Canny's Corner

星期五

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Fri, 06 May 2011 16:23:00 +0000

近期真的好忙好忙。在这次的trip当中我生了场病。*倒霉* -一定是在飞机里感染的！-.-
害得我要礼拜日去私家医院看医生。唉那几日真的咳死我了啦！我好像是人生中第一次无法说话。So serious?!!! 我真的说不到话。 *颷汗* 吓死本小姐了！那几天所拍的照都其实见不得人。不过没关系啦，都是我自己的look，我还是会post去FB的。:D *几时才有时间post?*

才刚病好(其实还吃着药），昨天就返回公司开工了。哇，已打开邮件箱－超级忙碌，超多reports，deadlines。*飚汗*
累的半死，头好疼，快要不行了，好像回家睡觉。突然朋友text我提醒我晚上有个心脏讲座会。唉，心想既然已经答应朋友了，也不好放飞机（虽然我真的很想回家休息）。我赶忙把手头上的工作快快搞定，5.40pm飞车到朋友的公司载朋友一同去PJ听那讲座会。在两个小时的讲座会里我总共接了三通电话 -.- 和不小心打瞌睡！*能想象我有多累吗？*　可是我要听啊，因为爸爸有心脏病，我要知道关于心脏多一点东西！

今天一大早做了正经事后，我又赶去国家心脏中心去帮爸爸拿药。好彩不是很塞车．．．到达医院后我真的超级急尿。*救命*　忍忍忍忍！终于轮到我了，拿了卡片我赶忙冲进厕所解决！哇！解决后又赶去帮爸爸和福利部讨价还价，原本超过ＲＭ１０００的药物，我减价减到ＲＭ７０．．．哇！！嘻嘻！帮爸爸拿完药之后我赶紧买了两片面包＋果汁＝解饿！ａｗｈｈｈ我的午餐！＞．＜　没办法，我又要赶回公司了。回到公司就不停不停的工作。 *我真的好睏*　放工后有两个appointments. 一个是清洁工人来打扫屋子，另一个是water dispenser guy 来换过滤水机。我真的越来越像家庭主妇了。救命。家庭主妇一点都不容易做！累透了！好多东西都要安排妥当，就连工人扫哪里，洗厕所，清理厨房，客厅都要我在旁咛叮着。又要等过滤水佬，来安装新的过滤器。又要算水电费，房租，其他拉拉杂杂费用，然后和每个人收钱。*Sweat, please give me 2 brains, 48 hours a day and 4 hands!*就连晚餐我也只可以吃杯面啊。

就在这时朋友突然打电话叫我去Redbox, Gardens 唱K。有时真的不论到你不相信直觉。我决定不去了。另一个好友也打来越我看戏，我真的想去看，但是想看的戏，戏票又卖完了。所以，算了吧，我呆在家了。感觉还蛮爽的，一分也不必出。省钱又能休息休息。唉，明天又要出郊外了。去香港前已经答应了朋友，所以也不能放飞机。我今晚只好早睡。明天６点半就得起床了。救命，还早过我平时上班时间。ＬＯＬ！

看了一集《醉后决定爱上你》，我对着电脑笑个不停。杨小姐你太搞笑了。哈哈哈！敷了个面膜，eye mask，收拾行李我又要明早出发了！

今晚，我又想念他了．．．夏小姐，你要么这么专一吗？！时间虽然冲淡了，但我还没忘记。你知不知道我差不多每晚都梦见你啊？每个梦都几乎让我快要崩溃，心跳加速，简直就是噩梦。我要几时才能恢复呢？

Friends

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Tue, 26 Apr 2011 13:29:00 +0000

I've been traveling a lot recently. I met 2 nice new guy friends in Krabi. Thank God coz their lives have indeed inpired me a lot. I traveled alone to Hong Kong for 3 days and 2 nights. I thank God, coz I have great friends with me all the time. I sincerely wanna thank all of you..for your supports, cares, times, concerns and loves. Two words for my 3days 2nights hong kong trip: Warmth and Sweet.

Check out my HK friends' Facebook updates. LOL.

(1) I am so happy to see u too dear!
(2) Thanks to all of u for coming out to have dinner with me! Love u guys!!

(3)旋風式襲港.What a cool album title. LOL!!

(4) Lady ghost. lol!! *halo! its ur phone camera that makes me look like a lady ghost* and *sorry i don drink much...no hangover for me!* LOL

Thanks for making me a special ones. I miss u all. See u guys in 2 days again! <3 <3

Move on-Monday

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Mon, 18 Apr 2011 16:43:00 +0000

Never realized that I was actually quite afraid of lightning and thunderstorms until this morning! It was totally crazy moment when they woke me up from a deep sleep like this early morning, I was all the sudden began shaking and my heart was beating really fast and the lightning flashes outside my window scared me so bad that I have to hide my face under the covers so I don't have to see them. Crazy, huh? The thunder was so loud that I actually thought some kind of disaster(or end of the world) or bomb/explosion. I don't dare to call anyone cuz I know I shouldn't be using phone during this time. My room was dark and the thunder was rolling loudly outside so I was just too scared. Obviously I didn't sleep well. I almost crashed a car opposite me while I was on my way to work. It's just maybe..umm 2cm distance for the accident to happen? And I had a really torturing day though. Lunch time was like the time I filled my stomach with food. I don't really enjoy the food.. I don't know what it tastes. I had just a little bit then I feel so super duper full. (without any reason) Work sucks. I hate doing reports. :( My seniors are I actually spent 2 hours plus to figure out formulas. Half way thru while figuring the formulas, I actually fell asleep. And I 'die die' also completed the report before I go home. Guess what? I stepped out at 8 something pm. *sigh*. I was so exhausted. And guess where I drove to? The clinic. :) I just cant stand my stomach.. it has been torturing me for months. I want my life back. I wanna enjoy food again and I certainly don't want this stupid awful nausea feeling each time when I have my meal. :/ Doc said I'll have to help myself (work stress, food that I take-no sour/spicy food, eat on time, no skipping meals). So I bought a lot of stuffs before I went home so I won't get myself starving at times. After dinner, I decided to clean and tidy up my room... am so exhausted like hell but its all worth it coz my room is so darn clean now. :D Goodnight Monday.

有几爱？

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Sun, 17 Apr 2011 15:41:00 +0000

两个星期的爱情，可以有几爱呀？才开始那两个星期，可以有几爱呀？！晒唔晒甘牵肠掛肚？晒唔晒甘牵肠掛肚？！

也许只有我自己知道我究竟有几爱这个男人。今日有人告诉我"he is living a very normal life now. Do you know that? 值得吗你还这样？". "也许朋友说得对...他已经不要你了。他不爱你！不要再这样下去了！矜持点，可以吗？". 我流泪因为我难过。我伤心因为我是真的受伤了。我心痛因为伤口很痛。但.....我庆幸，因为我曾经很爱过。告诉自己“会好的,everything is gonna be okay”。

Serious Topic. LOL

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Mon, 28 Feb 2011 09:00:00 +0000

So am kinda boring sitting in the office today. Suddenly there's a FB notification popped-up saying that XX sent me a message. Message topic: Serious Topic. Owhh, sounds serious. OkAY. I clicked in. WTH WTH WTH WTH I almost scream in front of my PC. LOL. Check out the screenshot below.

