Complicated Heart

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2015-05-21T13:00:00.000-07:00

You are that word,

I have not yet spoken,

You are that smile,

that's still not broken,

In the era of darkness,

when all seems meaningless,

When even hope closes its door

and magnificence turns meager,

you are that splendor that I am yet to see,

You are that kiss..

and that's all I really want to feel!

Heart that I own

2012-11-28T21:31:00.001-08:00

Moving to a world Unknown
A place of heart that I own

Where words hold
and eyes touch

Where darkness shines
and light hides

Where silence sings
and music stops!

Reading a letter not opened
Holding a piece that was never broken

Hope that doesn't die

Smiles that never cry

where heart holds
and emotions fly

A world so known
through a path unknown
to a place of heart I own!

A little more of Me & You

2012-09-11T04:34:00.000-07:00

A little more
heart
A little more

smile
I realized just after
walking one more mile
A heart that beats for me
A smile so warm
I live in a world less of harm
with you
where flowers bloom
and moon shines
riding on happiness
of togetherness
A little more
time
A little more
walk
I want with you
another lifetime
to live what I dream
I want a little more
of me and you!

Anonymous

2012-09-10T01:06:00.001-07:00

Hold the word
Hug the thought
Do not let your feeling
Rot
Silence speaks
when voices fail
Deafness has its own tale
Sins so sweet
Nights so bright
Darkness has its own shine
chose to leave
ipseity so close
I am nothing
but
choice of words
As Anonynous has its own name
Hit my heart
with thousands swords
let me bleed
I will not plead
When angels come to take me home
I will still hold my word
and hug my thought
As end has its own flight
away to the worlds of Anonymous!

Alok

2012-09-06T22:16:00.000-07:00

A fog that spreads darkness

A cloud that spreads sadness

A rain that brings tear

A night that gives fear

A heart that will never bear

A man that will never hear

no from life

that is so dear!

A man who loved so eternally

A man who stood by our side with all integrity

A man whose charm can do wonders

Now when I look at him I ponder

How God can be so cruel

Why we have to follow destiny's unfair rule

I command destiny to cease the time

I pray to God to let him shine

Oh lord, so divine

He is your soldier

fighting against the monster

leave him you cancer

for he is a winner

Alok is his name

and with all the pain

he won't surrender

Soon, you will hear the song of Triumph

Soon he will meet life

Soon he will walk with pride

Soon he will see the world so bright

Soon we will see his painless smile!

Somewhere in the world

2012-07-05T00:09:00.000-07:00

Somewhere in the world

A child still believes

In Fairies

Somewhere in the world

A mother still believes

In magic

Somewhere in the world

A priest still believes

In prayers

Somewhere in the world

A meager still believes

In angels

Somewhere in the world

God still believes

In Kindness

Somewhere in the world

I still believe

In Faith!

Yesterday

2012-07-03T02:27:00.000-07:00

Yesterday of dream
Yesterday of beam
Yesterday was love
Yesterday was home
Yesterday was mine
Yesterday gone with time
Yesterday was a beautiful evening
Yesterday was life's meaning
Yesterday was peace
Wish Yesterday could be ceased
Yesterday was a Kiss
Yesterday was Bliss
Yesterday was a hug
Yesterday it was Just Us

End!

2012-06-26T09:42:00.000-07:00

A dark night
A black soul
I am a lost song
A lonely road
A left note
I am a empty home
Blind heart
reckless I roam
I am a hurtful word
End of weak
End of power
I am end of hope!

2012-06-12T03:13:00.000-07:00

Tu yehi hain shayad

pukarta mera naam

dil ke andar se

awaazayein aati hain teri

aaj bhi

silsila yeh jo toota nahin

bandhan aesa jo toota nahin

kahin door tu hain kahin

par lagta hain

Tu hain yehi

shayad

aate hue lamhe

jo beete nahin

beete hue lamhe jo jaate nahin

roke muje mere kadam

badh pate nahin

kehte muje baar baar

Tu yehi hain

shayad!

