<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:blogger='http://schemas.google.com/blogger/2008' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005" xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015</id><updated>2024-12-18T22:33:16.096-05:00</updated><category term="memes n things"/><category term="family update"/><category term="giveaways"/><category term="memes &#39;n&#39; things"/><category term="cloth diaper"/><category term="Fawk You Friday"/><category term="naughty bits"/><category term="pregnancy"/><category term="vent"/><category term="My Memories"/><category term="Pour Your Heart Out"/><category term="family news"/><category term="Wordless Wednesday"/><category term="blog news"/><category term="digital scrapbooking"/><category term="random babble"/><category term="Freebie"/><category term="baby"/><category term="personal"/><category term="Aspergers"/><category term="Sexy Sunday"/><category term="digital scrapbook"/><category term="Tuesday Train"/><category term="breastfeeding"/><category term="gifts"/><category term="video"/><category term="Dillinger"/><category term="FOs"/><category term="grapefruit seed extract"/><category term="one-size"/><category term="parenting"/><category term="pattern"/><category term="rant"/><category term="Dia"/><category term="Saturday Six"/><category term="The Cloth Diaper Foundation"/><category term="Tuesday Friend Connect"/><category term="attachement parenting"/><category term="baby bib"/><category term="back to school"/><category term="cloth diapering"/><category term="crochet"/><category term="giveaway"/><category term="guide"/><category term="job woes"/><category term="knitting"/><category term="kyri"/><category term="laundry"/><category term="learning experience"/><category term="leg warmers"/><category term="natural birth"/><category term="natural remedies"/><category term="saturday 6"/><category term="scarf"/><category term="scrapbooking"/><category term="software"/><category term="updates"/><category term="wordless wedneday"/><category term="Autism"/><category term="Dilli"/><category term="Facebook"/><category term="Halloween"/><category term="I spy"/><category term="Screeching Needles"/><category term="Superpoints Invites"/><category term="Teagan"/><category term="Welfare"/><category term="apology"/><category term="baby mitts"/><category term="baby update"/><category term="babywearing"/><category term="bath and body"/><category term="beauty"/><category term="belly"/><category term="bib"/><category term="birth story"/><category term="birthday"/><category term="blog hop"/><category term="bracelets"/><category term="bread"/><category term="breastfeeding problems"/><category term="butthurt"/><category term="challenge"/><category term="charity"/><category term="childbirth"/><category term="circumcision"/><category term="classism"/><category term="drug test"/><category term="easy"/><category term="fashion"/><category term="featured"/><category term="finished objects"/><category term="food stamps"/><category term="free"/><category term="frugal living"/><category term="handmade"/><category term="hat"/><category term="hoarding"/><category term="how-to"/><category term="identity"/><category term="just for fun"/><category term="kit"/><category term="lingerie"/><category term="livejournal"/><category term="miscarriage"/><category term="moby wrap"/><category term="movements"/><category term="moving"/><category term="new project"/><category term="old posts"/><category term="other"/><category term="photo blog"/><category term="politics"/><category term="postcards"/><category term="printrunner"/><category term="recipe"/><category term="review"/><category term="shingles"/><category term="shits n giggles"/><category term="skin care"/><category term="slippers"/><category term="surprising uses"/><category term="ulrasound"/><category term="water birth"/><category term="winner"/><category term="youtube"/><title type='text'>Complacent in Chaos</title><subtitle type='html'>Wading through the chaos of being a mother of 3...no wait, 4? No...5!!</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><link rel='next' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default?start-index=26&amp;max-results=25'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>158</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>25</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-7044991100774962926</id><published>2012-03-29T09:37:00.001-04:00</published><updated>2012-04-05T11:59:49.080-04:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="childbirth"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="natural birth"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="personal"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="pregnancy"/><title type='text'>Reflections</title><summary type="text"> For the first time ever, I don&#39;t have a lingering sadness following the birth of my child. My first three births were all inductions. Strapped to a bed  with IVs and tethered to a monitor. And of course since the contractions were so painful, they led to an epidural. And I don&#39;t care what they say, pitocin contractions are more painful... I felt I was pressured into my inductions by care </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/7044991100774962926/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2012/03/reflections.