Ch@LLEnginG & SurprIsInG LIFe!!!

Another stage

2012-12-16T13:19:00.002+08:00

Pupillage spot confirmed at Shearn Delamore & Co and it will be starting TOMORROW.

I'm wishing that my master will treat me well and teach me bundles of knowledge.

As another note, i think the chambering pen this year seems friendly and nice.

无心

2012-11-17T04:05:00.002+08:00

原来自己一直在做着自己不想做的事，所以很多东西开始是无心无力。
因为专注于自己是无力的，只有心包太虚方是金刚。以往推动我的是什么？
如今的我，回首过去，那时我的坚持可是那么难能可贵。那时候的傻劲到底往哪儿去了？

想起来，很奇怪的一个梦，不知何时开始一直梦见他们。另外我竟然梦见瑞玲姐怀孕了。过后才意外的惊喜发现她顺利诞下了一个可爱的宝宝。此时此刻，我内心的喜悦可说是涌泉般流露。真的很为他们开心。

然而，此时非彼时，希望他们能够收到我一丝丝的祝福。

阿弥陀佛。

护身符

2012-09-10T00:37:00.001+08:00

如果一切顺利，成功考得律师牌，不久将开始实习律师的生活。

这个‘专业’的圈子，跟现今社会一样，龙蛇混杂。

感恩我人生中遇上了位菩萨，给了我一道护身符：‘不为自己求安乐，但愿众生得离苦’。

去了3间律师楼应征了，其中一位资深老律师大概70岁了，还把持着正义二字在头上，教我做人和做律师的一些观点，很值得钦佩的精神。虽然年迈70多岁, 整体气质与面相大概只是50多岁。也许他身心健康吧。整间律师楼都挂满了‘包公’像。另外一间则是城中有名的律师楼，他们虽然没有该律师的正气，却拥有循循善诱的品德。我向他们坦然道之自己的缺点，但他们皆欣然接受并加以鼓励。人生似乎都有善知识在提醒自己。

挣扎了很久，应该接受那一间的offer。很讨厌选择。很怕自己做错了决定。

无论如何，不为自己求安乐，但愿众生的离苦，我会时时刻刻铭记心中。

谢谢菩萨。

平凡

2012-01-12T01:45:00.003+08:00

不甘平凡仍平凡，
正如于镜前画眉，
面无改容如从前，
阿难多闻不正修，
镜花岁月无如实，
实心实地实心地,
脸上污垢抹去了。

以为

2011-12-03T01:27:00.000+08:00

是人是心是山是水是日是月？实其如人饮水冷暖而自晓；非树非木非风非沙非花非草，如人之三急何时欲解自知。

给佛陀的一封信

2011-05-31T02:27:00.001+08:00

致佛陀：

学佛这么多年来，以往都看不见自己的问题以及习气。写这封‘信函’是弟子实在是心有愧疚。因为弟子虽为佛弟子而不受教，而且逃避。其实毕竟几年已经过去，弟子也就逃避了至少3年了。这么一举是在感恩当初我的恩师（学佛以及人生路上的良师益友），当天的那么一喝其实我现在才稍微开始醒觉。因为弟子经已逃避无数次的不敢面对一个有问题的自己。

弟子确实愚痴，因而萌起退失心，自觉自己不该是佛弟子。因为佛弟子这称号对弟子来说，担子非常重。非大丈夫所为。从以往对求佛宣法的热心的自己，至今竟然能够内心虽知道该举是不如法而又随喜。一切东西往内心推，光明顿失。虽然以往的弟子不是任何智者，
如今回首其实看看自己也是那么的贡高我慢。因而决定又把许多东西往内心里推，造成了一位从‘发言者’变成了一位‘无言者’。现在发觉这只是逃避，把习气问题辅藏而已。其实前者与后者都不如法，前者因法执着而由法生慢，后者放下‘法执着’而把习气放大。前后都乃偏激之举。前者的自己用出世间法来包装自己，后者却又用世间法来包装。很多很多时候，有往内心往里推去了。看见穿上海青，有的披上了它，能够精进求正；有的披上了它，同时也披上了一份更加我慢的衣服。弟子正是后者，因而选择逃避去学更多的，深怕自己继续我慢。佛学弟子不愿意分享，梵呗法器其实也不愿去学。逃避去寻找更多‘知道’，逃避去寻找更多‘了解’？佛陀，弟子知道这是很愚痴的行为。这一切，仍然只是逃避去面对自己的问题，无法根究。由于以往都觉得自己对的，后很多东西就以‘我应该是错的’的信念盖下去，没有真正去求解。如今一层又一层的不解铺上来。方法错了，应该是错了？六祖大师云：直心是道场，相信我以前那么的横冲直撞或妄大直言也开罪了不少朋友以及家人。后就觉得应该少说话为妙，而把想法都吞进肚子里头了。治标不治本。还是逃避。

