Laconic issues

Random thoughts

2012-02-07T01:21:00.001-08:00

We have our misfortunes, the darkest of days, but still we must endure and keep strong. This life must go on, it must go on.

We never give up, as long as we are willing to try.
Things will always fall out of place in order for them to fall back into place again.

2012-02-07T01:14:00.001-08:00

Do you remember and long for the past?

Simple + Short

2011-03-23T13:21:00.000-07:00

Hi there! It's been long since i last posted a post here. Been really busy these days, working everyday, plus all these late nights are literally worning me out. Zomb. Hmm...okay, now my brain cells are not even functioning, i dont know why, once my hands are placed on the keyboard, my mind went blank, TOTALLY BLANK! Whateva lah uggrrhgghgh...

Overdued photos on eugene's 18th birthday celebration @ MBS.

(fyi, it's not in order tyvm.)

K! BAI! GD9!

2010-11-14T11:31:00.000-08:00

hi, its been a long time since i last post here & its kind of like "dead" now, gna revive it real soon with photos & everythng that i need to.

everything's fine, back to normal. no more stressful days in aspial, waking up early in the morning, weighing thousands of jewellery blah blah blah, missing you every min/sec, only seeing you for 2 god damn days, pimples outbreak, crying almost everyday & etc... (wang ji le hehehe :x)
now....
i cant wait for more holidays w love ones. i rly miss those carefree days at pangkor/shanghai/turi/redang/kl/tioman/genting whereby we had no restrictions, wa... I MISS IT LOR HAIS :S hope baby plans for another getaway soon ^^

ah ha, 1 more day to 16nov, our 20th monthsary. hmm what shld i get him leh?....... he wants the tappercones but i really dont encourage him to extend his septum to 13mm, eww sure look like alien.

k la, its getting l8, shall post another one provided ''if'' im not lazy....
i need to take a puff & hit the sack, g'night :>

brightness fills empty space

2010-07-01T12:21:00.000-07:00

Listen to the song here in my heart

a melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep within
Its only beginning to find release

Ohh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed Aside or turned
Into your own
All 'cause you won't listen

Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete

Now I am done believing you
You don't know not what I am feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I got to find my own - my own

she's e lady w
great voice,
great figure.

e heart that nvr dies...

2010-06-23T15:40:00.000-07:00

sometimes, i just have to calm myself down so i would stop nagging, whining whenever we are abt to start a tiff because, in every single r/s there is always ups & downs...
we ought to give in to each other no matter who is in e right or wrong.

take a breath,
have a smoke, look high up to e blue sky,
inhale deep puffs & slowly everything will be fine in awhile. :)

loving you always,
standing by you every hr, every min, every sec.

2010-06-22T12:14:00.000-07:00

working everyday from 3-10pm... i felt working back there is so much relieved than before. doesn't have to worry abt e next following day who's gonna open or who's gonna close till wee hours. we just have to reach there punctually, do what we supposed to do, & once e time clicked at 10pm, don't wanna care if really packed w customers or whatsoever, just packed up & head home, that's all. ^^

anyway, i srsly can't wait for my birthday celebration (still no plans yet), my braces on aug 5th or maybe doing it earlier.... hoping these 2 things gradually goes smoothly. ^^

k, my baby waiting downstairs for me....
i'm lacking of nicotine now..., needa smoke-break.
ciaoz.

e power of love

2010-06-16T03:00:00.000-07:00

today is e 16th of june, our 1yr & 3mths anniversary. though there is no celebration.. everyday was like our anni too. whenever i am w you, i feel so safe just by yr side. taking gd care of me, i am like yr top priority no one can ever overtake my place, eh? hahaha :)

when i had thoughts, you are e one who i always share to, rant to whenever i am delighted & same goes for unhappiness.
i am cherishing every moment, every second that we spent tgt ever since e first day i met you, till now?, aimlessly......
our love is always so strong, not breaking us apart. we are even harder than ice, thicker than blood.

heap of love

2010-04-16T11:28:00.000-07:00

i knew that i really needed you more than you needed me.
i needed to be needed so i could feel that i wasn't just standing idly by, utterly helpless.
my love for you is just indefinable...