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/7044991100774962926'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/7044991100774962926'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2012/03/reflections.html' title='Reflections'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-2459117922478666219</id><published>2012-03-19T21:57:00.001-04:00</published><updated>2012-03-19T21:59:48.727-04:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="giveaway"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="postcards"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="printrunner"/><title type='text'>PrintRunner giveaway</title><summary type="text">I&#39;m super excited to share with you another giveaway! This one is hosted courtesy of PrintRunner.com. PrintRunner is your convenient online printing services resource. Their prices are great and best of all, you don&#39;t have to leave your home! Check out their site and  print postcards, bumper stickers, brochures, calendars, and so much more. You can use their design tool to creat your product and </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/2459117922478666219/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2012/03/printrunner-giveaway.html#comment-form' title='30 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/2459117922478666219'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/2459117922478666219'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2012/03/printrunner-giveaway.html' title='PrintRunner giveaway'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" url="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg5axIGkz1p-g6u_mKHUukI3LpIFmKTQ8u-5GHspxF7Gi5c3qd09lYdzoiuhqF7n7khyq93gOA3FOBbE-d2w02toFxwkJDhXCIraJZVqqsS1RSFbWILm8jp6CrVnVzRlSacA4whu7zN31U/s72-c/Photo%252520Mar%25252016%25252C%2525202012%2525205%25253A34%252520PM.jpg" height="72" width="72"/><thr:total>30</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-1120540614509742861</id><published>2012-03-11T22:32:00.001-04:00</published><updated>2012-03-13T23:47:36.072-04:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="birth story"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="family update"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="natural birth"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="personal"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Teagan"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="water birth"/><title type='text'>Teagan&amp;#39;s Birth Story</title><summary type="text"> I woke up and got my eldest off to school without so much an inclining of labor starting. When we came back home, I laid down and curled up next to Dan and fell back asleep watching Internet videos on the tv. I&#39;m not sure how long I was able to sleep before being awoken by a contraction. I didn&#39;t think much of it even though it was quite uncomfortable. I dozed back off only to wake up to another</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/1120540614509742861/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2012/03/teagan-birth-story.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/1120540614509742861'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/1120540614509742861'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2012/03/teagan-birth-story.html' title='Teagan&amp;#39;s Birth Story'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" url="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiwdSM8d0mh5qUUrb0T-gCljfogyPOQ6zJ5DOXQzLnbL-teEBcTCxBEdBI0JTtg7XE9w-HuOm6U3YX4G1Dr2S9KIXlL8mQksHiKQUIZr9evH2phL8ab7Y4owoKGYGMP7PxsqNnMcJ3qBXU/s72-c/Photo%252520Feb%25252019%25252C%2525202012%2525205%25253A56%252520PM.jpg" height="72" width="72"/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-2859285541598142038</id><published>2011-11-16T22:01:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2011-11-18T19:28:31.575-05:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Aspergers"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Autism"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="blog news"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="family news"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="family update"/><title type='text'>A much needed update</title><summary type="text">
I figured I&#39;d take a moment to update you all about what&#39;s been going on. I&#39;m doing this from my phone so please excuse any typos.