师兄说，“ 学佛的我，用佛法来包装自己，乍看之下似乎美满，但那只是包装。弟子一直都会逃避而已，从来都没有真正解决到问题。那么一眨眼，3年过去了，3年放纵的自己能够回家吗？不想不想逃避了。能否回头依靠觉，正，净吗？也许现在习气大到自己不能看不到了，看见自己实在是千万个摇头。

如今弟子，该如何面对自己？这篇文章一旦弟子按上传，就应该放下以及面对无论是以前还是现在的自己。纵使承认自己是多么的丑陋，弟子如今希望净心，找会自自己。只是内心的污垢如千斤，如何把内心的污垢全部去除？找回自己？外观纵使有多么的光彩，内心仍然是不安的。

学佛的师兄们，我就是一个坏的例子，切勿学习。望各位正在学佛的路途上，虽然有多艰辛，犹如光明遇见黑暗的时候，把自己的弱点照到极点。千万不要逃避，逃避只是会让自己的内心上多了一层霉。因为你的习气没有处理好。一直一直收，藏，盖，只会让自己更为迷失。也许这是很简单的道理，大家都明了。我生性愚痴我慢迟钝，如火宅里的小孩般，烧到衣角了还在玩火。

我曾经一度想把这部落格的每一篇文章都删除，并开始新的部落格。像征着我从新开始我的人生。但经过几番思考，觉得这么一举是出自什么心态？是我真的想掀开人生的新一页还是我内心给自己‘逃避’赐予新的名词而已？因为发生了的一切，不会因此而没发生。尽管人生的滋味有多甜酸苦辣，都必须面对。让自己重生不是忘记过去，而是面对问题，活在当下。往事也许不堪回首，但前车可鉴。习气顽固，还是要去除。

希望佛菩萨加持。阿弥陀佛。

弟子，贤康上

昨日。今日

2011-05-05T06:17:00.001+08:00

昨日种种昨日去，不晓得现在的自己是否还是以前的自己。其实我确实已经迷失了。
那个自己是本身的自己吗？一切一切的变实在令人畏惧。何时找到自己？

今日种种的追求，其实是我本身想要的吗？

认不清，
不知道，
空悲切。

说真的，我真想能够静下来。重新认识自己。

Progress

2011-05-04T07:53:00.001+08:00

EU law- not that complex after all, wonder why i hated it so much last time. Easy and straight forward. History, Direct& Indirect & State Liability, Judicial Review, FMG, FMP, Fundamental Rights .

Company law - An interesting subject but really hard to score.Constitution, Corporate Veil, Agency, Director duties, and insolvency, minority protection.

Sale of Goods - I think i have quite a fair understanding on implied terms, exclusion clauses, nemo dat and agency. Shouldnt be a problem.

Human Rights- Right to life, Torture, Expression, Discrimination, Right to family life, Not too bad also.

I think a second upper is not that far away from me. I just need to read and i will be fine. I will keep my fingers crossed. Hoping everything goes really well.

One of the toughest

2011-04-04T07:04:00.001+08:00

Have you ever felt like giving up, but you are left with no choice?

I really cannot stand reading up EU law that it is just so not my thing! I will need to pass all my subjects at least with an average of 60%, which means a 2:1 result. My spirit has been tarnished ever since I come over to this University. God knows why am I choosing this university when everyone knows its toughness aside from its glorious achievement globally. I should have chosen more low-ranked university instead of getting myself stuck in a position, like now? In the scheme of things, if I get through, I'll have better chances when I step into this realistic society.

I've never regretted choosing law as my path. However, sometimes. Things just so happened that I will have to confront subjects that I dislike the most. You know what is even more ironic? I chose them. My confidence level is no longer at the optimal level, and now I do everything with no even single faith on myself. Everything is just so not up to the par yet, and I'm seriously not ready for it.

Having said that, I know I'll definitely be going to strike down the amount of faiths they have on me. My parents, especially. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh...........no one can lend me a hand for now, as I know, it is only me. I can rescue myself.

Lesson: Don't ever choose things that you're lacking interest on.

Have you ever felt like giving up, but you are left with no choice?

I really cannot stand reading up EU law that it is just so not my thing! I will need to pass all my subjects at least with an average of 60%, which means a 2:1 result. My spirit has been tarnished ever since I come over to this University. God knows why am I choosing this university when everyone knows its toughness aside from its glorious achievement globally. I should have chosen more low-ranked university instead of getting myself stuck in a position, like now? In the scheme of things, if I get through, I'll have better chances when I step into this realistic society.

I've never regretted choosing law as my path. However, things just so happened that I will have to confront subjects that I dislike the most. You know what is even more ironic? I chose them. My confidence level is no longer at the optimal level, and now I do everything with no even single faith on myself. Everything is just so not up to the par yet, and I'm seriously not ready for it.

Having said that, I know I'll definitely be going to strike down the amount of faiths they have on me. My parents, especially. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh...........no one can lend me a hand for now, as I know, it is only me. I can rescue myself.

