tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-81319374028806679552026-03-21T11:41:24.165-07:00Clinically CluelessTherapy: At times, clinically I was aware of the process, but applying it to myself, I could be clueless. My journey leads to this anonymous place where I can tell of my life of abuse and trauma primarily through my past journals, current commentary, some current journaling and posts on specific issues I face. I hope to increase awareness & compassion for those of us with mental illness.Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.comBlogger979125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-37398605870673059552012-04-18T07:33:00.000-07:002012-04-18T07:41:36.359-07:00Graduate School Progress
Well, I owe you an update. I did go on my pre-interview at Argosy and it went well She seemed to really like me. I was able to be myself despite being 20 minutes late as I became hopelessly lost. If I get all of my information in, during August 2012 or sooner, I will know by the end of this year whether or not I am admitted. Wouldn't that be a great potential Christmas gift.&Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-30390099885527787202012-04-06T06:32:00.001-07:002012-04-08T07:54:23.421-07:00Manhattan Beach: Homophobia, Myths & Hate
Here in California, many men were arrested for unlawful sexual activity. Many media outlets have had reports on this, "Lifeguards had also previously found graffiti of graphic sexual images on restroom walls, and holes drilled through stall partitions, the Breeze reports. Prior to the arrests, detectives also monitored chat rooms and social media sites, where they learned that the Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-11767417088410079732012-03-27T06:15:00.003-07:002012-03-27T06:15:49.966-07:00One big knot!!
I've not been writing as I have been having neck and shoulder pain from stress. Doctor says, "that it is just stress and gave me some home remedies. My therapist and I have been working on relaxing my muscles. The past month has been really tough in therapy and I carry it all in my body especially my shoulders and neck. I'm one big knot!!! A great massage soundsCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-63301747617374066412012-03-21T14:09:00.000-07:002012-03-21T14:09:07.586-07:00KONY 2012 filmaker Jason Russell is diagnosed with a Brief Psychotic Disorder
Most of you have heard about KONY 2012 filmmaker Jason Russell having some type of breakdown. I found out today that he was diagnosed with a Brief Psychotic Disorder. You might say...what, I've never heard of it!" "It is just an excuse." Actually, most have not heard of it because it is rare in the United States and other developed countries. But, it is a Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-49723253034927458362012-03-18T01:00:00.000-07:002012-03-18T01:00:03.461-07:00Day by Day by DC Talks ~ Worship in Song
Day By Day
DC Talk
I live a simple life
I take a day at a timeI spend my mornings with God
Before I hit the grindThe subtleties of darkness
Never cease to amazeAs a physical world
Creates a spiritual hazeBlinded by distractionsLost in matterless affairsReachin’ through the darknessTrusting You will meet me there
Day by day
Day by dayDay by day
Day by dayOh dear Lord
Three things Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-4880604572198232252012-03-14T09:11:00.002-07:002012-03-14T09:11:42.476-07:00Drama Continues!!
Christmas occured during the time that I could not access my blog for the most part it was uneventful. I had a great time with my husband. We just stayed home together for 2 1/2 weeks relaxing. It was wonderful. It was great not going to the family gatherings as we just rested. However, all was not without a hitch. Below is a series of email back and forth Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-89386773950661383212012-03-13T08:48:00.000-07:002012-03-13T08:48:56.112-07:00All settled now...sort of...
After scaring my self half to death on Monday, my therapist and I calmed me down out of my tailspin. I decided that I could reschedule...duh. In the meantime, I spoke with the Director and felt like it went well and I have an appointment scheduled when it works best for me. The unfortunate thing is that the schedule for the classes are Mon-Thur, instead of M,W,F and I have Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-78256115469471954912012-03-06T04:55:00.001-08:002012-03-06T04:55:38.013-08:00What Happened? YIKES!!!
Argosy University
I scared myself yesterday!! I'm planning to apply to a couple of universities for a doctorate in clinical psychology. I had spoken with the Admissions Director last year explaining my situation regarding letters of reference. As if has been more than 20 years since I graduated from college and I have not been working for 5 years, so for my Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-59626220578409816262012-03-01T17:00:00.000-08:002012-03-01T16:56:41.314-08:00Self-Injury Awareness Day!!
It is funny that I am excited to be able to write this post as self-injury, self-harm, self-injury; whatever, you name it is one of the most misunderstood behaviors associated with mental illness.
I am one of the estimated 5% (not including eating disorders) of Americans who struggle with self-injury. Mine is on a daily basis. Think of Muzak because that is what it is all the time with the Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-38175018833959651922012-02-29T01:50:00.000-08:002012-02-29T04:23:59.877-08:00Can We Say Homophobe!!
To read a fantastic post addressing this tiraid go to Warfare: The Delightful and Dreary Sides of Gay Life.
