieve but it is not who you are until you decide and live up to it .
You choose you decide.

Chiamaka . It's an IBO name , Nigerian descent of those from the IBO tribe and those that speak the language IGBO . The name means God is wonderful! It is a praise of Gods work , i reminder a direction that you are Gods work but it is not what defines you . It is not your " NAME" . You only answer your name in all honesty when you live up to that which you choose to define you.

Just a food for thought , until next time.

Love and New York 2

2020-03-08T00:39:00.000-08:00

The biggest question we ask ourselves, what if what we love does not love us back ?.

In conclusion,

You also ask if he/she loves you back but they are never present are they being true to the word??

Understanding the act of falling in love and falling in love is dangerous just like the city of New York but one we have no choice but to accept.

It's lonely , it is the deepest depth of loneliness. To go back to what you didn't have.
It's possessive. Irrational. And a thousand maddening senses and sensations , all at once.
It is when you say someone's name,you have power And when they say your name, your name has never been said like that.
It is to dream and want and be restless and craving and anxious and to check your phone all too often and get angry that the world around you is the way it wasn't anymore.
It's tough to sleep because you are thinking.
It's tough to work, because even if you are not with your lover, your being constantly embraces the desire for togetherness.
It is secret and sly and shadowy and dark and
pungent and light.
It's need and want.

Falling in love is a 1000 secret sensations, none wise, that drive you wild.

Love and New York

2020-02-29T22:50:00.003-08:00

A very popular line from a song i love so much from jay z and alicia keys " empire state of mind"

It goes like this " in new york -These streets will make you feel brand new Big lights will inspire you " .

A very powerful line that has inspired a great love for the city of NEW YORK and the feeling it ignites in you , new york is a dream we all want to experience in our life . Today i am not writing about the city but the feeling it lights up in you and i , the feeling if natural ecstasy LOVE .

This brings up the question we have asked tirelessly and there is no major answer to it . The question that seeks an answer. What is the meaning of love and what is love ?

Read on , i have a very close answer!

Describing the feeling of being in love is at least

easier than describing than what love is.

But just like no two loves are similar, neither can be

the feeling of being in love.

Here's my attempt at a creatively written description:

For some, it grows and ebbs like the tide ; while for

others it comes in like a storm, leaving only

destruction in the wake. It could warm you in its

embrace or burn you with its bitterness.

You never even know what brings forth that feeling,

that realization that you are in love, that you found

the piece that fit into the puzzle of your life.

For some, it is when they lie next to someone and

brush the hair falling on their lover's face, they come

to the realization that they are in that moment, smitten.

For someone else, it is weakness and vulnerability

and telling what couldn't be told.

It could be a glance of acceptance, the murmured

longings of the wishes of someone else's heart, or a

meal cooked together after a hard day's work.

It could be a knock on your door, a speeding of your

heart, a desire to give all.

It could be feeling vulnerable, feeling naked, actually

being naked.

It could be like a song on repeat or a shuffling till you

get what you ever want.

It could be scary-exciting like a thunderstorm or

sticky and overbearing like the feeling after a humid

rain shower.

It is holding on, when all has been lost.

Falling in love is sneaky. Suddenly, you have what the

whole world wants.

It is like having the world in your arms and still feeling

that you never have everything you want.

It's irritating because it makes you dependent And

you, you who pride yourself on individuality, fall around to change yourself, to be less volatile.

It is scary . what if what you love , doesn't love you back?

Well wait for part 2 !

It all came to an end in the twinkle of an eye - Short Story

2019-09-20T17:06:00.000-07:00

Can you really forget the friendship , the relationship and you throw away 6 months of that part of your life away?
all that time was it all just a lie ?
Was there really truth in all this ? ....this were the questions he asked himself, rumours flying all over about how much of a fool he was . He was desperate to prove them wrong.

DEAR joro

I sat on my phone and saw those 3 beautiful words said to me not knowing that those words would be the last beautiful words I would hear from her .
Rewind to the past 3 months , it been up and down beautiful parts to it and not so beautiful parts to it , parts that would have thought a lesson and lessons that were hammered into my head .
At first I never knew why you agreed to be with me , I didnt have the financial choices you desired , I wasnt handsome , light skinned and someone you could see and smile all over . I was just a dark skinned boy who was in love and who had brains , brains that worked so he would walk up to the point you desired.

"A mental hold they say would prevent you from seeing the dark pictures set in front of you or the bright picture in front of you" . Once you have a mental hold your only reaction to things would be one sided. You wont put in your effort because it would not mean anything to you . The only way you can be different is if you tear down the mental wall in your mind .
A wall you put in there once you realised that things were not going your way .
You forgot an individual qualities that you both share and find to find out once you can identify this qualities when all other things fail to go your way you either be patient or you work on those qualities and develop it into what you desire .

A violent man may lack the quality to show love ,he has only anger . You may be capable or you may not be capable of working on him.

A honest man has love in him but lacks the quality to show it the way you desire. You may be capable or you may not be capable of working on him but you identified a quality in him "honesty" a quality you identify in your self .
You build on that quality and then you build on love .

I am not happy with you is not the end of the road to abandon everything .
Happiness does not stern from a person it grows from set of qualities in a person.

The story that begun had just ended time to move on with my pen ,paper ,heart and mind .

I put down my pen and paper , I just wrote my heart in this letter . Tomorrow I would go down to the post office and mail out my future, happiness and all we had together to You.

THE WOMAN OF MY DREAMS -SHORT STORY

2019-08-24T17:08:00.003-07:00

Boy: She is dark and tall

I like her for her dark skin and her little smile.

Her eyelids cast shadows as we danced.

Her hands entwined with mine as our bodies grooved together.

Creating a rhythm like waves hitting the sea shore .

And when she drew me close to her I could feel warmth surging through.

I could feel the touch of her chest on mine.

The swell of breasts on mine.

It was a soul touch at first sight.

Not yet love ,but my thoughts spiraled around her.

I wish she would eventually be mine ,my muse in disguise and then i kissed her on the scar and for moment it felt like i had triggered something.

Girl : I dreaded this moment . This moment where I remembered my past , where I remembered the night my flower left me for ever and I promised my self never to have another .