It's the bloody CAT CAT CAT CAT CAT!!!!!!
The most horrible, scariest creature of God ever!
Haha just my 2 cents of opinion to some men out there. You gotta do some homework next time to check if all the girls love puppies, kittens, or any pets or else you'll def scare the hell out of them. lolllllll! So yeah I got scare in this lovely boring sleepy afternoon. After seeing this, all the sleepiness gone. Ho Jeng Sun now (awaked..totally awaked) Terima Kasih!!

Great Start of 2011!

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Sun, 09 Jan 2011 16:35:00 +0000

I fell sick at the end of 2010 and welcomed 2011 with my fugly sick look. LOL. I don't have any countdown party nor celebration but spent the eve quietly in my lonely room. *opps nope, I wasn't that lonely coz my siblings were with me. lol.* This is what I called--> "tuen kit" (unity)! hahaha!

Since I have nothing much to do in KL, have 10 days break before I start to work in new company, and save the hassle of thinking what to 'dapao' everyday for lunch/dinner for a sick people like me, so , I made a spontaneous decision to drive back to turtle island on the 2nd Jan(Sunday) and started the journey with my sis at ard 5 something p.m.

No jam along the highway. I stopped at the Karak Highway Petronas Store to wait for my sis to buy some breads for dinner in the car. Suddenly, a kind-hearted nice guy knocked at my window and told me that my tire's punctured and I'll have to pump it. I was like, 'huh?????' Scare the hell out of me!!!!! I DON'T REALLY KNOW HOW TO PUMP THE TIRES!! Ok, I tried my best, "die die also try to pump it' but 'ehhhh.. something's wrong!!! the tire cannot be pumped anymore!! I have to replace with a new one!".. "OMG OMG OMG OMG, I don't know how to replace tire!!!!!!" :/ So I tried my luck to ask for help from the car next to me. FYI, that guy was having dinner in the car with the wifey. lol sorry. "Knock! Knock!" , "Hello!! Uhmmm sorry to disturb u, but..uhmm.. do u know how to change a new tire? My tire is punctured." Within THREE seconds, he got out from his car and helped us immediately. OMGoshhh thankiu so muchie nice guy! I'll definitely visit ur Nasi Lemak store in Pekan Sg.Besi, somewhere between Esso petrol station & Public Bank. LOL! 好人有好報！祝你生意興隆！蒸蒸日上！

See? Although there were some 'obstacles' when during my journey but hey, I got help from a kind-hearted gentleman! Not so bad after all, right? I arrived hometown safely. *winks*

Back at home. It was soooooooooo COMFORTABLE as HEAVEN! I love my homie!! It was 100000000000000 times comfortable than KL home. LOL! I had superb break in hometown, even tho it was only 5 days but yeah I recovered from sick and parents took good care of me. hehehhee! Family day on Friday was GREAT! We went shopping at a small lil mesra mall and high tea at Starbucks together. Grocery shopping was as bored as hell lol. boring.. but lol overall it was not bad coz we were together. :) Family day is great, lah. The more we grown up, the more we appreciate the time spend with our family. I don't feel like going OUT at all with friends. My lovely couzie-Maggie came and looked for me on Wed. She spent a night with me at my hometown and we chit chat a lot. I love u Maggie!!!! Thx so much for coming all the way from Kemaman (argh 1 hour journey) to visit me! Muackssssss!!

Saturday came back to KL and I went to Midvalley to meet up with my ex-colleagues aka ex BATians. It was a BIG gathering, 12 of us?! We had dinner and watched Season of the Witch together. After the movie, some went to Zouk, some (ard 9 of us) went to Library to have some drinks. I LAUGHED MY LUNGS OUT there while playing games with them! Hahahahaha! Drank a lot and everybody was so happy!! It was really a GREAT GREAT NIGHT! Big big thanks to Shea Ling-the organiser! thankiu!! I had so much so much so much fun!!!!! *sorry no pics atm coz its in Nicky's iPhone and she hasn't upload any of them YET!* LOL.

I've been watching this series today (Sunday)..argh till episode 4 only coz I have to prepare for my FYP presention which scheduled on Tuesday. *SCARY*

Links to Temptation is a very good series coz I like both of them-Fala Chen & Stephen Ma! Everything starts in Macau!! Its sooo blardy ROMANTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!
Look at the pics below!!! It was my dinner today!!!! Ngar Bou Lou Xu Fan and Siu Yok Mien!! Ho Ho Mei!

Had some walk at Petaling street. :)

Came home, chit chat with my siblings. My bro really got so many patterns!!! This is like the 7th time we said goodnight to each other before he went to sleep?!!!!!! LOL!!
WELL, this post is just to jot down my happy moments haha. I was quite happy lately! I DEFINITELY HAD A GREAT START OF 2011! First day of work tomorrow! Its gonna be GREAT!

On another thought....很多时候我因为怕受伤，所以就选择先放弃。我更因为我太爱自由，所以明明渴望爱情，却依然不知怎样让别人进入我的世界。也许，我连自己要什么我也不知道。我一个人，游游荡荡。自由久了，也没有了目标。难道我真的是个笨蛋？一直错过已经在身边的幸福。我珍惜这份安全感，却担心他的牺牲。所以每天的感觉还是孤独的。我还是需要一个人，一个人想一想。

Happy New Year! Hello 2011^^

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Sat, 01 Jan 2011 03:40:00 +0000

So today is the FIRST DAY of NEW YEAR! I am sure many of you had a fabulous celebration on the eve huh? Well am a bit unlucky, I spent my new year eve in my bed, with a bad cough and been coughing like there's no tomorrow (dry cough and phlegm). :/ is that a bad sign for my year 2011? Umm I am not superstitious though, I better don't think too much. My small lil wish for year 2011 was a good health. I don't wanna fall sick AGAIN!! Even tho its just flu, cough, fever (the usual 'one package').

Chris called me all the way from Netherlands, I can't believe we talked for almost an hour? Sorry bout ur phone bill. lol. She said 'ngai yeh'(stay up late) is very very very bad for health. I should not ngai yeh anymore seriously. If not, 'got money also no chance/life to spend'(yao chin mou meng hiong). I have been working and studying full time for about 2 and a half years, worked too hard and thus, the bad health condition. *sigh* How many year do I have to ngai some more? I don't want this kinda LIFE anymore. So what if the job can pay me 20k per month and I spend more than 10% of it EVERY FUCKING MONTH to pay the doctor and medicines? I wish I am capable enough to take the 20k job though, but sadly, my health doesnt allow me to do so.