Lesson: Don't ever choose things that you're lacking interest on.

It is time

2011-04-02T11:18:00.001+08:00

JH, it is really the time for you to do something.

Startlingly, unwittingly, it has been almost 8months of me hitting the ground in UK.

Very surprisingly, exams are just around the corner, and I shall start my engine. I don't know how far can I go and how high could I achieve, but I do know this is the golden chance that's gifted by my beloved parents.

I will start doing something,

It is one month 13days from the exams henceforth. Get ready my friends! I might have left quite behind, but I believe I can make it. Another miracle is coming !!! :)

Junhong,

0% progress of four subjects at 2nd April 2011JH, it is really the time for you to do something.

Startlingly, unwittingly, it has been almost 8months of me hitting the ground in UK.

Very surprisingly, exams are just around the corner, and I shall start my engine. I don't know how far can I go and how high could I achieve, but I do know this is the golden chance that's gifted by my beloved parents.

I will start doing something,

It is one month 13days from the exams henceforth. Get ready my friends! I might have left quite behind, but I believe I can make it. Another miracle is coming !!! :)

Junhong,

0% progress of four subjects at 2nd April 2011

莫名。梦

2011-04-01T23:20:00.001+08:00

金刚经云：“一切有为法，,如夢幻泡影,如露亦如電,應作如是觀。”

这个月，我连续发了两个梦，同时都与离世有关的。

其中一个梦是我自己，当时自己可能已经是中阴身，不晓得自己的离去。在我家人身旁呐喊呐喊，却无人问津。
当时的我立刻警觉自己已经非人身了，于是我一直想要让妈妈知道我的离去。
非常巧妙，我的呐喊妈妈听见了，她可是多么的伤心，而我就于旁安慰。
当自己的心愿完成后，其实我也不晓得自己飞到了那里。
后来，我就醒过来了。

另外，就刚刚而已，我确又梦见我的其中一位兄弟的离去。姓名不方便透露。
他是我从小学便认识的并一起发心修学的仁者。
在梦中，我隐隐约约的看到了他的葬礼，助念的声音不绝于耳。
后来，他的魂魄到来了英国。

阿弥陀佛。希望他一切安好。望佛菩萨能加持于他，让他菩提心不断，早日成就。

愿力

2011-03-24T10:49:00.000+08:00

以往的我，
因为愿，
而所能。

如今的我，
因无愿，
而无能。

这不是一时意气之话，也无有任何事情发生导致这句话的存在。
反复的反省，
发觉愿力是那么的珍贵，
虽然因为它，
波折不断，
但失去后，
不知往哪里寻？

不晓得自己的心是几时退转的，
也许,
自己无有定力，
要有事与人非，
纵知好事多磨，
却又无法坚持。

说句真话，
吾乃愚人，
明知山有虎，
偏向虎山行。

我是执着人，
纵有忠言，
仍然亦耳，
亦所以愚。

如今，
哪儿寻心已不重要，
了解初心以及愿力的珍贵，
非泛泛之辈而能发之，
而能舍己为人。

自己的心虽然不再，
亦愿扶持有愿的人，
让菩提心能而持之，
发菩提而广度众生。

有愿人，
请坚强，
请自爱，
爱己心，
而爱人。

赞叹诸佛菩萨的大愿。

阿弥陀佛。

Dying

2011-03-14T07:47:00.002+08:00

Its 14th March, I haven get my SGA assignment started yet. The deadline on 21st March.....

Clueless on how should i start doing this?