The loud tip toe outside my room , the gentle creaking of the door , the fire in the eyes of the person i called family , the shock in knowing what was about to happen like in the movies ...and then ...

Boy : "Maureen !! Maureen!!! What wrong ? I felt you shiver and spasm ...
i am sorry love ,i am very very sorry , I didn't mean to hurt you . Am sorry it would never happen again , I promised.

Girl : I opened my eyes to look him in the eyes and I could finally see that he believed me now and he would give me time to heal first , i wasn't sure when but I hope it would be soon because I knew he really loved me.

It actually felt good for a moment , like actually being treated like a woman ...

I may actually give it a try with him again and this time I would face my fears , i thought .

I laid back on the bed and wrapped my hands around his hands .

CHAPTER FIVE (phobos and demios)

2019-08-20T19:56:00.004-07:00

Fear and panic ,these two emotions were all peter could feel. This emotions ,have been driving him towards breaking point ever since she mentioned both words.
Facing your fears is the only key out ,he recounted her saying this words.

Staring at her for what seemed like seconds ,lost in thought's he heard her say to him
' if what I see in those eyes of yours stem out of pity, I don't have a bit tolerance for that's. Blinking rapidly he looked the other way.

Standing up from where she sat ,staring at him briefly she said, 'we have to hurry there is a lot I have to show you and help you understand because I have a feeling that your trials and test are about to start anytime soon and for you to survive you must understand this things.

"The universe conspires to reveal the truth and to make your path easy if you have the courage to heed the signs".
Taking his hands quickly she led him to a plain overlooking what seemed like a large ravine, staring down he noticed a few people moving about in no orderly fashion but aimlessly and speaking to themselves in such fashion that seemed like they had gone crazy. "you see those souls "she asked, desperately?, he nodded ,they are host forever and can never leave this place. They are the source of life that gives existence to this realm, without them this place seizes to exist and that is the reason the guardians and this realm try all it can to keep them permanent here and try to prevent any one of them from getting out.

The more souls the more this realm becomes a reality, a conscious reality at that like the two other realms "heaven and hell" , the reverse occurs when a soul is lost the realm suddenly becomes less a reality.

"What are they saying to themselves"?Peter asked.
"I don't know "she answered ,"I do know it filled with regrets and from all they where unable to achieve ,failures and that the reason they remain here for ever". No positive thought survives in this place for a reason I do not know other than this realm reeks of sorrow.
You must also try hard to remember a positive thought unless you end up like them.
Shivering with fear ,Peter asked "how do I do that?". I teach you she said but at first I tell you a bit about the guardians of this realm and then we can discuss how to counter them.

"Phobos and Deimos ". This two gods or personified spirits of fear, panic and terror are the guardians of this realm. Deimos represents terror while his brother Phobos represents panic and flight. They are the sons of the supposed war god ares who am sure you must have heard about in books and movies.

Phobos and Deimos assume the physical representations of your fear must of the time, I have had slot of challenge avoiding them here, it took a moment to feel out who they where and still escape, I have a lot of fascination for myths when I was still living because there is a saying that goes like this,
"in every bit of myth there in lies a truth".
So it seemed easy for me to find out who they where ,exploit there weakness and sail free.
Phobos and Deimos take the look of a happy man body and a lower body of a goat.
Phobos feeds on fear and Deimos feeds on panic and they assuming this look of a Satyr to allow this emotions to grow in their beholder, a fear of the unknown. You should never look them in the eye and you must always have a feeling of love or a good memory because love triumphs over them ,that is your only chance to defeat the guardians of this realm.
You will meet this judges and your faith will be in your hands.

Now it time to train you, we have no time anymore.

"Close your eyes "she said eagerly, closing his eyes he devoid himself of all thoughts.
Try to imagine or think about something positive something strong and old that erases all fear and doubt.
Peter grey stood there with his eyes close struggling to hold on to any happy thought from his childhood, teenage till his present adulthood but it seemed futile. Thoughts were moving at random speed ,he was unable to hold on to a single thought. The realm had distorted his thoughts, he had forgotten a lot about so many important things like the name of his girlfriend, his mother's name, where he resident or even what he had been doing on the day of his death, and now she was asking him to go to his distant past. A certain name popped in his head," Chisom and chinenye " he couldn't place does names to any resent times but he knew that it was very distant and a powerful thought at that.
"What are you thinking about" he heard Martha, say.
"Nothing at all" he spoke. I just can't remember anything.
Looking at him with disappointment in her face she said "well we still have some moment before your sentencing and trials will begin so try hard".
She slowly walked of engrossed in her own thoughts.
Peter stood there thinking to himself.he had no where to run to and those two names chisom and chinenye still resonated in his head. He had to hold unto them and try to remember, if he really had any plan to leave this place.

Break Up Prank Gone Wrong -Short Story

2019-08-16T16:40:00.001-07:00

Guys i am in love ! I am in love ! .
Too much love guys ,far too much i wont lie .
This story is not like all my other stories i am telling you the truth . This story is about a girl that has blown my mind away ,Very far away so sit back and relax.

"Baby..Baby ," I shouted.
Where are you ? Come let me show you this video i have been watching , actually it is a song by john legend .
I kept our shouting her name although i knew she was in my room , i think it gives me joy when she says " Yes baby" or maybe i just like shouting , i cant say wish .
Off i go to my room , seeing her sit on my bed and acting so quiet like one good girl. Guys in truth my babe is such a noise maker too , she likes hitting with hand and leg playfully , she likes singing out loud and i thank God she doesn't know how to dance because i think i will be dead by then.

Hey babe , i was calling.........That was where my sentence was cut shut.
"Babe she said, " i think we should remove this tag , this relationship tag that we have , i do not think we should be in a relationship ,i think it was too fast.

We can keep living together but like we are not dating again , this relationship isn't want i wanted , i am actually tired . I miss my life when i was all alone . You did not do anything wrong , ITS ALL ME !!!! ..

BABANG BANGER!!
THAT WORD IT ALL ME AND NOT YOU !!!
PANIC ATTACK . .. I AM DYING!!!

