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2016-07-08T21:34:00.001+02:00

Oh i just wanna share an amazing time with you all.
Me and my friends hade an exhibition 25 jun - 7 july LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL. It was really amazing!
The exhibition took place in water tower in Pildammsparken in Malmö Sweden.
I was lucky enough to be sponsored by supersize.se which made possible to support www.tobiasregistret.se and put a light on www.blodcancerforbundet.se, also I wanna thank to:

Sent- http://www.triangeln.com/IEMS

Candy- www.candypeople.se

Party- http://www.buttericks.se

I always say that knowledge is POWER.

Here is some pictures from exhibition.
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MIDSOMMAR

2016-06-24T10:54:00.000+02:00

Today we celebrate midsummer. Therefore i wanna share pre-opening to our exhibition.

Midsummer, also known as St John's Day, is the period of time centred upon the summer solstice, and more specifically the Northern European celebrations that accompany the actual solstice or take place on a day between June 19 and June 25 and the preceding evening. The exact dates vary between different cultures. The Christian Church designated June 24 as the feast day of the early Christian martyr St John the Baptist, and the observance of St John's Day begins the evening before, known as St John's Eve.

These are commemorated by many Christian denominations.^[1] In Sweden the Midsummer is such an important festivity that there have been serious discussions to make the Midsummer's Eve into the National Day of Sweden, instead of June 6. It may also be referred to as St. Hans Day.^[2]

DRAGON RIDER

2016-06-08T15:28:00.000+02:00

Sins it is summer so i want to share something special with You.
It is a DRAGON RIDER.

I hope You like it!

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Black balloons

2016-04-18T01:57:00.000+02:00

There was time where i find my self in total darkness! There was no light and hope.i was facing a nightmare. Nothing will make me happy even if i smile for a minute i fall back to this dark place. I saw, i dreamed, i smelled death. I could clearly see it in the eyes. IT WAS DARK!
In this nightmare i sometimes saw a glimpse of a light and death was watching it closely.

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? new hatched

2016-03-06T18:18:00.000+01:00

... i am sitting here in a coffee shop and i am longing after my new life. New opportunity, new chance, new challenges. is it even possible? -I wonder.
Well i had a hope but i really just feel confused now if it is possible. I no longer have a grip of my life. I feel like a new hatched bird. I learn to live again. How to eat, how to socialize with people and how to spread my wings.

I wonder if it will be given to me to learn to do all this things and show my wings again.

I am not the one who just give up on trying and will get up an jump in to life again... i am just worried that my body will refuse one day.

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be mine BFF Bli min BÄSTIS

2016-03-01T12:22:00.000+01:00

Visit Blodcancerförbundet and be mine BFF

to rest in peace ...

2016-02-28T18:18:00.000+01:00

There is time to fight and there is time just rest.
Not only rest but rest in peace. Time when no one is disturbing you in any way.

Different people recharge in different way. I can only imagine that in todays society is very difficult to JUST REST IN YOUR OWN PEACE.
We all are very available.

Me? I have my sundays, there my phone is in sleep mode and only people in my VIP list are able to come thru.
I just celebrate one day a week there I am in CENTRUM and everything is just about me and what i want.

To shut out the world around me for just one day is so magical.

What is Your trick to rest? How do you do it/manage your time?

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how much time do You have?How do You spend it?

2016-02-21T18:18:00.000+01:00

...so how much time do we have? If you knew that your life will end soon what would you do? How would you live your life or what is left of it?

Until now, have you lived your life and used your time as you like?
Time is ticking wether we want or not, sleep or are awake, sad or happy.

Few years ago i was in the situation when i was unsure if i did the best of my time. After life threatening chemo i decided to change small things in my daily life. I really want to be sure that people will remember me from the very best side of me.

What makes time worth so much? Do you know?

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meeting TV4

2016-02-17T21:13:00.001+01:00

... some things will never happen if i would live a normal life.

Now my disease and my art bring me to Stockholm to talk about my experience trough LEUKEMIA.