独身在威尔斯。英国

2011-03-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

发觉,

以往在人群中的我，

总被冠上思想成熟；

如今，

我独身在外，

却发觉自己是那么的幼稚，

思想可是那么的欠缺成熟。

发觉，

以往在温室里时候，

总觉得缺乏灌溉并多有不忿；

如今，

我独身离家，

却发觉自己昔日乃宠儿，

实在幸福。

发觉，

以往在校园当中，

鹤立鸡群实常事，

多么的注重成败，

如今，

我眼帘窗前，

发觉自己多方面的不具足，

是非成败已成风。

发觉，

才知道以往看不到自己，

自己还有很多必须亲生经历，

才会真正的发觉自己。

昔日善财五十三参，

秉持虚心礼敬诸佛，

能放下而称赞如来，

往昔观音已成就果，

又现广大圆融诸相，

仍是以诸相现无相，

还执着吗？还执着；

还我慢吗？还我慢；

还自私吗？还自私；

还贪心吗？还贪心；

还动嗔吗？还动嗔；

还愚痴吗？还愚痴；

懂自己吗？不懂己；

看清吗？不会看何来清？

你知道自己吗？找到自己吗？

《呼吁重视生态祈祷文》

2011-03-12T03:47:00.000+08:00

《呼吁重视生态祈祷文》－萨迦法王

广大无边实相中，佛陀莲师莲花手，

度母以及众本尊，三宝总集诸尊前，

吾以至诚虔祈请，以尊大悲利众心，

摄受我等诸有情。

＊＊＊

皆因邪念恶行为，摧毁多劫福德命，

沈溺五毒浊恶世，众生欠缺正善缘，

尊岂不转大悲心，摄受利益诸有情？

＊＊＊

贪图大地众资源，滥伐林木积罪衍，

五行水大已失调，众生深堕灾难谷，

恳请迅速悲救度。

＊＊＊

无数机械助贪渎，无限开采众矿藏，

诸天众水及陆地，鬼神居所皆失衡，

恳请圣尊赐加持，缓和失调之五行。

＊＊＊

无数工厂排毒气，污云垄罩千万里，

举世颤抖之主因，前所未有之恶疾，

恳请圣尊赐加持，庇护世间免悲凄。

＊＊＊

欲壑渴海诚难填，人类粗暴损大千，

情器世间皆疮痍，四大失调丧自然，

恳请圣尊赐加持，五蕴平息免灾难。

＊＊＊

机器运载夜继日，地球暖化毒洒遍，

各处雪山纷融化，劫尽陆沉众海时，

恳请圣尊赐加持，护佑世间免沉沦。

＊＊＊

大气臭氧层遭损，焰阳辐射毒难忍，

皮肤病变无救药，恳请尊圣赐加持，

平息可怖世间害，只剩言说之流传。

＊＊＊

总之吾等现世界，肇因过去无边业，

如今人欲纵横流，此地疾速成荒漠，

恳请尊圣赐加持，过去所造诸恶业，

当下立地全止息。

＊＊＊

纵然情器世间苦，皆因无始贪嗔痴，

身语意造诸恶业，四大五蕴失和谐，

藉由法界真实力，三宝无欺加持力，

此祈祷文一切愿，吾祈一切皆成就。

If

2011-02-01T06:50:00.000+08:00

If only i can give up.

No way back but i've no guts to walk forward for now.

Journey continues

2011-01-31T08:51:00.001+08:00

From 18 December 2010 till 30th Jan 2011, it is surprisingly a very long holiday that I ever had in my 3 years of law studies. I would give myself a stern warning that I've been wasting too much of precious time whereby I could have used it and get myself amid mounds of books. It's my human rights law seminar tomorrow and no doubt it is a very interesting subject, but it requires a lot of commitments that you've to read voluminous of readings.

Quite recently, a dismay I have experienced that, frankly, I scored a pretty low mark for my formative assignment. In any case if you don't know what is a formative assignment, it is a non-assessed assignment that will not affect my final marks. Perhaps, I've been putting quite a high expectation on myself unwittingly by thinking myself quite a shrewd person? *beam*

Errrhummm, definitely not one of those who is facilitated with a high capability of thinking be it academically or practically. The hat being put on me simply, I think because I don't wish to let my parents down? Ever since small until now, my mum had been criticised by some of my relatives that she isn't good enough in educating her own children. I, then started generating a thought, that I'll make sure those words will be returned to them by proving I'll one day become a successful person. Yes, i always like to dream big. hahahahax. It is Res ipsa loquitur. The feeling was so strong that I felt like my skin was sloughed off. Start doubting my ability from that hour, that why choose a question that most of them won't answer. Am I, a venturous person or I really that confident? Delving and delving the truth behind it, be it whatever reasons I did so, I learnt a lesson. Being a law student, it's really pivotal to have to think out of the box. Without a shame to admit, I think I am still quite far away from becoming a competence law student. The question was asking to assess on Lord Diplock's dissenting judgement in a case, and i focused only on one particular dissenting judgement thinking it requires only that much. At least now that I'm aware of it, i can actually elaborate more. Why restraining myself to a tiny box? From 18 December 2010 till 30th Jan 2011, it is surprisingly a very long holiday that I ever had in my 3 years of law studies. I would give myself a stern warning that I've been wasting too much of precious time whereby I could have used it and get myself amid mounds of books. It's my human rights law seminar tomorrow and no doubt it is a very interesting subject, but it requires a lot of commitments that you've to read voluminous of readings.

Quite recently, a dismay I have experienced that, frankly, I scored a pretty low mark for my formative assignment. In any case if you don't know what is a formative assignment, it is a non-assessed assignment that will not affect my final marks. Perhaps, I've been putting quite a high expectation on myself unwittingly by thinking myself quite a shrewd person? *beam*

Errrhummm, definitely not one of those who is facilitated with a high capability of thinking be it academically or practically. The hat being put on me simply, I think because I don't wish to let my parents down? Ever since small until now, my mum had been criticised by some of my relatives that she isn't good enough in educating her own children. I, then started generating a thought, that I'll make sure those words will be returned to them by proving I'll one day become a successful person. Yes, i always like to dream big. hahahahax. It is Res ipsa loquitur. The feeling was so strong that I felt like my skin was sloughed off. Start doubting my ability from that hour, that why choose a question that most of them won't answer. Am I, a venturous person or I really that confident? Delving and delving the truth behind it, be it whatever reasons I did so, I learnt a lesson. Being a law student, it's really pivotal to have to think out of the box. Without a shame to admit, I think I am still quite far away from becoming a competence law student. The question was asking to assess on Lord Diplock's dissenting judgement in a case, and i focused only on one particular dissenting judgement thinking it requires only that much. At least now that I'm aware of it, i can actually elaborate more. Why restraining myself to a tiny box?