Hard guy like me tears begin to flow , even me i was afraid i will cry all the cry in my eye . ALL my tears from my fountain of tears overflowed.

Guys i knelt down , held her legs , my wet eyes on her legs and a mover and shaker like me just melted and i flooded my entire room.
(Guys i am skilled )
At that point i just thought i would die , i just said lord take me!!! take me !! .

Then i began to ask questions , questions i should have asked before i started crying .
Then i ask ,"Babe why are you throwing everything away!! Why look into my eyes(There is nothing special)
She replied " It was just to prank you ".

"What this is no prank", i replied . After i off-loaded in tears , you let me off......

Women are wicked that all i can say.

The White (OYIBO) Girl Experience -Short Story

2019-08-15T06:15:00.001-07:00

I'm sure you all heard about Cinderella.

Well, today my story is about Cinderella, Cinderella in real life.

white cute and shy . she was everything my childhood brain had dreamed of

Well, yes, I did see them a lot, and I was fascinated with everything. You remember those movies we watched when we were kids ,you know those white faces we see on TV.
Sometimes, you know, because of stereotypes, we want to be like them . We Wished we had been birthed in Europe , americas e.t.c . We want to have someone like that in our lives and I day dreamed about a beautiful white princess , running in the field and i chasing her..
I WAS SUCH A FOOL but , i was in love .

Well, well unknown to me.

It is easier said than done, because we fail to note that yes they may seem fascinating ,yes they may seem adorable , yes it may be like our fairy tales come alive. They live in a different cultural society than we do , so if you rush in you rush out and it is quite difficult trying to adapt to the world.

Let me tell you my story .

well i was in a class i wasn't meant to be in and i saw her doing a presentation .

wow , butterflies in my stomach and moving to my mouth (i am sure that how the phrase is said ) i was held in awe , shinny like an elf .
i am sure smeagol in LORD OF THE RINGS would have called her precious ! precioouusss..........

Well yes i saw her and i began to sing.

Love to see you shine in the night like the diamond you are
(Love to see you shine in the night like the diamond you are)
I'm on the other side, it's alright, just hold me in the dark
(I'm on the other side, it's alright, just hold me in the dark)
No one's got to know what we do, hit me up when you're bored
(No one's got to know) Nah (what we do, hit me up when you're bored)
'Cause I live down the street, so we meet when you need it, it's yours
All I hear is..........

MUSIC STOPS !

Well trying to be smart in class , it was question time and boom my hands shoot up !
"Yes i have a question beaut.....i couldn't complete .
Instead of being coolheaded and calm i went on to rant like a fool and asked a very unintelligent question ( dont ask me ).
The look on her face was like someone who was eating doner( TURKISH KEBAB) for the first time.

You ! i mean you reading this, you know what i am saying!!!!

Well fast forward , class is over and i walked like a peacock to meet her , wagging my tail , shinning my teeth .

hello ! hello !

hi my name is sway and i like to know you

Silent Purse . She checks me up and down.

i am a sweet boy guys..... you cant resist ,i thought

"Well My name is sen ," she replied

"That a nice name ," i replied .

Me such a fool , i don't even know what her name means , so i walk with her .
she talks to me about how confusion my question sounded .

I turned and smiled because i knew i was going to lie.

Now i am going to move away from the truth .

I tell her how she should forget my question and just give me a chance to make it up to her.

"like brahhh " did you fail an exam ? I thought to myself.

Well she tells me that she has a boyfriend .
No she tells me she doesn't like African men , can you imagine ?

Small me she placed the entire Africa on my head .my little head .

Well , she successful allowed me walk her all the way home just to tell me this short story , all the way home .
A hungry first year student .
if you can imagine the distance of my dorm to her dorm , it like trekking that trek you only trek when you are broke .

Well i don't know but ever since , i just got wise
(i didn't know shit before).
Forget about dating a white girl my brother , Hollywood just deceived us . They made us think every white girl needs a prince charming.

I swear Cinderella is a scam just like father Christmas .
NO Santa Claus like the rest of the world apart from Nigeria.

My Worst Sleeping Experience -Short Story

2019-08-14T04:31:00.002-07:00

I know you want to hear i pissed (wewe , urinated) on my bed just be patient Aha Wait NOW !!!!
Fast for- No! Backward to 30th April 2013. It was the morning of a school day
" Well i need to get ready for school ", I said to my self. I needed to get my books from last night in order , i needed to iron my school uniforms . "Well i had a chance to last night but unfortunately procrastination and then laziness are attributes that i posses . Now where was i with my thoughts? Yes i remember "i need to get my things in order ". Off i go zoooommm i arrange my bags , get into my uniform and am out of the door with a certain scolding from my father , as you see for the past 3 years i have always gone to school late and either i get scolded , canned( Nothing can be more embarrassing than my mother chasing you out in the streets with a cane, i swear
MY OT CASTED!!!!

I know you want to hear i wewe on my bed !!!

Well it is drizzling all of a sudden so i cant wait top get into a bus so i use 50 cent out of my 1 dollar and get into a bike (OKADA) and i arrive at my school . Unfortunately we have Terror , Mayhem , wickedness , Short un smart old men in my school gate so most likely i get canned again( School was a battle field and i always lost ).
Now You remember it is still drizzling ...Wait! It is raining heavily now and school is over and it is 2:30 pm so off i go home but before i run under the rain , i have to vibe to this song

I know you want to hear i pissed on my bed just be patient Aha Wait NOW !!!!

Blow my mind, blow my mind
For your love, I go change my life
Change my life, change my life (yeah)
I am dancing like chris brown under the rain . Wait ! This is 2013 how is that even possible? Has davido even been born? Stop joor.

It is wande coal song i am dancing to
Baby hello….baby hello
Sweety banana…sweety banana
Sisi eko…eko

Well home i go after my embarrassing trials in being chris brown . Well so i get home get off my uniform jump on the bed and crash . I can assure you sleeping while the raining is falling is beautiful in Nigeria . Well i kept sleeping and then i woke up to the crash of my leg on something wet .

"No , wait this thing is very wet and it has spread all over my bed ."

