en-usCopyright 2013 ConfessionPost.comhttp://www.confessionpost.com/content/images/rss_logo.pngSexSo, about two months ago, I met this guy on omegle. He's seriously hot and our first chat went on for hours, so we exchanged our skype contacts and continued to video chat for weeks. We also had the hottest cam sex I've ever had. He has a gorgeous dick and an amazingly hot body and got me wet in no time, talking to me and showing me what watching me masturbating was doing to him. This went on for a while, until, a week ago, I discovered that he's already married. He didn't tell me, I just found out. And now I don't know how to act and feel very troubled. The thing that most makes me mad is that I'm finding myself to be unable to put an end to this situation, because I really like the guy. Also, I kind of feel jealous of the woman who gets to have him all to herself. Such a fucked up situation.Fri, 17 May 2013 05:12:00 -0500SexI'm a guy, 18yo, and I'm bisexual. I dated another boy in secrecy for about a year before everyone found out. By that point, he and I had already had sex several times, but some of the other football players caught us doing it in the lockerroom. Naturally, they left my bf alone about it, but they all kept calling me 'faggot' or 'queer' (probably because I'm a bottom). Here's where it gets confusing. This was what really turned me on. Not them knowing that I liked being fucked by guys, but them calling me those awful names. Every time I heard a guy call me a faggot, all I wanted to do was suck him off. Surprisingly, this actually worked once or twice, but right after we had sex, they would go tell everyone about it and call me names again, which just made me want to do it again. Girls have been giving me a little bit of sympathy since then, and I've been in and out of relationships with women since then, but as messed up as it sounds, all I really want is to keep being called a faggot so I can fuck the popular boys. So can someone please tell me that this sounds relatively sane or something? I feel like I'm going crazy.Thu, 16 May 2013 23:25:00 -0500OtherU've heard the saying the people u surround urself with define who you are. Let's start in high school. I went to a shitty high school full of dropouts, soon to be dead beats, future baby mamas, and those who just don't have a future. I truely hated high school and being surrounded by these ppl and couldn't wait to leave. I got picked on because I wasn't trying to act ghetto or "gangsta" and rarely interacted with those animals. I tried to surround myself and only associate with the achievers and those who had college in their mind but still. I hated high school. My younger brother on the other hand, made friends with everyone he could even though we went to the same shitty high school. Out of the bunch of friends he had only about 3-4 ever made it to college. I went to a second rate college that was boarder line community college (no offense) full of ghetto folks but since i didn't plan on staying long I didn't even bother making only but a handful of friends. My brother went to a community college with almost the same crowd but made friends with everyone he could and enjoyed it. He didn't graduate and joined the military. I trasfered to a good university had the time of my life. But in hind sight i wonder which one of us was right for doing what we did..we were both put in a shitty situation. He pretty much made the best of it while I pushed through it with my head down. Like i said earlier i always believed who you surrounded urself with defined you. So was i narrow-minded for not being open to making friends with just anyone??Thu, 16 May 2013 22:50:00 -0500SexMe and my girlfriend have the standard relationship at first glance, guy wears the pants. Which I would Im the dominant in the relationship......except in bed. When we have sex I turn into a complete bitch, she has made me do all kinds of things most straight guys wouldnt do alone. Even if she's not there, she skypes me and start to dirty talk me, then I turn into a bitch again. She makes me stick things up my ass while bending over on the bed, suck my own dick (yes guys its possible, one word: Yoga), get upside down and cum into my own mouth. I have no idea why I let her do this to me, but I love it and will always be a fucked up perverted weirdo I guess.Thu, 16 May 2013 20:11:00 -0500SexI have always loved facial hair on a man!! And it has always turned me on. But here lately all I it takes for me to "get off" is fr my husband to rub his beard all over my naked body!! He doesn't even have to touch me or eat me out or even fuck me!! All it takes is his beard rubbing against my skin and I cum so hard!! It's making me wet just thinking about it! What really gets me is when he does eat me out he buries his face deep in my pussy and when he comes up his beard and mustache are soaked in my cum!! It is so fucking sexy to me!! I just want him to rub it all over me and let me taste my pussy on his lips while he's fucking me!! OMG just typing this is making me want his hair face all over me right now!! Is there anyone out there who feels the same as me or am I just weird?!?!Thu, 16 May 2013 14:18:00 -0500OtherOne day when I was on the bus I saw a little girl who was around 4 years old. For some reason I could not stop looking at her butt, I thought I was a pedophile and started to get really concerned. This has made me anxious and kept me up at nights. However I want to change the feeling behind this memory as I know I am not a pedophile and there is no evidence to suggest that I am one. I can say that I am a good human being as if I wasn't concerned I would be a weird person and a pedophile.Thu, 16 May 2013 08:18:00 -0500EmbarrasingI have a fetish where I jack off to pretending to be eaten by a fat or obese chick. In fact when I was younger I use to masturbate inside a garbage bag and pretended I had been eaten by a fat girl and I was in there stomach. This embarrasses and humiliates me, but I'm not the problem the fetish is. I am just a person who engages in fetish behavior and will sort that out. I don't have to change who I am as a person fundamentally. In fact I'm going to let go of these old thoughts and not worry about them along with my fetish.Thu, 16 May 2013 08:14:00 -0500EmbarrasingOne day when I was at Uni I was in a private study room. I turned on the computer and started watching pornography. After the librarian came in to say the library is closing and saw the porn on the screen and I got in trouble. This scenario caused me anxiety and heartache for a while as I though I was going to get kicked out of uni. I now realise that what I did was wrong and I have learned for next time to not watch pornography in a public place. I can rest easy that I have learned something out of this experience.Thu, 16 May 2013 07:53:00 -0500EmbarrasingFor the passed few nights now, I've been hearing "questionable" noises coming from my grandmother's bedroom. she's a 68 year old woman so I'm very concerned about what she's doing. while these noises are occurring my grandfather snores soundly so I know they are not having sex. I do believe however that my grandmother may be pleasuring herself. I understand that this is completely natural but we share a bedroom wall and I just don't want to be aware of these events while I'm trying to sleep. I'm not sure how to tell her about this without completely embarrassing her or making things awkward for either of us...HELP!Thu, 16 May 2013 00:40:00 -0500RelationshipI love my boyfriend but I don't think we have chemistry. The last few days (since I'm home and far away from him) I've come to realize just how much we don't get along in. I've been blind to it since I love him. He's a great guy and I don't ever want to hurt him, but I want to explore some more. He wants to settle down and I still want to enjoy my present and have fun. He's great but I don't think he's for me and I feel so bad. I don't know how to tell him. Never in my life had I ever imagined that I would be the one to break up with someone. I've been avoiding skyping him because I just can't understand my feelings right now. I wish he'd just break up with me so I wouldn't feel so horrible.Wed, 15 May 2013 23:22:00 -0500HealthCold sore's in children and teen's and young adolesent's should never be ignored by children,and parent's,and school teacher's.cold sore's are just a real bad sign,that the child is sufferring severe momory loss,which is caused by bad untreatable stress.this severe momory loss is a sign,that children are lossing their childhood momories alot faster.ask your child about their first 4 or 5 birthday,ask them to recall what they did at their last 4 birthday's.they all will alway's say the same thing.they cannot remember,they have severe momory loss caused by tenporarily alzeimer's symptom's.if your child has more than 1 cold sore,if they have 2 or even 3 cold sore's in their mouth.then this is a real bad sign.that your child has real bad severe momory loss,caused by bad stress,problem's at school,trouble getting a good girlfriend,bad problem's playing sporting activities such as soccer,hockey,cricket,golf,other sport's such as football.also biting these cold sore's to the point that they become badly infected.can lead to bad problem's.they suffer from severe stress.this is the first stage of problem's for your child,they alone(your Child),all alone.facing this severe bad stress alone without help.they can only treat this bad stress with alcohol,smoking cig's.doing bad drug's.if your child bite's their cold sore's,to the point that these cold sore's are infected.then this