A trivial incident won't knock me down. I hope it makes me even stronger and tougher. As you all may have known, I'm quite a sentimental person. Well, it won't flush off my rationality, Few hours ago. I'm grateful that I managed to catch on a show named 'Superstar' made by Taiwan, a girl who has gone through many hurdles in her life and in chasing her dream, even though it would have been tough and dreadful, she nonetheless, overcomes those thorns and guess what, she won the contest with 'Listen'. I think what really touched us isn't her singing technique(it plays a role anyhow). She isn't really stable and as outstanding as some other singers. I think, her determination and her passion that is the real player behind it, which eventually touched the audiences Notmany years ago, She failed even at the first phrase in Malaysian Idol audition. If I were to be so easily knocked down, I seriously an epic failure to everyone who has faith on me. From this day forwards, slacking must be stopped and 3 more months until my final. I will have to resonate my ability. I could be a 'no one', one' but I will start measuring my progress. Perhaps as little as an inch a day, miles it will become, one day. A trivial incident won't knock me down. I hope it makes me even stronger and tougher. As you all may have known, I'm quite a sentimental person. Well, it won't flush off my rationality, Few hours ago. I'm grateful that I managed to catch on a show named 'Superstar' made by Taiwan, a girl who has gone through many hurdles in her life and in chasing her dream, even though it would have been tough and dreadful, she nonetheless, overcomes those thorns and guess what, she won the contest with 'Listen'. I think what really touched us isn't her singing technique(it plays a role anyhow). She isn't really stable and as outstanding as some other singers. I think, her determination and her passion that is the real player behind it, which eventually touched the audiences Notmany years ago, She failed even at the first phrase in Malaysian Idol audition. If I were to be so easily knocked down, I seriously an epic failure to everyone who has faith on me. From this day forwards, slacking must be stopped and 3 more months until my final. I will have to resonate my ability. I could be a 'no one', one' but I will start measuring my progress. Perhaps as little as an inch a day, miles it will become, one day.

Human Rights

1) Historical Background

2) HRA 1998

3) Art.2

4) Art.3

5) Art.8

6)Art.9

7)Art.10

8) Art.14

9) International Humanitarian law

Sale of Goods

1) Introduction of Commercial Law

2) Scope of SGA 1979

3) Duty to Deliver and Acceptance

4) Passing of Risks and Frustration

5) Implied Term(S.13,13,14,15)

6) Exclusion Clause

7) Retention of Title

8)Nemo Dat Rule

9) Rule of Agency

Company Law

1) Introduction and Structures of Companies

2) Corporate personality

3) Company's consittution

4) Corporate Governance - an area which im quite keened on.

5) Director Duties

6)Director Duty of Care, skills and dilligence

7) Minority Rights

8) Insolvency

EU Law

1) Historical background of EU

2) Institution

3) Legislation - Directives, Regulation, Direct Effect and indirect effect and etc

4) Judiciary on preliminary rulings

5)Judicial Review

6)Internal Market

7) Free movement of goods

8) Citizenship

9) Free movement of person

10)Fundamental Rights

Wow.........and i'm dead.... >.<

Nostalgic season

2011-01-17T17:46:00.000+08:00

英国时间是2.41am, 听了一首佛曲后，令我辗转难眠。于是翻回一些佛曲，一首一首听在心理，煞是滋味。肚子也顽皮得响了。

善苗，是我离开马来西亚前学的一首歌。想起了他们，我的兄弟帮。

每当想起他们，不禁心酸，泪盈满眶。也许一直以来堆积的心结吧？

想起他们，眼睛也开始湿了。一直在想我是否应该把一切都写下来并按‘上传？

脑海里反复的画面，真令我睡不着啊。他们是我非常非常珍惜的一群。坦白来说，虽然口说兄弟帮，不晓得我在他们心目中是否也一样？无论如何，他们是我很珍惜的一般兄弟。这个缘分，也许他们觉得我不珍惜，但是确确实实离不开我的心。只能说，很多东西我已经不懂得表达了。很多也许是误会，也许不是。我自己也搞不清楚了，也算了。就这样过了又是几个年头了。我承认，我变了。只是，我不能不变啊？从中学中1起，那位傻小子，今日已经是最后1年法律系学生了。我也从也为常常辩驳的小子到了今天觉得很多东西是不说的好？至少我也学会了忍，到现在，自问忍功真的进步不少。我不想伤和气，直到有一次，我顶撞伟峰哥关于过年拜年事宜的。