"God what have i done ", i thought to myself . I just ...... Wait this thing doesn't smell like urine and my mischievous brother is not at home yet so ?

I slowly open my eye and low and behold my entire room and my bed is all covered in water , I mean RAIN WATER how it came in , i don't have an idea but i swear i was so happy it was not my urine while forgetting the fact that with being the eldest son it was automatically my job to remove the water from the house.

Let Me Tell You A Story - My Experience With MTB -Drug

2019-08-13T05:22:00.000-07:00

Sitting on the porch of my apartment building listen to the sounds emanating from my Samsung. They got good sound system to me , I thought to myself . Surfing through the net i come across this young , big looking guy who was supposedly a singer known to the world . This wont be my first time we crossed paths by the way but i won t be talking about that . April 5 2019 Free Spirit the album is sett to be released so i do what ?
Well this is my story about the first time i listened to My bad , Talk , Better on the Khalid album I AM SURE YOU ALL THOUGHT I DID DRUGS CORRECT? Well sorry to disappoint you but still read on , i have got some juicy talk.

Wait like all others from my country to earnestly wait till it out on the youtube platform.
Well i did not wait so long because one song from the album was out already and i can really remember the tune or would i say the instrumental ands i goes like this "badabda pon pon.. pon . pon.pon .. "
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"my bad
Blowin' me up, you been wildin'
We was cool, yeah, we was vibin'
Gotta put my phone on silent
So my, my, my, my bad
Blowin' me up, you been wildin'
We were…"
I got stuck on to this song

It a love story you see of a once lovely beautiful love that got somethings wrong . Now he remembers those times and decides to share how he feels with her that "Life had set up some situation that would hold him back from showing how he felt completely'.

Captivating right Can we just Talk ! Talk ! Talk !
Please can we just talk ! Well that word is so important in a relationship you see. Well my love life was about crashing down and i had to do something about it. Well i had to talk with her so i gave her a call but she did not pick !. What so we are over now ? Well am sure this might be a sign from Anybody but not God .

i would tell you the truth i was tired of watching a video with half naked women
No money&fame No crazy styles No drugs No flashing No violence
Talk just relates to me you know . A young boy begging to talk to you regardless of our troubles , fights and lack of understanding that may sometimes come up .
i want to talk to you and i want you to listen and i want you to talk to me about what going on woth us and i will listen.

Can't we just talk? Talk about where we're goin' Before we get lost Let me out first Can't get what we want without knowin' I've never felt like this before I apologize if I'm movin' too far Can't we just talk? Can't we just talk?

Well my joy was almost cut short because i got a call from her , YOU KNOW WHO , i am talking about go read my other story https://cadencemagazine.blogspot.com/2019/08/short-story-my-first-relationship-away.html So before i pick up the phone i freeze for a second and listen to the tunes from my phone , cool , soulful vibe.
Love to see you shine in the night like the diamond you are (Love to see you shine in the night like the diamond you are) I'm on the other side, it's alright, just hold me in the dark

My mind runs very very far and before i pick up the phone my mind goes to this moment i am driving late at night with her on the other side from me when this song comes on the radio, the windows are rolled down and a light breeze goes through your hair. My love would be sleeping in the passenger seat next to me as i think back on the good times.
OHHHHH Tell me what is more beautiful than falling in love if not falling in love ?

POOM POOM POOM !!

Then i hear the sound of a disconnected call and i am back to reality

Beyond Chapter 4 -Soul Searching

2019-08-13T04:55:00.004-07:00

Souls are not meant to wander here. This place technically does not exist.

"You're familiar with the Christian concept of after life, yes?", she asked.

"Yes i am familar with the idea martha,peter spoke up. "
"The existence of a heaven and hell, he continued."

"Well those are not the only realms that are meant to exist, this place,this realm is a world in between heaven and hell, Martha said.

"It is not controlled by any force. Unlike how heaven is in God's domain and hell is managed by the devil."h

"How do you know all this? Seems like you have been here for ages ,Peter asked."

She smiled at him.
"Well like I said earlier, time doesn't exist here, you will find out for
yourself later if you survive."

"I arrived here before you showed up. The exact time, I know not.
I had lots of moments to contemplate, taking the view and experience some unsettling things.Since then I have gone to certain conclusions, she paused for emphasis. "

"One:This place was created for souls who where not fit enough to either
go to heaven or hell."
"Two: It was created out of imagination ."
"Three: We are sent here to be punished for a sin committed, then sent either to the two realms or sent back to earth to as a second chance."
"Four: We are not the only ones here, justthe ones sane enough to realise that."

This last word struck home than all the rest.' 'They were not the only ones here in this place and all because of some stupid sin!'

'Why do I always end up on the receiving end? he thought to himself.'

"I know exactly what you saying to yourself."
" You trying to figure out what you might have done that got you stuck up in this place."
" I advise you not to let it weigh in on you.
You still have lots of trials ahead, Martha explained."
" As for myself i knew that i was not
going to end up someplace nice , i accepted and moved on , Martha said."

"You said you where going to tell me how you got in here martha, Peter asked."

Martha stared at Peter for what seemed like seconds before she finally spoke up.

"I had a certain boyfriend named Sam.
He was really nothing to write home
about, always drunk, smelled like a swine.
I loved him to an extent and was ready to work things out if he had turned
a new leaf but Sam wanted nothing at all to do with that.
Coming home one day to meet him in his usual drunk state , i was so feed
up that I had not kept something to eat for him and so he was really mad
and for the first time since we started dating... He he he.. Hit me continuously. "

" I kept screaming that he should get off me, that I sorry but he seemed
to enjoy it. Squirming from his grip, i got up and ran into the kitchen.
He followed me immediately and kept shouting untop of his voice that he
was going to kill me. I had to protect my self, i had no choice what so
ever and so i picked up a pestle in my hands and as he came through the
door i swung hard.
I kept hitting him on the head till what was left, was just a disfigured
mush. The rage had suddenly weared of and iwas left alone with my dead boy
friend and in tears."

"How does that have to do with you coming here? Peter asked."