If Only

2012-05-15T10:07:00.001-07:00

If only you could know
How much i love you
You could see it right through my eyes

If only you could know
How much i care
You could feel it in my arms

If only you could touch me
you could feel passion
running through me n u

If only feelings could sing
you could hear
the sweet song of love

If only dark night sets
you could see
my love beating countless beats for you

If only you were mine
you could see
our life would shine
IF only!

LOUD

2012-05-07T04:32:00.000-07:00

In an untouched stillness
the soul within moves
calm on the surface
awaits a storm inside
to roar out loud
Between the haziness
awaits a cloud
that blocks thought
Open my heart
vision yells
unleash the raw
feelings speak
Zone unfilled
mind unfulfilled
eyes unrest
I stretch my hand
to hold life
Life smiles and hugs me
Fog within settles
touched by warm rays
I follow my dream
hugging life
I follow where happiness lives!

Somewhere

2012-03-29T02:59:00.002-07:00

Somewhere near the end
we shall meet
to discover
love
so unique
Somewhere in the deep
we shall meet
to hear
musique
so sweet
Somewhere in the dark
we shall meet
to see
each other
very close
Somewhere near the sky
we shall meet
to fall
together to reborn
again!

Poker within!

2012-03-28T03:07:00.000-07:00

An unknown poker
inside
playing games
holding me
in confused frames

Caught in a frame
my mind
questions my heart
reasons so lost
my heart fails
to answer
it cries
to let out
Poker within
smiles
pushing me to break out
Mind plays its trick
holding me back
it freaks me out
Leave me alone
my heart cries
in this wishful fight between
the poker and mind
heart loses its shine
STOP YOU
Unknown poker
inside
playing games
holding me
in confused frames!

Take me with you!

2012-03-19T07:11:00.004-07:00

Don't recognize myself in ME
Screams my silence
dreamless I walk within a dream
why are my dreams scared
in this shouting silence
A pain that flows within me
bail me out
from this pain
Take me with you to the horizon so high
Take me with you to a happier world I cry
Take me with you
bail me out
from this pain
Take me!

Suppressed my voice
loses its words
Why has my music left the songs I play
Pinching me all the complains
I make
these complains are my own dreams
Steal me from the pain that flows inside
and take me with you
Take me with you to the horizon so high
Take me with you to a happier world I cry
Take me with you
bail me out
from this pain
Take me!

The threads of all broken moments
drowned in the tears of my broken dreams
Bitter turned heart now is lonely
in my detached lost memories
Take me from the world so unknown
and take me with you
Take me with you to the horizon so high
Take me with you to a happier world I cry
Take me with you
bail me out
from this pain
Take me!

Me in Myself!

2012-03-17T12:17:00.006-07:00

A black mind
A Dark soul
I play today
an unknown role
Hated by all
loved by none
enjoying in the
gated fun
I thrashed the wall
that shines
in this fake light
coming out of shades
stands the naked truth
rising from the jadedness
I stand high
leaving the disbelief behind
I walk out to find
"me in myself"!

The Drowning

2012-02-26T09:38:00.003-08:00

You could
but you didn't
you should
but you wouldn't
save life
from dying
in the arms
of darkness!

You saw
but you didn't
You heard
but you wouldn't
react to
the cries
of earth
sinking deep within!

You read
but you didn't
You knew
but you wouldn't
understand
the plight
of nature
as it drowns!

So wake up
not too late
So stand up
not to wait
So start howling
before
The Final Drowning!!

A prayer

2012-02-25T05:35:00.005-08:00

In this unending sound
called life
wish for a moment
of solace
to hear
what I say!

In this unfinished road
where I run
wish for a moment
of peace
to stand
where I stay!

In this unstoppable craziness
to shine
wish for a moment
of silence
to move
where I could hide!

In this irrecoverable pain
of misery
wish for a moment
of strength
to hold
where I could pray!