我的朋友都很惊讶，为什么？他们对我来说如此重要。我很铁定的说：“因为他们，我学会了很多很多东西。‘ 对于我的朋友们来说，都不意外而然。他们都说：“这些东西都没什么啊？尽管他们没有教，迟早我都会领会到的。” 但他们不明白，正是因为他们，无论是谁，我都深表感激的。缘分就如此安排让他们成为我生命中的重要的一部分。无论对于他们是有多么的不满或许感概，因为这一点的恩，我都吞到今天。如果你要问我，这点恩情真是无比浩荡。没有他们，现在的我不知道会是一个怎么样的我？

其中一位老死也比较会挖我心，直提起他们，泪流无数次了。只因他们对我来说，真的很重要。虽然现在地理上疏远了，其实我觉得心理上也都疏远了。这是我觉得非常惋惜的。

在我离开马来西亚前，直到我让他们才知道我当天就飞了，国哥方约我出来。跟他们最后一次聚餐，我真的心有不舍。当天去见他们，全家人都几乎不让我出因为多几小时就要离开家里了。我婆婆又问了：”哪里有人要离开会自己去找人家聚会的？有心的，就去送你啦，常常见你去送机，怎么现在你飞了，没人来送你啊？“这些话，我都听习惯了。我只好又帮他们说话了。其实，有很多状况就是这样的，刚好天时地利人和不具足，家人又有意见。又或是，也因天时地利人和不足，兄弟们也有意见了。很难解释。同时，我飞机场里头在想，可能自己付出得不够吧？只单纯的希望，能够是大家的兄弟。哈哈，也许我这么一想真会让人觉得我不成熟。

今年我将会回马，开始考法律文凭。时间更是不对，上课都是在周六和周日的。肯能是迁就上班族的关系吧。不晓得大家会如何疏远？所以不禁感触的在面子书传上了《尘恋》这首歌词。

人难来人易去，走遍千山来到这里

或许前世曾相遇，今生再与你相聚

来亦来去亦去，人来人去随缘散聚

对尘世一份执迷，只好反复来又去

我知道我生在此岸，我只是一个过客

我知道我赤着手来，也将空着手儿去

我知道我生在此岸，我只是一个过客

我知道我赤着手来，也将空着手儿去。

如果有一天大家疏远了，也许这是缘分。只希望不会闹得不欢而散就好。

我临走前，依然把课诵本和海清带上行李。

也许在大家心目中，我不是大家的理想同修或兄弟。但是，我还是珍惜大家。

我会学习，希望有一天能够真正成为佛弟子。

Emo够了，是时候睡啦。

期待

2011-01-12T03:11:00.000+08:00

法律系最后1年了，虽然还没考试，但我一直期待着来着的毕业典礼。这虽然意味着离开我梦想更加接近了，其实还蛮遥远的。今年我感觉无比的压力，原因是,我感觉自己对于第3年的科目还不上手（脑）。当然，朋友们都说我想太多也许之前的成绩还不错的关系。但我希望大家都能够了解，最后的成绩只看今年而已。尽管你之前考得多好，都完全是过去式。讲师们对我的期望确实让我烦恼，感觉如果自己令他们失望，都不敢到学院去见他们了。另外，我不想因为之前的成绩让自己松懈下来。

我很期待，这个7月22日，父母亲的到来。我很希望能够看见他们脸上的笑容。很希望他们多年来的栽培终于成果了，非常希望让他们看见这棵小苗的叶子一片一片的长了出来。只能祈祷那些叶子不会是枯黄的。古人常言，为博红颜一笑，然而，我这些年来努力的，就只为他俩老的一笑。

我非常期待自己开始踏入社会赚钱，悠然记得，哪年的哪一天，我对自己说：如果有一天我能够赚钱了，第1份薪水的90%一定要奉献给父母。不晓得那一天会在几时呢？

非常感谢佛菩萨加持，让我走到现在。我所愿的都真的如愿了。朋友们，别认为这是迷信。这倒是我之前发的愿力而这股愿力之被我父母亲持着，可能这个感恩的心创造了奇迹了吧？ Law of attraction? 无论如何，路还是很漫长，无论期间我到了高峰，那还不是终点。路仍然必须继续走下去。到了高峰，不能不舍得下坡或一味享受高峰的荣耀而忽略走更长远的路。

感恩。谢谢。期待。

小小鸟的小余

2011-01-11T22:05:00.000+08:00

在很多人眼中，我也许是一只小小小小鸟。甚至是一只发育不健全的小鸟。

也许我曾经幼稚，不懂事以及天真，不是我不成长。只是比好多人慢。以往的我常常抱怨父母对于我过于的呵护，以致我现在的无知。然而，当我在看他们的时候，却忘了看自己。他们照顾我是尽责，然而我自己若不争取成长的机会也是我的失责。