can lead to dementia,mental illness,bipolar disorder,PTSD,panic disorder.and more badly,schizophrenia.Cold sore's in children and teen's must never be ignored by anybody.Cold sore's in children are a real bad sign,that something is wrong with your child,we must make thing's right for your child.save your children before it is too late.Wed, 15 May 2013 20:00:00 -0500OtherIm so tired of people talking my kindness for weakness, thinking im dumb all that. I im so tired of fake ass people. I cant believe my friends are slowly turning back on me, its kinda shocking i wasn't accepting this at all. 2013 this year is the most fucked up year in my life. But anyways after all i did for these people they are treating me like a fucking dog, well what can i say i came to these world alone and you are going to die alone. Im so tired of trying to make tings in order and trying to make them conferrable, and i really tough they liked me for who i im. these bitches are acting crazy and shit and im so tired of that. Im going to leave it as it is, i dont need no one looking down on me, i dont need fake ass friends and i deffo dont need people judging me for who i am.Wed, 15 May 2013 19:13:00 -0500SexI fantasise about fucking any of my wife's friends. She has 3 good friends Caroline who is really hot, Phyllis who is a bit over weight but a really horny bitch and Doreen who is average looking but nothing special but I would love to fuck all of them just as much. I flirt with them all as much as I can and I have shagged Phyllis a few times b4 I was with my wife and also once while I've been married. She is also married but an amazing shag!! Caroline is divorced and is my wife's best mate and she would love me to fuck her but won't because she is my wife's best friend!! Im positive i will fuck her one day!! Doreen is also married and very polite and proper and I didn't for a minute think she would cheat on her husband until one night at a party she was flirting a bit and having a laugh but some how I ended up on the floor with her sitting on me trying to tickle me. I instantly got a hardon and she knew it but still bounced about and gave me a cheaky fuck me look!! Is it wrong to want to fuck her friends?? My fantasy would to fuck them all one at a time while my wife lay on the couch watching us as she played with herself!!!Wed, 15 May 2013 15:18:00 -0500SchoolI have a teacher her name is ms.fucking evers. I hat eher guts. Only beacause she never shuts up and noone has learned anything this whole year. All of our parents try to get her fired and email her questions but she doesnt reply. She gave us only a science project to do in 2 weeks while others had like 5 weeks. I am really pissed because she makes you feel worthless and horrible i just hate her thats itWed, 15 May 2013 15:09:00 -0500SexIm an attractive 20 y.o. woman half dominicana and black. i've had 32 sex partners, some more than once. Ive never had any stds or complaints ;) !!! and i cant get enough of degrading facials. is that bad?Wed, 15 May 2013 14:40:00 -0500RelationshipI never even used to care I was like yeah whatever the fuck, wank to what you want like fucking lesbians or whatever. But now sometimes he makes little comments at flaws on my body and it's because of all that porn!!!! Now I try and make him feel bad for watching it because in hindsight he's getting himself off to other women when he has a girlfriend and it really grinds my gears so ugh. yeah. bye. :*Wed, 15 May 2013 14:00:00 -0500VentingIt's been about 2 years since I broke up with my ex, and 2.5 years since I was cheated on....Yea, it took me half a year to finally break up with her even though she cheated on me. But yea, over the past 2 years, it's been rough but I did get over her. Ever since then I've just been taking care of myself and looking for the right major for myself so I'll have fun with my future job. I think I finally found my true calling in Industrial Designing, after many major changes in a Community College. At the same thing this was all happening life has just been getting lonelier and lonelier. Life in the design field there's constantly so much progressive work that you become a hermit at home. Also being in a community college doesn't really help since everyone just goes home right after class. No college life like normal State schools. Which means it's hard to meet new people, and have fun when you're not in class. I do have a close knit of friends that I have always been able to depend on, but also as time goes by, one by one they each get a boyfriend or girlfriend. To the point all my friend are couples, and when that happens, they become M.I.A. I've been always telling myself that just be strong and keep on track with school until you transfer, then you'll be able to meet more people. But no matter how much self encouragement I do, it slowly become less effective. Truth is, I really want a girl that can be there for me and support me and encourage me. But I feel like I'm in a limbo where that's not possible to find. I have no idea what to do. And there's no one I can talk to about it.....*sigh* Sorry for the long vent.Tue, 14 May 2013 22:29:00 -0500LoveThere is this girl that I like, and another guy likes her who happens to be my friend. My other friend and brother are telling me to ask her out, but I am not sure if I will get a girl and lose a friend. We both like the same things, and she laughs at most of the things I say. My older brother(same brother) asked out her sister and she friend zoned him. What should I do?Tue, 14 May 2013 17:58:00 -0500LoveMy boyfriend and I both go to different high schools, and so far we've been making it work. Calling each other every night and seeing each other once a week. But last night he told me that he needed a break. And why? Because he needs to focus on school and that I'm stopping him from doing that. I just don't understand. We usually only talk for a hour a night and I only see him ONCE a week. I told him that I don't mind not talking as much, or not seeing him as often, but he insists on taking a break until exams are over in a month and a half. I know hes a big flirt and he used to be a huge player but he promised me that he wouldn't hurt me. When I think about it now, it just doesn't make any sense. Maybe is he lying and he just wants to break me off like this. I guess i'll have to find outTue, 14 May 2013 14:30:00 -0500RelationshipMy girlfriend is being the trashiest of all the bitches and I'm cutting my arms up. I'm on the fucking verge of suicide. I just thought I'd let you all know. <3Tue, 14 May 2013 11:14:00 -0500OtherWell, im in a very difficult situation i have "frends" that i dont even trust, two of them are just ridicules, mean and i don't trust them at all. But the other friends she is cool to hang out with but i feel like she aint that real. One thing we have in-comment is that we dont like the other girls. U may thing im a fake but trust me i have know these girls all my life but as we all grow up these girls are getting meaner and meaner. so i just want to know what the hell im going to do. To be honest i really dont kno. I don't have allots of frends i only got them. Like lily and Veronica they are so fake, and i have a hard time to stand for myself sometimes, they make me weaker. And Hana She is chool but something is wrong with her i love her to death but i dont think we trust each other as we say we do, may be she feels like she cant trust me buz of them two girlsTue, 14 May 2013 10:00:00 -0500LoveI am afraid if being alone. I have been an only child all my life and my parents are divorced so I have been alone a lot on my life but recently I fell in love and found out what it was like to not be and now I don't more how to be alone and feel safe. Now that its over and I can't stand sleeping alone. I wish sometimes I think about paying someone to must cuddle with me.Tue, 14 May 2013 03:20:00 -0500SchoolI just graduated community college and now feel like it means nothing. Everyone says they are proud I don't know why. I am nowhere where I want to be. Now I am scared go to sleep for the days to pass to quickly and afraid to wake up and do something wrong.Tue, 14 May 2013 03:08:00 -0500EmbarrasingThat I dont like to sleep alone. I wish I could pay someone to cuddle with me every nightTue, 14 May 2013 01:59:00 -0500SexHe jacks off all the time. The worst part is I can tell when he does it, because he won't be able to get it up for another 24 hours. He says it's because he can't help it when he thinks of me, but I think he just can't kick the habit. I love my boyfriend but that just gets really, REALLY annoying especially when I dress up and get all ready to surprise him only to find that he's not up for anything thanks to him and his hand. It sucks!!!!!Tue, 14 May 2013 00:24:00 -0500SexIm gay it started out when i was...14 i think (i am now 23) i was at that stage where i was sexualy confused. I was in florida visting my little cousins it was are first night there and i had to sleep on the coutch because there werent enough beds (i was wht you would consider hot i had a six pack from soccer and beach blond hair) anyway i only sleep in my boxers and tht night my uncle who was 34 i think was working late. I was having a wet dream tht a girl at my school was giving me a blow job and i woke up and my uncle was sucking my dick he must of seen me move and he clampped his hand over my mouth and made me go in the garage with him while we were out there he told me not to tell anyone and i didnt. Two nights latter he got in a fight with my aunt and had to sleep on the coutch next to me (so two different coutches but next