Sounds like projection to me...in that most of what he is saying about homosexuals really related to the right wing fundamentalist churches...sad thing is that people really believe this stuff. I just want everyone to really talk with and listen to people who are gay for awhile. My Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-84900656253882543352012-01-04T04:03:00.001-08:002012-01-04T04:03:26.486-08:00I have lost access to blogger, so I have not been able to post. I have no idea how I got here. I am still going to continue to blog. Please, do not stop following me. I will be back.Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-58494155265262432942011-11-17T06:44:00.000-08:002011-11-17T06:44:54.039-08:00Now, we have come to the fork in the road
There is a fork in the road. Which way will you go?
Source: google.com via Coleen on Pinterest
This sculpture’s plaque proclaims that this is the “World’s Largest Fork”. Located in Springfield, Missouri, the 35-foot tall fork is planted right in front of a three story building that belongs to Noble & Associates, a well known advertising agency that has a lot of restaurant and food Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-39989186967969299162011-11-15T02:56:00.000-08:002011-11-15T02:56:33.194-08:00It is about me after allMy mother continued...
I've also have been trying to grasp the concept that she is not going to change. I can't seem to let go of the little hope that I have that will get her to pay attention to me. Well, I gone round and round with this issue. I've discovered that my ambivalence about not having contack and have her pay attention to me has to do with me. I'm Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-48989231577662903352011-11-14T05:49:00.000-08:002011-11-14T05:49:22.760-08:00Diabetes Education for World Diabetes Day
November 14th, is World Diabetes Day. People around the world will be wearing blue to raise awareness. Also, landmarks and other beautiful places will be lit blue today.
TYPES
Type 1 Diabetes
In type 1 diabetes, previously known as juvenile diabetes, the body’s immune system destroys insulin-producing cells in the pancreas.
Type 2 Diabetes
Type 2 diabetes is the most commonCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-20251399744120113222011-11-11T09:06:00.000-08:002011-11-11T10:00:59.991-08:00Thank You to All Veterans!!!!From Wikipedia: Veterans Day is an annual American holiday honoring military veterans. Both a federal holiday and a state holiday in all states, it is usually observed on November 11. However, if it occurs on a Sunday then the following Monday is designated for holiday leave, and if it occurs Saturday then either Saturday or Friday may be so designated.[1] It is also celebrated as Armistice Day Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-30754300494013179582011-11-09T04:25:00.000-08:002011-11-09T04:25:44.641-08:00I haven't wanted to write, but....For the last few months, I haven't wanted to write because I haven't been in a good place. So, I took care of myself and was on Pinterest most of the time and having a blast. Pinterest has been a good outlet and I have tons of stuff on my Boards. Now, I think I can share what has been going on with me.
Basically, I started to have difficulty just staying present and I was Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-4017387958236810882011-11-06T04:03:00.000-08:002011-11-06T04:03:14.079-08:00Woship in Song ~ Miracle Maker by Delirious?Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-30315937244835900272011-10-31T01:53:00.000-07:002011-10-31T01:53:00.188-07:00Meow Brew!Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-61289827775049776922011-10-21T04:46:00.000-07:002011-10-21T04:46:37.530-07:00Do You Remember the Pepsi versus Coke Wars?I thought that I'd be back this week, but I got sick. Until next week here is one of the Pepsi verses Coke commercials. I hope that you enjoy it!!
Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-74574380701502062802011-10-12T07:43:00.000-07:002011-10-12T07:43:22.764-07:00When Does It Stop?
It has taken me quite a bit of time to write anything about this, but with Jamey Rodemeyer's suicide my heart broke again and I was very angry. I've listened to some of the news and watched some videos and read some of the comments.
Two points: One is I am absolutely appauled by the coments and hate even some comments said that he and other gays should kill themselves. Two, the Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-44930651382409266512011-10-07T02:04:00.000-07:002011-10-07T02:04:55.388-07:00I'll be back next week!!see more dog and puppy picturesCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-69903265441439762782011-09-20T06:11:00.000-07:002011-09-20T18:07:23.585-07:00Don't Ask, Don't Tell is officially repealed!!!!
President Barack Obama’s official statement:
“Today, we have taken the final major step toward ending the discriminatory ‘Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell’ law that undermines our military readiness and violates American principles of fairness and equality. In accordance with the legislation that I signed into law last December, I have certified and notified Congress that the requirements for Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-46723909604631932072011-09-19T01:57:00.000-07:002011-09-19T01:57:00.220-07:00Arg Monday!!see more Lolcats and funny pictures, and check out our Socially Awkward Penguin lolz!Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-87602933059624134422011-09-09T01:53:00.000-07:002011-09-09T05:56:22.431-07:00"Meet Me In The Stairwell" "Met In The Stairwell" "I Was There"I was able to do some research on the poem, "Meet Me In The Stairwell."
This information was taken from I Was There website.
The poem "Met in the Stairwell" written by Stacey Randall following September 11, 2001. Written from the perspective of God, where God was, and what God was doing during the tragic moments of September 11, 2001.
The original poem was placed on the family web site, then Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-78600157385449887512011-09-08T08:58:00.000-07:002011-09-08T08:58:12.232-07:00A reminder from my therapist this weekSource: alexacall.com via Isabella Maria on PinterestCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.com3