回首过去，我发觉我太多投诉了，对于很多东西有太多的不满。也忘了，自己是可以改变的。所以错的都是在别人的身上。也许也制造了朋友们，兄弟们，家人对我的不满。与其投诉，倒不如去寻找解决方案？因此，我学会‘忍’。渐渐的，我学会‘笑’。佛菩萨所在之处皆令人欢喜。我常常想要让人开心，却让人以为我是虚伪的。尽管如此，我坚持。为何当我真心对待人时，却被人标为伪君子？但是，我也不能理太多。我在学习，学习处事待人。人所在处就有是非。逃不了的。

也许我：
1）太笨
2）粗心
3）优柔寡断

但是，我可以说，从以前至今，我真心对人，尽量不要伤害人。（对于这点，我很肯定）

请那些看小我的人，记住自己当初因为什么而看小我。因为，我会让你眼前一亮！我很小，但是我的心不会比你小。

我相信，我有一天会飞上青天的。

谢谢我所认识的人，你们对我来说都是佛菩萨，都在教育我。

Nostalgic

2011-01-02T17:42:00.000+08:00

There it passed, the great 2010.

Just feel really grateful for what i am having now.

Thanks to my parents, my respectful dad. We didnt really communicate much but i still feel his cares toward me. My lovely mother, who had, though, soothed me with cold water at times but her sacrifices are res ipsa loquitor. Both of you make a really great parents.I'm exceptionally touched. When both of you have done your part excellently, i do also hope i can do my part very well too.

To me, both of you are my god. Both of you are the lord buddha.

Thank you for everything.

Will

2010-12-16T07:17:00.000+08:00

People who loves me, tend also to hate me.
I seem to know why, but i really dont know if you ask me.

I'll seriously think if there's something really wrong with me.
Sorry for everything as i might be doing something out of sense.
Thousand apologies.....

Cheers.

Fear

2010-11-19T10:09:00.000+08:00

Usually, i have my post really long winded.

I'm indeed in a fearful state as i know by judging my performance now, i am in a 3rd class range. Let alone as hoped by my lecturers, a first class? No way....Logically make it no sense at all. I am writing this down since i found no one who can really understand my feelings or maybe some.

Its my final year. At times, i even thought of regretting to enter this school, well reputation nonetheless it gives me hard time. I am afraid. I'm just afraid.

If i cant make it, i will let them down.....at the same time, i dont feel myself in the right track.....

Me.Them.It

2010-10-22T11:26:00.002+08:00

Here is 'me',

As I always be, an absolute dreamer. It's me.

I must express,

Telling it is 'me' has got no representation of 'egoistic',

Nor will it be a self centralist.

Dubiously,

Answer why is that case,

Without realising who are we makes no difference but a living corpse.

The juncture I have met,

In many ways has expanded my dreaming capability,

Living in a dream doesn't neglect one's rationalism;

Whereas eliciting more hopes coupled with logicalness,

It is propounded nothing but a trite life,

Having lived without a dream.

Here is It,

The Lex Legum Baccalaureus,

A high hill I am climbing,

Erroneously crowds have represented their views,

A suit who may have been too tight a try,

It therefore, draws a wistful smile on me.

Fiat justitia, ruat caelum,

Joyful and challenging it must be averred ,

A gaze, I maybe gained from most,

Obligation I will bear to soothe all:

It is a truth, nonetheless.

Rebutment plausibly unearthed in my previous post,

That nothing's called a truth,

The de facto is,

My true feeling,

Amused by the craft of the brilliant judges,

Making the law interestingly presented,

A delight I have obtained,

The Stare Decisis.

It is 'Them',

Amid all importantly their existence,

Clamour i may have made at the erstwhile,

Trully their efforts making all feasible,

A sumptuous gift I have received.

Having my feet on Cardiff,

Feeling how concrete the ground is,

The way i made it here,

because of 'them' and the lovely 'it'.

Here is 'me',

As I always be, an absolute dreamer. It's me.

I must express,

Telling it is 'me' has got no representation of 'egoistic',

Nor will it be a self centralist.

Dubiously,

Answer why is that case,

Without realising who are we makes no difference but a living corpse.

The juncture I have met,

In many ways has expanded my dreaming capability,

Living in a dream doesn't neglect one's rationalism;

Whereas eliciting more hopes coupled with logicalness,

It is propounded nothing but a trite life,

Having lived without a dream.

Here is It,

The Lex Legum Baccalaureus,

A high hill I am climbing,

Erroneously crowds have represented their views,

A suit who may have been too tight a try,

It therefore, draws a wistful smile on me.

Fiat justitia, ruat caelum,

Joyful and challenging it must be averred ,

A gaze, I maybe gained from most,

Obligation I will bear to soothe all:

It is a truth, nonetheless.

Rebutment plausibly unearthed in my previous post,

That nothing's called a truth,

The de facto is,

My true feeling,

Amused by the craft of the brilliant judges,

Making the law interestingly presented,

A delight I have obtained,

The Stare Decisis.

It is 'Them',

Amid all importantly their existence,

Clamour i may have made at the erstwhile,

Trully their efforts making all feasible,

A sumptuous gift I have received.

