Caring Enemies

That day when clouds were dark

2021-07-18T20:14:00.000+05:30

After hectic week when I was finally settling to rejuvenate myself for upcoming battle,
I could realize that it is still very early to rise and ignite the inner mettle.

My eyes were still clumsy to feel the light,
As I retired to bed that day late night.

Everything was different then before that day,
As I woke up, clouds were dark and that left mark on my face.

I am here to fight and win my race,
But that day when clouds were dark it was different case.

Life is all about doing small things right,
And that also is like have clear vision and distant sight.

I may not be very correct in many ways I know,
But I will learn, unlearn and relearn and adjust my bow.

Yes clouds were dark that day but she was away from me,
Yes clouds were dark that day but honey was away from this bee.
In all this also when I have that belief that she is there and always will be;
And everything will be as per the plan made in hot may.

Darkness has power to ignite light on its own,
It also makes individual stronger from before,

Lion at night makes louder roar,
It also brings serenity like enjoying at sea shore.

That day when clouds were dark
I tried again that blank page feels my mark.

Untitled-1

2021-02-07T17:48:00.002+05:30

When anything works in right way,
It keeps you in proper shape and stops all problem far away.

I know very well that keep walking and let journey decide its destination is prevalent concept,
At the same time to take pause and just relax is also accepted fact.

Being right is most sought after thing nowadays,
Being practically right is only way to cement clay.

Balancing work with life is at times tedious,
But having life in work is more precious.

I might have kept my paper blank for a long time now,
But it is only because to have that required spark in show.

Fragrance of flower may not always spread across instantly;
As the colour and appearance has to be such which requires to be noticed along with its smell.

Happy Birthday

2021-02-07T17:45:00.001+05:30

Standing together with you makes me feel complete,
Your presence besides me adds wheels to my running fleet.

I may not share many things here as per protocol,
But hearing your voice makes listening melodious when my phone receives your call.

On special day of yours I just want to wish you all the happiness of the world,
And I become the little sugar required in your served curd.

Around nine hundred days and still counting now we have made our own different surrounding,
The way you handle everything always is factor of pride now,
Having you on backseat of shine is always aspired ride now.

Red roses,pink flowers or any other decorative items available in market will not be in any position to express my feelings for you,
The firmness you have in your approach make me realize the wholesomeness of life.

This year may go and come back again next time with different number,
But I will always try that smile keeps on dancing on your face and freshness accompanies you like cucumber.

Random Thought

2020-10-03T13:33:00.002+05:30

The way ahead is always unknown to all,
But that’s where skill helps to break the wall.
We all know how to climb and lift ourselves,
What matters is get to out when you have fallen in deep well.

The approach makes all difference I agree,
But the self-coach always helps to get boundaries free.
You get up and you fall that has to be process,
As only rise or only fall makes no sense.

Long time ago was last when white screen was blinking in front of these lenses covered eye,
And today again the same screen is appearing and also blinking below this dark sky.

Real strength is always what matters in all shapes of life,
And all goes in vain when you use less sharpen knife.

Awaiting...

2020-04-13T14:58:00.000+05:30

That day when I was not even clear as to what I will be doing,
Suddenly I don’t know how I was forced to search note pad and use the blue ink to its optimum like beginning.

Some random old tracks were playing in background and I was still trying to come out of the act called laziness,
That mild music was somewhere playing helping hand and provided me the required energy to first start something and then handle the darkness.

Varied colors were decorating the atmosphere all around
But still I was engrossed in listening that melodious sound.

How come it can be that I am not aware about superpower I have to deal with this,
Shifting my mind from there to here and answering the toughest quiz.

That smiling face whenever appears in front of my eyes,
Happiness overtakes allover and provides me wings to fly.

Thinking of her even when she is not far; is rare,
When words are not in business and you want to still have dialogue is always termed as care.

Every time it cannot be that water of river flows perennially,
At times it waits or gets stuck unknowingly.

In all this when you sail the boat is actual meaning.
Loving the beloved even when she is far should not be matter of reasoning.

Let’s keep our hope alive

2020-04-08T12:30:00.002+05:30

Our every step now will keep our hope alive
Our every action now will strengthen the rope called life.

This too shall pass so nothing to worry much,
Everyone is sailing in same boat till that last fellow to clarify as such.

Don’t you worry more on anything and let just situation get clutched,
Be firm and just follow the social distancing norms as discussed.