Martha continued .
"You don't understand,i hardly slept any more since that day. I had to run
from the house. I didn't have the conviction to call 911. I didn't know how
to explain.
He understood well all she had gone through. He had meet her type a lot of
times as a lawyer and he knew what love could do.
You should have called the police and gotten a good lawyer. You have to
explain to the police every incident that happened before and after the
attack, Martha.
My mind hardly went towards direction of thought . I have been on the run
ever since. Hardly sleeping because his ghost always hunted me in my
dreams."

"So this faithful day i was unlucky to have been driving, sleep deprived
and i ran into a blue vehicle at an intersection and I can't remember the
rest. Till i found myself here.
Peter froze."

His mind suddenly putting two together. A blue car,an intercession, a crazy driver.
God she was the young lady who had gotten him hit by her car. He sould have
been hail and haughty this moment ,so much Alive! All because of a certain
stupid man.

Peter looked like he had been hit by a trailer.
"You were in the car that hit me? Peter asked"

"I know and I am really very sorry for cutting your life short,she said."
"I knew it was you i hit when I saw you by the river side. It was no coincidence .I knew deep down that no one was going to survive, and it was no coincidence you got here almost the same time I did. I am sorry if i messed up your life i am really sorry. I wish you could get a second chance to live again."

Looking up at her he felt sorry for her because she seemed all alone and
empty.

"We will survive this hell hole and go home, Peter promised."

Beyond Chapter 3- Time Travel

2019-08-11T06:02:00.000-07:00

With the way Peter looked at his situation, he should be at the bottom of the water. If there was anything more surprising, he had yet to experience it.
Slowly as he sank, he felt something latch on to him.

At first it seemed then gradually it became more solid around his arms. Something or someone?

No, this isn't right, he thought to himself.
Powerful arms gradually pulled him out of the water.
He was too tired, too weak to make any conscious effort to fight the pulling force on him. His mind kept slipping out of consciousness.
Slowly he was been pulled out and dragged out of his watery near-grave.
Blinking his eyes open ,he coughed up lots and lots of foul water.
Argh! I feel horrible ,he thought to himself.

The voices he had heard took on an unsettling absence.
With his back to the ground, he was dragged along a surface.
He felt so weak to make any conscious effort at least to stop this
force from pulling him apart. Too weak to pull back, he slipped out of
consciousness...again.
He woke with a start, confusion set ring in. "Where am I?"

He looked around and saw he was in a clearing of land surrounded by water. An island of sort.
He had a dream of himself drowning and being rescued by a goddess. A beautiful, radiant goddess.
It seemed like the world was spinning in his mind's eye. His head was pounding. He felt debilitated to his bones.
"My mouth tastes like shit,"he thought to himself, letting out an oath in his mind.
Startling him, a feminine voice cut through his hazy mind.

"You are awake,"she started, pausing for a while.
"What is your name?"she asked.

Ugh! He felt like his head was about to fall apart.
He was too stunned to answer. He never believed he would meet anyone here.
Least of all, a girl!
It was too much to take in. He had assured himself a while ago that only he existed here.
That sure seemed a longtime ago.
"Hello?" She asked again.

"Oh.. I am Peter," he spoke out loud.

"Well Peter, you almost drowned,"she replied sternly.
"I happened to be wandering about and managed to stumble on you struggling and helped you out."
"That water you dove into is called the water of misery."
"If you had drowned you would have forgotten about your life and be
trapped here forever."

Looking at her, she reminded him of his girlfriend.
They looked a lot alike. Peter instantly decided that he liked her.
Shifting away from his thoughts, he suddenly grabbed all she had been
saying.

"Loved ones?" Peter asked in confusion. He felt like his head was tuned to super confusion mood. I can't even remember her name.

Frustrating though. Negative thoughts moved through his head .
"You are crying," she said ,which was obvious.

"None of your business," he muttered. "I was just thinking.

"Well ,it's the effect of the river I am sure,"Martha said.

Slowly and gradually his thoughts were aligning up. He could now
think clearly much better than before.

"Huh, you said something that felt like I could actually get off here?"

She scowled at him.

"So who are you?"he asked.

She looked up,and answered ,"It doesn't matter."

"Why do you say so?"He asked.

She laughed bitterly,"we do have all the time or no time to know each other."

"Now, there isn't a reason to say all that, I hate boring conversations but if you insist, my name is Martha."

Hmm, i have heard that name before he thought but he just couldn't place it.

"Well it's nice to meet you Martha, he replied."

"Feeling's definitely not mutual,"she countered.

"Uh...actually,I am going to need more information Martha,"Peter said.
"You don't want me in your face, that's fine but I need you to answer me."

Peter launched into a series of questions. "how did you end up here?"
"Is it possible to get out?"
" I actually assumed I was the only one here,"

She flexed her fingers like she was practicing a throat strangling technique.
"I ended up same way you did,"Martha confirmed. " I died and I found my
self here."
"Time actually doesn't occur normally here."
"A thousand years out here is a
day on earth," she explained to him.
"Here no rules apply and yes you could get out only if you are not trapped here."
"As for myself, i can't,"Martha replied.
"It is part of my punishment."
"As for you, there are a lot of things ahead and also a chance."

"What am i supposed to do then? Sit and wait till I get trapped?" Peter asked.

"That would be fine." Martha frowned.
" But that wouldn't be nice because I neglected to help you."
"Well you have a lot of chance to get off so am gonna help."

Peter scowled suspiciously. "Are you sure you can help me?"

Martha looked at him reproachfully.
"Well I had a memory of someone I loved actually but it is a little hazy."
"Actually ,I will tell you later. I faced my own fears along the way and I nearly got lost in here but I always kept on holding to the fact that those people I loved did love me back in return."
"lastly to clear all confusion ,we are not the only ones here ,there are others who exist but in a state that seems like they are lost."

Peter winced with the thought of him ending up like that.

Martha sighed. "That is actually how I knew that this place create your worst fears." "The water here erases ones memories terribly."
"I am just wondering how you really survived that because you where
almost gone by the time I came to your aid."
Martha turned to go.

"Peter you have a chance of going back home,if that 's even possible."
"I haven't figured that out yet but something tells me you will."

"Hmm... home,i I would love that," he thought to himself.

Short Story - It All Begun Before Summer.