to each other) tht night i woke up and went to get a glass of water and i just woke up from another wet dream so i was horney and when i laid back down on the coutch i saw my uncle who was also in his boxers had had a faint 6 pack and a little hair on his chest. His dick was poking out of his boxers and i had secertly liked it when he was sucking my dick. I went over to him and softly pulled down his boxers and touched his dick. I was so nervous he was going to wake up after awhile of lightly touching his dick i put his dick in my mouth and sucked him. Afer about 30 mimutes i kept sucking but i was unawhere tht he was awake. He got up and sucked me then after awhile of sucking he went back to his room and got a condom and he fucked me. We fucked every night till he left and every time he came home for christams. He is the reason i am gayMon, 13 May 2013 16:06:00 -0500LoveMy boyfriend and I have been dating for 5 months. And I really like him. I love him. And I know he loves me. But my friend keeps flirting with me. As much as I hate it and want him to stop, I really like it. My boyfriend doesn't do the things my friend does. My friend puts his arm around me, reaches for my hand to hold, he does the little knee touch and squeeze thing, and he just hugs me and tries to hold me. My boyfriend does NONE of that. And I really like it, I just wish it wasn't from my friend. My boyfriend knows my friend flirts with me, and he hates it. I just wish my boyfriend would do something about it!! He's supposed to be protective of me and not want other guys flirting with me. My friend flirts with me even when my boyfriend is around, and still, he acts like he doesn't care. And I let him flirt with me, and it makes me feel so guilty and I feel like a bad girlfriend. I try to tell him to stop, but it doesn't work. But all I really want to do is flirt back a lot. I wish I could do more, and not have it mean anything. Just for a night, do anything I want with my friend without it leading to any complications between my boyfriend and me...Mon, 13 May 2013 15:01:00 -0500EmbarrasingI am a 16 year old boy and I still wet the bed about 3 times a week. When we are away from home my mother makes me wear rubber pants over my good nights so they don't leak. The worse thing is that when we return home she washes them and hangs them on the line in the garden to dry! My neighbors 14 year old daughter asked my mom why they were there and she told her! Now she teases me all the time!Mon, 13 May 2013 14:09:00 -0500Friends & FamilyOk, so i know my english isn't perfect...lets start with that...today, after my piano lesson my mom noticed something about one of my baby brothers( I have twin baby brothers) she said one of his eyes is cross-eyed!i couldn't believe it. my response was denial, i was so protective and i hated my mother for saying such a horrible thing i wanted to kill her! then, suddenly my other brother started to cry, so i picked him up and went to sit with him on a rocking chair. i started to say nasty things to him in my head and it just made me horrible cuz i really did love him more than anything and i loved him just the same as his brother but i was letting out my anger to my mother on my baby brother and i want just die already. >:(Mon, 13 May 2013 07:54:00 -0500VentingPeople told my friend their scared of me and I don't get it. Please help me understand. I'm really quiet in school, like seriously quiet, I try to talk more, but I don't have anything in common with most of my classmates. And I am kinda secretive,but I'll tell them if they ask me, but no one ever asks me questions, so I don't answer them the questions. I usually talk to my friend in school and stuff ,but she's it.She's also the one who told me everyone's scared of me and I don't mean to scare them, I just don't have anything to say to them, Is that so Bad? And I don't see why me being quiet like all the time scares them so much. I thought everyone liked me , but according to my friend who I'm currently mad at but not for this reason, maybe they don't like me. Maybe they are just trying to be nice because they think I'm gonna kill them or they're just scared of me. The one guy thinks I'm going to kill him,like actual murder because my friend said that I hate him and that I was gonna eat him and kill him,so he believes her :( the other guy, I asked him if he was gonna ask out this girl. EVERYONE at the time was saying he was gonna ask her out and I guess I was the only one who actually asked him about it, so he's scared of me because he thinks I'm physic. And he said he saw me on a hill and my hair was blowing in the wind and I was watching him, what the freak! No, that's not true! And the guy I liked she said oh yeah he really liked you. He had the biggest crush on you! But he was so scared of you and he still is! I don't' get it. When you speak your mind, society judges. When you keep quiet, society assumes. I can't win. My friend says so like you gotta stop being quiet all the time when you walk past people and like being so secretive. It's who I am. Why does no one except me for me? Please helpSun, 12 May 2013 20:21:00 -0500SexMy best friend and I hooked up with these two chicks from another town about two years ago. We went back and forth with them making out and then my friend went down stairs with one of them and I stayed up stairs with the other. I talked to her for a bit while we fooled around. I got her really worked up, then had sex with her several times over the course of the next five hours up until it was seven in the morning. It was the best sex I've ever had. At one point while she was riding me I could feel her cum dripping down my shaft and the pleasure was just out of this world, it's like I was in lala land. Eventually, they had to leave and we kissed them goodbye. Later we found out that both of them had boyfriends, so both of them cheated. Two weeks later, the one I had sex with got married to that boyfriend, which was a shock to me. Recently, she contacted me and we both talked about how amazing it was, but I think I was more surprised by her lack of regret over it. She actually wants to do it again. It would feel wrong now that I know she's married, but she felt so good. It's hard to resist.Sun, 12 May 2013 16:34:00 -0500RelationshipI swear every relationship i have ends in disaster.. It all started about a year ago when i broke up with this guy i had been with for just over a year, this was my first real relationship and tore me apart. my way of coping was looking for attention in the wrong places from the wrong type of people. Im not a vain person but I know I never lack male attention in the way i look and that had a big impact as obviously the sex is all these guys ever wanted. About 9 months later i started seeing someone who i met through my best friend, once again this turned out to be a total disaster, we rushed into things and he ended up killing me also. Now, heres the thing, recently this guy called Matt has got in touch with me over facebook. He was a couple years older than me in high school and i always remember lusting over him at these times lool. so it seemed unreal that, now leaving school we started talking. This all happened about a month ago and we met up for the first time, now, he is absolutely gorgeous in my eyes, ginger, muscular posture and the cutest dimples i have ever seen however i know he isnt everyones type therefore isnt always fighting off the ladies if that makes sense. But he ended up spending the hole weekend with me (nothing happened) but we just clicked. All through that next week he came to surprise me ect ect. Heres the thing, he has only recently come out of a relationship and he now claims that he wants to take things slow with me.. i know deep down he wish he met me in a couple months time so he could have his single life back for bit.. Trying to concentrate on my studies is impossible. i get emotional so easily and shut down. i self harm by scratching my forehead and no one can hope with me. i spoke to my mum about everything and the last year she has seen me in suicidal frames of mind and its all because i am unable to control my emotions. I seem the be in this cycle of bad luck but this time things have gone too far, i sit here alone trying to meet this deadline tomorrow but i physically cant, i cant help but want matt here.. but it doesnt happen as i know his feelings for me arnt as strong (found this out today as i confronted him)... How do i cope? :(Sun, 12 May 2013 14:19:00 -0500SexMe and my boyfriend don't have a bad sex life in any way really, I just want to try something new and see what happens. I know he does too. Any ideas? Toys, positions, or anything really.Sun, 12 May 2013 13:15:00 -0500FunnyI got so bored that somehow I came up with the idea that I could text my friends using the voice recognition of Siri....and my ass. My farts only spell out a few words but still......Sun, 12 May 2013 12:39:00 -0500VentingI have a hard life. Very hard. And I try not to complain because it is what I was dealt and that's okay. I have a disabled kid, and the dad left because he can't handle it/doesn't send any support. (there's more but I won't stretch this that long) I struggle to stay happy with my life, because it's my decision to be happy and I hate the poor me crap. But Shit would it hurt people to throw me birthday parties? To buy me a mothers day gift or flower? People forget the single mom because they have their own lives, but it's so hard not to feel like crap on holidays when I'm struggling to manage life with my loved but challenging kid, and no one has done anything for me. F*ck