I quitted the job and accepted a not bad offer from a not bad company. Starting work this coming 10th January. Hopefully it wil be a great start for my career.

My new year resolutions are about my career, health, friends and family. A lot more to say, but I will keep it in my own diary. :D

So come back to this new year eve topic, argh I was kinda frustrated coz I wanted to go out. >.< What happened was that:
A: Heyyy u dont have any friends come ur house to find u meh....
Me: Dont have wor... friends got their own celebration la.

B: Heyyy I am so ready to come and pick u up!!
Me: Dont ahhhhhhhhh!!! I seriously SICK and look so FUGLY now!

C: [called me at 930pm], wahh you really stayed at home wor!!!
Me: Ya la I told u!!! [he doesnt comment much coz he heard my sick voice]lol!

You guys are making me so jealous of u!!! But to be honest, I don't feel pity to be at home.. to me, I dont mind where the place is and how the celebration is, as long as I get to spend the time with my loved ones, I am happy enough. Yes, this yr, my loved ones were with me, at home, together, just us. :)))))) U know, whenever there is a festival, or any emergency incidents, your loved ones are always, with you. No matter you're sick or busy. :D Close Friends whom I miss the most, in HK, KL, UK, Europe, Dubai, SG, I've texted u all one by one la, thru SMS, FB, MSN. Love you lots friends! I hope 2011 brings u happiness, loves and good health!

Looking back at my archive, wow the number of me writting new post is decreasing year by year. lol. (yah u can see how busy I was, yes I really was!) lol hopefully 2011 dont drop to 50? :P

Happy 2011 guys! May you be filled with loves, joys and hopes! Hopefully 2011 bring us good wealth, health and career.

Cheers.

原來因為喜歡...

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Sun, 26 Dec 2010 18:40:00 +0000

喜歡可以讓人完全忘記自我，甚至做出些自己無法想象的事情。
以前朋友告訴我‘過了三百多天還放不下某某人’，我心裡總藏著許多的問號。
“ha？真的那么夸張嗎？？？三百多天？兩千五百多天？？？”。
老天爺對每個人總是公平的。總有一天，你也會經歷、感受你曾經看輕/不明白的事物。
從來不去理會日曆的我，今天突然回想起從前，計算著收藏‘紅酒’至今的時間已有五百多天了。
五百多天說長不長，說短不短。哈，我自己也搞不明白。
有時候因為‘喜歡’，可以毫不理會別人的看法，即使聽到別人對他的評估，甚至乎奇奇怪怪的緋聞，你還是會一直維護著他，即使別人將他說得有多么的差，你還是硬要維護著他，千吩咐朋友不准對他那樣。
有時候因為‘喜歡’，可以毫無保留，即使等到深夜你還是好希望下一則信息是他發送的。
有時侯因為‘喜歡’，即使身邊有好多有‘潛質’的蜜蜂蝴蝶，你還是想把最好的自己預留給他，再好的蜜蜂蝴蝶也都比不上你對他的那一份感覺。
有時候因為‘喜歡’，明明知道沒有結果，你還是會為一絲的幸福執著；即使，對他而言，你也只不過是個過路客。
有時候因為‘喜歡’，想念他時，你會告訴自己‘想念不就想念咯，又不是什麽大不了，幹嘛要傷心呢？我偏要‘享受’想念他的時刻，然後，睡個覺，明早起身就會恢復正常了。”
有時候因為‘喜歡’，過季節是會想‘如果他有在就好了。’
有時候因為‘喜歡’，當有喜訊或是不開心的事情，你第一個就會想起他，并好想第一時間與他分享。
有時候因為‘喜歡’，你甚至乎不介意把自己變成他想要的那一位完美的伴侶。
有時候因為‘喜歡’，明明很喜歡可是你因為顧慮對方的感受，就算自己有多么的‘辛苦’，也要偽裝著瀟灑，當什麽事情也沒發生過。
有時候因為‘喜歡’，你會因為想念他，臨睡前流了幾滴睡眠淚。
有時候因為‘喜歡’，你會傻傻的，繼續守候。並且一直保持聯絡，關心對方。
有時候因為‘喜歡’，導致自己非常討厭他，也同時很在乎他。以為討厭可以忘記，原來自己把自己混亂了也不知、
有時候因為‘喜歡’，你會把自己‘所謂的面子’都統統拋開，告訴自己‘他開心就好’。
有時候因為‘喜歡’，半夜三更......4點凌晨，重複又重複聽了這兩首歌曲，想起女人說的‘眼淚不是拿來‘忍’的，它是拿來‘流’的。人類流淚是因為痛，才發現，原來心...好...痛...。辛苦，不過你會告訴自己‘明早睡醒就沒事了’。

只要你站在我身边我的眼里会看不到全世界
而你的眼睛是深渊那充满侵略的惊鸿一瞥
曾经爱的坦诚毫无保留到胆怯
胆怯敌不过对你的不舍和眷恋
我知道我们不会有结果我还是扑了火
为一线可能的幸福执着对你来说我也只是路过 Wo~
点燃烟火短暂的灿烂的最爱的不是我
我们不会有结果我们不会有结果
也许说太多是因为怕错过可惜你并不怕错过我

你喜歡過、你沉溺過、你殘忍過、這一刻我都懂...我真的自由。

First Day at Work!

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Sun, 19 Dec 2010 06:09:00 +0000

So 16th was my first day at work.

I reached the office at 8.a.m. sharp! (opps I was supposed to be there only at 8.30a.m.), so I was 30mins earlier, not knowing anyone, no one at the reception counter and I was all alone at the lobby..waiting for the time to pass. LOL everybody who walks in sees me like 'one kind', as in

"who the hell is this person, sitting at the lobby at 8am?!" lol.

I must thank my iPhone! Coz' that babe was my only entertainment whenever I was bored! LOL!

Finally after 20mins, someone attended to me and brought me to my office. Oh great, it has 9 floors and IT department is at the 7th floor. The working environment is kinda the same as my previous company. :)

Lunchie for the first day. The nice, kind-hearted, sweet, young lady office administrator ordered this triple decker chicken sandwich for me, for free! :D I can't finish it, its just too BIGGGGG! I only managed to finish half of it and my mouth can't fit the 'thickness' of the bread lor omg! lol! I have to OPEN MY MOUTH BIG BIG to just hv one bite! lol.

Nothing much on the first day. There's a christmas party the next day and everyone is supposed to prepare a RM20 worth of gift for gift exchanging session. lol luckily luckily I have an appointment with Dr.Loong in MV for dinner and movie. or else I'll have to go buy a gift by myself! -.- I managed to reach MV at ard 6.10pm.hehehe. As Loong also got a xmas party the next week and got to prepare a RM20 worth of gift as well, so we can buy xmas gifts together.