2019-08-10T06:00:00.005-07:00

There a saying that once you leave the comfort of your home you get to meet different person from all works of life and so that what happened in my case when i left for school . Kypros First country across the atlantic i had visited apart from one time i was told that i had visited the land of the dutch which i can not remember . Sorry for straying too far ,i have a thing for reminiscing , it is my thing.
i have had things with certain young ladies as i prefer to call them in the past but since coming to Kypros it has been me , myself and i actually with an occasional stint with someone from the black sea which was like i always say to any one who decides to ask off and on but it was also not a bad time . I made one of my best decisions and experienced one of my scariest situations with the young lady but like it is said "What is life without it risks" , I just say thank you for those times.
Now there was someone a little closer to home actually closer to the southern part of africa , it was a 21 days stint you see, not the best and not anything to write about.

Now fast forward too 2019 april . Beautiful location , right words , hihi , laughter and a desire to impress in the least place you can imagine such could happen . Perfect Anti-Romantic setting . A Place where the main focus is making sure orders are rightly delivered you see.
First visit and then more to follow and as you can imagine the love circle grows but unfortunately the young lady had so much in her mind that she wanted a friend more than she desired a lover.
Patience is indeed a beautiful virtue to posses , makes you wait for your desire and now i sit with her across the tiled pool floor as our legs play in the water and right about how we transitioned from friends who slept on the same bed to lovers who made the same bed.

I hope you enjoy .

Beyond Chapter 2- Mind flayed

2019-08-09T17:15:00.002-07:00

I am awake and suddenly it feels like death had become me; and I, death. It felt like a strange feeling of helplessness , i could not hear the thrum of my heart.
Looking down ,I felt a small pull in my chest and shot my head up. The air had become mystified. It was as if an ice capsule had erupted inside this ...... I suddenly felt like i was floating, wandering in this ...should I call it ... Darkness?
Where am I exactly? Why does it seem like I am lost ?

A memory suddenly flashed in my mind of all that had occurred while I had been supposedly
living. It suddenly felt like i was falling into a void I couldn't get out from...Wait ! this doesn't seem right. Why can't i breathe?, i can't feel anything?Why does all this feel so unreal? I thought to myself.Suddenly, the sea of darkness subsided to reveal a stretch of land before me. My eyes beheld the images before me, my mind unable to process the sight that kept me locked in on it.What I was seeing had no known definition. It didn't seem real but yet I felt otherwise. It didn't look like anything in relation to what I perceived of an afterlife. It looked like something out of a nightmare. A plane of desolation ! The landscape at least was what I could fathom, it looked like a rocky black plains, punctuated by jagged mountains and fiery chasms. To my left, the ground was giving way to a series of cliffs leading deeper into the abyss. A river of glittering black liquid snaked close by.

Water ! huh?

I wondered what could water be doing in such a place as scary as hell. i was terrified of what more mysteries could be awaiting me, I slowly moved away from the river.I wanted to lay down and sleep.I was too worn out. I wanted to shut my eyes and hope all this was a bad dream and wake up to find myself back in the hospital bed.

As if that was possible, I scoffed.

But no, this was real and it seemed like there is no way out. I looked at my arms, they were covered with an angry rash. I gasped in pain!!!. This place was designed to cause pain even to my soul, giving my soul an almost physical body. I had to keep going and to keep figuring out all I could about this place. Struggling to my foot, scanning my surroundings, I soon realized that searching for an existence of life in such a place was
useless....so useless.The only existence of life that I could at least see was a river of dark waters stretching about 50 yards and dropping off the edge of a cliff. When I reached the edge of the cliff, peering down, I was sure it dropped more than eighty feet.

Wow! What is this place?, I was so confused.
At the bottom stretched a nightmarish version of my home when i was ..... alive?. I
Resided on the 21st floor of the industrial high-rise building. I never truly liked that building , most of all , my apartment. It always scared the wits out of me. I never really had a choice because that was the only floor available for rent and it was
in the industrial district of the city, very close to work. The Windows were always closed and I never went close to the balcony. How it found its way to this barren place was a mystery to me.My mind must be playing tricks on me.

I found myself on top of the apartment building near the ledge of its top floor. Too stunned to think, wondering how I had got to the very top of the building without moving an inch suddenly i summed it all up.I was sure I had just signed my death warrant . A force out of nowhere knocked me off my foot , i fell into absolute darkness.I lost track of time..... It felt like hours.My body made impact with what seemed like a water body. The force didn't knock me out but the cold nearly did.Freezing water shocked the air right of my lungs.

I really hated water as much as heights. This place really had a taste for creating my worst nightmares out of the darkest part of my mind. I wondered what other horror laid ahead of me. As i thought out loud my limbs turned to rigid columns and i began to sink.

Strange sounds filled my ears, voices that sounded like that of my loved ones all packed together to create a sea of voices , as if the water was made of sadness. I could pick out the voice of my mother, brother, sister and my..... Hmmmm what is her name? I couldn't even remember her name ,her name! .What is this place doing to my mind .I am not sure of anything anymore. Nothing seemed real anymore.

The woman I loved and always wanted to share my life with was gone. On this day, she was going to finally say yes to my proposal.....Wait! Had all this happened just today? This place is so terrible. It seemed like a long time ago. I didn't know what time it was now. I was in pain. I knew I wasn't going to see them again and it hurt me badly because I missed them all.I suddenly stopped struggling because there was no point. I was dead anyway. I will never leave this place. Just as I sank to the bottom, the water carried my body away.

This chapter is based on peter greys thoughts

Beyond Chapter 1- The Time Before Time.

2019-08-09T11:45:00.003-07:00

Peter Grey laid there dying and there was nothing he could do. For a minute, he had been perfectly fine and then he had been hit by an oncoming vehicle .

The sounds of sirens rushing to the rescue filled the air. Passerby's stared in shock, hands over mouth ,bodies fixed in an unmoving stance just staring intently at the disaster before them.

Mobile police vehicles on the scene of the action quickly barricaded the entire neighborhood the incident had occurred. Police tape surrounding the close mass of bodies strewn all over.