Mothers Day. I bust my ass 365 and nothing special is happening today, it's just another day.Sun, 12 May 2013 10:28:00 -0500SexOne of my most reliable masturbatory fantasies is to imagine myself as an attractive young girl experiencing some level of discomfort related to my gender or sex. This can range from feeling self conscious about how I look to a full blown gang rape but the key element is always discomfort. I think the reason this works is that, as a sexual sadist, I`m turned on by women in pain but as a decent guy I feel a bit guilty about even desiring this. (I would never inflict pain on someone without their consent.) By placing myself in the role of the victim I can vicariously experience this without guilt. A related fantasy is imagining myself being aggressively seduced by a gay couple. Again I don`t really get anything out of this except the sensation of being victimized as their teamwork overwhelms me and coerces my cooperation. I suppose the second fantasy is something that could actually happen but before any well intentioned (or just plain horny) gentlemen message me please know that this is something I am not ready to experience. Perhaps one day (I could pull off a twink look) I will pursue this but for now just imagining it does the trick.Sun, 12 May 2013 00:20:00 -0500RelationshipI despise my husband. He has cheated me our whole lives. I have always felt that he did this but he always would say that I was crazy and it was all in my head. He has slept with my oldest sister, my mothers cousin, strippers,a so called friend of mine, women in our town. Recently I found that he has been meeting women on craigslist and screwing them. I have moved out and no longer live with him. I am more happy but would be thrilled if he would just die and I would never have to see his sickening face again. He has long saggy balls,and gray hair surrounds his mediocre dick. He thinks he is funny and decribes himself as having the gift of "gab". I hate that I have wasted my life with this loser asshole jerk!!!! I would not kill him but I pray he suffers.Sat, 11 May 2013 22:22:00 -0500LoveI miss my boyfriend :\Sat, 11 May 2013 21:14:00 -0500RelationshipI don't really expect anyone to respond to this, which is fine because everyone has their own problems going on. This is more me getting things off my chest. I'd write a diary...i actually used to until my boyfriend found it and it caused an argument. He's abusive and I'm drowning and i don't know how to get out of this. I wish i had the guts to do it. I've left a couple of times and he rings me and pleads and sounds so sincere i go back even though i know he isn't going to change. He makes me feel guilty for things that aren't even my fault. The thing is, i know how pathetic and bad it is to continue to stay here and i still can't make myself pluck up the courage to get the hell out. And i HATE myself for still loving him. He has issues, he takes it out on me and no matter how hard i try i can't better it. You can't help those who won't help themselves and yet i continue to care. I hate myself. I think maybe that i kind of deserve this...Fri, 10 May 2013 07:42:00 -0500SexOver the last year and a half I have had sex with my best friend's boyfriend numerous times. After every time we say: "this will be the last time." it never is. Recently my best friend found out about her boyfriend's wondering eye. It worries me that she may end up finding out that he has more than just a wondering eye...and worse---that her best friend could do this to her. I just can't control it. He is so great at sex and I feel alive when I am with him. We have almost gotten caught three different times. I am not sure if the forbidden act is the attraction or just sex in general, but I feel awful for doing this to my sweet friend. She deserves better.Thu, 09 May 2013 23:27:00 -0500FunnyWhen I was about 6 years old, when people used "np" in chat, I thought it meant nope. I then proceeded to curse them out. When I learned it meant no problem, I started thinking about how confused those people must have been.Thu, 09 May 2013 22:21:00 -0500OtherHelp me,i am a die hard anime fan.why do i love anime.well because anime was not a real good part of my long lost childhood.i am now getting a good anime book.i am not allowed to tell you the title of this anime book(because of copyright law's).but i can give you the details of this great book from japan.He has long white hair,and he has real dog ear's.and he wear's this awesome red overall's.and he has a awesome large sword(that he call's a fang).and he turn's human whenever the new moon come's out.and he has this great girlfriend from 500 year's in the future,and he has a pretty but dead girlfriend,who died 50 year's before he met this girl from the future.I am getting all the book's of this awesome anime hero.i think there are 54 book's in total.i am a die hard fan of these awesome uncensored grafic novel's.i will never die until i have all the book's of this awesome anime series.Thu, 09 May 2013 18:25:00 -0500SexWhen I was 5 I had an accident and had both of my testicles removed. I have no balls. I am now in my 20's. Because I have no nads I have to take hormones. Hormones which made me go thru puberty but barely. My penis never grew. I feel like I am not a man. I'm a eunuch. An it. A freak. I barely have facial hair. I feel like just joining a freak show because maybe there I'd fit in. I was always the shortest kid in the class. I was always made fun of because of how I look. This sucks.Thu, 09 May 2013 17:38:00 -0500SexMy wife has the most amazing feet and she loves me to rub and massage them. I can do this for hours but what I really want is my cock in between feet! There is no chance of this actually happening as she is not into that sort of thing in fact our sex life is virtually non existent! One night after we had been on a night out she was totally drunk and went upto bed as I had a cigarette before I went upstairs. When I got up she was lying on the bed half undressed with a pair of hot pants on and the sight of her feet made me so horny. I knew then she was out like a light so I went down and got my mobile phone and returned upstairs got undressed and slipped into bed. She was lying facing me with her feet at my side of the bed right beside my erect cock! I put my mobile on video mode and then slid my cock up and down her feet. I knew this was my big chance so I squeezed my cock between her big toe and started to fuck her feet! It was absolutely amazing and fucked them harder until I came all over her feet while she was totally unaware I had just had the best fuck of my life. I quickly checked that I had caught it all on video and couldn't believe the quality of it. I often watch it and wank and I cum in no time. Although I have never fucked her feet again I have came over her feet while she has been drunk and asleep!! I would love to fuck other woman's feet and suck and massage there toes but I don't know how to go about finding them!! Is there any woman out there who would love this done to there feet???Thu, 09 May 2013 17:15:00 -0500EmbarrasingSo, I had the day off today. And, I have a slight crossdressing fetish. I own a custom made, pvc French Maid's dress, and, other things.. I just got home a little while ago from going out and going thru a drive thru to get food while all dressed up in the dress, fishnets, heels, etc.. It was great! Embarrassing, but, fun! Just, had to tell someone else. The girl at the drive thru window looked a bit surprised to say the least! But, she said that I looked cute : ) I think, in some way, I probably brightened her day a little too! lol!!Thu, 09 May 2013 15:24:00 -0500RelationshipAfter years of trying to persuade my wife of 20 years to let another man fuck her,she finally agreed and now I can't stop thinking she enjoyed it too much. I arranged for a friend of mine who Beth my my wife knew vaguely to come to our house,I had explained to him what I had in mind and that Beth was all for it. When Dave arrived the conversation was a bit awkward at first,but after a few drinks we all started to relax,Dave was seated next to my wife on the sofa and I was in the chair opposite,I watched as he slowly rested his hand on Beth's leg it was such a strange feeling to see another man actually touch your wife.Then when she didn't try to move his hand he leaned forwards and began to nuzzle her neck,Beth's eyes were shut as his lips finally met hers and they started to kiss.I was surprised how eager she seemed he then slowly moved his hand up Beth's dress,I watched as if in a trance as he gently pulled her panties down,felt between her open legs and inserted a finger inside her.Beth was breathing heavily as he completely undressed her and I released my rigid cock and watched the amazing scene,He quickly pulled his own clothes off and his stiff erection seemed a lot bigger than mine and I watched as he positioned himself between her open legs and guided his cock into my wife,she let out a gasp as began to slide in and out of her soaking wet cunt.I lasted about 1 minute and my come was shooting out,Dave however kept up his steady rhythm as my cock began to soften and a feeling of real jealousy hit me,but what could I do this had been my fantasy for years as I watched him speed up Beth began to groan and I knew Dave was making her reach a climax,then with one mighty push he emptied his sperm deep inside my lovely wife. After we all got dressed Dave was thanking us both and say ing we must do this again soon,Beth just smiled and I said I would be in touch soon.Since that night it has been a bit strained between us,part