I bought this cute lil Spongebob! hahaha. Eh this Spongebob worth more than RM20 lor! -.- its another 5 bucks extra okay! To the one who gt this, pls like it! LOL

Feel so good to have somebody to share with after working, on the first day. Or else I gotta go home and have dinner alone. so pathetic. lol. The Social Network is boringgggg. Both of us were like, "what?! thats the whole movie?! so disappointing!" -.-

Overall first day was not bad! :D

一连噩梦

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Mon, 06 Dec 2010 15:32:00 +0000

今早赶那份operational feasibility analysis赶到7.22分。我真的好睏，但是不行一整天也没做过什么，我非要逼自己死都要做完才可以睡！终于，天亮了，我只做完operational那一部分。还有technical和economic。救命。不理了，我去睡了。好不容易入睡了，但我竟然又发噩梦！3小时后我又惊醒了！看着时钟，omg三小时！再这样下去我命真的可以短几年！昨天也发了噩梦！那噩梦是关于爸爸。爸爸好像是被刀插伤还是被子弹打中，我和弟弟一直扶着爸爸，看着他慢慢没气，哭死我了。我在梦里哭得好惨好惨！

今天又连续发噩梦！在总共7小时的睡眠中，我被惊醒了3次！好不容易我把自己抽身而出，成功逃离了那一连的噩梦。2.30pm, 心跳扑通扑通的跳着，仿佛告诉我它需要我的安慰。我按着它，告诉它不用害怕，慢慢呼吸...但它似乎还恢复不了症状。>.<

过不久，我那可爱的表妹-maggie面突然MSN我。她告诉我，这几天看到我的status她也跟着stress了。Huh...就连身边关心我的人都感觉到我的压力。透不过气。真的。怪我自己太临时抱佛脚！Maggie提议我今天放自己至少10小时的小休，去做些能够让自己解压的东西。我第一个就想到看部笑戏。听说这本地的lolio popo都蛮好看，又好笑。不过身边的朋友都好忙哦，不是太迟才得空就是已经有约了。

唉。其实我有想过叫他陪我看，因为他一定会陪我看戏！可是我真的不想再增加无形的压力了。我突然觉得我们不会有超过朋友之间的感情了。他和我，我有压力因为...我不知道我和他有没有可能。我也不想这么快去决定到底和他能不能有进一步的发展。我不想去想，不想去理。如果我真的约他，就代表我真的给他机会了。我今天只想简简单单找个“朋友”陪我看场笑戏。就这么简单。。所以到最後我還是沒有聯絡他。

虽然今天看不成戏，可是一杯简简单单的雪糕，经已可以让我心情舒畅一点点了。

刚刚又有一位朋友aka旧同事和我说了同样的话！OMGGG!"HELLO MS. STRESSED", 我问他，“你怎样懂我stressed啊？”， “我看你的面子书的post我也stressed！” -.- OMG!

Stay Focused

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Wed, 01 Dec 2010 12:07:00 +0000

If you have tried so hard to stay focused on something for the whole day, trying so crazily hard to complete the work but still produce nothing, what I can advice is, PLEASE LEAVE THAT BLOODY PLACE, IMMEDIATELY!

I can't help myself the whole day, been sleeping like a sleeping monster until 1pm! Hae'ing, lying on the bed, youtube'ing, facebooking, msn'ing, skype'ing and, I AM STILL FEELING SLEEPY!

Thank God for sending me an angel- Christina my besty! Since she's in the far far away Netherlands, we can only contact each other via MSN.

"How many days left to the due date?", she asked.
"14 days :((((((((((((((((((((((" ,I think she feels my helpless, hopeless, disappointment and discouragement! LOL!
"ok what! U start ur project 12 hours a day or more than tat.. just merely focus on that",
"Umm ok but i find it so hard to concentrate at home!I just feel so sleepy n lazy!",
"Then just go to any place which can make u concentrate". (oh ya she's so damn rite!)

I used to stay in the library almost everyday since last week from early morning til late evening. Today, since I did not go to the Uni, I decided to go to a cafe! Hoping that it helps. Thank God, it HELPS!! It really helps!!!

TO be honest, I can't do work in a group. I prefer to work alone, on my own. This way I can produce more stuffs. I do not like people to monitor my works and see them do their work makes me feels that we're competing with each other. It added more STRESSes indirectly! I prefer to seek for their helps and ask them questions ONLY when I am stucked! LOL I feel much more comfortable this way. :P

Well I am actually taking a small break now to update this blog while cracking my head to produce a good environmental analysis. I am glad coz I am producing results!

Organic Egg Sandwich- just nice to my appetite. Not too big portion :)
Mochaccino- Tai Tai San! :)

I am loving this place. Although am alone here, but with the company of great jazzie christmas songs, I feel such a bliss!!!! I am already in the Christmas mood!

I've promised myself, I want a white christmas next year!

Just before I stopped writing, GUYS, If you cant stay focused anymore, CHANGE the environment! It totally works!

2 more months!Yay!

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Sat, 27 Nov 2010 07:55:00 +0000

I have nothing special to blog about lately, coz I was just too BUSY with my final year project. Argh talking about my FYP, one word- SIGH. It was so goddamn tough! I am soooooooo stressed ooooooooouuuuuuuut. :-/

Ok my heart beat is jumping kinda fast now. oh damnit!

Will I fail my project? I am sooooooooooo worried!!! :-(

The submission date is 15th December and guess what? I might have to submit it a day earlier as I am starting to work on the 15th at 8.30 bloody morning. After submitting my FYP, I still have another assignment due on the 22nd before 2pm, and one last assignment due on the 14th Jan. Then 3 individual presentations in January. By end of January, I'd have done everything already and considered completed my degree programme. So, these 2 months(December & January) are indeed a very critical months for me. VERY! I'll have to 心惊胆跳，担惊受怕 to pass these 2 months. I just wanna pass thru this stage! Please help me to pass thru it, God!!!!!!!!!!!! Wish me luck peeps!

Btw, I was invited to join my Uni's Mountain Climbing Club as a committee member. We don't necessary go hiking only, we do go for some outing like A Day Trip to any places, waterfall, jungle trekking, lake, cycling, skytrex...and basically, any outdoor activities(u name it!) lol. I just had a meeting with all the committees and it was really cool!