Paramedics on the scene were trying to clear the wreckage of vehicles and rescue the victims who had been stuck between the mangled masses and slowly clinging for their lives and also watching as rescue workers tried to revive a man and his.... Wife?

Had he seen a ring on her hand?.... He wasn't sure. He wasn't even sure of anything .His mind was hazy.

It had gone into overdrive. He remembered driving slowly and happily whistling to himself about what was in store for him that evening.She finally said yes to his desire of a relationship before all hell broke loose...He had been hit..bam!
which left him in a fatal state of course. His mind spinning in various directions, unable to decipher a single thought.
Memories kept on flashing in his mind, time seemed so slow, his mind in a fog like haze.

He looked down at his body which was bent in an awkward position, legs bent apart from the other.
He glimpsed a paramedic pulling him out of the car of to an ambulance by the roadside.Not able to bear the pain much longer,he passes out.He was rushed to a near by hospital emergency unit where doctors and nurses worked hard to help victims and control the situation.

The emergency attendants filled ward two of the emergency unit. Nurses, Medical echs, an Anesthesiologist and several residents with
a couple of medical students were thrown in just to help out.
All struggling to save a man's life ...his life! The life which would become his living hell seconds to now.

A respirator tech was squeezing a breathing bag to ventilate him through his tracheal tube .There were cables connecting the EKG leads on his chest to the monitor . Viewed this way, he looked nothing short of a lifeless body by any definition. If only he could, he would have fought for his life.

His body hardly responded to the commands of his mind, survival instincts had set place,signals were being sent to his
heart to keep beating but it was too weak to do so, panic slowly set in , finally his body had given up. Just his mind kept
pushing on rying to hold on to any life left in him.

The room was suddenly silent but for the beeping of the monitor, the attendants all struggling to save his life
just fixed their eyes on the monitor. His blood pressure slowly deteriorating down to 47..... 42.... 40 seconds after the pressure
hit 40, peter grey flat lined. It was all over.

The resident on duty wrote down the time of death 23:11 pm.
Cause of death:internal bleeding due to fatal hit to the lower abdomen.
A sudden calmness enveloped him. He had plunged into the depths of a
dark abyss and he thought of one word while he fell into a void.... Death.
It had come and there was nothing he could do.

BEYOND -SYNOPSIS

2019-08-09T04:40:00.001-07:00

Peter grey is faced with the agony of being trapped in an unknown world.A world fueled by fears, darkness and demons of the dark.
A world neither with the glory of heaven nor with the curse of hell.

A world were feelings of love, joy, happiness are nonexistent. A world of desolute, gripping and fueled by hatred, anger and sorrow.

He meets someone who will instantly change his life in an unprecedented manner either for the better or for the worst.

Peter sets out to find answers. Answers to why he got there in the first place and if he had chances of leaving.

He has but two choices 'TO SURVIVE AND ESCAPE OR TO FAIL AND PERISH'.
survival means HOME
failure means damnation.

PARANORMAL
Characters will be introduced as we journey together.
Hope you will enjoy reading.

Back again to writing for the passion

2019-08-09T04:28:00.001-07:00

Hello guys , it been so long i have been away and right now i am back to doing what i love so much which is writing . So guys i will be posting my works i have been busy with for the past few months which includes my SHORT Story on watt-pad . It would be released today the 9th by 9.PM .
Thank You
xoxo
Marto sway

Model interview : Albanyae

2018-11-05T08:48:00.003-08:00

Hey guys !! Welcome back to cadence magazine .Today we got a special guest by name .Today we will be getting to know her well , what makes her unique and what drove her to be passionate about what she does . You all should also watch out for her live interview that will be live on YOUTUBE @MARTO SWAY . Alright guys let dive right in .

1:Why did you choose to pursue nude modeling?
Ans: it’s not just nude modelling I’m pursuing. I would say after my first photoshoot, in which all the themes weren’t planned, I decided to pursue modelling, I intend on pursuing where my strength lies most be it nude, fashion, lifestyle or any type of modelling.

2:What is your greatest strength, as a model?
Ans: I’m friendly which makes me versatile
Self discipline, respectful, I’m physically flexible, I’m punctual and hard working, I’m patient and I have so much enthusiasm

3:Tell me about your experience as a model
Ans : well there is not much to tell because I haven’t been in the industry for long, I’m enjoying every bit of it thus far and I intend on keeping it that way. However, due to my nude pictures ( which I intend on addressing some arising issues both internally and externally) I’ve had perverts sliding into my dm every now and then!

4:what are your goals
Ans: to take my modelling career as far as possible, I mean as long as I still have some breath in me, I have every chance to win

5:your worst experience on set
Ans: well I haven’t experienced anything I didn’t like🤔

6: would you consider yourself creative
Ans: mehn my creativity is quite weak I need a booster, I might get and idea or theme for a photoshoot but I always check on the Internet to expand the ideas if you understand what I mean lol, however poses pop up in my head all the time onset I guess that counts as creativity🤷🏽‍♀

7:When entering a new modeling gig, describe how you build relationships with the creative team or your fellow models
Ans: I’ll just be me, friendly and cooperative, I try as much as possible to understand my fellow colleagues personalities 😊

8:How do you handle a situation where a photographer does not properly direct you
Ans: never experienced that before however if I were to I’d say it as it is, I mean time is money😏

9:Tell me something I wouldn't know about you, from looking at your portfolio
Ans: Sometimes I’m shy😩, especially before I get comfortable with anyone around me

10:Do you work well under pressure
Ans: due to my patience, I try lol, I’m not bad

11:Who do you look up to in the modeling industry: I find inspiration in a lot of models that have made it in the industry.I also look up to future me, a better version of me that is fearless, bold enough to push through what seems impossible, a version with authentic power, I could go on and on, got my eyes on the price so I always picture myself after achieving my goal and that’s the person I look up to.