of me wants to do it again and part of me is filled with a sick,jealous feeling in my stomach.Thu, 09 May 2013 12:09:00 -0500RelationshipDespite all the total bullshit you fed me over the last dozen years, despite all the embarrassments I suffered at your hand, despite all the knowingly-false accusations you made, despite all the pointless arguments you started, and despite all your incredible, unbelievable, mind-boggling selfishness, I still loved you the entire time. But all that's over now. You drained me of my last ounce of caring over the last month and then emptied me out last night. Now, the only thing I feel for you is hate. You are a horror as a human being, and there's nothing I can do to help you, because you think you don't need it. Yes, I hate you. And I am totally done with you. DONE.Thu, 09 May 2013 11:07:00 -0500RelationshipWhy don't they like black girls? Why doesn't anybody like black girls? Why is everybody so racist?Thu, 09 May 2013 07:39:00 -0500RelationshipBeen seeing this guy for more then 4months now, but we have not done the deed yet. I have tried to bring it up but he said he does not want to rush things & make it look like he just want that. But I think I'm ready for us to take things to the next level. But how do I do that without looking desparate?Thu, 09 May 2013 00:49:00 -0500SexI have always wanted to have my man lick whipped cream of my tits and ass cheekWed, 08 May 2013 23:15:00 -0500SexThe past 3 years I have beeen constantly having alot of sex and I always want it now. I love the feeling and the adrenaline rush i get from it especially when it was a time i shouldn't be doing it but still did because i enjoyed the rush. I enjoy digging my nails into someones back and tear shit up pretty much. I have this fascination of itWed, 08 May 2013 23:08:00 -0500EmbarrasingI confess, that THE VIKINGS ARE GOING TO THE 2013 SUPERBOWL SKOL!!!!!Wed, 08 May 2013 22:12:00 -0500EmbarrasingFor the past year I've been spying on my older sister. Why? Because about a year ago I was looking on the family computer for a photo me and her took which she uploaded from her camera. I found that pic alright, along with a pic of her topless. Probably one she took for her bf at the time. Now, I'm not incestrious or anything but it just shocked the hell out of me. My older sister who's in here thirties doing something so shocking, so juvenile, so unthinkable! After I calmed down I've come to realize that, well, she is a human being and she has a life as well. But just the feeling that I knew something about her that no one not ever herself knew about. I've gotten into her emails, facebook, and laptop digging for all the dirt i could so I could see the side of her she never shows to family. What have I found out?? She's bisexual. She has a thing for ssbbw girls. She has a fetish for obese people. She's cheated on her last boyfriend. She used to be a phone sex operator. She has phone sex every night with her new bf. (which i listen to) Why am I doing this u ask? Because I get a rush out of finding out others' dark secrets when they think they're safe. Nothing sexual, just a fascination with how u can think you know someone and they turn out to be totally different.Wed, 08 May 2013 15:34:00 -0500SexThis is much of a confession.. I WANT AN ORGASM. I don't want to fake and lie to my boyfriend, but we've been together a year and I just want to know if anyone has any tips, positions etc. I want to try something new too with him.Wed, 08 May 2013 15:13:00 -0500EmbarrasingI have had sex with loads of prostitutes, using my parents money. I am such a fool and an idiot and i deserve capital punishment. Alas in this age no one will give it me. I have lost my mind, I don't know what to do.Wed, 08 May 2013 12:37:00 -0500SexI'm not sure why i'm posting here, i guess i dont want my friends to know about this. I found this site after searching the internet for similar situations. I'm a 35 year old happily married, mother of two. I've been going to the same gym for a little over two years. I only go to the dance and Zumba classes, I never use the machines. About two weeks ago, my class was canceled and since I was already there, I decided to use some of the machines. I was having an issue trying to figure out how this one machine worked, when this huge black man came up to me. I'm 5'3, and this guy was way taller than 6 feet and full of muscles, I was almost at eye level with his waist & also noticed he had a massive bulge in his shorts. I couldn't believe how big it was, it looked like he had a Pringles can in his shorts, lol. He asked me if I needed help & In my almost trance like state, lol, I said yes. I had seen him many times before, but I never thought anything of him. He helped me with the machine and I finally got the hang of it. Before he left he said he loved my blonde hair & the way I smell. I swear I got wet right there. I worked out for a minute and then i had to go to the bathroom and masturbate to this man. I couldn't control myself. Now, all I can think of is this huge black man and his huge dick. What's wrong with me? I Iove my husband.Wed, 08 May 2013 11:41:00 -0500SexMy name is Bobby and I have a manager names Chris. My problem is that I'm married and I have to imaging myself being railed in the ass by my boss in order to get off. In fact, I have to plunge 2 fingers deep inside my asshole (my wife Melyssa doesn't know) and I think the fact of her seeing me do this would excite me more. Since my boss (and best friend) isn't gay; I think the only way I can satisfy this fantasy is to have my wife put a HUGE strap-on on and drill me while I call her Chris. Has anyone else ever had to ask their wife to do something like this? How do I go about asking.... please no bashing.Wed, 08 May 2013 09:50:00 -0500LoveI have been seeing someone for almost 4 years now. He says we are just friends and that now he wants to see someone else. I have spent thousands on this man, gave him my heart, moved for him, and rearranged my whole life for him just to be thrown away. The worst part is I keep going back. I let him fuck me whenever he wants, however he wants. He has went from kinky to a whole new level with what he wants me to do and won't even tell me I'm worth keeping as a friend. When I try to end things he is always like "whatever, I don't care". I don't know what happnened to me that I have no backbone. I don't know if I'm too afraid of change, or being alone, or that no one will ever love me. He had nothing before me. No job, no car, no friends and now that I got him on his feet I'm not good enough. I was just his practice woman. Never good enough to take home to the saint of a mother he lives with, always embarrassed by my emotions. I am an educated and independent person and I don't know where this comes from but I'm lost. I don't want to keep living my life like this. I'm miserable. I've tried dating sites but I'm afraid ill never meet anyone or if I do go through with a date ill ruin it to keep myself open for when he decides to grace me with his presence.Wed, 08 May 2013 09:38:00 -0500SexMy husband and I have been married for about a month and have not even consummated our marriage. We have not had sex in 3 months. I masturbate so much that I hurt myself because it does not satisfy me enough. I have been having cheating thoughts because I just want to feel a penis inside me. Deep and filling my vagina. I love my husband but he is not fulfilling my needs and he makes up so many lames excuses. I have even offered to do all the work and ride him. What do I do? I need sex I am going crazy!!!Wed, 08 May 2013 07:52:00 -0500SexI love it when my wife fucks me in the ass just wish she would do it more oftenWed, 08 May 2013 01:12:00 -0500Relationshipwifes best friend (female) wants to make love to her she is now confusedTue, 07 May 2013 06:28:00 -0500SexThis is a message for all the women out here. Im a 22 year old male going on 23. ok soo i have this panty fetish since i was 12 years old, and got into it more when i was 16 years old. i love wearing panties, looking at them and it just makes me feel sooo great wearing panties! Women are so lucky that they get to wear panties, bc they get to choose from soo many different colors, patterns, prints, styles, stripes, and fabric as well. my favorite style to wear is string bikini panties, they are soo hot! i buy all of my panties, and just the fact they are for me to wear is soo hot!! i dont wear panties all the time, just when i sleep, or when i like to have fun! but i would love to wear panties more often! anyways do any women find it hot that a guy likes or loves wear womens panties???? if so i would love to get your opinion/thoughts on this panty fetish of mine. i love women and would love to be with a woman who thinks its hot that i love to wear panties, and go shopping with my girlfriend for panties, and maybe let me where her panties as well!!Tue, 07 May 2013 05:38:00 -0500EmbarrasingYou are a SICK slut.. But hey I would love to fuck your brains out and fuck you up the arse and make you screeaaamm that's hot..Tue, 07 May 2013 01:07:00 -0500SexI don't know what is wrong with me...If I go more than a couple days without sex i start feeling anxious and frustrated. My wife turns me on so much and I love just throwing her down and fucking her until I'm out of breath. She's amazing but she's not always ready to go every day of the week. Sometimes she's only in the mood once or twice a week and the days in between are like torture for me. All I can think about is ripping off her clothes when I'm around her. I start feeling neglected and rejected if we haven't had sex in