This past month or so has wreaked hell on me. I was sick almost non-stop save a few day&#39;s break here and there. Then, last Friday, the intense pain in my face started. It began just below my eye on my cheek bone. I thought it was a sinus infection since I had been </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/2859285541598142038/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/11/much-needed-update.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/2859285541598142038'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/2859285541598142038'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/11/much-needed-update.html' title='A much needed update'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-2799973559470079861</id><published>2011-11-15T22:51:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2011-11-15T23:06:38.028-05:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="digital scrapbook"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="free"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Freebie"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="kit"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="My Memories"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="scrapbooking"/><title type='text'>Scraptacular Freebie 6</title><summary type="text">Here&#39;s this week&#39;s Scraptacular Freebie! Again, I won&#39;t be posting my own page because I&#39;m in an immense amount of pain and having difficulty seeing properly. I hope to post an official update soon, but I need to start feeling better first. The baby is fine, though, so no worries there.






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Don&#39;t forget, if you wish to purchase My Memories Suite, please use my code STMMMS7185 to get</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/2799973559470079861/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/11/scraptacular-freebie-6.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/2799973559470079861'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/2799973559470079861'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/11/scraptacular-freebie-6.html' title='Scraptacular Freebie 6'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" url="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgO6Sb_kKB46CzlWWkZfRc0vdXc98FZXoIt7_IMRSZSq47b7IIIwENAyp6eTGy9S2e4ch3-rwVz1wMYtTqbMERnU7dMaXgPRoDmUqq8vq-di0I68RaInyuHB9XL-hYJtR9XfEFjlNQfWdM/s72-c/FB3.jpg" height="72" width="72"/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-2759512906702107146</id><published>2011-11-08T20:21:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2011-11-15T23:07:25.876-05:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="digital scrapbooking"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Freebie"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="My Memories"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="scrapbooking"/><title type='text'>Scraptacular Freebie 5</title><summary type="text">This past week has been...germ-y...The kids are sick again. I got sick again 5 days ago. Things got really bad three days ago (I almost went to the hospital)...and now I think I&#39;m catching something else. Is that even possible? To be doubly sick?? All I know is it&#39;s totally different from what I had earlier. My ear and throat are now incredibly sore to the point where I can&#39;t really eat and it </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/2759512906702107146/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/11/scraptacular-freebie-5.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/2759512906702107146'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/2759512906702107146'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/11/scraptacular-freebie-5.html' title='Scraptacular Freebie 5'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" url="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjD-pPvuVTAU3ICmtzG0XuHpcdNroYg1R2CQbw7I285JsDt3aVlkV-JDpVzXFe9IUOt66HcVpFtlVQMqN2hkOMPLrc3oZmYg8Dn8su67V_NRvja-p05PygponVXR4Q-oM9WQ1yL9OFZTUI/s72-c/STMFreebieQuickPages%25281111%25298.jpg" height="72" width="72"/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-3886439648259276667</id><published>2011-11-03T14:31:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2011-11-03T14:31:16.530-04:00</updated><title type='text'>The Klauer Review: Snug and Tug~ ends 11/16 (11:59pm eastern)</title><summary type="text">Sharing a giveaway I found. I&#39;d write more, but I&#39;m feeling lazy and my eldest is home sick.The Klauer Review: Snug and Tug~ ends 11/16 (11:59pm eastern): Every baby is different.  I have 4 boys and only my youngest loves to be swaddled.  There are a lot of great reasons to swaddle a baby but ...</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/3886439648259276667/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/11/klauer-review-snug-and-tug-ends-1116.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/3886439648259276667'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/3886439648259276667'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/11/klauer-review-snug-and-tug-ends-1116.html' title='The Klauer Review: Snug and Tug~ ends 11/16 (11:59pm eastern)'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-1853988803224533410</id><published>2011-11-02T20:19:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2011-11-02T20:44:45.609-04:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="apology"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="circumcision"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="personal"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Pour Your Heart Out"/><title type='text'>&quot;I&#39;m sorry&quot; just doesn&#39;t feel like enough</title><summary type="text">My dear son,

I have tried to write this countless times. Yet, each time I try to write, there are truly no words to express this profound guilt I carry with me. Each time, I&#39;d maybe muster a few sentences, but it always fell short.

The words, &quot;I&#39;m sorry&quot; simply do not feel like it&#39;s enough. I don&#39;t feel like there&#39;s anything I can say that will help make up for what I&#39;ve done.

When you were </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/1853988803224533410/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/11/im-sorry-just-doesnt-feel-like-enough.html#comment-form' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/1853988803224533410'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/1853988803224533410'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/11/im-sorry-just-doesnt-feel-like-enough.html' title='&quot;I&#39;m sorry&quot; just doesn&#39;t feel like enough'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-6078925136471046321</id><published>2011-10-31T21:56:00.001-04:00</published><updated>2011-10-31T21:56:48.587-04:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="digital scrapbooking"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Freebie"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="My Memories"/><title type='text'>Scraptacular Freebie 4</title><summary type="text">Wait. What happened to number three?? Yeah. I forgot to hit publish last time. I only realized just now. My apologies. With the stress from my father in law&#39;s hospital stay and preggo brain while taking care of three kids on my own, I hadn&#39;t realized I never published the post. Don&#39;t worry though, I just published it!