We are not alone warriors in this battle.
Everyone from first to last is participating and holding metal.

Tough is time we all know that,
Let’s take charge and wear our own responsibility hat.

Tiny eyes when glared at me

2020-02-01T15:18:00.000+05:30

Sitting aside window in living room that fine day,
I was busy understanding the new way to lead life from this may,
I was busy calculating and encapsulated in some serious not so required thoughts,
And was trying to win the silly mental war which was never fought.

Suddenly two little eyes glared at me,
And then rest everything came at standstill and I was filled with unique joy.

Those little eyes were still focused on my face,
And I could understand that they wanted to say life is not always race.

The emotional quotient was higher at that time,
The little baby now is only prime,
Tiny little fingers when touches me, my thoughts get shine,
Moving eyes of his adds to my vision,
Tiny feet which keeps jogging directs me to explore different pathway of life and enjoy life.

This is altogether an unique experience for me,
And will like to be the trunk for the branches for this happy tree.

When love becomes passion

2019-12-15T13:18:00.000+05:30

When love becomes passion

Her Smile has power to enlighten me in spite of utter darkness,
Her eyes has power to help me in visualizing the distant obstacle,
Her hands has power to support me to stand back if at all I fall,
Her confidence in me helps me to jump and move forward if there is even tallest wall.

I know everything but still I am unknown about many things,
Bee like me will always need her to fly through given wings.

Yes I love her and will always do,
But more than I love her, truth is her love for me.

Music when heard only feels good when melodious,
In similar manner love can only be felt when received from right person.

When even closed eyes can see her nothing more can be written here,
Believe me or not today I am feeling more crazy than before for her.

Small Leaf

2019-11-17T10:45:00.000+05:30

Small leaf

Journey is beautiful word when not only felt but also executed,
Everything starts small and then grows if not fabricated.

Seconds into minutes, minutes into hours and hours into days have already passed,
But I am still happy to be late and enjoy the view of this glass.

Feelings and emotions are to be kept within,
But the moment of happiness is always when you enjoy the ride and not wait for end time.

Seed to roots to stem to trunk to leaf is process of law,
But only one who enjoys the transformation is himself or herself creature.

Go out, live life like never before as it is best way,
Because when shaping things you don’t want firm clay.

Moving round and round and still coming to same point is also good,
Because small leaf to big leaf, big leaf to no leaf is also behavior of woods.

The word: SOULMATE

2019-10-02T19:30:00.001+05:30

After longtime when was positioned in front of blank word sheet,
My ink filled pen was back at work with its fleet,
Figuring out what can be best to plot on this sheet,
My mind and heart both were ready function jointly and sync.

The captioned subject SOULMATE is known and understood by everyone in general,
But for me I understand its depth everyday through various actions of her that are either verbal or nonverbal.

She who wakes up early than me just to assure that I get going; defines SOULMATE,
She who cooks the food that I like adds more charm to word SOULMATE,
I know this all is very common and likewise general as well,
But for me when I read captioned word this heart touching things only dwell.

Merely by addressing someone by some specific word the feelings cannot be understood,
But when actions are also aligned with it ,sweetness increases in the curd.

I know big reason for this topic is that I am already missing her now,
And the decorative lights placed just outside the window are witness in this show.

Special You

2019-08-17T20:53:00.003+05:30

Those captive eyes when I see its charm, attract me,
Those silky hair when I touch its shine mesmerizes me,
The appealing face when comes across me, it takes me to different continent,
The communicating smile feels like it has already conveyed many sentiments.

In all this I am still standing looking at you,
In all this I still eager to explore more of you.

Every time I see you, I see something more beautiful in you,
Every time around you, I feel more confident than before.

I know this has been said many times earlier as well,
But repeating my expression for you is now my new passion.

Love in Monsoon

2019-07-06T18:00:00.000+05:30

Love in Monsoon

Bright sun when was talking with trees,
The communication was also being heard by leaves.

Green grass around was also interested in the ongoing discussion,
But it had to complete give mission.

The sun-rays were at its peak when they were attacking the earth,
Water was every time visible on all shirts.

The superhero rain’s entry was awaited in movie,
Public in general were just waiting having all available liquids as freebies.

Then came the time showers begin,
Wind started blowing and trees started dance before any thinking.

That’s the impact of first rains which I was enjoying,
And not attending the phone that has been ringing.

The small organ that’s has duty to beat
Also was not enjoying the heat,
But power of first rains was great.