a few days even though I know she loves me and that rationally there is nothing wrong with our relationship. I'm afraid of these feelings because sometimes when we haven't had sex in a few days I start getting angry at her and thinking about finding sex elsewhere if necessary. It makes no rational sense but I feel the emotions so powerfully. What do I do??Mon, 06 May 2013 23:25:00 -0500RelationshipI live in New York and have been using online dating sites for one night stands. It is just too easy, and the selection of girls is incredible, it's like ordering off a menu. The sites that are more serious about finding a husband or wife are the best because these girls will drop their panties if you start talking about the "future" like instantly. It sometimes feels like legal prostitution that only costs as much as a few drinks. Last week I was booked almost every night and 4 out of 6 got naked. I LOVE the Internet!!Mon, 06 May 2013 23:13:00 -0500RelationshipI never get a chance to say it. I'm happy. Nobody wants to hear it. People can drone on for hours about how miserable their life is and others listen and nod their heads. I try to mention that I am a actually happy with my life and my wife and they just roll their eyes and say "well, good for you" in sarcastic tones. I hate that I can't just tell everyone that I love my wife of 27 years more each day and my children are wonderful. I'm not rich, I don't have money, I don't have fancy things to show off. But I have everything I really need. So suck it, world. Swim in your misery if you choose, but I'm happy. There. That felt really good.Mon, 06 May 2013 22:30:00 -0500SexI'm a fairly attractive guy in my early twenties, and I have to confess that I love going to packed concerts and flash/grope girls. I usually just pull my pants down enough to let my package bulge out in my boxers. Then I walk through the most crowded part of the floor, rubbing my cock and balls on girls while i walk by. When i find an area saturated with drunk girls, I usually stop for a while and just enjoy the music while letting them bump into my crotch. as i get more hornier and harder, i work up the nerve to slowly palm their asses. If there is a shorter girl in front of me, i will pull my boxers down and let my bare dick leave precum trails on her back or shirt. I once had a girl, who was not a day over 18, put her hand behind her back like she was getting something out of her pocket, but instead she grabbed my rock hard cock. It didnt take more than 30 seconds for me to blow my load on the floor. I was polite though and had moved off the side a bit so i only squirted on the leg of the girl she was standing next to. If you're ever in NYC or CT and you see a guy with his bulge out, give him a squeeze and maybe it'll be me.Mon, 06 May 2013 22:05:00 -0500LoveI have a crush on a girl. She's the first girl I've ever had a crush on. I love spending time with her because we always have a good time together and we have a lot in common. Unfortunately, I think she has a a girlfriend so I don't know what to do. Her girlfriend is thousands of miles away, but I'm not a home wrecker. I want to tell her how I feel, but I respect relationships too much to do that.Mon, 06 May 2013 20:34:00 -0500SexWe have been swinging for a while, and I have been hinting to my wife that I would to like to watch her with another woman. She finaly said that she was willing to try as long as I she could watch me with another man too. We decided to do a bi-swap with another couple. We all had a few drinks, then we all got naked and the women said that they would mastrubate each other if we gave each other hand jobs. They did, and we did. Now wife wants us to all do bi-oral next time.Mon, 06 May 2013 13:40:00 -0500SexMy mom divorced when I was 9 years old and never remarried. She was always a no nonsense prim and proper woman, so I thought, until I came home early from school one day. I was 17 at the time. I heard noises from mom's bedroom and looked through the door which as open a crack. I was shocked to see she was in bed with the 45 year old, married next door neighbor. They were so into it I doubt they would have noticed if the house fell in on top of them. I know I shouldn't have, but I watched them for around 5 minutes. I quietly left and came back in a couple of hours. I never mentioned the incident to my mom. The kicker here is, neither of them knew I was also having sex with the guy's daughter whenever the opportunity presented itself and she was home alone. I guess you might say turnabout is fair play.Mon, 06 May 2013 11:41:00 -0500RevengeMy ex wife was sex obsessed, and for awhile, I believed it was strictly between us. For about a week or so, she became obsessed with staying out with friends which was fine by me. I am a home body. Then one day she stated that she was having a stay over with a lady friend - which I wasn't believing. Early in the morning, I started to drive by houses of men we knew, and sure enough found here cold car parked in front of one. After emptying my stomach and crying a fair bit, I drove home. I was stuck. I didn't make enough money to live alone, and I had built up my life around this person. So... I took advantage of her single strongest allergy - cats. Whenever she was away, I thoroughly saturated the crotch of all of her underwear and lingerie with cat dander and cat spittle. Her taste for sex rapidly disappeared, and her night trips stopped. For years afterwards, she was convinced she had herpes, but would not say anything - she simply was paranoid about having sex if she was the least bit uncomfortable. Later, after I was more independent and our daughter was older, I did the right thing and divorced the woman. After all, this wasn't her only transgression.Mon, 06 May 2013 05:42:00 -0500RelationshipI don't have anything to bitch about. Im not dying, suicidal, or self consious. I work part time and go to school full time. I just bought a brand new car cash money and I have the greatest boyfriend I could ever imagine, hes so great to me and I have such an amazing small family. I was diagnosed with cervical cancer last week. I am only 21. People ask me why arent you freaking out and why are you being so okay about this? Im not ok about it, its just that if I think about it and what it could lead to I WILL freak out.Mon, 06 May 2013 02:22:00 -0500HealthHello im 21 years old and I live in michigan. I went to the OBGYN a few weeks ago and she told me I had cancerous lesions on my vulva and that I needed to do laser surgery a few weeks from now. Im in pain cant have sex for a few weeks and I feel like my boyfriend is going to cheat on me. i feel so bad because he is a nympho. I had sex last night and I didnt want to because I was bleeding and in pain. he didnt care. I dont know what to do.Mon, 06 May 2013 02:16:00 -0500SexI met an older educated white woman,very nice.We relate well..maybe because we are both older and educated. What amazes me is that she frequently rewards me with cash and gifts after sex. Its sort of erotic actually! But she is so sweet to me its unbelievable and am so thankful.Mon, 06 May 2013 01:39:00 -0500EmbarrasingI'm 20 now and I've been getting this feeling everytime I see my mom walk around the house barefoot I get a lil over excited I just can't seem to stop myself from staring at them an having an urge , now its a lil awkward we I sit on the couch with her I get a lil uncomfortable?Sun, 05 May 2013 22:50:00 -0500EmbarrasingMy fiancé and I have been together for almost three years, and have been engaged for 5 months. We thought it would be a good idea to move in together now, a month before the wedding, so afterwords it won't be as hectic. We got everything moved in, the wall painted, and all the other nesting thing necessary. It's a nice apartment in a great neighborhood. Here's where it get embarrassing. Ever since he proposed, and we've made our relationship "official", we just can't keep our hands off each other. As an adult now I can say we're having sex A LOT more than we used to. And great sex, at that. But it's at least once a week now. So as usual, the night we moved into the apartment, we were drinking on the deck and he just swept me up into the bedroom. Oh my gosh we had beyond amazing sex. It was truly the best sex I had ever had. The morning comes and I went to take the garbage out, and I see one neighbor next door give me a funny look. I didn't really connect the dots then, though. Just when I got back and saw the note on the door saying, "Dear new neighbors, Were happy for you being together, but screaming in the middle of the night is frowned upon, and there are quite a lot of children on this floor level. So please try to stay a bit quieter. Thank you! - room 64C" No joke we were embarrassed to show our faces for a week. *_* yikes.Sun, 05 May 2013 19:31:00 -0500SexI'm a 35 y/o man that has had very little sex and that makes me angry / sad / despaired pretty much all the time. Some time ago I found the fetish that would come to pretty much ruin my sexuality, Mind control, this is the idea that you can change a personsons way of thinking to force them to do what you want (in this case sex), I realize this is much more about power than about sex. Lately I have been watching time stop porn (from Japan of all places) where devious men stop time, have sex with girls (teasing them or not), and then leave. These are basically rape fantasies, mind you I don't want to rape a woman, raping is a violent act and I'm vehemently opposed to it, but the sexual fantasy of having sex (if it can be called that) with whomever I want wether they consent or not