Having my feet on Cardiff,

Feeling how concrete the ground is,

The way i made it here,

because of 'them' and the lovely 'it'.

The Carpenter

2010-07-03T21:04:00.000+08:00

At times, we called it, 'the hammer'. Over the decades most of us reading law, graduated, retired from legal profession and we still calling it, the hammer. Howsoever it being sheepishly sounds when all of us 'named' it as the hammer on the hand of a judge, we may all be surprised. Commonly, at least, amongst my friends, it triggers no curiosity on why would a profound judge holding a 'hammer' when he is not fixing any wooden furnitures. It may be well understood if we trace back to the history of it, it is used in medieval era of England for the purpose to settle agreements of land. In fact, it is called 'Gavel'.

The sound of gavel signifies a decision made and no changes shall be made. The concept of it not only been practiced by England but The Great China in its memorable empires. Though it did not exist in 'hammer' nonetheless it meant the same. The judges, no matter in which country, in what form they practice or in what way the used the hammer. They are indeed,in my perception, the carpenter. Any defective wooden furnitures is to be fixed by them. They have various tools and at the very moment, they might even need to be creative enough so get the defective wooden stuffs fixed and it can be nicely seen. This is how a carpenter should be? If it ever not been properly repaired? Complains and dissatisfaction hence arisen. As Lord Hewart CJ expressed in R v Sussex Justices exparte McCarthy [1924] 1 KB 256 :

"...It is not merely of some importance, but is of fundamental importance that justice should not only be done, but should manifestly and undoubtedly be seen to be done..."

Having said that, the judges roles is vital and it is opined that the gavel is thousand times heavier than the usual hammer, psychologically. Their great lordships are burdened with such an obligation to make sure all the wooden made furnitures are all safe and quality assured. All tributes are nonetheless may not have gone to them. Each

gavel's sound, it indicates a decision made which need to take into consideration of policy, political pressure, and the interest of parties before them. Their decisions with a sound reasoning. Of course, people's view differs from time to time. Their view at the time it was decided may not applicable nowadays, outmoded laws. Mistakes are permissible but unlikely for them as judges. If once an unfavorable decisions made, it opens door to severe criticisms. For example, some brave judge with activist blood tends to create new laws, there it attracts negative comments in not respecting parliamentary supremacy. Some passivist judges whereas choose to stick with whatever decided, their hands are however tightened with precedent, similarly, it attracts criticism, too. However, it is to be noted, there can be more than one right answers towards single issue. All these criticisms, commentaries, dissenting judgement however makes law a lively one and would not have bored us, the law students. Whatever decisions made, credits and tributes can never left them.

It was not very long ago, where i think it was an interesting area in the study of law in my year one. This is a paper which i scored with distinction, common law reasoning and institution. I appreciated the chance of me studying this, especially dealing with judicial precedent and statutory interpretation, both are inter-linked. It was also few months ago, i had an intellectual discussion with a friend currently reading law in Oxford on whether a judge should create law to fix current problems or merely to apply the law. She is of the view that, the law itself is of non disputable as it is laid down black and white but the interpretation of each minds are disputed. That makes the law more complicated and uncertain. Anyway, i am still firmed on my perception where exceptions are needed. Lord Denning's creation of proprietary estopel and many others exceptions, undoubtedly, solved many problems.

Regardless, disputes has also relatively and have gradually increased due to these as this society is getting litigative when their rights are made conscious.

William Blackstone's view on judicial creativity is favorable for activists where law has not been created but merely to discover them. It remains dubious as to whether judicial creativity has create more troubles than settle disputes. The United Kingdom has got one characteristics, namely, the rule of law. Diceys postulates on it, where judges are the best protectors. Of course, the judges is supposedly to be fair minded and impartial. If the judges hand are so tight and bound by precedent and may have committed a conceptually wrong of judiciary where it results injustice. Would it then be unconstitutional? Having failed to perform justice, is definitely not the will of citizens, being put in such a cross road. What is their roles? Being the Carpenter, should have just fix whatever necessary as a Carpenter is not an inventor.

The common law started since time immemorial, by Henry Bracton( 1200-1268), he first laid down in latin phrase that :

'Si tamen similia evenerint, per simile judicentur, cum bona sit occasio a similibus procedere ad similia'.

It simply means, similar facts should result in similar ways, the spirit of stare decisis. It is said, judges are to do justice according to law and not doing justice by creating law. Practically, judges are now playing with words as its their expertise. In fact, purposive approach are getting popular by interpreting the words based on the 'intention' of the parliament.

Lord Coke stated:" ...it is the task of the judiciary in interpreting an Act to seek to interpret in 'according to the intent of [the parliament] that made it..."

This is what, doing justice according to 'law' which up to their discretion to interpret what did the parliament intended. In practical effect, at times, the standing of judges still prevails. The classic example would be, the decision in Vandervell v IRC, Grey v IRC and Oughtred v IRC.

The people's will stand. No?