We are people with different backgrounds, cultures, languages, religions..and etc. LOL. They are from Mauritius(beautiful island, somewhere near to France), Thailand-Pucket(white indian from thailand), Bangalore(he really got the IT-look and smart!), Maldives (my first reaction-"wow! beautiful island!!"), Pakistan(big eyes, sharp nose, pretty girl), Iran (Turkish who born in Iran, with some russian blood from parents, K-1 Champion in yr 2003, spent his whole life living in Iran, Turkey, London and Malaysia- ). Coolest meeting ever! LOL

Another surprise! I just joined a French class in my Uni and wil be learning this beautiful language soon! heheheheehe! Btw, why do I ONLY be so active when I am about to graduate/leave this Uni?! I sacrificed a lot during my lovely Uni life as I spent my entire 2.5 years working full time while pursuing my degree course. I did have the chance to join many clubs(one of it is the Tennis/Swimming club but i just got no time to go for practice) and I was once a student ambassador for my Uni and a part timer in my Uni's student services and corporate training department! LOL I was interviewed by Nan Yang Siang Pau back in year 2007 when I was still the student ambassador. lol

I have many chances to be actively involved in the Uni's activities/events and have fun with all my friends back then but I chose to explore to working world on full time basis and gave up my Uni life.(I was the first one who leaves the classroom and rushed to work whenever lecturer gives a green light to leave.) lol. I have a lot of good friends from Kazakhstan, Pakistan, Iran but we have not been contactin each other that often ever since I started work during my year one degree. Argh I kinda miss them!

By doing that-being busy all the times and worked like a workaholic,juggling both studies and work almost drove me crazy but it eventually gives me 2.5 years of priceless working experience and opportunities gained in a MNC and got to know a lot of fun people back in my ex-company. And now, I've already got a good job offer from a big public listed FMCG co. even before graduated. I've got few offers actually and also another interview next Thursday! The sacrificials are now, PAID back. :)

I'll just have to struggle 2 more months, 咬紧牙根 pass it thru and I wil ENJOY my life again!!! ;-) hehehehehehe! 好啦， kar yau add oil!!!!!

P/S: U know, sometimes I hate PERIOD so much! But sometimes I love it. 简直就是又爱又恨！I hate the hassle,the irritating PIMPLES and pain of stomach that I have to go thru every month but I love the hormonal change coz I do notice that my face complexion change better after my 'aunt visiting me'(period). LOL

这几天~开心！

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Tue, 16 Nov 2010 18:55:00 +0000

近期好忙！忙什么呢？

(1) 面试

昨天下午去了面试。几经辛苦才找到那间公司的位置！复杂的地址，走错路害得我迟到30分钟！-.- 好彩他们体谅，没事哈哈！面试session足足倾了一个小时半！又是HR & IT Manager 一起interviewed我。之前有个大公司也是这样的，HR&IT Manager一起不停的问我问题，我足足回答了一小时半，“我当时真想问问她们我可不可以喝一口水！”哈哈。庆幸的是，昨天的interview完之后，他们叫我在会议室里待10分钟，过了10分钟，他们进来告诉我他们即将聘请我。这是个Permanent的position，福利还不错。问我可不可以即刻答复他们。我好surprise，超surprise。之前在烟草公司的职位，前老板也是在interview完之后即刻offer我的。我其实都有点儿心动，因为他们好豪爽。再看看怎么样吧，我期待这个星期日的面试！如果这个星期日的面试fail，我即将接受这个offer~下星期一会给他们答复。:)

(2) 吃喝玩乐~！

噢前几天几乎每一天都出去，这两个星期内我总共吃了4次日本餐！好夸张啊！原因因为朋友们都喜爱日本餐。其实呢，我最爱的仍然是西餐！以前总是不怎么会欣赏日本餐，朋友一提议日本餐我第一个举手反对！只因我不吃sushi，也不爱吃生冷嘢。没想到，我竟然会爱上了日本餐！(ofcoz, stil no to sushi!), 而且还吃了4次！Sushi Tei，Sushi-Zen，Sushi Zanmai，我都统统try过了。最好吃的还是Zanmai，Sushi Zen 也不错哦！在The Gardens的底楼（LG floor, nearby Cold Storage). 这么多之中我超爱Sushi Zanmai 的！特别是Sukiyaki！好好好吃！

这一盘sukiyaki，不够我吃，我多叫了一碗白饭, 因为啊我是饭桶，哈哈！为什么我这么喜欢sukiyaki呢？因为我超爱吃牛肉！这盘牛肉，你要放进去一片一片的煮，一片大概煮1-2分钟就熟了，看你喜欢煮多熟。切记：don cook so long! 2-3mins is enough!不然牛肉会太硬,那就不好吃咯！有个来自荷兰的外国朋友尝一尝了之后告诉我 :"canny! this is the best beef i've ever had in Malaysia!!!" 哈哈哈！真夸张！还有一个更夸张的: "I will remember this beef forever!" 哈哈哈！他们的形容词真是好笑！哈哈！RM15.80- Sukiyaki, RM3.00 日本饭，绿茶RM1（喝all u can），加15%税~一餐大概RM23 in total 吧！:-D

接下来就是这盘美味的Chicken Teriyaki @ The Garden! 这鸡排的底下有mashed potato噢！甜甜的汁~好好吃！这盘RM16.90（如果没记错）。

朋友心血来潮想要尝一尝巴里餐，所以提议去OLE OLE BALI吃晚餐~其实这是我第4次吃了。食物不错的，好吃可是好贵啊，我们一人吃了RM46.哈！

这盘叫做Siap Bumbu。我好喜欢吃kangkung菜。好吃！最主要的还是这两块鸡啦。Balinese roast chicken with lemongrass marinate! 如果它是鸡胸肉就非常perfect了！！我还是超爱鸡胸肉的！这盘Siap Bumbu RM27！

这也非常好吃（友人超爱），Prawn, Fish, Squid Pasta. 一点酸酸甜甜的。（其实如果正正rate pasta我还是比较prefer carbonara! 我的favourite！！我也蛮喜爱意大利餐的！）这盘RM32.

接下来就到这一杯饮品啦！不简单，不简单！因为这杯饮品实在太神奇啦！！！！！！我超级超级爱喝啊！超好喝啊救命！Bananas blended with Palm Sugar. RM11~ 我还忘不了这杯饮品的taste啊！Love this to the MAX!!!!!!!!!!

Balinese food is not bad geh, but kinda pricey~ 来自新加坡的朋友好搞笑。我post chinese food照片时，他竟然问我“Canny, u eat chinese food?!", I was like.... Grrrrrrrrrr "what a question! I love chinese food!" Everyone thought that I only love western food. LOL. To be honest, WESTERN food is still my No.1 favourite after Chinese food!

(3) Shopping!!!