is consuming my waking hours. I have become increasingly solitaire and isolated from society, on top of that I dont work (I'm finishing my studies) and I live at home with my mother, I'm short, fat, and not good looking, so I 'm pretty much fucked and beyond hope in the "getting a girl" department. Depression is starting to get the better of me, so I might not be going to hang arund for too long...Sun, 05 May 2013 19:13:00 -0500FunnyIn high school there are so many geeks around. I go out of my way to kick their asses and make them cry. I love knocking their glasses off their faces then stepping on their glasses and laughing. The other day I beat the crap out of a geek in front of his girlfriend. The girlfriend ended up dumping him and hooking up with me. Last week I made a geek bend over and kicked him in the ass until he begged me to stop I did this in front of all his freinds. none of them stuck up for him because they knew I would do the same to them if they did. I also make them bow down to me and kneel before me I tell them they must do this everyday or I'lll kick their ass. Its so funny I get such a thril.. Next I'm going to make them kiss my feet. I think I;ll bang two of their heads together and see what happens LOLOLOLSun, 05 May 2013 17:22:00 -0500OtherMike R you might think I hate you but it's quite the opposite. I think you're funny and you're nice. The thing is I always thought you hated me so that's why I never talked to you and I may have seemed like I was ignoring you but I really I was just being shy. I'm a naturally shy person and I don't hate anyone, least of all you.Sun, 05 May 2013 15:55:00 -0500LoveMy best friend and I both like this boy that we are really good friends with. The thing is he likes me, and I know that because he told me, and he has a girlfriend. I really like him but my friend does too and I know it's wrong to be with someone who a) has a girlfriend and b) your best friend likes. But sometimes we'll flirt and then we hug like we are dating. I tried to stop but I just don't know how. Help?Sun, 05 May 2013 13:54:00 -0500VentingI just feel so depressed and that I never do anything right. Sometimes I feel like a lonely failure, but I don't know why. I just don't know where my place is in the world. Sometimes I feel as if I'm on the verge to pass away, as if its just my time, but I don't want to go yet. I feel as if there's another purpose in this world for me but I have no clue what it is. Recently I've decided that I wanted to lose a little weight but when I just checked the scale an it showed that I've actually gained some weight! I felt so depressed about it I went straight to da bathroom and threw up. I've always wanted to tell someone about my bulimia and depression but I don't want no one to feel sorry for me, I hate for people to see me at a weak state... There's just soooo much I want to say now but I'm tired of typing lol,maybe ill vent more later to get this stuff off my chest to feel a tiny bit better. So until then.Sun, 05 May 2013 10:32:00 -0500LoveI love sloppy secondsSun, 05 May 2013 09:21:00 -0500OtherWearing panties is a medical solution to me as well. i only wear panties now adays. i see nothing wrong with it. i really like the wild prints and colors. my wife even goes shopping with me. try the leggings and leotards in winter they help keep legs warmer and dont itch like wool thermals. i also wear the short shorts and t shirts as well. i enjoy the socks, underwear and outerwear and pantie hose at times. i have a allergy to my own body hair and i have to keep thing shaved off just like the weman do. theirs nothing like silk on freshly shaven body parts. been doing this as long as i can remember. again i see nothing wrong with any of this. and yes i straight, married with lots of children. enjoy guys it ok to feel good down their too.Sun, 05 May 2013 07:53:00 -0500VentingI suffer from an undiagnosed eating disorder but my mom thinks I should be a nutritionist because I am "so healthy". She herself is very health conscious and it makes me mad that she could be so oblivious to what I am going trough. My dad is the opposite and struggles with mild food addiction and is overweight. His eating disorder is probably proportionate to mine but on opposite ends of the scale. It's hard for me to eat around my dad. I get literally so angry and anxious and shaky when I eat around him and feel like I could snap at any moment. It's disgusting. He ate a whole thing of rice when we went out to eat earlier. I had some soup. My mom always takes offense at my comments towards how much he eats. "Let him eat," she says. Fucking bitch. Never says a thing when my dad patronizes me about the way I measure and the order I eat in. Let ME eat without questioning me "You sure you wanna eat that...?" when I struggle with a binge. Fucking...dumb... "If I didn't see how much you eat all the time (no more than 600 calories a day to be precise, mama!) I would worry that you may have an eating disorder! You still don't have your period? You must have a tilted uterus like your aunt." Fuck. fuck. fuck. I have never felt so ignored and neglected in my life. Notice me, already! Actually, she recently noted that I look fatter now and I used to be super super skinny. If you know what it's like living with anorexia you know how much this would trigger someone into stricter restrictions. I weigh two pounds more than I did at my thinnest and I am still 10 pounds underweight. I guess I am a little fatter, though.Sat, 04 May 2013 22:34:00 -0500LoveBailey...I love you. I can't stand being around you because I can't resist putting you before myself. I want you and I to be "that one couple." You're my world and I just want to make you happy. Even if that means staying your friend and helping you with guy problems. Ifhy, but I love you. ~NSat, 04 May 2013 20:27:00 -0500LoveI'm not ugly, I get great grades, I'm one of his best friends and we've went through so much together. The school year is almost over and I'm scared to tell him my feelings. I'm obviously friendzoned which I guess is better than nothing. At least I'm still a part of his life. The part I don't understand is Kiara. The super skinny, dumb, beach blonde bimbo he chose over me. Why? Girls have tried to tell him she cheats on him, but he always gives her chances. He's just too nice. What is wrong with me? I have a pretty athletic figure with normal curves for a 17 year old girl. I have layered dark brown hair that reaches my shoulder blades, light blue-grey eyes, tan skin and a nice smile. I'm considered attractive by other guys. This girl only appreciates him for his looks; tan skin (we're both 50% Italian and have that skin tone, dark brown eyes, short wild black hair and your gorgeous smile. We have a good time when we're around each other so why doesn't he feel the same way? Maybe he does. He acts like a big flirt, but he's innocent nonetheless. That's just how his personality it. I don't get it, and by it, I mean guys and their brains. Someone, please give advice?Sat, 04 May 2013 12:41:00 -0500SexMy husbands friend keeps hitting on my and now asks for pictures videos and peep shows. He knows my hubs and I love bringing in more people but only together never separately. If my husband knew if friend was doin this idk what would happen but this friend makes me feel hot wanted and so nervous. I want to fuck him just to do it. But he's married too and his wife isn't into swapping. So we would just straight up be cheating. I love my hubs but he doesn't make my feel sexy or wanted or excited. Dam men. Maybe I'll ask the hubby what he would do if I fucked a friend of his/ours.Sat, 04 May 2013 12:08:00 -0500VentingUgh life just fricking sucks right now.Sat, 04 May 2013 11:48:00 -0500LoveI like this guy. and he likes me too. only problem is hes 6 years older than me. he told me he likes me. i havent told him i like him yet because of the age difference. once, he asked me on fb (those "like my status and ill answer etc.") "would i go out with you" and i didnt say no. i didnt say yes either. all i said was hes 6 years older than me. then he sent me a long message telling me that age doesnt matter. that he has a coworker who is dating someone 9 years older than her. i really really like him. but the only thing thats stopping us is the stupid age difference. i think about him all the time and im sure he likes me too because i took his phone once(w/o him knowing) and i saw that my picture is his wallpaper(until now). he doesnt know that i know about the picture.Fri, 03 May 2013 23:02:00 -0500VentingI'm tired of excuses and I hate them. But lately it seems that that's all I am made of.Fri, 03 May 2013 20:45:00 -0500RelationshipI starve myself, maximum eating 1000 calories per day, and have been doing so for 7 months now. I lost 26 pounds so far. I do this, because at 167 pounds and 5'6", I don't think any man could ever love me.Fri, 03 May 2013 19:52:00 -0500WorkMy boss s a total arsehole. She picks me up on the least little thing, and gets me to attend another review just because i took one day of sick, and it was my first. She even smirked when she told me i was having one. Im sure is is enjoying it and is out to sack me. Cant stand her annoying face and I'm counting down to leaving and telling her to shove her job up her arse.Fri, 03 May 2013 15:29:00 -0500LoveWell this word love, I've always wondered what was the absolute true meaning of it. I've nevr quite been able to though and it bothers me with a burning passion. I know I'm young and most older people think us youngens don't experience or will evr find out until we're old bt what if we don't