You get two quick pages, two papers, and three embellishments; a total of </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/6078925136471046321/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/scraptacular-freebie-4.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/6078925136471046321'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/6078925136471046321'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/scraptacular-freebie-4.html' title='Scraptacular Freebie 4'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" url="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgLw1epSGZ5kHOZg_coiL5ruZINttnQKILjYFTkkDbu_LSpcm_Fs0UBXaPaSvBP2YWNGM9cYMfjnE0hD5a87pJ5NOMJWFPiWV0Q9qZFSjuCv3fP4T7VkmgSV58r24xuSx3kjAe54nRUdvA/s72-c/scraptacular-008.jpg" height="72" width="72"/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-316267758872110675</id><published>2011-10-31T21:37:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2011-10-31T22:01:22.157-04:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="digital scrapbooking"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Freebie"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="My Memories"/><title type='text'>Scraptacular Freebie 3</title><summary type="text">As I mentioned yesterday the other day , I was changing the days that I posted my Scraptacular freebies. Usually, I don&#39;t like doing this (hate it actually), but I want to give you more time to download the free kits. I have a horrible concept of time, what can I say?




As usual, this kit contains two quick pages, as well as five elements and two papers. I love the shape of the photo boxes in </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/316267758872110675/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/scraptacular-freebie-3.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/316267758872110675'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/316267758872110675'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/scraptacular-freebie-3.html' title='Scraptacular Freebie 3'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" url="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjREC86BP5tOhptPc7dAgDs3hCCdikv8HMD2w6n5ov8POteMbU7BSDC8SDX8wVGLxbxEafzPS0Og5G3qSmeBP7ZCB_KgO6gGZo1RMDvXMdbWcTpgvYiKWuCkeyUeGiOpsE54zNwfBAVoW8/s72-c/STMFreebieQuickPages%25281110%25295.jpg" height="72" width="72"/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-8496698304454037474</id><published>2011-10-31T15:21:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2011-10-31T15:21:18.470-04:00</updated><title type='text'>The Dia Fairy</title><summary type="text">I&#39;m participating again in the My Mempories weekly challenge. This week&#39;s theme is &quot;No Faces Allowed&quot;. Again, I had many choices to choose from, but ultimately went with this one:












It&#39;s one of my favorite memories of her; buzzing around the yard and singing a silly little song, as loud as she could.




I had originally uploaded it to Google Video, but they&#39;ve since done away with it. </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/8496698304454037474/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/dia-fairy.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/8496698304454037474'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/8496698304454037474'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/dia-fairy.html' title='The Dia Fairy'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" url="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjMSJjiGuVP1U8ue-yOpjZAVKvRlin4AVHNGunG1LruUIjyKIaoqj-urbYZ9rP55mY4xua3njn6_3P8eebZabqRKcJ9xEB7__c24jBCCV06THvivui-gh3esjgil0fBTjpHTrLGXyFWQCM/s72-c/Dia2-008.jpg" height="72" width="72"/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-4531711081185381194</id><published>2011-10-26T19:56:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2011-10-26T19:56:09.974-04:00</updated><title type='text'>I wish I knew what to say...</title><summary type="text">Yesterday, my father in law (FIL) was taken by ambulance. He was diagnosed with HOCM a couple years back. He was recently sick and was complaining of feeling short of breath, heart palpitations, and chills. When he got to the hospital, they said he was close to having a heart attack and his heartrate was around 160 bpm and was also diagnosed with pneumonia. Today, they said he&#39;s got a blood clot </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/4531711081185381194/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/i-wish-i-knew-what-to-say.html#comment-form' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/4531711081185381194'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/4531711081185381194'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/i-wish-i-knew-what-to-say.html' title='I wish I knew what to say...'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-3883554726101835491</id><published>2011-10-26T06:00:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2011-10-26T06:00:02.151-04:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Facebook"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="memes n things"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Pour Your Heart Out"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="rant"/><title type='text'>P.Y.H.O. Facebook Idiots</title><summary type="text">If my memory serves me correctly, I seem to remember seeing something about how most people are annoyed by their friends on Facebook.

I am often the annoyed, but usually I can just shrug it off. I actually left Facebook for a bit because I was so pregnantly hormonal and couldn&#39;t tolerate it. I felt like the idiots were taking over.