(Here it is)

Not only that! I also met a wonderful and amazing person, Christian from blodcancerförbundet (FB-blodcancerförbundet). This guy is SO RIGHT for the job he got! His commitment to what he does just blow my mind! Now i am on the train and don´t want to jump off any stations!

http://www.tv4.se/efter-tio/klipp/nelly-trott-kämpar-mot-leukemi-och-behöver-en-donator-för-att-överleva-3289711

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choices ...

2016-02-14T18:18:00.000+01:00

Yes, we all have choices, we all can choose. Or can we?

Well, that is not so easy while you are trapped in body filled with chemo, painkillers and plenty of time. To make choices sims very easy, is it enough to choose "happiness"? Is it easier to be happy when your mind is busy with all tiny details of everyday living and all the new informations about what you are going through?

To be happy is constant collaboration between your heart and brain and yet it is still not easy to choose.What ever we do in life, everything is a constant choosing. I am constantly fighting to choose the right gate...

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is HAIR important ?

2016-02-07T18:18:00.000+01:00

This time the story is in Swedish, next time i will continue with my art again. I think that this picture talks for it self. Here is the link to the story behind "the Hair".

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supersize.se

2016-02-02T18:03:00.000+01:00

very very soon i will be working with amazing supersize.se
go and see their facebook

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...euphoria at Emporia

2016-01-31T18:18:00.000+01:00

... my friends and I went to Emporia to shoot this. The reason to that is the stairs to heaven. Finally i felt free and i do what i can, i do what i want. I was taking the "sun" with me where ever i went. Life was good and i was happy. From time to time i am reaching for my memories to create new art and more art and short stories will come.

Every sunday, new piece and new story behind it.

Enjoy SUNFLOWER which was sold to D VINCIC SISTERS artists.

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Butterfly wings

2016-01-24T18:18:00.000+01:00

...so i was thinking that everything was over and i was ready, i was transformed from a caterpillar to a beautiful butterfly. I was working, i had fun, i was enjoying my life to the fullest even tho it was 4 years after my remission. I was eager to help and do something. I could not be a donor and i could not give more money per month that i already did.

2014 me and my friends got an opportunity to expose our art in a water tower in Malmö. That year was a special year sins the park and water tower celebrated 100 years.
This park is seen by us like our own Central park.

The art You have seen on my blog was created especially for this event. I was also reviling the NEW upcoming art in color.

I am still inspired by my feelings from the life-threatening experience. I am also more inspired by the stories i have heard from my visitors who come to see my art.

So here You will se BUTTERFLY which was sold very soon after the opening.

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When the LIGHT strikes ...

2016-01-17T18:00:00.000+01:00

After all the pain, poison and feelings i decided to do something else. After all, not everything was bad. I had few good memories and lots of laughters during my long hospitalizations.

I decided to make more colorful art which implicates a different part of me.
Fine art stile which can take Your mind else where, where every You wanna be.

Fine art made with passion to help others, either is it going to help by taking You to the unknown world or the percentage which is donated to blood cancer research and stem cell donor center.

Let us welcome the change in my fine art.
If You have any questions don´t be afraid to ask.

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like a FLOWER among stones

2016-01-10T17:00:00.000+01:00

Flower, this idea come to me when i was walking around in a park in Malmö(Slottsparken).

There is a patch of a stone garden, I immediately found connection to this little flower growing among stones.
I felt like the stone garden represented my situation, hard, little hope but not completely impossible. Like this flower i come back to life even tho conditions to grow where not perfect.

Also i retouched this picture with one of my favorite songs from thde 90´s.

"And the sun will rise, open up your eyes
Surprise, just a blink of an eye
I try, I try to be positive
You're a fighter, so fight, wake up and live "

MUSIC AND VIDEO(click here) Sweetbox 1997.

I would like to hear from You, tell me what You thing about it, tell me how You see it. Next we will enter a NEW chapter in my fine art journey.