看到我的战利品吗？哈哈这星期日我要好好表现！把自己打扮得漂漂亮亮！你知道吗, 那种shopping又不用自己还钱的感觉实在太太太爽了！爸爸给了我无限的预算。我总共花了RM600多吧！一切跟爸爸claim回~^_^

Thanks DAD for giving me no budget and claim back $$$ from u for all the things I bought. Haha! You're the best man in the world! Te Amo Wo Ai Ni~

I am gonna work so hard on my final year project from tomorrow onwards! Wish me lucks! ;)

渺茫的前途

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Wed, 10 Nov 2010 07:21:00 +0000

总觉得前途好渺茫啊。过去的三个月我总共申请超过90份工作!其实是有公司请我，可是自己却还想继续寻找真真想要的一份工。

我只想要一份permanent position的工jek，这么难吗？:(
做了contract staff 2年半还是一样。逃不出contract的命运！无奈！

我明明有2年train人的经验，那经理说我的经验is more on IT,not training。Recruitment firm is defensing for me. I am speechless. 唉，不是我的就不是我的吧。我也不想多说了。谢谢你啦recruiter，辛苦了！

我明明有那个价钱，经理A却告诉我她认为我暂时只值这个价钱！我以前有的package并不代表她现在一定要match回同样的package给我。别人转工我转工，别人得到更好的package，20%人工增长，我呢？那个reply真的有少少hurt!他们正等着我签纸。

唉，最近找工，写信，去interviews到我几乎快要呕了啦！-.-

好渺茫！好渺茫！好无助！好无助！好无奈！超无奈！

我在以前公司工作时几乎得到好多好多赞赏和欣赏。真的好多。早知就不辞职！现在....竟然落得此下场！唉其实前公司上星期打电话给我说要offer我team lead的位子。我竟然拒绝了！我选择了说我不值得那个价钱的公司！唉。不知这个新公司和新老板会怎样对待我呢？希望我不是自讨苦吃，有熟的不做，做生的。

我认命吧.....contract就contract吧.....我好难过呀！

Something...Artistic

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Fri, 29 Oct 2010 07:24:00 +0000

Artistic photos taken by myself. Not bad huh my photoshooting skill has improved a bit. hahaha!

Sleepless Nite

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Thu, 28 Oct 2010 19:54:00 +0000

As usual, I've got a call from mummy tonight. We talked about the funny video clips I posted on FB. LOL. Its the first time mum and dad heard my bro sing K! LOL! Its just too funny and I can't stop laughing whenever I play that video clip. haha! Mom then suddenly told me about dad's situation. Dad still feels cold all the time, for few weeks already. :( He went to clean his wound at the hospital today, doctor said the wound got infection. :( Mom said a lot of blood flow out when the doc cleaned the wound. "Please pray for ur dad", mom asked. This made me even more worrier!!! Do u know that, mom? *sigh*

I am so worry. Was it because of the medicines? Too strong and thus it makes my dad feels weak/cold? Or was it because of the low blood sugar? He has to eat so many medicines already, and now that his wound got infection, doctor wants him to take some antibiotics too. Gosh, I totally understand how he feels. *sigh*

I don't usually pray to God nowadays. But tonight, I really can't rely on my own strength. I need someone to talk to. I realized I need to talk to God and cast all my worries to Him. I had some conversation with my good friends, and yes I do feel good now. and some non-related cheer up phone called from Evan. He called coz he's leaving HK to Singapore and wanna finish up his prepaid phone credit in HK. lol 3am. Thx for the calls and advices friends!!

After all the "goodbyes" from MSN and Phone, I decided to go to bed coz I am actually quite sleepy. Laid down, with my eyes closed, dad's picture was there. Gosh. I know I am still worrying about dad. *sigh* Alright, I decided to just PRAY! *fingers crossed*, I started the prayer sincerely, from the bottom of my heart, "Dear God, I am so worry about my dad. I pray that You'll grant my dad a good health and a speedy recovery. Please heal his wound with Your mighty hands. I........" Just before I can complete my sentence/prayer, my sis who's already sleeping since an hour ago SUDDENLY said something!(HALO, its a midnight, 3.50am., the room's in dark, and I am actually praying sincerely, fingers crossed, halfway talking to God-I actually speak it out!OK I got SCARED by my sis!)

Sis: Jie......
Me: *Stop praying* yes? *I thought she's still dreaming*
Sis: Have u locked the door?
Me: Yes. locked already. *Ok, maybe she is still in her dream asking me this question!*
Sis: I heard somebody's trying to open the grill upstairs.
Me: No its the neighbour. They just came home. Its their gate, not the grill upstairs. *opps ok maybe she's awake now, not dreaming*
Sis: I dreamt of ghost......very scary.
Me: Huh.. no ghost la. Pls continue to sleep...

After few mins... Ummm I can't sleep anymore. Hence, here I am ,typing all these on my bed. @@ Life's hard, I feel it, out of the sudden,again. Anxieties can be monetary problems, choices that u've gotta make or people whom u care for. Life's indeed not easy, u've gotta learn to deal with the UPs and DOWNs. *sigh*

I am sleepy now. Guess I'll have to continue the prayer and just close my eyes to sleep.
Get well soon, dad. I love you.

H-A-P-P-Y

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Sun, 24 Oct 2010 08:00:00 +0000

I am so happy recently. Met up with different groups of friends, had some good food with friends, had fun with each and everyone of them. It was indeed a very great catch up session with ALL OF U.

Thank God for good friends. Thank God for the blessings and cares from all of them.

In these 2 months time, I've received tremendous blessings from friends on many things especially-FOOD! I am really surprised. People bought me dinner/lunch in different occasions. Last 2weeks, different people bought me dinner/lunch for 5 days in a week time. This is so unbelievable.I am kind of 受宠若惊。Most of them know I have gone back to student life and got no income, hence, the free meals. hehe. Love ya all!

Thanks for the steaks, macD, buffets, karaoke, japanese food, wines, beers, movies. LOL. From u, u, u and u! U alllllllll! :)))

You guys knew I've always wanted to go to Sammi's Love Mi More Concert in Singapore(but I can't afford to pay for the tickets) and u guys encouraged me to join the contest, helped/supported me by hitting 122 likes on my comment in just few hours time(thx to my friends who supported me by 2 clicks) hehe. so that I can win the tickets to her concert this 5th Nov. U guys totally rock!!! I feel kinda proud when ppl wrote there "there's no way to beat canny har as she got 122 likes on her comment", compared to others where they only have 22 likes the most. Seriously, I can't do it without u guys, 122 people.Thank you so much! *love*

I WON THE TICKETS!!!!!!!!!!!!! :))

What else can I ask for? I ask God for HIS tremendous blessings to shower all of you-my friends, my loved ones and lucks follow u wherever u go! Be Happy all the time and stay healthy as always! I'll bless you with my prayers wherever I am! I love you guys!