sometimes,
whenever i get turbulent, you tried to talk to me, but you don't know what to say. you felt perplexed that i don't want you to say anything. so you always don't. but deep inside my heart there are words waiting to start up a resolution.
in every arguments that we had meant alot to me, it makes me understand you even more and i've always tried to avoid very verbal disagreement with you but it ends up in vain. so, i am making an effort to change as i knew love overrides every little thing. :)

i love how you smile at me with your sweet lips,
i love how you look at me with your brown eyes,
i love how you get frustrate on how cryptic i am,
i love how you play punches with me,
i love how you always accompany me even though how fatigue you are,
i love how you smell my hair finding for the right spot "i smell here",
i love how you make hilarious mouth signs "chiiii",
i love how you pamper me,
i love how you make me feel better whenever i'm down,
that is why i will always stand by you without fail just like how you never fail standing by me.
i love you my dear.

oneyearonemonth, still counting on................................

spoonful of affection

2010-04-13T21:55:00.000-07:00

when i had deep thoughts, you are e one whom i always share to, rant to whenever i feel ecstatic, & it goes e same for melancholy.
i really cherish every moment, every second that we spent together.
our love is always strong, not breaking us apart. nevertheless, you're my wonderwall, my precious lil boy.
i'll do anything just to make you happy, like what i've always done.
i've always trust you, i've given all of me, my heart, my soul & my love to you. only you.

our past and our present road, doesn't define us at all, we are who we are, some men might not even have a past nor a present-self. simply cause they're dead.

this is life.
this is world.
this is humans.

endeavor

2010-04-07T21:12:00.000-07:00

we're e world
we're e children
we're e ones who make a brighter day
so let's start giving
there's is a choice we're making
we're saving our own lives
it's true we'll make a better day, just you & me.

Fear less, hope more, eat less, chew more, whine less, breathe more, talk less, say more, hate less, love more, and good things will be yours.

endless road

2010-04-06T16:17:00.000-07:00

you're my soulmate, e only one i had, always e one giving in to me, e lovely dovely boy that only love me, care for me, & will there for me whenever i'm down. i always believe that love overrides every single thing & that doesn't mean there's not going to be hard obstacles to handle with but i found that person who does that for me & loves me more than i do, it just makes things so much easier jeremy neo.

Hathaway

2010-04-04T20:02:00.000-07:00

one word: beautiful

L A G U N A - E - P A R A D I Z E

2010-03-10T13:06:00.000-08:00

back from redang yest. i look like hei ren yah gao -.-
h8 e sun-burn but i miss redang, i miss e clear blue sea, i miss e fishes & e resort too frigging nice. how i wish sg had this kind of island..........................

i

am

heading

to

bed

like

now

LIKE

SERIOUSLY

NOW hehehehe night

can't help but wait

2010-02-28T13:50:00.000-08:00

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REDANG HERE I COME! ^^

two O one O

2010-02-13T11:27:00.000-08:00

happy new year & valentine's day to everyone!!!!!!!!!! i am v excited for tmr's house visiting w baby to his grandma hse & e rest, lots of red packets $_$ hehehehehehehe.
especially this is e only night that baby & i needa separate as i need to "shou ye" hmmm, that's every new year my family had to follow e rules.

i guess that's all for now, i am so soo sooo soooo sooooo tiredz oready!
& I MISS JEREMY NEO JI KIAN :(

aiyaaaaa, goodienightnight

you're nothing short of my everything

2010-01-20T11:21:00.000-08:00

the couples that fights e most is e one we love most.. it shows we care enough to notice e other one screwed up & care enough to mention it to e person so we can fix it. when you stop fighting it means you'd stopped caring.

he's always worth it

2010-01-04T10:14:00.000-08:00

we did a small celebration outing for baby at www, sheesha w cliques. had fun but tiring. didn't had much rest & i'm feeling a lil unwell. neeway, i would like to thanks everyone who came to jeremy neo's bday celebration.
now e both of us r sick, but we r happy (bunengshuodemimi) kekekekez ^^
once agn, happy birthday baby. may u always stay happy & handzome! everything will go smoothly for u & for our future definitely. <3
if i could give u one thing in life, i would give u the ability to see yrself through my eyes, only then u would realize how special u r to meeeeee... love you always, never fail.

Seize the day

2009-12-19T15:52:00.000-08:00

my blog has been dead for sometime. gonna revive it really soon, really.
due to work so busy. doesn't have time for com.
i've no comments for work. so angry & tired working w a manager that doesn't help at all times. drink drank drunk till he disappears whenever he likes. -.-
i really can't stand his attitude & his way of work, he is testing our boiling points.
but it's okay, at least i've got my happy pills. 2 computers, more holidays and most imptly, neoneo! hehehe! life is short, sooooo cherish every moment spent w love ones LOVE ONES.