The Wedding

2012-02-12T04:48:00.001-08:00

A road less known
A feeling less torn
A ceremony full of laughs
It turned my fear dwarfs
Words of whisper
seldom spoken
It'a a bag of promises
never broken
Trusting the entrusts
I move ahead
Beholding my beloved
to take vows
of inseparables
till and beyond this life
we shall walk together
on the road less broken
that we have now taken
to the world of known
to a home that we own!!

Ain't Anything Anymore

2012-02-07T11:23:00.000-08:00

Ain't Anything Anymore
Just us in this nowhere
of darkness
where the night grows bigger
grooving in the lonesome
of forest
protecting us
from the worldly eyes
of separation
Hold me hard
stand me strong
Save me from the throng
of unending cacophony
block it with the musique
of romance
in the midst of silver rust
where we dance to the tune
of passion
to surrender in love so true
like this night
beholding its beloved darkness
Hold me close my love
take me in your embrace
'coz my love it's just us and
Ain't Anything Anymore!

First Ever Award for my Blog

2012-02-05T23:33:00.000-08:00

My first ever award by My dear Friend Andy over his blog http://mypoetcharm.blogspot.in/ who has gifted me the "Liebster blog award". "Liebster" is a German word meaning dearest and the award is given to up and coming bloggers. I am very grateful to Andy for the award. Do visit his blog to witness beauty of writing.

To claim the award Here it goes-

- First you link back to the person who gave you the award.
- Second you pick five people that you feel deserve the award and notify them on on their blog.
- lastly, you post the award on your blog and Spread the love!

For all the special and wonderful bloggers out there, here are a few of my favourite blogs -

http://mani-wheniwaslostinme.blogspot.in/
http://my-life-as-it-unfolds.blogspot.in/
http://www.purba-ray.com/
http://sunnyellowindow.blogspot.in/
http://writingstraightfromtheheart.blogspot.in/

Rain drops take me Home

2012-01-24T03:13:00.000-08:00

Rain drops
kissing
the black road
that takes me Home
of hope
Making me WE
Uniting my happiness and pain
making it my life gain
Sweeping the dirt of Darkness
It blocks the harsh rays of fire
Hugging me in heart
It flows me to home
of Love
Guiding me throughout
in this unending blackout
Rain drops of affection
bless me close
soothing my soul
It takes me Home
of warmth
Rain drops Takes me Home!

Addiction

2012-01-06T12:22:00.000-08:00

His pain is my tear,
His anxiety my fear,
My happiness his smile,
Its a journey beyond a mile,
In the arms of dark night,
When I feel low
His magic becomes light,
Driving me away from pain,
He is my unmatched gain,
My talks are his stories,
In his arms I live memories,
His eyes are romance,
asking me Shall we dance,
I am a feeling he can't say no,
He is music that I can't let go,
My dimples are his his happiness,
Making me live is his madness,
I am his heart's precious section,
He is my irrecoverable personal addiction!

Complicated Heart: Till death make us apart!!

2012-01-03T04:36:00.000-08:00

Complicated Heart: Till death make us apart!!: Years gone by walking the road taken we walked looking high we were glad speaking the unsaid we sang the song of friendship Little we kne...

Till death make us apart!!

2012-01-03T01:32:00.000-08:00

Years gone by
walking the road taken
we walked looking high

we were glad
speaking the unsaid

we sang the song of friendship
Little we knew that it will soon dip

The boat we sailed together sank deep
No sunshine here can ever peep

shadows of barriers grow bigger
cutting our flight making us meager

we held each others dream so broken
I kept my promise but you held them in open

Alone in darkness
I pick the pieces of my broken heart
Your betrayal shall live with me
till death make us apart!

Power

2011-12-26T04:01:00.000-08:00

Dark Night
I rise
from my grave
of the Undead
Power my word
Poison my touch
Fallen from earth
I live in your fear
Growing in darkness
I control dawn
rising high
I cover the sky
under my spell
of death
sun loses
and pleads to run
Glory of victory
makes me burn
laughing at death
I rule Devil
Begging for life
death cries
Watching me rise
from the fog
I unmark life!