Thanks for all the happy moments and more are coming in the future. I promise! Rock on! :)

寂寞寂寞就好

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Tue, 19 Oct 2010 15:26:00 +0000

这首歌真的超级超级棒！好适合我现在的心情！超爱歌词！超爱！

還是原來那個我不過撂掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾遲早我會換這張臉應對笑容
不算什麼愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯早一點解脫
我寂寞寂寞就好
這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了
傷到快瘋掉死不了就還好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了
賴著不放掉人本來就寂寞的
借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉
還是原來那個你是我自己做夢你又改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用每個人有每個人的業障因果
會有什麼什麼都沒有早點看破才看的見以後
我寂寞寂寞就好
這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了
傷到快瘋掉死不了就還好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了
賴著不放掉人本來就寂寞的
我總會把你戒掉

下一站...寻找

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Sun, 17 Oct 2010 15:22:00 +0000

朋友最近问了我些私事....我想了好久。
终于，我想清楚了。答案也有了。

有些东西，你在意就会珍惜，不在意就根本不会理会。答案不难找。

其实你知道吗？世上没有什么是永恒的。包括你自己在内。
最近我看着有些朋友，为爱要生要死，非要将自己困在一个走不出的圈圈。
“他不爱我了”，“我还放不下" ; 好一个放不下。

什么放不下？去煮热水，用手摸一摸水壶，水壶很烫，手动到就会散开！自然反应。
世上没有什么是放不开的。痛了，你自然就会放手。
不是不能放下，是你不想、不舍得放下。

世界好大。人来，人去。每一个人生的阶段我都遇上不同的人。
有很珍惜你的，有对你很好的，有与你非常合得来的，有吃喝玩乐的，有看你不顺眼的，有小心眼的，有笑里藏刀的，有忘恩负义的，有....好多哦。回想起好多发生过的事，以及陪伴我过这24年的朋友，家人们，我突然有所‘感触’。不经一事，不长一智。你何必为之前所发生的事耿耿于怀呢？如果事事都那么顺利，那人生还有什么意义呢？

感谢上帝;Thank God. Thanks for the plans. Thanks for prepared everything beforehand that whenever I've been hit by problems, there were good friends/family around me, supporting me.

朋友也好，情侣也好；合则来，不合则去。I am writing a new chapter soon. 谁会是我故事里的主角呢？:) 我自己也不懂。Ask God。 :)

P/S: 这个blog是我的，if u're interested to explore my little personal world, you're welcome to this site. 标题还是一样。"BLOG IS WHERE WE EXPRESS OUR FEELINGS, THOUGHTS, SHARINGS, EXPERIENCES“。 I don't really need your click to increase my blog's traffic or give any comment. Coz' I am not using this little place to earn any single cent. 这个blog是开给我远方，不常见面，或是常联络的朋友们，还有，我自己。你如称我为朋友，当你读这个post时，处于的会是关心，而不是讽刺。我能够share在这里的我就不怕朋友拿上来和我谈！每个人有不同的limit in sharing things，想法不同；可是不代表我有问题。我想再次说一遍，“This is my blog! U come to read because u care about me, interested in me, u like my blog or u want to "busybody" about whats up with me lately; everyone carries different intention. I cant control. But things I share here has got nothing to do with catching attention as I did not beg anyone to read nor publishing it. "了解我的朋友根本不需我的解释，不了解我的，怎么解释也是多余。”To be honest, I don give a damn to gossips. :) 讲完。

我已订立了一个梦想。正在慢慢的让它依依实现！可以实现的！我相信！

今天...我想得非常清楚。:) 刚订了酒店！即将去散散心~

Traveling! Traveling!

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Mon, 11 Oct 2010 14:29:00 +0000

Yooooo whatz up people? Guess what my traveling mode is officially ON!! Shiattttttttt!!! I need money! I need money! I need traveling fund!!!!! Please give me a job :(

Charles was asking me to go China-Shanghai next yr February, or plan B(if he can't get visa to enter China)- Vietnam then.He actually wanted to go Korea, but I don't think I can make it in February. LOL! A budgeted one is good enough for me and I can treat that as my graduation trip! hehehehe!

Steve was asking me to go Japan next yr or plan B-Taiwan. He wanna see hot chicks, I wanna see Sakura and shopping actually. LOL!

I tentatively say ok to them but still, it depends whether I get a job or not by January! arghhhh *cross fingers* Please please please give me a job. :S

And I have a Krabi trip with my girls in April, I also plan to go visit Ellen @ Dubai. And Jingy/Rocky(whats the progress now about our trip to JP?)

As I was doing some stuff downstairs, I saw a book about the must-go places in Europe. I got so jealous of my bestie-Chris! I wanted to follow her......so badly............ :S

I love to travel! I enjoy exploring to different cultures and I always get to learn something new when am back from a trip. Things that u won't get to learn in school/workplace! I don't know what will happen in the next 10 yrs(I hope I can live healthily till 80 yrs old tho!) I wanna see the beauty of the earth while I am still young, energetic and passionate-of course, before the earth gets polluted.

There are so many places I have YET to see, a must-go places in my list are definitely Italy(Rome, Venice) and USA. And some lovely countries(Bali, Australia, New Zealand, Turkey, Spain, London, Japan...etc.).Oh ya, Hong Kong is a MUST-GO place every year for at least-once! :)

It's ENOUGH!

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Sun, 10 Oct 2010 05:15:00 +0000

Wake up in the morning feeling like a weak cow. I don’t quite remember how many hours have I already slept for? Took a hot shower, cleaned myself up and I went to see doctor by myself. Not bad huh I still can drive. I should have seen the doctor yesterday or Friday (last 2 days)itself :S cuz I stil have a bit of diarrhea this morning and I am feeling so darn weak..for 2 days already! All I need is antibiotics and some advices from doctor. Hence, I decided to go to the clinic so that my interview tomorrow morning won’t be ruined by my weak body!

As I drove along the road from my house to the clinic on a lovely Sunday morning, no traffic jam, not many cars, I felt so good. How good if I get to ‘enjoy’ Sunday morning in this way? (Not going to the clinic of course) What I meant is to wake up in the early morning, do some exercises, chit chatting-breakfast with friends/siblings. 

Doctor said I’ve got a lil bit of low blood pressure due to dehydration (vomiting with diarrhea). Ummmm no wonder I feel so dizzy sometimes. Esp when I squat down for some time and try to get up, I felt so dizzy as if I’m going to faint soon! Since it was already 2 days, doctor said it might be an infection. I asked the doctor, why am I so weak? Why do I get food poisoning so frequently? He said my functional digestive system/immune system is imbalance. -.- He suggested Probiotics for me. “Pls look for this in pharmacy. This will help you to build up ur digestive system. Also, since you've got a sensative stomach, u must be PICKY about where you eat”.

The doctor is so caring and patient. He explained every single thing in DETAILED for me! That’s why I love to see him whenever I am sick!

The Probiotics is RM148 FOR 2, 1 is RM87, 2 is RM148 and they are having promotion at the moment. Selling this at RM110.90 and with the purchase of more than RM100 in a single receipt, you can get a RM10 off immediately. So I got this at RM100.90. Not bad huh? But its stil so expensive!!  I called the most important person in my life-Daddy. I told him I got so fed up of falling sick so often, spending money on medicines and supplements. Dad comforted me and asked me not to worry,take good rest and build up my immune system. At tht time I felt like crying, but I did not cry. I know this sounds kinda ‘little girl’ but I got kinda emotional when I am feeling weak.