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Stoned

2016-01-03T18:00:00.000+01:00

Sometimes you just cant cope with everything around you and feel that the only thing you can do is to go into a fetal position.
I was captive in my own difficult situation. I really felt like a stone, waiting for someone to pick me up and throw me up in the air, to feel air to feel freedom to feel the energi again.

I can honestly say that some of my friends and the nurses really picked me up from the stoned state of mind.

Tell me how and what motivates You in a difficult situation.
Thank You for reading and sharing my thoughts.

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catch 22 aka TANGLED

2015-12-27T11:28:00.000+01:00

Feelings behind tangled come to me quite quick.
Being at the hospital and not be able to do anything. Authorities want You to fill forms, You have to pay bills and take care of Your life as usual but You can´t.

No one will take it over even for just a little while.
At that time (2009) people where really scared when they find out that i was sick. Somehow cancer is frightening for many of us and trust me it was for me too.

To be in a situation where you actually can´t do so much is terrifying and no matter what you do you simply have no choice.

How to break free?

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HAPPY HOLIDAYS

2015-12-24T12:43:00.000+01:00

HAPPY HOLIDAYS

BE NICE TO EACH OTHER

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black MEDOW

2015-12-20T20:30:00.000+01:00

When i think about medow i feel freedom, sun, picnic and friends.
Being sick and unable to feel this freedom is a terrible feeling.
I felt frozen in time, unable to to feel anything but sickness and chemo thru my veins. Lying on my hospital bed dreaming my self out to the free nature.

This is how this piece come to life.
I will be more then happy if You interpret it your own way.

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THANK YOU

2015-12-19T00:18:00.000+01:00

I am stopping by to say

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Thank You for being You

Thank You for reading my blog.

Thank You for sharing my story.

Thank You for helping me.

Thank You for Being Your best right now.

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Strawberry lust

2015-12-14T13:04:00.000+01:00

LUST

One of our basic human senses. No matter how bad You feel or how hard time you have, LUST is always coming back. I felt LUST for life, lust for food, lust for being good and do good.
LIFE IS LUST.
Here is LUST from the exhibition 2014 Oktober. It is the only one fine art print in color from this collection.

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Thoughts on papper

2015-12-13T20:53:00.000+01:00

Sins i was sick my self i could not be a donor. I was thinking a lot about how to make a difference by using my imagination and feelings. How to project to the viewer what it is like to be deep down in your thoughts. And the thoughts really where from sunny, lust to really dark ones.

I got an opportunity to be part of exhibition in a water tower in Malmö Sweden. The water tower celebrate 100 years. What a fantastic opportunity! I was IN!

Me and my two other friends who also presented their work was with me on this journey.

Here is an article about it(in swedish).
Money collected from sales was donated to Swedish help organisation Tobias Registret.

My thought there was to raise awareness and collect money to help others sins i my self was in remission for 5 years.

Here is some of the art, inspired by leukemia.

Tell me what You feel.

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How it all began .....

2015-12-13T19:47:00.003+01:00

Here is my story from DELETE BLOOD CANCER, unseen thoughts is all about what i felt and what i have been thru. Everything started 2009 when i realize how short life can be. I started with self portraits and then i include my self in to the unseen world.

As an avid photographer, Nelly has always been intrigued by the ability to capture a unique story within a picture. Nelly’s friends note that she is one of the "most inspiring people you will ever meet” and that “she has the ability to make every person in a room feel welcomed and acknowledged.”

In 2009, Nelly was diagnosed with Leukemia. During this terrifying time of pain and chemo treatments, Nelly found comfort in her friends, family, and photography. Finally, after months of treatment, Nelly was able to beat her leukemia and went into remission.

Six years later, the peace Nelly found upon her remission was shattered. Nelly's cancer had returned and her only chance at survival is to receive a bone marrow transplant. Nelly continues to capture every moment of her cancer journey including her search for a stranger who could be her matching donor.

You may ask what gear i use and it is very simple.
It is a Nikon D700, all time favorit lens SIGMA 24-70mm f2.8 and Nikon 50mm f1.8 and lots of sun light.

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