As it made me forget everything because of which I was getting late,
Calmness comes when inner peace is attained,
And that comes when thirsty soil gets rain.

Nothing gets done on its own,
Its we who have to earn the crown.

Time is there and will always be,
But I want to enjoy the moments having you around me.

My love is multiplying day and night,
Because you are making my every day more bright,
And helping me in getting , my every decision right.

First White Hair

2019-05-25T22:09:00.000+05:30

First White Hair

Before writing anything or making any attempt to add more clarity on title, the words itself make the meaning more clear and in possibly simplest manner. When this group of words are read together they sound as if writer wants to makes an statement in direction of highlighting the truth of time which states that with time the wettest clay gets hard, now when this thing is presented in the such manner also it can help the reader to understand that passing time flows like running river water which only knows one thing that it has to keep on flowing continuously as neither it can wait for anyone nor it can stop for anyone.

One fine day Mr.Abuca the character of the story was standing in front of the mirror well he was well tired from his whole day’s work and was also occupied in some random thoughts for his tomorrow’s work schedule however in all this coming back to our placed mirror where he was standing he could see the first white hair amongst his all black and silky hair and from that moment of him visualizing or I can say his detecting of white hair in no colored mirror he was then lost in series of thoughts which are presented in the below paragraphs. I am very much aware the way I am trying to write and present this story or thought to the readers it will definitely feel as if I am writing an answer to question asked in higher secondary examination but this the way it is and will be as after going through few taught basics only today I believe I am capable of writing this much.

What difference as an individual Mr.Abuca might be feeling when earlier he never detected the white hair and now he detected, as a child when we are small and hardly have any kind of responsibilities on our shoulder, we have all the liberty of trying few unknown things and swing in the air of experiment but slowly and gradually when we grow up or I can say time passes this urge of trying unknown things get reduced and ultimately it puts ourselves in the category called SMART where we think and then blink our eye. Trying new things in life always helps us to live the life different way and celebrate it and not just to pass it.

This post has many sides as it can be read with varied kind of mindsets which can help reader to get aligned with core content of this blog but again here it has to be understood that even while writing this Mr.Abuca may be getting his only white hair colored black, from here it can be known that the emergence of white hair has also created hesitance within him of not accepting how he is and modify to please others. If this is the case we should actually indulged in process of pondering that why it is so necessary to please others, are they (so called others) so important in our life that we are ready to change ourselves.

First white hair had been continued from here to another page as well but most important things which can be key takeaway from here can be let’s not create self obstacles for our own self by being SMART and not be so changeable for others.

When we miss someone

2019-04-14T13:50:00.000+05:30

When we miss someone

Windows are partially open,
Fan is swinging at its very best assuring heat can be kept at rest,
Lunch is ready and being holiday people at large are relaxing with their buddies,
Things are going as per the plan and still not happy with the proceedings,
When I investigated on this could realize the big issue with the building.

I am away and alone but with you , that’s problem,
I am likewise old but still new in this photo album.

What are the another ways to miss you I don’t know,
As I only know to write and express the feelings in this show.

As without fragrance even best of flowers are noting,
In spite of vivid colour, flower still fails to be eye soothing.

Similarly you are fragrance to this flower,
Without whom anything and everything hardly makes any sense.

Believe me life is only lived now when you are around,
This is the feeling when we miss someone in this big ground.

These 3 days

2019-04-07T11:32:00.000+05:30

Midnight when you wake up and you expect someone to be around; is love,
When you come back home from work, first sip of water when
is meaningless without someone that is love.

While having food when you expect pampering and can’t get that is love,
While retiring to bed when your hands wants to feel firm and they can’t
that is when you miss someone whom you love.

It has been 3 days and not many since I am feeling all this,
And even swimming in fresh water is not subject of happiness to this fish.

The word omnipresence is only there now to explain what I am going through,
You are always with me but right now not around me is also true.

Yes, we have technology at our rescue to cut the distance,
But something is still lacking somewhere in my system.

3 days and 72 hours are only number to mention,
How they have been for me it’s difficult to convey and express in caption.

Four walls are now not room as they lack something,
Holiday is like any other day as it require someone to be with.

Let me again sit back on my chair and hold the pen tight,
Think, explore and understand before I write.

Untold Love

2019-03-03T22:28:00.000+05:30

I believe I may be occupied in some or other work,
I agree that everything has been good and will always be the same.