I promise myself that from now onwards, I wanna go jogging as often as I can! If I really cant run/jog, I’ll go swimming/cycling! When I get a permanent job, I wanna join GYM and force myself to go for classes for at least twice a week!

SAY GOOD-BYE to nightlife and Hello to Healthy lifestyle! I mean IT!

Understand Lethargy & Overcome It

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Tue, 05 Oct 2010 11:06:00 +0000

Lethargy is also referred to as malaise, fatigue, tiredness or listlessness, it is a medical condition characterized by slowness, general indifference and serious loss of interest, desire and motivation in one's activities and life. From the Greek lethargia or drowsiness, lethargy may be a response to stress or overexertion; it can also be a symptom of many serious illnesses and problems.

Lethargy is one way the body tells us something is wrong or off balance. This may be as simple as a lifestyle change such as sleeping too much or too little or unhealthy eating habits, or it may be a sign of disease.

Symptoms of lethargy include:
•Changes in sleep patterns
•Sleeping too much or too little
•Difficulty in falling sleep
•Changes in eating habits
•Changes in bowel habits
•Lack of concentration
•Body aches and pains
•Fatigue and lack of energy
•Difficulty in performing daily routine
•Loss of enthusiasm and motivation
•Loss of interest in activities and hobbies
•Psychological depression and spiritual emptiness

Causes of Lethargy
Lethargy may just be the result of exhaustion from working too much and too many late nights or being on an unhealthy diet. It can also be symptom of depression, unstable blood sugar levels, food intolerances, diabetes, insomnia, heart disease, chronic fatigue syndrome and a number of other disorders. When lethargy is a consistent problem, it cannot be simply treated with caffeine, medications or vitamins and medical treatment may be required

When lethargy becomes consistent because of habits and lifestyle, it's important to make changes in daily activities. These include not drinking enough fluids, eating excessive heavy foods, sleeping in consistently, a lack of exercise and physical activity and spending too much time in stationary activities that have little to no stimulations such as watching television or browsing the internet.

Diseases that Cause Lethargy
The variety of diseases and disorders associated with lethargy include acute and chronic kidney failure, jaundice, hepatitis, thyroid disorders, meningitis, Addison’s disease, bronchitis, gastritis and even common ailments such as constipation.

In cases of serious injury, infection, or disease, lethargy can worsen. This can lead to a drastic loss of function or ability to answer basic questions and make everyday decisions. Side effects of some medications and herbal remedies as well as interactions between certain drugs, medications, supplements, substances or toxins may also cause lethargy.

These include certain antibiotics, anti-viral drugs, heart medications, and even birth control. Always advise your physician of any medications or treatments you are taking, including prescription medications, over-the-counter treatments, vitamins and herbal supplements.

Depression is the most common cause of lethargy and it is also a tell tale symptom of other psychological disorders. Bipolar disorder, dysthymia and other depressive disorders can be responsible for lethargy. Similarly, life changes such as meopause as well as shock and trauma can cause one to feel lethargic.

Overcome Lethargy
Start by checking your diet. Certain foods may be attractive when you eat them but your body takes time to digest them, making you feel drowsy and sluggish. Lay off the heavy carbohydrates at lunch time - have a light meal instead - and see whether that helps.

Make sure you get a good night's sleep. It could be that your lethargy is because you're suffering from restless nights. Maybe that's being caused by stress in your life. Or it could be a change sudden in the weather and you're sleeping too hot or too cold, in turn causing you to sleep lightly, tossing and turning rather than getting a decent night's sleep.

Be careful about artificial stimulants. Things like coffee and tea, which both have caffeine in them. Cut down rather than cut them out completely. And be wary about drinking them too close to bed time. The same goes for alcohol - this has all sorts of side effects and could be hindering your recovery from lethargy.

Random People

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Mon, 04 Oct 2010 17:33:00 +0000

Why so many random people recently?! -.-

P/S: To u, Pls stop calling me. Pls stop FB asking me why never pick up the phone and never reply sms. I don't like to talk nonsense with u. And, Why is it a must for me to answer ur phone calls jek?! Ish!

Emo'ing

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Fri, 01 Oct 2010 23:27:00 +0000

It is 7.27a.m Saturday. Ummm I haven't sleep yet. Nahh am just gonna write whatever that's in my mind without filtering 'anything', cuz' am physically tired but I just don't feel like sleeping.

I went Genting Highlands with some of my friends today and I lose some money there. Well, kinda painful but its okay. U play, u must accept the fact that u'll end up losing it. Yeah, take the risk. *cheer up!*

While I was walking outside the casino with my friends, someone suddenly called me.

My friend: Hey!!! The guy is calling u!
Me: HUH? where?
My friend: (pointed at the guy), he wants to buy u starbucks.
Me: (looked at the guy-his table got 3 guys. I walked away.)

After some walk, a random guy came near me.

The guy: Hi.. can I be friend with u?
Me: (looked at him-silent, walked away)
My friend: hey he wants to be friend with u.
Me: ............................

To be honest the guy is not bad looking. I don't know whats wrong with me today. I am just not in the mood. Ummm maybe I lose money in the casino.

After few hours just before I back to KL, 2 classmates told me that they've failed a subject. Darn! I think 75% of them failed the subject. I am soooooooooo worried!!! I haven't got the chance to check the result and I can only check on Monday. :( I am so worried!!! I don't wanna fail that subject... :((((

Reached home, housemates told me something which need my involvement to settle, for them again. *sigh*
Its so not easy to be a house leader or the eldest at home. Bearing all the burdens, carrying the responsibilities and stresses. How can I not tough?! The situation is forcing me to be a tough person!

And I think I kinda screwed up a lot of things recently. Umm I don't know. I've been attacked by all the negative feelings. I am worst. I feel so ugly and worthless.I feel like am just a small lil potato. I feel kinda depressed. I am feeling so fricking LONELY now! The more I wanted something, the more I felt its so FAR AWAY from me! Whts wrong with me? Where are all the confidence that I used to have? :( Ummm perhaps I should stop EMO'ing now.

How I wish I got the world's ever warmest hug now,right now! Give me a hug!

当爱在靠近

noreply@blogger.com (Canny Har™) — Tue, 28 Sep 2010 11:26:00 +0000

真的想寂寞的时候有个伴
日子再忙也有人一起吃早餐
虽然这种想法明明就是太简单
只想有人在一起不管明天在哪里
爱从不容许人三心两意
遇见浑然天成的交集错过多可惜
如果我是真的决定付出我的心
能不能有人告诉他别让我伤心

每一次当爱再靠近感觉他紧紧地抱住你
每一次当爱再靠近感觉得他在清楚地告诉你
他骚动你的心遮住你的眼睛
又不让你知道去哪里(却不让你知道去哪里)
每一次当爱在靠近都好像在等你要怎么回应
天地都安静唯一不能的是你的决定
天地都安静唯一不安的是你的决定