12:How would you react if asked to do a shoot you were not comfortable with? What are your limitations?
It’s simple, keep it real, say NO. Other opportunities will always come. Limitations 🤔, never crossed my mind🤷🏽‍♀

13:Tell me about your most difficult photo shoot
Ans: none😩, however I recently took part in a music video shoot, my job as a vixen wasn’t difficult, however the working hours were intense but we all managed to pull through. The crew was really amazing, I had a great time after all and I loved doing the job. I’d do it over again ☺

14: what inspired you into nude photography
Ans: ain’t this the same Q as question 1? I love it because it’s just a beautiful art🤷🏽‍♀. I am also a person who believes in body positivity all shapes n sizes modest raunchy or u name it I believe beauty comes in all forms and that’s what makes us human being .

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#foody :Dinner at castle by Kewe_dee

2018-11-04T08:00:00.002-08:00

hey guys! welcome back to my blog today i be doing another
session of Food review but this time i be having my friend Kewe_dee (follow her on instagram)
with me and we will be talking about her experience having lunch
at castle Famgusta , north cyprus..

Castle precisely is the older part of famagusta witha lot of ancient history all together and richness in cultural diversity.Othello's Tower, is a castle in Famagusta, Cyprus. It was built by the Lusignans in the 14th century, and was later modified by the Venetians. The castle was named after a Venetian governor in 1506. Shakespeare's play Othello which is believed to be written in 1603 might have taken its name from this castle.

A lovely place where you can go get some good food is the The trendiest café of them all in Famagusta must be the D&B Café on the main square , right opposite the mosque. The D&B Café in Famagusta is a popular student haunt which does great pizza and ice-cream! For a quick snack, Haci'nin Yeri are known for their excellent kebabs, although finding them is challenging, as the restaurant is tucked in a shopping arcade opposite the main gate into the walled city of Famagusta.

If you manage to visit castle in the near future do not fail to try out her special menu.

Directions to castle Famagusta and it numerous restaurants to try out.

Meet the breakout instagram model :Albanymae

2018-10-20T08:47:00.001-07:00

Up and coming instagram model sensation Albanymae whose momentum has caused an uproar and a social media attention with her Nude sensational photos and her body acrobatics . After her first set of artistic nude shots were published online on instagram,She gained great popularity for her pretty face, elegance and bold poses.she is famed for her bold and visually-striking photos which often spark heated online debate

She is capable of commanding attention on social media, even as she cast in mostly very extreme positions and angles .

She is a sensational topic on the lips of every social media follow .

An exclusive interview will be out on Cadence magazine for our subscribers and her fans to get to know her.

Check out her COLLECTIONS 2018

She will be featuring on CADENCE MAGAZINE as the cover girl of this edition . Everything about her , Biogragphy on her personality and an inspiring story about her will be out tomorrow edition .

You can view some of her very intresting work as she be featured for a week .
An exclusive interview with her will be on CADENCE MAGAZINE .
WATCH OUT!

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25 Random Facts About Me | Marto sway Blogger version.

2018-10-05T02:35:00.000-07:00

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Hello guys!!! it your favourite blogger Marto sway with another blog series which will also be live on youtube tomorrow . It a 25 random facts about myself and i be giving you guys a chance to see my life , alright let go.

My names are martins chiwenyte chidume
i am from Enugu state
my first kiss was in highschool .DAMN!!! I was so embarrassed , it was during truth or dare
My favourite song is stay with me by sam smith
i like playing basketball a-lot
i do not know how to play football
i love chocolates a lot
favourite color -blue and purple
my zodiac sign -gemini
if i had a super power it to read minds.. i love to read minds
in high school i was voted 4th most handsome .
i love dancing a-lot , not sure i can .
i love adidas , that my brand
my most embarrassing moment was when i was asked to kneel and raise my hands in my school
my favourite fun activity is reading
i don't have allergies
my favourite movie of all time is.....fast and furious ... wait!!! shout THE F UP! it avengers
I dislike arrogant and proud people...Please do not come near
i love ferrari , it rides madly
I LIKE WOMEN I DEY STRAIGHT FORWARD.
The craziest thing i do is to climb mount Everest
The best gift am asking for is a ticket to anywhere in the world
i would love to travel to Huawei
FAVOURITE QUOTE : do what you do whole heartedly
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25 awesome facts ! would be out on youtube 2morrow by 12:00pm GMT and 2:00pm UTC. If you haven't subscribe to my youtube channel the link in my channel. #photography#photoshoot #blog #blogger #hairstyles #fashion #lifestyleblogger #lifestyle #fashion #model #artist #black #stylish #outfitoftheday #shoes #lookbook #instastyle #menswear #fashiongram #fashionable #fashionblog #look #streetwear #fashiondiaries #lookoftheday #fashion #streetfashion #fashionshionpost #styleblogger #menstyle #whatiwore

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International dj 'Dj X' (with the spice) celebrates his birthday today.

2018-09-20T08:43:00.003-07:00

Multi genre International dj 'Dj X' (with the spice) celebrates his birthday today with hot new promo pictures .

Let's wish him Happy birthday
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IG & Twitter: @Djx_spice
Snapchat : Iam_somx

MEHIWA MADE OUT WITH ANOTHER MAKE -UP SFX

2018-09-19T08:25:00.001-07:00

Iconic make-up artist esther mukoror and CEO Mehiwa made is out with another makeup write -up and artistic detailing on how she managed to create this new look she seemed to have mastered alot .
She is presently involved in a competition that involves showing ones skills in costume and makeup .

Materials and tools

Davis brow pencil 18
Morphe eye shadow palette 35D
Anylady eye shadow palette
Kiss beauty glitter eyeliner
Nars eyeliner in black
Nude beauty eyeliner
Creative make up USA bronzer
Classic makeup concealer pallette
Kiss beauty contour
Sleek foundation
ushas contour powder pallette

To check out her she managed to create this check her out on instagram .

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The only kind of nudes I send Brows:@Davis brow pencil color 18 Shadow:@morphe 35D @goldenbeauty @anylady Liners @kissproducts Glitter shiny eyeliner @narsissist Black eyeliner @hudabeauty Eyeliner pencil 859 Face:@sleekmakeup Foundation @kissproducts Procontour @kissproducts Skin primer @ushas contour powder @classicmakeupusaofficial Buttercup setting powder @classicmakeupusaofficial Face definer #makeup #mua #beninmua #unibenmua #nudemakeup #nudeeyeshadow #stars #nigerianmua

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