But want to just say that when I hold your hand I feel blessed,
In all this even today kissing your forehead is my greatest pleasure.

No story can be great if it is not lived and only written,
Similarly we are progressing ahead and living every moment.

My words still carry the same message and meaning,
Your presence is actually the reason to keep me shining.

I am not perfect and not even trying to be,
I care for you and aiming to just perfect this beautiful skill.

Love Narration

2019-01-26T21:05:00.000+05:30

The words are still the same,
The idea is to understand the known name.

I know I am into New Year,
But I also know I want to write and glorify the same name here.

Only the year has changed which has given new definition to our age.

The word love like always has been energetic word,
But it’s you who retains and maintains its true flow like sugar does in curd.

The way you care for me, is love to me,
The way you cook food for me, is love to me.

We may not keep many instagrams together,
But the way you instantly find solution to my every problem absorbs any odd weather.

Midnight when sleep is concern due to any reason,
Its you who keeps everything available to keep myself warm in this cold season.

The blank page is still blank as I am yet to sprinkle my love on it,
My words are all set to make every possible attempt to elaborate my love through it.

One year is likewise only 365 days baby,
But while living these days together we have done many things that were crazy.

One more month and we will be one year old,
And I know we will be making our every coming day gold.

Silent Words

2018-12-23T19:31:00.000+05:30

When words get silent there meaning is understood in depth,
Silence is always pleasured when we are surrounded by voice,
And the way you lead and celebrate your life is your own choice.

Sun was at rest and moon was performing its duty along with glittering stars,
Chilly cold was safeguarding everything and curfew kind atmosphere was there like some odd situation of war.

In all this still my half closed eyes which were above to sleep,
Wanted to see you and understand the reason behind the creep.

Leaving all this behind when I tried to understand the silence of four walls,
I actually understood it is not always easy to stand firm withstanding the upcoming fall.

No one in this world will truly smile along with me but you,
No one in this world will ever cry for me but you,
The importance is always to be said and revealed;
I don’t know how to express this feeling on paper,
I doubt this time my dairy milk will have no additional wrapper.

I may fall short of words today before I complete this poem,
I may swim entire ocean but still get drown before I reach the thought forum.

Having not you around me makes me incomplete,
And that adds some clarity to this blank sheet.
How to make it more simpler than this I don’t know,
It is only that I care for you and that I can vow.

On her Birthday

2018-11-24T17:40:00.001+05:30

It was not that easy for me to withhold my pen and not write,
It was not that easy for me to not write and wish her on big day,
But still I did that was tough for me,
But sill I did not meet the expectation that was there from me.

Now today when I am writing this and wishing her,
I have more memories to elaborate my feelings.

Right from time of planning to execution,
My mind was already in sync with heart for action.

The place that was selected for her celebration,
Was selected after very thoughtful clarification.

I wanted wind to be around her while she cuts the cake,
I wanted sky to accompany when we sing the birthday song and make day great,
I wanted elders to be around to wish her with their blessings,
I wanted younger ones to shower their love on her,
This all was factored while deciding the location,
And this was actually done in right information.

In all this I was there standing and looking at her happy face,
In all this I was feeling good when I was looking at her lips dancing with smile on it and adding to her grace.

The brown dress which she wore was all about brightness that I desire for her,
The flowery crown she had, was all about freshness and fragrance with which I wish to decorate our life.
The golden ring on her finger assured that I can retain and increase the shine which she carries with her,
The heart shape cake was all about presenting her, myself throughout this life,
I wish to decorate her path with flowers and so I wrote her name with flowers on her day.

This is how we celebrated on her birthday.

Enamoredness

2018-10-18T18:52:00.000+05:30

Enamoredness

Eyes are eager always to see you,
Ears are cheerful when they hear you,
And hands feels more energetic when they hold you,
In all this the beautiful “WE” gets painted on the canvas.

What else one can demand from life now,
As already you have added needed stability in the show.
This pen whose nib is dancing on the piece of paper,
Is only to beautify and glorify the relation we share.

Day in and out we run here and there to make our life better,
But the support we are to each other in this journey is what actually matters.

An individual always forgets to showcase the feelings he has at times,
Thinking that telling is not required every time,
But also one thing should not be forgotten that revealing is all about;
Bringing out what is inside.

Waiting for you whole day and then suddenly seeing you at door,
Brings an everlasting smile on my face and feet starts dancing on floor.

Frequency of writing has been less than before I agree,
But this bee has been silently attached to his known favorite tree.