- buy fishes!
- tuesday muvee: bodyguards & assassins + a lil bit of shopping hmmmmm. :)
- sunday WWW w co. & maybe in between these days we'll be heading to e zoo zoo zoo! kekeke

Baby's birthday planning:

3rd jan - sentosa
4th jan - zirca
5th jan - gonna bring baby out for celebration :)
6th jan - enroll car license w baby

k, gonna hit e sack
8:34AM

holiday seasons

2009-11-15T10:55:00.000-08:00

happy 8th months my dearest baby, i love you.
although time flies, we'll definitely go through thick & thin together always, always.
we had sourced out e importance of luv: Trust, Honesty, Commitment & Faithful.
16O3 - to be continue forever.

right now, we're counting down 4 more days before we head off to pangkor island & after that another 4 more days to shanghai. it's going to be snowing over there i supposed. words can't appeal how happy i am feeling now. i guess i'll literally stare at e blank smiling to myself.
more & more trips coming ahead.

hmm, i guess that's all for now.
gonna hit e sack.
needa wake up early to get my winter clothes. teeheehee :)

p/s: my baby is e sweetest pill.
he loves calling me stup, stup, STUP-cow but he loves me so much.

e sweetest joy, e wildest woe is love.

2009-09-16T12:00:00.000-07:00

my happy pills ;)
e love that nvr cease

happy 6th months bi,
i'll love you & i always will.
still counting down on every 16th.
5:47AM

(DYM)

2009-08-05T10:22:00.000-07:00

A very touching & meaningful song, awww :S

more & more & more & more! ;>

2009-08-04T12:05:00.000-07:00

3/8 sunday:
outing w baby & his family at lim chu kang fish farm before heading to bollywood veggies as his mum had always wanted to. e weather is sooooo hot lor, tsk! but afterall, it's worthwhile perspiring cause of it's nature, trees/plants like ladyfinger, aloevera, starfruit & even cotton which 're used for our pillows & etc...! there's alot alot more, i'm lazy to list it out so take a look at e pictures, hehe. can't explore much over there as i've got work at 6pm, damn shag...

enrique aathar(BUBU)

& guess what??? :O

i'll be going to e butterfly park & bubu island soooon! muhahahaaa. ;)

GOODNIGHTZEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

I LUV REDANG

2009-07-28T21:12:00.000-07:00

i'm here agn to blog about my splendid trip w baby at redang beach. super nice, absolutely beautiful especially e scenery & snorkelling at marine park & limau island name as e "nemo garden", e sea water is really blue & clear that i could even see corals & rocks unlike those dirty water. can see lots of beautiful fishes from small to big, diff colours. i even see e nemo house, they're so cute that they kept popping in & out of their house & e eel, damn long & scary, don't even dare to get close to it, scared it might bite me. hahaha. it's totally unforgettable lor. i luv snorkelling! :)

silly got bitten by e colourful fish. serve you right!

antique bus?

beautiful flowers

puffer fish MUAHAHA

macdonald lelaki

live band, guang hui sui yue

luv marine park snorkelling :)

beach party

c-o-c-o-n-u-t

temporary tattoo :)

bi edit e pic till like that, like funny only ._.

there'll be more & more holiday trips coming, so stay tuned huh!! :)

Spinning in infinity

2009-07-16T16:47:00.000-07:00

Whenever there's you,

there is luv, trust & definitely honesty.

He will not take advantage of my weaknesses or my strengths

but infact he's e one who'll appreciate me for everything that i am.

Green day - 21 guns

Do you know what's worth fighting for?

When it's not worth dying for?

Does it take your breath away

And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?

And you look for a place to hide?

Did someone break your heart inside?

You're in ruins

One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms, give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road

And you lost all sense of control

And your thoughts have taken their toll

When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass

And the hangover doesn't pass

Nothing's ever built to last

You're in ruins

One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms, give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own

When you burned down the house and home?

Did you stand too close to the fire

Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die

And you can't get another try

Something inside this heart has died

You're in ruins

One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms, give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms, give up the fight

One, 21 gunsThrow up your arms into the sky, you and I