I&#39;ve since returned and have gotten past my bitchiness. Well. </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/3883554726101835491/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/pyho-facebook-idiots.html#comment-form' title='12 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/3883554726101835491'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/3883554726101835491'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/pyho-facebook-idiots.html' title='P.Y.H.O. Facebook Idiots'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><thr:total>12</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-148573200584266990</id><published>2011-10-24T19:05:00.001-04:00</published><updated>2011-10-25T10:57:19.769-04:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Aspergers"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="challenge"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="digital scrapbook"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="digital scrapbooking"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="My Memories"/><title type='text'>My X-Mess photo fiasco</title><summary type="text">I decided to jump in on MyMemories weekly challenge for the first time. This week&#39;s challenge is titled &quot;The *NOT* Picture Perfect Challenge&quot;.

Really, I could have chosen from hundreds, if not thousands, of photos, since my kids are damn near impossible to capture on a camera. Especially when I&#39;m trying to take a photo of all three of them...and for some reason, it&#39;s easier to take a photo of </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/148573200584266990/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/my-x-mess-photo-fiasco.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/148573200584266990'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/148573200584266990'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/my-x-mess-photo-fiasco.html' title='My X-Mess photo fiasco'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" url="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEggxkCWkDqAjLCU9VXp8Bqnxc-nKXRITfwbAatLOHIDNfbqsrY89ThNCO15jFgxMoA0cUxDAFngKvja4gVyo6oOtvpngDbHcjuxIV8LgNWjmrDUz1mAyk3qO8he4jCvHatN0mFu6FCoJMI/s72-c/challenge-001.jpg" height="72" width="72"/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-61596958054928638</id><published>2011-10-24T18:38:00.001-04:00</published><updated>2011-10-25T10:55:08.344-04:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="giveaway"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="winner"/><title type='text'>Winner!</title><summary type="text">A big congratulations to Amanda on winning the My Memories Suite giveaway!

I want to thank all of you who&#39;ve entered! I had a lot of fun hosting my first giveaway and hope you did as well.

Be sure to keep checking back for the My Memories freebies, which I&#39;ll be changing the posting date to give you a little extra time to grab the second freebie.

Also, keep checking My Memories&#39; Facebook page </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/61596958054928638/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/winner.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/61596958054928638'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/61596958054928638'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/winner.html' title='Winner!'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-8472924127093271960</id><published>2011-10-22T21:43:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2011-10-23T08:41:42.061-04:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="digital scrapbook"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="digital scrapbooking"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Freebie"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="My Memories"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="software"/><title type='text'>Scraptacular Sunday, week 2</title><summary type="text">


Welcome to Scraptacular Sundays, where I&#39;ll offer you an exclusive and limited time freebie from My Memories! This will only be available for about a week so download it while you can!&amp;nbsp;It comes with two quick pages as well as the papers and embellishments.

This week&#39;s freebie goes along quite nicely with last week&#39;s. I love the crumpled look of the paper!








The first one I did, I </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/8472924127093271960/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/scraptacular-sunday-week-2.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/8472924127093271960'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/8472924127093271960'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/scraptacular-sunday-week-2.html' title='Scraptacular Sunday, week 2'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" url="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjuVatnqLfXrL-V7IMQRIPD4ccV8seQfFBFx-tZzdgeRV2XZgpzTVVOCt5L6yQrC1nCvi-rerrj0H-OEc3AvXridkGPua7vOpJIQYXQgrQeI1qj-_gNDphwHJaSBZs3tLe9JfAkOCebZ1c/s72-c/Freebie_QP2011-10-10-02.jpg" height="72" width="72"/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-1766505398695736000</id><published>2011-10-16T09:43:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2011-10-16T09:43:53.238-04:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="digital scrapbook"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="digital scrapbooking"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Freebie"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="My Memories"/><title type='text'>Scraptacular Sunday</title><summary type="text">I&#39;m going to start my own weekly thing-thing here. Yes, my very own thing-thing...

Every Saturday I&#39;m going to give you a freebie from My Memories that you can use with My Memories Suite. These will only be offered for a limited time though, so grab them up while you can!