Kaven-The Bond

2018-09-23T11:28:00.000+05:30

Yes I am very much in love with you,
When I say it aloud I feel so happy that no other thing other than this matters to me.

Time is travelling at its known best fast pace,
And I want to be ahead of it and at least be in the race.

Yes is the word that makes many things look easy
And yes once it looks easy, it also starts getting easy.

We may walk on different lanes but we will always be together in the journey,
And that’s how your state of omnipresence in my life never keeps me lonely.

When in Pain (this thing had to come naturally), I believe your being with me does some reduction,
And like any other way with you things do go in my favor in spite of its normal function.

What to say about those lengthy nights,
When eyes were open and pain was all over in the sight,
It was you who absorbed the majority of it and allowed this bee its flight.

Situations do test us,
But baby you have the skill to transform any naïve into best and not only blush.

Love Waves

2018-08-11T12:29:00.001+05:30

Today and tomorrow are two different things,
But only having you around I get supportive wings,
I may not be superior in everything I do,
But your presence in my life makes me manage all the things that I may be inferior in.

In short life that I have and am living,
I know without you it would be merely time killing.

I am little silent these days on my expressions,
But baby I do get happy when I can see you in my happiness mansion.

Missing you is now no more ritual,
But kissing your forehead is now new act in this world called virtual.

This time when thought to write,
Only you were there who pictured the sheet and made it bright.

Yes you are very important and will always be,
My life revolves around you like earth revolves around sun since its birth.

These Rains

2018-07-14T13:22:00.000+05:30

The thirst of land was increasing day by day,
The wind already started swaying in the month of may.
I was still not sure about when will these rains knock the doors,
I was still in belief that will get wet while walking on that distant sea shore.

One fine day it was, and I was into thought and engrossed,
Rains were ready to travel but they were waiting for the companion they said,
I got surprised who were the companion for which there was this uncertain delay,
Clouds were the answer that I received and then I moved to different place called love bay.

The similarity that rains and I have I could figure out,
The joy of someone’s company in this story I could trigger out,
Even I cannot travel without her now,
And the strength we share together could be understood from above.

Everyday we get up, we sleep,
But it’s her presence around me that makes feel live and deep,
I know frequency of expression can be up or down,
But babes this hero without you is only a clown.

With these rains I want to get more drenched in your love,
With these rains I want to fill the jar and enjoy with you the flight of bird dove.

Melodious Rainfall

2018-06-24T11:19:00.000+05:30

Melodious Rainfall

Music has power to rejuvenate the soul
Music can actually heal every grief and convert warm into cold.
The rhythm can awake our sleeping soul when required and help us to recollect and fold,
This is the sheer importance of music that can be known in this monsoon decorated weather which is now cold.

First week of the day it is and every running legs are at peace in totality,
And suddenly there was thundering sound and sparkling lightening which somewhere played role to fluctuate the visibility,
Standing at the same window from where I have gazed in my recent past,
My eyes could imbibe a new spark which actually helped me to wake up fast.

Water was flowing down from soulful clouds in the sky,
And this dropping of water could add wings to any creature and make it fly.

When water touched the thirsty land, melodious sounds gets created,
And this melody was actually awaited.

Life can never be fairy tale story all the times,
But it’s us who can feel the same every time.
The Simple rain can also be looked in different ways
Rainfall sound can also be termed melodious and claimed.

All empty lines cannot be filled in life,
But in these melodious rain, I am happy as I have support of my beautiful wife.

First Page

2018-06-09T20:28:00.000+05:30

Again this time I am holding pen and all set to write on paper,
But this time there’s little difference then before.

Words are always meaningful when eyes that read them understands,
But words also get more meaningful when they are written on the page gifted by loved one.

13 hot days have passed in order to figure out how I will decorate the page,
But somewhere I was feeling I need to search out right key to open the expression cage.

Sitting in corner while holding my pen,
The first thought that came to my mind was that why I took so long to fill the first page;
The answers that came were:
Now I can walk without my shadow but not without her,
I need her in my every step.
Now I can dream everything but not anything without her,
She has power to shape my every dream into reality.

When these two answers were received from backend,
I could understand that in order to pillar her importance in my life through appropriate words I took so long to fill first page.

I can be early at times and little late for few instances,
And I want to celebrate this earliness and process of being delayed with you,
As I am sure that your association with me will filter all the adverse impacts of both things for me.