want to wait. What if we are ready for that longing of true passion. Everyone has their own definition bt I still haven't quite been able to price mines together. It kinda makes me sad. It's lik when I'm ready to settle down I can't and wen I get in the mood that I don't it seems it's when I get the most offers. I just wish sometimes that everything was ready together when that person comes into my life to make me fell and fall in love but who will that person be? Have we meet before? I'm not needy and I do not need a man to complete me cause I value myself nd have toooo much respect for myself for that but I do have the feeling of want sometimes. Is that bad? I don't believe so. But aye, every bodies different right. My friends tel me allll the time I'm Way to picky but I won't settle for less than I deserve. I'm not sayin I'm the best out here either but my self worth is too important to settle for wat doesn't deserve my heart.. Or love, whatever that is anyways. Ha, well, I guess one day I will find love and discover its meaning for me, so when god sends that special guy into my life then I pray that he will let us last forever with his grace and blessing. So until then... until then.Thu, 02 May 2013 22:13:00 -0500EmbarrasingSo one day I went to New York, and I decided to spend my day in Central Park. I love it there. So I was sitting down on a bench just minding my own business, watching the lovely day go by, when this man asked me where Strawberry Hill was. I thought that I knew where I was and I didn't want to seem lame so i was like keep going that way. And they were like thank you so much. Later on, I find out that it was the complete opposite way, and I felt so bad. I decided to run after them, but I never found them. So to that couple whose day I probably ruined, I am so so so so sorry. Still haven't been able to forgive myself for that.Thu, 02 May 2013 18:29:00 -0500SexSo I have been married for 16 years but have been having an affair with a man for about 10 years. It is still going on but I seriously want his brother now who happens to be my boss. I don't know why because I am happily married but I have to have this man. I can't think straight at work anymore all I think about is having sex with him! I hate being a whore!!Thu, 02 May 2013 18:28:00 -0500EmbarrasingMy ex and i started dating when I was a senior in college and he was a freshman. He seemed older for his age and was close with a lot of my friends who were my age. Despite the long distance factor lying after graduation, we started dating. I was constantly visiting him taking any way I could to see him, but he hardly came to see me. I payed for everything despite being on my own because I thought he had no money being at school. He was my best friend, we did everything together, same interests, got along great. It began to strain and we tried to save it more than we should have. He finally broke up with me when I was going to visit for his birthday a year into being together. I always caught him talking to his ex and lying until he was caught. He saw her while I was in Australia. She made me so uncomfortable but he continued to do it. I started doubting a lot. Turns out it was for another chick. He pingponged between us for about 2 months. He got very mean and said really personal and hurtful things to me like "Happy mothers day for the lod you killed" about an abortion i had when i was younger. i forgave it all. We got back together un officially the next summer. Everything was better than ever, until he went back to school and his ex moved home. He dropped me like a hot pan and started social networking about her, to her, took her out for her bday, he never did any of that for me. We fought a lot. I went to visit for a college holiday and we spent the time together. Then we fought again. Then our friends have a reunion (for the frat he's in that all my best friends are in) I have always gone to all of the events before he even came to the college. And he embarrassed me and made a scene about me not going. I didn't go. That night after I met my friends out for a bday. He showed up knowing I was there, and trolling this girl around me all night. We all left and went back to my friends. He said my ex called and wanted to know if he can come but it was my choice. Trying to maintain some integrity and be an adult I said okay. He brought the girl with him and ended up sleeping with her in front of me and 12 of our friends. Everyone was appalled. His own frat brothers took my side over his. He must have felt like an idiot because he started harassing me saying I was a whore and secretly sleeping with kids in his frat (untrue, I had never slept with anyone to this day and we broke up over a year ago) I blocked him on everything and he started tweeting terrible things about me. I ignored it all. A friend of ours passed a couple months after and he told me how much he loved me and how sorry he was. But when I had to see him for the services he was terrible to me and started fights with mutual friends for basically being my friend. I made a point to talk to him alone before I left and it was all ok. Then I was being harassed by girls he was sleeping with and he came to me saying how terrible I am. I changed my number because he was harassing me at work and took myself away from my friends for a while. Not a word to each other since and the tweets also stopped on his end. This past weekend I went up for my alumni weekend. We politely ignored each other until an 18 yr old he was sleeping with started throwing drinks one. I didn't react but I told him to make it stop. He said she's a psycho and he ended it with her a week ago and he's in love with me and lets talk. Embarrassed for anyone to see I said if meet him at his place. I left 20 mins after him to walk in on him banging that girl. I cried and went upstairs to be with my friends. He came up hours later and tried to talk, I suggested we go back downstairs away from everyone. We went down and she was still in his bed. I always pride myself on not being a psycho but I absolutely acted like one. She left and me and him were bad. He left and I fell asleep in the couch until he came and Layed on me. We talked, had sex and were fine. Later we went out and he was trying to go home with the girl who he had sex with in front of me months ago (she was visiting). He embarrassed me and left me for her. He said sleep in my bed idc. So I stayed, the guys walked in on us and he said I tried to rape him (he's 6'3). I stayed and just calmed down. Until he brought her back and was saying I'm a psycho all this stuff. I left and he followed me upstairs with her. The next morning I needed my flat fixed, the girl was still there, she knew what the deal was, but all my stuff from the weekend was in his room. She left, we talked mildly, said goodbye to our reunion and basically we talked it out cause I'm always so willing to fix things. I know I'm an idiot and I just need another perspective. I don't like getting my friends involved because most of them are his "brothers". We ended up blowing out last night and I said the most terrible thing ever. I was trying the waters and I am so ashamed of myself for going so low. He won't accept my apology. ADVICE!!Thu, 02 May 2013 17:51:00 -0500WorkMy boss is a lunatic. He has had a secret relationship with this guy we work with..."Tommy" and a few of us caught them playing their tickle games while in the nude....It was really bad and made us feel icky. The next day our boss came in to work and walked silently to his office. He then emerged and without skipping a beat said, "I'm going to shoot people". He then walked out of the building with his thong hanging out. It was weird. What do we do?Thu, 02 May 2013 14:31:00 -0500VentingI'm starting to feel lonely, angry, and used by people again, and it's a bit scary, as I tend to make major mistakes or missteps during these periods. Wrong people, wrong situations, feeding a cycle of bad. Example: Met a gorgeous, holy crap she was beautiful, woman last night at a sports bar. Smokey blue eyes, great body, high cheekboned face. Just freaking hot. So, we're talking and she goes on about jail time, theft, and no real place to live (bopping around with friends). The real me would get away from this woman in a heartbeat, yet..In my lonely, screw the world angry state, I could not have been more interested! Even offered her my guest bedroom! She declined the offer, however, did give me her phone number and email address "in case she needed that room". Talked to her outside as she smoked, learned more bad stuff about her, and ended up taking her home (or whomever's place it was she was staying). For all I know, this HOT ex-con was sizing me up. Also, in trying to be the nice guy and good brother, I messaged my older sister, who recently lost her husband. The response? "Leave me alone today". My reaction? "Fine, I will..Screw you, too". Now I'm angry at my own widowed sister! Feel myself going to a bad place if don't keep myself occupied.Thu, 02 May 2013 09:39:00 -0500SexI was a sexual anorexic my whole life until moving to the city...since that time in the last ten years, i've had so much sex, with so many people, that i cannot keep track of how many. well into the hundreds, if not a thousand... anonymous and rarely repeats. also, i have never been comfortable having sex with someone I have feelings for. i've heard it is called 'satyriasis'.Thu, 02 May 2013 01:27:00 -0500RevengeI sprayed hair spray on my roommate that I hate's spinach, as well as in her shampoo & tooth paste.. HAHAHAH BITCH. SUCK MY DICK.Thu, 02 May 2013 00:13:00 -0500