This cute kit has two quick pages and nine page elements. In case you don&#39;t know what a quick page is, they&#39;re pre-made </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/1766505398695736000/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/scraptacular-sunday.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/1766505398695736000'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/1766505398695736000'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/scraptacular-sunday.html' title='Scraptacular Sunday'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" url="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgoby2p8tBoQlVLBtKWHFwk70ezzhjLpFo-cPJMJ0SP0djHSVA6hB-k61Z_Ru15IIKvDQ1AhMppqHD9RoKhLiF4FQ10naJPOuS23RsVJfHz_aDpUBkp1_rgemybEg5_pJUlrgVeelSDrpM/s72-c/scraptacular-001.jpg" height="72" width="72"/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-4310099762066309381</id><published>2011-10-14T08:12:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2011-10-14T08:12:29.588-04:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Fawk You Friday"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="memes n things"/><title type='text'>Fawk You Friday 10.14.11</title><summary type="text">


Linking up with Boobies and My Mad Mind for another Fawk You Friday. 

Fawk my food getting left behind in the move. I know, why should I care about some food getting left behind after&amp;nbsp;my clothing fiasco? Because. That was approximately $50 left behind. Fifty dollars of three day old food, most of it never opened. A big ass bag of chicken breasts, two pounds of ground beef, brand new tub </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/4310099762066309381/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/fawk-you-friday-101411.html#comment-form' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/4310099762066309381'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/4310099762066309381'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/fawk-you-friday-101411.html' title='Fawk You Friday 10.14.11'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-6194511863406178364</id><published>2011-10-08T07:25:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2011-10-08T07:25:31.116-04:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="hoarding"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="personal"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="vent"/><title type='text'>Saturday Confession</title><summary type="text">Today is moving day. There is still some loose ends that need to be taken care of. On top of the normal anxiety of moving, my husband told me last night that he&#39;s throwing out all the bags of clothes that are in the basement as well as the garage. There&#39;s about eight large bags in the garage and eight large bags in the basement. I know, the number is grotesque. What&#39;s more embarrassing is there&#39;s</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/6194511863406178364/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/saturday-confession.html#comment-form' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/6194511863406178364'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/6194511863406178364'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/saturday-confession.html' title='Saturday Confession'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-809428190311277640</id><published>2011-10-07T06:45:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2011-10-07T06:45:03.435-04:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Fawk You Friday"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="memes n things"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="rant"/><title type='text'>Fawk You Friday - School transportation</title><summary type="text">I survived another week, and I&#39;m celebrating with Boobies and My Mad Mind by venting my ass off...otherwise, someone I might not make it through &#39;till next week.





Rated PG-13 for language




Fawk school transportation. Specifically, my daughter&#39;s bus...She&#39;s apparently getting written up for screaming. I never really liked their bus aide. I&#39;d smile and say &quot;hi&quot; and all I&#39;d get in reply would</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/809428190311277640/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/fawk-you-friday-school-transportation.html#comment-form' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/809428190311277640'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/809428190311277640'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/fawk-you-friday-school-transportation.html' title='Fawk You Friday - School transportation'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-6077356006030134096</id><published>2011-10-05T11:18:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2011-10-05T11:18:10.155-04:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="memes n things"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Pour Your Heart Out"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="random babble"/><title type='text'>P.Y.H.O. - &quot;New&quot; mom fears and random babble</title><summary type="text">We&#39;re moving in four or five days. There&#39;s still so much work to be done, but I can&#39;t get much done with three kids. Or anything. In fact, I&#39;m lucky to keep the house clean by the end of the day.

The youngest, I lovingly call Bratosaurus, wants attention constantly. And if she doesn&#39;t get it, she will let you know she&#39;s not&amp;nbsp;happy. She&#39;s 15 months, going on three. She hasn&#39;t been sleeping </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/6077356006030134096/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/pyho-new-mom-fears-and-random-babble.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/6077356006030134096'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/6077356006030134096'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/pyho-new-mom-fears-and-random-babble.html' title='P.Y.H.O. - &quot;New&quot; mom fears and random babble'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" url="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvLa_FVB7V6YMW-P029QHpizN1GjxLY3TIGEvR2QEYNkv93yzqtljJmVMxfW31FsfMa0ikpnFJQeDSQvoxiLgkGj8DMFtV69gn_viPAngX0ufhlhPIcUwOsUOUuCJChyphenhyphenzC5B3_NxrNh7E/s72-c/314527_296347227049200_100000217765914_1362616_2140532945_n.jpg" height="72" width="72"/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-6133262643144511073</id><published>2011-10-02T02:07:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2011-10-06T10:36:57.277-04:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="digital scrapbook"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="digital scrapbooking"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="giveaways"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="My Memories"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="review"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="software"/><title type='text'>My Memories Suite review and giveaway</title><summary type="text">


If you know me, you wouldn&#39;t think I&#39;d be one for scrapbooking. Truth is, I&#39;m not. Not because it&#39;s not something that&#39;s never interested me, because it really has. In fact, a couple months ago, my mom gave me a basket full of scrapbooking supplies. But I haven&#39;t even touched it yet. I&#39;ve wanted to get into scrapbooking for years, but have never been able to. It can be an expensive hobby to </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/6133262643144511073/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/my-memories-suite-review-and-giveaway.html#comment-form' title='17 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/6133262643144511073'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/6133262643144511073'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/10/my-memories-suite-review-and-giveaway.html' title='My Memories Suite review and giveaway'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" url="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj82uY1m9RBEedfpqAky9n__HuJQhENuchTm5ZqiYq82Xk5jxbx7UNmyQyIHbTHSSbutsWTx6ZC5mlXOL5iFKnN1_yw2bvZBeDi-_AmLdq3Fdz0o-vSCNfbG8tvIpvcpP-ZLPdnFg5xGVc/s72-c/my+memories+review+giveaway.jpg" height="72" width="72"/><thr:total>17</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-318977632754358137</id><published>2011-09-28T07:52:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2011-09-28T07:52:06.551-04:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="memes n things"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Pour Your Heart Out"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="random babble"/><title type='text'>P.Y.H.O. - Stressed and Scared</title><summary type="text">






Yesterday was not&amp;nbsp;a good day. It started out decent enough, but things started to unravel about the time my husband left for work and my eldest came home (he leaves about 30 minutes before her bus gets here).




I tried to get dinner started at 4:00, but the stupid garlic bread was frozen together and I had to wait for it to thaw.&amp;nbsp;
I figured while we were waiting, the kids could</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/318977632754358137/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/09/pyho-stressed-and-scared.html#comment-form' title='12 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/318977632754358137'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/318977632754358137'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/09/pyho-stressed-and-scared.html' title='P.Y.H.O. - Stressed and Scared'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><thr:total>12</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-3452597706818247856</id><published>2011-09-27T17:19:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2011-09-27T17:32:58.998-04:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Aspergers"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="memes n things"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Tuesday Friend Connect"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Tuesday Train"/><title type='text'>Super(points) Tuesday and blog hoppin&#39;</title><summary type="text">Connect with Posh on &amp;nbsp;a BudgetHop on the Tuesday Train with My Mad Mind, The House on the Corner, and The Survival Mama  

Tuesday already? Yikes, where does the time go? My husband started his new job yesterday. He says he really likes it, even though the hours are long. Amazing what good co-workers can do for each other just by being pleasant and having a sense of humor. I know it&#39;s just </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/feeds/3452597706818247856/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/09/superpoints-tuesday-and-blog-hoppin.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/3452597706818247856'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3399885834741047015/posts/default/3452597706818247856'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://complacentinchaos.blogspot.com/2011/09/superpoints-tuesday-and-blog-hoppin.html' title='Super(points) Tuesday and blog hoppin&#39;'/><author><name>DazzleMea (Mama4Chaos)</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16760812521815196119</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='18' src='//blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp1bsWBxstslDopGXPFkfUEg366i-EZanCYTwtR1sj3S4yb3LHWcGD2QjGdPqHsNU45p2TS3hrPXjryFcH2kftCzMIOSqpnP6a7sXuBW5hXns_1BgTV_RQdlRpt03PvdE/s220/de6df01bfdg.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399885834741047015.post-4378884634081081338</id><published>2011-09-23T09:15:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2011-09-23T09:15:21.418-04:00</updated><title type='text'>The good, the bad, and the Fawk You&#39;s</title><summary type="text">



The good...

My husband got a new job! He starts Monday. The pay is really good for entry level and, provided he can learn how to run the machines, it&#39;s something he can &quot;hang his hat on&quot;. He was hired right on the spot by the head honcho.

My first review and giveaway is coming up. I&#39;m really excited about it! I don&#39;t want to divulge too much info about it yet. So stay tuned.

The bad...

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